Meme that brought me here. But becomes more and more real with each day that comes by. My fear grows stronger, that I did something wrong and that she will lose forever the feelings she has for me. It destroys me inside and this fear comes out with anger towards her. I never felt so good with someone but I nevers suffered so much with someone. Sorry to be the party pooper, but I have no one to talk to. Anyway have a great day and may God bless you
@annc789949 ай бұрын
can any of you send me the meme
@silent_guardian_of_gotham4209 ай бұрын
@@paulaslandinca155man I hope it gets alright
@dirty-deeds-done-dirty-cheap9 ай бұрын
"bro shes a hello kitty girl dw about it" the state i found bro in
@ありのの Жыл бұрын
なんか分からないけど涙が止まらない
@iceykoos Жыл бұрын
気分がよく
@中村の逆襲 Жыл бұрын
大丈夫か ゆっくりおやすみ
@lllllIIIIIlIlIlII Жыл бұрын
あほちゃうけ
@Kiyara_Kiyaaaa Жыл бұрын
わたしも
@shakefreaks_a Жыл бұрын
たまにはやすんでね
@Kirikirikiru9 ай бұрын
Its one of those nights, boys Happy Valentines Day
Maybe when i'm older, i can sit on the grass with my future partner and watch the sunset, we can listen to this while sharing earphones, we can hold hands, and enjoy the moment.
@Plvsh_fox Жыл бұрын
that sounds lovely, I wish you well on your journey of love
@aytirii Жыл бұрын
would be nice to sit up on a hill with a beautiful view maybe japan would be a perfect scenery especially with the sun settling down 😩 the perfect way to end the day
@DaCannon018 Жыл бұрын
@nightcore._0 when it happens come back here and tell us about it. Everyone here that liked your comment felt the emotion and passion behind it, but most of all... We probably want it for ourselves.
@yenontop-wz3yz Жыл бұрын
nightcore._0, here. honestly i dont think i can make it til im older, im so stressed, it makes me wanna die, my mental health is honestly destroyed, i dont think i can believe in love honestly, theres this one girl who i talked to for 2 years, she left me, i gave her everything, i hate myself, i hate how i look, i hate how i sound, i mostly hate who i am, because im just a teen who doesnt even wanna go to school anymore, i just turned 14 2 days ago, i hate celebrating my birthday, i wanna be alone, i wanna be atleast with someone who was there for me when i was at my lowest, my cousin, she was the only one who comforted me when i was 6 years old, my parents were fighting, i was sobbing, i just want to be appreciated, i wanna be in a perfect family, and not in a abusive one, i hate everything.
@impulse-nati0n114 Жыл бұрын
Who needs a partner when you can be happy by yourself first
@Rqzou10 ай бұрын
0:34 "I think she's the one bro"
@nathanieldieudonne9 ай бұрын
the state I found bro in:
@user-hm7rg4po2h9 ай бұрын
(She was indeed, much more than a Hello Kitty Girl)
@Loccuw8 ай бұрын
She in fact killed me
@DjRenect8 ай бұрын
Thunder strikes. For a moment, black and white memories of her flash before my eyes. For a moment, I found peace.
@unnamused8 ай бұрын
I really thinked she was going to be the one..
@bIuebirdbIues Жыл бұрын
LYRICS: 世界のふちで 銀河に耳を澄ませて _Sekai no fuchi de ginga ni mimi o sumasete_ At the edge of the world, we pin back our ears to the galaxy before us そよ風 踝に光るリンドウ _Soyokaze kurubushi ni hikaru rindō_ A mellow breeze, your ankle outlines the bellflowers beside 丸めた大地のてのひらに _Marumeta daichi note no hirani_ And when I join my hand with yours, moments ago in touch with soil, つつまれたら 甘く苦い _Tsutsumaretara amaku nigai_ It's bittersweet アンディーヴと眠って _Andīvu to nemutte_ Asleep among endives, いまは 世界も目を閉じて _Ima wa sekai mo me o tojite_ This night the world itself has closed its eyes わたしたちを隠して _Watashi-tachi o kakushite_ Hiding us under its eyelids アンディーヴと眠って _Andīvu to nemutte_ Asleep among endives, いまは 世界も目を閉じて _Ima wa sekai mo me o tojite_ This night the world itself has closed its eyes わたしたちを隠して _Watashi-tachi o kakushite_ Hiding us under its eyelids モンカーヴと笑って _Monkāvu to waratte_ Laughing in Mont Cave, いつか 世界は目を醒まして _Itsuka sekai wa me o samashite_ In little time the world will wake わたしたちを照らして _Watashi-tachi o terashite_ Shining light upon us (lyricstranslate.com)
@phneebbphneebb4194 Жыл бұрын
Yes
@Chocolate_Dounut123 Жыл бұрын
THANKS!!
@kimberlyaguero Жыл бұрын
ありがとう!
@BadYoutubeVideos Жыл бұрын
thank you!
@patsuan356 Жыл бұрын
My savior
@R4IKI_chjp2 жыл бұрын
1人で何も考えず、ただただこの曲を繰り返し聴いてます。
@blackmask6169 Жыл бұрын
Konichiwa
@mitsuya_cider Жыл бұрын
@@blackmask6169 こんちゃ
@rlrillhira3893 Жыл бұрын
@@blackmask6169 konnichiwa
@heaven328 Жыл бұрын
me too
@Bodhisattva-i9s Жыл бұрын
マイケルジャクソンです
@gyutaro_tr9 ай бұрын
this one hits different when you're by yourself at 3am thinking about your existence
@onesnyk96534 ай бұрын
+1
@andresvillatoro95534 ай бұрын
Me rn
@45Mang4 ай бұрын
You have no clue what she says, yet you feel connected looking up at the night sky… questioning existence…
@MagikLiquid4 ай бұрын
For me, it's only 10:43pm 😂
@thecoolskeleton953 ай бұрын
02:27 rn
@plainboring3 жыл бұрын
Here's my translation. Some words are added for clarity's sake. At the edge of the world, we pin back our ears to the galaxy before us A mellow breeze, your ankle outlines the bellflowers beside And when I join my hand with yours, moments ago in touch with soil, It's bittersweet (Chorus: x2) Asleep among endives, This night the world itself has closed its eyes Hiding us under its eyelids Laughing in Mont Cave, In little time the world will wake Shining light upon us
@neongooroo3 жыл бұрын
Did you post it on lyricstranslatecom?
@plainboring3 жыл бұрын
@@neongooroo yeah, don't worry
@neongooroo3 жыл бұрын
@@plainboring Русский(ая)? В профиле русский указан как родной :)
@plainboring3 жыл бұрын
@@neongooroo Ну да, у меня там ведь и на русском переводы имеются.
@neongooroo3 жыл бұрын
@@plainboring не особо заглядывался. Круто
@nathanserene2923 жыл бұрын
i can’t understand the lyrics but PLEASE play this at my funeral! So beautiful.
@5hyguy422 жыл бұрын
I had the same thought 😂
@5hyguy422 жыл бұрын
It’s kind of about night/falling asleep and waking up to the morning
@nathanserene2922 жыл бұрын
@@5hyguy42 Thank you !!
@user-hd3jk5ip9y2 жыл бұрын
At the edge of the world, we pin back our ears to the galaxy before us A mellow breeze, your ankle outlines the bellflowers beside And when I join my hand with yours, moments ago in touch with soil, It's bittersweet Asleep among endives, This night the world itself has closed its eyes Hiding us under its eyelids Asleep among endives, This night the world itself has closed its eyes Hiding us under its eyelids Laughing in Mont Cave, In little time the world will wake Shining light upon us
@sebreb Жыл бұрын
Lol, this would not just for a good night sleep this is good for funera-
I don’t understand the lyrics so all I hear is harmony and no sad
@victorlopes31292 ай бұрын
@@Mogw this look like MPB "bossa nova"
@takudach Жыл бұрын
Pov: You’re here to wish good health for the guy with brain tumor. We cant reply to his comment anymore but we wish the best for you and we hope you live remembering that there are people out here caring for you.
@squamiferum3 ай бұрын
i can still comment on it
@JustANamedCat3 ай бұрын
@@squamiferum they changed the limit from 500 to 700
@DioStandsStill2 ай бұрын
Cancer sucks man and all other difficult to cure illnesses
@davidcagituevei2 ай бұрын
no
@wandenbergdasilvacunha8 күн бұрын
I’m devastated by that comment
@kiru03083 жыл бұрын
写真と曲のマッチング脅威 青葉市子さんの魅力たっぷり詰まった曲過ぎて 愛してます
@The_batman_466Ай бұрын
Ive accepted that i might be single for the rest of my life and i will sit on the grass and listen to this watching the sunset peacefully
@Mama5ive27 күн бұрын
me too!!!!!!!! It's peaceful though, lets enjoy every moment of it because we'll be dissapearing soon~
@Despairity23 жыл бұрын
2:24 - 2:53 There's just something about this melody that makes me feel a certain way. I just don't know it. It's so beautiful.
@SirusStarTV3 жыл бұрын
Like she's playing with your soul's strings
@gabos15052 жыл бұрын
one of the most beautifully composed part of a song i've ever heard
@sawyer39082 жыл бұрын
@Gerydome this is so true :,o
@mansamusa81912 жыл бұрын
very similar to many bossa nova songs, check it out
@leo-es6cu2 жыл бұрын
Right??
@adriifttrxsh Жыл бұрын
I originally came here from tiktok to send my well wishes to the individual dealing with the tumor and countless surgeries, but having the song on repeat while thinking of everything that's gone on in my life opened my vision to a lot of things. I feel the need to further appreciate my life and encourage others instead of putting them down. I haven't cried in a long time until now, and it's not even because of the song: I'm at ease listening to this, I feel calm, like I can let out my emotions comfortably. I know I'm rambling and it might not make sense to some, but I just wanted to let it out as I'm thinking these thoughts. I appreciate all of the people in my life, even if at first I don't give off that impression. I appreciate all of you that have taken the time of day to just be here and listen along, take care my friends, my brothers and sisters, my family.
@fatestaymazza2379 Жыл бұрын
I'm proud of you mate, I really am
@fptvctical8108 Жыл бұрын
@@fatestaymazza2379 hit right in the feels man fucking hell. Much love
@Taugesayur Жыл бұрын
take care too dear ❤️
@СабинаБулатова-э9к Жыл бұрын
Очень мудрые мысли:)
@imsorrymsjacksonuh Жыл бұрын
I'm crying
@RatOnFlames8 ай бұрын
I don't know why as a child i wanted so much to live near a lake and a house up in a hill. It didn't sound so absurd at the moment but now i know in what kind of ambient im chained onto. I can't but keep on dreaming about the picnic i always wanted to have with my mom.
@DecimusYna2 жыл бұрын
I don't know what this type of voice called, but I would describe it as "windy" like. Its just really calming and relaxing. I like it very much. :)
@samescobar10132 жыл бұрын
It's called Falsetto, but I like the way how you called
@DecimusYna2 жыл бұрын
@@samescobar1013 Ooh, that's what it called? Alright, thanks for the info. :)
@AZNboi109212 жыл бұрын
It's called a breathy voice. And it's not falsetto, she is using head voice, which is different.
@DecimusYna2 жыл бұрын
@@AZNboi10921 Eh, really? I really don't know what is called so, again, thank you for the info. :)
@IsTheMoose2 жыл бұрын
you would like the artists: Men I Trust & Vashti Bunyan
@kokonoot74718 ай бұрын
The melody of her vocals make me feel like everything's going to be okay and that the storm will pass, and in the meantime to just focus on what's in front of us. It's so beautiful, it feels like a hug
I am listening this song at 2024 January 1st 00.01 a.m. it is reminding me every moment I’ve been through in 2023 it’s really nostalgic thank you
@TheMaster-torch4 ай бұрын
Hey, we’re about to pas a the halfway month mark! To be honest, I really hope the everyone is still here. To those who are ‘tired’, rest well
@twitchJJDOTT Жыл бұрын
tears will fall but my heart will continue to grow with warmth. Complete strangers connected by nothing other than a song and a short comment. Such a pure and beautiful moment to witness and be apart of. Where ever you may be or whoever you are that reads this, I wish you health and prosperity. Never stop being kind friends.
@fatestaymazza2379 Жыл бұрын
You too mate :)
@twitchJJDOTT Жыл бұрын
@🎍 sage🎍 Just remember you are loved for simply being you and existing, even if it’s from random stranger in the comment section 🖤 I hope you can find sunshine during this dark patch of your life and one day those Sun rays will wipe out whatever lingering clouds remain. In the meantime, I lend you the warmth of my heart to stay afloat until yours can ignite the same embers 🖤much love and stay safe, you got this.
@ash.whothat Жыл бұрын
Such a sweet comment i love you kind stranger hope you days are filled with peace and love
@Bobisnotbobbinynameisnotbob Жыл бұрын
I know right! The amazing sight of such little things given by strangers across the world makes my heart warm, I’m glad this person that made this song was able to connect so much people together🫶🫶
@mamiBUT Жыл бұрын
yes right? What prevents us from adding our own beautiful, happy and cute meanings to this meaningless life? Life flows through our bodies like a passing wind, but the happy memories we experience will always be remembered with happiness in the memories of others, and thus our metaphorical eternal life will begin.
my father lost to lung cancer last month and this is the last song we play for him
@jannahhsailan6 ай бұрын
Wish you the best, be brave.
@fuiruy5 ай бұрын
Life is like sand in the wind, it goes by fast but don’t be sad about it, be happy you experience it especially with him by your side.
@UNO2795 ай бұрын
Condolences 😔
@JinsScalpHair2 ай бұрын
Rest in peace 😞 You're very strong Lemme hug you🫂🦋
@gagaeats.2 ай бұрын
@@JinsScalpHair :') thanku
@HanakoHoshizora2 жыл бұрын
sekai no fuchi de ginga ni mimi o sumasete soyokaze kurubushi ni hikaru rindō marumeta daichi note no hirani tsutsuma retara amaku nigai andīvu to nemutte ima wa sekai mo mewotojite watashi-tachi o kakushite andīvu to nemutte ima wa sekai mo mewotojite watashi-tachi o kakushite monkāvu to waratte itsuka, sekai wa me o samashite watashi-tachi o terashite
@sunkiszes2 жыл бұрын
thanks
@dressa56842 жыл бұрын
life saver
@AljinnSardan2 жыл бұрын
@@dressa5684 eurt
@kennyahs8995 Жыл бұрын
The fact everyone came together worrying about their well-being and wishing them so much positivity and love is so wonderful to see. Rinaldi i hope you are doing well, you are very strong.❤
@josephmartin20778 ай бұрын
This song sounds like the end. You’re laying in bed surrounded by the ones you love. You look around and see tears in everyone’s eyes but you’re not sad like them you’re happy. You remember all of the precious memories you’ve made. All the lives you’ve affected and all the lives that have affected you. You pass away peacefully with a smile. The next thing you know you’re awake again in the arms of your parents ready to start your new life slowly seeing your memories turn into dreams.
Ichiko, I love you so much, everytime I hear your voice I cry. I don't understand japanese, but you touch my soul and that's enough for me. I'm sending all my love from miles away 🇻🇪 Thank you for existing❤️
@arianniramirez17342 жыл бұрын
❤️✨
@Byakurai138 ай бұрын
Stay safe out there 🇻🇪
@EmilinkoHoward3 ай бұрын
I hope you're safe, knowing what's happening in Venezuela 🇪🇸❤️🇻🇪
@Mi-id10302 ай бұрын
普通に聞いてる分には平気だけど、踏み込みすぎると戻って来れなくなりそうな雰囲気好き
@ChampagneKony Жыл бұрын
What a majestic song. I don't understand Japanese but it has such a soothing aspect to it. It makes me think about all of my past mistakes but at the same time makes me feel like everything will be alright.
@Bobisnotbobbinynameisnotbob Жыл бұрын
This is how I feel! The singer, the instruments, the chorus, is just amazing.❤
@はっはい3 жыл бұрын
😭😭💕🔥 めちゃくちゃいい
@rowanr.m.28972 жыл бұрын
Beautiful even in every single language
@sawyer39082 жыл бұрын
@RoWan R. M. truly a ethereal song :,)
@325anho32 жыл бұрын
😂
@joji54612 жыл бұрын
それな!さいこー
@joji54612 жыл бұрын
@mommy I’m Japanese high school students. I think so too.it’s very good music.
It's way more than art. This is magic mixed with an angel voice.
@monoslostpaperbag48073 жыл бұрын
The sounds remind me of a peaceful time. A moment of caring thoughts that slowly warm up your heart and body. This melody reminds me of a realization that nothing can actually kill me, I will die but nothing will kill me. Everything sounds so peaceful as I experience happiness.
@adeepblueday3 жыл бұрын
i read this comment, and even though i'll probably never know you, that's just beautiful. that resonated with me and i can't fully say why.
not only i wish the best for Rinaldi, who i hope is doing well and i know he's being really strong, but also to everybody here, you wonderful souls. sometimes it's so nice to be a human among others. i really hope Rinaldi wakes up to all these beatiful strangers praying for them
@reyspokemon Жыл бұрын
Who is he?
@anapaulaaguileraaguirre4179 Жыл бұрын
@@reyspokemon the person who commented this video, who is sick and fighting for his life
@実玲-s7i2 жыл бұрын
この曲聞いたらいろいろ思い出して泣いちゃう
@BuersPs4lm9 күн бұрын
Ichiko, your songs made me feel a sense of composure when I'm studying or writing a composition. I would hear a buzz in my ears that gives me irritation, but it drowns out when I listen to your songs. Thank you. Edit: I'm currently in a rough situation with my mom due to her mental state, but if you're in the worst of times and there's no going back, just keep going and don't look back until you wing it.
@ivorydeath3 жыл бұрын
if heaven truly does exist , i'd expect it to feel like how i feel when i hear this song. it makes me feel like i'm drifting into a trance where peace is in it's purest form.
This is so beautiful. It actually helps me- an often kind of hyper person, calm down. It really is just audibly so pretty and meaningful. Really shows how music is a universal language that can hit us in the feels without being able to understand a word.
@yukisvio Жыл бұрын
i ended up crying while listening ... my heart feels less heavy now,, this song is so healing...
@pxachypeachys9430 Жыл бұрын
hello ;) if anyone who gets to read this and feels as lonely as me, remember that there will be days when you'll feel the breeze differently, and even for just a few minutes you'll realize that you can always try again tomorrow and dont be harsh on yourself for once. go talk to that acquaintance that you havent talk for a while, you'll see they missed you, but didnt had the balls to contact you. you'll see that you are the only one who cant forgive yourself, and the people that surrounds you want you to be just as happy as you were before! there is still hope :) you can always change your unhealthy habits
@bIuebirdbIues Жыл бұрын
thank you for taking some time out of your day to type this really sweet and thoughtful comment, you're a nice person :)
I'm 26 years old and still lost, I can't keep a job, can't get out of my anxiety and depression.. I'm still hoping that better days are coming.. I hope when go back here I'm already on the right path and happy..
@boke2256 Жыл бұрын
i really hope you'll reach happiness
@Rac7sz Жыл бұрын
Real brother, i feel the same, haven’t accomplished shit in my life
@emesbee Жыл бұрын
You still have a lot of time to figure everything out. 26 is young! We don't have to figure it out all at once or at the same time as everybody else around us. Take your own time to sort it all out, make sure to do what's right along the way, and most importantly, never lose faith in yourself. There may be times when you feel entirely alone, as if it seems that people around you no longer love you or need you, but you can't ever lose your love for yourself or for others.
@atlantiswefall_ Жыл бұрын
@@emesbee Thank you 🥲❤️
@bIuebirdbIues Жыл бұрын
Hi there. Sounds like you've had quite a bit running through your head lately. It's all good, it happens to the best of us. Anxiety can be a bear. It flutters your heart and creeps into the nooks and crannies of your thoughts. It's a pervasive beast. Anxiety is hard to scrap off your shoe because it's always linked to something. That's the tricky part. It's linked to something, but it is it's own entity that it is entirely separate. It's hard to see it as something in and of itself. I recall having so many responsibilities and things going on that was paralyzed with anxiety, and then I realized it was the anxiety alone that was paralyzing and not the task itself. You'll have to see the thing that you need to do as a path; just a path. The fear of doing something is an adjective, per se, not the item itself. Anxiety is the gaunt tree looming over the path. Projecting each and every possibility is a fool's errand. "The tree could fall, or there could be a coyote, or massive sink hole could form, or a meteor could hit there, or a singularity could be created in that exact spot sucking in the solar system." What I'm saying is that anxiety tends to lead one's thoughts down the narrowest avenues of possibilities, and it's just a drain: a drain of mental and emotional resources. That drain robs you of the resources you need to just buck up and move forward (this is why depression is exhausting). Even so, you have to get from A to B regardless. Make the step. I'm fudging over the mental gymnastics required to get from A to B, but get it done. I couldn't ask you to lift a bulldozer over your head, I'm pointing to another side of a fence; you gotta hop it yourself. I believe you can get there. The women/men, social interaction, social clout, prestige, and these high minded goals you're seeking are based on the self. Work on yourself; build yourself. We humans are never ending projects. Get better. Get more knowledgeable. Get more understanding. Get more humble. Get to know different opinions. Get better at listening. It's an inexhaustible list of items we can all improve on. And here's why that's important: I can't tell you how many times I've been looking for friends, or a partner, or a new job, and have found nothing but frustration. But every fucking time I was happy with myself, it happened. Just out of a break up and book 100 dates on some stupid app? Nothing. Passive smile on my face because I was content with who I am? Suddenly a conversation starts in a check out line and leads to date, or a I get a good laugh socially, or an interview goes right. Be the origin of your own goal. There's a slick, steep slope that leads most to seeing ourselves in terms of assets to others, and it's the same one that prevents us from hitting our peak as individuals. Make the most of number one. - Dalexes, some random reddit user that helped me, and hopefully you too!
@kaytwobeats Жыл бұрын
I can't reply to rinaldi but I just wanna say everyone is here for you man, hope you get better. I'm proud of everyone who's supporting him, it's beautiful to see❤️
@pearl_is_my_name6 ай бұрын
I remember when this song only had like 200k views. Im glad its getting its recognition. Such an underrated song fr
@アステカ-d2e Жыл бұрын
知恵袋でこの曲のジャンルについての質問があったんだけど、デスメタルって回答してた人がいて腹ちぎれた
@tatamidroid7 ай бұрын
クソおもろい
@tearu2776 Жыл бұрын
Rinaldi's reply section reached the reply section limit of 500 replies . We might not see the update since the update could be among all the comments here . The more I scrolled down in Rinaldi's reply section , the more I cried , I want to see the update but at the same time I don't . Why do I care so much about a stranger's live ? idk . I hope atleast this stranger knows or have read the reply section thread to learn that there's people that care and hope for the best .
@reivar45 Жыл бұрын
I honestly got a litlle mad that people reached the limit but the messages of support are worth it
@482aaa10 ай бұрын
❤
@Drew_Macabinta8 ай бұрын
oh dude, it’s surpassed 500 comments. at the time of me writing this, it’s reached 586.
@tearu27768 ай бұрын
@@Drew_Macabinta never thought I'd see a reply to my comment from a year ago . but thx for the update . youtube might've updated the feature then
@Drew_Macabinta8 ай бұрын
@@tearu2776 oh yea man, we do be scrollin occasionally after all this time lmaooo. but as for the comment thing, i literally found out after i typed my comment. i was like “wait a minute that’s more than 500 comments”
I came from a tiktok where it posted screenshots of this comment where the OP had mentioned that they have cancer and the replies that came after was what called me to find this video. Humankind is beautiful. The delicacy of words being spoken to uplift one another and empower and help fight the struggles another is facing together. When people come together mourning and praying for each others wellbeing, it’s just something that words can’t describe. My heart aches and resonates with this soothing music whilst reading all these comments and the predicament the OP is in. Really hope the OP is doing fine.
@erwinmasula5813 Жыл бұрын
If I ever lost in a mysterious forest and saw this girl singing this song, I would never doubt leave everything and come with her.
To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It's painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don't know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone's whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you're here, existing, but I don't want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something-to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you're not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it's not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You're not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what's wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it's heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love. You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn't give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it's tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don't let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won't let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won't let you down. Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can't see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that's enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you're still fighting. You're so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don't feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that's why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you're beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don't have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That's why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don't blame yourself, don't think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn't see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don't feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn't know how fucking lucky he/she/ they is. If you aren't accepted at home or in general than am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn't be ashamed of, accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me. You’re not useless, you're not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don't starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it's hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain. you deserve so much man, don't let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish/hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you're reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you're reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you're here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it's hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it's evening for you, you're probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you're overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it's important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, know you will make it I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer, I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because can't say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You're worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don't let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn-Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you're unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there's no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you.
@nav2263 Жыл бұрын
this made me cry.. I hope you will always be happy and never give up ❤️
@user46621 Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much i literally started to tear up whilst reading it your words are so beautiful i wish you lots of happiness ♡♡
@purpleblue8761 Жыл бұрын
LOVE
@lrnz8150 Жыл бұрын
thank you but I aint reading all that sh...
@kaydenvu2260 Жыл бұрын
You make someone who hate reading, read your beautiful word. Guess yellow is my favorite color now 💛
@mando76m8 ай бұрын
Currently staring at the "are you okay?" text deciding if I should pour my heart out or just say "I'm good"
@space_skeleton55588 ай бұрын
Real
@jomand2003 Жыл бұрын
I can't sleep without ichiko's song
@kirstymckay63053 жыл бұрын
this has to be my favourite song -- ichiko aoba changed my life her voice gives me the same experience and feeling as when i listen to elizabeth fraser from cocteau twins, its just so ethereal and enthralling, when i listen to her music i feel as present as ever, and this is coming from a very dissociative person. it has the same effects as deep meditation, all your troubles pour away and you begin to see yourself and everyone around you in this beautiful light
Ah, never thought a song could make you feel depressed and relaxed at the same time... really glad i found Ichiko-san, I've been looking to find new artist where i can listen to all their songs, not just one of their songs, but i couldn't find any till ichiko-san. All her songs are so beautiful
@Samantha.04 Жыл бұрын
tonight, I'm going to pray just for you rinaldi.
@InsaneIsaiah6 ай бұрын
The best way I could describe this feeling is bittersweet. Happy to have made it this far in life but my depression says otherwise. I’m so thankful there are people in this world who could experience its beauty and pain simultaneously while still having the strength to go on. You’re all so strong and I’m proud of you for it. I wish I had that same strength. Maybe one day.
@カルシファー-o3s Жыл бұрын
早朝か真夜中に聞くのが良い
@ТелохранительЛуны3 жыл бұрын
Волшебство какое-то🌸💗
@milo._.29105 ай бұрын
いつか私は自分自身に満足し、安心できるようになるかもしれません。
@nom-fuyu-jen-rib9 ай бұрын
なんか懐かしい感じがする。 泣いた。
@deevoooon2 жыл бұрын
this woman's voice sounds like a light breeze, very comforting :)
@ryoma653 Жыл бұрын
im so glad i chose this song as the last one I'd be listening to.
@asahihideaki2208 Жыл бұрын
Last?
@SftiDaNNy Жыл бұрын
I know I'm late but please don't leave the cruel and yet beautiful world, it's not your time.
@SS-sp5ic2 жыл бұрын
聴き終わる前にいつも寝れてしまう!!
@junniayumi49612 жыл бұрын
私も同じように😭🙏💓💓
@kawaiidragon_ Жыл бұрын
I don't know why but this reminds me of when i would sleep in the room next to my grandma, and i could softly hear the radio play. I wish i could remember her voice.