Irken Armada 'Your Own Version of Hell' Lyric Meaning

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Lyrics:
Wake up
Flitch the switch
It’s feeding time
So take the hit
Join the syndicate
Face them all
Obliterate
Expose your flaws
Fucking
Fucking die
Ive learned to hate you
But it’ll never be enough
Chewing on my soul
Questioning your fucking trust
Speak my name a again
Ill leave you left for dead
Slashed throats won't dry
Until you bury the bag
Bleed out and fucking die
Fucking
Fucking die
I, don’t wanna throw away another day
Pain, lurks deep within my corroding veins
I, don’t wanna waste another day
Death is coming for it’s claim there’s gotta be another way
Salted earth
Nothing can grow
And I could of been a wise man
But you turned my soul to stone
After all of these words left unsaid
The weight on mind is fucking breaking my neck
I was a trembling kid left to fend for myself
No warm embrace, you left me for dead
I, don’t wanna throw away another day
Pain, lurks deep within my carroding veins
I, don’t wanna waste another day
Death is coming for it’s claim there’s gotta be another way
Yet again I’ve watched another day pass me by
Without a single ounce of love for you in my mind
The furnace burns but the flame just isn’t quite as bright
One more trip and I could miss it in the blink of an eye
Fool me once fool me twice, it’s always on me
The constant ticking in my ears I’ve been denying
Your dying heart, crying desperately to stop
I’ll watch you fucking die when time is all I’ve got
Broken windows, open floors
Run to the woods, and barricade your hollow doors
The corpse of many
Held captive in the cell
Tested by god
In your own version of fucking hell
Get fucked
Own version of fucking hell
Get fucked
Tested by god
In your own version of fucking hell