Is it OCD or is it out of my control?

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If you want to give your life over to Christ all you have to do is believe, invite Him into your life and heart, and repent...
Dear Lord Jesus, I know that I am a sinner, and I ask for Your forgiveness. I believe You are the Son of the Most High, came to Earth in flesh, that You died for my sins and rose from the dead. I turn from my sins and invite You to come into my heart and life. I want to trust and follow You as my Lord and Savior. It's in Your name I pray, Amen.
Mailing Address:
Michelle Davis
PO BOX 6214
Springfield, IL 62708
USA