It’s been too long! What I’ve been going through😢

[@virginiahilman7786]

I applaud your honesty. in a time when on social media people try to portray there life as perfect. we’re all in this beautiful , messy life

[@pennychannell6066]

Sending lots of love and hugs your way! Postpartum depression is…a trial. It’s easy for others and even family members to tell you to basically get your head out of your butt you have kids to take care. It’s easy for others not to be empathetic and even pretend to understand but no where near close to comprehending what it actually means to go through it. Even for those of us moms who have gone through it, it’s different for everyone. It’s not easy, it’s a struggle. And us moms can get pretty good at pretending to be okay too. What’s important is to take the time for oneself to get the help you need and to speak up when you realize what it is your going through. There’s no shame in it. I didn’t know anything about postpartum depression with my first, no one talked about it, no one even brought it up in any visits prior or after. I thought something was seriously wrong and felt ashamed of how I felt and embarrassed to talk to anyone. It was basically my own research close to my second that I realized what I was going through. It affects so much. Know that others are here for you even just to send you a big smiley face or even an upside down one 🙃 when ever you need 😊 and sometimes you just need to take a me moment and look at yourself in the mirror to tell yourself, your absolutely darn amazing!

[@ashleycollazo5007]

So happy to see your face on the screen again. You have helped me through so much. Preparing for pregnancy, during pregnancy, and I’m officially a month 1/2 postpartum. Thank you for everything you’ve done and will continue to do. You are incredible, please don’t doubt that for a second ♥️ Post anything!

[@StephanieHajal]

I’m so glad you are feeling more like yourself! Those dark days can be very scary with ppd/ppa. Cheering for you!💗😊

[@Faithful_feline]

Post partum depression is so hard. Sending love ❤ you are doing so good, keep on keeping on Mama! Looking forward to your future videos xo

[@cindyrigsby5746]

I understand honey. With my first baby, I had ppd and I didn’t even know it. When I had my babies, none of those things were not talked about or known. But when I turned 27 I was diagnosed with bipolar, anxiety and panic disorder. I take medicine,, helps so much but it’s not a cure and I still have bad times. Praying for you. God bless you and your family. ❤

[@Kristieparsonx0]

Girl I have missed your videos!!!! Glad your back

[@judithbutler9695]

You are a warrior! Many people need your voice. You rock

[@ubsessedwithmkup6949]

So glad you’re okay. Honestly anything you post we’re down for! Missed you ❤

[@yarazard]

I was so hesitant about getting treatment for PPA because 1. I didn’t want any future insurance issues 2. No one in my close family that I knew had ever been treated for a mental health issue. At the end it got to the point where it was so bad that even my dad said to go to a doctor. I wish I had gone sooner. 4 months of treatment and then I was back to normal. Don’t wish that anguish on anyone. Life in and of itself is hard on its own. Glad to have a fellow TX mama back!!

[@DAMSindistress1]

I think I’m in the woods. I definitely believe I had ppd, but she’s 8 months now.. I think it’s full on depression.. very overwhelmed, I keep telling myself to push through.. but I get knocked down, lose entire days and stress out my partner and kids. Not enjoying this at all.. I’m thankful for your honesty.. I’m happy your doing better and are finding a way to function. Sending love.

[@gailshepherd3647]

May God continue to guide you, and protect you. He knows your path and he will always be with you. I am proud of you.

[@chandaelizabeth3046]

I'm happy to see you're doing OK! Thank you for talking about your PPD and PPA struggles, there's not many brave enough to do so, but it's something I think a lot of us mamas worry that we're the only ones going through it, or may not even realize that is what's going on.

[@GodisInYourJobSearch]

As a new Christian and new mom I can say I truly believe post partem depression and anxiety are demonic attacks … Children are a gift from the Lord. And the enemy wants to take our happiness. To anyone battling it. Prayyyyyy. It really helps.

[@chrissyfrederick3424]

I've missed seeing you! Sending you positive vibes and support! You got this!

[@saramertz9020]

Praying for you and your family! I was following you for a while and was thinking about you the other day! Sending positive thoughts, postpartum depression is nothing to mess around with. ♥️ glad you are back and thank you for your honesty.

[@bpielow]

Glad you're feeling a bit better, Momma! You're an amazing person and please never think any different.

[@SarasBites]

From one Houston mama to another, I hope you get better soon! PPD and PPA and even rage are so damn real and I love how transparent you are. I'm due with baby #2 soon and scared to death of going through that again. Sending hugs and I'd love to see more fashion videos bc I have no sense of fashion lol 💜

[@janenns9831]

Yes yes I’d love fall fashion and home decorations!!! Love you girl, the Lord is with you and trust me, He is carrying you through this season 💗

[@alyss_uhh]

So happy to see you back 💖 I first found your channel two years ago when I was pregnant with my youngest son. Watching you on KZbin made me feel less alone in my momma worries. With the pandemic I felt lost, in myself and in my abilities as a mom/wife. Even now it’s a struggle and like you said it’s a process. Thank you for always sharing as much as you can/do. Sending you so much love, support and prayer you Beautiful soul ✨🙏🏼💖

[@kerridavis86]

I have been thinking about you!!! So glad you are back!

[@prettythingsthings4474]

Yay so glad you're back!! You're my favorite you tuber 💛 I would love more style videos! You helped me a lot with post partum anxiety. I had so much anxiety leaving the house with my new baby but when you posted that video saying you would get a coffee and just walk around target with your baby to get out of the house and relax, that helped me know that it's not as hard as I think! Also would love maybe potty training must haves, tips and tricks, potty training boys vs girls? Is that weird? Cause dont the boys have to stand? I dunno! I haven't done this before 😂 Anyways thanks for posting again looking forward to watching and hanging out via KZbin videos!😊

[@emilymunday6212]

Oh momma, I haven’t checked in with you and your videos for a while, but my heart went out to you so much as I just had our second baby, and I hope there’s much peace and healing that comes for you.

[@allybrown9588]

Welcome back Mama!!!❤️❤️❤️

[@piggylicous1]

We missed you! So glad your okay! I’m here for the mommy content and the fashion content, and anything else you feel like sharing. 🙂

[@SLR823]

Yes ma’am thank you for starting this channel and sharing your story! 💛

[@pheneix2347]

Glad you're doing better. Hope you continue doing so. You are worthy. You are important. Stay strong.

[@sarah29880]

Thank you for being open and honest ❤

[@ericawelch6117]

I’m so happy you are okay❤️ Thank you for always being transparent with us !

[@brittanygozzi6704]

Just want to give you a big warm hug! Being a mama is ALOT and you are such a strong warrior fighting through all the things. Take care of yourself and your babies, we're here for you always

[@mehenaz4597]

I personally went through PPD for a while, so many bad thoughts came and went on my mind. I watch you from my pregnancy days and seeing you going through this makes me wanna cry and broke my heart to not see you on KZbin/insta, I totally support sister, and I'm so excited to see you back, will always be watching you 💗💗💗

[@rosemarrymc6905]

I am so glad to see you and hear that your okay. I'm so sorry you have been going through such a hard time. What ever you and your family is going through I pray it all gets better and keeps getting better so you can get back to the things you love. Love you lots and bless you and your family. 😊🥰🙏🏻😇💙

[@virginiahilman7786]

Thinking about you and pray you are doing well

[@viktoriajames2300]

This past year has been one hit after another for a lot of us it seems. I just had my first baby and I got so much joy out of watching your videos. I love your honesty.

[@ashleyrios5238]

Yessss fashion for everyone! I love how real you are so relatable ❤️

[@cstevenson3036]

Happy to see you, sending love! You helped me immensely with confidence going into my first pregnancy and now breastfeeding my little guy. Thank you for sharing.

[@adrianeleigh2807]

I was just thinking about you the other day. Great to see your face, Beautiful! 😊

[@yvetter3483]

So lovely to see you back online. Sending you strength & love 😊

[@ernicanoel]

Sending love and lots of prayers as you continue to heal.

[@PrincessBambii7399]

Sending you love mama. ❤️

[@xosammyj09]

Welcome back 💗 you were missed and watching you talk made me very emotional because I can relate so much… so glad you are back and feeling better 💗

[@mentalmama85]

I was just thinking of you the other day. Hugs mama we are here for you. Lots of love

[@stephaniemomof9746]

Glad your back and doing better

[@marvinawilliamsmw]

Wayyyyyy too long!! Welcome back❤️

[@crystalliu6871]

So glad you are back!!!

[@Danadanadana3]

So glad to see your face again !!! Happy to hear you are doing better 😘 keep on truckin’ mama !!!

[@abigailkiana8852]

I’m so happy that you’re doing better! I was really worried about you, it’s so good to see your face!

[@abigailkiana8852]

Also I would totally love to see a fashion series!

[@lauradermatis1372]

Missed youuuuu!

[@virginiahilman7786]

Listen to Sara Barreles . “use to be me”

[@reiloveable]

Please read this book, "The Untethered Soul by Michael Alan Singer"

[@magen2271]

There are two people or rather two spirits at work within each person born on this earth. Cory Varbee channel for more.

[@rblair5342]

❤❤

[@xosammyj09]

💗

[@kozmosarson7728]

Girl I thought you had got pregnant again! 😄

[@kozmosarson7728]

I didn't mean to jinks you! Wow I was right!