Introduction to Ivory’s Diary: Lung Cancer Stage 4

Day to day videos of my journey fighting against cancer

[@jamesbartlett4935]

I wish I came across this video 2 yrs ago so I could share my treatments that has helped me! 2015 I was diagnosed with stage4 double lung cancer and had a 2% survival rate of 5 years! 8 years later I’m a 5x double lung, lymph node, rib and brain cancer survivor/ fighter! I’m currently doing immunotherapy every 3 weeks and my cancer has been stable now for 3 years! I pray for you and your family! 🙏🙏🙏

[@Bombabingbong66]

James you are a Miracle and Beam of Light to every cancer patient out there. Blessings for continued forever Remission. 🎉🎉🎉😊

[@dalhousiekid]

How miraculous! You're such a fighter and you are winning the battle. Wishing you a long, long life! 🌸🌿🍀

[@miabarber1635]

​@Julie Wilton thank you. I was just gonna suggest him to do that when i saw your comment.😊

[@everythingjen1]

​​@@Wholly_His jenny had a bad reaction to immunotherapy. I found out why, I researched & it was a lack of a certain bacteria in her gut. Dr. William Li I believe talked about it on KZbin. If grapes, certain juices are eaten it helps the gut microflora & immunotherapy can be taken without problems.. I tried to message her & Kyle but they never checked it or responded

[@johnnylawrence7232]

@@Wholly_His Yeah, i would love to hear about his treatment

[@scrappydoogal804]

What a beautiful soul she was. I'm really sad that ivory passed. God speed dear ivory ❤💐❤️ rest in heaven ❤

[@sarahterry2140]

Thank you for leaving this diary of this difficult journey you were on until your passing. Rest in peace, dear Ivory.

[@jackimatsumoto5045]

Dearest Ivory - I just came across your videos. My goodness your journey is so very, very tough. We have not met but viewing your videos my heart is with you. I'm praying for you to not to suffer and still hope for many more happy times. I was diagnosed with Stage 3 breast cancer October 2021. Had surgeries, chemo, radiation and intense medications. I have hope. It seems like you are surrounded with LOVE and that's truly wonderful. Much LOVE to you ❤️ Jacki Matsumoto in California ❤❤

[@jennyrose2200]

I lost my parents back in 89 and my brother also a couple years later to lung cancer. Mom lived almost a year after her diagnosis and my dad just 3 months after his. It's amazing that you have lived 2 years with this.

[@bibizeeboohoo741]

So true Jenny, I am amazed Ivory has lasted this long from this teribble disease! We are very grateful anyway that she has lived this long! 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

[@godschild3640]

@@bibizeeboohoo741. How long 🥶do u live with stage 🥶4. Non small cell Adenocarcinoma🥶 lung cancer ,,, can you please answer that question, can you please tell me how fast did it moves to other organs how many days are how many months and how do you die of lung cancer? Do you choke to death? Do you drowned to death and how come I don’t have pain medicine I’m just finding out and thank you very much for your time respectfully and I’m sorry for all the things that you’re going through and for your loss.

[@tiffanywilliams4126]

This video popped up in my feeds and I was thrown for a loop. Scanning through the titles of the vlogs I was hopeful she was going to survive. I am truly sorry to hear of her passing. She is a beautiful young lady and I’m sad that her diagnosis came so late…. Praying for family to have peace and remember the happy times they spent together to get them through the periods of sadness!

[@mackyovenson5699]

I admire your strength, Ivory. Will keep you in my prayers. Stay strong and know that God is always with you, nothing is impossible with Him🙏

[@ivorysdiary2361]

Thank you Mac, really appreciate it 🙏🏻

[@investigator77]

You're the same age as my daughter Ivory. Thank you so much for being so brave, to leave this diary for the world. There's no stain, or darkness about your struggle. This is life. I'm 64 now, and try to always remember how we are blessed for each day we get to spend upright. I'm going to watch your new videos, but also go back and watch from the beginning. Sending you huge (((((MOM HUGS)))), from Toronto, Canada.

[@MrRazar84]

unfortunately , she passed away 2nd of may... :/

[@taraalan1131]

@@MrRazar84 Yes, I read that -tragic😢.

[@investigator77]

@@MrRazar84 Yes, I just missed her! But I believe she can hear me where she is now, and I hope that her family will continue to get messages of hope and thanks, for many years to come. What a lovely lady, and what a gift she has given to families, and people suffering alone. The unknown is the scariest part of getting these illnesses, and people like Ivory and her wonderful husband Tom, can help so much by showing us these things.

[@claudettepena9200]

Her husband uploaded a video today, she died last Tuesday, May 2. RIP! Cancer is a very cruel illness

[@JenDoe1]

I just saw it, devastating. You are 100% right, cancer is the cruelest of the cruel. Ivory can finally rest now. 🤍🕊️

[@claireoconor7986]

" I AM YOU, YOU ARE ME, WE ARE ONE ETERNALLY."🙏❤️

[@michelelou2598]

You are incredible. I’m so sorry that you are going through such pain.

[@imlurking-9103]

I wish I had seen this 2 yrs ago . I was fighting Cancer then myself. What a nice lady. Wished we could have conversed.

[@drd6893]

I was just recommended your channel My mum was diagnosed with colon cancer 2 weeks ago When she told me, the C word. My soul has never felt so much pain. And when you said the C word. I know exactly what you were feeling about that word. My mom isn’t doing very well. And we don’t know what’s going to come Next I’m an md a doctor. Not an oncologist but I feel like a lost child and my heart hurts. And hurts for you as well. You are so beautiful and young. ❤❤ god bless you and your family.

[@kf5034]

Recent studies have shown the anti parasitic medication Ivermectin inhibits the growth of colon cancer

[@maddie111]

Ivory, I just stumbled your youtube channel and shocked to find out what you are going through. You are all in my prayers. Have faith and courage that everything will be okay. Love and prayers

[@MariaElaine0516]

Thank you for your bravery and sharing your journey with us. I don’t think I have the strength you have but I’m grateful to have seen your video randomly on KZbin. Sending a lot of love to you and your family ❤️

[@cheryllloyd5956]

I also came across your diary, purely by chance. What a wonderful lady you are and know that I will be another who is Praying for you. Strength Courage and Lots of Love to you.❤

[@gppoem3344]

Thank you for sharing. I’m following your journey. I’m admiring how truly strong you are. Sending you well wishes from Massachusetts, USA.

[@patsyhay9592]

Gorgeous person I’m so sorry this is heartbreaking you don’t deserve this praying for no pain ❤😢

[@leonorperez5439]

God bless you Ivory, you are such a strong young lady🙏❤️ your story touched my heart😢💕

[@luckypenny4263]

I’m so sorry I pray for you ❤stay strong. I wanted to thank you for sharing a difficult and challenging diagnosis with the world.

[@cynthiatait7708]

Bless You Angel. Peace be with you and your family.

[@kaydickmann8353]

What a beautiful soul! Ivory, you are an Angel. RIP

[@nancyedwards4098]

I will be praying for you, Ivory. You are a strong woman. Keep your faith in God. God bless you.

[@DocRobotnik]

What an absolutely beautiful soul. Cancer is a horrible affliction. Rest easy xx

[@marialourdesfetiangco6183]

Praying for a miracle for you ivory, 5hanks for sharing

[@Tomas-major]

RIP sweet, sweet, beautiful lady, I am so sorry you lost the battle after winning so many wars xx

[@gabespalburg6575]

Ivory you are very strong and very brave person! Maybe not strong in the physical sense now, but mentally your strength is overpowering! Thank you for sharing your journey with us. As you said, it will be hard and very difficult, but God will travel with you as well as your love ones and everyone who watches your diary.

[@ivorysdiary2361]

Thank you Gabe, it means a lot. I will continue to give it my all my strength to fight this as I know I am not alone. I have you and the rest of my family, friends and even strangers who’s praying for me. Above all, I trust the Lord and his will. 🙏🏻

[@monamorris7254]

Thanks for sharing your story.May God bless and comfort you. Please know that everyone is praying for you. My sister passed away on 1/21/2023 of the same …..lung cancer… stage 4! I’m still in shock as my sis ate healthy…no sugar or salt……didn’t smoke or drink and so I’m baffled by her quick passing! I’ll continue to keep you in my prayers. I’m so sorry that you’re going through so much but please try to be at peace. Thanks for sharing your story. You’re a brave and Godly woman. Just know that God is with you always and forever.

[@effrosynizissimou7637]

I am very sorry about the passing of your dear sister. There are a lot of cases of cancers in young people these past two years because of the vaccines.

[@aprilm5483]

I just came across your channel. You are such a brave and classy lady. I’m thinking of you and your family. ❤April

[@Ceek2353]

Belated birthday greetings Ivory. Sorry to hear of your bout w this pesky Covid. Hope you get well soon

[@hannahaguirre6065]

I love you girl! Stay strong, you will beat cancer... we'll be with you through your journey!❤️❤️❤️

[@ivorysdiary2361]

Thank you girl and love you too! 🙏🏻

[@michellepolo8346]

God be with you sis...i am a cancer patient too. STAY STRONG WE ARE THE WARRIOR OF GOD! sending my prayers! Healing Love

[@ivorysdiary2361]

Thank you and yes let’s keep the faith and keep on fighting. 🙏🏻

[@CatzzSkatesFamily]

Thank you for sharing this. I wish I found out about you earlier. Not sure if someone managed this channel now, but just wanted to say this touched my heart.

[@zhaviyah84]

Thank you for this. I needed it a lot. I am in pain constantly too. I wish I knew you in real life. I wish I had found you before I just saw your most recent video. It is true - only the good die young. But you are not dead. And you never will be - your legacy will live forever.

[@jenjenbee1340]

You are so sweet Ivory! I just found your videos. I’m so sorry that you and your family are going through this. God bless you! You’re not alone. He IS listening and has seen every tear you’ve shed. Look to Him for your every need. Praying for you, Tom, and your children. God bless you for your vulnerability and strength. ❤❤

[@sols.tuazon1829]

Keep a Good Fight, continue to be stronger every single moment Ivory..embrace and feel the love of family and friends..God bless u

[@_CELESTINA_23]

🥺 my heart breaks for you & your family.. you are so beautiful & courageous.. May God Bless You & Your family ❤

[@judythomas3433]

First time subscriber, I feel your pain Ivory and hoping for a miracle. May your faith be bigger than your fear.

[@ivorysdiary2361]

Thank you so much! My faith got me through this battle for almost 2years now. It just makes it stronger everyday! Happy holidays! 🎄

[@marcK599.]

I really appreciate that you share your story ❤

[@Mustang1984]

Rest in peace sweet girl. So sorry for your family.

[@daddystrike-csgochannel8864]

I support you all the way babe. You are mentally super strong and together we will get through this to the end!

[@tonythetiger4015]

🙏🏼

[@racinebelleza8954]

Ivory you are such a beautiful person inside and out!❤️ I remember all your kindness during our ALSI days. You are such a sweet and helpful person and you even did my make up for Miss ALSI.haha My heart is breaking to hear about your news but I know that God is good all the time and he will supply all the strength you need. A lot of people loves you, praying for you and cheering for you (and I’m one of them) be strong, I know you already are!💪🏻 We love you!!!😘

[@ivorysdiary2361]

Yes, ALSI brought a lot of people together and it was such a privilege to be part of it and meet a lot of nice people like you! Thank you Racine! It means a lot! 🙏🏻

[@thelmakeats6887]

I feel you, i feel for your parents, went through the same, it sad that it happened to young strong person. Rest in peace ivory.

[@esselaraza8995]

You're always in my thoughts and prayers. Sending you love and light....

[@ivorysdiary2361]

Thank you friend🙏🏻

[@josianejojo2605]

U look so educated n affectionate Lovely lady Thank u 🙏

[@thelmakeats6887]

This is the first time i have seen this video, i know what you went through, my son Hansen Nichols passed Jan 12; 2024. He also went through the same thing. Stage 4 lung cancer, he fought so hard but the body gave up.

[@johnnylawrence7232]

So sad..... So brave and beautiful, inside and out

[@colleengoldsmith3407]

🙏🙏 Keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers. 💕 Kind regards, Colleen South Africa 🇿🇦

[@catholiclife9304]

I have not appreciated my life and I see you and I'm so sorry to you. Because you are suffering. In so many aspects. Please know Ivory I pray for you. Your a beautiful soul.

[@tonythetiger4015]

We love you girl...God will make a way and you deserve all the healing you can receive. You've been loving and helping alot of people eversince. We can make it! Lets do this! ❤️🙏🏼

[@tonythetiger4015]

By the way you are the strongest girl i've ever known (maybe as strong as alot of men too) 😜 You are my stronghold!! God bless you all the way and every second! See you! ❤️🙏🏼

[@ivorysdiary2361]

Thank you girl! I miss you and I love you! ❤️ I will see you soon

[@tinaherron8696]

Sending love and a hug to you sweetheart x love Tina xxx❤

[@ultimatenh4673]

God be with you kjan 🙏 I’ll include you in my daily devotion. be strong as always

[@ivorysdiary2361]

Thank you so much! 🙏🏻

[@SusanPhillips-pn2em]

Ivory so beautiful ❤ inside and out rest in peace beautiful lady x❤️

[@niccicastle2474]

I admire your strength sis. i pray for you and your family. You know He has the best plan for all of us.

[@ivorysdiary2361]

Thanks you, really appreciate it. I trust in him with all that I have. I am nothing without him. 🙏🏻

[@theresacasuyon2332]

That was a very emotional and beautiful speech. Thank you for sharing with us your story. Be strong and don't lose faith. Anything is possible with God.

[@ivorysdiary2361]

Thank you. It may be hard to understand why things happen but I trust in Him and will continue to do so. 🙏🏻

[@helencheadle5285]

What a brave brave and beautiful lady Ivory is!! Only learnt about her as her husband was talking on another video, and sadly it’s after Ivory ( beautiful name for this lovely Lady! ) had transitioned. There is NO death….of that I am Now quite certain. Our loved ones are only in another room, very close by and can hear us when we think of them or talk to them! I am a Church of England member, I was baptised, and and and confirmed many years ago, but then after losing both parents within a year of each other in my early 30’s with three children, and having just pursuaded my husband to apply for a job near them. We moved close in the Dec, and lost my mother to emphysema in the feb, my father just couldn’t live without her, and tho there is always talk of a broken heart with close couples in these scenarios. It was actually lung cancer. They both had smoked all their lives when it was advertised as the social thing to do! I’ve never smoked, but my ex did, so I was surrounded by smoke for 40 years, growing up, then marriage, and bizarrely, though I’ve never smoked I have asthma now as well as COPD, which drs say I have got through passive smoking! Who would have thought! I have always been interested in the paranormal, then disaster in my life when my middle of three sons had complained of back pain, and his GP had put him on pain killers, but also did a blood test. His father has sever Rheumatoid arthritis, so they wondered if it might be the start of that. Before going any further, I am not a weirdo, who goes to spiritual churches, meetings the like, I’m fascinated in things they say they see hear, feel etc, so my son and I joined an offshoot team of investigators, and found things we saw on occasion fascinating. My son and partner had just moved into the nicest home they could afford to rent, as well as the arrival of a baby boy, almost two at this stage, his partner rang me a few hours later as I waited to hear what the blood test showed only to hear her say he had pneumonia and had been admitted to Addenbrooks Hospital in Cambridge U.K. a most excellent hospital. I couldn’t believe pneumonia as I’d spoken to him on face time abd he hadn’t shown any sign then! I felt very confused, and a tiny flicker flame of fear was struck in my belly. Just then my son rang me…he said he was so so sorry mum, but I’ve got cancer! Where ? I asked, right lung, right hip, right leg, sternum, and spine ! I just couldn’t believe it, but fell into stupid mum mode, saying he wasn’t to worry….we’d find a way to fix it, and I was in my way. ( how the hell I thought I’d fix all that, God only knows! But mums are internally programmed to fix things, make things better, be ut with a Kidd, or sticking plaster!) but this was much bigger than this mum had anticipated…but I was determined to do something! They took him away for a first blast of radiology…I spoke to the Dr and offered my lung, to replace his tumour one. No…,I didn’t mention my COPD..one problem at a time, but the drs felt he was too weak for an op. I offered my bone marrow. They didn’t think that would help, but bore it in mind in case. I told then straight, I was willing for him to have any body part of mine they felt he could use, if they could just strengthen, fatten him up! He was allowed home again after a few days, but was worse once home. Back to hospital for more radiology,but he flatlined! Why? He didn’t before! They got him back, then sent for an mri scan. OMG their faces said it all when they came back. They hadn’t seen it before, but now they had found a large mass of sepsis behind the tumour in his lung, and were very sorry, but couldn’t do anything else for him. In between time once hearing that, my brave,brave son got a solicitor in and made a will, and a registrar to come and perform a wedding between him and his partner , so she would get his pension, mortgage cover, other benefits for their little boy. He was just grinning and bearing it as they say. Then came the suggestion he be moved to a hospice. And he grabbed my hand for the first time, whispering Isn’t that where people go to die mum? I didn’t lie, but made more light of that side that I maybe should…telling him that yes, some very sick people did die there, but other people went to be cared for, perhaps some physio, painting, even playing the grand piano there as one young man did daily. So he agreed to go, was given a beautiful room of his own, no obvious hospital equipment, French windows with a bird table outside which a man topped up with food every day. My wonderful brave boy didn’t get out of bed again sadly, his lungs started to fill with fluid which they tried to drain,but it wasn’t going to work. I told him to just remember when he felt ready to look for the light …go to the light and both sets of grandparents will be there to meet you. Don’t be frightened as I’m linking into you too. He was falling asleep more, my other two sons and their wives were there, but he didn’t want me in the room, so I came out and spoke to the Dr. Who told me as and when he asked, she would just increase his pain management and he would fall asleep. It was a week before my birthday, and he’d even written a card in a scrawly hand, but he hadn’t forgotten. Once home I felt such a desperate need to speak to him again, so rang his brothers mobile and asked him to put it next to my sick sons ear,,, then I told him how wonderful he was, how incredibly brave, and he was just to relax..not worry about his wife and son as we would look after them. I said he was going ahead of me to the light, but when my time comes in a few years I hoped he would meet me and take me to the light too. Then one last call ten mins later just saying I loved him to infinity and beyond…my very special son. Aged 39. His brother said he sort of half smiled and tried to reply, but just went to sleep then. It was very upsetting. It had taken just seven weeks from diagnosis to his passing! The memorial service was held around ten days later, and that night I couldn’ sleep. Picked up my k2 meter which has never ever worked in this old house in the 7 years we have been here, and to my shock and surprise, one light came on. I asked is that you R? And got two then three lights! He had got there and was ok! That was in 2019. Since then he has come many times and we have developed a sort of morse code when he wants to say anything, abd I’m surprised too that I understand him! He’s apologised for smoking ( I used to bed him to stop because of his grandparents m ) but of course you never think this will happen to you! He told me he had come back in the car with us from the memorial as he was worried about being left on his own there,and had left his body. I have also become a group member to Hope Paranormal, with soul connector, medium and intuitive Josh Hope, and using a spirit box he gets many many loved ones and celebrities come through to talk to. And now my sons on his list and worked out how to come through from spirit to talk to Josh and give meaningful up to date messages from all our loved ones. So those who have read this far, please go, look at Josh Louis work….further proof that spirit have just moved to a different spiritual level to us, but they know what we do say, even try leaving little messages for us…..some spirits in the USA for instance seem very keen to leave dimes and cents all over the place for their loves one to find, Sometimes a feather! So..l.my boy has been coming through to me with lights on my K2 for four years this July, for which I’m so so grateful. If I’m sad, he appears to comfort me. If I pray ..he comes..both are a huge comfort . So. You see, there IS NO DEATH! We just eventually move to different levels , but will wait for our loved ones to join us. My boy has told me that he WILL come when it’s my time. I wasn’t affeared of dying, but of course to know that makes me feel loved and happy, I just want to put my arms round and give him a big hug! One day I will. I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to detract from beautiful Ivory’s story, which is terribly sad for her husband and children, the latter just won’t understand bless them, but I’m hoping her husband and close family and friends may see this and get the comfort I’m trying to share round to you all. Ivory is still around her loved ones almost daily, wearing a brown roll neck jumper and cream slacks as she is showing herself. Says she is trying different. Clothes on to see what she may have been missing out on! So I feel perhaps she usually wore light coloured tops. Her hair almost glows it’s so shiny, and she has a lovely smile on her face as she mentions her family. She says she always comes and gives them a kiss when they are asleep. Her husband too, but his sleep is still very broken- waking up a lot during the night. She is around you as much as possible and says if it were physically possible she has A deeper love for you all which She didn’t think would ever be possible since she already adored you all. Please talk to her she asks, hearing her name spoken in her home helps bring her forward, and closer to you. Sending you all, Love and Light, Godbless you! 🙋‍♀️💐😘😘😘😘🙏🦋🦋💕🥰🦋🦋🦋🦋xxxxx 10:55

[@lindav3455]

I'm so sorry, I have not been here to follow your journey. I just watched your latest one and was speechless. I am sending prayers. I will continue to watch every video, like and subscribe. Please know that you are loved and in my thoughts and prayers. 🙏🙏💙💙

[@czyxcom]

Thank you for sharing your story Ivy, i know this will help a lot of people understand what this sickness is all about. Hang in there, our prayers is for you. ♥️♥️♥️♥️

[@ivorysdiary2361]

Thank you Jane, appreciate it a lot.

[@frankgarry390]

Yes it's true people really understand what is going on with her.

[@1MinuteFlipDoc]

You are a beautiful courageous angel!

[@elizabethparker3456]

You know my dear I have the same case like you..let fight with this cancer...remember there is always hope. Pray,pray that they can find new treatment for us..you take care

[@ivorysdiary2361]

Thank you! Yes quitting is never an option. We have to keep on hoping and praying at the same time, live everyday with a grateful heart because each day is a blessing and should never be taken for granted 🙏🏻 Sending my prayers to you and your family 🙏🏻

[@Ali74]

Lovely lady. RIP Ivory.

[@Ceek2353]

You are so brave and articulate

[@MarilynMayaMendoza]

Dearest Ivory, I just found your first video. You are a beautiful person inside and out with a wonderful family. I will pray for you and your family. I always ask myself why bad things happen to good people, but I don’t have an answer. My children I have Filipino children and you have family back home sending you love. Aloha

[@frankgarry390]

Yes she is i want are to be strong by the grace of God everything is going to be fine am also going to pray for are

[@MrGeorgewf]

Beautiful lady. I’m so sorry.😢

[@greatviews5318]

*Your work is getting better day-by-day and I am following, Congratulations!!!! ***** * * * * * * * * * * **

[@ivorysdiary2361]

Thank you so much for keeping me company. It means a lot. I hope you stay around 🤗 Wishing you a happy holidays! 🎄

[@karenjones4882]

So poignant and eloquent. My heart is heavy with your pain. I will pray for you and your loved ones, but especially for you, and I can only hope that my prayers to God on your behalf are half as beautiful as yours.

[@joyfulsista]

Never give up on hope, God still works miracles I’ll be praying for you , you are not alone 🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@MustObeyTheRules]

Turns out, god doesn’t care because there isn’t one

[@nursehoney24]

@@MustObeyTheRules Goodness I feel very sorry for you. For one reason, you came to a lady’s page, that’s in the fight of her life, to say something like that. And last, but certainly not least, when you do find out that God is actually real, it’ll be too late for you 🙏🙏🙏

[@MustObeyTheRules]

@@nursehoney24 there’s no god

[@Jerseyboondocks]

​@@MustObeyTheRules even if there isn't can you at least let them have their hope if that's what makes them feel better and comfort in this hard time?

[@MustObeyTheRules]

@@Jerseyboondocks no because I’m tired of seeing them spreading their delusions around trying to recruit more members to their cult. It’s disgusting watching them prey upon people in their most vulnerable and low states.

[@mishnaperle3376]

Hello ivory. I am lily salman's friend. Quite a sad news but please please do not lose hope. Be strong. Just call upon God and entrust everything to Him. We will include you in our prayers. He only can heal you.

[@ivorysdiary2361]

Thank you! Yes I believe I will be healed and I am keeping the faith in Him. 🙏🏻

[@chabisayainholland7791]

We are here for you iv no matter what. Through thick & thin. In sickness & in heath. Friends forever. Sister forever. Love you with all our hearts. Fight till you can for your family & for us your friends. We will wait for you recovery and after that we will do more mukbangs & other kabuangs. Love you iv.

[@ivorysdiary2361]

Thank you Cha for everything! Me and my family are just so lucky to have you. You were always there for me and the kids! Love you too!

[@jmdapetilla]

Get well soon Ivory..Always pray to God surrender all your worries and pain. God will heal you.God Bless!!

[@ivorysdiary2361]

Thank you so much. My stage as they call is incurable but it doesn’t stop me from praying for miracles. I surrender everything to HIM. Thy will be done 🙏🏻 Happy holidays my friend 🎄

[@jackiejoy1852]

Prayers sent sweet friend 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼💕🙌🏼

[@sheinacristerbagiwa8518]

I am crying😭😭,watching ur latest vlog and jumping here(ur uploads 2 yrs ago)being on the same situation, I know how hard/painful life u have,,pero lumaban po tayo hanggang sa huli Ma'am,,sending hugs and prayers mula dito sa atin Ma'am🥺🥺

[@leewengkwong9288]

May the good Lord be very close to you in your cancer journey and wrought a miraculous healing if it be His will. Take care, lvory

[@peaceriot]

Rest Well, God bless you and your family. ♥

[@ladydi2625]

RIP Ivory..Im Sorry You Went Through This Difficult Situation..Fly High😢💔🙏🕯🕊🌹🌹

[@jodybogdanovich4333]

You are way too beautiful to have an ugly side. I was surprised to hear you are 38; you look marvelous! Praying for many years ahead for you, Ivory. 🙏✝️🙏New subscriber from Washington State USA

[@frankgarry390]

Yes she is very pretty but what kind of sickness that want to distroy this girl😮

[@gigisvlog6786]

Condolence to the family,may you rest on peace 🙏

[@lmc2375]

Not saying this to cause injury, but instead to maybe help others. If you pray, when you do, pray as IF you can see self receiving what it is you are praying for. In other words, like it is already so. And there is a young woman I saw a vid of that has lung cancer, receiving treatment for it. The thing about her that I saw not in others is how she views cancer. She sees herself not with it. She said she often forgets she has cancer bc she focuses on living this life, being planted in living. She is choosing not to acknowledge the cancer, while being treated for it. She is not planning for her end, but seeing self in the living, being quite meditatively enveloped in gratitude for everything she has received in life, keeping mindset upbeat and forward moving. Her tumors shrunk up. It was quite something. Some may not see it as such, but we do have the power to put our mind where we wish it to dwell. We can actually draw in what we can see ourselves having. The shift has to be away from anything that leaves you down; fear, doubt, worry, upset, anger, whatever. It must be set on seeing what you want as if you already have it, as you work toward seeing beyond it. May not work for everyone, but I thnk it's worth every ounce of effort mustered to try. God bless those that have since left us. I do wish I could've told them. Some just don't want to hear it. 🙏❤💥💫🌱🌎

[@cherylcampbell7495]

So sorry to hear this. Your lovely and no one deserves cancer. I hate cancer.

[@ivorysdiary2361]

Yes nobody deserves it and just really unfortunate that it happened to me and to alot of people. But I still consider myself to one of the lucky ones who are able to enjoy the advance treatment or medicine that help us to still get a quality of life despite the disease. I pray for all the cancer patients and survivors who are giving this journey a good fight. 👍🏼

[@monettevandenbroek6042]

Cant still believed that this things happened to you dai.Im praying all the time that miracle will happen ..I really admired how strong you are handling this situation and please stay as strong as you are.We can beat this cancer dai..God is good all the time and there is no impossible if we just believed on him.Cant afford to lose you my beatiful and lovely daughter..

[@ivorysdiary2361]

Thank you Tita for everything! You love me like you own and I am forever grateful for that. I can’t thank you enough for all the love and support you have given me and my family. We can get through this together 🙏🏻

[@Willow_508_]

Rest in Peace Lovely Lady. God Speed. ❤️🙏❤️

[@frankgarry390]

Are you serious is she ded i don't understand.

[@sheilacarter7875]

Ivory l,came across your latest video posted by your husband in April 2023 .Now l am watching your earlier video in 2021 and know you are now in the hospice l will keep praying for you and your family.

[@LTABITV]

I was shot in my Chest 🧰 right side, came out of my back but it hit 🎯 ‼️ organs on the way out. I was put in coma as I laid unconscious, total organ 🫀🫁 shut down. Well they took me off life support and watched me lay in the bed to go ahead and pass. Well I didn't die that day or the next or the next that was 2013 it's 2023 🎉🥳 I woke up and got alot better ALOT better. I can tell you anything is possible I know she died but to anyone reading this I've never had cancer and I never will but my organs were shut down totally and then came back 😢 you will make it too. ❤️💜 this is to all walks of life any color, any political party any religion ☯️ because WHEN IT COMES TO LIFE 🧬 AND DEATH 💀 none of that will matter anyway.

[@lexiefadallan480]

Ivory at first I feel happy to see you in this vlog after how many years?.... 22 yrs...but I felt so sorry to see this and hearing the bad news. have faith in God, keep going strong... This is Melody one of your classmates back in high school. I pray to God that He will still bless you with more and more years of life with your family. Keep safe 😘

[@ivorysdiary2361]

Thank you Melody! Yes it has been ages! And I’m happy to get reconnected with you. Just unfortunate that it has to be in this way. God is good all the time and I leave it all to HIM. Godbless you and your family ❤️

[@cyrahmerjariolne9854]

Ate vietkoooong, pakalig on ate. Di ka pasagdan sa Ginoo. God bless ate!!! 💛💛💛

[@ivorysdiary2361]

Salamat kaayo🙏🏻

[@rezalans1307]

Dai Ivory you are a good person, keep strong and God be with you, 😘😘😘

[@ivorysdiary2361]

Thank you Tita. I trust him and that he will heal me from this. 🙏🏻

[@LTABITV]

Wow you are so beautiful I won't say you "were" because this is the only way I know you through this screen. My life isn't hard 😢😢😢😢😢 watching this makes me forget my own issues and forgive others including myself

[@JenDoe1]

Rest in Peace now, dear Ivory, no more pain. 🤍🕊️Now it is time to rest. I’m praying for your family. You impacted so many people’s lives. You fought so hard. I despise this disease! 💔

[@joemalone1908]

ohh she died already?

[@ThelaughingPineapples]

@@joemalone1908 She

[@taraalan1131]

@@joemalone1908 She died 2/5 . RIP.

[@zionriveral9076]

Sterkte titah. Je bent heel ardig van ons ook van iederen.

[@ivorysdiary2361]

Thank Zion💋

[@Kelly-gh6hy]

Sorry we lost you 😢 but I know your in a better place 🙏🏻🙏🏻🕊️

[@josianejojo2605]

Am so sorry when I watch ur vdo now Am new to ur channel 🙏 N healing

[@nicolagreenwood6088]

Hi I’m a new subscriber. My mums got exactly the same thing as you she started with a small cough, my heart is broken I struggle every day and to be honest I’m not coping.sending u love and healing.xx

[@ivorysdiary2361]

Welcome to my channel. I am sadden that your mom is sick and that you have to deal with it. I can see it from my own family how hard and difficult it is to deal with fact that I am very sick. There’s no easy way to deal with it, unfortunately. But don’t focus on that, focus on the time you still have left with her. Create memories whenever you can. Take tons of photos and videos to keep her smile sand laughs with you❤️ Stay strong and keep the faith that she will recover.

[@nicolagreenwood6088]

@@ivorysdiary2361 thank you so much for your kind comment you are a beautiful soul inside and out that you can give me some comfort when you are going through this your self.you all seem like a lovely family and I pray that you get healed of this awful thing.my mum starts her tablets soon but she’s scared of the side effects.xxxx

[@ivorysdiary2361]

@@nicolagreenwood6088 she shouldn’t be! I am experiencing pimples, diarrhea (2-3times per week) , dryness of skin and now some hair fall. But despite all of these, I am feeling much better! I can walk, drive, bend or just like before except for running. But the pain has decreased a lot! I am so happy that I already started taking it. I couldn’t imagine how my life would be without this medicine!

[@nicolagreenwood6088]

@@ivorysdiary2361 thank you for your reply I will pass this information on to my mum, thank goodness she does not have any pain.we live at the seaside a place called Scarborough and my mum went for a paddle and lunch out with my dad today so that’s a good day. It’s very hard to watch our loved ones go through this I always say all mum needs is love kindness.xx

[@johnallisont6763]

My heart ache for you😢may our Heavenly Father give you the comfort & heal you from the. Pain you going throu. May god guide you with peace. 🙏❤️😢

[@TakeTheRide]

I just watched the video where her husband said they put her in hospice. This is the second video I have watched about ivy. My heart and prayers are going out to her and her family. This is going to be hard on her husband. Harder than he knows. May Yahuah watch over you all. In the name of Yahusha. Shalom.

[@damnitjanet3037]

Rest in Peace Dear Ivory 🙏🏻🎀💕

[@frankgarry390]

Please don't say such we are going to pray so hard for her she is going to get well.

[@Zed.Ventures]

keep fighting. you got this!

[@ivorysdiary2361]

Thank you so much! Fighting is always my plan A and so far no plan B 😄 Wishing you a merry Christmas 🎄

[@Americanflagg]

Rest in Peace. I hope you found peace

[@reneegott133]

I am so sorry I just found this video. I would have loved to have been part of your journey. I wish I could have hugged you but I know you’re with God and Jesus Christ our savior now and in no more pain. I pray for those left behind to keep your thoughts of her always close to you and never lose your faith.

[@silondon9010]

A wonderful lady

[@ven0006]

Sending you lots of love. Xo