I think I’m crazy. (2024 Portland Open Reflections)

[@EagleUNLIMITED]

Just wanna say thanks for the great comments guy’s and I appreciate some of the insight. Just as an FYI, I do work with a sports psychologist on a frequent basis for a good while now. It definitely has helped a whole lot and plan to continue working them.

[@Falkismon]

Hi Eagle, I’m not here to offer up a solution to your avian conflict merely to say that I relate deeply. In totally different parts of my life than disc golf since it’s not my livelihood but never the less. I know it’s not your intention nor is it your responsibility but just in case it might mean something to you, I’d like to tell you that you sharing this means a lot to me. So thank you for that ❤️

[@charlescarpenter8402]

I relate to how you're feeling while I play. listening to a pro of your caliber have some of the same issues as this old guy. This is awesome listening to your side of how you're making it work for you.

[@brandonrossmark2557]

Hey man, embrace the crow! Eagles are smart, strong and calculated but crows are mad intelligent problem solvers who are also very emotional and curious. I think both of these things fit you amazingly and fit your game very well. Everyone appreciates how earnest you are in sharing your struggles with us. All of us are rooting for you!

[@dylanl2258]

Trauma is a big part of the mental game. There are triggers from childhood that clench up the body and confuse the mind body connection. They have to do with social acceptance and trust, particularly the willingness to trust yourself. Thanks for you share Eagle. I'm very much rooting for you. Remember that your amazing abilities are a huge gift to us. You give us a sense of wonder at what the human body and mind can do when they're in cooperation with each other. Blessings to the crow and the Eagle. May they fly together.

[@TwoOneSe7en]

We need an Eagle/Crow Yin/Yang like stamp like immediately now. I think we all feel this way sometimes. You aren’t alone man. You’re just at a much higher level with much higher risk/reward. Eyes forward my dude.

[@zenphony]

“You’re overthinking” is as useful as “you’re panicking.” Listening to your mind and body so you can remain at ease mentally is one great method of getting yourself to where you can manage your emotions at higher levels. The mind/body conflict you talk about is something I see many athletes ignore and you are diving head on to the journey, bravo! Your authenticity will speak to many and help them as well.

[@JohnFnLopez]

Being honest about your feelings without apologizing is one of the most human things anyone will ever see. Thank you.

[@mrs.tremond3313]

There’s a saying in Buddhism that goes something along the lines of “All aspects of our existence both physical and mental are always changing…. Therefore it is better to practice acceptance, rather than resistance” Remember that whatever thought or feeling that arises within you will always pass because we are changing one moment to the next, one minute to the next, one hour to the next, one day to the next. If a thought or feeling arises, no need to push it away or fight it. It’s completely natural, and as human beings we cannot stop our minds from thinking things. Just allow it to be. And just allow it to pass. Paradoxically, this may actually quiet the negative thoughts in your mind This is something I live my life by and has helped me through my sickness. It might be able to help you on the course. Thank you for sharing your emotions with us

[@add1cted2l3arning]

Eagle is your soul, crow is your flesh. In this life, we are constantly fighting the flesh. Praying for you brother

[@thomasbrovont4114]

Eagle, your fans have your back win or loose. We just want you to get healthy. We understand that can take time. TAKE THE TIME. One day everything is just going to click back in place for you. Don't force it. Stay safe, stay healthy.

[@rjeezy2831]

Remember you're human and were all flawed and broken at times, but that's what makes us all unique and special. The unfortunate but fortunate circumstance is having to figure that all out in the public eye, which I can imagine causes that state of panic you experienced after the tournament. Anxiety is normal, and it means you're alive and still kicking. You are willing to look within instead of pointing the finger outwards, and that speaks volumes about your character. You're loved as a human being, expectations or not, you're living out your dream, and that's powerful. Wish you nothing but the best, my man, you deserve it👌

[@blee916]

What you say resonates a lot with me The Crow is trying to protect you from the pain of falling short of your expectations by telling you to give up. But even if you come in dead last Eagle > Crow because the eagle is focused on making you happy and healthy and eagle knows that crow is only in your mind. Have goals, not expectations.

[@illuminate171]

Wonderful, refreshing honesty. Don't see that often. Thanks. You'll work it all out, just approach everything with humility, gratitude and love and you'll soar high.

[@AndyNotSoSmart]

Don't suppress Crow. Embrace it. You are amazing dude. Keep it up.

[@theresaholmes734]

Thanks for sharing… we all have your back! Just keep working on you and your game! Much luv!

[@jimmyjam-vc6rf]

Love this video dude! Life is full of ups and downs. You gotta just keep your head up because there are many more beautiful days ahead.

[@tonyatemple4657]

Appreciate how open you are with this! I resonate a lot with what you're saying. I hope you can find compassion for yourself when the Crow comes out and learn to accept him and those feelings rather than hiding from them. You're incredible Eagle, so wise for being so young

[@trentgay3437]

Oregon loves you, too.

[@GABRIELGIESEL]

I just want to say in a world of pride arrogance and the urge of people to create a facade of perfection, I respect and admire the honesty and integrity you show. I’ve never been ranked #1 in the world. I’ll never know what it’s like to have gone through what you have in the last couple years, but I do understand how difficult and hard it is to put ones self before others and lay out my fears, stressors, and feelings. Eagle your a great competitor and your recovering from your injury, much of that injury was mental. You CAN do this. Keep pushing forward and don’t give up. Don’t forget to partake in the time to connect with your fans and feed on some of that energy. You’re going to be a top competitor again just keep working.

[@SPBTheHuman]

I can appreciate the battle with Ego McMahon. We all do it, but your self awareness and talking about it is great for you and entertaining for us. Don't let up. Kudos for fighting. We're here on your journey with you. Cheers! 🍻

[@waynebatson6825]

Naice. I didn’t know champs vs chumps was a thing anymore. Gonna check it out!!!!! Bam

[@Rocky-N-Angel]

I had same problems Eagle, I had to learn to see the bad shots and the missed putts or spit outs as something of the past. It happened, it is over and there is nothing I can do about what happened as to changing that result. I had to learn to think positively about what I can do going forward to make sure that does not happen again, or do my best to improve on that. I also would get pumped up on spit outs, I just looked at those as it will happen every so often and it was done and over, let that go by time I tee at next hole. Keep you thoughts good and your head up my man.

[@cloo27]

Thanks for sharing Eagle. We are all human and this game keeps proving itself as more of mental game than a physical one. I brought my two boys (12 and 10 yo) with me to Portland Open and they wanted to follow your card on Saturday. It was pleasure to see you throw plastic discs. Good luck at BSF!

[@philipwor5902]

I love how real you are with yourself and your fans. It’s a battle you will win if you stay on it!

[@chillysdad]

These videos are why you are my favorite player and I have SO much respect for you. Not easy to open up and be vulnerable. Utmost respect to you Eagle. I'll be rooting for you all the way back to the top!

[@Toddztank]

Eagle, thank you so much for your transparency in your feelings! Not many people would be willing to share that honestly especially after having a difficult outing. I deal with that a lot myself and I find the only time I can gain the peace and my heart is when I am, holy surrendered to God’s control. That’s when I get true lasting peace. God bless you and thank you for all you do. Todd.

[@EmersonJ_]

Your thoughtfulness and candor make you easy to root for. Best of luck at BSF!

[@kingchuckfinley]

You got top 10, but you have all the skills to win it, and when you’re fully back you’re going to be back to force you were before the injury/surgery. What you’ve been able to do so far has been truly impressive, but your mindset is beautiful. For some top 10 at an elite+ is a dream, but for you it could always be better. You’re not quite one with the disc yet (which is understandable) but when you reach that 54-72 hole flow state it’s gonna be electric to watch. We believe in you, and we’re with you. (Also, you can throw a mile, but when you throw that forehand 400 feet and it looks like barely even flick it…. It’s my favorite shot in all of disc golf.)

[@jeffreypruitt2341]

Love the self reflection. Always striving for self improvement!

[@Daniel-from-Texas]

I love these videos, Eagle. I really enjoy and appreciate your honesty following these rounds. Rooting for you to have a great remainder of the season!

[@renfrog67]

This is so relatable. It's something I have to work on constantly. I've found my work on this has made me a better person off the disc golf course as well. It's always a work in progress. I appreciate you sharing this.

[@nilsmalmstrom9517]

Love that you are coming to Sweden. Will be rooting you (and Calvin)! Welcome to the rainiest city in Sweden! 😀

[@futurekine.]

You are a Beast! No need to prove anything. Getting to play the best courses against the best in the world...what an honor. Have a look around and enjoy yourself. Who knows what tomorrow brings.

[@SawlteeTricks22]

I enjoyed watching you sink that putt on 13 for birdie on Saturday. What struck me though was there was a father holding his kid that said nice putt Eagle on 14s tee box and you just replied yeah. I think that yeah mentally folded your crows wings back down and you chose to bawk instead of recognize the true greatness of the putt you just made and the feeling you instilled in the crowd around you. Give that pumped feeling back to the crowd and we will give it right back 10 fold. As much as golf is an independent game it’s also the biggest team sport and you want everyone cheering for you.

[@richardswift96082]

Thank you for sharing Eagle, we all go through something 😊😊 It just takes time 🙏🏼

[@kingchuckfinley]

Man, anxiety is the worst. I didn’t have it when I was your age, but man it had me mentally crippled for the last week. I get it. Can’t wait to watch you next week!

[@cykratzer3463]

Thanks for your honesty. I have many of the same struggles but I am not brave enough to share that with strangers.

[@mykostrigger]

Alot of people these days don't check their egos. It was refreshing to hear that you did. Its a great way to transcend into the better being that you're striving for.

[@SketchesForHumanity]

You're demonstrating really good introspective skills here. I don't think you're "overthinking" based on this video, you're clearly just working through some really important psycho-emotional processes. I can't really say anything about the actual content of those processes (they're so subjective), but I will just remind that these things take a lot of time. You're still pretty young, and to already be on this level of introspection makes me confident that you're on a really good road. Also, always remember to be kind and encouraging to yourself. For me it always helps to imagine how I'd respond if a loved one was having the same challenges as me. It always brings out compassionate energy, and then I realise that I should of course show that same kind of compassion towards myself.

[@Mr1mitch9]

I don’t know if this is pertinent at all but I’ve always fed the crows at my local course and they never caw when I’m throwing. They’ve also started giving me trinkets and peanuts. Maybe if the crow and the eagle can work together you can avoid inner conflict and have more clarity in the moment. Also got a signed glitch from you at Huk and I’m loving it!

[@popsfishin]

Good incite and thank you for sharing with your fans. Just my 2 cents here....LISTEN TO CROW! Embrace and love Crow You are trying to tell yourself something, and only you know what that is. You cannot suppress Crow, you cannot hide, you can't run. Hold his hand, forgive him, walk with him, tell him he's valid and true. Everyone has the same struggles, EVERYONE! You're on the right path young man, it's a lifelong journey that Eagle and Crow are taking together. Do what you gotta do. Fly high, fly low, rest when your wings are tired. No apologies necessary! Love and respect

[@collsitton6905]

It was so great to see you throw at PDXO! I watched you string those birdies together on the west layout. Thank you! But don't be scared, let us down, embrace Crow first in order to let go

[@matthewhayes7176]

Eagle thanks for sharing, sometimes weve got to flee. Glad you did what you needed at that time. To me it shows the depth of how you care both about your performance and how you conduct yourself on the course. I hope to get to watch you play in vt!

[@discjunkiesDGT]

appreciate this Eagle, we all feel these things too bro, you're human man, give yourself some grace, you'll get there.

[@matthewwolf2815]

You’ve had so much success in your career that your expectations of your performance are, of course, super high. That’s the ego thing. But coming off an injury those expectations have to be kept in check. So keep things in perspective and be reasonable with yourself!

[@Chris.Davies]

You'd never have any worries about ticks when you visit New Zealand, this winter time, Eagle! Come play disc golf in the South Pacific. We'd love to see you for the next Tour Downunder. Talk to Luke Humphries, and Nate Perkins about their experiences in Nu Zild!

[@marymorin6388]

My friend , you have high standards for yourself ✌🏻❤️ chill out and enjoy the ride. You are spectacular 🎉

[@marvinberesford8146]

Our feelings are where we experience the moment and yet our emotions lie to us constantly. When you receive a gift of a great shot it remains your gift. Stay in the joy of the gift and laugh at the humanity that messes up the next hole. You, regardless of score, are amazing. If you didn’t care, we wouldn’t either.

[@elisabethe8055]

Embrace the Crow. Accept him and befriend him. He is a part of you. Fighting him is fighting yourself. Make peace and harmony will appear with Eagle and Crow. Together you will thrive. In life and on the course. You are a very wise man, and you will work it out.

[@someoneelse190]

Keep your head up. Pressure is easy to fall for. So many want to see you succeed. But we all love you either way. Only hoping for the best for you, your mental, and your career.

[@justus5588]

Eagle, don't be so hard on yourself. You are still fresh from recovery and sometimes mental recovery can take longer. You have the game in you, in your blood and in your heart. Just earlier this year, Simon didn't even make the cut and a couple tournaments later he won. My biggest flaw ( in anything I compete in ) is being to hard on myself. Everyone around me says I do great things but I only see my flaws. Your tournaments will come back around once you start having fun again. Keep your head up and move forward. Your fans are always going to be there for you and haters will always find a way to hate. In fact, right now you are crushing it on the OTB Skins match.

[@markvogt4378]

What your describing is instinctual. The crow serves you if you seek how. It is a gift that you can use to overcome the challenges of just being human in a competitive environment. Great insights, props for owning it.

[@zachjohnston1392]

Eagle. My dude. You’re a competitor bro. Like millions of us. You hate losing like millions of us. It is a constant battle with our minds. At some point you just gotta embrace it. Cause over time people do lose that edge they once had.

[@goods571]

I love love love these videos and they help me understand myself, thank you for putting yourself out there ❤️

[@curtiswaagner]

Stay strong. You have a great following and love to see you succeed

[@davemawson4526]

Keep your head up Eagle! Everyone has a crow day. I'm sure eagle will soar again real soon.

[@aka_yogi]

Gannon killed it w YOUR discs

[@jekogl]

You hear people say that you should listen to your body in disc golf often. It's not just about not throwing when you are too sore. Being in tune with when your body is ready to execute is a skill we all take for granted. Good progress was made, keep grinding!

[@moonylo1]

Hey Eagle, I love this kind of video! I'm a former video games world champion and got the best advise from a psychologist ever: When you are on the course and you realize that things aren't going your way, emotions are boiling up, distractions happen, whatever undesired. You tell yourself "Stop.". Just "Stop." - no reason or anything. It's an insanely strong signal word for us, you literally kill your current thought with it. Your brain of course won't stop firing the next signal (that's how the brain works), but you just keep repeating "Stop.". Continue so until you only have "normal" thoughts. This won't help you get into the "flow", which is considered the optimal state. But it will heavily reduce the length of negative ones.

[@cadeswanson6882]

I feel like I think the same way, always trying to strive for something better in myself, thanks for sharing Eagle

[@tehpsalmist]

this was so helpful to listen to. thanks for sharing it with us.

[@Davedoesthat]

Bro, you are an incredible Disc golfer and an even better human. Enjoy the ride. Keep growing and have some fun along the way.

[@JTNugget]

The fact that you have such high expectations and want to win so badly is a good thing. It's the mentality of a winner. Managing the emotions will be a long process that will take years. Don't be too hard on yourself, Eagle.

[@rodneyowens8130]

Thanks for doing your best and open up and sharing. You’re a better human just by trying to be a better version of yourself. Thanks for signing my envy and watermelon hex. Have fun at Beaver State Fling, be there to support and cheer you on. You got this and go win it. Thanks again for sharing.

[@eucbros9235]

this hits so hard man! im same way. i practice so much and i seem like i have it then it all goes down the drain.... i try to have fun but it some times takes all the fun out of it.

[@Scoobydoophus]

Looking forward to more of "Eagles Insights"! Thank you for being your unique self and for letting us come on your quest to understanding yourself as a human and pro athlete! See you at BSF! I'll be at Milo on Wednesday to help with course set up!

[@pactme]

I jumped between yours and lead card all thru on Sunday and was standing by the scorer’s tent at hole 18 when you finished. It was awesome to watch you play. Regardless. Awesome to watch you play. And I saw those tall trees in the wind and saw you step away and felt for you in that moment. But from my view, it was just high five for you. Wind and rain and baller flinging. 💪✌️👏🖖

[@jaimetonycardenas]

Not going to lie Eagle, you are honestly one of my favorite pros out there. You are genuine, passionate and just REAL of a person. I am grateful and also think it’s funny because I have literally been going to the same thing. Obviously not to your extent, you are a pro, have tons of fans and eye looking at you, and like you said have your personal expectations and the feeling of needing to fulfill the fans expectations as well. And I am sorry you are going through all this and feeling all of this. For me is more personal expectations I put on myself and wanting to do better in my tournaments because I know I am better then what I am recently been showing. So I recently asked some friends that are significantly better than I am to play a round with me and my biggest take away was the mental game, and ended up tie my personal best for that course and cashed an ace in that same round. So after the round and reflecting, I realized literally the same thing g you were saying, during round I get made with a bad shot and then let it get to me instead of just being there in the moment and not let it get to me and play the game I know how to play. That I need to play the game I know to play and not do what my other side of my brain thinks “should” be done. Long story long, lol, thank you for posting this video and I know your struggles and I know you will get through it and over come and conquer it! Thank you for being the person you are…!!!!!

[@stefanmccabe4705]

Thanks for being honest! You’re clearing taking healthy steps forward and remaining objective. It’s a journey man 🤘

[@JasperWhannell]

PNW represent! Glad you love it as much as I do! We'd love to see you come up to Washington too, we've got a lot of great courses!

[@stevemawdsley9798]

Yo Eagle, Body, Mind and Spirit is the deal. And at the Center of it all is the Heart Center. “ Controlling” these experiences is a rabbit hole, too much Brain! When meditating use your “ interoceptive” ability to connect with your heart Center. It is your go to guide. You’re smart, you got this.

[@corynahoopii338]

You will find your confidence. Just be patient with yourself.

[@baconsporks]

The heat of the moment loss of control is something that I am dealing with in my personal life and I wish you luck. What helps me is identifying triggers but this can be difficult because sometimes this requires us to be conscious of our unconscious processes.

[@JonGorman]

Well said.

[@Flanfam]

Appreciate the feelings shared.

[@peer6939]

Appreciate your honesty man. Get lost in the process and the results will come. The only shot that exists and matters is the current one. The skills are already there !

[@ghostecho3189]

It can’t be easy going from the super premium old school Innova made Discmania plastic to MVP. I know a lot of ppl like MVP now, but even if you threw for some other company, it must be a lot to switch from the molds you threw for almost a decade. You’ve got all the god given ability. Like, you literally could not have more of it. So you just need to get out of your head. Just practice and be disciplined about it. You’re a little older now, but still so young, but your real mark on the game hasn’t even started.

[@BlitzDG]

Excellent video on some of the mental side of competing. Thoroughly enjoyed it.

[@leanin2it]

The Eagle and the Crow! That's such a cool way to add a visual analogy to that experience. Perhaps these two halves of yourself can eventually find more harmony and balance. Perhaps neither needs abolishing! Stoking the competitive flames within does tend to produce expectations, but maybe knowing that shadow can't be abolished may help console the pain of loss or falling short of expectations. If you can live with the pain of caring and falling short, then perhaps this will lend some patience to the process. much love

[@pK-lm3hd]

Thank you for your honesty. I have a little note book i write in to get it out of my mind. It helps me to seperate the ego from my peace, that along with Wim Hoff breath work. Peace fellow human 🙏

[@telemangler]

Love you, man! Looking forward to watching you play at Idlewild!

[@bigdiscenergy]

That battle you're feeling is a breakdown/breakthrough. Sounds like you're taking it as it arises and seeing it as a learning experience...perfect! You're totally on the right path and staying on your routine. In Buddhism that's called "having tea with Mara." It's taking your ego or demon into your house when it shows up and sitting down to work through that uneasy meeting. The struggle is the path! Thanks for sharing this journey with everyone! I'm sure a lot of professionals deal with this but can't illicit and process it as you are doing. Now fr fr: you had some pretty sick putts last weekend! Can't wait for Beaver!

[@jorycatanzaro5139]

Don't be so hard on yourself, you are human. Keep believing in yourself!

[@kylcrow24]

As a disc golfer with the last name Crow, I appreciate you saying "Crow won the final round". Big fan, and best of luck staying in control!

[@mrtony1985]

Have some grace for yourself brother. You hold yourself to high expectations and when it doesn't line up, that's okay. Can't experience the good without the bad. There is no yin without yan. Sounds like loving & embracing the bad & imperfections is your next challenge. Difficult times show us strengths we're meant to learn. Btw, I live near Milo and will be cheering for you in person this weekend, even if you get upset.

[@CNTBg23]

I feel this. Struggling with some of the same issues of being too reactive. Hold your head and give yourself credit for stepping up to a stage most of us can’t fathom. The realness of this post mane. Somebody been out here listening 💪🏾💪🏾

[@davidnguyen7486]

These vlogs are awesome man. You’re a real one.

[@spyhol11]

Book for you: The inner game of tennis. A psychological gem that goes way beyond tennis, it applies to any game

[@Davedoesthat]

I am lovn throwing the Rebirth!

[@sillyz9578]

You are my favorite person to follow. I can’t wait to meet you at DGLO. If you need somewhere to stay at, more than welcome!

[@loopghost]

Expectations of outcome... really can lead to suffering. Probably one of the hardest aspects of being in a career that seemingly demands results. All your peeps are gonna have your back, regardless of outcome. You're doing the work of understanding yourself, now the hard part is to remain patient in that long game.

[@redmortensen4066]

You know eagle. I very much love and respect the fact that you do these posts. I feel that they are just as good for us as they are you, especially for the younger crowd. Let me say this though. I'm a 36-year-old man who grew up in a very hard life and I will never understand your struggle. But what I can tell you is is that you are making the right moves. You are thinking about things in the right way. You have 100% of us as your fans, love and support and to that end, the only advice that I can give you is that comparison is the root of all evil. So making you up your mind to only compete against yourself is an absolute must. But looking at the last two years of your career and the injury and the surgery and those types of things and you having to rebuild your muscle memory and you are working so hard in the process of building yourself up again, you should probably dock your expectations to before you were a pro and if that's when you were 15 years old even or something like that, put yourself back in where you were, then about why you were doing it and let that be your medium. While when you're not on the course tackling the things you are in now that will give you the ability to perform in a way that is comparable to your body's development at its current stage, which should help level the playing field for yourself. That's about the best I got and I say that with all the love that I have in me to try and support you and you don't even know me so this may never even reach your eyes. But I hope you see it. We love you. Success is the journey, not the destination and you are a success

[@bigwave56boogieboard35]

Hey Eagle you're one of the best in the world just take the good with the bad you're doing everything you can I understand you're pushing yourself moderation Enjoy life bro it's very short

[@danimal519]

This is awesome, you're a stud. Some Zen and Taoist alchemy could help you transmute the feelings that come up into fuel; or rather the problem is thoughts and feelings being "sticky", not their arising itself. -- you've already begun meditation, have you checked out Shinzen Young's "The Science of Enlightenment"? The absolute best source on meditation written for the logical/modern/western mind ...*and* an audiobook so you can absorb it during the drives haha. (It very expressly expounds on the nature of the sensations of negative thought, emotion, and the benefits and opportunities of them if recognized masterfully) I can't even begin to imagine how intense it must be to try to navigate the mental/emotional game of trying to compete and do this for a living!! But what a badass endeavor

[@Quixote56]

Great video. I love the honesty. I'm even embracing the novel use of the word "quantify".

[@T__Rex__0727]

🛑 Hey Eagle. Think about this for a second. You are on the edge of top 10 in the world in almost every tournament you play and won a televised skins match WITH A NEW ARM! Consistency is key. Performance will increase with every rep. Keep on flying. You got this man 🏆

[@discgolfamateur8692]

Your thoughts control your feelings, and your feelings control your actions

[@28Phoenix]

Imagine going through all that at sea ...in combat ...as a pilot mechanic/ in the U.S. NAVY. It happens to all of us. You'll be okay bud, you are just maturing is all. Embrace your gifts and the fire inside and everything will balance out. You found greatness at a very young age, and you're just growing up. You have been gifted by God/ the Universe (whatever you believe in that is bigger than yourself) with very high intelligence, business savvy, unbelievable athletic ability, friendliness and most of all humility and a humble spirit. It is who you are. Who you always been. Who you will always be. Not some crow-hawk anger-bird thing. No. I met you when you were just a young teenager up at Phantom Falls playing tags. You were with your dad and I was giving him a hard time for bringing you because you were smoking us all on the scorecard, so I was joking around with him the whole round about how he was using you to sandbag lol. I had a blast. You were playing tournaments, but you were just a kid. Even if you never throw another disc, you have made us all so proud here in Colorado. Heck, in the entire U.S. and around the world you made people proud of you--and want to know and emulate you. You even got famous! Be careful with that. Ask anybody!! Enough rambling; two things: First: Your Mom would be very proud of you and we all love and miss you back home 💙 Second: Does MVP even make an actual "Distance" driver? Their two piece rims wear out too fast and the plastic is always sticky. Their griplock results are always pitiful. I love MVP, but I have to throw proven brands off the teebox. The Mayhem is okay I guess ...you guys need to get in the lab on 'one piece' real big boy disc's imo ...but I digress. The important thing is you are not a crow and we live you Eagle. Don't be too hard on yourself. I was my entire younger life, and I regret it every day when I wake up in painful agony. I'm only 47-years-old, but least I can still throw though. HMU for the chumps vs Champs thing next year. Johnny Roberts was a friend of my dad's. We could do it there. We will crush you! Challenge sent. Johnny would also be proud of you!!! #NoCrow #EagleFlightTeam #MVP P.S. You still have to sign my first run cloudbreaker one day. You are just always so busy I don't want to bother you. It will forever hang on my wall just like it always has. It isn't for sale and never will be.

[@discnature]

Appreciate you sharing that. Totally get where you’re coming from….if ur crazy, I’m crazy too!😂 #flowstateisepic for sure🙌 Yeah!…focus on that balance…..an absolute “must” imo. I meditate too. Helps me a lot.

[@tinastime2shine]

You are human, wonderfully imperfect! Of course you want perfection, it’s ok. Be patient with your progress, it’s ok to want it all, but it’s a slow battle. Love the Eagle, tolerate the crow, soon they will become one. Allow yourself the transition ❤

[@Naitsirk1]

These are great, keep them coming :)