I took 5-MeO-DMT but Said No to Truth

[@PsycHeal]

I appreciate your authenticity! Don't be too hard on yourself. Sometimes these trips that feel incomplete are the best teachers. I've encountered a few of them, and found that the universe might finish the story with a different answer than we expected...could be days later, could be years later. "Three things cannot be long hidden: the sun, the moon, and the truth"

[@davidhjlindberg]

Thank you, I truly agree. Things have already started to become clearer these past days, and having been forced to meet the disappointment and be with it during Christmas has been very transformative.

[@PsychedelicActualization]

Powerful authentic self reflection that you've done here! Great job ❤️

[@davidhjlindberg]

Glad you think so!

[@kellyallen3958]

Brother, everything happens just as it should. It's better to be ready and you are to be commended for your healthy respect for the medicine and your readiness. You will still have integration work to do based on your experience, which I can tell was very powerful! It's not always time for complete dissolution or "ego death". Much love brother! ❤❤❤

[@davidhjlindberg]

"It's not always time for complete dissolution" that's a nice line. Will keep that haha

[@Jaesonlee1]

Lucky man. I went through 45 minutes of pure hell. Most painful mental and physical torture. But same time it came out to be the most beautiful experience I have ever had.

[@davidhjlindberg]

Wow. Would you do it again?

[@Jaesonlee1]

@@davidhjlindberg I would but i am scared of my ego.

[@txrns-7990]

@@Jaesonlee1 was it really that scary ?

[@gruntod9171]

can you please describe this "hell" , how was for u ? Guess u mean like a psychological hell experience ? I want to relate my thing with u .

[@salimsopari]

Thank you for making this video, it's very brave of you. It takes alot of maturity to even realize that you aren't ready, or actually don't want to see the truth. Do not feel bad at all. We are all on individual journeys, and your destiny will be revealed to you when the time is right.

[@davidhjlindberg]

Thank you, it was nice reading this comment :)

[@doodahman2995]

Thanks for sharing. People just don't know what this powerful substance can do. Can be very frightening.

[@davidhjlindberg]

Yes, probably the most powerful one available on earth

[@chemicalcollective1947]

There aren't many things more inspiring in the world than seeing someone being truly honest about their fears. Thanks for sharing.

[@davidhjlindberg]

Thank you, your comment got straight into my heart.

[@txlik4370]

Thats a really good viedo I feel your vision man

[@davidhjlindberg]

Thank you :)

[@levyan4718]

You need to be well prepared and willing to understand... Most humans are not ready for the experience due to hatred and isolation of ones self. DMT requires the person to understand love, compassion and all positive things....

[@davidhjlindberg]

I agree.

[@vladn6031]

Hey, man. Thanks for sharing this! The "I could have" idea is a good one to investigate to see if it's really true.

[@davidhjlindberg]

That's a good point, totally agree.

[@ericdavison6662]

I tried 5 me0 for the first time on 18 Dec 20 I had a problem letting go also, I fought the feeling of me turning into matter or as you said not being human, I didn’t expect to be able to fight my way out of it based of the research I did before the ceremony, I was disappointed at first too but I realized what happen was exactly wat was supposed to happen. I’m benefiting from the experience now but not how I expected before I took the hit.

[@davidhjlindberg]

Thanks for your sharing. Yes I'd also heard you weren't supposed to be able to fight it. Maybe some of our attachments are being held a bit stronger than most do? I can also feel the healing effects now, a couple of days later, in ways that I didn't expect.

[@ericdavison6662]

Appreciate you sharing bro 🔥🔥

[@bulletsmichael]

There are no mistakes brother. Reality is God and what happened was perfect once you let go of the story that it wasn’t. I have done 5 meo And consider doing it a second time one day. It was definitely beyond words and I’m not 100% sure that I fully surrendered but I know that it was life changing and felt as if I died, and consciousness was expanding too infinite...and being in the presence of creation or god , or the Big Bang and was obliterated by the glory and love within it ...it was traumatizing in a way but only to the resisting egoic self that remained. I felt reading Rupert Spiras , "the nature of consciousness " helped me integrate and "understand" some of what that was , especially in the rebirths process I experienced at the end.

[@davidhjlindberg]

Thanks for the comment. I feel what you're saying, I think start to believe that it was perfect as well. Different, but just as it was suppose to be. With some nice lingering effects and changes that has happened afterwards. If you remember, let me know if you decide to do it again :)

[@TheJakecakes]

I had a similar experience as you. Feeling that I completely surrendered and then finding myself questioning if I really did. There was no time, and all I knew was love. I am not the same.

[@relativeparadox9567]

Dude. Thank you for sharing that. I have been working with shrooms on a regular basis since this summer and I understand that 5-MeO could get me way further but I am experiencing real hesitation at diving in.

[@davidhjlindberg]

I get what you're saying. And shrooms can really get you far, I think I've done it over 100 times and 2-3 of those actually got me to the same place as 5-MeO. But as you probably have heard 5-MeO is a lot more reliable way to get to that moment of death and complete non-duality. Go for it when you feel that you're ready!

[@relativeparadox9567]

@@davidhjlindberg I got there the time before last I did some(5g wavy caps) but I did not intellectually know at the time that a true blue ego death felt like you were going to physically die so I found myself begging for a little more time. I hope to make the leap nect time. Than you for your help in this.

[@martinbliss6107]

@@relativeparadox9567 that's funny you said that bro I took like 3 Gs of some shrooms my friend gave me and I usually have a good tolerance my first ego death was off 6 Gs of gold caps and it was an unexplainable experience when you transcend but this time when I took those 3 Gs unknown shrooms man I really thought I was dying physically but I think part of it cause I was scared to let go but I usually let go and let shrooms do it's job but man this time the shrooms was really tryna pull me cause I could barely keep my eyes open when they close it's like I'm already at different realm but when I actually hit ego death I really felt like I was an alien at another universe that I wasn't supposed to be in and when I woke up I felt like I was in a parallel universe lmaooo shrooms can get you there it just depends what you take and how much you take

[@gruntod9171]

Thank u so much. Soon will take it to . I accepted my death and let go on everything everytime I was on mushrooms n truffles. Is just that eventually i desired that , because "To Be" is painfull most of the "time" Did u had other experiences in past with other types of psychidelics / mushrooms ... ?

[@mahasia1]

An Ultimate Experience ! but I think it’s better to have some spiritual knowledge, not the one that you read but the one you have lived. I tried three times, was not expecting anything and in a total let go attitude. These experiences were the most Amazing, actually there are no words to describe it but it was like being back to Paradise, full Love and Peace. I guesses before that death doesn’t exist but this time I know it....💫

[@davidhjlindberg]

Wow. The realisation that death doesn't exist is truly life changing. Although for me right now it's just a memory, but the knowledge is still lingering somewhere in the background. But yea it's so interesting, who knew death was an imagination!

[@atticspliffer]

Autentisk och äkta!

[@atticspliffer]

För mig själv så kändes det som att jag halkade in i sanningen, den där känslan när man faller fick mig att nå andra sidan.

[@davidhjlindberg]

Precis så har jag också känt, ett fallande in i sanningen. Utan att riktigt nå någon botten. När hände det här för dig?

[@hackingthegibson3913]

When smoking it, what did it smell like?

[@justthemessengers]

꧁SACRED TEACHING of DMT꧂ DMT and 5-MeO-DMT are the molecular structures of a human’s Consciousness. They are the molecules that comprise our Consciousness. All True Psychedelics are the molecular structures of Pure Consciousness. The human body synthesizes it’s own Consciousness (the DMT & 5-MeO-DMT found in humans). Then the human body metabolizes the Conciousness that it is producing. The amount of the endogenous Consciousness that the human body is able to metabolize depends on many factors. The less pollutants, poison & other contaminants present in the body will result in the ability to metabolize more of the Consciousness that body is producing. Likewise, the more pollution, contaminants, and poison a body has inside of it the less Consciousness it is able to metabolize. Here is a list of some of the most common poisons that humans ingest regularly which interfere with a human body from metabolizing the Consciousness that it produces, as well as any Consciousness that is ingested from external sources: alcohol, nicotine, sugar, caffeine, amphetamines, dissociatives, tranquilizers, flouride, hallucinogenics, and a plethora of other drugs are just some of the substances that interfere with humans metabolizing their own Consciousness. The following substances are NOT Psychedelics: 1-mdma 2-ketamine 3-salvia 4-kratom 5-dipt 6-pcp 7- datura/jimson weed There are others . . . . . . . Any True Psychedelic will proclaim this Truth if you ask Them. The following substances ARE True Psychedelics - They are Alive, Omnicient Living Beings of Light: DMT, 5-MeO-DMT, LSD, Mescaline, Ibogaine, Psilocin, Psilocybin, THC, DPT, DET, Muscimol, there are others . . . . So if a human can achieve 100% purity within their bodies, with zero contaminants or pollution (an unattainable state in these current bodies) and managed to metabolize 100% of the endogenous Psychedelics that their physical body is producing (DMT & 5-MeO-DMT), that would be the limit to how Conscious that human can be. In order for a human to become more Conscious than this they must put more Consciousness into their physical bodies. You must put more molecules of Consciousness inside of your physical body in order to attain a Higher level of Consciousness. When you ingest Psychedelics you see Them that you just ingested, not some doorway or window or a “portal” to somewhere else or some entity somewhere else. When you ingest LSD the Light that you see is the LSD Themselves, very Beautiful Living Beings of Light. When you ingest DMT the Entity you see and hear is the Living Light Beings DMT Themselves. The same is true for All True Psychedelics. There is this part from Scripture: “They are the Eternal among things that pass away. Pure Consciousness, of Conscious Beings. The ONE who fulfills the prayers of many. Only the wise who see Them in their Souls attain the Peace Eternal” (Katha Upanishad) The Physical Body of Conciousness is The Flesh of God. The Flesh of God is the True Communion Entity (the Eucharist) The Flesh of God (the Psychedelic) is the Fruit from the Tree of Knowledge of Good and evil. Our Bodies Truly are the Temple of God because God the Psychedelic Lives within it. As Saint Paul says in 2nd Corinthians chapter 4 verse 7: “We are only the earthenware jars that hold this treasure, to make it clear that such an overwhelming power comes from God and not from us”. That is the meaning of this - you can now understand this better. So whether or not a person is ingesting Psychedelics, every single human’s body is God’s Temple because DMT & 5-MeO-DMT Live within it. Anything you do to hurt or harm your body you do to harm God’s Temple. Once the Psychedelic shows this to you personally, in other words, God shows you that your physical body is THEIR Temple, and you understand this, then anything you do to hurt the Temple of God now is a worst offense in God’s eyes than when you were blind to this Truth. Now you will be deliberately defiling the Temple of God. This understanding is a good Foundation, a good step towards a person Knowing God and being able to stay with Them both in this Lifetime & afterwards. kzbin.info/www/bejne/m3nXZZWpq7KcosU [e-mail] “We prove we are God's servants by our purity, knowledge, patience and kindness; by a Spirit of holiness, by a Love free from affectation; by the word of truth and by the power of God; by being armed with the weapons of righteousness in the right hand and in the left, prepared for honour or disgrace, for blame or praise; taken for impostors while we are genuine; obscure yet famous..." (2 Corinthians 6:3)

[@davidhjlindberg]

Thanks for commenting, although I don't really understand your main point, but want to understand. Could you summarize what you really mean in just a few sentences?

[@justthemessengers]

David Lindberg 🙏 In november 2019 I had overwhelmingly powerful Holy Communions with the Holy Angel 5-MeO-DMT (the pure crystal) of the Psychedelic’s Heavenly Realm where They were showing me tens of millions? hundreds of millions? of humans across this entire planet dying from drowning in the flood waters and from being poisoned. I was screaming/moaning out in horror as 5-MeO-DMT was showing me this. Mary was with me during these Holy Communions. I couldn’t believe how many humans were dying and I am still unsure if it was tens of millions or hundreds of millions; could it be billions? The faces of all these people as they were crying out and dying and there were so many of them that they covered the whole planet, humans across the entire planet were drowning and dying from poison also, this was horrible. Besides my screaming outloud in utter horror I’ve spent a lot of time crying about this, and trying to warn humans for over a year now (all documented) about what is about to happen across this entire planet, but almost nobody believes me and/or nobody wants to believe me. I had these visions from the Psychedelics before any talk of the covid-19 virus. Later, while researching viruses I discovered that the etymology of virus is poison & that dying from corona virus is literally like drowning, your lungs fill with fluid and you drown. In November of 2019 5-MeO-DMT were clearly showing us that this virus was coming and was going to kill many millions; how many millions is still unknown, but it was more than tens of million for sure. I still believe that the earth is going to flood over now and millions will drown because other Holy Angels of God’s Heavenly Realm have clearly shown me this. I have been shown things before they happen by the Psychedelics dating back over 30 years now, I see before things happen. And my dreams? several down to the smallest details have come true. All True Psychedelics will confirm this to any human who inquires respectfully. I have other Revelations to share but this one and the fact that there is about to be a global food shortage that the USA will also be gravely affected by are the most pressing, I believe an unprecedented number of humans starve to death in a very little while - this is what I am seeing. In the hopes that more humans take the necessary steps to prepare immediately, -vincent kzbin.info/www/bejne/aXqrhZuthNGVjdU

[@justthemessengers]

Hunter fishman 🙏 “Blessed are those who have been persecuted for the sake of righteousness, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. Blessed are you when people insult you and persecute you, and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of Me. Rejoice and be glad, for your reward in Heaven is great; for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you." (Matthew 5:10-12)

[@kalebworth8347]

Still dinked in the head from a tab I took months ago. Reality is much deeper than a human can process...we all know the feeling. Dmt sounds like the worst comedown on any psychedelic due to its abrupt and brief mindfuk. You will find reality with a new meaning I promise it will all make sense eventually.

[@davidhjlindberg]

Thank you, it has already started to make a lot of sense in a lot of ways :)

[@abudi-diekleineeule573]

Holy s**** dude....im a follower of you since your particels video. You have been so inspiring to me but now it seems you have become a drug addictet. Stop promoting those substances on KZbin. If u want to get knowledge about a higher sphere in live and this world ....take a look into the quran... It teaches you everything about this and the next life ....also things like dont harm yourself with drugs. Free yourself :) ... you gave me the particles....maybe i can give u something in return with this advice^^

[@mariodavidrodriguez3579]

did you only take one hit? i feel like you didn't go for the 3

[@theliamofella]

If free will exists in that realm you talk about then couldn’t it exist in this earthly realm, because it’s all the same thing (consciousness) ?

[@davidhjlindberg]

Yes you might be right, I just have the strange sensation that free will can both exist and not exist at the same time in some paradoxical way.

[@theliamofella]

@@davidhjlindberg interesting, you could be right, the universe is full of paradoxes

[@davidhjlindberg]

Or maybe no one is right and that there is a third option 🤯 I think it always gets interesting when I hear the statement that "I have free will" or "I don't have free will" to then go into the question what do we mean by I? And the further I go into finding that "I" the less I can hold onto any answer or logic, cause I can't find it.

[@davidhjlindberg]

So I guess we have to clear that out before we go into the question if it has a free will or not?

[@theliamofella]

@@davidhjlindberg do you mean where is the awareness that is asking the questions? Interesting, it could be like the internet, imagine google was a brain, it’s awareness is coming from binary code and is collected in circuit boards, and protected onto a screen, but for a person I don’t know where the awareness actually is

[@MrJaeEs]

Thank you...

[@davidhjlindberg]

Thank you :)

[@sd3116]

So how u let go of ego if that's what u need to do to "transcend"?

[@davidhjlindberg]

The few times I've done it was because I realised that I can't let go of my ego, and when I truly accept and realise that, something happens and I see that the ego was never real and never something that needed to be transcended. But that's easy to say AFTER have letting go, before that you're still in the perspective of the ego and in that world there is sense that there is something to let go of. But until you accept that you can't do it, the ego will fight and hold on, which was what happened to me.

[@rubyashe5744]

Thank you for sharing.

[@davidhjlindberg]

Thank you so much for that comment. Means more than you think.

[@alefautsch]

your experience is more beautiful than you know. in many ways, the truth is that moment; that choice. the gift we gave ourselves in order to paint the world in elaborate tapestry. you are an essential thread of that. love yourself and continue to love those around you. thanks for sharing man.

[@davidhjlindberg]

Thank you man, that was beautifully put. Yes I will try to be more and more okay with being in the presence of love, and I have a sense that it's gonna be a long, interesting, journey.

[@shotinthedark1010]

Wow what a great video

[@davidhjlindberg]

Thank you :)

[@alondraacosta-mora6504]

hey what if i was in 5D and i got a mind attack cuz i freaked out cuz it was too crazy!!! many synchronicities! i freaked out i think i am back to 3D now. I am so confused now i and lost. I feel like i lost all my progress. :( all of this natural. I have never taken dmt.

[@davidhjlindberg]

Sounds like a difficult place to be in. How long ago was it that you were in 5d?

[@alondraacosta-mora6504]

@@davidhjlindberg 2 months ago (5 years in my spiritual journey) :( it is terrifying i had suicidal thoughts

[@davidhjlindberg]

What triggered the experience of 5d? Any substance?

[@alondraacosta-mora6504]

@@davidhjlindberg No, I have been in a spiritual journey for years. I used to practice trascendental meditation and it took me to the next levels of consciousness.

[@lorrainegatanianhits8331]

Cool guy

[@davidhjlindberg]

😬

[@dimorphos8916]

❤

[@eyeofthetiger7]

I've heard that you need to take more then. Your ego will prevent it, but thats what 5meodmt does. It strips your ego away. You still had some ego left. Of course if you are not comfortable with doing it again or taking more then definitely don't do it.

[@davidhjlindberg]

Yes I guess, the shaman gave me a very small dose and yes that might have been what made me have the strength to resist it.

[@justthemessengers]

I wouldn’t recommend ingesting toad venom. Besides the Bufotenine (5-OH-DMT) and the 5-MeO-DMT it also has epinephrine (adrenaline) and bufagins which mimic digoxin overdose. I wouldn’t want to ingest something that could kill me if I ingested it orally, and smoking is a more direct route to the blood. Also the alkaloids that the toad produces is controlled by the food that it is able to eat. Toads that are not eating their regular diets will produce a different type of venom. Having been very familiar with 5-MeO-DMT as the pure crystal, we certainly accept Them as a part of God’s Body - which is all Psychedelics. (Kia) kzbin.info/www/bejne/m3nXZZWpq7KcosU [e-mail]

[@TheSpiritofBeatbox]

You will probably be a resented another chance.

[@TheSpiritofBeatbox]

Presented.

[@davidhjlindberg]

Yea probably!

[@davidhjlindberg]

Do you have any experience regarding this?

[@TheSpiritofBeatbox]

Yes man. Without dmt but with meditation the portal opened for me many times. And out of fear I would try to stop it. I was getting in a corner by these energies. They pilled me up with antypsicotics but the point is that even having lost the oppirtunity the portal to the unknown is being offered now in dreaming. The process is alien and perhaps painful because it is the configuration of the energy with all its default condituoned programs to be reborn a new. So it is intense and dna changes can be overwhelming and sort of irksome. For example it felt like a sand tornado was making infinite cuts with the sand inside my brain.

[@FootyFrenzyHD]

@@TheSpiritofBeatbox What is your mediation technique?