IN NEED OF HELP!

Most people that know me would call me an open book because I don't hold back. If anything that I have learned in my life, it is HUMILITY! I thought about posting this only to close friends I know. But then I thought, if I am trying to help others and myself through difficult times. Then, I can't hide my problems from anyone. So here I am humble and in need of compassion. Thankyou