Important Messages from Your Inner Child🧚‍♀️✨ Pick a Card🔮 In-Depth Timeless Reading

[@EsoTarot]

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[@StarlitFran]

You're so magical and talented! This was wonderful timing❤️

[@oceanicmartian]

*Heya!*🦄✨ Thank you for this reading! Where can I find the grounding technique mentioned in pile1?

[@coffeeclouds7654]

Chose pile 3, really resonates, thank you! 😊❤

[@Mckenna77774]

thank you so much

[@embermoontarot]

Your comment when you said “The things that truly bring us joy and nourishment aren’t necessarily what our ego perceives them to be.” Is one of the most profound things I’ve heard in a long time.

[@flyingcolors21]

Yep. Really learning this atm.

[@wanderwithashley]

Pile 2 "Your mind is meant to serve your heart, not the other way around". I NEEDED TO HEAR THAT 💗

[@rachel9043]

In the middle of pile 2 and already crying. You don’t understand how needed and appreciated this reading was. So accurate to everything going on. Thank you so much for sharing these readings and your pure kindness and genuineness with us. You are a gift to this world

[@lyranaluna]

Pile 1 🐇 The whole reading was just so on point I could feel it in my entire body. The suppression of 'uncomfortable' emotions. Prioritizing the 'compassionate, nurturing, listening' part of me over the 'assertive, fierce and loud' one. I really want to tap in into that and I feel like I'm ready. I've been so stuck and stagnant and I feel like this is the reason why.... I'm asked to retrieve and explore other parts of me that I'm not used to. Thank you Madison 🌹

[@lyranaluna]

also! What is the grounding and protecting meditation you mentioned in the reading?

[@EsoTarot]

Eeeep I knew I’d forget lolol check the description I added it 💗💗

[@lyranaluna]

@@EsoTarot thank you queen 🧚

[@mslue597]

I had a strong urge in the middle of my reading to say this. Pikachu is known to be too powerful for his own good. There are times when Pikachu doesn't get the chance to release his power and he then has an overload to the point of being so sick that he is basically bedridden and forced to be carried everywhere despite the person carrying him being hurt by the discharge. The only solution was a controlled safe space for Pikachu to be able to release all that pent up power in one go in order to be able to function regularly again and not hurt those around him. This is specifically Ash'sPikachu, but some pokedex entries speak of the same thing happening to other Pikachu

[@paige-eloise]

Love this

[@GibsonSGgirl17]

Pile 3: You're at a point of success! Me in the middle of a depressive episode : Are you sure about that?

[@LifewithTiaWolfe]

Pile 2 hit home that I started tearing up. Really needed this today. I started my podcast back in February after quitting my job in July the year before and it took me a long time to push past my fears and work on myself (Saturn return) before I gathered the courage to start my podcast on mental health and raising awareness as well as helping people live their true lives. I haven’t earned a penny from it bc I didn’t want to monetize my work and now that my finances are running low, I’ve been working on a subscription where I can finally monetize my work(but I have wounds on feeling like I don’t deserve the income). Today, I looked at my bank acct and by the end of this month, I’ll be at $0 with no support. I’ve seen butterflies everyday over the past 2 weeks and I know this is what I’m meant to do but I’m torn between my fears of not being able to survive(as you mentioned) so I should go back into my corporate job where I was comfortable but miserable or continue where I am, happy that I’m helping people but am not making any income. I have the patience for it to succeed but my bank acct doesn’t. I do believe everything will all work out down the road but my head definitely is trying to find ways to take me off path just so I can survive. That being said, I’m also trying to push past my fears of being seen so that I can use tiktok as a way to really get my content out there but my head has made it about me and my fears rather than the focus on helping others. This reading has reminded me what I’m meant to do here and to push on despite my current financial difficulties. I’ve been homeless before so the fears are doubled down compared to the first time I’ve went broke.

[@lightshinesthroughthecrack4952]

Sending you love on a lucky star, dear one ⭐

[@SubliminalJunky]

No one can live on zero bucks. Go reprogram yourself to know you deserve money. Subliminals can help you.

[@lightshinesthroughthecrack4952]

@@SubliminalJunky what are these subliminal you mention and can I find them on KZbin please? I heard once that money is energy and goes where it feels like it's valued and appreciated. I definitely need to welcome in cash to my arms🙂 any help greatly appreciated 🌞

[@cococherrymango1225]

Sending you so much ❤️ love

[@makijahphillips1597]

Pile 2. I dont really know what my childhood interests were. Most of it is blocked out due to trauma. The only things I remember loving is drawing, building houses on the sims and helping my grandpa build his house and build furniture, and being outside. My fears right now are how am I going to become financially stable? I cant rely on others around me forever, and I dont want to. I cant work a regular job, I always end up sick or injured in some way, making me get let go. Its been like this for 8 years. Ive been homeless already. I dont wanna go back to that. My body just cant handle it for some reason... Im also a tarot reader and have been developing my clairsentience and clairaudience in the meantime. I understand in my heart all the things I am capable of, and how deserving I am, but how do you change your own karmic circumstances? Running in circles here and I know something has to change before the cycle just keeps repeating. How do you exist in a space meant to keep you on your knees when you know your own power too? Is it humbling or humiliating? How can I actually break this cycle?

[@zoeandrews7422]

Almost halfway through pile 2 - but I definitely was at a place where I was like "I can't remember who I was in childhood due to trauma" but I keep picking up bits and pieces. Like how I believed my toys were alive, how I drew my characters and felt that they were my children and they were alive and were my reasons to live, how I had imaginary friends that encouraged me to put myself out there and things would be okay. I remembered living in my day dreams a lot and how that was the only safe space for me. The idea of wanting to make my characters come alive was why I went towards a certain path (animation) but while on the path, things started to become distorted, and along the way I forgot why I was doing it in the first place and I was only on the path for money and it no longer fulfilled me- being in the industry. Lately my heart's been calling me to go towards indie game development. Im fascinated by it to say the least, and there are definitely fears. "Will I be financially stable?" "What if it turns out I don't enjoy this?" "I thought I was meant to heal people and be spiritually, how could I possibly heal people through video games?" But the longer I ignore the calling, the louder the voice gets. I quit my career in the animation industry, but I still have cold feet to fully jump. But I think Im going to brace myself and just go for it despite my fears. Im going to believe in my heart and Spirit and just do it haha. There have been other things, like my child self loving food, and me FINALLY breaking out of diet culture and embracing my love for food while getting stronger. Or getting in touch with nature again. Or even making my own clothes and expressing myself in my own way. But yeah - thank you so much for this video Madison. I feel like there's hardly any inner child readings on YT surprisingly, but im glad we got one

[@monia9680]

i‘m already getting emotional🥺 thank you so much for reading for us madison, we love you!!

[@EsoTarot]

Thank you for being here, I love you too 😭💗

[@mjl3753]

Pile 2 - all I can remember from my childhood is wanting to be around people in the hopes of receiving love and cared for. Still searching for the love I wanted as a child. I have now recognized to stop looking for it from the type of people I didn't get it from as a child as they will not change to meet my needs. But none the less still looking for those who can. Always diving in to try and build connection. I am working to give myself the love and care I've always craved but it has yet to be strong enough to fill the need.

[@kaelseitan]

Pile one coming for my BPD. I really love how you speak, it blends tarot & therapy reminders so perfectly.

[@46tearsforyou]

I really needed this today. Pile 1 and Pile 2. I had a possible promotion lined up and have been working hard to bring it to fruition, was going to hear about it next week. But then my boss told me today my contract isn’t being extended again. I also recently had a chance meeting with an ex who broke my heart last year but I’m still very much in love with, and we’ve been talking, but I feel like I’ve been blocking it because of my own fears and hurt. Really really needed both of these messages. In pile 1 when you were talking about how negative emotions are stored in the body and they need to be felt to be released, I literally felt the tension and anxiety leave my body as I acknowledged why I was feeling the way I was. I feel like my faith in divine flow and surrendering control is really being tested right now. And you’re so right. As soon as I was able to say to myself “This is all happening for a reason, what is meant for me will come to me, my faith in the divine is being tested” - I really did feel better once I allowed myself to believe in a deeper meaning. I also recently chose a different path instead of going to grad school (a realization I had while I was watching one of your readings) - you might not have gone the traditional route but I think you would have made a phenomenal therapist… cause your videos have genuinely helped me through such a hard time in my life. Every time I watch a reading I feel like you know exactly what I need to hear. One of my platonic soulmates and I always joke that our souls are next door neighbours - I like to think you’re somewhere in the neighbourhood ❤

[@marssinclair2644]

pile 1 here. i literally sobbed during this. you don’t understand how important it was for me to hear this!! i can’t thank you enough!!!! wow!!! ❤️❤️

[@rebelyell23]

Pile 3. I grew up in Florida! I actually immediately thought of that when I saw the flamingos. Also I giggled when the snake card came up because I was hugely afraid of snakes as a kid.

[@MissEisiel]

Pile 2: SPOT ON! This year it's been rough because I was studying and working at the same time but I was changing places so I couldn't study properly. I've been practicing tarot since 2014 but just to read my cards or to some friends but then this channels came into my life, I decided to launch a KZbin channel so I started to watch even more videos and see what topics people liked and learn more cards meanings in way more contexts that the ones that I was used to (I've learned a lot! Thank you) so I decided to film a couple of videos in order to see how I felt etc and I never thought I'd be able to feel so connected to myself despite fear and embarrassment (because I felt a little crazy talking alone hahahaha). I didn't even remember the last time that I felt so much passion and love and joy! So I don't care if I can't profit by making tarot videos, I'll do it for me, my inner child and my higher self! Thank you Madison! This is the confirmation that I need it! :D

[@soban834]

Chose Pile 2. This was such an emotional reading. This was spot on, on so many aspects of my life right now. My heart vs my mind, fear of failure, wanting change and opening my eyes to signs. Been lost for awhile now, losing my identity to society/family/relationship views has taken a toll on my heart and inner self. Thank you for this. I needed to hear this today❤

[@ritarosa6824]

You are an ANGEL. There are no words.

[@mrshumancar]

Pile 2: your reading literally confirmed my own current intuition about what I've been feeling lately and it's like i was given a giant high five for intuiting correctly. Thank you :D

[@cinnamon_lass7103]

I am like 10 seconds into the reading (pile 1) and everything you're saying is *literally* how it is. I've said it before, and I'll say it again: Your readings are phenomenal. They give me so much insight and reassurance, every single time. Just because of HOW close to home they hit and how true they are. I don't experience this with any other KZbin tarot reader. It's why I almost always watch every video of yours, just because I know that I'll get... advice. Or feel heard and not alone. Thank you for that, truly.

[@JemicaM]

I am amazed by this reading. Over the last few weeks I've started to break off from my "real job" to start my own music production business, but today I've been thinking, "Well, I'll just try this for a year or two and when it inevitably fails, I can always come back." I've been scared of the very path I've been working for for years! This is exactly the message I needed tonight. 😘 Thank you for your work in lifting the vibrations of the universe.

[@xylonathequaint]

“They don’t care if you believe in them or not. They love you” 😦🤯✨ Can’t thank you enough. 🌹

[@emilyl2453]

Hey! Of course, chose the pokemon one. Whenever I click on your readings, it always resonates very specifically. I really admire your work and find comfort in it. I'd love to see a reading on what career pathway we could choose or where to live. Keep on doing this, it's awesome. Much love.

[@EsoTarot]

I have some career readings already uploaded, I would check one of those out 💗 I won’t be making one any time soon with peace and love 😂😂

[@sleepyote]

💛🐁 Pile #1: CW venting and trauma ........ This is already hitting so hard, I recently found out with my therapist I have a dissociative disorder and I literally have a protective "part" of me that comes out when triggered and lashes out at me or others. I've been really struggling with this lately, trying to ignoring them or fight back. I have been trying to deny that I have this disorder because I know it means I've been through enough trauma in my childhood to develop this disorder. For anyone who read all of this, thank you so much for taking the time to read this, I hope you have a wonderful day full of joy . ♥️

[@Elliejost]

Hey, I was diagnosed with the same dissociative disorder two years ago. The first period is always the hardest, having to accept it. I still go back and forth. I hope you're doing well, and it's gotten easier since. Sending love ❤️

[@maggiek48265]

I was drawn to pile 3' but once I noticed it was a snoopy I KNEW it would resonate. My mom is OBESSED with snoopy. We have snoopy plates, snoopy cups, I have a snoopy sticker on my car (it used to be my moms car), she has snoopy sheets, a snoopy pillow, snoopy purse. My mom has always been a super important person in my life And Everything you said felt like exactly what I needed to hear. So, thank you Eso 🥰

[@Nocturnal_Lorena]

#1. This was exactly what I needed rn! Although I’m on a healthy diet, I’ve been over eating lately coz I’m too afraid to face my emotions. I’m tired of crying, scared that it will lower my vibration & over exercised as a result. It all cane crashing down & I gave up altogether & I gained weight rather than losing it! You cleared so many things! Thank you so much for this wonderful reading! 🙏🏻🌸💖

[@lmolarissa]

Pile 2: Eso, I've been following you since long before you had 6 figures of subscribers. You are a fantastic reader, and after listening to your commentary in this pile, I am reminded why you have 333K subscribers.

[@EsoTarot]

Aw thank you for being here 🥺💗

[@Anethereal]

I've been thinking about my inner child & how she's wounded. I know this reading is divinely guided

[@Ash_Aszhari]

Thank you so much for this reading. I chose pile 2. It's exactly what I needed to hear right now. I've been stuck in a logical/air based place for so long. No matter how hard I've tried, to use my mind to find the clarity i seek, it just hasn't served me. Rather it's lead me into a cycle of confusion and illusions which only make me feel more doubt and fear. Time to start listening to and trusting my heart, and my inner child. grateful for you and the messages you bring! ❤

[@imtheblackstar]

group two. you are very accurate. i’ve always wanted to be a singer/musician since i was a kid. music is what i love the most & recently things haven’t really worked out in my life & i keep seeing signs that i need to go back to what made me happy. but it is so scary! thank you for your messages 🙏🏻

[@blackholesun7778]

“I trusted my conditioning over my true self” 👏👏👏👏👏

[@cococherrymango1225]

Pile 1 girl and my goodness this was such a delicious feeling. Oof the inner child being protective over me .. I'm really trying to manage my emotions well and not push them down like I always do. Trusting the feelings and not admonishing myself for experiencing them and all that happens

[@maangeljose]

Pile 2 is freaking accurate for me huhuhaha. Thank you, EsoTarot! Sending you love and light ❤✨

[@magellenic]

Pile 1 - I’ve been working on breathing a LOT to ground me lately and this was a great confirmation! Also using my emotions to see what’s happening and not being afraid of them - on point. What a sweet soothing reading. Thank you!!

[@magellenic]

Oh! And I wanted to say, I know you had said recently you’d been taking more time for yourself because you needed it… maybe you’re bringing that extra healing energy into this one. It just felt extra good.

[@anna6809]

Pile 2♥️ I really needed to hear this. Thank you girl! You're amazing✨️

[@tcg_tarot9189]

Pile 3: Amazing synchronicities, a snake presented itself to me twice today and I'm heading to Florida next week. First 4 cards Boppin off! Wubba Lubba Dub Dub! As always Thank you Eso! 😸

[@chrisyoo4091]

Pile 2… @eso you are crazy! You were born to do this on the earth. I’m truly grateful for listening to your tarot readings. God bless you! Sending you so much 💗

[@gracestar9895]

Pile 1 ❤ I’ve never resonated more with a reading. I’m crying tears of joy/release since my prayers are being answered. Since I grew up with so little language and attention to the spiritual side of life, i struggle to trust even what I know I am experiencing. I am the eldest of five kids, and I’ve walked through more trauma than can fit on my fingers in my 22 years. No one knew my dad was a psychopath; I don’t even think he knew. For 20 years he was allowed to abuse us kids and my mother verbally, emotionally, physically, and even sexually. My mom, enabled his behavior and excused it in order to stay in the marriage. She lived in fantasies and denial to cope with her choice in marriage. In the ultra religious environment and community around, divorce or even showing that there were issues wasn’t an option. So she presented a picture perfect family. On the inside however, things were breaking at the seams. She became diagnosed with bi polar from prolonged abuse, my brother and I became depressed as little children, and my parents had a dysfunctional and loveless marriage. To make matters worse, we were homeschooled so there was no escape. Ironically, I played therapist my parents, and parent to my siblings. As I aged, my depression and anxiety worsened. I cried everyday and asked for help. I wasn’t helped. I learned that my home was like an asylum. Everyone in it had a different and severe mental illness. my life was hell, but no one saw the real struggles, it wasn’t allowed. Eventually Things worsened and the gaslighting could no longer hide the damage done from all the abuse. Mom decided finally to divorce; It was a battle. My brother turned to drugs, overdosed several x to unalive himself. I fled into a relationship to escape. My poor younger siblings could not escape. Again my parents were incapable of any real help. My brother who should have been in rehab or at least some kind of therapy, killed my dad. He is now serving time even though I know that it is not fair it one knows the whole story. It’s still so fresh, painful and confusing. I do try so hard to hold things together, but no one knows how it feels to be me. I still have breakdowns, I still cry lots, I still want to give up sometimes, I don’t think I’m strong enough to take anymore pain. And yet I’m finally at a point where I have everything I need. It seems to me like I should be fine now, but I am still healing my inner child, while trying to show up to life in an inspirational way. And I’m proud that I have always tried my best to do so, but sometimes I wish I didn’t have to so hard. It’s absolutely exhausting. I’ve been in survival mode for so long. I just want peace inside myself. I want to feel good more of the time. I want to let go of the past. I want to be free to be me. I want to not judge or compare myself to other’s journeys. I feel so much shame now, even just in naming the things that happened. I know I don’t need to but I do. And I feel guilty for feeling helpless and hopeless. I don’t want to. I want to change. I seek only truth and to do good and help others. Thanks for the advice on how to heal; I’ll follow it through. Much love ❤ Please don’t judge what you do not understand.

[@amortalphantasm]

I saw the notifs and I teared up. I had to prepare myself to click on this to receive this message. Fingers crossed, wish me luck. Pile 2 here. Eso, thank you.

[@ananda_dlg]

I just chose pile 2 and put the video to help my mind relax before sleep because I've been doing too many assignments and studying overtime and wow you addressed things that have been coming in my conscious mind a lot recently like the whole reading was too specific. I've always been in the logical rational mind and it's very difficult to find any emotion and accept it. I am going to study psychology but sometimes I just have second thoughts about the whole plan I've made about my life because I feel nothing and in that plan that's how it'll always be. I've a passion for psychology I had since I was a child but I don't know if the way this system practices it and to work in a structured environment is what I really want. When you spoke about yourself and psychology I felt understood about my second thoughts. Also the scientific proof demanding side is where I am now, I hope I can believe in the love that I waiting for me and feel safe and secure one day. I really appreciate what you are doing, I needed to hear this

[@ntellaS2]

Pile 2 I want to move out of my moms house because I feel like she's not letting me grow up, but I'm scared of how she's gonna react because I don't want to fight or hurt her, but I'm the one being hurt. I'm also struggling a lot with adhd and it's been hard to get help where I'm at. Let me tell you, it feels like you know me personally every reading.

[@ilinageorgieva5673]

It’s wild how much this reading matched me and my situation it was very specific to me which felt really strange. Never have I ever had such accurate tarot reading. Thank you 💖

[@bridgetwyllie]

Pile 2- I teared up when you mentioned the sunken cost fallacy, I literally just withdrew from college in my senior year because I’m not gonna use my degree and gonna be pursuing a different path. I have feelings like am I a failure? But the anxiety and dread I felt when going to school just wasn’t worth it. I feel like i did something for me by “dropping out”. And i see myself being way more successful than I would have been had I stayed. I have plans and dreams for myself… thank you for the extra confirmation 🥺❤️

[@The_Jen_Reilly]

Oh my gosh, Madison! Absolutely beautiful read for pile 2. I was living a frenetic, exhausted life in my previous job, even though I enjoyed what I was doing. It was just too much doing. In August I was strongly encouraged to re-enter the teaching profession as a music teacher. While I love music, and I love children and people in general, I absolutely HATE being a public classroom teacher. I have a contract for the whole school year, but am leaving at the end of the semester. I've had a dream for almost 5 years to build and run a high end art and spiritual retreat center, and I have the land to build on, but I started the project, and ran into one roadblock after another, until I ran out of money to build it. So now, hearing your reading today, I am encouraged to try again. I'm stronger now, and have local contacts and friends out here. I'm concerned about just making another leap like I did before, but I think the environment for woowoo is a bit riper for success than it was even 5 years ago. Thank you for the heart-to-heart today. I love what you do. and how you do it. Thank you for being a bright light in the world. Blessings, love and light! Jen

[@xingxing8283]

Just when I was asking universe to lend me help, you posted🥺, thank you so much!

[@ritarosa6824]

I hope you get even more hope, help and blessings!

[@xingxing8283]

@@ritarosa6824 Thanks:))

[@Psychedilly]

Pile 1: you have such a beautiful channel to spirit, thank you! ❤

[@juliepaz8352]

Pile 1 🫶🏼 On point, very intense emotions, learning, accepting and giving myself grace through my healing journey. Scorpio moon Cancer rising

[@Hummingbird25]

Pile 1 🙌🏼 resonates so much and I was also drawn to pile 3

[@blossomcyber]

This is the exact clarity I needed today. I have been feeling like there are unacceptable parts of myself that shouldn't be so "angry" or "protective" and I've been trying to condition myself to silence these feelings so so much, but it keeps driving me further apart from myself. You said so much of what I didn't realize I needed to hear and this was so healing. Thank you so much, Eso.

[@janab2900]

Your readings never disappoint girl 🥺 you helped me through such hard times and truly saved me in so many occasions without you even knowing so I’m forever grateful for you 💗

[@oliviajeanette1065]

I listened to this reading months ago, agreed but didn't really absorb it. Now as time has gone on, I'm back and ready to absorb the message. I'm pile 1, and lord is it uncomfortable to be where I am. I know I need to sit with it and processes whatever comes up. Its very tough now but I know I can heal after all.

[@mariza-janepacho8848]

MISS QUEEN ESO IS BACK AT IT AGAINNNNN. THE WAY WE ALL STAN ND LIVE FOR YOUR CONTENT, IS BEYOND WORDS CAN DESCRIBE. but for real though, we love you so much and this one vid made my day. it means more than you know to have just one person being there for you when the rest of the world feels like shutting you out. BUT REGARDLESS, GET AT IT QUEEN LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANY WORDS CAN DESCRIBE AND i hope you have an amazing day, you truly deserve it. 💘

[@andrianarowe4946]

You are so truly gifted. I have watched so many of your reading where you have been so spot on it’s scary. Messages from my guides have come through on your readings. It blows my mind how that is possible. Thank you for following your gift and your heart.

[@idyllicallysweet403]

It's amazing how this reading pops up regarding my "inner child". I had just reunited with a primary mate today after my sis told me they go to band practice together. We haven't spoken in nearly a decade and what we both had in common was that we were the quiet kids in class. It wasn't like we were close or even considered outright friends. But we spoke very openly today and it was a very warming moment for me. Not to mention my nickname in primary school was pikachu which was why I was drawn to pile #1 😂

[@xandra9107]

Heart over heard. Your mind is meant to serve your heart. You’re speakin my language! 🥹

[@Guideyourlighttarot]

Ooof ESO ❤ inner child messages, I already know I’m going to cry 😭 love you!!!! Thanks for all you do for us.

[@haleyc6782]

Pile 2- honestly want to cry. I'm an art major but I've been having doubts if I could be sucessful. My family had really bad financial issues before I was born and no one things I can do it. I don't have anyone supporting me, but as a kid- I always wanted to be an artist in some shape or form. It is truly something I love BUT I do think that I may have been lost in the wanting to feel heard/seen from my art instead of making it for me

[@craazyjen911]

The start of that intro was ADORABLE!!! 😍😍😍

[@TP067]

Pile 1 Thank you SO much ! 💗Recently I stormed off, resigning on the spot from a position I was temping at. Not something that I would normally do, but I was overwhelmed with emotion at the time. This reading has really helped me to understand why I did that and what I need to do going forward should I find myself in that position again. It's boundaries and my inability to say "it's not okay" or "this is how it affects me". And to finish it off, Mother Mary is my "go-to" so that was divine ! It's funny too, because I have been getting wafts of rose🌹scent today, where there are no roses 🌹around. "Our Lady Of The Rose Crown" 🙏😇💖🌹

[@Cactus.corazon]

Pile 2, definitely needing this right now

[@lovehope8666]

Eso, I’ve been watching you for almost two years now. I started watching you after a really traumatic breakup I went through with a narcissist that I just recently over the past five months started to heal from, but then my life took a devastating turn on August 18th of this year. My mom suddenly passed away at the age of 67. My mom was my best friend and I’m having such a difficult time right now with her absence. I’m an only child, never married, no kids; so, it’s always just been me, my mom and my dad. I chose Pile#2 because of the heart because both my mom and I have huge hearts and we’re empaths. Plus, my mom’s favorite color was pink. Ironically, my mom’s name was Helen and that’s the character you mentioned from the very start of your reading. Plus, I spoke to my mom the day before she passed away and her last words to me was to “get it together and recognize who I am and to never compare myself to anyone because there is something special about me and I should never forget it” and that’s exactly what you said. Thank you so much for this. 😢😢😢❤❤❤ God bless you. I know my mom was speaking to you through this reading, as she was fully aware that I listened to you on a regular basis. Love you, Eso. You’re definitely gifted, please continue to shine. Oh, I forgot to mention, my cat of almost 20 years passed away this February and you pulled the cat card as your second card. ❤😢 Thank you again.

[@soleplease1824]

Pile 2 thank you for cheering me on💗😭I am trying, it's my intention to be whole. Thank you💗💗

[@colang81]

Hi Eso, at half a century I am probably one of your oldest viewers! I just want to say that I loved your reading. It was just what I needed to hear as I felt I was stuck in a loop forever. Thank you once again for another insightful reading and I am happy you chose to do tarot instead of following the "conventional" paths as approved by society. You have helped me immensely and I am sure that you have helped many others as well. Please keep doing this. You are the best! ❤

[@tarot.arts.anjali]

I've never been so early for an Eso reading!!! And omg the pile cards are so cute 🥺💗 Thank you so much for Pile 3 ✨

[@wekimekideservesbetter6457]

Pile 1 Yesterday, I finally tried to express my emotions to someone else. And that same person said the same thing you did. So I kinda understood that there is a part of myself I hated but couldn't really grasp which part was it. And those cards just told me which part, really. This is exactly what's going on in my life, in my mind and my emotions. Thank you so much for telling me what I needed to hear. I cried while listening but I really want to heal my mind and acknowledge myself so thank you so much.

[@alexandrialeonora6542]

Pile 2. A thousand times, thank you for this message! 🙏🏻

[@karenannaly6285]

I cried. 😭😭😭

[@SamanthaxGrace]

Was part of group 1- had to comment because this resonated so much! When you mentioned the book the body keeps the score I started sobbing. I’ve had this book for years- given to me at the suggestion of a friend and then also my therapist. I have tried multiple times to pick it up and read it but it was never the right time for me emotionally. I think spirit is telling me now is the time to read it. Also very interesting because I’ve been dealing with some throat chakra blockages, and actually just had to have my tonsils removed. Am in the midst of the recovery right now and it has been very difficult and probably one of the most painful things I’ve ever experienced. Anyways, thank you so much for sharing, there really is such a thing as divine timing, just so grateful that I keep getting more confirmation that I’m on the right path 💖💖💖

[@stephaniewood7611]

So many synchronicities in this reading, as per usual 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 you are such a gifted reader ❤

[@harrystylesisamazing07]

I Chose pile 2 and really resonated with it . When you were talking about how when we start this path at a younger age there’s less things we decondition from and that was crazy because I’m 15. Everything you’ve been saying has really helped me and I appreciate that thank you! You are a truly amazing person thank you so much.

[@flyingcolors21]

I got into undergrad psych years back. Soon enough, I realized that what I liked most about it was the congratulations I got from people on Facebook.

[@hae-jungaliciakoh18]

A brilliant scheme, gorgeous nails, and fantabulous readings!!! You rock! 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

[@elenafetter9690]

Pile 1...really needed to hear this...wow...🤯

[@krist30]

Hello Eso from Greece 🇬🇷 You and Tony Bomboni are so accurate with the tarot card reading of yours!! I am just speechless from how accurate and right you are!! Anyways, sending lots of ❤️

[@_NEWN_]

I'm glad for your return and you sound full of life and energy. Sounds like you very much enjoyed your break. I am grateful for that and of your existence.

[@LuluAthil]

Oh great! I really wanted to see a review of this collection, so it's awesome that I've seen this first! Thanks Eso 🤗 Excited to see the rest of the video!

[@voyagerfun]

Pile 2 Exactly what I needed to hear and at the right time too. The funny thing was that my heart was drawn to pile 2 and I listened to it (for once) only to be told to follow my heart more--I'm getting signs before I even asked for them LOL. Thank you for the amazing readings as always!

[@goldenbolts2u226]

Pile 2 resonates a little too well, thank you! 💜

[@starryneitz]

A friend sent this to me, and I felt drawn to the obsidian. Here's my live reaction. Earlier today I had to deal with casting away a demonic entity. My third eye was literally just awakened then. I have been told countless times as an adult that I have more power and capability than a majority of people who do have any capabilities. And today I finally unlocked some of it. I've been dealing with terrible abuse lately from my mother, who is making it her mission for me to hurt myself severely. I finally have found that strength now, and I see that light at the end of the tunnel forming in front of me. The flamingos with the Floridian childhood reflects on the happiest days of my life as an 8 year old who got to go to Disney World for the only time ever. For the snake involving the flamingos, growing up more and more I've been punished for finding my true self. Me branching off and becoming the kind hearted soul I wanted to be was highly punished because my mom wanted me to be just like her. And even I'm my adult hood I'm punished. I'm yelled at for eating, so I'm anorexic. I am yelled at for feeling happy, so I fear being content for being punished at home for it. I can't speak my emotions or thoughts because I'm a narcissist because that's not what my mom is telling me I feel or think. But, I am starting to care more about myself and not about the punishments. I realize now, as of today, I am stronger than what I am told and made out to be, that I actually have purpose to people. As for overworking, I've been doing that so much. All I do is work, come home, and be abused. I don't get a break, it's work till I pass out. If I don't work, I get punished. If I do what makes me happy, or even try to contact my friends, I get punished. I feel now I need to rest, but I need to face the fact that I will never be enough, and I need to know that it doesn't matter. My mom wants me to work for her till I die for her, and it needs to stop. Also, I've been not taking "pretty" or "aestheticly pleasing" photos anymore, all I want is to show the fun side of life in my Instagram posts and selfies. I am embracing the happiness and silliness, even though I don't feel happy. If I keep telling myself to do that, maybe I will feel happy, like reassuring myself it will get better. I need to be free, to be me. And this reading just confirms for me that I need to let myself have a life worth living. Thank you. Thank you for reassuring me through this reading that life is worth living, and that I am allowed to be free and have fun.

[@lightshinesthroughthecrack4952]

Take good care of yourself ⭐

[@NozomiMurasaki]

I choose the first pile and I must say that you left my soul naked... It is so accurate and perfect about how I'm feeling currently. I would like to describe all the things I feel but I'm not that good in English (is not my native language) but THANKS for this reading and make me think about my actions towards my loved ones and myself. Just thank you Eso. God bless you

[@EsoTarot]

To leave such a heartfelt comment not in your native language just goes to show you’re much more skilled in English than you realize! Thank you so much for your kind words 😭💗

[@Mckenna77774]

pile 1... pikachu immediately called to me as I had a very traumatic childhood and pokemon was always my escape.

[@mckennakeller888]

Bro…pile 1- first minute in is spot on. I can’t wait to hear the rest🎉❤😢

[@DeeHueMonize]

Pile 2-OKAY, first of all- in 2020 I was doing yoga every day, and as a kid I went through literal hell so when I started daily yoga I realized I carry all the trauma in my hips/root chakra and it made it so difficult to get into some poses and long story short, I did yin yoga and I basically tried to force the trauma out of my body that way, and the trauma said OK, BETCH. And all the trauma manifested as physical illness. It started as a stomach ulcer and inflammation, and I ended up getting severe full body pain AND HIP BURSITIS, that I had to get steroid shots for, and the shot (that went through my ass meet into my hip bone with a massive needle and hurt so bad) only took away about 50% of the pain. It’s been 5 years of moderate pain, 2 years of severe pain, and 7 months of insane ridiculous pain 24/7. I just started round two of physical therapy today (cus fuck those shots, that’s not gonna help me release the trauma stuck in my body anyway) and at the same time my mom disowned me (again) because I’m refusing to live the way that she conditioned me to, and I’m taking my sister with me, which really pissed her off. and I also got an amazing rhodonite palm stone in 2020 that I am so attached to that I keep in my bed with me. I’m also starting my own business, an apothecary where I plan on also doing trauma and happiness coaching for people. I want to help anyone who wants to heal, heal COMPLETELY, mind/body/soul. Every brutal moment in my childhood has lead me to exactly where I am now and it’s all exactly what I needed to become a healer and spiritual leader. ANYWAY, sorry for the paragraph, this was just so spot on for me and I appreciate you so much. I hope that wherever your life takes you, you are able to continue living from your heart chakra in complete and absolute abundance. Sending you so much love and appreciation

[@madisonkukes965]

Not even 5 minutes in and I'm tearing up, Thank you for the reading love♡.

[@officialjeffarywoods8958]

As always coming through eso!! Glad you posted as I’m stranded until my dad comes and gets me..car problems..

[@thenotsostarvingartist]

Not me mentally screaming “ESO, YOU KNEW I NEEDED YOU TODAY! 😫” when this popped up on my feed ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@alexiswoolnough2574]

Pile 2. My heart needed me to take a break from everything that I thought I had to do, who I needed by my side or who I had to be to succeed in being a mom. I can be a single mom and be fulfilled and have the same joy in being a parent ❤ I can move on knowing I’m done being stuck

[@flyingcolors21]

This is seriously one of your best videos. LOVE the outbursts.

[@Erika-gw1qu]

This has been an absolute breakthrough! I have been fighting for the idea of knowing I am a healer my whole life bc logic told me otherwise. As you were reading I had a realization that Reiki was what my heart has been calling all along. I have had a Reiki healer trying to encourage me as I went to her for healing and as she was doing her healing she told me I was healing her and I knew intuitively she was needing healing and I literally was healing her as she was doing work on me. You just confirmed I have always been a healer as it whispered deep inside my heart all along. Thank you for this beautiful gift of healing my heart center 🤍 So much love ✨✨✨✨🤍

[@ilikeratdogs]

thank you eso for delivering this message, and thank you, my inner child! i think i finally understand what different perspective spirit has been trying to get me to see :)

[@JonsHomepage]

“Your inner child is saying, remember who tf you are” miss, my inner child went to a catholic school 🏫✨

[@jenna_lee]

I need a clip of Eso’s impression of the brain 😂 “MEH MEH MEH. We need to do this. MEH MEH MEH” 🤣🤣🤣

[@bishbooTwT]

ESO, you are always wonderful and the light of so many souls 💖 I love you xoxo

[@daniellehughes140]

Wow, pile 1 was so accurate today. Thank you!

[@divyagoyal2146]

Thank you, I chose pile 1 and precisely at the end I just knew that this whole reading was for me. The Red rose is my birth flower, as well as my name itself literally means " a divine being who spreads positive light". This reading could not have been more accurate. You are seriously just awesome.

[@amishashirvoikar985]

Thank you so much Eso...sending love❤️😇I am truly grateful for you and to you❤️❤️

[@cscstrong7785]

Pile # 2 Wow , I feel like I just had a one on one counseling session. So much of this resonates with my life right now. Thank you Spirit

[@_ayannasunshine]

The way I laughed when you started describing how the brain responds 😂 Thank you for this!

[@totallyworthit9126]

Im earlyyyyy!!!! Thank you esoooo for everything you do! You have helped me for more than three years now!!!! I love you so much and I am now in my own journey of self love because of you ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@EsoTarot]

I’m honored to have gotten you started but I hope you continue it because of you 🥺💗 username checks out!!

[@totallyworthit9126]

@@EsoTarot ❤️❤️ thank you so much queen , the journey is definitely worth it and so am I ❤️ sending positive vibes and love to you 😭❤️

[@TheEcolg]

I relate so much to your path from rejecting an imposed religion to a “science based” thinking to spirituality…