hi friends, i have 800+ songs for those asking for more songs like this 🤍🤍🤍 here is the story of "nothing is real" for anyone who wishes to read about it. ↪ docs.google.com/document/d/1VIycf-tZtA8PG2Kk8mrb61nb3Jy9_bWSRVgIwJzePOQ/edit?usp=sharing 11 hour playlist of my songs like "i was only temporary" ↪ open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy?si=09b47db3fca640c6 all my links ↪ linktr.ee/tidecruz ⚠⚠⚠(9 hour playlist) (nothing is real) my BEST songs only ↪ open.spotify.com/playlist/6H7FT9Um7zb7aRgFbSMLX3?si=a16f276605304b70 thanks for listening
@Ðogecoin9 ай бұрын
Ok
@christiansantamaria72339 ай бұрын
you made such a beautiful song you deserve all those views i will def look at your work and have them on repeat thank you
@randomdude61858 ай бұрын
This is seriously underrated I know millions of people love this song but dont know who made it you should try too advertise a bit more
@Cookiesandcream-y7s8 ай бұрын
Are you on Amazon music?
@robertoalejandromaringarci13198 ай бұрын
Movie name
@SkellzYoutube8 ай бұрын
everybody talks about how sad this is but nobody actually talks about how good it is i like it
@JoannaWilliamson-w4o8 ай бұрын
So frr rn
@Sean_Diddy_Combs8 ай бұрын
Its creepy
@The.n3ighborhoødStray7 ай бұрын
If you watched the show then its not creepy I watched it on December 20th to Christmas I had just turned 12 and I cried over this show im 13 now and it's still sad and brings memories back@@Sean_Diddy_Combs
@manglesgenderisyes4667 ай бұрын
@buffalobillsfan5511 it is a little bit
@ReinWasTaken7 ай бұрын
It's like soothing, but creepy at the same time.
@FrankValchiria8 ай бұрын
how da faq this guy made an entire mood with a minute and half song and movie? love it
@SGUARE8 ай бұрын
Hello, I made a song with a similar movie, can you please rate it, I tried hard! 🙏 I would be very grateful to you💕
@Screenlord_gaming8 ай бұрын
Waiting episode 72 part 2 😃😃😃😃😃
@letter_e8 ай бұрын
@@Screenlord_gamingshut up
@leto2228 ай бұрын
@@Screenlord_gamingwtf is bro waiting for
@Marileia-h9m8 ай бұрын
@@Screenlord_gaminglol
@AdamCook-d1x8 ай бұрын
listening to this feels like dying to blood loss, slowly fading away with no one around to help you.
@SGUARE8 ай бұрын
Hello, I made a song with a video from a similar movie, can you please rate it, I tried hard! 🙏 I would be very grateful!!!
@JJ_mike8 ай бұрын
Thats dark you need help?
@TGWA1017 ай бұрын
It's giving me the feeling of regret. Talking about yourself. And Judging yourself.
@saidpallares81117 ай бұрын
Yes
@PHONKITOP7 ай бұрын
Гораздо хуже
@NeilRobb-t9w3 ай бұрын
You don’t miss the old times, you miss being happy.
@leaf24121 күн бұрын
true.
@ms.pirate18 күн бұрын
No actually. You're wrong
@momo2346112 күн бұрын
What if I miss both 🙄
@Airmez0710 күн бұрын
@@ms.pirater/woooosh
@Airmez0710 күн бұрын
@@momo23461r/woooosh
@mellowanimations72378 ай бұрын
It’s like, waking up at, like, 5AM while it’s snowing. The snow is still fresh (no footprints), there’s an isolating but not suffocating fog, the sky is either a soft blue or that slightly light-polluted yellowish beige and most of the houses have no signs of life. Like you’re all alone in the world at that moment. Very surreal and beautiful but also sad and lonely. I applaud you sir.
@BlueDreamxScape8 ай бұрын
And I applaud you sir.
@gabrielborjas79237 ай бұрын
Nice way of putting it
@kaushiikkxkk7 ай бұрын
I Felt It😮🥶🙂🥀
@RyanMalik-ee8uo7 ай бұрын
Tru but it also kinda reminds me of liminal spaces
@Critical_Vex7 ай бұрын
After that I start questioning life and reflecting
@user4667fh8 ай бұрын
"When sadness and depression past, emptiness replaces it"
@dugdv8 ай бұрын
(Insert nigga what)
@FNAFLOVER145698 ай бұрын
EMO EMO EMO DREPRESSED DREPRESSED DREPRESSED
@outlawsforlife9998 ай бұрын
@@FNAFLOVER14569 bro I feel empty inside but I'm not an emo I swear..I don't even have friends nor a gf😂
@Mr.Unknowned0018 ай бұрын
💯
@JayGAMESofficialchannel8 ай бұрын
dam fr? is that why i never feel anything exept normal no matter what happens.
@DarkAngel-tm8ke7 ай бұрын
*The gentle hand of my mother,* *The proud eyes of my father,* *The childish smile on my face.* *All lost and gone for a life that I couldn‘t taste.*
@ghostyartists20067 ай бұрын
Damn
@soyxd62897 ай бұрын
Ahora me duele el corazón... Espera no, me siento vacío y solo ahora.
@That_One_MF_07 ай бұрын
Bro is cooking......
@soyxd62897 ай бұрын
@@That_One_MF_0 XD
@Jesus_Christ_loves_you_alot7 ай бұрын
Hi there! Jesus Christ loves you. He is the only way to heaven. He also says "Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest." May God bless you
@11fpsCOPS3 ай бұрын
this guy making a whole movie in a song while having MS is crazy mad respect and never give up on your dream
@myheadisempty3 ай бұрын
@@11fpsCOPS thank you for being kind 🤍
@11fpsCOPS3 ай бұрын
@@myheadisempty yw dude anytime.
@ScientificEndevourOfTheMind3 ай бұрын
Disease??
@eNElie-georges3 ай бұрын
@@ScientificEndevourOfTheMindmental disease
@dakotahostermeyer5053 ай бұрын
I guess i dont understandwhat u mean by disease either
@Caleb-h3z5 ай бұрын
This song reminds me of how nice the past was, and how horrible everything has become now. I like this song, thank you
@rdr2clips25 ай бұрын
Real.
@kyzrg04 ай бұрын
@@rdr2clips2Wassup bro
@kyzrg04 ай бұрын
@@rdr2clips2It’ll get better
@abel62984 ай бұрын
Read your bible! (KJV, preferably) ❤
@Caleb-h3z4 ай бұрын
@@abel6298 I don't have a bible :/
@thehollowknight50905 ай бұрын
Thank you for everything, you change something in life, during the years I've become numb and insensible to others, but with your songs I finally take my feelings back, I finally cried, something that I believe was no longer possible, you change everything, for me the feelings are one of the most beautiful things in the world, I have to thank you again, for everything. Have a good life as long as you live.
@myheadisempty5 ай бұрын
you're seriously too kind friend
@thehollowknight50905 ай бұрын
@@myheadisempty Trust me I'm not too kind, it's just real.
@CooperTheGoosebumpsGuy4 ай бұрын
Amen
@eel56188 ай бұрын
Ambient/atmpospheric music can convey more emotion then a song with lyrics can with a thousand words
@Very_Niceperson3 ай бұрын
this really gives me the "Our time has passed, John." type of feeling.
@ShmikiАй бұрын
I know
@nickthompson1812Ай бұрын
Ha ha ha ha ha.
@NathanDrake228Ай бұрын
@@nickthompson1812what funny?
@Uteria_888Ай бұрын
@@NathanDrake228leave him be.
@1001001100110011010116 күн бұрын
The sound when u realise you got lumbago
@DamMonsterMan7 ай бұрын
I am leaving a comment here so when someone likes this I get a reminder of this masterpiece
@Visiblevr-z2t6 ай бұрын
I’m here 😢😢😢😢
@baga7036 ай бұрын
I like. this is truly a masterpiece... 💔
@jnavfx87086 ай бұрын
I’m here
@guidagarriazo21186 ай бұрын
El caracol se está acercando Recuerda esto me dijo un señor.
@panzlerlol6 ай бұрын
bro all u gotta do is save it for watch later, stop like begging.
@necroslug19 ай бұрын
This is perfect for a Space horror movie, like intro or for an open ending, like "The Thing"
@xybety8 ай бұрын
Litterally wandering earth
@respectfullyright8 ай бұрын
Or “The mr johnson”
@lsd_x_trippp8 ай бұрын
Facts
@sherk71938 ай бұрын
Ayo what "thing"???
@Restrictted8 ай бұрын
Listen to the "Interstellar" soundtrack. It's pretty creepy too. I don't know why people used it for memes, that movie was really serious.
@user-101818 ай бұрын
This is like waking up, not hearing the noisy birds, not hearing the cars drive, not hearing your family, not feeling any emotions, but pain and sadness. Thank you.
@myheadisempty8 ай бұрын
ive known this feeling all my life friend, but ever since 2021 when i was diagnosed with my brain disease MS, its like i cannot hear anything anymore. im always lost in my head, but making music has been the only thing that pulls me out. im so glad it is able to help you aswell. thank you
@Abdullahh9998 ай бұрын
@@myheadisemptyi just dont know what to say, cuz the feelings and emotions cant be described by text..
@gigachad48868 ай бұрын
Bro you best, it.. it.. It is not possible to convey in words what emptiness, sadness and at the same time peace causes this song @@myheadisempty
@_Depressed-mf8 ай бұрын
@@Abdullahh999an immense calmness that makes you wanna cry
@Abdullahh9998 ай бұрын
@@_Depressed-mf :-\
@Cronic-vm9yp2 ай бұрын
This song reminds me of this quote. "You're one of those heroes aren't you?" "Not anymore." Thank you for making these songs even with the disease you have.
@roadkillluigi32002 ай бұрын
What disease does he have?
@Cronic-vm9ypАй бұрын
@@roadkillluigi3200 some incurable brain disease that slowly killing them -
@Usmon-k8v25 күн бұрын
@@roadkillluigi3200 MS
@JugsKise22 күн бұрын
@@roadkillluigi3200 Multiple Sclerosis.
@_jacoo_5 ай бұрын
Some time ago, when I heard this song in a youtube short, I started crying for no reason at all. While I was crying, I started to think about my life and the people that at no more in the world, the same people I loved. I then started to think that my life was worthless, that I was wasting my Time. Thanks for helping me clearing my mind.
@GeoSer-lv9eb5 ай бұрын
Same happened with me.
@Nicoisinsane5 ай бұрын
i agree, same happened to me when i heard this
@sodatastesdelicious5 ай бұрын
bro that is not clearing your mind 💀
@kpop1221-l5d5 ай бұрын
I literally went through the same thing as well, this song makes me think of how my life is, it just…makes me feel sad but it’s a good song. I just started crying and cry every time I hear it
@aizensosuke36595 ай бұрын
who asked, who cares and who gives a fuck?
@Drew_King17 ай бұрын
For someone who already 23 y.o and got no friends. Just working and no social interaction... This hit deep for me.
@gokudbz78427 ай бұрын
Already? More like just your so young and have so much ahead off you this will always hit deep no matter your lifes situation keep working hard and being a fulfilling great human being ❤
@valentinsuarez53277 ай бұрын
I love you brother, u can beat this. Believe in you ❤
@Erroroffline-r1l7 ай бұрын
You have friends here! ❤
@yougottakeepyourfaith7 ай бұрын
Quite unsure if yer nam's Drew but as aon "fello" (An)Drew and same age, naethin is too late lad. Write aon diary, read onything ye fancy in short breaks, distract yerself if there's aon crippling depression within ye. Ah've nae pals meself but a' least Ah've aon fiancée tae spend time wi, find yerself aon pal tae talk tae. Nae need tae get clobbered by yer own sorrow.
@ionknowwfs7 ай бұрын
@@yougottakeepyourfaithmost bri ish reply on KZbin 😭
@jxpat9 ай бұрын
Somehow, this track crushes me. It's so deep, so dark, so honest, ... I wish I could send a super thanks.
@myheadisempty9 ай бұрын
much love friend, im glad to have made you feel something
@swago98509 ай бұрын
The title reminds me why I’m scared of happiness. Cause it won’t and hasn’t lasted forever
@Negropesones8 ай бұрын
@@swago9850good times creates weak men and bad Time creates strong men wish God gives the path that u wanted
@Negropesones8 ай бұрын
This song makes me think better in a More realístic way than I already had on mind I'm starting 2 Matute rapidly because of this song I don't know if it is good ir bad but ima keep doing it so I could be a better person as soon as posible thank u for this masterpiece (currently 16)@@myheadisempty
@СтудияМРД8 ай бұрын
Thank you so much,@myheadisempty . It really makes me think, "What's my purpose?" I could send a super thanks, but it's not available.
@OfficialCartoonStudios3 ай бұрын
When I listen to this song… I just…. I … I hate my life right now, everyone is leaving, everyone is dying, it feels like no one cares about me anymore, like everything was left in the dust the day 2020 hit, I was happy before… now it’s hard to be happy, I haven’t felt true happiness in years, and this song finally helps me just get it all out, I can’t explain to someone because I feel like I will be betrayed by someone I love again, then everything will go downhill, I’m already really depressed, and this song just helps me get through it, it gives the feeling like you’re drowning and all the memories are coming back too you, thank you for making this songs, I really helps
@Lacokie557 күн бұрын
Hey, you’re not alone, theirs someone out there that will find and love you, I promise. Be safe out there.
@m1ntyz3944 ай бұрын
Suicide doesnt remove the problem, it just gives it to someone else, thank you, I needed this song.
@georgeolvera60574 ай бұрын
Suicide isn’t selfish. But thinking the way you are is.
@yazn64 ай бұрын
hiw his problems will move to someone else ?
@M4nlyNugget3454 ай бұрын
@@yazn6 The pain of their loss will become a problem
@yazn64 ай бұрын
@Thatwiseguy5467 they will feel the pain regardless. its a grief process which is normal. its not like his problem went to someone else bruh
@m1ntyz3944 ай бұрын
@@yazn6 I see what you mean, but its really dependent on a persons mentality, those with lower mentality will most likely become depressed when someone ends up hurting themselves to the point of death, and they might end up repeating the process if not handled properly. I see what you mean though
@ZanSingsOkay6 ай бұрын
Dude this guy is CRIMINALLY underrated. I have listened to the spotify playlist countless times.
@myheadisempty6 ай бұрын
thank you friend, i hope you might check out more of my videos / music here! i think my ambient songs are probably my worst songs, its still crazy to me this simple track became so popular. i hope you might check out some of my more serious work!!!
@ZanSingsOkay6 ай бұрын
@@myheadisempty part of it probably had to do with tiktok and shorts, but you genuinely do make good music my friend, keep it up:)
@gravysgamingchannel86066 ай бұрын
It really is
@mymaster4166 ай бұрын
@@myheadisempty most of the times it's the simple tracks that are the best
@carlosj.batista7906 ай бұрын
@mymaster416 Yeah, it might depend on how you feel at the moment you heard that track. For me, it's like hearing me inside
@IWasNeverWorthAnything9 ай бұрын
I remember when I first started listening to your music. Just sitting in bed at night. Chilling. Vibing. It just helps me calm down sometimes. I don’t know why. Thank you mhie!!!
@myheadisempty9 ай бұрын
thank you so much for listening friend
@IWasNeverWorthAnything9 ай бұрын
@@myheadisempty thanks for responding you have helped me through really rough times. You are a great person. I hope you have a great day/afternoon/night!
@Copper20202 ай бұрын
“You never realize how much that person really meant to you until they are gone” -Wise Man
@BananBeebo6 ай бұрын
I'm not depressed, but this makes me feel like I'm slowly losing everyone I spent time with and loved, and just watched it all drift away. Have fun while you can in life, never know if something bad will happen.
@Borutofan7536 ай бұрын
Womp womp
@pugofpeace6605 ай бұрын
@Jehcomedina okay I lost people I love no-ones tough we let it all out everything but we need to get back up and fight the evil inside us all . YOU MATTER Don't harm yourself LOVE YOURSELF.
@spps18174 ай бұрын
Sometimes I hate that I am losing my friends I felt like they were my brothers......I just hope I can somehow fix that
@Great_Dane_Empire4 ай бұрын
@@Borutofan753 Dont listen to the other comment, rethink all your life choices.
@zDraven7634 ай бұрын
@@Borutofan753 not funny, get off your iPad
@neomyles18 ай бұрын
0:17 I like the little click in this before the best part in the song because it feels like someone overwrote a music tape and changed it to another song. Not sure why I think of it like that but it just makes it all the more good
@notjax95899 ай бұрын
This song just make me cry realizing I might just be lonely forever
@Zerovelocity_duo9 ай бұрын
Same
@Da_v1nky_9 ай бұрын
Same
@samuelc.96869 ай бұрын
*Forever
@wafflees43839 ай бұрын
@@samuelc.9686you did not have to strike bro whilst he was down like that
@RandomPenguin848 ай бұрын
I cried :(
@FictionHubZA3 ай бұрын
Listening to this feels me with a certain type of despair I can't describe properly. The pain of rejections. Feelings of stagnation. The bitterness of isolation. The fear of the future. The slow decline into insanity and everything else I feel.
@EqyptianRuler2 ай бұрын
I feel u
@nekosakuraVN9 ай бұрын
i’ve been listening to you for a while now on spotify and haven’t been able to get the chance to say this but thanks for existing. the first song i listened to was “i hate me” and i cried my eyes out from that. i showed you to my friend and he cried as well. we both have depression, and we’ve had it for a long time too. i’ve had to go through my being pessimistic about myself, crying in bed most nights, even to the point of where i thought about taking my own life. my friend has gone through the same. but honestly, nothing has helped us get through it than your music. the titles are so relatable to us. every time we get a bout of depression, you’re our go-to. i just want to say thank you. you have no idea how much your music helps us through my day-to-day. message accidentally duplicated sorry
@myheadisempty9 ай бұрын
you have no idea how much it means. i have been there for most of my life, and things are still very very hard. you be able to have some sort of impact, and be of comfort is all i could ever want. im so glad to have helped in some way. thank you so much for listening friend
@LonelyPix9 ай бұрын
Just be happy
@Inosbu9 ай бұрын
@@LonelyPixhomeless? Just get a home That is not how it works dude
@tokyos_paperboy9 ай бұрын
Much love to the both of you, for real , I don’t know how long ago this comment was posted but I hope you both are doing well
@LonelyPix9 ай бұрын
@Inosbu 😂 is a joke but tbh home is a physical thing while happiness can be easily obtained by changing ones mind, its difficult but not much than obtaining 1 mil for a house
@GlamToVirgil8 ай бұрын
I'm going through a severe depressive state due to depression disorder, and I genuinely have gained a liking to songs like these. Thank you mhie for making this masterpiece :)
@-0ne-Tired-Comedian-8 ай бұрын
Here’s a digital hug for these trying times. 🫂 Feel better soon, buddy.
@Orangecat4807 ай бұрын
Same these songs save me,and I am dealing alot right now.
@gokudbz78427 ай бұрын
You dont have a disorder your depression was built by you and it can be unbuilt in many ways im still working on overcoming my depressions control over me and its all been a battle woth the mind concousnes and brain you can do this
@ezybeats26087 ай бұрын
@@gokudbz7842 i get ur trying to be uplifting but ur also being ignorant.
@Lerce5 ай бұрын
Jesus is the way the truth and the life.
@Winter_75068 ай бұрын
Ive listened to both this and your “i was only temporary 2 u”, for the past year, crying, every night, and later passing out on the bed. Its weird..it’s like I have depression but I don’t at the same time. I have too much stress on my shoulders, and it’s hard to open up to anyone because I have a feeling that people are just gonna call me dramatic or extremely emotional..and by god your music has helped me, so, so, much. Thank you for making music, and thank you for existing. Please keep making music like this…you have no idea how many people you help with your style of music.
@myheadisempty8 ай бұрын
i’m so glad to have helped friend. i know what you mean. there’s many issues in my life aswell, mostly my health. sometimes it feels like because i know there is no answers for me, it’s exhausting to even explain because folks will try to give a solution but since i know there isn’t one for my situation i just want to be at peace at least, and music is always able to do that for me. i’m glad im able to reach you even though i don’t know you, just by making music. i hope you will check out my other songs too and hopefully they give the same comfort, so you don’t have to listen to just this on repeat. anyways, thank you for listening and being kind 🤍
@Winter_75068 ай бұрын
@@myheadisempty thanks.. and i do listen to alot of other songs you’ve made, but they don’t reach in as hard with nostalgia than with these specific two.
@Mr.X_69_698 ай бұрын
@@Winter_7506wow that was a nice comment
@Dreggman5927 ай бұрын
I feel, that in the end I’ll be forgotten and even by those who say they love me and care for me will pass me aside once I’m gone. This reminds me of a better time when I was young, and happy and pain didn’t play a part in my life like it dose now, day in and day out. Thank you so much, I don’t mind dying but not alone.
@Jesus_Christ_loves_you_alot7 ай бұрын
Hi there! Jesus Christ loves you. He is the only way to heaven. He also says "Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest." May God bless you!
@duonghung1210Ай бұрын
Pls can someone like it so i can get reminder of this? Im so forgetful.
@imvirgo8679Ай бұрын
Ur welcome
@YourLocal-silly-f5bАй бұрын
Make a playlist
@thekidd-x2dАй бұрын
Yea
@Zonexy69Ай бұрын
Yea here you go :)
@Alix943Ай бұрын
Your two weekly reminder 😂
@hostage55609 ай бұрын
Been waiting for the music video, found this song during a really rough phase of grief, thank you for all of the art you put out there for us to see
@myheadisempty9 ай бұрын
thank you friend. i hope you dont mind an edit this time, i try to make as many music videos as i can myself, but im just trying to focus on music right now. these are some of my favorite films and such lately on the channel. thank you so much for listening
@LXF_GreySweats7 ай бұрын
BRO THE END OF THE F*****G WORLD WAS SUCH A GOOD SHOW
@kingarslan36127 ай бұрын
Just finished watching that a day ago and I am crying that it has no more new seasons 😭 . But Alyssa's character was slowly becoming unlikeable tbh
@LXF_GreySweats7 ай бұрын
@@kingarslan3612 you got a point honestly. im glad someone said it
@cherrycokee6 ай бұрын
@@LXF_GreySweatsshes relatable tho, shes very much like a real teenager and i think the show did so well with the writing and everything
@LosGattos886 ай бұрын
i just finished watching it too, does anyone have recommendations on what to watch next, i thoroughly enjoyed it
@cherrycokee6 ай бұрын
@@LosGattos88 teotfw is one of my fav shows ever and i honestly have found barely anything if nothing close to what teoftw made me feel and how relatable james and alyssa were. but a show with kind of a similar vibe and still has that coming of age feel i would suggest twin peaks, ive only seen a bit so idk if i can say i like it yet but yeah, also skins (uk) and “we are who we are” on hbo is amazing. otherwise for movies i would say like gregg araki, larry clark/harmony korine specalize in that troubled youth genre which i deeply love and relate to. also they’re incredible directors so you won’t be disappointed :)
@McAnsson7 ай бұрын
“Depart from me, I never knew you” Matthew 7:21-23. The most terrifying bible verse I’ve read.
@1500in1dayPLS7 ай бұрын
Animorphs is better.
@McAnsson7 ай бұрын
@@1500in1dayPLS what is animorphs
@gabrielgamez20337 ай бұрын
That verse should only be terrifying to those who think by their own righteousness they can enter into Heaven. But the good news is that because Jesus, the Son of God, was righteous and that He died for us all that you can enter the Kingdom of Heaven, by putting your faith in Him amd believing that He can give you eternal life. Just as John 3:16 states, that God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish, but have everlasting life. When Jesus said those words of depart from me, for I never knew you, it was in the context of the Pharisie who thought because they said Lord, Lord and did things in the name of the Lord, but believed in their own righteousness, that they would be granted entrance to the Kingdom. That is why he told them to depart because they never believed in God's promise to begin with. There's no need to fear, about hearing those words because if you believe, what is eternal can never be lost!
@Bluesamurai20027 ай бұрын
@@gabrielgamez2033amen brother🙏
@HYPERITE_3606 ай бұрын
@gabrielgamez2033 heaven is known as a paradise but there really is no paradise once reality hits you its all the same
@Pl4net.D0g3 ай бұрын
This was my comfort song when I started to harm myself, thank you so much for this.
@BoxheadHakx6 ай бұрын
She feels bad for him and doesn't want to be there, he feels the opposite. Comparing and contrasting feelings between two people of opposite sex is one of the most relatable subjects. The blend of notes is beautiful. Thank you for sharing this with the world.
@s3werk1tty7 ай бұрын
the fact that this almost made me cry and feel something that i've never felt before is crazy, its makes me feel like i'm floating away and going through all the pain i've been through, all over again, its hurts so much to remember it all at once, its hard to go through the struggle that i've went through, WE'VE went through, all the pain is just slowly coming for you. its hard, but we can make it, *together.*
@drama_freak_owl4 ай бұрын
This music is so calm that I think I'm having a anxiety attack. Uncontrollable tears rolling down my eyes, flashing memories, heart is beating faster than usual and everything feels so overwhelming. I just can't gather my thoughts, just want to cry. Music has that power and energy to pull out the darkest emotions out of you.
@Samiam.41514 күн бұрын
Your song really resonates with me. It puts me in such deep thought every time I listen to it. Thank you for creating such a reflective and powerful piece. Truly inspiring work!
@bluemushroom69258 ай бұрын
This is a perfect representation of seeing people cry over others making fun of them while im just became Emotionally Numb in general.
@Ihaveoil6 ай бұрын
100 reasons to live 1. The salty smell and calming sound of the beach 2. You would hurt a lot people that love you more than life itself 3. Hot chocolate on cold winter days 4. Your moms smile 5. Your best friends laugh 6. Your little cousins, nieces, and nephews that look up to you 7. The feeling of the sun against your face 8. Hearing the words “I love you” 9. Not being able to sleep/the feeling you get the night before a holiday 10. Birthdays 11. Quiet late night drives 12. Missed opportunities and adventures 13. The feeling of lying in bed after a long day 14. Long hot showers 15. Music that you connect with 16. You have a purpose 17. You can change somebody’s life 18. Snowball fights 19. Concerts 20. Watching people fall 21. As long as you heart is beating, there is hope 22. You will regret dying 23. What if Heaven isn’t real? 24. Marriage 25. You are enough 26. Pain is only temporary 27. Late night food runs with your friends 28. The sound of rain 29. Reading powerful quotes 30. Eating your favorite foods 31. Stars 32. Good movies 33. Having children 34. Staring at clouds and finding pictures within them 35. Meeting new people 36. Your struggle will make you stronger 37. You have a lot of people that love and support you 38. Being able to say, “I made it” 39. Genuine smiles 40. Bonfires 41. You matter 42. Time heals most wounds 43. Your first apartment/house 44. The crunch of leaves in the fall 45. Finding your soul mate 46. Meaningful hugs 47. Being in/attending someone’s wedding 48. You are worth it 49. Sunday night football 50. The smell of Christmas trees 51. People care about you; lots of them in fact 52. Sunsets 53. Ice cream 54. You are brave 55. Things really do get better 56. Dogs 57. Cats 58. Pets in general 59. Rainbows 60. You are amazing 61. The city 62. Traveling 63. Vacations 64. Road trips 65. Hearing awesome stories 66. Inside jokes 67. Coffee 68. Snowmen 69. Your talents 70. You’ll disappoint the people that love you by letting your illness win 71. The feeling of pure joy/happiness 72. You will be happy one day 73. All-nighters with your friends 74. Cuddling 75. Reunions with your friends/high school/college 76. Re-connecting with someone you haven’t talked to in years 77. Smiling 78. Seeing someone else smile 79. You are beautiful 80. Decorating you house/apartment 81. Capturing perfect moments on camera 82. You would be missed 83. Quiet bookstores/small restaurants 84. Your favorite hobby 85. Swimming on a hot day 86. Being cozied up with blankets 87. Feeling refreshed after a nice nap 88. Helping other people 89. Watching the people you love become successful 90. Becoming successful yourself 91. Babies/little kids 92. Cute old people 93. Love stories 94. You are strong 95. You will be proud that you continued to live 96. The feeling of grass under your feet 97. Telling crazy stories 98. The smell of rain 99. Watching lightning 100. YOU ARE LOVED
@phasmochomp6 ай бұрын
of course its the one with the swastika profile that says this
@andrewsgamingvids6 ай бұрын
💀@@phasmochomp
@Ihaveoil6 ай бұрын
@@phasmochomp Nuh uh
@yoginovadiarly89695 ай бұрын
Thank you.😀
@AdamSamara-l8k5 ай бұрын
Legend
@mr.provalone7 ай бұрын
This song encapsulates my ever present fear of missing out on things, not spending enough time with my family or freinds, not enjoying my time here on earth enough. This helps soothe that anxiety. Thank you.
@GhostfaceMael2 ай бұрын
Omg i love your avatar Its so cute,i listen to this song 24/7 its just perfect sad,chill just like me
@Randy825906 ай бұрын
This fills me with such a beautiful longing sadness for everything that once was.
@OnlineVirtualHost6 ай бұрын
become what once was
@thiccboistudios6 ай бұрын
@@OnlineVirtualHostthat’s a lot easier said than done
@tworivor25066 ай бұрын
@@OnlineVirtualHost We can't. We can't turn back time. I'd give anything to wake up back in 2004.
@dyland73503 ай бұрын
I know it's been hard since they shut down the tegridy farms, but you just gotta keep pushing through Randy!
@liammusgrove6334Ай бұрын
Yes. Time is a cruel mistress.
@EpicBanana15604 ай бұрын
this song gives off the feeling of "why am i here? just to suffer?"
@_Siloam_3 ай бұрын
Believe in Jesus Christ with faith and you will be saved 😊
@EpicBanana15603 ай бұрын
@@_Siloam_ thank you for reminding me
@danielmorgan72182 ай бұрын
I believe but my life is horrible, why does he allow that @@_Siloam_
@danielmorgan72182 ай бұрын
Hey, my life is hard too but remember this life is temporary but our aim is eternal life with Jesus
@Cronic-vm9yp2 ай бұрын
fr
@thewondervr5 ай бұрын
this song motivates me to live. im expected to do everything for my family and friends, and i dont even get a break. thank you.
@Dontfollowjames3 ай бұрын
Don’t worry it is for your own good god will give you a break a big one too 😊
@lildogofficial753 ай бұрын
Yo this song is so great bro I watched all of your songs bro keep up the good work
@Evanmania1018 ай бұрын
I would image this playing at the end of a long game or journey and at the end there is no final bang, no crash, just a peaceful song to embrace all you have done and experienced.
@SGUARE8 ай бұрын
Hello, I made a song with a video from a similar movie, can you please rate it, I tried hard! 🙏 I would be very grateful!!!
@KillerSkullX7 ай бұрын
Like life after Covid
@kaepora667 ай бұрын
Just like my favourite vgm of all time
@Radiant_Zeke8 ай бұрын
Imagine being the last person to exist in the world, no more life to be seen, just you, the only person walking endlessly alone edit: thanks for 100 likes ig (how tf does this even happen..?)
@instrumentalmania08 ай бұрын
i wouldn't mind, ill have all the shops free
@Kylethehellhound6668 ай бұрын
@@instrumentalmania0most of the people go insane if they don’t see at least one human because being social is somehow a good thing
@instrumentalmania08 ай бұрын
@@Kylethehellhound666 damn, they will just be losing free shops yk free apple, everything free
@kgopedimabona35908 ай бұрын
This may seem cool as hell, but I'll go insane and scared at the same time.
@VictorC517-88 ай бұрын
Everything is cool. But when you realize that there is no hospital workers to help you, no people to look after you, no one to celebrate with. You realize that your the only free person. It would be sad to live in a world where you see no one but millions of ghosts see you. Your just the only one aging in emptiness alone
@岸村さん7 ай бұрын
I was listening to this music 3 months ago while cutting my wrist after i found out that my bestfriend just died from pneumonia, I lost consciousness due to bleeding but i hopefully woke up in the hospitel next morning, this music hits me so hard when i remember hearing my mother crying so hard telling herself that she failed me because of what i did. I'm so sorry mom, I was blind to the fact that you cared for me so much but i did something reckless that would end up tearing your heart to pieces. Please always remember that I love you so much.
@justinsyrup47487 ай бұрын
Damn.
@craftpaint16447 ай бұрын
There are good and bad moms, but one thing they have in common is they have been connected to us our whole lives. Get well.
@sword2comp7 ай бұрын
#deep
@Bnsfz3826 ай бұрын
@@sword2comp❤️❤️❤️🙌🏿🙌🏿🙌🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿
@noahpalumbo90246 ай бұрын
Skibidi toilet
@UltramarineDad18 күн бұрын
This song sums up all our lives. We live and die alone in the end.
@SabbathAndrews6 ай бұрын
This song can sometimes the reality of this world and everything else today. It aren't all butterflies, happiness, or anything. This video and song pretty much describes a quiet person's life. Anyone's life. Its just so impactful
@-So_Min.8 ай бұрын
I've been hiding my feelings all my life and trying to show people that I'm actually okay. But there's nothing wrong with me, I am tired of the constant household routine, tired of the stress that accumulates in me throughout the day. I am so tired of living that I have a constant desire to end my life. After listening to this song, I felt that I was just devastated, and there was no way to fix it, I no longer believed my past feelings or goals, I was too insignificant. Thank you, for your creativity, it really gives me the strength to live, not to exist. Thank you for your hard work.
@AsiloAngelA8 ай бұрын
wow “to live, not to exist” that’s some really strong words right there
@thisisasignyouaskedfor11116 ай бұрын
I read what you’re going through on spotify, your biography. I just wanna say man, you’re so awesome and i love your songs. 🤍 wishing you more strength with each day.
@myheadisempty6 ай бұрын
thank you friend, for taking the time to read about it. some days are easier than others, means a lot you care!! and thank you for listening !
@X.x-Amber-x.X2 ай бұрын
CONGRATS ON 100K! you deserve it :D
@myheadisempty2 ай бұрын
thank you!!!
@MagsPlaysProseka9 ай бұрын
This just makes me feel all the sad tingles. I like it, but it reminds me of how i’d just sit there at night after i ended my first and favorite relationship. I didn’t have anyone. I had lost everything. I was empty except for this unforgiving sadness. It was almost infinite. 2 years later i’m still coming out of it.
@ClippyStudiozz-uc7tq9 ай бұрын
these kinds of songs make me think back to good times
@GrimGatsby6 ай бұрын
I dont know who needs to see this...or if anyone will see this...but just know it will get better. It might suck right now and you might feel like you're at your limit. But as long as you still have your life ahead of you, there will always be better times ahead.
@obseys24 күн бұрын
After I read the story from the description I thought I was the one suffering. At first I thought I was at my lowest point, until I read his story and everything changed my perspective. He got kicked out of a family, lost a best friend, and a lot of more issues. I'm sorry for what you had to go through. I hope things get better for you throughout life. ♥
@myheadisempty24 күн бұрын
thank you for reading my story friend
@ImJustAMysteryToYou8 ай бұрын
Honestly, this song just hits the empty feelings I havent felt in such a long time. Its nostalgic. Thank you for making this.
@sherilf36237 ай бұрын
This music perfectly describes my state throughout every day. I have been struggling with depression for 4.5 years now. Anxiety, sadness, apathy. Time slips through my fingers, and my life stands still
@Feii257 ай бұрын
You can beat this, God loves you bro❤
@sherilf36237 ай бұрын
@@Feii25 Thank you very much for your support. May God grant you good health
@TheodorKleppevik7 ай бұрын
You will be ok
@Feii257 ай бұрын
@@sherilf3623 you're welcome, stay strong brother you're the best
@nvillbeats7 ай бұрын
Im witchu bro, i feel lonelyness and life just doesn't feel meaningful
@Sittinhigh8 ай бұрын
this will take you to many places in your head , don’t stay there to long if it’s not a loving thought … keep going the fight never stops only gets easier 🖤
@waveclipssse8 ай бұрын
thank you, your words touched me💗
@Cookie-monkie938 ай бұрын
I am. And will always💓
@KillerSkullX7 ай бұрын
Wise words from a wise human
@nemisama6133Ай бұрын
"Lost in memories, where you used to be." I love you grandma❤😢
@indecisitivity18328 ай бұрын
This song sounds like brutal, crushing loneliness. It feels like you’re suffocating while listening to it, eventually being enveloped by it in a state of numb acceptance. Like you’re alone, but that’s just how it is.
@chimkle8 ай бұрын
We do not care
@Htw60487 ай бұрын
@@chimkleIdc that u dc
@chimkle7 ай бұрын
@@Htw6048 We do not care
@Htw60487 ай бұрын
@@chimkle Idc that u dc about me dcing
@dragonslayer-kd4lt7 ай бұрын
Man, i remember like 3 months ago. This had 300k views, now it has 1.7 million.
@myheadisempty7 ай бұрын
it just hit 50 million on spotify for the original version alone !! thank you for listening 🤍
@Iamhuman_ok6 ай бұрын
@@myheadisemptyI am 15 years old boy who just lost my mind for a girl she betrayed me and your music made me feel nostalgia of her 😢make more masterpiece like this buddy❤
@Z8LR6 ай бұрын
It's now 2.5M
@OnlineVirtualHost6 ай бұрын
wow ur so cool
@JAKASHVILLI202354 ай бұрын
@myheadisemptbro what is the name of movie that's shown on video?y
@Server_12317 ай бұрын
This guy is the most wholesome and caring person I’ve ever seen and he is the most genuine man I’ve ever seen😢❤
@eddie_boi16923 ай бұрын
You created a master piece bro..., i used to always wake up with this song with kratos speaking it shaped me to a whole different person and i thank you for this masterpiece
@DaymareGaming21508 ай бұрын
I learned that someone I know really well got lung cancer recently and has a low chance of living. This song makes me feel better in a way that I can’t describe. The only thing I can say is thank you for making this.
@lovesxft8 ай бұрын
I’m so sorry, I hope they live a good and long life that they deserve ❤️
@liammusgrove63348 ай бұрын
I'm in the exact situation. My Grandmother has cancer. I don't know how much longer she'll live. Maybe a year. Maybe a month. Maybe a week. Who knows.
@NotCaff5 ай бұрын
Cancer is the most horrible thing that excist. Keep going guys
@heartpwrls7 ай бұрын
I LOVE THE SERIES IN THE BACK SO MUCHHHH THE SONG PERFECTLY MATCHES
@kingarslan36127 ай бұрын
Exactly!!!!!!!!
@Quackjuimby886 ай бұрын
What’s the series?
@kadenloibl63858 ай бұрын
I sometimes listen to this while laying in my bed, so i can think back to when times were better. When there was nothing to worry about except for what you would wear tomorrow.this is truly an amazing song
@HaruHeartzz2 ай бұрын
This song is just beautiful I love listening to it it makes me calm and I love listening to it when I’m sad, drawing, or having a panic attack
@itzash19 ай бұрын
This has gotta be one of my all time favorite songs. It just.. makes me feel something I’ve never felt before, if that makes sense. I absolutely love your music, and some of my friends do too. The amount of times I have listened to this is insane. Your music has helped me through everything. Keep up the good work bro, your music is so good.
@myheadisempty9 ай бұрын
i appreciate it so much friend
@challisfannin48538 ай бұрын
@@myheadisemptymovie name?
@itzash18 ай бұрын
@@challisfannin4853”the end of the f***king world”
@itzash18 ай бұрын
@@myheadisemptyno problem, you make the best music and you’re extremely underrated.
@darkside78026 ай бұрын
We’re all severely depressed and feel like our lives already ended, but our bodies won’t die? You’re not alone. Keep going. I’ll stay if you stay.
@qasimawan35685 ай бұрын
I feel like this
@darkside78025 ай бұрын
@@qasimawan3568 Hang in there.
@qasimawan35685 ай бұрын
@@darkside7802 Will do, thank you. :)
@douglaslima87895 ай бұрын
In reality, our bodies will die but our souls will not
@Rebirthnation114 ай бұрын
Truth is We’re all severely depressed and feel like our bodies already ended, BUT OUR LIVES WON’T DIE!!! We’ll stay but even when we go WE STILL STAY. ❤
@reddnewmillennium8 ай бұрын
For some reason I love this sound remind me of a foggy day. Your time alone in a world not much of anything. But it’s the time you need to yourself.
@M0nkey1966 күн бұрын
I never write comments like this but, I don’t think I’ve cared this much for a person I’ve never known this much. I really hope you get better man, where ever you are, keep going.
@stopmek3v4 ай бұрын
i thank my pillow for catching my tears when no one else did. i thank my blanket for covering me when no one else did. i thank my bed for holding me when no one else did.
@LuckClover13 ай бұрын
You should thank what the internet can compassionately bring you.
@kikbarboy43003 ай бұрын
real shit
@brandengula56043 ай бұрын
God did
@ROCKYT36869 ай бұрын
i was only temporary hit hard
@Jesus_Christ_loves_you_alot7 ай бұрын
Hi there! Jesus Christ loves you. He is the only way to heaven. He also says "Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest." May God bless you!
@inessko93114 ай бұрын
@@Jesus_Christ_loves_you_alot “Not everyone who says to me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ will enter the kingdom of heaven, but the one who does the will of my Father who is in heaven. On that day many will say to me, ‘Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in your name, and cast out demons in your name, and do many mighty works in your name?’ And then will I declare to them, ‘I never knew you; depart from me, you workers of lawlessness.’
@ToadcolonD9 ай бұрын
This… song… I don’t know how to describe how I feel about it. It’s the only song that made me cry on the first listen. I’m genuinely surprised at how good it is. I already feel sad enough listening to it once, I might as well go again.
@myheadisempty9 ай бұрын
im really glad to have made you feel something friend
@Cashier4208 ай бұрын
@@myheadisemptyWait but is this video actually real and theres you in it?
@daltonsweeney96958 ай бұрын
It's from a show called The End of the F***ing World. It's really good.
@Ashen.k27 күн бұрын
Still remember the first day of listening to this, nicest era of my life ❤️
@thezombiesatemyhomework74129 ай бұрын
This is so achingly beautiful. Sitting here in my work truck on break feeling sorry for myself just scrolling YT shorts and just not really feeling great. See I found this spot a while back after work kept sending me out of town. Beautiful view, right by a lake. Stopped to find your song from a random short and now im just listening and enjoying the view again. Guess I forgot why I have been coming here. Thanks for reminding me.
@NarrativeCMBSports8 ай бұрын
I hope time brings you happiness friend
@thezombiesatemyhomework74128 ай бұрын
@NarrativeCMBSports Thanks mate. Means a lot honestly. I hope the same for you.
@NarrativeCMBSports8 ай бұрын
@@thezombiesatemyhomework7412 Thank you : )
@boltuk57045 ай бұрын
Я люблю смотреть это ночью, столько мыслей, нужных и не нужных. Ребята, нужно жить, ЖИТЬ…
@TTDtop1204 ай бұрын
Спасибо за поддержку....🥲
@Ybereza692 ай бұрын
nah
@wotevert46798 ай бұрын
I listen to this sometimes, whenever im in a sad mood, thinking about where it all went wrong for me. I think to myself how one thing could've changed what happened, but there is nothing I can do about it. But I tell myself to keep going for him because that is what he would've wanted me to do. I miss you Alex, if only you were still here with me. You were the best friend I could've asked for.
@Aiman-yu6qg8 ай бұрын
Same, every time I make a mistake, something I very much regretted doing I would listen to this, it calms me and allows me evaluate what I had done and how I can be better and not make the same mistake twice. Sorry for your loss btw.
@firestone06558 ай бұрын
I'm so sorry for your loss, he sounds like he was an amazing friend. Even though he may be gone, you're still alive. Keep pushing, keep surviving, keep enjoying life. Toasters together strong.
@Jesus_Christ_loves_you_alot7 ай бұрын
Hi there! Jesus Christ loves you. He is the only way to heaven. He also says "Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest." May God bless you!!
@Lerce5 ай бұрын
From protogen to protogen, I'm telling you, turn to Christ, its the best decision I've ever made. I used to life a life of homosexuality, was a furry, and was unhappy in life, I even had thoughts of killing myself, and that's when i heard the gospel, I was saved, and now live a happy life of repentance, and have a relationship with Christ, and a straight and happy man. Turn to Christ, its you're choice. :]
@jontius823 ай бұрын
That little ball of anxiety waiting for the switch to click. It's something special created only in this piece of music.
@EnderVR108 ай бұрын
If nostalgia was a song…this would be it Thx for making this song it rlly helps out when I’m sad.. :)
@JaxsenVaughn8 ай бұрын
this shows why I want to give up on my life
@DinoGuy307 ай бұрын
bro this music made me think about my whole life this music is soooo good keep it going man
@Sofia_.luvsbsball8 ай бұрын
The vibration of the sound with this video seemed to allow me a connection with this music.
@SGUARE8 ай бұрын
Hello, I made a song with a similar movie, I need your opinion, I tried hard! 🙏 I would be very grateful for your understanding💕
@Sofia_.luvsbsball7 ай бұрын
@@SGUARE hii im so sorry I didn’t see this sooner!!!
@SGUARE7 ай бұрын
@@Sofia_.luvsbsball Thank you, I appreciate it!!!💞
@zachfinemusic3 ай бұрын
This song is brilliant.
@mayrushart7 ай бұрын
this song hit diff fr
@Seegore.c.o.m7 ай бұрын
Yooo hii am a big fan ❤
@orangabsurd7 ай бұрын
long time no see :)
@hyperclipse6 ай бұрын
On a new level
@unstoppablegamer694208 ай бұрын
this song gives me the feeling of being a background character, and wanting to become the main character or becoming the antagonist
@whydidIgotthis8 ай бұрын
I imagine this song while walking alone at night sometimes its depressing but oddly comforting
@huongto88393 ай бұрын
This song has no words only a melody, but it still hits your gut and your heart so hard😢
@MUZ-ICS7 ай бұрын
My girl just left me a week ago for some other boy.. i have bheen listening to this song fot 24 hours straight and i cry all the time of it but every time the song restes with that click sound i also freeze nothing happen en the i go back crying ive bheen depressed for 2 years now and i start feeling better because of youre song thank you for being here ❤❤
@Mr_Jumbo20237 ай бұрын
Жизнь на Ней не заканчивается, живи полной силой, дыши полной грудью. На самом деле ты в глубине души будешь хранить ее облик, это нормально, просто люби ее как человека, а не как предмет обажания, тогда ты поймешь что она могла бросить тебя из за какого либо недостатка в тебе. У всех людей есть свои минусы, и поверь лучше эти проблемы вырезать, выжечь, как раковую опухоль на ранней стадии.. Это сделать будет не легко, но кому сейчас легко живётся. Лучше вместо слепого обажания, парень правда, займись саморазвитием, тогда ты сможешь найти лучше по характеру. Помни- близки ранят больнее всего. Удачи!
@MUZ-ICS7 ай бұрын
@@Mr_Jumbo2023 эй, спасибо за поддержку, чувак, она мне нужна, да, и да, я перевожу это через Google, потому что я не понимаю русский, но я знаю, что все станет лучше, и я несколько раз думал о том, чтобы покончить с собой, но мысль о боли, которую я причиняю, чтобы других людей и разрушить мою жизнь из-за одной вещи, которая удерживала меня. и я просто хочу сказать спасибо, чувак, мне это нужно 🙏
@noorNazar5457 ай бұрын
bro its okay to feel sadness, It does not matter for what reason your girl left, but life must continue with or without her. Having someone leave you does not mean that you do not deserve people who love you. Life is too big to waste it in sadness and pain All the time. Indeed, a person needs time to release his pain, but do not let the pain consume you every day and every hour . I know it is easy to say, but my friend, you can do it as long as you live today. Go to the gym, Read books, meet good guys, take care of yourself, you will find the girl who deserves you, and she will be your family.. but for now, just focus on mending your wounds and taking care of yourself, you deserve happiness, God bless you and everyone.
@OfficialBillC7 ай бұрын
Find another person, duh.
@roast-salamander6 ай бұрын
Bro, get up and move on. She was temporary. I'm sure there is someone better for you out there.
@Oreo_pelt_kitty7 ай бұрын
I love your songs! They make me calm and help me to do homework without getting distracted! Thank you so much!
@enzonoire6 ай бұрын
I watched this series a long time ago. Every now and then I remeber it and think, that is probably one of the best series I've ever watched.
@enriquebarrios70155 ай бұрын
What’s it called ?
@enzonoire5 ай бұрын
@@enriquebarrios7015 The End of the F***ing World
@linus444subs9Ай бұрын
Its really sad but they still make the music for us and im glad thank you for everything you do
@AA_ANIMATIONS8 ай бұрын
You don't know how much i love to hear this, thanks again, legend ❤️
@Lenaaa2038 ай бұрын
Как же жалко его,я чуть не заплакал,как же обидно за него как жизнь его потрепала,но он всеравно продолжает улыбаться.настоящий МУЖЧИНА 😢
@blindlightdemon88128 ай бұрын
No matter how hard you try. You are not perfect. You try and try but only break yourself more like a glass. You were already a beautiful gem. But the world only broke you.....