ICP was my friend John's favourite rap group for 20+ years. Towards the end of his Life he got a rare blood disease called acute intermittent porphyria, and this song, to me at least, sounds like what he had to deal with towards the end of his life. He was in constant pain. The doctors didn't know what he had until a few months before he passed. At least he's not in pain anymore. See you at the Carnival Mighty. I miss you and I love you lot's big guy.
@bethsansy73393 жыл бұрын
He's trying to figure out why you're sad. He's up there on the beach, you got it bad. It's going to be okay. we all go sometime.
@ItsJustFitz3 жыл бұрын
Think he's checking KZbin in heaven? or the dark carnival, whatever. >.>
@jessicaschmidt25633 жыл бұрын
Om so sorry🥺
@jessicaschmidt25633 жыл бұрын
Omg
@jessicaschmidt25633 жыл бұрын
😢
@mushroomleg3 жыл бұрын
This song hits hard after the news about J’s a-fib. We love you, Duke of the Wicked. THE WICKED CLOWNS WILL NEVER DIE!!!
@Jkrazy833 жыл бұрын
this song always hit hard though
@branscam73993 жыл бұрын
I met him at the Hospital. Lol
@branscam73993 жыл бұрын
Yeah. I still pray for all my ninjas. Juggle nationstill grindin
@DonDarkz2 жыл бұрын
I just dropped a track called Broken to this instrumental.. come check guys 🖤 #UkEmoRap
@DylanC23811 ай бұрын
Never die!!
@SonoftheWars4 жыл бұрын
I wish J would write more songs like he did in the early 90s. He told great stories. Amy is in the Attic was a masterpiece.
@josephwilliams45463 жыл бұрын
Cool story about that fam... That's one of Joe's favorites too. Claims he don't even know where the hell that song came from. There was a video on here about that. MCL!
@ChiTwnLink2 жыл бұрын
I LOVE Terror Wheel!! That whole EP is dope. Amy’s in the attic is by far one of my favorites off that album
@DonDarkz2 жыл бұрын
I just dropped a track called Broken to this instrumental.. come check guys 🖤 #UkEmoRap
@wisdomriver3476Ай бұрын
I agree, his best so far as recent has gotta be the album called Bloody Sunday it’s so damn good.
@Brightest_day72711 ай бұрын
This is easily one of the best icp songs of the last 10 years.
@ryano7098 жыл бұрын
I cant believe theyre still making music, what a bunch of legends
@insanejuggalo14128 жыл бұрын
+ryan owesney This comment made my day!
@michaelsnowdon92808 жыл бұрын
+Insane Juggalo same here
@twitchingwithrage46838 жыл бұрын
ryan owesney legend? U mean a bunch of 40something year old retards still painting their faces....no wonder this world is going to shit
@annabelledibs79592 жыл бұрын
I remember when I first heard the Great Millenko and had never heard anything like it- ppl were like WTF IS THIS!? They are the G.O.A.T. AND THEY MADE EM THEIR BITCH IT WAS GREAT
@peekaboo4013 Жыл бұрын
Still are to this day
@mike38949 жыл бұрын
Holy shit, look how much weight J lost! Good for you, Joe. Even though I'm as old as you, you're still an inspiration and someone who's songs put a smile back on my face during dark times. Your weight got so bad I was worried we were going to lose you soon. Great to see you're fighting on. World needs you.
@marybethgs19 жыл бұрын
+Mike Clyne agree with you..so proud of him.
@SmileyRapProductions9 жыл бұрын
+Mike Clyne SPOT ON COMMENT!
@gazhazzler19165 жыл бұрын
ICP are the musical equivalent of a $30 bag of weed
@dizzystill22765 жыл бұрын
I'd buy it
@somedude15904 жыл бұрын
@@gazhazzler1916 Dont hate , back in the day the lime green brick bags you got for 30 a quart were fire ... I loved that shit that came apart in heavily compressed layers .
@JaM-xg4vk Жыл бұрын
Almost 15 years in the military. Between the physical deterioration of my body combined to years of alcohol and nicotine abuse, he nailed the subject. Not a huge ICP fan, but they are talented.
@harleyquinn3589 Жыл бұрын
Thank you for your service 🙏🏼
@Lunatic-fj6qi4 ай бұрын
Thank you for your service 🙏🙏
@nicksz24cavy3 жыл бұрын
I feel this song in my heart. I've got MS and I can feel my body giving out on me. My health is deteriorating and I feel it every day. It sucks. I used to be a normal person and now I have to be careful. Violent Jay nailed this feeling in the song.
@nickcavini2 жыл бұрын
Hey bro hang in there. My sweet mother died from ALS (Lou Gehrig's Disease) after being diagnosed in 2014. On December 20th, 2017 she passed away and a piece of me died too.
@nicksz24cavy2 жыл бұрын
@@nickcavini my mom also has MS. She was diagnosed in 2013, and I was having some of the same problems so she talked me into getting looked at by her neurologist. Ended up being diagnosed with it in 2015
@Hwi1son2 жыл бұрын
@@nicksz24cavy I hope youre ok ninja. (someone very close to me has MS, I worry about her everyday. It breaks my heart)
@DonDarkz2 жыл бұрын
I just dropped a track called Broken to this instrumental.. come check guys 🖤 #UkEmoRap
@ChrisRJR852 жыл бұрын
me too ninja. I was diagnosed in 2017.
@nolancrookedneck36826 жыл бұрын
I've been listening to thess guys since I was 10 years old still be bassing out to these true juggalos. JUGGALO FOE LIFE!!
@TassieJake4 жыл бұрын
Whoop whoop
@andyharlow603 жыл бұрын
Juggalo 4 Life till I DIE
@ryanchristopher20833 жыл бұрын
Whoop whoop
@kittenking26113 жыл бұрын
I've been listening since five.
@nealtoner78753 жыл бұрын
Woop woop
@DarthVader-jv9rv4 жыл бұрын
Just had this video show up in my reccomendation and cant stop listening to this song. The best thing KZbin has recommended to me.
@DonDarkz2 жыл бұрын
I just dropped a track called Broken to this instrumental.. come check guys 🖤 #UkEmoRap
@joshuaalley11084 жыл бұрын
Seven days sober ... This song really helps me take a look at what addiction costs me ...
@cycoworx44394 жыл бұрын
Helps you is what it is all about.. For MANY of us..!!
@neiljacob6464 жыл бұрын
I’m 9 months sober. Wow. This makes me think deep shit. Stay safe brothers an sisters 2020
@davidnowacki19424 жыл бұрын
Hope you kept it up fam
@UnforSeen4 жыл бұрын
How's those 7 days?
@xbrandi12345x4 жыл бұрын
How are you doing now? If you are doing great then keep up the good work. If you have failed since you posted this, don't give up!! Addiction is one hell of a battle but when you get on the other side of it, it's worth it. I really hope you are doing well though. You can win this fight ❤️
@JR-xt4nk4 жыл бұрын
Shit hits different when you're going thru it man. Thanks guys for making me feel not as alone
@DonDarkz2 жыл бұрын
I just dropped a track called Broken to this instrumental.. come check guys 🖤 #UkEmoRap ... Great taste in music btw!
@jessedion16 Жыл бұрын
❤yes 😢
@Joe-pv9xm7 жыл бұрын
This song is crazy good. Even if you don't like ICP, their creativity is off the charts.
@drakescousin346 жыл бұрын
Joe Schmitter this is not the slightest bit creative lol there are plenty of other rap songs about drug abuse aka every other song that’s comes out now.
@christopherqualtrough33756 жыл бұрын
@@drakescousin34 except the song isn't about typical drug use. Dude is literally falling apart.
@Du8z976 жыл бұрын
@@drakescousin34 the difference is hes not glorifying it and making it like its all cool to do drugs all the time. Hes telling people from experience that drugs most definitely can ruin lives and change people drastically. I almost lost a brother to addiction. Its great to see a band that knows the reality of drugs
@brockewilt6 жыл бұрын
@@Du8z97 you nailed it. Anyone with a brain can see icp tells you how to be a good person and not be like the assholes they sing about. Listen closer.
@justinmcmanus21116 жыл бұрын
This is like his 20th song of him falling apart or being dismembered....
@jenniferpoetsch862 жыл бұрын
My old man introduced me to your music 20 years ago. I love y'all as did he. He passed in January and now I'm falling apart. I want to bring my son to the festival this year, hopefully I can swing it. The struggle is real without my Superman.
@DonDarkz2 жыл бұрын
He had great taste bro! Btw I just dropped a track called Broken to this instrumental.. come check guys 🖤 #UkEmoRap
@mariach76914 жыл бұрын
I love how he raps with emotions. If you haven't watched video you will feel like you have already seen it
@DonDarkz2 жыл бұрын
I just dropped a track called Broken to this instrumental.. come check guys 🖤 #UkEmoRap
@hazyfupayme3 жыл бұрын
Violent J name shld be mentioned when ppl debate the greatest storytellers in rap.. or music overall.. or in life period.. 👹🐐
@ladyehughes90158 жыл бұрын
I like this song. I can relate to the struggle. It's deep and it is talking about inner and physical turmoil. Falling apart like cancer eats you away, you feel like you are dying being buried under the sun. This is dope and intense. Ninjas get it. Whoop whoop. I don't expect everyone else too.
@Darthkoolaid8 жыл бұрын
This is up there with the 1st time violent J talked about his panic attacks and shit. This is real talk violent J is spittin, real fans know it. Long gone are the terror wheel days, but this shit brings me back
@DonDarkz2 жыл бұрын
I just dropped a track called Broken to this instrumental.. come check guys 🖤 #UkEmoRap
@dandagamer22382 жыл бұрын
Been down with the clown since 1997! Gonna miss them when they are gone one day:(
@JaySmurdaThyScrubGod Жыл бұрын
I know but like what j said "all you gotta do is hit play"
@ravenraynes61945 жыл бұрын
This song is deep, very in depth and has a strong message. J snuck it in subliminally with that wicked shit around it. MCL
@charlieharjo52684 жыл бұрын
Lol dawgee... Here dawggy dawgee, psp spsp pspsps..
@cycoworx44394 жыл бұрын
OK Then.. Should be worth more than the Older one Yeah..!! WoW was a TomTom Whoop Whoop Survived with a can of D.P. in the super view of Enough of seen..!! Young fill the screen of a budget of a continued stream
@brianevans64234 жыл бұрын
Word ninja not alot of minds will understand his metaphorical flow on this one, but this is possibly the most personal and relatable flow Joe Bruce ever recorded. Also Rob Bruce's beat production on this is so on fuckin point. A perfect recipe. #WHOOPWHOOP #MMFWCL
@DonDarkz2 жыл бұрын
I just dropped a track called Broken to this instrumental.. come check guys 🖤 #UkEmoRap
@meline19978 ай бұрын
Yeah
@mattm.65696 жыл бұрын
they are hitting 50, i grew up on icp they helped me through life, itll be a sad day when j or shaggs passes
@GamingBallz5 жыл бұрын
Matt M. The wicked clowns don’t ever die
@alex64gaming5 жыл бұрын
I grew up on their music too bro, but let's please not paint that narrative. Enjoy them while they are here, damn
@Kaelus415 жыл бұрын
ICP and Twiztid have saved and enhanced more lives than anyone will ever know.
@charlieharjo52684 жыл бұрын
I bet when violent j or shaggy dies alot of juggalos are going to overdose on meth & faygo...
@Kaelus414 жыл бұрын
@@charlieharjo5268 You're ignorant.
@jei-xtv29698 жыл бұрын
In my opinion this is a form of art !
@justinhager86168 жыл бұрын
GuitahRatedTV no
@xaviermiller12926 жыл бұрын
Agreed
@fordsmith62776 жыл бұрын
Wyd
@jessicawilson7325 жыл бұрын
Are we talking about song Falling Apart?? So Sick Master Minds
@jessicawilson7325 жыл бұрын
I love this song
@therealmalady73736 жыл бұрын
Honestly I wanna hear Violent J sing more, I like his voice a lot actually
@jacobsinclair98585 жыл бұрын
Agreed, but shaggy is better 🤷🏼♂️
@jessickalush33055 жыл бұрын
Same
@GamingBallz5 жыл бұрын
Seems have changed a bit over time ...at times I can’t tell if it’s him or auto tune
@youngche82264 жыл бұрын
Jacob Sinclair gnome sayin
@obs_connoisseur4 жыл бұрын
Same been listenin since 2011
@katywitt90432 жыл бұрын
I was never a big fan of ICP. BUT, this song is one of my favs! It’s a real deal! The words really hit different! 🖤 🤡
@drytoproofing28782 жыл бұрын
Hear the last songs of every one of their joker albums. This song socks compared to those in my opinion.
@kn-eb7pf2 жыл бұрын
This is hot steaming boiling festering garbage
@rattlesnakesidewinder9258 Жыл бұрын
@@kn-eb7pf I know your not talking you seen your videos goofy ass kid😂
@wss222 Жыл бұрын
Not a big fan either but the songs I do like of theirs I really like. Like this one.
@harleyquinn3589 Жыл бұрын
@kn-eb7pf 😂says everything about you, nothing about the song. Be less transparent, fool
@seandourley40968 жыл бұрын
Most people don't feel the understanding of ICP especially this song and I'm not going to explain. ICP
@firebomb55104 жыл бұрын
I'm one the small percentages of the MOST you just stated.Some of us just can't speak about it cause people like you may not understand,and I'm not trolling,just being honest
@Daughterzion77774 жыл бұрын
People like you that seem to know it all, that are selfish and pompously arrogant don't need to explain anything about emotions. How arrogant. I thought I'd met the worst but you win the prize for being the biggest jerk.
@Daughterzion77774 жыл бұрын
@@firebomb5510 That fool doesn't know it all. I don't think he understands either. He's a jerk.
@jeremyhippy74993 жыл бұрын
@@Daughterzion7777 not many rely do.
@s.i.cowboy26223 жыл бұрын
I can honestly say that Violent J is definitely a very good singer. And this song probably just became one of my favorites.
@chrisholland23484 жыл бұрын
I fell apart when I went to prison, years of numbing myself did nothing for me when i was all by myself with not one friend and a few select family members that picked up my pieces, I'm glad I did time I'm clean now and wouldn't change the hell on earth experience for nothing
@diablorises4 жыл бұрын
Being locked up is a damn good wake up call. It sucks(to put it lightly).
@TassieJake4 жыл бұрын
Wicked shit brother. Whoop whoop.
@DC-1226 Жыл бұрын
Every song man... every single one. It's like I was there with you. 9 years clean. Anyone who ever says they don't remember what it was like, is either lying to you or lying to themselves. I can't even explain how much your music means to me. All those years I struggled with those needle marks. And somehow you put it into words. It's truly a gift. Don't ever doubt that.
@bulletproofzyko989 жыл бұрын
Beautiful and powerful song. The lyrics are dark The beat is sick af and the video... the video is magnificent. Whoop Whoop
@GhostFaceSkiTzO8 жыл бұрын
very well put fam I couldn't agree more Whoop Whoop fam
@bulletproofzyko988 жыл бұрын
Mr. Frog Thanx for replying to my comment👍
@bulletproofzyko988 жыл бұрын
Mr. Frog If the group was pure shit, then they wouldn't still be making music. They have of a million fans world wide. Everybody has different tastes of music so stfu and have a bad day.
@bulletproofzyko988 жыл бұрын
***** So the more you hate on us, the more you look pathetic. I think it's funny when we get hated on, cause I enjoy the hate. Juggalos beens here since the 90s... We ain't going nowhere.
@bulletproofzyko988 жыл бұрын
***** Congratulations, Using big boy words👏
@ghostlydash3438 жыл бұрын
I find it funny how people are talking shit about ICP when they don't even know ICP's fans or the Family themselves, If you're going to talk shit about ICP, do it to their face and see how far you get. HA HA HA! Down with the Clown.
@ryanreznor33166 жыл бұрын
I will. what state you in? I'll say icp sucks to your face.
@devalar98226 жыл бұрын
Woop woop
@jayess11046 жыл бұрын
Yesss!!!💯👊👏😁
@goadmerle2 жыл бұрын
I knew he wrote this from his heart. Im only 42 and feel this myself. My hypothyroidism is affecting my heart rythm as well. And all organs hurt. So when i heard this i can relate. Im falling apart. This is the beauty of growing up with a band. Their music matures with age.♥️
@DonDarkz2 жыл бұрын
I just dropped a track called Broken to this instrumental.. come check guys 🖤 #UkEmoRap
@zarnell3 жыл бұрын
Terminal Stage 4 matazitised head cancer SURVIVOR HERE, Yeah i feel this fucking song to my core!
@GINJABREDOFFICIAL7 жыл бұрын
one of the best ICP songs.
@superstargonzales78916 жыл бұрын
south of hell
@sunnybunny23428 жыл бұрын
My mom used to listen to this, apparently when she was my age. Wow. She was also into Marilyn Manson, and nine inch nails, and limp bizkit.
@ghoste_girll5 жыл бұрын
That's dope!!
@lisapresson5074 жыл бұрын
She is a beast then !
@KittyNyce4 жыл бұрын
Gimme her number we'll hang out
@UnforSeen4 жыл бұрын
@@KittyNyce looll
@jankjaws98154 жыл бұрын
All are accepted except for the later. You can miss me with that shit.
@chadtheofanopoulos55302 жыл бұрын
Been a hard core metalhead for my whole life but i now really dig this...😍
@PsychoJ1994 Жыл бұрын
Same! Hardcore metal head/rocker but ICP, Twiztid and juggalo artists are the only rap I can listen to
@freemandiaz512311 ай бұрын
As a stage 4 cancer person, this song is life.
@stevesharpe33703 ай бұрын
How you doing?
@danielvega88308 жыл бұрын
man all yall haters shutup bro if yall dont like icp dont watch his videos point blank damn I got Much Wicked Klown love Whoop Whoop
@ayleynewell84426 жыл бұрын
I don't normally listen to ICP but this song is beautiful
@robertkiite58865 жыл бұрын
I've liked a few of ICPs songs
@ZeliardFTW4 жыл бұрын
@@robertkiite5886 Me too. I love ICP songs! Just like I love every genre of music.
@celenaballou49754 жыл бұрын
nobody's fault is a bad ass song ya might like as well
@katmisskitten4 жыл бұрын
❤️
@zzzzzz37084 жыл бұрын
Good to hear. Keep this dopeness to yourself unless ya gotta show someone who appreciates it
@icarusultra17482 жыл бұрын
This has such a deep meaning to me., I've never been a huge fan of icp but I love their good shit. So I love them. I heard this song and immediately knew this song was relatable but icp is so awesome. Listen to this when you don't even recognize yourself.
@jessedion16 Жыл бұрын
❤accurate😢
@symbioticJ2 жыл бұрын
This gotta be my most relatable icp to date
@francesgrimes95487 жыл бұрын
I'll never forget the night I stayed up all night after self harming because the boy I was in love with started seeing someone else, I mixed a turbo shot of caffeine with Xanax, and had to study for my medical Phlebotomy final (I'm 24 was in a Certificate program) it was 4am by this point and I discovered this song. It accurately explained how I was feeling physically and mentally then. It was comforting through the pain I was in. I ended up making it to school after having a small emotional breakdown and passing. Thank you my clowns 💜
@AESOPLETHALSLUG135 жыл бұрын
You are beautiful
@kevinuhl42685 жыл бұрын
We all love u
@killergameshit45295 жыл бұрын
be good to yourself juggalette, you have a whole WORLD of Juggalos who love you.. Dont ever hurt yourself again,, PLEASE.. If you ever need to talk to someone ,,message US here... One of us will surely be here for you... Afterall,,, us clowns gotta stick together... You can message me direct also if you need to talk to someone, no reason to hurt yourself..
@bossboy55895 жыл бұрын
I don’t under stand why scum bags do that I’d never do that it’s dumb
@jeremyr35335 жыл бұрын
Always tell yourself "he's 1 dude there are billions more" never think a man runs your world. you can drop him on a whim if you feel he isnt doing you right. I call this to rotating door he can leave the same way he came.. Just dont gaf when he leaves or you leave . stay on the level girl all darkdays have theyre sunshine never give up.
@dakotaloftin24998 жыл бұрын
I love this song because they have that guitar...and before it even starts I get chills 🤘🏻
@DonDarkz2 жыл бұрын
I just dropped a track called Broken to this instrumental.. come check guys 🖤 #UkEmoRap
@williamoconnell128 жыл бұрын
JUGGALOS FOR LIFE
@williamoconnell128 жыл бұрын
sorry I just watched the Always Sunny episode on these guys
@rhondataylor71258 жыл бұрын
whoop whoop
@Stoner-yy3lo6 жыл бұрын
4 life G
@808FUCKEM6 жыл бұрын
SpookyScarySkeletons WHOOP WHOOP
@hakrj126 жыл бұрын
MCL
@illiterateWasp2 жыл бұрын
I’m so glad my mom had me grow up on ICP.
@johnobannon22916 жыл бұрын
Best ICP song I've heard in several years. Nice!
@nathanmaldona6145 жыл бұрын
The song what I got out of it, is about jay having a bad trip and he feels,thinks and sees these things happening, going on with his body and actually they're really not which is a good thing because I like ICP and this is one of the greatest songs ever written by icp.
@jawz31024 жыл бұрын
Same. Whoop whoop!
@monikaallen21974 жыл бұрын
Whoop Whoop! Mfcl til I die mf's🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡
@JacksonVincentweedroolz8 жыл бұрын
that was the best episode of Diners Drive-Ins and Dives I've ever seen.
@brendanbemis80088 жыл бұрын
Not gonna lie I laughed way harder than I should've at that
@shannonswiggart77928 жыл бұрын
oh my god this comment should be at the top
@johnniemarquez81028 жыл бұрын
hahahaha, brilliance
@saitekx698 жыл бұрын
I actually did laugh out loud at that
@domrom69478 жыл бұрын
You win the internet today my friend.
@NiteJerk4 жыл бұрын
This is me getting ready for work everyday, on the front lines in 2020.
@DonDarkz2 жыл бұрын
I just dropped a track called Broken to this instrumental.. come check guys 🖤 #UkEmoRap
@twentycrybabieswithtroye33198 жыл бұрын
I came to see who these peeps were , cause this girl mentioned it in Beyond straight scared of whatever its called
@andrewcatenacci36868 жыл бұрын
Same
@alexdelforno99438 жыл бұрын
Me to
@ZuluWulf8 жыл бұрын
yup
@shayreynolds43308 жыл бұрын
Sam
@vaprstrobe33558 жыл бұрын
Same it's fucking wierd
@oswaldcobblepot80979 жыл бұрын
Great video fam! J lost all that weight!! Damn proud of you man. Glad to see it. We want you around man so happy for you man.
@maxwellrider9 жыл бұрын
+Donald Twitchtv Abyss TI knew it, i saw J as a little thinner but i just thought that was my imagination but yeah he does look thinner.
@maxwellrider9 жыл бұрын
+Tyler Harris i just compare the two videos, man, losing that weight gave J years of his life back. i'm so proud of him, both him and jamie madrox have inspired me.
@maxwellrider9 жыл бұрын
+Tyler Harris ironically it looks like he got his hit together whille doing a song called falling apart. talk about irony.
@craighennessy42278 жыл бұрын
why all the hate I like this it's Alot different for icp but it's creative af
@joshuasimpkins9442 Жыл бұрын
I have this sinking feeling that Joe is falling apart rn and we as a Juggalo community need to support Joe and Joey
@ToxSicEntertainment8 жыл бұрын
I don't normally listen to ICP (haven't enjoyed them since the first set of cards, to be honest) but I gave this track a chance...glad I did too.
@HeathHerring6668 жыл бұрын
same
@hardcoregoldgaming71238 жыл бұрын
ToxSicEntertainment you should give them a chance man they helped me though a lot
@ToxSicEntertainment8 жыл бұрын
Nathaniel hardcore gold gameing Don't get me wrong, I quite enjoy their older stuff but their newer tracks just aren't appealing. I'll occasionally find one or two that I like and I'll buy them (like 3:33 and this one).
@freddyfazbearpizzafoxy48917 жыл бұрын
This song is fucking dope
@j-dgg40567 жыл бұрын
ToxSicEntertainment they lost their touch after the wraith but they came back around brotha.
@brandonshannon40842 жыл бұрын
Thank you for making this song and video. It has helped me. Crazy how close The lyrics are to what I’m going through.
@DonDarkz2 жыл бұрын
I just dropped a track called Broken to this instrumental.. come check guys 🖤 #UkEmoRap stay strong btw 💪 💙
@dropkickmolotov4 жыл бұрын
Literally one of the greatest icp songs since the first 6
@DonDarkz2 жыл бұрын
I just dropped a track called Broken to this instrumental.. come check guys 🖤 #UkEmoRap 💥
@gguolo2 жыл бұрын
yo J thanks for the music, this rules
@dcampi75975 жыл бұрын
I actually started listening to ICP when I was going through a pretty nasty addiction phase and this song describes it way too well. They're music helped saved life; it can make a world of difference to hear that you're not the only one feeling a certain way and that there are people who care.
@GamingBallz5 жыл бұрын
Daniel C I bet that caffeine struggle was rough
@DonDarkz2 жыл бұрын
I just dropped a track called Broken to this instrumental.. come check guys 🖤 #UkEmoRap
@billiezahir59669 жыл бұрын
Music like this is why I am DWTC and Fam. My own blood don't get what it feels like for me being Bipolar and having PTSD. They want me to pretend everything is always fine. It's not and it hurts not having them to call when I need help. Much love.
@j3llyb3ll777 Жыл бұрын
HOW CAN MY JUGGALOES FALL APART WHEN YOU HAVE YOUR SOULS TO I ALMIGHTY?
@crystalovepap583 жыл бұрын
I haven’t listened to ICP since like 2012 maybe. I’ve listened to them in 98. After listening to J on no jumper, Then KZbin recommended this video. Omg hits so different when you know what it’s about. We love you J. I love you so much.
@alexhester1424 Жыл бұрын
When you turn 30yo
@malissaminor98009 ай бұрын
Before than bro lol
@necromancertns9 ай бұрын
I felt like this at 14
@MattMoore-949 ай бұрын
I'm 30 so yeah this suits me lol
@MatthewNewman-f9c8 ай бұрын
This was me as soon as I hit 20 found out I have rapid bone deterioration meany my bones are basically melting slowly it causes me immense pain
@contentloded8 ай бұрын
Lmfao
@amchildress016 жыл бұрын
ICP has been around longer then some of these yahoo fools runnin their mouths~ ICP keeps it real~ I have a list of what gets me in the vibe of things with my workings~ THIS is top of my list!
@stephengilkey4841 Жыл бұрын
when y'all are going thru some shit in life this is a go too song
@clydepeligro29942 жыл бұрын
Mom was a Juggalo at heart. She likes to say whoop whoop and she was down with the clown and true to the dark carnival. She didn’t like y’all’s music cause she didn’t like violence but she was a true Juggalo. The best Juggalo and the evilest bigot.
@michaellilly93422 жыл бұрын
Violent j ,his voice he could make anything n be badass.
@someidiot20042 жыл бұрын
I'm still young but ICP has helped me more then anyone or anything really has, shaggy and violent J speak the damn truth and are amazing for that. This song is what it feels like for me mentally and I could listen to it all day
@mylifeismeaningless32488 жыл бұрын
its about drug addiction hes telling you what happens when you do drugs P.S that's why he shows a lot drugs flashing through his mind
@traceylynn93966 жыл бұрын
It's about a lot more than just getting older...specifically opiate addiction....which takes over your life...becomes an obsession...a prison...that you hate...but don't think you can escape...until you and your life are quite literally falling apart...I quit popping pills with the help of suboxone like Joe... and I could not have done it without the help of Suboxone however I still deal with a lot of talk from people that don't understand and they're rude comments about the method that I used to get my life back and so that's why most opiate addicts are very private about it... I saw him a couple months ago he was still off opiates... and I have been also for over 5 years... It still amazes me... Sorry this is long just wanted to give you a little insight cuz I know exactly how he was feeling and the lyrics of this song are frighteningly true...
@HBK9706 жыл бұрын
I quit black tar heroin and methadone with the help of KRATOM. Want some Tracey? Or have you even heard of it?
@Sam246806 жыл бұрын
Nah fam, its about his skin cancer that the facepaint he used to use back in the day gave him, and now he can feel it taking its toll
@Juline12216 жыл бұрын
Well. This is me sober
@mandysturges86056 жыл бұрын
@@traceylynn9396 me too
@lawrencebibb67012 жыл бұрын
The beginning of July I had alot of headaches and started to just zone out and be incoherent.. turns out I had a few brain abscesses. They had to do double brain surgery.. after I came too, it took about two weeks for me to get feeling back in my leg.. this is why I love icp.
@Eric312972 жыл бұрын
Much love
@alyssamouser44958 жыл бұрын
i remember when i was in such a bad state of mind and loved these people. i would get high everyday, go ober to some other juggalos house and just get high on weed until id tap out. (took aloooooot) it took a trip to the mental hospital, and a spice overdose to streighten me up. i cant believe how much ive changed. ive found god and am married carrying my first child. wow, this is crazy.
@slimsadist82498 жыл бұрын
congrats homie
@ryet37688 жыл бұрын
Trip. I can say the exact same, wanted to see where these guys were while strolling down memory lane. Respect
@fdgdfhdfdfgdfgdf34938 жыл бұрын
married wtf on your vids you look like you re 15 or something lol
@alyssamouser44958 жыл бұрын
i know. this account is old. i was about 15 or 16 then xD i am about to be 19 in a couple weeks! my last name isnt even vaquero(last bf), its mouser (married name). xD
@alyssamouser44958 жыл бұрын
i know. this account is old. i was about 15 or 16 then xD i am about to be 19 in a couple weeks! my last name isnt even vaquero(last bf), its mouser (married name). xD
@vr4runner3 жыл бұрын
He’s always been a good story teller with the dope beats and hilarious lines, it’s crazy when he gets serious too
@getofly3133 жыл бұрын
Genius storyteller, top notch performer and one of the most introspective individuals to ever put their thoughts to pen. 👏 The Duke is one of the greatest to ever do it in the rap game💯
@DonDarkz2 жыл бұрын
I just dropped a track called Broken to this instrumental.. come check guys 🖤 #UkEmoRap 💥💯
@timothyjackson9262 жыл бұрын
Man this song hits different when your nearing your 40s
@zimriel Жыл бұрын
i'm exiting my 40s soon already had to buy the reading glasses
@timothyjackson92611 ай бұрын
@@zimriel40 now and just got back from JDay lol .. still got it but it hurt 😂. Didn't let my 16 yr old show me up though
@AJBeloin2 жыл бұрын
wow takes me back to feeling like a bopping teenager
@adamclement46233 жыл бұрын
I can relate to this. I have an alcohol problem, and now i listen to this, it reminds me how i felt before I got sober.
@DonDarkz2 жыл бұрын
I just dropped a track called Broken to this instrumental.. come check guys 🖤 #UkEmoRap
@johntherrien90272 жыл бұрын
Good song made me think a lot
@charlesdarwin5845 Жыл бұрын
Yeah, it's called old age. Never thought it'd happen.
@angelalabeau44722 жыл бұрын
To me this song is about addiction and how it destroys your life ... Anyone else think this as well
@elliottspence7 жыл бұрын
Great track!
@God-yi9bd7 жыл бұрын
idk why a lot of people hate this song i like it some days life can feel like it's falling apart
@shawnaberdeen22637 жыл бұрын
I thought it was a bit cartoony when I first heard it. Then I watched the video, and saw the metaphor. Great song. Again, ICP is rapping about real issues and shit that only real people can relate to. I feel this "falling apart" after years of drinking and partying.
@namedoesntmatter93303 жыл бұрын
@@shawnaberdeen2263 that too and just growing old feels like this song.
@DonDarkz2 жыл бұрын
I just dropped a track called Broken to this instrumental.. come check guys 🖤 #UkEmoRap
@jasonrosales22489 жыл бұрын
never loose faith in violent j he is the king of this shit.
@thatonemothafacko9 жыл бұрын
+Jeffrey Hibbard Hell ya thats why wizard of the hood is so dope. And its getting performed this year at GOTJ17!!!
@kyle-_-28872 жыл бұрын
Can't believe it's been 5 years since this song came out
@jordanbrown13818 жыл бұрын
I know the name of this song is falling apart but I'm worried about Violent J's health because he looks like he's lost a lot of weight and he looks like he's literally falling apart slowly seriously though I hope he gets better
@christaldoll38758 жыл бұрын
Jordan Brown he did this in 2002 bro give it 2 more years he will be fat again lol...
@Inner_city_redneck8 жыл бұрын
what he look way more healthy
@MyBdawg138 жыл бұрын
Luke McWilliams he's actually been battling cancer for many years, that's why they support the charities, buy the faygo, they don't need the money, besides for his own treatments, imo anyway that's why they do that.
@christaldoll38758 жыл бұрын
Brendon Ehrenberg I know joe personally and that is far from the truth bud.... He did the same thing in 2002... He will be fat again lol
@superlicousman8 жыл бұрын
he got surgery dude. thats a happy thing.
@ktmexplorations8 жыл бұрын
Found my new favorite band
@maxvettel82887 жыл бұрын
HONDATRAP lmao you called them a "band" like they have a guy on guitar and a guy on drums. You have a lot to learn my friend.
@shaggydope16547 жыл бұрын
Max Vettel they do have a drummer and guitarist
@tom_stephen6 жыл бұрын
Max Vettel Honestly, anything containing more than one artist can be called band. You don't need guitar to certain types of music, like, not only metal and rock have bands.
@neil24856 жыл бұрын
HONDATRAP they been around since the 80s
@neil24856 жыл бұрын
Tom Stephen mixed
@pennygrove23448 жыл бұрын
drugs suck,. much love to whoever's struggling with addictions, you are not alone... Mmfwfl
@kasandrabrieler74175 жыл бұрын
Love ICP, Violent J this is an awesome video.. Have always been a huge fan. Whoop Whoop
@the1whofights4342 жыл бұрын
So fresh
@Stevey_B2 жыл бұрын
and I ain't haten I love these mlther flickers
@tmm123458 жыл бұрын
If you guys are leaving hate comments about this band why are taking the time to hate them it's simple just look up something else. it's not like KZbin is forcing you to watch them. they gave amazing music and there are messages in the wrong that you guys just don't understand like I do. whoop whoop !!
@worstcomedyvideosever25038 жыл бұрын
plz explain to me what message is in this song besides his dick falling off
@tmm123458 жыл бұрын
+Worst ComedyVideos Ever he's talking about what he went through when he was having problems in life. and for all you know he could be talking about people who have had cancer in his life.
@worstcomedyvideosever25038 жыл бұрын
+Tammy Marie McPherson how does this song have anything to do with cancer haha people who have cancer there dicke or fingers dont fall off or crack
@tmm123458 жыл бұрын
oh and also in the begging its his frineds leaving a voicemail, he was suffering with his kidneys or something like that. he's basically telling us what his friend is going through
@tmm123458 жыл бұрын
dude hes not talking about his dick falling off. its called kidney failure. he may nhot be talking about cancer but I know if you're having problems with peeing and want not means he could possibly as well have kidney problems or something.
@TrailerParkCinderella3 жыл бұрын
The performance of this song last night after the seminar announcement hit different. We love you J
@2sick4life79 жыл бұрын
this is a step back in the right direction. for real.
@jeremymattice16329 жыл бұрын
thumbs up
@wagonburner11058 жыл бұрын
You know what is fucking weird, This Song help me slow down on my drinking.
@undisputed26633 жыл бұрын
These guys music has helped me through a lot of struggles in my life especially with my past addictions I had a best friend that was a juggalo that I grew up around since I was 5 years old sadly he passed away a few years ago but his memory well always be in my heart the last thing I received from him before he passed away was his hatchimal necklace and I chair it every single day I grew up around ICP and the first song I ever heard when I was about 6 years old was Hocus pocus I love these guys and I will be a juggalo to the day I die
@DonDarkz2 жыл бұрын
I just dropped a track called Broken to this instrumental.. come check guys 🖤 #UkEmoRap
@n8ivnightmare8864 жыл бұрын
I'm currently battling drug addiction and homelessness, I needed to hear this shit, WHOOP WHOOP, MUCH LOVE FAM
@julianpeacher2257 Жыл бұрын
Hope things worked out for you. If not just keep fighting and pushing through until you cross the endless corridor into the light. Much love and blessings
@vincentburke85812 жыл бұрын
Yeesssss!!! 80s bbs
@surenity7662 жыл бұрын
I suffer chronic pain, not so much addiction, but I still feel like I relate to this song as my body falls apart with age.
@jaydawgheyyallz86152 жыл бұрын
Wow this is Incredible these lyrics are deep..
@mentalbarrier2 жыл бұрын
This is fkn sick, how come i never found this.
@thesolutionbrand22 жыл бұрын
Juggalo Nation!!! J4l!!!
@TheNandixLP8 жыл бұрын
I'm not sure if i like this ironically, or if it's more sincere..... but something about this is awesome...
@warandnopeace17818 жыл бұрын
you probably like the dark lyrics but good meaning: When you fall apart you loose meaning, its basically like having a mental breakdown and realize all the bad shit you've done in the past thats revealing to your breaking point or death! (well thats what i got off of it :o) ) (i found out about homestuck 2 years ago and icp 5 years ago x3 i used ':o)' and honk before i learned of homestuck,after that i realized i had gamzee's hair style (i cut it a week ago so now i look like my symbols troll tavy) and his go with the flow but snaps in the end attitude :o) ((bonus: i LOVED Ace attorney so i got my mom to buy me a gavel x3 i sold it at a yard sale for $20 ;-; my gavellll nuu...... P.S. wanna be friends ? please ? no? lose lose situation lol? :o)
@warandnopeace17818 жыл бұрын
TheNandixLP hint to how his madness ends: the power of moirails compells you
@TheNandixLP8 жыл бұрын
Warandnopeace 1 Yes I'm trough that part allready :D Morails 4 life
@warandnopeace17818 жыл бұрын
TheNandixLP hint: THE SHIP IS A LIEEEE
@marymargraves52008 жыл бұрын
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@ernestgarcia7553 жыл бұрын
THIS IS ONE OF THE BEST MUSIC VIDEOS EVER !!! AND HAS A VERY STRONG MEANING, IT'S ALOT OF THE WAY I FEEL ABOUT MY LIFE,, GREAT SONG VIOLENT J !!!
@DonDarkz2 жыл бұрын
I just dropped a track called Broken to this instrumental.. come check guys 🖤 #UkEmoRap 💥💯
@adamclement4623 Жыл бұрын
First time i heard this, it hit a nerve,now im listening to this at 4.30am, still struggling with my own thoughts. This song explains how i feel so much, i cant explain it