billie eilish - i love you (slowed down)

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imlonely

imlonely

5 жыл бұрын

i love you and i dont want to
follow our spotify playlist 😢 • lnk.to/alone-and-depressed
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Пікірлер: 10 000
@bitter669
@bitter669 4 жыл бұрын
Mom walks in on me crying “Uhm are you okay” “Yeah, a person died on this show I was watching that’s all,” “uh...okay” I don’t know why I feel ashamed to cry, sometimes in so emotionless, It hurts if that makes sense... it’s sad how many people get this..get some rest okay?... work things out in the morning...
@salablav
@salablav 4 жыл бұрын
i feel that
@umhi3692
@umhi3692 4 жыл бұрын
I feel u
@lichee9172
@lichee9172 4 жыл бұрын
Yeah...
@-graymatter-6538
@-graymatter-6538 4 жыл бұрын
Same, maybe because people are forced to be "strong" even tho everyone needs to be emotional sometimes.
@jungkookielover2818
@jungkookielover2818 4 жыл бұрын
Ok but like I was reading comments after crying then I saw this why do I feel like crying againnnn😢😢
@Ai-uj4xu
@Ai-uj4xu 5 жыл бұрын
I'm in my room, almost midnight, everyone else is asleep. It feels like the time has stopped. It's comforting to not worry about life, money, anything. Right now I want you to know that you are loved. Sleep tight. Tomorrow will be better, stay strong my angel.
@cherylbj3068
@cherylbj3068 5 жыл бұрын
I’m not special or anything.
@TehSkeletonKing187
@TehSkeletonKing187 5 жыл бұрын
I love you too
@jessross3925
@jessross3925 5 жыл бұрын
Im crying even more than I was before. I don’t even know you but those words mean everything to me.
@arlo1305
@arlo1305 5 жыл бұрын
It’s 12:05am May 19th 2019 and I relate to Billie so much and the slowed version are more calmer and it feels like time has stopped
@emmie3069
@emmie3069 5 жыл бұрын
Cheryl Bj oh but you are
@radio-dm5ut
@radio-dm5ut 3 жыл бұрын
here’s a hug. you’ll be okay, and you’re an amazing person, on the inside and outside (∩_∩)
@gayathrirai3183
@gayathrirai3183 3 жыл бұрын
Tysm🥺
@freealbertwilsonblmsmsisgf1882
@freealbertwilsonblmsmsisgf1882 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you
@annagaffney2710
@annagaffney2710 3 жыл бұрын
tysm
@nk.t
@nk.t 3 жыл бұрын
Hug for u too
@jjackieaguirre
@jjackieaguirre 2 жыл бұрын
@sydclark2307
@sydclark2307 3 жыл бұрын
Im not depressed anymore, im just lost and confused and want someone to talk to without feeling judged
@ayvariley
@ayvariley 3 жыл бұрын
hey i know you posted this comment a while ago but if you are still struggling and need someone i am here for you... i care
@maz4996
@maz4996 2 жыл бұрын
We can chat if you still need to.
@laurennair13
@laurennair13 2 жыл бұрын
Hey, if you still need to talk, I’m here too. Hope you’re doing ok x
@whoanswerisgay
@whoanswerisgay 2 жыл бұрын
@grandmadriving92
@grandmadriving92 Жыл бұрын
This is me like I’m just gone
@nadine9018
@nadine9018 4 жыл бұрын
*me crying in my dark room at like 3 am* AD POPS UP: Do you want new deodorant? Well, we got - *me skipping the ad* *me realising that the ad ruined my mood* *me getting pissed* *me writing this comment*
@sophiacunningham509
@sophiacunningham509 4 жыл бұрын
Nadine Mehanna hope you’re doing okay love
@nykkieofficial
@nykkieofficial 4 жыл бұрын
Me using an AdBlocker outstanding move
@stephaniee._26
@stephaniee._26 4 жыл бұрын
MOOD
@whirrvr
@whirrvr 4 жыл бұрын
MadBr0tchen what adblocker do you use? I really need it.
@nykkieofficial
@nykkieofficial 4 жыл бұрын
@@whirrvr uBlock Origin 1.18.6 on firefox
@peequeefslave
@peequeefslave 4 жыл бұрын
Me: **Is actually happy for once in a while** KZbin: I'm about to ruin this man's whole career Edit: Thanks for 4k likes lol
@cleanstormwindtree
@cleanstormwindtree 4 жыл бұрын
I Wanna UwU Myself that was me today, except with my feelings :/
@fluffykittenyt2634
@fluffykittenyt2634 4 жыл бұрын
More like "I'MA RUIN THIS WHOLE MANS FEELINGS
@cleanstormwindtree
@cleanstormwindtree 4 жыл бұрын
Kitty Beanie Boo face which Kitty yup😂💀
@tracyheard545
@tracyheard545 4 жыл бұрын
BHAHAHAHAHAH thank you, that make me laugh wile im in my room in the dead of night crying
@m.elfman
@m.elfman 4 жыл бұрын
Ruin* ^^'
@hwi.mp4
@hwi.mp4 3 жыл бұрын
[Lyrics ✨:] Cryin' isn't like you What the hell did I do? Never been the type to Let someone see right through Maybe won't you take it back Say you were tryna make me laugh And nothing has to change today You didn't mean to say I love you I love you And I don't want to Up all night on another red-eye I wish we never learned to fly Maybe we should just try To tell ourselves a good lie Didn't mean to make you cry Maybe won't you take it back Say you were tryna make me laugh And nothing has to change today You didn't mean to say I love you I love you And I don't want to The smile that you gave me Even when you felt like dyin' We fall apart as it gets dark I'm in your arms in Central Park There's nothing you could do or say I can't escape the way I love you I don't want to But I love you
@noemimartinez-sandoval2552
@noemimartinez-sandoval2552 3 жыл бұрын
you missed like the first part lol
@o-kiku3939
@o-kiku3939 3 жыл бұрын
You missed the start: It's not true. Tell me I've been lied to.
@luyvu2
@luyvu2 3 жыл бұрын
thank you!
@gyomitsu3292
@gyomitsu3292 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you
@katiedurden2078
@katiedurden2078 3 жыл бұрын
“the smile that you gave me even when you felt like dying” ...wow
@Feels-Like-Sugar-In-Me
@Feels-Like-Sugar-In-Me 2 жыл бұрын
I read this when the exact same lyrics played
@washbasin8197
@washbasin8197 Жыл бұрын
@@Feels-Like-Sugar-In-Me samee
@tooth3547
@tooth3547 4 жыл бұрын
KZbin: *We sad today.* Me: *Wh-* KZbin: *I SAID WE SAD TODAY!*
@LPSAANDLPSLVids
@LPSAANDLPSLVids 4 жыл бұрын
Lmao!! Me rn
@toonosgreeneyelashes2895
@toonosgreeneyelashes2895 4 жыл бұрын
youtube u suck
@user-pp7up2gd5u
@user-pp7up2gd5u 4 жыл бұрын
I- KZbin be playin 😭😂
@senyawei
@senyawei 4 жыл бұрын
Me: who "we"?
@wowfuls
@wowfuls 4 жыл бұрын
and its *raining*
@dxllette6117
@dxllette6117 4 жыл бұрын
everyone in the comments: crying about losing a significant other me: crying about losing the person I used to be
@sophiacunningham509
@sophiacunningham509 4 жыл бұрын
gromit I love u
@stephaniee._26
@stephaniee._26 4 жыл бұрын
honestly same i was so happy and carefree exactly a year ago and idk how my world fell apart
@gaiacasolo6579
@gaiacasolo6579 4 жыл бұрын
I feel you ❤️
@keira270
@keira270 4 жыл бұрын
you - can u read my mind?
@Laura-rq3lm
@Laura-rq3lm 4 жыл бұрын
your profile pic is a big mood
@katharine3277
@katharine3277 3 жыл бұрын
The word "I love you." I hate it. I really do. The word "I love you" is like a commitment, saying you're one of the most important people to me. I hate the word because, People tell me they love me and then they walk away as if nothing. People say I love you and you lose them, and you cant do anything about it sometimes. Sometimes I wonder how many people are gonna tell me they love me just to leave one day..
@hihey6937
@hihey6937 3 жыл бұрын
I hate this comment bc i literally just dealt with this... I hate boys sometimes. but even worse i hate myself because its my fault he left...
@katharine3277
@katharine3277 3 жыл бұрын
@@hihey6937 Im so sorry to hear that, and I completely understand where your coming from. It really hurts knowing anyone at all is allowed to use that word, and could leave without a word at any moment..
@zarifailyasova
@zarifailyasova 11 күн бұрын
i hope u are okay now :)
@mariebottaro1074
@mariebottaro1074 3 жыл бұрын
“sometimes friends can break your heart too”
@muazumayr997
@muazumayr997 2 жыл бұрын
The saddest thing about betrayel is, it never comes from an enemy
@jiminslostmirror1131
@jiminslostmirror1131 Жыл бұрын
@@muazumayr997 yea, sometimes i just think maybe the enemy is a good thing bc they wont backstab u
@Natalia-vi2xr
@Natalia-vi2xr 4 жыл бұрын
when she sings: „what the hell did i do?“ i felt this way too hard.. ouch
@dlend8767
@dlend8767 4 жыл бұрын
Mr uwu I know 😭
@exobutterss1183
@exobutterss1183 4 жыл бұрын
Me too T-T
@minion_cruncher0133
@minion_cruncher0133 4 жыл бұрын
Mr uwu same tho
@arianagrandesugar9273
@arianagrandesugar9273 4 жыл бұрын
Me too...
@taylorlindbo240
@taylorlindbo240 4 жыл бұрын
I read this comment as she was singing that part
@HappyGirlAndTheUnicornLove
@HappyGirlAndTheUnicornLove 5 жыл бұрын
we all used to be losing our shit for sped up nightcore and now we're listening to slowed music. daycore?
@angelinaguseva8384
@angelinaguseva8384 4 жыл бұрын
erica deppressioncore
@kosukemiura1226
@kosukemiura1226 4 жыл бұрын
i call these morningcore because i listen to them at 3 am while crying
@ncncnc4725
@ncncnc4725 4 жыл бұрын
- aesthetic_boi - Same sis I feel you
@MrBubleek
@MrBubleek 4 жыл бұрын
its eveningcore
@conan_774
@conan_774 4 жыл бұрын
I say it should be vice versa bc days are so short and nights are long even in the summer
@aloeverasoup8054
@aloeverasoup8054 3 жыл бұрын
i miss when i was young, wishing to live forever and live the best life.
@ayvariley
@ayvariley 3 жыл бұрын
everyone grows up... as sad as it might be everyone goes through it. i promise you are loved and so many people care
@kammilawley
@kammilawley 3 жыл бұрын
all i do is wake up, go to school, come back home, eat, sleep and its driving me insane like i don’t feel anything anymore
@Ayesha056.
@Ayesha056. 3 жыл бұрын
I know this feeling but it’s okay trust me it’ll get better just stay strong
@ayvariley
@ayvariley 3 жыл бұрын
please hold on, you are loved
@zoeyanimates874
@zoeyanimates874 2 жыл бұрын
At least u aren't stuck in a car all day and hear ur parents arguing the whole time...
@kammilawley
@kammilawley 2 жыл бұрын
@@Ayesha056. i love you
@kammilawley
@kammilawley 2 жыл бұрын
@@ayvariley you are amazing i love you
@eds2366
@eds2366 4 жыл бұрын
Anyone else go to school and smile. And laugh. But when they get home all they do is cry? Cry until you parents call you out for dinner, then go back to endless sobbing? Cause it feels lonely.
@paige259
@paige259 4 жыл бұрын
Yep you have to put your fake face on and prented everything's ok when it's not
@scedgybaby
@scedgybaby 4 жыл бұрын
Something about that is concerning, and if this continues I recommend therapy.
@angeliquebruno4330
@angeliquebruno4330 4 жыл бұрын
It really hurts when you are called and have to continue to hide so no one worries
@mimicatmoon
@mimicatmoon 4 жыл бұрын
SunnySet TV my mother has therapy for her anger and I can really tell it’s helping her. If you’re ever in a bad spot please, please, please talk to somebody you love and trust or find a therapist! ❤️🥰
@kierabaker1014
@kierabaker1014 4 жыл бұрын
i'll join your lonely sobbing
@tiaramitchell7786
@tiaramitchell7786 5 жыл бұрын
When she says “what the hell did I do” it just hit me and tears just fall down
@iamangela86
@iamangela86 4 жыл бұрын
❤❤❤
@jerricurls1161
@jerricurls1161 4 жыл бұрын
💜💜💜
@weave4886
@weave4886 4 жыл бұрын
Sometimes you need that
@ashleixoxo
@ashleixoxo 4 жыл бұрын
Sameeeee
@crackheadchloe3498
@crackheadchloe3498 4 жыл бұрын
he left me after 2 years saying “you know what you did” yeah be loyal care for you help you when things were going down, tbh what the hell did i do.
@inas6984
@inas6984 3 жыл бұрын
dad: "why are you acting like that everyday" me: u broke my heart before a boy could.
@Unknown-2.
@Unknown-2. 3 жыл бұрын
Damn I get it I’m 17 my dad walked out 2 years ago he was my best friend he was the best father I could ask for but if he ever decides he’s coming back I’m not greeting him with a hug I’m gonna straight up punch him because the shit he put us through by leaving is unforgivable he’s dead to me anyway.
@inas6984
@inas6984 3 жыл бұрын
@@Unknown-2. im so sorry.
@ibrahimkanaker5539
@ibrahimkanaker5539 2 жыл бұрын
im a guy, and my mom did the same to me... maybe we'll be okay
@aliasbodyy
@aliasbodyy 3 жыл бұрын
I love sleeping because I can't feel pain, I forget everything going on and I just dream, I get to escape reality, and I'm happy i can listen to this on repeat while I sleep
@luacollins1010
@luacollins1010 4 жыл бұрын
“I love you” “But I don’t want to” that hit me so so hard....
@g.i.t.m2740
@g.i.t.m2740 4 жыл бұрын
Lua Collins I wished I couldn’t relate
@lmaolmao3878
@lmaolmao3878 4 жыл бұрын
**ur depressed and u don't love urself** u: **pulls out a mirror, and looks @ urself and cries** u: "i love u, but i don't want to..."
@margauxtrolez8339
@margauxtrolez8339 4 жыл бұрын
Lua Collins we are two 🥺
@justanrandomaccountonyt._.3236
@justanrandomaccountonyt._.3236 4 жыл бұрын
Is it only me that had a Friend who everyone else also loves but when he did go everyone just moves on whit their life and I don’t know how.. and now I’m siting here. Depressed and lonely.. everyone else just move on and me I can’t even stop thinking of him.i just think I’m not strong enough to move on..
@emilycastillo4034
@emilycastillo4034 4 жыл бұрын
for real I started crying at that part
@lovebotcalum
@lovebotcalum 5 жыл бұрын
billie eilish makes me feel some type of way. i genuinely hope she’s okay.
@ehenebery
@ehenebery 5 жыл бұрын
i’ve been worrying about her a bit cause most of her new songs are bit sad and suicidal and stuff
@genaives3140
@genaives3140 5 жыл бұрын
@@ehenebery All of her songs are mostly like that, but I've also been worrying. I really hope she's okay.
@FIowerry
@FIowerry 5 жыл бұрын
HARRY
@FIowerry
@FIowerry 5 жыл бұрын
And same
@aya-ii2yy
@aya-ii2yy 5 жыл бұрын
2 songs from here new album were talking about quitting the first one was called goodbye and the other one listen before I go
@inayakhan7598
@inayakhan7598 3 жыл бұрын
It feels like yesterday when we were playing with dolls and watching kid shows then we end up with depression and anxiety and worrying about what Other people think just know you are not alone even though it feels like it there are people who love for just the way you are don’t change yourself for anyone else you are perfect the way you are!❤️
@thepedestriann
@thepedestriann 3 жыл бұрын
i'm not depressed, i'm just dealing with a lot.
@lindseywooten3243
@lindseywooten3243 2 жыл бұрын
Are you ok? remember you aren’t alone, i’m here if you need anyone
@thepedestriann
@thepedestriann 2 жыл бұрын
@@lindseywooten3243 Oh, well..Thank you! :))
@brynnvura
@brynnvura 4 жыл бұрын
everyone in the comments: crying over a loved one or significant other me: "crying isn't like you" realizing im crying because i lost my happy, loving, innocent self.
@mikachu5263
@mikachu5263 4 жыл бұрын
yeah, i miss my childhood when I was genuinely happy. now I have to force myself to smile when really all I wanna do is cry. things will get better, maybe not now but soon, kay? I promise. I want to you to get through this and say “I made it, it’s been rough but I’m here...I’m happy”
@brynnvura
@brynnvura 4 жыл бұрын
@@mikachu5263 thank you so much!! 🥺💞 seriously, that really helps. I always wanna be happy and really really try to be and i know i can get their!! it's just a rough time right now and things will get better. thank you for helping me realizing it :)
@mikachu5263
@mikachu5263 4 жыл бұрын
Brynn Vura anytime
@0veyturte851
@0veyturte851 3 жыл бұрын
Same. And I didn't just lose myslef. I lost everything.
@brynnvura
@brynnvura 3 жыл бұрын
@@0veyturte851 if you ever need to talk to someone im here :(
@kpopgossip5101
@kpopgossip5101 4 жыл бұрын
this song + pitch black room + laying in bed + crying = perfect.
@sabberwabber
@sabberwabber 3 жыл бұрын
It really is perfect
@Monkewithnopants
@Monkewithnopants 3 жыл бұрын
I’m laying on my floor... I think I lost it
@findingsasa6359
@findingsasa6359 3 жыл бұрын
But its not perfect , and you know its not...
@laurenwilkerson8240
@laurenwilkerson8240 3 жыл бұрын
terrible.
@emichann3860
@emichann3860 3 жыл бұрын
For me: this song + late night + lighten candle + starring at the moon + thinking of my ex bestfriend = blissful sadness
@Alice-ql4vh
@Alice-ql4vh 3 жыл бұрын
Crazy how we went from saying "i love you" every night to never talking at all, in just one day.
@Minxxie__
@Minxxie__ 3 жыл бұрын
“ you cant do anything right ” “ stop getting emotional ” “ your too nice ” Well im sorry because im on the tip of a iceberg
@elmawaseem6465
@elmawaseem6465 3 жыл бұрын
An iceberg thats slowly sinking
@withyouoncherryave
@withyouoncherryave 5 жыл бұрын
she’s hurting so much . i really hope she’s gonna be okay .
@marlene2743
@marlene2743 5 жыл бұрын
riley i know it makes me so sad that no one is helping her. she helps me sm and the fact that i can’t help her just makes me mad
@thenailgardenholt
@thenailgardenholt 5 жыл бұрын
She writes music like this as a way of coping and to help others cope. I’ve heard she’s a lot better than she used to be:) don’t worry, she’ll be okay
@azra9871
@azra9871 5 жыл бұрын
About a year ago she talked a lot about anxiety and depression but I think she’s alright now
@val7450
@val7450 5 жыл бұрын
before i liked it was a satan number. 3 sixes. so when i saw that i quickly liked. your welcome.
@karley6501
@karley6501 5 жыл бұрын
she's doing a lot better, her boyfriend has really made her happier...
@maevoshea9046
@maevoshea9046 5 жыл бұрын
Why are the slowed down versions of songs always so much better than the original? Edit: thanks for all the likes!
@maevoshea9046
@maevoshea9046 5 жыл бұрын
Amara Weaver that’s so true!
@vanessanaglovska5471
@vanessanaglovska5471 5 жыл бұрын
Hi bc theyre sadder somehow and I also love sad songs so yeah
@Sara-cf8xf
@Sara-cf8xf 5 жыл бұрын
Maev O'Shea coz it sounds more like someone talking his feelings
@nym5259
@nym5259 5 жыл бұрын
you tryna disrespect my girl billie?😤
@maevoshea9046
@maevoshea9046 5 жыл бұрын
kmbrly ekaas not at all! I love the original as well!
@user-hl6dz8rm7w
@user-hl6dz8rm7w 3 жыл бұрын
People on the comment section are maybe explaining how they wished they werent depressed or sharing their story but I'm here missing the time when math didn't drag the alphabet with it
@galaxymoon3729
@galaxymoon3729 3 жыл бұрын
This is the most relatable comment I've read here🤡🤚🏻
@plasticbag2441
@plasticbag2441 3 жыл бұрын
This comment was funny
@harrysdrug
@harrysdrug 3 жыл бұрын
HELP ALSHWJSBD
@gonsimp4786
@gonsimp4786 3 жыл бұрын
Ikr like when the fuck did x get here
@kiranlynn9432
@kiranlynn9432 3 жыл бұрын
AHHH SAME
@ssaragall
@ssaragall 2 жыл бұрын
This hits hard when you realise the one you love doesn't exist. At the point that you can imagine him/her touching your skin but then your mom knocks at your door and you notice everything was just a dream. But why it has to be a dream? Nobody told us we are living in the right reality, maybe the dreams are the right reality.
@eve9510
@eve9510 3 жыл бұрын
i’m sick of caring i’m sick of the world right now i’m sick of feeling alone i’m sick of boredom i’m sick of feeling numb i’m sick of not telling anyone how i feel i’m sick of not being confident in myself i’m sick of hate and negativity i’m sick of stereotypes i’m sick of my life i just want to start over again edit: i love you, more than the world. let your feelings out, but remember i love you, if not anyone else. stay with me and the world, there is so much here for you, love. trust me, you wanna see the future. stay with me. i love you.
@jaleahoxley1752
@jaleahoxley1752 3 жыл бұрын
You don’t kno how hard this hit I always feel like this 🥺
@mursal1099
@mursal1099 3 жыл бұрын
This hit to hard I don’t want to restart I want to end this for good
@impossibleyetexisting569
@impossibleyetexisting569 3 жыл бұрын
This hit so hard I felt like replying to a comment saying "Let's play Russian roulette. Last person standing loses." I LOVE hiding my pain with humor
@j3bidk
@j3bidk 3 жыл бұрын
I just want to start over🥺 but that will never happen....
@kadoodles7645
@kadoodles7645 3 жыл бұрын
please stay. it sounds really stupid and dumb but i really do love you without even knowing you personally. I need you to know that things will get better. my mom always talks to be about how you should always know that everything you feel is temporary. Good or Bad. So the feeling your feeling might feel like it's never going to end but it will. i promise it will. you truly can't start over again but that's okay. you don't need to restart. you can always reshape your life to something that can make you feel happier. one thing to start making you feel happier is to start to tell yourself how worthy you are to at least one person in this world. To me at least. I really do care about you. If your starting to feel bored and maybe useless of yourself do something useful. Maybe start by doing a little bit of cleaning around you. Take in the fact that you are a blessing to be right here on this earth. even with all the crap in the world you are apart of what gives this world a little bit of hope and happiness. I'm happy to have you on this earth. and i need you to sink in the fact that there is hope. don't read this like it's nothing. focus on each word and realize i mean this from the bottom of my heart. If you ever want to just have a deep conversation let me know because i'm always here to talk. i love you very much.
@littlepeke0689
@littlepeke0689 4 жыл бұрын
"I love you... and I don't want to." that hit
@alondragonzalez6653
@alondragonzalez6653 4 жыл бұрын
Littlepeke 06 on me tho
@evelynmartinez2950
@evelynmartinez2950 4 жыл бұрын
that hits different when your thinking of that one person you never wanted to lose
@wetfetus5791
@wetfetus5791 4 жыл бұрын
That hit hard
@musicobsessed3657
@musicobsessed3657 3 жыл бұрын
It really did...
@phoebecherry6869
@phoebecherry6869 3 жыл бұрын
Evelyn Martinez or the person you have lost
@haileykapo1341
@haileykapo1341 3 жыл бұрын
her voice makes me feel safe and loved.
@jiminslostmirror1131
@jiminslostmirror1131 Жыл бұрын
same here
@Kk_kateriana
@Kk_kateriana 3 жыл бұрын
Me: Balling my eyes out while falling a sleep Ad: Do you have chronic back pain Me: No I have chronic depression now leave me alone 🙄
@nikkispickies
@nikkispickies 2 жыл бұрын
ALDJFALKDJFLKA LMAOO HELP
@gracemae4658
@gracemae4658 3 жыл бұрын
‘I love you’, a phrase commonly said but not meant
@jaylakassaby5277
@jaylakassaby5277 3 жыл бұрын
DONT MAKE ME START CRYING MORE
@salasty9755
@salasty9755 3 жыл бұрын
Seriously people say that after 1 day of knowing someone Smh it’s used too lightly but means so much more
@trinityb5123
@trinityb5123 3 жыл бұрын
I always say it to my anime husbands and will ALWAYS MEAN IT 😩
@quexwl9714
@quexwl9714 3 жыл бұрын
people use it thinking that it's just 3 words that don't mean anything. when those 3 words can save someone's life..
@Rin-hn4nt
@Rin-hn4nt 3 жыл бұрын
Its used very commonly but no one has said it to me before :( not even my parents which is just sad lmao
@reesek9929
@reesek9929 4 жыл бұрын
why is no one talking about "the smile that you gave me even when you felt like dying"? that part always has me breaking to pieces :(
@georgiaf2491
@georgiaf2491 4 жыл бұрын
same 💕
@acid_bxth
@acid_bxth 4 жыл бұрын
YES YES YES
@sydney9885
@sydney9885 4 жыл бұрын
reese kettlecorn ugh. I know..
@janeaguilar9201
@janeaguilar9201 4 жыл бұрын
bro same it always hits me and ive listened to this song literally a million times.
@kayla5451
@kayla5451 4 жыл бұрын
what does the lyric mean to you?
@DianaJules
@DianaJules 3 жыл бұрын
I miss being happy and I’m so sick of pretending I’m okay. It sucks when you realize you aren’t as important to someone then you thought you were.
@myerscoded
@myerscoded 3 жыл бұрын
i want my grandpa back. give him back. there was no warning, he’s just gone.
@lindseywooten3243
@lindseywooten3243 2 жыл бұрын
Im sorry for your loss. He loves you and he’s proud of you for pushing through. keep going for him, stay strong because even though i don’t know you or i didn’t know him i still know that’s what he would’ve wanted. for you to keep going and live your life. keep making him proud❤️
@catherincosta6114
@catherincosta6114 2 жыл бұрын
Im soo sorry for your loss 😭💞im sure he is watching u and protecting u from heaven 💕🥰and he is sooo proud trust me !!
@zoeyanimates874
@zoeyanimates874 2 жыл бұрын
Heh... I'm sorry for your loss I had a great grandma but she also passed away.. I was too scared to look at her cuz she was sick and so skinny... I remember she gave me a doll one day.. I was so happy that time but I probably burnt it at the age of 9 because I thought I was too old to play with dolls..... I wish I told her I loved her... I wish I was brave enough to face her and tell her how I wanted to see her... I wish I could hug her... I wish I could taste her sweet strawberries again.... But she is gone now.. I can't do anything except feel guilty...
@ribbonsinmyhair
@ribbonsinmyhair 2 жыл бұрын
same.
@onyyx777
@onyyx777 5 жыл бұрын
god im so lonely i want to be with someone but at the same time i dont
@evizials
@evizials 5 жыл бұрын
omg me
@jamesforrey3042
@jamesforrey3042 5 жыл бұрын
You know what sucks? One of my friends said that she was alone, even though she has so many people that have her back all the time. One of my friends was talking to her when she was feeling down about a fight she had with another friend, and when my friend had to go, she asked if I could talk to her to make her feel better. She said she had no one, and I wanted to say so badly that she isn’t, but I just couldn’t for some reason. My fingers were frozen on the screen. She says she is alone, and it sort of makes me feel even worse because I’m even more lonely. None of my friends care enough to talk to me about my problems, and they say I’m an attention seeker when I just want to talk to someone. It breaks me down. If she is lonely, then what am I? I just want to have someone to talk to when I need to. But at the same time, I know it’s impossible. I’m ugly and stupid and just unlikeable, so I know that no one would ever like me. And it hurts to feel that way. It really does.
@onyyx777
@onyyx777 5 жыл бұрын
@@jamesforrey3042 thats relatable but know that im here for you and u are an amazing person and with so many talents and potentials and ur gonna do great things in the world!♥
@jamesforrey3042
@jamesforrey3042 5 жыл бұрын
Thanks, I appreciate that. But don’t worry about it. I’ve dealt with it for a while so I’m used to it now. I wish it was different, but I don’t like to linger on he past for too long. Thank you, though
@onyyx777
@onyyx777 5 жыл бұрын
@@jamesforrey3042 ur gonna make some amazing friends in the future! I know u will
@elianasewellsgf
@elianasewellsgf 5 жыл бұрын
This is how many people cried to this song 🔽
@lovelyastheticspics3236
@lovelyastheticspics3236 5 жыл бұрын
ivy Edwards almost :,)
@elianasewellsgf
@elianasewellsgf 5 жыл бұрын
Thank you for the likes xxx
@artyomalexeyev9910
@artyomalexeyev9910 5 жыл бұрын
@@elianasewellsgf On Instagram? ^^
@elianasewellsgf
@elianasewellsgf 5 жыл бұрын
Myrlisen Saga yes xx
@ashlynbooth9480
@ashlynbooth9480 5 жыл бұрын
Same tbh
@enditplease7665
@enditplease7665 3 жыл бұрын
Do you know the feeling when you want to cry but you can’t, so you just feel how your whole body switched positions inside of you more intense then when you used to cry. So you just sit on your bed feeling and seeing your world fall apart??? Don’t worry...you’re not alone ^^
@SHINR__
@SHINR__ 3 жыл бұрын
I am, but ok.
@jixsungiee
@jixsungiee 3 жыл бұрын
"You know what I wish for my birthday?" "No?" "The old mandy, the happy one" I wish i could give you that..
@ayvariley
@ayvariley 3 жыл бұрын
so many people care about you, i love you
@gihkozume
@gihkozume 3 жыл бұрын
I don’t wanna die. I just want to leave everything for a day. To see who would cry. To see who would miss me. To see who would even notice my absence. edit: Hi everyone :) I don’t know if anybody cares but I’ve been doing better since I made this comment. I’m not going to delete it because I want to keep this edit to show that things do get better. About 5 months ago when I wrote this comment, there were no words to explain what I was feeling, but now I’ve found out how to enjoy this little things and find joy in them. So anybody that is struggling, Please, You matter. You are loved. And I promise it gets better. sike I lied it came back worse than ever lol
@patchesthejaybird8431
@patchesthejaybird8431 3 жыл бұрын
Me too!!
@videoswithvee7564
@videoswithvee7564 3 жыл бұрын
Same
@sophiemacdonald6024
@sophiemacdonald6024 3 жыл бұрын
same
@roro-tt4wc
@roro-tt4wc 3 жыл бұрын
me too I just wanna see if people would notice.
@jayhamburger389
@jayhamburger389 3 жыл бұрын
i felt this on another level.
@untorvard222
@untorvard222 5 жыл бұрын
i've been crying a lot these days.
@user-iy4mr4qc3l
@user-iy4mr4qc3l 5 жыл бұрын
Same here :(
@untorvard222
@untorvard222 5 жыл бұрын
@@user-iy4mr4qc3l remember that you're not alone :')
@azra9871
@azra9871 5 жыл бұрын
Guys it’s gonna get better Trust me everyone goes thru this Just these little things that make u cry It’s ok to cry I love u❤️
@salmaramadhani7064
@salmaramadhani7064 5 жыл бұрын
Max JHOOPPPEEE
@angelplush4057
@angelplush4057 5 жыл бұрын
Max same for some weird reason. One day I cried like 5 or 6 times in a day. My mom says it’s hormones but I don’t think it is.
@moodymoe100
@moodymoe100 2 жыл бұрын
2022 and I still cry to this when I'm feeling down. It takes me to a dark ,quiet place in my mind 😩🕳
@iiris4
@iiris4 3 жыл бұрын
the worst thing is when you are so broken that you can't even cry
@flayz7316
@flayz7316 3 жыл бұрын
Reasons why you should stay alive. 1. We would miss you. 2. It's not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you. 3. It does get better. Believe it or not it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow. 4. There's so much you would miss out on doing. 5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there. 6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself. 7. You ARE worth it. Don't let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise. 8. You are amazing. 9. A time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better. 10. What about all the things you've always wanted to do? What about the things you've planned, but never got around to doing? You can't do them when you're dead. 11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that's still a reason to stay alive. 12. You won't be able to listen to music if you die. 13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You'll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about. 14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me. 15. You're preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born. 16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died? 17. You're gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect. 18. Think about your favourite music artist, you'll never hear their voice again... 19. You'll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day 20. Listening to incredibly loud music 21. Being alive is just really good. 22. Not being alive is really bad. 23. Finding your soulmate. 24. Red pandas 25. Going to diners at three in the morning. 26. Really soft pillows. 27. Eating pizza in New York City. 28. Proving people wrong with your success. 29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life. 30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can. 31. Being able to help other people. 32. Bonfires. 33. Sitting on rooftops. 34. Seeing every single country in the world. 35. Going on roadtrips. 36. You might win the lottery someday. 37. Listening to music on a record player. 38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower. 39. Taking really cool pictures. 40. Literally meeting thousands of new people. 41. Hearing crazy stories. 42. Telling crazy stories. 43. Eating ice cream on a hot day. 44. Talking bad about people that deserve it to your best friend and ranting all day 45. Travelling to another planet someday. 46. Having an underwater house. 47. Randomly running into your hero on the street. 48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel. 49. Trampolines. 50. Think about your favourite movie, you'll never watch it again. 51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke, 52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it's for just one person or 20 or 100 or more. 53. People do care. 54. Treehouses 55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse 55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees 56. I don't even know you and I love you. 57. I don't even know you and I care about you. 58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness! 59. You won't be here to experience the first cat world emperor. 60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU'LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS! 61. Starbucks. 62. Hugs. 63. Stargazing. 64. You have a purpose, and it's up to you to find out what it is. 65. You've changed somebody's life. 66. Now you could change the world. 67. You will meet the person that's perfect for you. 68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you. 69. You have the chance to save somebody's life. 70. If you end your life, you're stopping yourself from achieving great things. 71. Making snow angels. 72. Making snowmen. 73. Snowball fights. 74. Life is what you make of it. 75. Everybody has a talent. 76. Laughing until you cry. 77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy. 78. The world would not be the same if you didn't exist. 79. Its possible to turn frowns, upside down 80. Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive. 81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero. 82. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections. 83. One day your smile will be real. 84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day. 85. Lying on grass and laughing at the clouds. 86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends. 87. Eating crazy food. 88. Staying up all night watching your favourite films with a loved one. 89. Sleeping in all day. 90. Creating something you're proud of. 91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn't commit 92. Being able to meet your Internet friends. 93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate 94. The new season of Sherlock 95. Cuddling under the stars. 96. Being stupid in public because you just can. 97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile? 98. being able to hug that one person you havent seen in years 99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this. 100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, literally anything could happen
@sancharidas7364
@sancharidas7364 3 жыл бұрын
this means a lot, thank you
@gfnhcs7924
@gfnhcs7924 3 жыл бұрын
Thanks:")
@natalier5336
@natalier5336 3 жыл бұрын
This should have 5,000,000 likes 🥺 sometimes I write fake puff comments “oh you’re so great” but you don’t know how much better this makes me feel
@liss9298
@liss9298 3 жыл бұрын
thank u sm
@sisdontstress4995
@sisdontstress4995 3 жыл бұрын
u safe me, thank u so much
@Julia-zu8dy
@Julia-zu8dy 3 жыл бұрын
I want to cry. I want to yell out all of my pain. But I can't cry. I can't pick up words for the pain.
@ShiroDubz
@ShiroDubz 3 жыл бұрын
i made a song with your name :) *hugs*
@Julia-zu8dy
@Julia-zu8dy 3 жыл бұрын
@@ShiroDubz whoa what?? :0 I'll try check it out after school
@Julia-zu8dy
@Julia-zu8dy 3 жыл бұрын
@Ok boomer Fight me i automatically respect you not because of the 69 likes but because you also have a peppa pig pfp
@4ronniee
@4ronniee 3 жыл бұрын
I want to do that to I want to scream in pain but everyone is here with me. I promise I’ll do it on day.
@isabellaalderete5458
@isabellaalderete5458 3 жыл бұрын
I can't cry cuz of my parents :)
@kciee6258
@kciee6258 2 жыл бұрын
The fact Billie was only 17 when singing this song…she’s so talented. Although, this song makes me so sad though :’(
@antoniakupersmid9746
@antoniakupersmid9746 3 жыл бұрын
i love how her voice in the second chorus (3:10) only starts building up until she's nearly screaming, it just makes me feel some type of way
@twisterpepsi1803
@twisterpepsi1803 2 жыл бұрын
your comment is underrated
@october9299
@october9299 5 жыл бұрын
i 👏 should 👏 not 👏 be 👏 listening 👏 to 👏 sad 👏 songs 👏 in 👏 my 👏 current 👏 state 👏 of 👏 mind 👏 right 👏 now 👏
@wolfiapatel6910
@wolfiapatel6910 5 жыл бұрын
Lainee Spanbauer me tooo
@ajarroyo8550
@ajarroyo8550 5 жыл бұрын
Sis fucking same
@ungutted
@ungutted 4 жыл бұрын
same
@lillyisok9687
@lillyisok9687 4 жыл бұрын
Same here
@morganresendiz9153
@morganresendiz9153 4 жыл бұрын
PERIODT SIS !!!!!!!
@joanapdss
@joanapdss 3 жыл бұрын
i miss the old me, the happy me, the me who didn’t wish to never wake up when she went to sleep.
@paigetaylor3922
@paigetaylor3922 3 жыл бұрын
Shes helped you become the person you are today. Without her, you wouldn't have become the amazing person you are. I'm proud of how far you've come, and you should be too.
@chelseavelasquez3775
@chelseavelasquez3775 3 жыл бұрын
i miss being happy.
@salinalol2332
@salinalol2332 3 жыл бұрын
The younger me
@kinseyturner5984
@kinseyturner5984 3 жыл бұрын
I right there with you
@brochacho8156
@brochacho8156 3 жыл бұрын
Hey , do you want to talk ? You can give me your socials and we can talk about anything :)
@wtrdcl
@wtrdcl 3 жыл бұрын
*The happiest moment of my Life* I discovered i was sick and losing my memory in the beggining of the year .. So my mom, every night, started playing slowed Billie Elish songs untill i fall sleep. I asked why, and she said: "Her voice sounds like an angel. It calms me down"... *Me too mom. I love you*
@rxsvie
@rxsvie Жыл бұрын
Aw sweet mom right there I hope u have a good life with a healthy fam
@iamsleepy_y
@iamsleepy_y 3 жыл бұрын
the title: i love you the thumbnail: im lonely the comments: supportive me: *n o i c e*
@burton5032
@burton5032 4 жыл бұрын
we are listening to the same song, yes. but we are all thinking of different people.
@fuccuon
@fuccuon 4 жыл бұрын
unless..
@melinac6868
@melinac6868 4 жыл бұрын
We should all think about the most important person ourselves💭❤️
@liv1569
@liv1569 4 жыл бұрын
burton Oml your right
@cola3222
@cola3222 4 жыл бұрын
I’m thinking bout that anime boy that I’ll never have cause he unreal af
@rimas4477
@rimas4477 4 жыл бұрын
@@cola3222 me too and its midoria izuku🥺😭
@moodomoi
@moodomoi 5 жыл бұрын
2am over here right now, i am at another place and everyone is already asleep, the room is entirely dark and i can barely catch a glimpse at the opposite side of the river through under the not fully closed shutters. honestly not making this up rn, this feels sooo... magic
@itsarahiii4622
@itsarahiii4622 5 жыл бұрын
moodomoi I feel you
@joslynnjuarez7815
@joslynnjuarez7815 5 жыл бұрын
I love you for this .
@zuleyxaahmadova7192
@zuleyxaahmadova7192 5 жыл бұрын
Sameee
@jalitzanieves9222
@jalitzanieves9222 5 жыл бұрын
3 am here
@kiwicoffee6175
@kiwicoffee6175 5 жыл бұрын
Holy shit wow.
@kylieknightly7938
@kylieknightly7938 3 жыл бұрын
My best friend, a person that could calm me down, make me smile, comfort me for everything that worried my troubled mind, wipe my tears, put a smile on my face, lit up my whole world if she wanted. She loved this song and that's why thit was the song she ended everything with. I love yall in the comments ⚫👄⚫
@SexyMuuffin
@SexyMuuffin 3 жыл бұрын
🤍
@karina-be2dh
@karina-be2dh 3 жыл бұрын
love is a scary feeling, heartbreak is the scariest.
@roman6385
@roman6385 4 жыл бұрын
Mom: "it took 9 months to form your heart don't let someone sit there and break it"
@petia4925
@petia4925 4 жыл бұрын
that hit me hard wut
@sashabradley620
@sashabradley620 4 жыл бұрын
I love your mother 😭
@sloaneehusson1535
@sloaneehusson1535 4 жыл бұрын
dOyOukNowbTs this hits hard
@kadehirsch4456
@kadehirsch4456 4 жыл бұрын
this hit hard
@funnybunny5444
@funnybunny5444 4 жыл бұрын
i needed this. thank you.
@maedae6492
@maedae6492 5 жыл бұрын
NO I CANT BE HERE IM ON MY PERIOD AND EMOTIONAL ENOUGH.
@karenjason6034
@karenjason6034 5 жыл бұрын
M E
@marthaloopenheimer8123
@marthaloopenheimer8123 5 жыл бұрын
Dani puff Lol, that reminds me - I had to subtly tell my mom over dinner that I got my period and I say, “Aunt Flow has visited from Virginia.” My mom’s eyes immediately widen and she nods, my dad starts hysterically laughing, and my brother just stares at us with a blank face saying, “I don’t get it.” Don’t know why I shared this. XD
@samjohnson6823
@samjohnson6823 5 жыл бұрын
sAme
@ifyourereadingthisyoureony7149
@ifyourereadingthisyoureony7149 5 жыл бұрын
Saaaaame lol
@keaveyhope9602
@keaveyhope9602 5 жыл бұрын
SAME
@mocaramelqwq7359
@mocaramelqwq7359 3 жыл бұрын
Forcing myself to cry Just to feel something Cuz if i dont I wont feel anything And that is Something i dont want to happen
@elmawaseem6465
@elmawaseem6465 3 жыл бұрын
But Isn't not feeling anything, Better then feeling Pain?
@negar006
@negar006 3 жыл бұрын
I remember when I listened to this everyday 3 years ago and it always HIT HARD 😭
@evocatedpeach8406
@evocatedpeach8406 4 жыл бұрын
everyone in the comments: *cries about signifigant other* me: *crying about how none of my family loves me* **EDIT: i didn’t know how many people would relate to this and i’m so thankful to know i’m not going through it alone. i’m sorry you all are going through this or have or maybe even been through problems with both your significant other and family. just know i’m always here for you all ! dm me on insta if you ever need to talk
@sarahnuttall2035
@sarahnuttall2035 4 жыл бұрын
evocatedpeach same I have a problem where every time a problem is based on me my sister takes over and leaves me behind this has happened all my life and I’m only 12 the only type of good attention I got from my mum is when it’s our birthday
@evocatedpeach8406
@evocatedpeach8406 4 жыл бұрын
Sarah Nuttall I’m sorry love ): things do get better
@alyssathielen4719
@alyssathielen4719 4 жыл бұрын
i promise u, it will get better once u get older. be the better person and walk away. im rooting for you. i hope it gets better and trust me, there will be a special person in your life who will make u feel better. god is testing you to make you stronger. he is making you go downhill to go uphill. he loves you. 💗💗
@shelbyym8884
@shelbyym8884 4 жыл бұрын
I felt this and it ain't funny :)
@roselynnrose7704
@roselynnrose7704 4 жыл бұрын
evocatedpeach me too I’m crying right now
@coversforanunmadebed
@coversforanunmadebed 5 жыл бұрын
hey !!! it’s late, you should get some sleep. everything will work itself out, so please don’t cry anymore. :( wipe away those tears and get some water. it’s important to hydrate after crying a lot. now please turn off your phone and take care of yourself darling.
@karymechapa1979
@karymechapa1979 5 жыл бұрын
I actually love you thank you
@cleopatra_probably_idk3376
@cleopatra_probably_idk3376 5 жыл бұрын
Jillian Mckenzie I actually love you too💜
@issyholdsworth4014
@issyholdsworth4014 4 жыл бұрын
thank you
@a_rin1
@a_rin1 4 жыл бұрын
❤.
@iamangela86
@iamangela86 4 жыл бұрын
Love you 2 ❤❤❤
@user-kx6mh8yr3p
@user-kx6mh8yr3p 3 жыл бұрын
I just noticed how this song fits pefectly when having a comfort character. You love them but you don't want to because you know the truth. You don't want to get attached to them badly because you know they don't exist :(
@roinalatu3249
@roinalatu3249 3 жыл бұрын
Who else has been crying for hours now?
@zoeyanimates874
@zoeyanimates874 2 жыл бұрын
I've been crying for days...
@deku9423
@deku9423 2 жыл бұрын
me
@bumblebly
@bumblebly 3 жыл бұрын
nobody: me singing this while crying: i love yoooOUOOUOOououOUOU
@kiyah4362
@kiyah4362 3 жыл бұрын
LMAOOOO same
@rodrickrulerz
@rodrickrulerz 3 жыл бұрын
me 😌
@tjnapier4549
@tjnapier4549 3 жыл бұрын
Omg my dry broken out cheeks just smiled including my tears.lmaoooo
@m1sc0nc3pt10n
@m1sc0nc3pt10n 3 жыл бұрын
me, not being able to cry and just sitting in the corner, alone, in the cold and dark, feeling how i am breaking inside, but i cant do anything abt it
@idontevenknowlol9141
@idontevenknowlol9141 3 жыл бұрын
not nobody
@ceceseemeeseed
@ceceseemeeseed 4 жыл бұрын
"Why don't you date anymore" "Your so lonely go out with someone" The reason why I'm single is because I'm terrified someone is going to destroy me even more than I already am.
@S4vYgaScon7
@S4vYgaScon7 4 жыл бұрын
oh gosh i got my heart broken tonight😭😭 i’m done with boys 😖 they stay breaking my heart i hope i have real love and not people lying to my face 😔 i’m tired of it.
@jeseniabeseril3631
@jeseniabeseril3631 4 жыл бұрын
You do you boo! everything will be ok i hope you know that
@toonosgreeneyelashes2895
@toonosgreeneyelashes2895 4 жыл бұрын
we are afraid of loving someone in a particular reAsOn
@ceceseemeeseed
@ceceseemeeseed 4 жыл бұрын
@@S4vYgaScon7 Im sorry boo I'm here for you 🖤
@ceceseemeeseed
@ceceseemeeseed 4 жыл бұрын
@@jeseniabeseril3631 hopefully my ex boyfriend had his friend tell me he wanted to break up a few hours ago and I've been hiding in my room
@cynthiaaguilar601
@cynthiaaguilar601 3 жыл бұрын
"I want to be alone, not feel alone"
@anmaraggel1704
@anmaraggel1704 3 жыл бұрын
Everyone: crying over their ex Me: crying at even the thought of my grandparents dying It just hits hard man...
@laetitiaauger9400
@laetitiaauger9400 3 жыл бұрын
My grandmother died of a cancer. She died all alone in the hospital. I could not go see her because of Covid. Yeah it hits hard.
@laetitiaauger9400
@laetitiaauger9400 3 жыл бұрын
I wish I could have told her "I love you" for a last time
@Sofi-tn4qe
@Sofi-tn4qe 3 жыл бұрын
@@laetitiaauger9400, It’s hurts asf, I’m sorry:(
@myerscoded
@myerscoded 3 жыл бұрын
I always cried at the thought. Now I can cry about the real thing. :).... :(
@kiranlynn9432
@kiranlynn9432 3 жыл бұрын
awwww im so sorry
@zoes3661
@zoes3661 5 жыл бұрын
*this is just a daily reminder of my feelings for her that I don't want anymore. It's beautiful, but it hurts so bad.*
@chip-sama2340
@chip-sama2340 5 жыл бұрын
Zoe McDowell feeling are bullshit friend I wish you luck
@carolinecassis4110
@carolinecassis4110 5 жыл бұрын
damn, i’m straight and im feeling things too😭 i don’t wanna
@xzlenn9868
@xzlenn9868 5 жыл бұрын
I can’t tell if it’s the song that’s making me sad or the fact that your profile picture is Allura and I really miss her
@hudajavaid7848
@hudajavaid7848 5 жыл бұрын
SAME I DONT NO WHAT THESE FEELINGS ARE BUT I HATE IT
@skinnylegendmp4
@skinnylegendmp4 5 жыл бұрын
Zoe McDowell samee
@peachy8176
@peachy8176 4 жыл бұрын
“The smile that you gave me even when you felt like dying” That line hit hard..
@yoshimihaigh919
@yoshimihaigh919 3 жыл бұрын
hey you okay?
@jaslurs
@jaslurs 3 жыл бұрын
Yoshimi Haigh no.
@sweetiebooger257
@sweetiebooger257 3 жыл бұрын
@@yoshimihaigh919 are you okay though?
@paulas.386
@paulas.386 3 жыл бұрын
My teacher once said ' most people don't mean it when they say "I love you" ' than she proceeded to say 'please if you are going to say " I love you" than use it when you mean it ' and now I'm going to do as she told my class to do I LOVE YOU YOU ARE WORTH IT❤❤❤
@gothmothgod89
@gothmothgod89 3 жыл бұрын
i feel like all of you need to read this right now: despite how it feels right now, you're worth it. you're a good person. feeling bad or numb or however you feel right now is valid. you are valid, even when you're sad. you aren't a burden, you aren't annoying, you aren't lazy. you are trying your best and i guarantee there are people who see that and appreciate it. you deserve to let yourself feel good. i hope it gets better despite the pain, you deserve it.
@farida-yb3te
@farida-yb3te 3 жыл бұрын
I don’t wanna die, I just wanna restart life yk.
@ethaneh30
@ethaneh30 3 жыл бұрын
i feel the same way but we both need to be here right now..no matter what we are going through..pls if you need someone to check up on you..i will be here :)..stay safe..stay strong..for you..for me
@hihey6937
@hihey6937 3 жыл бұрын
yup...
@cryptidangel7842
@cryptidangel7842 3 жыл бұрын
Hopefully when I restart life I forget everything so the memories wont haunt me.
@hihey6937
@hihey6937 3 жыл бұрын
@cc33 facts.
@milcahnougloze9291
@milcahnougloze9291 3 жыл бұрын
this
@3n3n
@3n3n 4 жыл бұрын
Is it normal to feel that I don’t even want to die i just wished I didn’t exist from the first place? Edit: oh my god suddenly I got so many notifications I didn’t know this was relatable I’m sorry to anyway who feel like this. I know you feel like shit but you still have to kick life’s add :D stay strong Edit 2: if anyone want to talk about anything just dm me on Instagram I might help❤️ @_a3srr
@regina5884
@regina5884 4 жыл бұрын
anoud i felt this
@danieeetheprankster7201
@danieeetheprankster7201 4 жыл бұрын
Felt this
@annalise.1573
@annalise.1573 4 жыл бұрын
i always feel that.. even behind my laugh and smiles
@jordangraham1964
@jordangraham1964 4 жыл бұрын
FUCKING MOOOOOOOD
@avaboba657
@avaboba657 4 жыл бұрын
me too. I wish I could disappear from the world and reality for so long, but not forever, it’s not like I want to die
@okeh-8274
@okeh-8274 3 жыл бұрын
"The smile that you gave me even tho you felt you like dying" that one hit hard for me
@TowerdefenseRules
@TowerdefenseRules 2 жыл бұрын
I sometimes wish I was never born sometimes I feel like there's nothing left for me to lose
@kylawood9543
@kylawood9543 5 жыл бұрын
anyone else having a panic attack while listening to this? panic to where you think ending it all is the only end? panic to where you think no one understands they just tell you to breathe panic to where it feels like you're drowning and someone is three feet away, screaming to "learn how to swim" where you feel so alone yet know you aren't, but no one can feel your pain at this moment in time? where you feel so tired that you just want to sleep and never ever wake up? where you feel like you need to run but you don't have the energy as soon as you get up? the type of feeling you can only make it end by ending yourself? the type of feeling where you've cried for so long the only peace is the one second of inhaling, where you know you're alive but wish you weren't because of this feeling. where the panic is so bad you can't do anything you used to anymore you can't enjoy your favorite things, you can't ask for help without feeling like a burden, you can't look someone you love in the eye and tell them how badly you want to die. where the panic is so bad you just want to be able to breathe again, but your own mind is so intoxicating that you feel like you're suffocating yourself because of your own feelings, and you just want it to stop where the panic is your best friend and you feel like you're going to die, where the panic destroys your sleep, the way you eat, and the way you feel altogether where the sobbing is the only sound you hear where your hitched breathing is accompanied by it where your body finally stops shaking and you feel as if the whole world stopped for only a few seconds where you want help so badly, but they don't understand enough to help you that moment of peace you have after crying for so long, that moment where you feel like the only person in the world, that moment where you breathe and everything is fine, that moment you think it's done but it comes back to haunt you haunt you like that one nightmare you just want to stop that nightmare you can't wake up from. the moment of peace where your chest is no longer heavy, the moment of peace where your tears are dry against your cheek the moment of peace where you look around and everything is so quiet the moment of peace where you try to stand up but you're so tired the moment of peace where you finally sleep and don't want to stop sleeping because you're so scared of the next time you feel like this you just want to breathe again, you just want to stop shaking, you just want someone to understand, you just need help but don't know how to ask and if you do ask, they don't help they tell you to breathe through it i've tried... i've tried for so long i just want it to stop and you're not helping me i don't know if you do know how to help me, i can barely help me i want to stop drowning i just want it to stop... my cheeks are dry now, my breath steady, my lips cracked but my chest still aches for no reason i blame no one for the pain i feel i blame myself for not pulling through it i blame myself for being here, and i blame myself for not being strong enough to help myself i feel like a burden i feel tired all the time i feel sick and nauseous the doctors say i'm healthy yet my head feels so sick and my heart thumps in pain god, i'm so hungry but my chest feels like an anchor i can't eat, i can't sleep, i can't smile, i can't laugh all i can do is cry and scream but it still isn't enough i can't control my body, i can't control what i say all i can do is try to get through it myself because i'm not getting help the help i deserve yet i feel like i deserve this pain i deserve to feel this yet i say it isn't fair because it isn't fair im sorry...i just want it to stop. EDIT: thank you all for the nice comments and things you've said. its been a year and i've been a lot better. i don't know how many of you still read this or how many of you read this and found it a waste of time, but back then when i wrote this, i was going through a lot. but when i finally took the time to recollect myself and have the strength to ask for help, it was so fucking worth it. there are people who are willing to listen, it's just if you're willing to tell them. i've been on medication for a year and a half now; some didn't work and that's okay. nobody is broken, you're just bent. life will get easier as soon as you treat yourself easier. you deserve a lot more than you think. you have someone in your corner who is willing to be there for you. if you need someone to talk to, my instagram is "euphoriaanywhere" and i will take the time to talk to you. :)
@grace-om3cd
@grace-om3cd 5 жыл бұрын
oh my goodness... i think you just explained the unexplainable. i cried more because of this comment than the actual song, but the two combined- another level of sadness. sometimes i really don’t know what to do with myself. thank you for this comment though, i appreciate the time it took.
@aimeegiles9370
@aimeegiles9370 5 жыл бұрын
ouch
@karymechapa1979
@karymechapa1979 5 жыл бұрын
wow you explained what I could never
@mads2427
@mads2427 4 жыл бұрын
damn. I felt this. PERIODT
@anajoy506
@anajoy506 4 жыл бұрын
Don't give up. Depression is terrible but the world needs beauty and nothing is more beautiful than a broken heart that won't give up until they're better.
@Incandescent.2
@Incandescent.2 4 жыл бұрын
*crying about non-existent boyfriends has entered the chat*
@emeryleclair6453
@emeryleclair6453 4 жыл бұрын
Rohanna periodt
@softcloud830
@softcloud830 4 жыл бұрын
FRRR
@saraben7212
@saraben7212 3 жыл бұрын
Frrr
@akapinku459
@akapinku459 3 жыл бұрын
Lol I'm lonely so I make up random scenarios this song could describe
@kclol6165
@kclol6165 3 жыл бұрын
yes.
@triinuvaldner
@triinuvaldner 3 жыл бұрын
if i had 5 minutes left to live, i would listen to this song
@w1tch_blades
@w1tch_blades 2 жыл бұрын
"the smile that you gave me, even though you felt like dyin'." i never thought id understand that one
@ashlynnhenzie4089
@ashlynnhenzie4089 5 жыл бұрын
its not true tell me ive been lied to cryin' isnt like you, ooh what the hell did i do? never been the type to, let someone see right through. ooh mm maybe wont you take it back say you were tryna make me laugh and nothing has to change today didnt meant to say "i love you" i love you, and i dont want to, ooh. up all night on another red-eye i wish we never learned to fly, ahh. maybe we should just try to tell ourselves a good lie didnt mean to make you cry, ahh mm maybe wont you take it back say you were tryna make me laugh and nothing has to change today you didnt mean to say, "i love you" i love you, and i dont want to, ooh the smile that you gave me even when you felt like dyin' we fall apart as it gets dark im in your arms in central park theres nothing you can do or say i cant escape the way i love you i dont want to, but i love you, ooh. ooh
@ashthepotatolizard8700
@ashthepotatolizard8700 5 жыл бұрын
Thanks!uwu
@kacibaci
@kacibaci 5 жыл бұрын
@@ashthepotatolizard8700 uwu
@ellieee2884
@ellieee2884 4 жыл бұрын
let s just all agree we need therapy
@vampire_6
@vampire_6 4 жыл бұрын
Im afraid that i will be like this my whole life..
@Bri_016
@Bri_016 4 жыл бұрын
Yes😞
@Moustache2312
@Moustache2312 4 жыл бұрын
@@vampire_6 me too, i always keep coming back to my unhealthy coping mechanisms which make everything worse and i just cant make myself stop...
@user-ug9vd5or2s
@user-ug9vd5or2s 4 жыл бұрын
Ikr
@vic350z9
@vic350z9 4 жыл бұрын
Yeah, a lot.
@orphankiller2973
@orphankiller2973 3 жыл бұрын
For anyone reading this.... I know it hurts, I know it hurts to leave them and move on or it hurts to stay alive. Just know everything will be ok, pain is temporary. It’s not forever pain is never forever and there will come a time where you will be at you highest and you feel like you can take on the world. Even tho we’re strangers just know I’m so proud of you for staying strong and still being here! I’m so so so proud of you for a million reasons. Whatever your going thru I hope it will get better! I love you so much and I wish you all the best beautiful stranger
@isaiahayala5959
@isaiahayala5959 3 жыл бұрын
Some days I wake up and say “today go be a good day “ and “ 5” minutes later I just crawled back in bed and sleep all day.... is I’m normal or is making my way back into depression mode
@jasminemarie6855
@jasminemarie6855 4 жыл бұрын
the worst mistake i've ever made was loving someone else before i chose to love myself.
@harrisonissocat5848
@harrisonissocat5848 4 жыл бұрын
Positive Minds that happen to me, I can totally relate.
@brittanybritt1817
@brittanybritt1817 4 жыл бұрын
Feeeellllttt
@jeremiahhddd6399
@jeremiahhddd6399 4 жыл бұрын
yess:"
@marlenmurga8911
@marlenmurga8911 4 жыл бұрын
Me too.
@chloe-dr4rk
@chloe-dr4rk 4 жыл бұрын
Positive Minds it’s when you think they will fix you, but they never do and you’re more likely to just hurt them more too. there’s no such thing as your missing piece, no one will fix these deep rooted issues like mental health issues on their own but i always rely everything on them being able to
@melodyarkell4143
@melodyarkell4143 3 жыл бұрын
I’m tired of people thinking im okay. (edit) hi guys for me its 11 months later, im still here. things r better im just tired, but things keep moving. I love you guys and u all deserve to feel again. this was the one of the worst moments of my life, and after so many setbacks I still made it. im still going but im doing better. you guys are everything, you may thing these are just words, but there not. believe me I was in the end of what I thought was my life, but that was something my brain said so much that I ended it up believing it. I'm glad your still here. p.s I go by max now - max Hey everyone ! I made it to 2022 and I’m hella proud of myself. All of yall should be 2, u guys are all strong AF and I really believe that u all deserve the world. Goodluck everyone. May ur life be forever in ur favour! - max hi guys this is the last time im going to update it because ill probably forget but I wanted to say something. I am in recovery, 2 months clean. therapy is going well and im on meds which are working. things really are falling into place. and whilst every day is still hard, and whilst I still think about disappearing, I have changed so much. met some new people and of course there were setbacks but you know what.. OF COURSE THERE GONNA BE SETBACKS!! that's how this stuff works. I might try and update this again, or make a reddit or something- ik I dont know any of you guys but I feel like maybe I could help some of you or you me. my snap is m4x.s47 need anything at all dm me. and this is gonna sound so fucking cheesy but bro I learnt to fucking love myself, my flaws, my insecurities I just learned to not really give a fuck, because you know what proved that to me, how much ive changed in the last year or so. if I can do it, believe me you can too. its difficult but once you learn to love yourself, outside love from others is something nice, but not something you feel like you need to keep going. I promise it will get better bby. lots of love, - max Thought i should update this again !! Ur guys comments are so overwhelming to me. I went thru some pretty tuff bullying at college, lost a lot of friends recently. Even at 18 people can be rough. The point is, when you loose people, take notice of the ones that you actually miss. It’s hard, and I have felt rough hear and there. I am very proud of myself to say i am 110 days clean, and i will keep going. When i wrote that original comment, i was recently in mental unit. And since then, shit has been really hard, but its also been great. I’ve met people ill never forget, but the more important part is, i love myself now. And i can genuinely say that. I am doing well, got some good people around me, ive got a long term boyfriend, because i finally trust myself in relationships. Nothing will ever be perfect, but it can be damn near be. It does get better. It really does. And i know you have probably heard a therapist say that, or a teacher, a friend, a colleague. But for real, and im not saying my word carries anymore weight than anymore, but often the people that say that don’t know. I have been sober from drug abuse for nearly a year now. And im still gonna keep fucking counting. We all have this. And remember, when people say that you should thank others for recovery, and whilst some people can be there and have helped. It’s up to you, and I know that you guys are gonna do amazing. Love you all, and will be here whenever. M4x.s47@gmail.com Hit me up if u need! And to anyone who has anything negative to say, they don’t care, why is it there problem. It’s not, and your heard, and i care about you.
@bettygrimes4612
@bettygrimes4612 3 жыл бұрын
Please take care of yourself and keep fighting, life is worth it, you can do it babe, I love you
@melodyarkell4143
@melodyarkell4143 3 жыл бұрын
@@myreenn thank you so much, means the world to me, same for you. :)
@elliebryant340
@elliebryant340 3 жыл бұрын
me too. do you need someone to talk too? we love you okay?
@melodyarkell4143
@melodyarkell4143 3 жыл бұрын
@@elliebryant340 thanks so much, I’m already talking to someone but thank you so much for asking, I hope ur good
@videosbyrose5986
@videosbyrose5986 3 жыл бұрын
Same but at the same time talking to people about how I feel makes me feel so selfish so I just keep it all to myself
@everythingaccordingtoellie3056
@everythingaccordingtoellie3056 3 жыл бұрын
honestly, I don't know what has gotten into me....I was so happy
@melloonaxxx
@melloonaxxx 3 жыл бұрын
« i can’t escape the way I love you... »
@melloonaxxx
@melloonaxxx 3 жыл бұрын
HAHAHA I FIND ANOTHER GUY IM HAPPY RN I FORGET HIM
@Mikehunt129
@Mikehunt129 4 жыл бұрын
I don’t wanna die I don’t wanna kill myself I just want to close my eyes and disappear forever. OMG thank you for all the nice comments and likes Edit I’m alive thank you so much for all the support sometimes i don’t feel like living and it helps to know people do care 💞🥺
@uniquevlogs2091
@uniquevlogs2091 4 жыл бұрын
Let’s talk tea i love you 💗
@coolclauddss
@coolclauddss 4 жыл бұрын
i’m here for u. i love you.
@Mikehunt129
@Mikehunt129 4 жыл бұрын
claudia sanders thanks
@Mikehunt129
@Mikehunt129 4 жыл бұрын
UniqueVlogs thanks
@byyourself7537
@byyourself7537 4 жыл бұрын
Feel the same..
@yasmin.ramirez
@yasmin.ramirez 3 жыл бұрын
everyone crying about an ex whom the lost: me: crying about losing my happy self from always being told i am a disappointment.
@talyaalfi9955
@talyaalfi9955 3 жыл бұрын
It will get better love its only a matter of time I'm here for u
@danicapatriarca7111
@danicapatriarca7111 3 жыл бұрын
buba u arent a disappointment the ppl that told u that u were a disappointment are the disappointments
@alexp6757
@alexp6757 3 жыл бұрын
Its gonna be ok 💞
@ahhhhhhhhhhhh6013
@ahhhhhhhhhhhh6013 3 жыл бұрын
let’s just agree that why ever someone’s sad, or whoever someone’s sad. you should never try to one up them like, “oh your boyfriend broke up with you?, well my dad died!” cause that’s just not cool. both are very valid reasons to be sad. and being sad isn’t something to flex about.
@chelseavelasquez3775
@chelseavelasquez3775 3 жыл бұрын
same
@saturnzhornetz44
@saturnzhornetz44 3 жыл бұрын
Me: *listening to my sad slowed down music* Man I want to cry... My sister: *comes upstairs* I drew this for you *gives me a drawing* Me: ...yaaay a reason to live:D I know we can get through this ^w^
@catherincosta6114
@catherincosta6114 2 жыл бұрын
This made me cry istg😭😭💕
@wqasvx292
@wqasvx292 3 жыл бұрын
You love and forgive people even know they broke you but you don't want to lose them
@nixnaqn7723
@nixnaqn7723 3 жыл бұрын
it's so hard because i'm easily manipulated
@dan-yn1uv
@dan-yn1uv 4 жыл бұрын
me + my loneliness + my feelings + my period don't try this at home kids
@moonbathed
@moonbathed 4 жыл бұрын
Yo same😂
@esturioa
@esturioa 4 жыл бұрын
I can’t. Try. It’s. An. Instinct. ^_^
@kelseylerke8891
@kelseylerke8891 4 жыл бұрын
*Insert Lenny Face* oh honey I’m gonna be like this may 17th
@luv._rosi
@luv._rosi 4 жыл бұрын
*Insert Lenny Face* omg I literally relate like right this moment.
@courtneyadriennejessup5436
@courtneyadriennejessup5436 4 жыл бұрын
sis im on my period right now, and i just smoked. im now crying while eating dry cereal because my brother finished the milk.
@molly42006
@molly42006 5 жыл бұрын
Everyone is talking about how they're sad but I can't feel anything anymore....
@myonlyangel6158
@myonlyangel6158 5 жыл бұрын
wow sis I felt that
@inx5903
@inx5903 5 жыл бұрын
randompersonwithnolife 01 may i ask how did you feel that ? if the original comment says they can’t feel anymore ? how do you feel something that talks about not feeling anything ?
@myonlyangel6158
@myonlyangel6158 5 жыл бұрын
@@inx5903 that hurt my brain skskss
@Yeyoo-ni6mm
@Yeyoo-ni6mm 4 жыл бұрын
randompersonwithnolife 01 skskss
@leonordroguete758
@leonordroguete758 4 жыл бұрын
Same here 🙃
@idktbh7160
@idktbh7160 3 жыл бұрын
if your seeing this , please stay . i love you so much, everything will get better ❤️
@chhenggechngov
@chhenggechngov 2 жыл бұрын
The problem when you can’t tell or explain your problem or feelings while you’re feeling it so badly
@imIoneIy
@imIoneIy 2 жыл бұрын
i literally can't explain or describe to someone what's going on in my head, i don't understand it msyelf
@chhenggechngov
@chhenggechngov 2 жыл бұрын
@@imIoneIy I’m so sorry but maybe some one will.
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