Interview: Former Jehovah's Witness Creates Her Own Paradise

In this interiview Deanna tells her story of growing up as a Jehovah's witness and healing from the Watchtower as an adult. She now operates her own healing center in Ecuador where she helps others to recover from their past, re-program their minds and live their best life.
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[@BookerTAdams]

Justin I love love love your videos. I'm a black man who was baptised in 1983. My mom was a devout JWs who was baptised in 1967 when I was 5 yrs old. I always had doubt about the teachings of the JWs. I remember I was terrified in 1975 when I told all my friends they would be destroyed at Armaggeddon. Fast forward to 1988 I met an apostate at an assembly and I was so confused. My family have shunned me for 35 years. They shunned me at my mom's funeral last year I cried my eyes out. I'm glad exjw are speaking out.

[@exjwdiaries]

Thank you so much! Wow living through the 1975 fiasco must have been stressful! Glad you were able to wake up!

[@JustDeannaJune]

I'm so sorry for your difficult emotional experience in life! The JWs are directed by men who do not care about anything but power, greed and conforming members! Therefore they have to preach hate and senseless hurt for us who woke up! Again, I'm so sorry for what you are going through and I'm deeply sorry about the loss of your mother! I hope you can find some form of comfort in the near future, through therapy if at all possible! I'm not trying to tell you what to do, I just know how much it has helped me! Much love to you my friend!!! 🤗🩷💗

[@beautyRest1]

Yes, they can be very very cold hearted!

[@symone3113]

😢😢 being shunned at your moms funeral is so damn cold hearted….some JWs have hearts of stone…

[@JustDeannaJune]

@@symone3113 I agree!!! I've seen that happen before! Even when I was an active JW, I could never ignore ppl that we were supposed to shun! I always acknowledged them, I got counseled about it A LOT! sorry for getting that done to you! But I'm mostly sorry for the loss of your mother! You are such a good daughter to have dealt with that horrible treatment to be there to show respect to your mother's memory! She would be so proud of you for standing your ground!

[@rebella5769]

Please a part 2 especially on NLP and plant medicines, so Fascinating !!!

[@exjwdiaries]

We sure will!

[@rebella5769]

@@exjwdiaries Can you recommend a good book on NLP and is there a way to connect with your guest???

[@hermitarkanus475]

Please, bring her back.

[@exjwdiaries]

Will do!

[@rmh490]

Is there a button for thousands of likes. I like her vibe and energy

[@Alisha-zq6vh]

Agree!

[@jackijax505]

This is the BEST interview I’ve seen yet on any exjw channel. Deanna is nothing less than AMAZING! Much of what she talked about, I related to. She’s spot on with the medicinal healing! It was so refreshing to listen to her talk about it. I’d give anything to go there & meet her. What a phenomenal example of strength & positivity. When I saw the video length, I was like, wtf? I’m not going to watch a 2 hour video. No way. But thought, we’ll, I’ll just listen to about ten minutes of it. I find that many channels with interviews ramble on & just fill space. However, after ten minutes, I was so engrossed in what she was saying that when I looked at the time again it was almost over. I usually listen to these things while doing stuff, but it was so riveting I sat & watched the entire thing. Time flew by. I’d be very interested if she has a website or more info specifically on the medicinal stuff. As well as if she harvests seeds from all the plants. And can she sell seeds or ship any out. I’d be interested in growing the guayusa from seed. I’m in zone 9b, so it would probably grow here. Been trying to find dragon’s blood tree seeds too. But please let me know. Thank you SO much for this interview. Humanity needs more people like you both. 🤜🏻🤛🏻💪🏼💕🪴

[@exjwdiaries]

Wow thank you so much!!! I’ll ask her for the info.

[@jackijax505]

@@exjwdiaries thank you so much. 🤜🏻🤛🏻

[@harrietharris8779]

Thanks so much Justin for bringing this interesting discussion! It is very clear that spirituality is so very powerful & has little to do with religion! Remember the Bible is full of accounts of people having dreams, visions & being lead by spiritual forces to solve problems & overcome obstacles! Nothing has changed about the resources available to us on this planet. We simply must learn to connect with and use them. Remember too that the first couple were placed in a garden, not a pasture or a ranch. Animals were not going to be a part of our diet. I have found that a vegan lifestyle creates a lot more energy & mental clarity. Also practices like meditation, yoga & mindfulness helps me connect to “Source” & be able to be my most authentic self. Thanks again for sharing the wisdom of the importance of connecting to the “god” in us!

[@Katchancellor]

Another AMAZING interview!!!! Justin, I had the SAME experience of a deceased loved one coming to me. I've only told a few people. Why Justin? Why Justin? Why did I not tell anyone about this experience? 😂😂😂 I believe EVERYTHING on this planet has a purpose, we have either destroyed, abused, or are ignorant to it's abilities. Her story was simply inspiring. To go thru all that she has gone thru with kids in tow - then to have her children stolen from her with no support from the very religion that caused her to lose them. Bravo Deanna!!!

[@exjwdiaries]

Wow!! I think there’s a lot of people who have experienced something but never talk about it because we live in a society that tells people they are crazy or “just seeing things”. We really have no idea about the TRUE nature of reality. We just THINK we know. Very good point about everything on this planet having a purpose. I definitely agree we have been kept ignorant about a lot of these things.

[@ApostatePajamas]

Thank you for sharing your story Deanna. You have been through some of the worst struggles and yet manage to emerge out of all that as a natural healer, I am so amazed. I myself have seen the trauma of multi-generational abandonment in my lineage, and it's so difficult to stop the cycle. I hope your children can come to terms with what actually happened to your family. Ecuador is such a beautiful and healing place. I would love to help you on your healing mission, maybe someday.

[@a-hagirl9351]

Love...love her! Ty Justin & Deanna! How do I get some mushrooms 🍄 lol ....Seriously, if this is so life changing for us traumatized ex-jw's, why aren't we working on our healing process instead of talking about these yo-yo's? I want to know more about this retreat? We all need to wipe this slate clean! Help ....SOS

[@judyarellano6196]

Watchtower evil business corporation. The more we know about the JW org the scarier it gets… Thank you Justin and Deanna for keeping us informed!!! ❤

[@remykahari5249]

Thank you. Sometimes I worry if I was wrong to leave. Thank you for making me know that it was the absolute right thing to do

[@rmh490]

This interview is awesome. I have one more hour to go😅😅. Deanna is great. If you read this comment Deanna, please note that this video will change my perspective in life. I am pimo and have been a pimo for a year. I'm still working on my way out.

[@exjwdiaries]

Stay strong! Being PIMO can be tough but you got this 💪

[@rmh490]

​@@exjwdiaries thank you man. I had stumbled in your channel a year ago, precisely in March 2023. Ever since I have watched all your videos and also woke up in the process. I have shared your channel with a friend who has also waken up. Thank you man for all the work you do. Don't stop. You are really helping people leaving this dangerous Cult.

[@dinaelise]

@@rmh490 keep going, once you’re out, you’ll never look back!

[@prizem2862]

I am sorry but watching this is very hard for me... I couldn't get pass the 1 hour mark. Maybe I will get back to it later. Thank you so much for the interview Deanna, and thank you Justin!

[@keithkar734]

The most important thing for anyone who is waking up from any high control group to remember is as she mentioned here, " They have no authority other than what you give them". When I realized this one thing is when I saw it all wide screen and woke up. I was 21 at the time in the eighties and it took me a decade or so to deprogram. In fact I'm still deprogramming but it can be done! Good interview.

[@danettelewis8002]

Wow😮I'm so relating to Deanna's experience. I too have four marriages, children and trying to be "righteous". Now severely depressed, overweight and never seen my grandchildren. I just want to live before I die. I truly am agnostic now.😢

[@bevenbusu7]

You're a very strong person Deanna. Your story will surely inspire many to wake up from this evil organisation.

[@exjwdiaries]

She is very strong indeed!

[@virginialecroy7729]

I have also gone down the path of meditation and ancient ways of spiritual thinking! Really good video!

[@aloramermaidful]

Thank you so much Deanne for sharing your story! Very powerful, saddening, but at the same time, hopeful and inspiring. Thank you, Justin, too. Love to you both! ❤

[@exjwdiaries]

You are so welcome!

[@haynehifanny8006]

Great interview this is. Informative, fascinating and very interesting. Thanks Justin. Thanks Deanna.

[@exjwdiaries]

Glad you enjoyed it!

[@mariaprenol]

Deanna is amazing and such an inspiration ❤

[@deelatlar]

Deanna was enjoyable to listen to. More and more that I hear these stories, I am amazed. My life as a JW is so mild (was my family really true JWs?) compared to these people who have been JWs. This organization...okay, let's call this what it is...a cult, has caused so much pain for a lot of them. Thank goodness my dad was disfellowshipped so I didn't have that parent pressure. Not being baptized, I wasn't worried about the consequences, I couldn't wait to get away from the JWs religion. As soon as I was 18, I started to do everything that I'm not supposed to do, met a wonderful guy, not a JW and we married (43 years now in April) and I've been away from the JWs ever since...well almost, my 90 year old mom is still a JW (not a very good one, LOL). I do have a problem with this cult being called the "truth" or "organization" but that's just a personal preference.

[@rebella5769]

Ohhhh, Justin, I am loving this story so much...I was listening while multitasking but soon realized this needed my full attention, so I put it on pause and now ready to finish enjoying this fasinating woman's awakening story...Thank you so very much, Justin.

[@exjwdiaries]

You’re welcome!!

[@davidh5403]

Thanks Justin for your excellent work in bringing the real "Jw life" to light. When I think I've heard it all, then Deanna's s horrific story, we all wish her the very best for the future!!

[@exjwdiaries]

Thanks for listening

[@Pet_Rescue]

I could listen to Deanna all day! Thanks Justin for giving her the space to tell her amazing story and also asking great questions.

[@RichelleH]

Thank you for Deanna for sharing your story. I totally understand and feel for your story. I’m a healer as well, I own a wellness center in NH, and unfortunately it is not something that most witnesses agree with. There are exceptions to the rule, however even with the shunning from some of the locals and my own mother, I am truly blessed and grateful that I get to assist and help people in the community to reach there wellness goals. There is no greater feeling. I also started on my path at 38 and it’s hard but doable. Also witnesses are great sales people lol

[@tammyg8031]

Phenomenal Phenomenal MUST WATCH VIDEO. Great Great interview ❤..Love Love ❤ Everything about Deanna and Justin!!!

[@exjwdiaries]

Thank you!!! 🙏

[@SamMar-z7w]

I love your job bro, always looking forward to see your posts. Thank you.

[@exjwdiaries]

I appreciate that! Thanks!

[@hermitarkanus475]

What a story! Thank you for sharing it.

[@exjwdiaries]

Glad you enjoyed it!

[@BuizelCream]

I just want to come back to this video after seeing it back in February and say that it's because of this interview with Deanna that caused me to drastically reconsider being a spiritual person again after initially seeking it through JW but ended up disappointed too. Something about Deanna's spiritual experience reminded me of a very similar one I had experienced back in December, which I had shoved under the rug due to denial, but have been unpacking it ever since hearing out this stellar interview. Thank you for giving me the motivation to keep questioning again and research even deeper. Maybe one day, I'll try psychedelics as well to experience it myself.

[@exjwdiaries]

We have a follow up planned that will be even deeper! Stay tuned!

[@BuizelCream]

@@exjwdiaries So looking forward to it!!

[@andreazgraggen436]

Like to come to equador and try some 👍 one day …

[@mightbephil]

Thank you for sharing this story

[@patriciabell3665]

You been through a lot but keep the faith you have God keep praying your children will turn around.

[@jessicacaldwell6262]

Great interview…it’s truly inspiring in order to find happiness and contentment you’d have to Heal Oneself then the “Journey “ begins to feel that Life can be Beautiful after all…🥰😊

[@exjwdiaries]

Love that!

[@kaitlynrae4728]

I want to go to Ecuador to this place I need healing

[@exjwdiaries]

After the interview, we talked about possibly getting an EXJW group trip down to her facility.

[@thegreenafro9731]

I would love that

[@wallyparachnowitsch324]

Me too

[@jessicacaldwell6262]

Great idea… love to be part of it ….👍🏼😊👍🏼

[@pomoremo448]

Same here! Also curious if anyone has had experiences with mdma and if that’s helped anyone with healing

[@Sittingstraight12]

Deanna.. its me.. from CO… I gotta tell ya… shrooms have had the best benefits… amazing healing I’ve ever had.. also.. I’m like you, with atheists thinking. I was and then I had my experience in Crestone, CO. If people can see the trees breathing when on shrooms. Our veil is down and allows us to SEE things !

[@shamrox12]

I am so glad I came across this conversation. So helpful.❤ This is the BEST ex jw video I've ever listened to.

[@exjwdiaries]

Wow, thank you!

[@I_Am_because_God_Is]

I was born and raised Jehovah’s Witness , and on Aug 12th, 2021, I prayed to Jehovah letting him know how much this religion has hurt my heart. Since I was born I’ve been told that God was going to destroy all who were not witnesses. I couldn’t do it anymore I prayed to God letting him know all the damage this religion has done in my life....I told God that all I wanted was his love not paradise especially knowing all the non-witnesses that I loved were dead and I would gladly give my life in exchange for my children that are not witnesses. I told him I could no longer assist meetings because this religion is making me think badly of him. I remember yelling in my head how I couldn’t understand how a loving God could do this knowing our imperfections...I was sobbing, overwhelmed with grief when all of a sudden I had a thought of : I would never hurt anyone. I felt it down to my bones, I instantly calmed down and felt at peace. That night as I was laying down, my whole body started with intense waves of vibration, I started to sit up and it kept going, then I just had this knowing not be afraid and I just relaxed and immediately I started seeing all these lights and I was in a tunnel of light. I kept thinking if my husband turned around I was going to be sparkling! Then I was inside of this most amazing light that was filling me with so much love, fractals of light were coming towards me and all I could hear was I love you, you are loved over and over again. I felt all the pain and hate and hurt melt from my core, I was just floating there in unimaginable love and bliss, I remember being asked if I wanted to stay and I thought of my kids and then it just melted away and I was sitting in bed. I was drunk with Gods love for 2 weeks, I was healed from a full body skin illness I had been suffering for 3 years. I haven’t been back to any meetings since. Haven’t spoken to any elders about what happened just my mom and husband her reaction was not surprising, immediately told me to talk to an elder. I know they will say it was demonic, but how can a love so complete not be from something so pure? Because of this experience, I started researching and was blown away by THOUSANDS of accounts of others who have had this out of body experience called NDE or STE, I’m telling you it’s mind blowing how death has been held over us. Everyone says the same thing: God is not Judging us WE are!!! I still pray and feel Gods Holy Spirit with me something I had never felt in the Kingdom Hall! I just want others to know that God is not in the religious buildings/kingdom hall he is in our hearts everywhere we go, always. He does not give us the spirit of fear, anything in the Bible that causes fear is a misinterpretation. Jesus came to free us from the lies and it’s happening again, we are the new scrolls...the countless witnesses of how religions are a snare! Jesus said it was done! He didn’t say now we have to follow another religions rules to inherit the kingdom! My Father and I share the same will that ALL WILL BE SAVED! Lay down the weapon and armor of hate and division, be Love and unity, we are One...be courageous 🔥❤️🔥🕊

[@melodyedmondson1034]

Excellent interview. Thank you for sharing.

[@exjwdiaries]

Thank you!

[@Alisha-zq6vh]

Excellent interview! Deanna, you're so expressive and easy to listen to. Amazing job!!!

[@pomoremo448]

This was a great interview and it would be great to hear more about psilocybin. I’m also wanting to hear from anyone with experiences with MDMA. I’m just starting to learn about this and it would be great to know if any exjws have experiences to share.

[@kerrinbooth2764]

Oh sheeeeit. Might have to book a "trip"

[@exjwdiaries]

😂😂😂🍄

[@mariaprenol]

Wow. What an amazing interview. Thank you 🙏 ❤

[@exjwdiaries]

Glad you enjoyed it!

[@lisettebordeleau3765]

Great interview! Thank you so much Justin. Dina is a very courageous and inspiring woman.

[@toddhayes3506]

Great Job

[@exjwdiaries]

Thank you!

[@linvest8466]

So sad, thank you for sharing your story Deana. I left the watchtower organization after realizing I was not following Jesus but following 8 men in New York . I was not doing God,s will because I was not listening to God When he said, “This is my son, listen to him.( Luke 9:7 ) Jesus said tat he is the truth. ( John 14:6 ) He is the heavenly door ( John 10:9 ) I pray that you will do what he says, he said,” Gome to me”.

[@HaNguyen-dy6xq]

Wow.. very strong Deanna!!woman!!!

[@jessicacaldwell6262]

I’m a born in JW… I remember telling my parents how can it be that we have the Truth when other religions say they have the truth too !?! Just by saying we have the truth it makes me Judgmental towards others who is not a JW !!! 🤔

[@exjwdiaries]

Yep! They have a lot of control over people and can control how their members view outsiders just by using those words “The Truth”. Just shows how much power there is in words!

[@jessicacaldwell6262]

@@exjwdiaries Yeah…even now when I hear or read JW’s saying they have the truth it makes me want to Vomit or get Angry !!! What makes them ( JW’s) think they can own the Word “ Truth “ … Glad I’m not in this Fake Truth Cult anymore…😊

[@snowforest1998]

Popularity is a big deal in jw congregations if you're from a well known family, you get invited to everything, if you're not from an influential family you don't and when you do you get reminded your not popular by having seating arrangements that pushed the least popular family to the outskirts and the most to the centre. It's one thing that bugged me before the whole CSA stuff and also my ex friend who's also an ex jw. I'm not fully out but eh

[@exjwdiaries]

Absolutely! They like to pretend like everyone is equal but in truth, who your family is and how much you have donated definitely gives you extra perks. I saw and experienced that throughout my life as a JW. Actually the 2nd video I ever made was all about that JW pecking order.

[@snowforest1998]

@@exjwdiaries nice I'll go watch that video

[@snowforest1998]

@@exjwdiaries yeah you definitely get more perks, when I fell out with my mom temporarily not even my bible study teacher would help, only people that did was my non believing uncles who went as far as wanting to buy an apartment for me and paying the rent till I got on my feet, eventually fixed it with my mom after. But this was at a time when I was going all meetings, all ministry groups I could, answering cleaning KH, all you get is a well done and then the recently reinstated son of an elder who doesn't even answer gets invited to parties, weddings dinner at other publishers homes. The most I've gotten as someone who been a witnesss since I was 6- now 20 is 2 dinner invitations at publishers home (one being the person teaching me the Bible) and the other person who was teaching my mom the Bible. Granted at my university work placement with non witness Christians that I go to the same university with I've gotten invited to 1) birthday dinner out 2) cosmos dinner out and I got invited to 2 other events already. I've got a Catholic gf and we have planned to go out to cinema, observatory, and others all in less than 4 months. Not 14 years from a so called loving and brotherly congregation. And the people at work placement are also persistent. At the KH since I'm naturally quiet and also social class is low people don't come talk to you, unless I don't go to the KH for 6 months then they just say hi and walk of. At work they'll force me to conversate with them about anything. And much more. I'm glad my aunty who was studying with the witnesses stopped because she'd have been low on the social class and didn't want her to go through this

[@dadseekingtruth]

That was pretty incredible. At some point i would love to talk to you about my experience. I saw your interview with Samantha . Do you have any details of deanna’s retreats name or where and how one could get in contact with her please. I’m Gavin

[@cosmiclove2795]

Awesome testimonial. Would love to meet this woman

[@madelinemedina3445]

Can you share Deanna’s Healing center information?

[@habanero6332]

Interesting. I too was in this abusive cult and married to a man who also did not discuss sex etc. I have always wondered about his sexuality. He was very mentally and emotionally abusive but everyone else thought the sun shined out of his backside. I became very ill in this marriage and lost 15 years of my life to it. I was terrified of losing my children. I did not want them to be brought up by people who do not have their best interests at heart either.

[@exjwdiaries]

For those asking for info on Deanna's Healing Retreat, you can find it on her Facebook here. They will have their website finished soon: facebook.com/deanna.elise.96?mibextid=DlZzXU

[@kestrlfalc]

Soon interesting!

[@symone3113]

Excellent interview.. it’s very sad to hear how you were treated by the people who were suppose to have your back….I may have missed it. Are you in contact with your parents?….

[@dinaelise]

No, my mom is 💯 in. My dad is 78 (I think) still doing construction and struggling to live off social security. He was ‘stumbled’ about 6 years ago I think and stopped going to meetings, but he still believes it’s the truth. He was going to come here to Ecuador to see about retiring here, where he’ll be much more comfortable financially. He just cancelled his trip after watching the interview 💔 I guess it’s better that he knows now before he gets here, that I’m demonic 😔 I’m still hoping he can calm down, and realize that I’m happy and whole, and that I love him and I’ll still take care of him. He deserves to know who I am though.

[@symone3113]

@@dinaelise well you’ve done your part so now it’s on them(him)…. Take good care of yourself…❤️

[@andreazgraggen436]

Whau! 👍😅 I am very glad about you 👍 about medicine 💊 plants ..I tried aiuvasca , cannabis and more 👍😅 right really helps tu cure traumas .. Glad you are there in Equador , have fun ! Love ❤ Very sorry about the all story ! I call it now ..the F…..TOWER !

[@patriciabell3665]

Everything that they said about worldly people. It was happening in the JW and remember that don’t happen there and that is a lie. Run 🏃‍♀️ 🏃‍♀️

[@exjwdiaries]

Great point!

[@lonahulbin1493]

You know, I love her story for some reason I have noticed every Jehovah witnesses to leaves the organization gets into other rituals, kind of different religion. Why is it so hard now for Jehovah witnesses who left the organization to just seek Jesus, and read the word of God for them self . But rather deal with other spirits, and I hope I’m not scaring people off, but these foods don’t want to let go of these people they just don’t wanna let go. And that’s why Jehovah witnesses either find a way to the Lord Jesus Christ, or they deal with other spirits . That really is a concern …

[@RosePetalFriend]

And we thought we had some wicked elders!!!!

[@DinahLost-wx1mm]

😢😭🤧🫂

[@susanhayward1534]

How do I contact you about my own story?

[@exjwdiaries]

My email is at the very end of every video

[@newstart4981]

Where's the video where he got on Instagram and was like, "Eff the Watchtower" and was unfriended overnight by basically all of his friends?

[@exjwdiaries]

That’s the Disassociation video

[@madelinemedina3445]

She’s still dealing with the effects due to her laughing during shocking moments.

[@dinaelise]

You can choose to laugh, or you can choose to cry. I’ve always chosen laughter as my medicine. I could just as easily have cried instead of laughed through those moments. When a person goes through something as devastating as what I went through, it alters you permanently. You’ll never be the same human, nor do I want to be that person. I also chose not to completely neutralize the memories and the feeling attached to the memories. They are powerful and beautiful and horrible all at the same time, and all part of the journey that’s lead me where I am today. ❤

[@Soulplaya007]

​@@dinaeliseone of the most powerful interviews, and recovery from trauma i've ever seen. I'm saddened but also inspired by your journey.

[@RosePetalFriend]

I don’t understand why her dad would set her up either him.

[@JohnRicker-vw8ol]

This woman needs to ask herself "What would Noah do? His patriarchal control ended at his property line. Would Noah have ever allowed Nimrod's matriarchal city state control of everything needed to sustain the flesh and what he believed disfellowship and destroy his family? Armegeddon happens to preserve flesh that survived the great tribulation. God allows things that he doesn't advise. God advised private property not a city state control of everything needed to sustain the.flesh. If what God advised had happened everyone would have control of everything needed to sustain the flesh. if That had happened would anyone have been burnt at the stake for disagreeing about how the heavens go or how to go to heaven? That's not what happened. So your paradise depends upon being allowed to control it by the same international corporations that financed ww2 bankrupt German holocaust. The same international corporations that are herding mankind north of the 33 degree latitude where winter happens. Private property control of a farm is being destroyed by the religion of the opposite. You need to take note. Noah's built homes and gave son's and daughters away in marriage. Nothing wrong with that. How can this woman modify her independent self-sufficient selfcontrol of everything needed to sustain the flesh so that she can sustain the flesh that armegeddon happens to preserve flesh during a time that anyone who doesn't take whatever the mark of the beast turns out to be? I have a best guess practical application that might allow her to survive long enough to be the flesh that armegeddon saves. It resolves the herbal essences that big pharma is monopolizing. (206 391 1141)

[@ryannebrown178]

I can’t imagine how you can speak on MY life about being worried about not having “support or family” yet where are you?! Not in any of our lives. Our own mother not supporting our lives or children.. your grandchildren. My dad wanted nothing to do with you. Had nothing to do with the religion. Because your insane .

[@dinaelise]

I love you honey, I always have and I always will. Maybe someday you’ll wonder if there’s another side to the story. I love you ❤

[@massagegirlmary]

I loved this! Fantastic! THANKYOU !