I was pregnant 💔 pregnancy loss story

[@betsybabf748]

I've lost three babies...a ruptured ectopic pregnancy which almost took my life, a 1st trimester miscarriage and a stillborn son. My husband passed away suddenly and only peace I have found is I hope he is raising our 3 lost babies while I raise our 5 living children.

[@danielaurazan5988]

As someone who literally used to throw up from the pain of my cramps every single month I can tell you that the pain is freaking real, and if you ever see anyone, specially a woman being in pain to the extent they think they will pass out or throw up NEVER DISCOUNT THEIR PAIN, you deserve to be cared for in those situations, the fact that women have been suffering through all of this quietly doesn't mean it isn't happening.

[@epain]

I’ve fainted and vomited so many times from period pain. It’s embarrassing how many times I’ve thrown up in public.

[@indiabatson26]

This is 100% true. It is so devastating that so often women’s pain is not believed. I’m so sorry you have had to experience that every month. 🫶💔😭

[@taurielblack]

My heart is with you, India. There’s nothing that compares to that kind of loss. Sending you lots of love. 🖤

[@indiabatson26]

Thank you so much sweet friend 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🫶

[@MrsJMatthews]

Your video was recommended to me and I just want to day I'm so sorry for your loss. Back in May, I went to my anatomy ultrasound (at 21 weeks pregnant) and was told that I had gone into preterm labor (with no symptoms) and that I would most likely deliver within the few days. Unfortunately, that night my water broke and they had to induce knowing that my son wouldn't survive because he was just too small. I delivered a perfect "sleeping" baby boy that we named Casey. We will miss him forever. His name means "brave", so I pass along some of his strength and courage to you and your partner to get through this.

[@daniellekingggg]

You are not alone. I also was apart of the 1% that had an ectopic pregnancy almost 2 years ago now. God willing you and I and all the other women that desire to have a baby will be able to experience the joy of having your own child. Sending my love and prayers to you and your husband. ❤

[@stephtacular]

I'm childfree and voluntarily had my tubes removed a year ago. I still struggle with pain and hormonal issues. I'm so sorry you have to go through this unplanned while also experiencing a loss. I was crying watching this video. Praying for a healthy pregnancy to come🌈

[@brettedollins7561]

India, I had a miscarriage in July and I think about our baby every day. It is so painful that it feels like no one talks about miscarriage. Thank you SO much for sharing your story and spreading awareness of pregnancy loss, and I am so, so, so sorry this happened to you. Praying for you and Daniel, I’m so grateful you have each other. 💛

[@elliehuebner9475]

I'm so sorry for your loss. ❤️‍🩹 I'll pray for you too. I know the ache of those daily thoughts❤

[@laurensmith2578]

I'm so sorry, India! I had an ectopic pregnancy last year that ruptured. It was such a traumatic experience and so much confusion between all the medical professionals. Although I've not been lucky enough to conceive again since my surgery in December of last year I am still hopeful. I pray for you and Daniel over your loss. God is good and we will see our babies again.

[@ashlieleavelle]

I am so sorry for your loss. I hope you can conceive again.

[@laurensmith2578]

@@ashlieleavelle Thank you. I do as well

[@elkitse1158]

I wish you nothing but the best and I hope that you will have a healthy rainbow baby soon ❤

[@laurensmith2578]

@@elkitse1158 Thank you so much. I hope so, too!

[@acs328]

I'm so sorry you had to go through this. I lost 3 pregnancies and had 2 healthy children. But the losses hurt no matter how or why it happens. My heart goes out to you and I started crying with you. I am so glad Daniel took you to the ER and didn't delay. Love, hugs and prayers to you both.

[@andreahan6969]

I had tears when you said that you didn’t think you’d be believed for the amount of pain that you were in 😢 that is so relatable. I laughed (very hard) when you gained an emotional support animal half way through the video (I love your dogs!!!!) I ended the video crying with you. You’ve been one of my online bffs for awhile (hello, surprise, I love you😂) I’m so proud of you for sharing this journey. What a rollercoaster and so so scary. Your vulnerability is beautiful but I’m still so sorry that you have to endure this. ❤

[@bananayummyable]

Hi India. Thank you for talking about this. I had a missed miscarriage at 11 weeks, found out a week and a half ago. A week ago I had surgery to remove her (we found out she was a little girl). My heart has been broken since. We had seen her heartbeat at 10 weeks. I hope we heal from this, and I hope our little babies are happy and peaceful at rest ❤️‍🩹

[@ashlieleavelle]

I am so sorry for the loss of your little girl.❤

[@tara_ble1705]

I’m only two minutes in, but wanted to go ahead and add my comment: I lost a child to miscarriage in 1989 when I was 16 weeks pregnant and I am so thankful things have changed for women and we can now discuss this openly. It was one of the worst emotional and physical) pains I’ve ever experienced. Back then I was told, “It wasn’t a real baby”, “you can always have more”, “you really shouldn’t be talking about stuff like this when you leave” (these were the things I was told by the doctor/nurses while I was in pre-op, recovery, and post-op, then by female family and friends). Every feeling I was experiencing was invalidated by everyone. I hope you are doing okay and I pray for you, your hubs, and your future family (and your Angel in Heaven). P. S. I went on to carry two beautiful girls who are now 30 and 25. So to any other woman who has lost a pregnancy/child i wish I could take the emotional pain away and I wish I could be there to support each of you who have had to go through this. Many prayers and hugs and don’t forget it also affects your SO, too, because men were always cut out of this and their feelings were never acknowledged back then. Sad for everyone involved.

[@AngelaVEdwards]

That's terrible. It _was_ a real baby. Who says stuff like that to grieving people??

[@apriljoy5754]

❤❤❤

[@EliseWood]

Oh my goodness I’m heartbroken for your trauma. I’m going to commit to praying for you and your family❤

[@mariamm6105]

In every miscarriage I had I was told my one child counted for more, it was so upsetting to hear this heartless comments!

[@MyLittleGreenHairdedMermaid]

The medical system is full of arrogance, emptiness, and rudeness@@AngelaVEdwards

[@maruchanooders]

Let me start off by saying..my condolences for your loss, India. My experience is similar to yours. I had an ectopic pregnancy in 2017 that too ruptured. I also found out I was pregnant with my first child in the emergency room from the unbearable pain. My right fallopian tube was also removed. It was an extremely traumatic experience and I fell into deep depression. I never thought I would ever be a mother. I was in such a dark place afterwards. All I did was cry for months on end it seemed. But fast forward to today, I gave birth to a beautiful baby boy 9 months ago; my rainbow child. My heart aches for you India. I know exactly what you are going through. I pray you and Daniel find strength and healing. Don’t ever forget that miracles can happen. You and your body are not lacking in the ability to conceive a child. Please don’t ever think that. You are strong, healthy, and most importantly a survivor. Don’t ever lose faith and give up on trying to conceive again, as scary as it may seem. My thoughts and prayers are with you. I wish you nothing but love and light. From one mommy to another 💕🙏

[@lagunamiller]

The same EXACT thing happened to me! The ONLY difference in our stories is that they were able to put my tube back together. I still have both. It was the worst pain I have ever felt in my life! I also found out I was pregnant in the ER right before surgery. I am so sorry you had to go through this awful experience. Hugs! ❤

[@barb_srag]

I'm really sorry for what you went through. The part when you said you basically gaslighted yourself just broke my heart, women shouldn't have to anticipate invalidation :( I send all of my love to you, because I can only imagine how hurt you feel in every way. Thank you for sharing your experience and your pain with all of us.

[@mercedezrod98]

I just had a miscarriage at 12 weeks about two weeks ago. Mine was not ectopic but this video honestly helped me so much to not feel alone. I appreciate you sharing this💕💕

[@sodasunnnyshine2482]

I’m so so sorry for you and Daniel’s loss, and so incredible honored and grateful that you choose to share such a personal and painful story with us. Love you and please know you have lots of people praying for you both❤

[@beatrizpaiva9213]

Hey girl! Sending prayers to you! I had EXACTLY the same experience in 2019. I was out with friends and suddenly felt exactly how you described in your video, I told my friends that I needed to go to the ER because I thought my IUD moved. When I got there I passed out and woke up in a room full with doctors saying that I need a surgery and we don’t have any time to lose because I already lost more than 2 liters of blood. I was freaking out because I was completely alone. I didn’t know where my friends were or my phone to call my boyfriend at that time or my parents. The doctors said that I had an ectopic pregnancy and my fallopian tube and that it had already „exploded“. I went into surgery and they removed my right fallopian tube too. Recovery was hard especially the emotional part. I just couldn’t understand what happened. And at that time I did not have a supportive boyfriend. He said that for him I wasn’t pregnant and it was all just in my head and that we did not lose anything. Anyway I’ll pray for your peace, a good recovery and that god blesses you with a beautiful baby one day. Now I have a supportive husband and a beautiful baby girl who just turned 4 months yesterday! ❤️

[@Lilac189]

🦋 ❤ pregnancy loss is one of the hardest journeys I’ve ever had to walk. Sending you tons of love and support

[@katiedemski2419]

5:33 paused here to say firstly- I am so sorry for your loss and that you are going through this. I also wanted to give kudos to your husband for encouraging you to go to the ER. As women, we are all too often told to wait it out, or just deal with it. Having a partner show that support is so great. Sending so much love and good energy ❤

[@megstarbright]

I cried right with you through this, India. I had a miscarriage with a dramatic pain level as well at a time I had only found out to my surprise I was pregnant 2 days before so I know what you mean when you talk about pain you pass out from. I felt for you every moment you had to talk about this because a year or so later I still tear up thinking of what I went through. You were so brave and I pray for healing for you and Daniel and that all of us women who have had these stories to tell and battle scars on our hearts and bodies go on to have healthy happy pregnancy stories in the future.

[@schooleyfamband3287]

I'm so sorry for your loss. I had a miscarriage on October 1 - we went through it together and didn't even know it. This was my second miscarriage, my first one was 10 years ago. It is so sad losing the hopes and dreams we have for our future. Please just know that it is ok to feel however you are feeling on any given day. It's ok to grieve. God will always carry you through, even on days that feel impossible ❤

[@mariem5555]

As an ectopic survivor I feel your pain. It is horrendous and dangerous situation. I was on the pill and was that 1% that could experience and ectopic from using contraception. It was a twin ectopic and burst my left tube. It was the worst experience ever. I knew as soon as I saw the twin sacs beating on the ultrasound what was happening. Terrible experience aside I did go on to have 2 beautiful boys (3 miscarriages total) so they are both rainbow babies. So, just because you have 1 tube does not mean you cannot get pregnant. Sending you healing thoughts and hugs. ❤

[@Reqreationalife]

My aunt had the same ectopic pregnancy and lost one of her tubes as well. She ended up having a second child after! Praying for your loss! ❤❤❤✝️

[@sharalynnaef3272]

I am so sorry for your loss and the experience you went through! Someone close to me went through the same exact experience. She went on to have 2 healthy pregnancies. I am telling you this so you will feel lifted up. You are right, this isn't the end of your story. God is in control, and you will be blessed. Hang in there! 💛

[@tamiburling3530]

I am very, very sorry for your loss. Unless someone has suffered this loss, they do not understand the pain. I am so glad you had a strong support system through it all, I did not. I will send prayers your way.

[@chloemichaels6945]

The exact same thing happened to me. Found out my I was pregnant for the first time in my life in an emergency room screaming in agony with my tube ruptured. It took months and months to help me heal the PTSD. I’m so sorry you went through this! You will be okay I promise ❤ I went on to have a healthy pregnancy with only 1 tube and have a beautiful 4 year old daughter

[@KathiesKorner]

My heart breaks for you, sweet lady. 😪💔 You and your husband are in my prayers. 🙏 Know this… you WILL see and know your precious child in heaven! You may even have a sense now whether your baby is a boy or a girl. He or she has a name. Grieve your child (by name if you’d like) and honor his or her life any way you’re comfortable. My prayers are with you, and I’m crying with you in your loss. 🥺 Much love. 💟

[@Nemisha17]

It was brave to put your story out there. I'm sure it'll resonate with a lot of women. I too experienced horrible cramps, extremely heavy bleeding and moodiness to the extreme during my periods. I used to throw up, get nausea or feel light-headed. I gas-lit myself and said it was just genetically painful periods. After suffering for years I went to an OB-GYN. She did an ultrasound and guess what? I have adenomyosis, fibroids, multiple cysts and severe hormonal imbalances. We should not dismiss our own pain. Im on the pill now and so much better health wise.

[@Crea05]

I’ve been holding in my tears all day, today marks 9 years since I lost my first child, I’m glad I watched this because it reminded me of her, I have 3 children now that god has blessed me with but I always wonder what she would of been like. Sometimes I feel like I’m not allowed to be sad I lost her because I have 3 children now. I’m so sorry for your loss and experience India. But your right your story is not over, God will bless you with children when it’s time. God bless you and your husband. Thanks for sharing your story, Sendingyou a virtual hug.

[@cfwphotography]

I’m so sorry for the loss of your baby, India! You’re so brave to talk about your loss honestly to your fans. I continue to be impressed with you on all levels and wish you great luck in the future! ❤

[@amyschmidt2765]

This is my story almost exactly. I almost didn't make it and lost 2L of blood. Surgery was a middle of the night emergency and I needed a blood transfusion. My husband also is responsible for saving my life. I went on acouple years later to have a perfectly healthy pregnancy. I'm so sorry you went through this. It is a living nightmare. Make sure to get help processing it all because it's a lot ❤

[@celinelsg3519]

No words, just support and love ❤️ Women, you all have been heard, seen, validated and more importantly trusted.

[@katherineolson5132]

You are so resilient. You are pushing through with grace, faith, and love. To think of all who experience such loss at this time speaks to your character more than can be expressed. Grateful to God you survived, and so sorry you went through this horrific, traumatic experience where survival was so threatened. My heart goes out to you. I am so sorry for your loss. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

[@MargaretRodriguez9GenY]

Oh India. I’m so sorry for you and Daniel’s loss. All I can say is that you and your family will always be in my prayers. And yes, even in tragedy, the Lord is in control and he’ll help heal you though this difficult time. I also admire your courage to speak about this with your audience, cause I know this will give comfort to someone. And perhaps you will get some words of wisdom from ones who have been through this to help you too. ❤️🙏🏼✝️

[@paigerenee4173]

India I am so sorry for your loss and for everything you have gone through. I am praying for your healing, and for the Lord to keep you and Daniel in His perfect peace during this time.

[@tiffanyd601]

I’ve been following you for a few years now and I often wondered if you would post a TTC journey. I’m so very sorry to hear it start off this way; but I am so grateful for your courage to share. I was grateful for stories like this when I went through my losses. Feeling alone magnifies the pain somehow. You are helping others by sharing. I’m so sorry for your loss.

[@kimsteele1806]

Your faith is amazing. I’m incredibly sorry for this traumatic loss. ❤

[@pixelp5000]

India, wow, I’m so sorry you and Daniel went through such a distressing and traumatic experience. Please look after yourself and take all the time you need to physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually recover. Truly sorry for your loss xx

[@Julia-301]

Thank you. I just had a miscarriage and it is unbelievably difficult on every level. You sharing helps me know I’m not alone. I’m praying for you and your family.

[@StephieFaith]

First of all I’m so sorry for your loss. Having a childbirth experience that was life threatening and the most excruciating pain in my life, I completely understand the feeling and worry of healthcare workers gaslighting you when it comes to pain level. Having a partner who can support, laugh and cry with you makes all the difference in these situations. You know you have a long road of healing both physically and emotionally, so make sure you give yourself some grace and the time you need. ❤

[@CheriJ11]

It feels weird to give you a thumbs up in this situation. I wish an option was a great big virtual hug or something like that. I’m so very sorry for your loss. You’re brave, you’re courageous and you’re blessed. Sending prayers and hugs and love your way, India and Daniel.

[@sophiebotello4751]

I know that anything I say will not make the pain better, but I’m so sorry sweet friend. Thank you for being open and sharing about this topic. I am an ER nurse and I have had patients with ectopic pregnancy and the amount of pain they are in is incredibly sad. I am so sorry that you had to go through this. I will continue to pray for your recovery!

[@bitsofpolish]

Oh my goodness 😢 India, my heart breaks for u 😢 as someone who has been where u are, it is unbelievably devastating ❤ I am so very sorry for your loss 😢

[@indiabatson26]

I’m so sorry for your loss as well friend 🩷🩷🩷🩷 you are not alone !

[@durturd]

I am so sorry for your loss. It's such a painful experience to have. I have been struggling with infertility for 1 year and 7 months now and had two miscarriages in the last 7 months. Though not the same experience as yours, you are not alone in this pain.

[@crybxbynjr]

Hihi omg just came across this video and every single thing, even finding out you’re pregnant because of the pain from a ruptured ectopic pregnancy, is exactly how I went through it in April this year. I get how hard it is and I’m so sorry, I really wish you all the best in life. We got this ✨💕

[@lyndagiddings8913]

I cried for you India as I heard your story and how horrific it was for you to go through all of that. As a nurse myself I was happy to hear the nurses were kind and gentle and good to you. Yes, you are so blessed having your wonderful husband and partner Daniel. So brave of you to share your story. Looking forward to your next story because it sounds like things were getting better for you.

[@JenniferOsborne75]

My heart goes out to you and Daniel. I also had an ectopic pregnancy and also a miscarriage. I also have two happy, healthy boys who were born in between them. You will get through this, it just takes time. The Lord will never give you more than you can handle. God is good, all the time. Love you, India! ❤️

[@rpk1519]

I am so sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing. A period is not normal to be severely painful. Women need to be heard, so thank you.

[@corinnaphotos77]

Thank you for sharing your story. This sounds so painful and difficult. It makes me sad that women feel like our pain won’t be believed. I’m glad your husband did a great job advocating for you. ❤

[@MissJoslynDavis]

Love you thank you for sharing, so generous of you to share your story.

[@juliacarter2075]

the more i watch, the more i cry 💔 this is so heartbreaking and i’m so sorry you’re going through all of this. but i am SO glad you’re physically okay ❤️

[@alexaclaybaugh]

I'm so sorry for you and your husband, India - it's a traumatic and heartbreaking experience, and there's no timeline to the grief that comes after. Thank you so much for sharing your experience and seeing those who know that immense grief

[@robinmcgee16]

Oh sweetie, I am so deeply sorry for your loss. Sending so much love and prayers for comfort and peace.

[@lizw495]

Thank you for your video and your validation. Ive been in that ER room, being told I was pregnant while on a morphine drip too. But I was alone, my boyfriend, now husband, was at work. I miscarried. And have had two pet her losses since then. Each one was before I ever took a positive pregnancy test. I don’t always feel like I’m allowed to grieve, since I’d lost it before I ever even heard a heartbeat. But thank again for validating my emotions. My most recent miscarriage was just as you experienced yours. Stay strong, it will get easier. One day at a time!

[@SocialBurrito3]

My mother has lost 7 babies and watching her suffer for years, it definitely gave me an understanding and compassion for other mothers and fathers who lose a pregnancy, your baby matters, what you suffered and are suffering matters. So much love and healing prayers heading your way.

[@pheenobarbidoll2016]

Oh sweetheart, I am so so sorry. I have had 1 pregnancy go to term and give me a wonderful daughter but many miscarriages, some known some suspected but all heart breaking. There was nothing they could ever find or pinpoint. But I do have my amazing daughter who grew up and gave me 3 grandchildren. Take care of yourself and be extra gentle with yourself. You have all our love and support.

[@eveitsnotthatserious1677]

I'm very sorry for your and Daniel's loss. Losing a baby is a harsh part of pregnancy and nothing can prepare you for how it hits you. We lost a baby back in 2015 at 10 weeks. Unfortunately it's little heart did not form properly and so they passed away. I already had 2 kids and was told to be happy and grateful. I was but still mourned for the baby I lost. A year later we had our rainbow baby that came to complete our family. I hope you are blessed with a rainbow baby as well.

[@TriciaGrace]

I’m at the part where the nurse is trying to convey to the doctor and I’m bawling. This brings back so many emotions and memories of my 3 miscarriages. Thank you for sharing India. 🙏

[@EternallyLoved92]

My heart truly breaks for you. I had both an ectopic and a miscarriage within a few months last year. So I totally understand the pain and emotions you are dealing with. Sending lots of love and blessings your way. We'll get our chance one day even if it's not until heaven side. 💕

[@emilykennedy4304]

I am so sorry for what you've been through. I wish I could hug you. I just survived a ruptured ectopic pregnancy 2 weeks ago. Us survivors and moms of angels have to support each other

[@EternallyLoved92]

@@emilykennedy4304 sorry for your loss. 💕 Hope you're taking all the time you need for yourself to heal both emotionally and physically. Also, my name is Emily too ☺️

[@Crystal-el2qo]

India, I'm so sorry for your loss, hun. Praying for you!

[@jlrowan1973]

Love you, hon! I had 2 miscarriages between my first and second kids. So heartbreaking and painful emotionally and physically. The upside is that you know you CAN get pregnant and thank the Lord you have the other Fallopian tube. Love and God's blessing upon you and Daniel.

[@amyevans3825]

Oh India- I am so so sorry to hear this life update. I can’t imagine how traumatic it must have been to not understand what was going on while being in all that pain, and then to have to sign all those medical documents not knowing what the outcome of the surgery was going to be. My heart goes out to you and Daniel as you mourn this loss - I hope you both have the support that you need at this time to help you process this experience. Praying for you right now for the peace that passes all understanding and a real sense of God being close to you and with you in the midst of your mourning.

[@annegreenwood3624]

my heart is with you my sis lost 9 babies it’s a pain you can’t put into words but god helps,guilds you sending a big hug

[@caricruzrodriguez6801]

My heart goes out to you. I had an ectopic pregnancy 30 years ago. I know the kind of pain you're talking about. God has a plan for you and Daniel. This will be part of your testimony our stories always help someone going through the same. ❤🙏

[@mikayladodson1583]

I'm sorry for your loss! I wish no one ever has/had to feel that loss but many have and sadly many don't talk about it. Please take care of yourself physically and mentally! Much love

[@re12378]

I have to say I’ve come to this platform throughout my miscarriage process to feel not alone, and never have I ever been touched and felt so understood by video like I was by yours. I had a miscarriage at 17 weeks about five months ago. One day we went to the doctor and the baby had a healthy heartbeat, and quite literally the same night I was in the ER because we had lost him and the pain is like nothing else in this world. My condolences go out to you and your family. Thank you for sharing your story. Thank you for your bravery. I am so very sorry for your loss India ♥️ My husband and I just found out that we are now pregnant with a rainbow baby. I’m sending lots of prayers to you and your family.

[@elkitse1158]

I wish you all the best and a healthy rainbow baby ❤

[@zoesmith9682]

Oh bless your heart! I’m so sorry that happened to you😢. I’ve had 2 miscarriages in between 3 healthy pregnancy’s and just last week I became a grandmother. ❤ Starting a family is not for the faint hearted but I can see how strong and brave you are ❤ and with such a wonderful supportive husband I know your story will have a happy ending.

[@Jordè1222]

This is why we don't ask women when they plan to have children, it is none of our business and can cause pain. You will be a mother again India, your womb will be blessed and you will have a beautiful and healthy hazle eyed baby ❤ I hope your recovery has been smooth and that the lord will remove any fear or doubt about pregnancy ❤ sending you love from this internet stranger ❤

[@madisongalejessop3106]

No words I can type will comfort or help. But Im truly so sorry for your loss and pray for you and anyone going through this

[@jessicabraun3255]

I am so sorry for your loss. I myself have lost two babies. The only condolence is knowing we have babies in heaven who have never had to experience the sin of this world. The first day in heaven will be such a joyful one!

[@Rosebud_official]

I’m so sorry for your loss India, that sounds really scary I’m glad your husband took you when he did.

[@aprylburtchin5178]

India, My heart aches for you! My hubby and I suffered with infertility for 10 years, and had so many disappointments. All I ever wanted was a baby!!! I never knew a soul who'd experienced what we had, so I applaud you for sharing for those also on this journey. Every month was a loss. I knew the Lord was (and is!) Sovereign and has a perfect plan, and like you, I completely trusted Him, even when it was hard. Like it? NO! But He blessed us with two healthy, beautiful sons. May He bless you for your faith and trust in Him. I am praying for you and Daniel as you go thru this journey!

[@ara890]

I loss many pregnancies too. In between my 3 children. Very scary and difficult. You’re strong 🙏🏾

[@deannar1000]

Thank you India for sharing your story. I will not share the beginning of my story (as its a sad one) but will share the happy ending. I have three handsome adopted sons who are now healthy respectful adults. I thank God every day for trusting me with these three precious lives. They truly are a gift from God. We each have our journey and I pray yours will be just as fulfilling as mine was.

[@santanitaaa]

I've been thinking of you ever since you posted about this after it happened. Praying hope and comfort over your journey of grief and healing from this loss. The Lord is near to the brokenhearted, we cannot understand the "why" behind these things but I know He will restore you. 🖤

[@madhushreee]

I am so sorry you had to go through this. I literally cried watching you speak. Sending so much love your way. ❤❤‍🩹

[@balletfolkloricoinfinity5209]

Thank you for sharing your journey with us. I'm so sorry for your loss. Any pregnancy that ends leaves a scar on your heart no matter what the circumstances. I wanted to have a lot of children. I lost 2 pregnancies and then I had my miracle baby. She is the only child I had. I never became pregnant again. Her and I began a journey to know her Hispanic Heritage and for the last 10 years we have been performing Mexican Folkloeic dance and run our own dance troupe. We don't charge the students to take classes, and I can now say I have lots of kids. They always know they have a second moon anytime they need me. You will be in my prayers. You will be an incredible mom and I have faith in your journey.

[@balletfolkloricoinfinity5209]

Your husband is a wonderful advocate for you. You hit on a point that woman often are not believed when they say something is wrong with them . I'm so happy you received the care you did.

[@nicoleflath9441]

So sorry you went through this. I went through this 18yrs ago. I found out I was pregnant in the ER as well…estimated to be 8-10 weeks which is MUCH further than most go. My OBGYN ran me to surgery…running down the hall to the OR. The pain was next level for sure. Hugs.

[@robynw8223]

So well spoken and classy. God bless you and I’m sorry for your loss, and thankful for the support you have

[@kathleenklein4231]

I feel bad for you. Sending you love. I felt the same way about going to the ER when I was hemorrhaging. I drove to my OB/GYN and he put me in a time out and had his PA drive to the ER. He was surprised that I drove to his office and made it safely. I kept telling him I never pass out. Then I passed out in the parking lot. Luckily they caught me on the way down. I also remember that horrible ultrasound. There is a tremendous feeling of loss.

[@juliekathryn208]

I am truly so sorry that you went through this experience! I have experienced 2 miscarriages in the past several years. With the first one, I went through the loss in my bathroom. My husband was at work at the time, so I was alone. It was the worst pain I have ever felt in my entire life. I understand the physical, emotional and mental pain that comes along with the loss of children. I went through a long time of counseling and I strongly suggest that you get whatever type of support that you need. It has helped me more than I can say. I give you praise for speaking out about pregnancy loss!! Although I do not understand why God allows some women to experience the loss of children, I am thankful that we can talk about it together. Again, I am so very sorry!!

[@Razzledazzlestyles]

I also had a ruptured ectopic pregnancy with twins, I understand the pain! My hubby and I went through so much like you both did! We have always trusted in Jesus! In our marriage! We healed and we tried to get pregnant much later on again. Only to be devastated with another ectopic pregnancy! Left tube didn’t rupture. Thank the Lord, it’s still hard to talk about… But. Ended having another ectopic pregnancy, after that one. Plus a miscarriage later on, We thought the last one was going to be a full term pregnancy… Every looked good…. Until my body decided to unfortunately miscarriage 😢 I am so sorry for your loss! No one knows the pain of this type of loss… unless they have gone through it themselves! As I sit here crying for my sister in christ… So my heart feels your pain… that you are going through, Blessing to you always ❤️🙏🏼

[@emilykennedy4304]

Omg....I have survived only 1 ectopic pregnancy but you've survived 3!!! God has his hand on you sweetheart. I'm sending love and hugs to you. You are a warrior

[@Razzledazzlestyles]

@@emilykennedy4304 I am sorry you had to experience a ectopic pregnancies! Thank you for your kind words, blessings to you ❤️🙏🏼

[@saravelasco09]

I saw this a few days ago and I've been praying for you. I guess the best thing that has come from this is that you have discovered how great Daniel can be in a crisis and you realize how the precious bond you have is not common. 💗

[@saravelasco09]

I'm so sorry this happened. Thank you for sharing this and thank God you are OK💞

[@mianutt]

I couldn’t watch the whole video because Im a bit too sensitive right now, but just wanted to pass along my condolences. Pregnancy loss is so emotionally and physically painful at any stage. My heart goes out to you. Please take care of yourself ❤

[@jowiens32]

I was told “There are no longer signs of life”. That’s how I learned I lost my baby. I never did get pregnant again. Thank you for talking about this. I’m so sorry India. It’s a devastating loss. I pray for your heart and body to heal.

[@derrickjenniferwatkins1394]

Sending lots of hugs and love! I've had 5 pregnancies. 3 lovely babies and 2 miscarriages. One pregnancy was found when I was told I had a fast growing tumor on my uterus. I was alone in a cancer Drs office and it was a precautionary before treatment options were discussed test. I spent the afternoon wondering if I had cancer and would live to have this baby, or be there for my 3 other kids. I opted to forgo any treatment while pregnant, but I ended up having a miscarriage at 11 weeks and went on to have a large (non cancerous ) fibroid removed from my uteros. I'm fine and it was a sad experience but the empathy and growth that comes from pain is one small comfort. We are all in this life together. We need to share and help one another through the rough and the happy. Prayers for your future babies that you will have and hold and love 🌹

[@margaretwilson137]

So sorry to for your loss and want to let you know that you are not alone. May you heal both physically and spiritually.

[@AlohaLowah]

I grieve, with you too. I understand the depth of the loss too well. God's grace and love over you both right now.

[@christydurham5464]

Oh my! So sorry for your loss. So thankful your man was with you during all this. I did have a stillborn baby girl. It was a hard time in my life, but God is good and got me through it. I do wonder what life would be like having her with our family. I know she's growing up in Heaven and can't wait to see her one day. ((Hugs))

[@mls3555]

God bless you both. It's very courageous of you to share the intimate details of your life. Your experience will surely be a help to someone who might be dealing with her loss alone... I'm praying for your healing & God's blessings in your life!

[@miketucker6354]

I'm so sorry for your loss of your baby and will be praying for you and your husband! Thank you for sharing and trusting in the Lord 🙏💗

[@rachhhnicole]

i’m so sorry you had to experience such a traumatic & confusing loss. I am praying for healing for you & your husband during this time. & Lord willing, a healthy pregnancy in the future when you both feel ready ♥️

[@tiffanymeade8693]

My heart absolutely breaks for you. Pregnancy loss is so devastating and I’m so sorry for your extremely traumatic and heartbreaking loss. I’ve been there and you are not alone and no one can understand your pain like other mommas who have experienced loss. Praying for you and sending all the love 💕

[@gingieandskye2543]

My heart breaks for you. I cried throughout your story. I'm so sorry for your loss and the pain you went through. Take care of yourself.

[@TammysOrdinaryLife]

I, too, have an awesome hubby. We've been married for almost 36 yrs. I've put the poor man through hell and back several times. He has had to be my advocate because I've literally passed out and didn't come too for a while. Husbands like ours are rare. I've been saying prayers for you both.

[@elizabeth1234..]

as someone who is going to go through the infertility journey soon I send all my love. That is the worst imaginable kind of loss and I send you all the love

[@misscheer4eva]

I'm sorry that happened to you. Every miscarriage is different I've had ones where I was in so much pain to where I was on the ground and some that wasn't that painful but in my heart still hurt. You will get your rainbow baby soon. I've had 9 miscarriages and waiting for my rainbow baby. My mom had 13 miscarriages before me, so I have hope.

[@kristensaenz6421]

I see you, I hear you. Thank you for sharing your story so others know they are not alone. This needs to be spoken about as much as possible.

[@ElizabethDohertyThomas]

I'm so sorry. I'm glad you are witnessing to your story. It will help so many people. 💔