I Want To Be Better For You[M4A][Apology][After A Fight][Reverse-Comfort][I'm So Sorry]

I said some thing the other night, and I need you to know I didn't mean them...
Script and Editing by: Nomad
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[@sabrimoze8272]

Bruh I'm so hungry that I read "Tales" as "Tamales" 😭💀

[@BABYGIRL-ws4oe]

Lmfaoooo💀💀✋🏼

[@janellegreene6608]

PLEASE WHY IS THIS SO FUNNY

[@syd1299]

TAMALES-😂😂😂 THAT FACT I JUST ATE SOME LMAO

[@sabrimoze8272]

@@syd1299 Aye😎 but the real question is, what kind of tamales did you have??🤔

[@syd1299]

@@sabrimoze8272 homemade pork tamales that were spicy😌👌

[@CatsinHats4]

12:38 "But this is my problem: I don't understand it when people are...good to me." That line hit so hard. Like hard. That's exactly how I feel towards anyone who is remotely nice to me without asking for anything in return. And then, because of overthinking, paranoia, and trust issues, that feeling of confusion manifests as suspicion towards those people so I end up not leaving behind people who treat me poorly because I'm afraid the people who really care about me are trying to "win me over" or use me so if I leave the awful people and the "nice" ones turn out to be using me, I'll be alone and have no one to talk to. I have some really sweet friends and I love them to death but even though I'm slowly learning to trust them more and believe their kind words and actions at face value, I still don't understand WHY. Why am I worth people's kindness? What do they see that I don't? I just....don't get it.

[@sherrymerrill6317]

I completely understand that. I have similar thoughts.

[@bear.onmars]

I'm sorry in advance to interfere with a hypothesis, hopefully might lend a hand. Assumptions involving whether one actually deserves a particular object or the other way around are doing no justice towards such trivial matter which level of complexity require further measures other than pointing a number over immeasurable things. Worth aren't price tags placed over us, it's alright to perceive like the moon instead; which revolves over time and going through the same cycles round and round, but even cloudy nights doesn't bother it to make its presence unknown. Sorry for beating around the bush and making it sound jumbled, I'm trying to pinpoint that there are days when we feel under the cloud (allowing insecurities to rise), but then again, every cloud has a silver lining (a valid fact). You're worthwhile in every way possible even if it's rather unbelievable. *I'm aware that I'm weeks late, but in case passersby come and go ^^

[@CatsinHats4]

@@bear.onmars That's really sweet and a really good way of putting it. Thanks! And don't worry about being late, I read over every reply I get hahaha

[@fluffybunny4163]

Him: *sad bean* don't forgive me Me: the power of forgiveness compels you 😤😤😤🐰🐰

[@mymovingcastle9250]

Hahahaha 😂🤣🤣🤣

[@maryjanesbaby9392]

If more people would be honest about their feelings, friendships and relationships life would be so much easier. 🌹

[@MinecraftMusicMakesMeCry]

God I really hate how much this is me, getting scared and getting mad and lashing out on people cause of it. I remember my ex I would do it, and a lot and I hated myself for it I wanted him to just leave me and I was so scared to say I’m sorry cause I was scared he would hate me and never want me but he always had went through with it and to imagine we broke up cause I was to sensitive. How things play huh

[@werewolfhybrid9190]

9:10 comes around Me: well if you look on my face you will see Niagara Falls and if look in my heart you will see sadness

[@ayachxn]

ok I'm in so love with this I wanna cry T^T

[@chuca2174]

Eita brasileira

[@EastgateAudio]

"Because I don't understand it when people are good to me." Well damn if that wasn't a kick in the SOUL-

[@robbie9450]

My stubborn aquarius self was really showing for the first 3 minutes but then I felt bad so I forgive u ✨

[@elyriego8262]

Sir I still have 17 assignments- Well... nvm. Proceeds to binge watch all of your videos

[@connorskicks1961]

Did I just binge most of your videos over the last week? Absolutely. Is this some of the best ASMR content on this platform, 100%. The quality from the very beginning is FANTASTIC, and you deserve so much more attention.

[@tifftae]

My whole heart and soul hurts 😭😭

[@LonelyRider87]

Holy crap. Someone give this guy an acting award! Incredible.

[@springranch1384]

Damn. Your performance. . . . Fucking impeccable. I'm in awe.

[@Jammerstelthzoe]

Men hear is the real message you all must learn from this...Crying is for the Strong! And that is my TedTalk for the day!

[@eieiojklf712]

Him: "I don't want you to forgive me..." Me: *(wanting to hug him)* "Y-Yeah...! Grrr, I'm... mad!"

[@isabellaspencer9537]

id like to give you an award for being the first boyfriend adiou out of a lot to make my heart actally hurt and make me cry .all need to have your quality and effort you give 👏👏👏

[@kewtea]

wow, im not the type of person to do this. this audio has actually helped me understand how to empathize with people and be patient. the listener is a god send and i wish i were like them, and also the reader, i couldn't be able to cry or confess all of that.

[@lisahunt8832]

Hello Jaden 😄

[@syd1299]

Not me crying with the amount of emotions you produced because omg there's waterfalls- This is just so well done❤✨

[@aubrianna1235]

Let’s appreciate how he likes ALL comments

[@shadylady4163]

I'm dying this is so good I haven't heard an asmr this good recently 😭 oh how I missed these wholesome soft boys~

[@poopie9526]

It really felt like I was talking to "my someone", I was litterally having a conversation. It made me cry and laugh. I fvcking love you. Thank you.

[@HarleyLilo1988]

Awweeee. I'm like crying right now. This was so sweet and pure. And the pain in your heart I can feel it l

[@certifiedtamakikinnie867]

NOT ME CRYINF IN THE CLUB TONIGHT BB I WISH I COULD GIVE YOU A HUGGGG DONT CRYYYYYY

[@katarzynabraciak5813]

Ok, this was a hard one - made me reflect on some things that did happen in the past. It took me several hours to even consider what to write. And I really like your performances because these are very natural and hit so close to home.

[@swansongbird_]

This was heartbreaking in the best way. I feel like I've had this conversation with at least a few people, and the arguments the other person makes usually sound just like this, all based around the idea that they're not worth it, and it breaks my heart every time. For whoever needs to hear this, your worth as a person is not merit-based. YOU, the person, are NOT worthless, nor have you EVER been worthless. Work you do to improve yourself should be BECAUSE you're worth it, not to MAKE yourself worth it. Remember, the most precious gems start rough, but that doesn't change the fact that they're gems. They can be refined, polished, cut, set into more and more beautiful forms, but they START as gems (scientifically, sure, they start as elements in the earth before they're gems, but...just go with me on this one). They START good enough. Yes, we should always strive to be the best humans we can be, and strive to be excellent to each other. We don't get a free pass to do whatever, whenever at other people's expense, but in my opinion, our failures as humans never make us worthless so long as we can admit to and do what we can to fix our mistakes. As much as the world needs love right now, make sure you start by loving yourself first. In doing so, I promise you'll make the world a bit better just by being part of it.

[@jasminelin6415]

it makes me cry so much....🥺😭

[@certifiedtamakikinnie867]

I honestly feel like if someone is so genuinely sorry for what they did and they work hard to make up for it then it should be forgiven. So Imma just casually commit arson on his mean inner voices😀

[@elizavetaermolaeva5609]

My heart broke when u started to cry🥺

[@Jammerstelthzoe]

My heart was ripped out too and the protective boss mare side of me kicks in to shield this grown man here.

[@satansfavoritechild627]

Anytime I get in a fight with anyone it's very one sided most of the time. Cause I freak out and suddenly my anxiety takes over and I can't breath and my legs get all shaky. I start to cry and it sucks cause I always feel bad cause then the other person feels bad and it's an endless cycle of people feeling bad and I hate it. I've only ever lashed out at anyone once back in like 5th grade because he was hurting not just me, but his other friends and his own sister and I lost it on him and it was terrible but I wouldn't take it back beacause he hasn't hurt any of us since.

[@mousumighosh8724]

Okay this was so good.. I was literally squeezing my pillow so hard lol Loved your work.. Keep growing ❣💕🖤

[@denkikamanari1344]

I low-key wanna see the argument thoo 🙈

[@sickgirl2012]

:( I forgive you because you don’t mean it and you are worth it

[@bloom4956]

I’m gonna make you laugh because I want you to feel better!!

[@Abs0408]

Yes they always come back to me. 👌🏻

[@atlasVor]

I loved a guy with parent issues and because of that he did drugs and he used me. I want him to be happy even after all of that, cause I understand why he’s the way he is. So I get it, you’re forgiven, you’re trying at the very least and because you’re trying... that makes you worthy. That and I have a bad habit of not being able to let go, sooo had you been a jackass and not even decided to apologized I would’ve ran back to you with three weeks. Congrats, you’re not jackass. A relationship is 100% and it’s not always going to be 50- 50, if one day you can only get to 30% than I’ll be the 70%. Cause I’m a hopeless romantic like that UvU

[@Olivia-gv4nn]

Him: I said some awful things Me: I have the memory of a goldfish so even if this happened, I wouldn't remember it 2-3 business days later babe

[@lauracrimson]

Oh for goodness sake... let me love you damn it 💖🥰💗💖🥰💗

[@ysmaycollett2350]

The fact that you will probably never find a guy like this irl- Yet we was lucky enough to find him-

[@teyya_4904]

brruuuhhh!!! this made me cry so hard!!!

[@sherrymerrill6317]

There’s so much I want to say to this character, especially about the ugly voices telling him that he’s worthless and doesn’t deserve love. But I’m broken, too.

[@alexiayearty8105]

Never been in a real relationship before, it's this really what the fights and the aftermath are like?

[@M0nkaduck]

Depends entirely on the people involved. Sometimes, yeah.

[@hdhdjdm9668]

Depending how they are

[@jayswinichowdhury368]

Dont get your hopes too high lol

[@M0nkaduck]

Anyone else interested in the fight? Maybe I'm just looking for catharsis with the shifty place I am at in my relationship....

[@cloudystars1727]

I FKIN LOVE HIM OH MY GOD

[@blahblahblah5889]

i got so scared and i hurt someone who cares about me last night. he doesn’t know if he can trust me because i punish myself by trying to get others to not want me. i went too far and i might lose him forever. i love him but if i tell him now he might just think i’m tricking him.

[@talefins]

This was so cuteeee 😭😫

[@malenaaimeespinosa9204]

16:03 Please don't cry. 😭 💔

[@kaythre2874]

Mc: I'm forgetting because I love you. Me: okay, you don't want to forget you, fine. As for your punishment, free back rubs anytime I want. Dinner and chores are on you for a month. No make it three months. Small homemade surprise gift every two weeks, they must be cheesy and full puns if possible. Then all is forget. Do we have a deal, love. Side note: Always proof read before you hit enter. I've edit this four times 😅. 😞 Grammar.

[@rosem7318]

wait who are u and why am i not already subbed😭 love your voice and your acting is AMAZING

[@maeyonna]

i clicked really fast omg

[@lizeoooooo3126]

Same :)

[@angrycoffeegremlin7146]

I see you in literally *e v e r y o n e s* comment section

[@spencerfrankclayton4348]

In real life, even if he apologized this sincerely, I still wouldn't live with him. He's clearly emotionally unstable and as much as I cared about him, I'd say, "Well, when you *do* get your crap together, then come talk to me." Maybe. 😓

[@fuckthisapp]

nice

[@SleepyKoala14]

You see, Nomad sweetie, darling, sugar😂😂😂 Don’t mind me The thing is, I have listened to all your audios and I realized on Monday that I had nothing else to listen to So you know what I did?.... I started re-listening to everything again Bye...❤️

[@lizeoooooo3126]

Hii :)

[@aelaijahdayuday1434]

I feel like this video is related to me...Cause I'm really Crying Hard rightnow!!

[@QveenT]

🥺🤗

[@kayeth2391]

Haiiee

[@lauracrimson]

For those out there who struggle. There is help, there is an outstretched hand to help you. And if you want a listening ear, send me a message, I'll be here to listen, to bitch with you or my current favourite, drool over Tom Ellis 💞😈🤗

[@lisahunt8832]

Hello my friend how are you 😍