Important Meeting / Eating Alone / Gravestone / Going to places I went with Ellie

[@epilepsyaction]

It was a privilege to meet you - thank you so much for sharing Ellie’s story with us and we’re looking forward to working with you to raise awareness about epilepsy 💜

[@randomman1642]

You are inspirational to me, so sorry for you and your family's loss. I've listened to you for the past couple of years just for who you are x

[@LETTYONLY1]

Lump in my throat watching that I’ve got a 20 yr old 13 and 8 I love my kids to bits and my son has just been diagnosed with a heart issue - atrial flutter he’s had cardioversion and will need an ablation and has some quite shocking meds. He’s been in and out of school, it’s been a nightmare. I never knew how hard it was having a child with a health condition. Ellie was and still is a credit to you! My heart goes out to you ❤❤❤❤

[@georginavlog]

Sending you my love. I’m a heart ❤️ survivor. 3 serious heart surgeries and going strong. Xx

[@LETTYONLY1]

@@georginavlog Ah thank you ☺️. It’s felt quite isolating dealing with it but it gives me strength knowing he’s not alone and there is hope XxX

[@danielwhitehead644]

You’re just incredible Georgina. A true fighter.. xxx

[@CockneyRebel1979]

Martin Kemp- (Spandau Ballet).

[@vicbarns]

You're a bright light in this dark world, Georgina. Thank you for showing us how to be appreciative of what life has to give. Sometimes it's easy to forget. I see your light, Georgina. 💡🕯️🚦👌

[@helenoneill880]

We just put our wee ones age the day she passed away. Beloved daughter, sister and granddaughter. ‘ a little flower lent not given, to bud on earth and bloom in heaven. Awh it’s hard pet.

[@saraatkinson8023]

Oh darling. That’s tough. My mum died 18 yrs before my dad so we left room for Dad’s inscription. It comforted Dad to know he would be joining mum in the end. It’s so lovely to know you’re planning to be buried with Ellie. Warm hugs Georgina. ❤💔

[@emmadeal1105]

You are great Georgina.. hope you are doing as well as possible xx

[@CockneyRebel1979]

I don't think ya need to put anything more than that. I think you've said everything what needs to be said. My condolences, once again.

[@lesleyelder2826]

Heartbreaking to watch x my son has a rare form of epilepsy called Dravet syndrome and his life is limited. My heart goes out to you, your so brave 💜💜

[@amythomas4337]

Sending you so much love ❤️absolutely nicest mum on KZbin Ellie will be watching over you so so proud of you xxx

[@Vikki-Waiting-victoriagrace]

I dont kow if you remember talking to me on here a few weeks ago i was trying to get my 21 yo daughter to take medication for her epilepsy - shes had a serious attack very scary (worse than the one i spoke to you about) and she is now taking it seriosuly and is about to start her medication. Thank you for your everything Georgina and well done on doing what your doing she would be so proud of you xx

[@georginavlog]

I do remember. I’m sorry she had a bad seizure but I’m glad she is now taking it seriously. Sending my love x

[@gmrr21]

Cathartic might be the word you are looking for. Lots of love from Puerto Rico

[@irenebyrne7809]

More power to you, what a legacy Ellie will have through your work. I lost someone close to me in 2020 due to mental health issues. I cant imagine what you are going through,losing your child, but you are inspiring to watch. Best wishes to you and yours.

[@sharonheppell8378]

Your inscription sounds wonderful from the heart perfect 💖💞💗💖

[@MrTearoom]

Nothing to say one day at a time we are here for you day or night I know your heart is breaking but we are hets

[@emmapj4062]

I work as a teaching assistant and been put in charge of children with epilepsy and it frightens the life out of me because its a huge responsibility. I'm so sorry 😞 all my love 💓 ❤

[@pjm.365]

That is simple yet beautiful for the gravestone x

[@BeatrixKiddoBlackMamba]

I'm so happy that you had a healing moment with those advocating for epilepsy awareness. What they're doing sounds fantastic, especially in regards to Universal Credit and PIP. The benefits system can be very ignorant towards those suffering with certain things and it's time some change came about. Excited to see what you do with them next to help. ❤️ I'm also very happy to see you find comfort in the Chinese place where you and Ellie used to go together. I hope when you're there you think of the memories you shared there. Sending all my love and my thoughts are with you. 💖

[@brianonlinenl]

Georgina, I only know you sort of-ish, but I want to say I'm so proud of you. It must be really hard going to those places you used to visit with Ellie and you must be hyper aware of everything now when you go there. We know you struggle but we are all rooting for you. Grief comes in waves. It's the little steps every day that count. You may not sense it but you're doing such a good job. Visiting those places, and keeping her legacy alive by creating awareness is all a big part of healing. Please don't feel guilty towards Ellie for healing. It's what she would want you to do I'm sure.

[@spinnersue17]

Another great vlog Georgina, straight from the heart. The wording you said sounds perfect for Ellie's stone. You are such an inspiration Georgina. Take care of yourself. x

[@cheriecope5762]

In all of the years I've had a KZbin account I've commented on about 3 videos. I watched this, this evening and it touched me. I was shocked to see the news of your daughter a little while ago, I stumbled upon it, and I couldn't imagine what you must be going through. I'm really glad that you got lots out of your meeting. I have felt loss but nothing that comes close to what you've experiences. I just wanted to comment to say I'm here and I see this, and you, and I'm so sorry about Ellie.

[@alisonpoiner630]

You could tell how much that meeting meant to you Georgina. Hope you find comfort from helping in the charity. X

[@Richardssong18]

Take care of yourself your an amazing person followed you a while now and we’ve talked few times on twitter. I wish I could do more to help it’s so sad watching you suffer but I know you’ve got all your wonderful followers and me and I’m just a message away ❤❤

[@PianoHits]

That meeting would have been emotionally bearing and comforting, reliving the trauma but also feeling safe and understood with people who understand first hand the experiences just like yours and others have lived through. Made me happy when it cut to the scene that you chose Chinese for lunch, there is so much personal history for you there. For most people it's a restaurant of tasty food but for you that restaurant symbolizes so much more than most strangers would ever know. you continue to be a golden soul Georgina , truly an amazing lady💖

[@loredelore7286]

Put on it what comes from your heart and it will be perfect.

[@natalienevins1464]

Sorry for your loss Georgina❤️ love watching your videos for a past year. you are a strong lady with lovely smile 😊 your daughter will be so proud of you 💕

[@deanmartin336]

So proud of you going to the Chinese Buffet

[@traceyraybould7863]

Georgina this is heartbreaking and I don’t even know you. I am so so sorry you are going through the awful pain of losing your daughter. You really are inspirational 💕. Please keep talking and posting lovely girl. Xx

[@nia5128]

I agree. I am so so sorry for what happened. I would love to have had you as my Mum. I’ve never had a relationship with mine. Ellie was so loved by you and I adore you. I’m so glad you had so many wonderful experiences with her before she passed away. You’re so kind and loving even through your hurt. You amaze me...I love you very much and will be praying for you xxxxxxx

[@piecebypiece5081]

Aww Hugs!

[@saxburvia2]

that shot to the buffet after you wondering about it was brilliant - I hope it tasted great, and just know that you have a huge community that loves you and supports you

[@tld7195]

Sharing your journey is so helpful to so many people. Congratulations on the radio show!

[@ichangedmynameforyoutube]

You truly are an inspiration to so many! Thank you for sharing your story. I’m sure it was liberating in sense to share your experience with those people today. This was a meaningful vlog, thank you again. X Ellie was a brilliant soul and I feel blessed to have seen a bit of her in your videos. 💕👼🏻

[@emmaannette9606]

You are so inspiring, Georgina, and you are doing so much to uplift Ellie’s beautiful legacy, so much love and respect to you xx

[@markgoldby6502]

Looks like a nice buffet!

[@KateStrongHealer]

Georgina you are doing sooooo well. You are not facing easy things at all. I'm so happy you got to share everything you wanted to share in your meeting. Martin Kemp is in Spandeau Ballet, he had a brain tumour and since then he's been on medication for epilepsy. I follow him and Shirlie Kemp on social media.

[@beverleymichel9952]

Sending you love Georgina, beautiful words for Ellie’s inscription ❤️

[@thronewillow]

You are inspirational! Shed tears thinking of my Mum who passed away last year. I can't visit our shopping centre, too painful. I'm glad you now find comfort when going to the Chinese buffet. I'm going to order a Chinese takeaway after seeing all that lovely food! Have a great weekend and looking forward to your next vlog. Maria 💖

[@jenniferliggett6385]

Georgina, wishing you the best from the U.S.A. I am so glad that you had the opportunity to connect with people who are knowledgeable about epilepsy; it sounds like the conversation, while emotional, was healing and cathartic for you.

[@jackier4698]

Your daughter would be so proud of you, although you may be ‘on your own’ at the restaurant, I’m sure you feel her with you. She’s in your memories and in your heart and soul always. It will be a wonderful tribute to support the charity and have them support you. Keep smiling and being so lovely xx

[@edcastrillon787]

Going back to those places you shared with your loved ones is heartbreaking. I have a Chinese place I used to go with my Mom. I couldn’t go back for many years. I started going again but I can’t bring myself to sit at “our table” there. I read recently that the depth of grief relates directly to the size of the love we shared with the person we’ve lost. That notion made perfect sense to me. It’s been 14 years and today I cried so deeply watching you speak of not being able to shop in the same store you used to go to for two months after Ellie passed. Time seems to help a bit but I have those days that feel like it all just happened yesterday. I think it’s especially hard when you loose someone so early. My mom was only 57 when she passed. I think of everything that’s happened since she has gone. My beautiful nephew, her grandson that she never got to meet and it breaks my heart so much. Thank you for sharing your journey through the grief with us. ❤

[@suzannedouglas9280]

Big virtual hugs. I've been to my local Chinese buffet on my own a few times but my anxiety is worse than ever which means I can't do that anymore.

[@marysalvi242]

@Suzanne Douglas..so sorry and I know we're all different though I will say from my pov of having anxiety as a child(didn't know then it was that) and now yes it's worse because of one of several factors is a rare disorder I've had now for30yrs...it causes tons of falls, startle reflex(and because of the muscles being affected by SPS, the rare disorder), gosh anxiety is something I've "overcome" or more controlled & then it just comes out of the blue. I remind myself, I have to be consistent in my sel-talking that helps me. Part of what I do is exaggerate my fear...um, crossing the street can "feel" like it's the grand canyon even if I know it's not, so I work on my emotions as I'm walking, so I ackowledge the anxiety is real, the foundation of whatever cause some of us to have it is real, though for me, finding out more about the brain and how we can change the path of thought transmits to the body. Yes, it's a lot, & I wish for you the path for yourself and the pace that will help you get back to the Chinese place, and you'll treat yourself to a yummy meal. it wll happen - soon or later that one step, I'm with you, holding your hand. ~ take care ~

[@bazbee1]

Sharing your story is healing! And I’m glad you went for the buffet.

[@emmanuelf4917]

I like that woman! ❤ We can feel her soul is beautiful !!

[@finlear3320]

You’re absolutely right, when I lost my mom who was my best friend I couldn’t go to any of the places we went, because we went everywhere together. I live near Pontefract so you would know all the places im sure but it does get easier or rather you adapt to a different way of life. Lots of love xx

[@Mistysmudge1]

Martin Kemp from Spandau Ballet has epilepsy since he had a brain tumour. Great vlog as always and glad the meeting with the epilepsy charity went well too.

[@boogiebear3027]

I'm so glad you went for the Chinese and gave us a sneak peak 😀 Looks like a lovely place and it's so nice you feel comforted by going there. It felt like we were there with you. ❤️ Also, the inscription you have chosen for Ellie's stone sounds just perfect xx

[@eitaneh1eitaneh193]

Dear Georgina, Keep on going and rocking girl! You are amazing! Your work and efforts to encourage awerness is so vital! Lots of love to you and dear ones from Tel Aviv. Israel. Have a good weekend!

[@lizwarne103]

To many people in this country are unable to talk about things , and your right its the best therapy , youve a great platform toraise awareness , quite understandable being unable to go certain places , first times always hard x

[@marysalvi242]

(((((💖you needed this so badly in the sense they are so aware of everything regarding your real life experience with epilepsy and the tragedy you've been dealing with..oh and yes eating alone is fine, the fact that you have and are going to those places that you & Ellie have shared. It's amazing what your doing..no time is expected from life ~ be easy on yourself, please. Knowing your choosing such importan parts of this process plus the fun parts, showing us your garden. Love you much..xoxox💖)

[@petermichael2719]

Always good to hear from you. I think you help a lot of people with your vlog. You are a wonderful human being. All the best to you and the ones you love💜🧡💜.

[@fibonacciCache]

i always find it very interesting how we are drawn to people on the internet. i've got a handful of people i don't miss and you're one of them. thanks for doing what you do and sharing your life.

[@richardbailey4542]

Georgina I have been watching your videos for sometime and I love them ! I feel like I know you and you are amazing ! Thsnkyou for sharing your lived experience and vulnerability- it brings so much comfort as I’ve gone through loss too 😢. You are an inspiration and I don’t think you know how strong and resilient you are ! XXX

[@DazBradyLM]

My heart goes out to you. You really are going through such a horrendous time. You are just an inspirational person and I sincerely wish you the best. My brother has epilepsy caused by an accident and his life was pulled apart. Any changes for epileptics would be a positive step forward. You are doing your daughter proud. All the best Georgina.

[@ramonajordan3875]

Sending you so much love. You are an incredible soul.

[@victoriasims9199]

Georgina, you are never alone. We love you x

[@ronnpatrick305]

Such a brave and inspirational lady x

[@BlaBla-sl7lv]

Keep going Georgina!!❤❤❤

[@dominicwelsh2942]

Thank you for sharing your story. It is helpful to me. X

[@matthewnorthey7839]

Love your videos ❤️ I'm really am sorry for your loss and we're all thinking of you xxx

[@michelle_mitch_p]

You are such an incredible person. Bloody adore you ❤️

[@traceyraybould7863]

Cathartic Georgina. I think that’s what you mean. Bless you xx❤️

[@xxxx-fd7uo]

I’m so sorry what happened to Ellie xx

[@jonnysawers1644]

You are a very special person , I found myself really moved at times with this vlog , love as always from Ayr x

[@Suebooexercise]

I would put something on the headstone that makes you and your family remember fond memories of and with Ellie.

[@nightowl5395]

"What shall I have? I don't know....I'll come up with something...." (next shot: a pile of conkers on the dashboard 🍽️) 😅 I am assuming they are to keep spiders out of your car....worth a try, with that rain today....if it works. I am pleased to know you found that meeting especially helpful in all those ways, as you expressed so well, and I would think that the two women found YOU inspiring Georgina; stay strong 💜

[@alithevegancatlady74]

My son is tonic clonic epileptic..had alot of seizures this year. Hes almost 19

[@GiveMePlantFood]

Georgina, you are such a strong and inspiring woman. I'm so happy that you went and had Chinese food, it's a big step that you went in on your own

[@deleteriousss]

i found your channel a few years back when you were reacting to fifth harmony (they are one of my favourites bands) and i can't lie, singing and analysing it has never really been an interest of mine, no hate it's just not ever really been that yknow.. ive never cared about it because it's not for me. im subscribed to both of your channels however, because of the type of person you are. you're so strong and seeing your videos come up on my feed, even the singing ones where i don't have a clue about what's happening, just gives me a sense of comfort. your vlog channel im more interactive with in terms of fully watching because i mean- it's more.. im able to focus on it more if this makes any sense 😂 POINT BEING you radiate honesty, and you have such a lovely soul- and im here solely because of your personality and energy. it's relieving to see someone be comfortable enough to show there more vulnerable sides and yet still.. just be such a cool person. also im very proud of you for doing the gravestone documents, it's something other people won't pick up on when you think of losing someone you love.. but that is something that's so extremely hard to get through.. so yeah- we are all proud of you for facing filling them out (: x

[@Dion_Mustard]

thinking of you 🧡

[@georgep.simmonds8636]

❤️

[@biah1801]

❤❤❤

[@mattd501]

You're an amazing vloggeŕ and I truly admire your tenacity and being able to keep us informed, I find that if you haven't read it already "The Year of Magical Thinking" by Joan Didion may really help you sort through everything that can hit you at any given time while also helping you feel more understood. By the way your backyard/garden looks phenomenal, wish I had the patience for it 😉..Thanks again

[@susannetoon2709]

You need to put her picture on the stone .I saw a beautiful big heart stone today and another with two heart stones entwined .Make sure the base is really thick so whatever you choose stand proud.Words do not come easy .Take your time till something springs to mind that Is unique to her.She is a very precious gift that remains in our hearts and minds forever She gave all that she had to give and still inspiring people now in continous support of her group.See functional b12 deficiency and epilepsy !?Many medications can block b12 pathways so ask the group to look at that .Also the Genome is currently rolling out heal prick b12 blood tests In new born babies which will provide a lot of new data re Inhorn Errors of Metabolism.Metabolic Medicine check MMA and Homocystein re Methylation.This preceeds most disorders and medical conditions as it is required re oxygenation of cells and cell renewal.Well done you .One day at a time.My Love S .X

[@karenrenshaw1378]

Hug x

[@antoniofr14]

Thank you for keeping up with these videos and showing us your life journey. Sending lots of love. P.s. I wanted to share this song with you. It is about the feeling of losing a loved one and how, as life goes on and something important happens in your life, you think of that person wanting to share it with them, then realising you'll never be able to, and remembering them through this song. Even if it's sung in Spanish, you can still feel the emotion. The singer is Laura Pausini, one of this year's Eurovision hosts. There's also lots going on in terms of her vocal technique which I think you'll love ❤️ kzbin.info/www/bejne/aYvJfGqlmZudr5Y

[@chloef7092]

If you're pescetarian, prawn toast is traditionally made with pork, just to warn you, so you might want to check..

[@georginavlog]

Noooooooo! I better check.

[@cutiekokko8915]

Hey you! You beautiful soul…i am so happy and proud of you about everything….🤍 and also i dont want to be rude but..does ellie have daddy too? Idk maybe you told us that in some prevouis video but i didnt see…your husband….sorry if I ask too much but I’m just wondering…anyway have a nice day,week, life..everything. Love ya

[@agnieszkajarecka2611]

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