"It was Freedom and Love, But in a Thousandfold Intensity" | Carina Hilfenhaus Near-Death Experience

After several serious health crisis - cardiac arrest, pseudotumour and a near-death experience -, Carina Hilfenhaus now wants to encourage other people.
In this interview she describes the circumstances that ultimately led to a near-death experience. Carina also tells about the dramatic events that followed in the years after her NDE.
Contents:
00:01:08 The back story
00:07:49 Again no diagnosis at the hospital
00:10:38 All of a sudden there was peace - The near-death experience
00:13:42 No more fear of death
00:15:18 A few seconds that changed everything
00:15:45 The sick sinus syndrome
00:17:07 What am I doing on this earth?
00:19:02 Possibilities of conversation about the near-death experience
00:21:38 Religiosity/spirituality
00:23:12 The deep longing
00:24:18 Pseudotumor cerebri and the depletion of the body
00:27:48 The loss of fear of life
00:30:18 This life is too hard
00:31:20 At Lake Chiemsee I found all the answers
00:33:25 A look back
00:35:16 The new direction in life: More courage to face life
Credits:
Interview: Werner Huemer
Director: Heike Sucky
Translation: Werner Huemer, Peter Cox
Voice-over: Kate Howlett-Jones, Peter Cox
Original subtitles: Heike Funke
Piano Outro: Ingrid Weindel
Editor: Werner Huemer
℗ Mediaservice Werner Huemer
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[@MichaelAyden]

I miss people deeply, I feel all too much that it pains me, I long and despair but try to be joyful and good to all. I so hope very much that heaven is for real and this existence is not just a fluke 😢

[@Ex-LDS]

Michael, look at Anthony Chene production! I wish you all the best!

[@ByGraceIGo]

You say you miss people does that mean you live alone? Heaven is for real and our Lord taught that the Kingdom of heaven can be within us. I live alone in the Appalachian mountains with my cats and a cabin. But with the presence of God in my life I know I am never alone completely . And my kitties do give me good company. ❤️ Pray the light will give you understanding and love and that you will feel the peace and love of God embracing you. ❤️❤️🙏🙏🙏

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[@asmodeus1274]

One suggestion, don’t watch or listen to any NDE’s that speaks of reincarnation. You’ll really be in despair.

[@naomidoner9803]

I love you Michael...you are not alone...this existence is not just a fluke...20 years ago there wasn't so much pain or at least it had not reached the collective consciousness yet the way it has today....probably we are watching this video for the same reasons, you're not alone....I dont know what your definition of heaven is...I do know we go on after the body dies because I've seen it with my own eyes... what I saw was my brother in my living room, sitting on my couch and smiling at me 3 days after he died...the literature labels this a grief hallucination but it was not...if heaven is my living room then yes heaven is real...Dr Sam Parnia has collected empirical evidence and has stated that we (the self) continues at least for a few hours after clinical death in an interview on closer to truth youtube channel...and the bioplasma body/field (some people can see it with their naked eye its commonly called aura) has also been photographed "bioplasma concept of consciousness" at researchgate.net explains this if you're interested...you are not alone!!! So many are trying to bring this elusive evidence to light through empirical research so we no longer have to guess or rely on faith

[@leecranton]

What an incredible life journey Mrs. Hilfenhaus has experienced.

[@meriluoto]

How much we can learn from these people with NDE! It's amazing... their stories have changed my life. I have lost my fear of life and fear of death, too. Only by watching these interviews.

[@mihaelaoana9025]

Right, me too!! ❤️

[@miriaml.150]

Me too. It has been a blessing. 🙏🙂

[@melsinTN]

Thank you for such an amazing interview, Carina and Thanatos! I am shocked by all that she endured and yet she seems so happy and content. I agree that mental anguish is much more painful than physical pain. I, too, determined some time ago that working in the grind of my professional life was not making me happy and just quit one day and started working in a big box store. I was so much happier doing that even though my income dramatically decreased. Now, I find peace and joy working in my garden, or outside and take care of my aging Mother. These acts make me the happiest, even though I still struggle with depression. Spending time with my daughter and my family, and spending time in the mountains, outdoors and with plants gives me peace, strength and comforts me spiritually. So happy for Carina that she has found her way in life!

[@fcaliasfcalias193]

thank you for sharing your story. It's good to know there are people like you and Carina.

[@unikadas]

My dad is undergoing heart surgery tomorrow, and this video is a great comfort. Thank you.

[@KaliKali-hv9bt]

Your dad ok now?😮

[@tooakki]

How’s he doing?

[@6figureetal]

watching these nde videos comfort me of my mum’s passing in october 2022

[@vdaproductions]

Thank you for finding these people and making these.

[@MariaElena51185]

Thank you for keeping on with these nde interviews. I highly resonated with this lady’s nde.. i like her energy. I had an nde quite similar.. that peaceful stillness free place-after fainting…some call it the void. I say ‘silence heals!’ I’m so happy she found herself BEing instead of all that doing. Carina is an inspiration. 😅

[@TheSolsonia2003]

Another excellent inspiration 🤍🌿🕊Infinite Gratitude Beloveds 🙏🕯

[@all4source813]

Yeap , more and more messangers come back from NDE with important messages.One of them is to not be afraid of death, cause death don`t exists.One of the primary task to share from those who comes from NDE.Thanks for sharing your important message with US. Thanks Thanatos for making this possible and thanks Carina for taking time so share your deeper experience with us ALL. Much LOVE

[@maryhall3722]

Thank you for this wonderful story. Carina is a brave person. Her existential crisis over years is a lesson for all of us. I'm glad she had such a good relationship with her mother in law in the early months even though this was just the beginning of a long spiritual journey for survival. She seems to have emerged as a joyful person, her smile is contagious.

[@emmahardesty4330]

Thank you. This has certainly entered my top five Thanatos. Quick, concise, a basic retelling; excellent questioning. Openness, as you say. I've gained so much from this one.

[@susanleezer182]

Thank you Werner, I really liked this video, Carina really has been through it! Very good thank you much!😊😊😊😊❤❤❤❤

[@octopuszoo2027]

This was absolutely awesome! Best narrator too. I haven't heard her for some time - but she's much better than the others. Thank you. 🙏

[@AllanGildea]

Thank you very much for sharing. What an incredibly strong woman. Best wishes to you.

[@tillyvickers2721]

Beautiful, thanks for sharing your experience🥰❤❤❤ to all who make this channel possible🥰🥰❤❤🙏

[@Satori100]

Thank you so much for the beautiful and purposeful work you both do. Very grateful!🙏🦋💖

[@rosebailey3537]

beautiful! ty both!!

[@Ishwar_Das]

Thank you

[@clarkkent3730]

*Phenomenal*

[@HOPE19]

Thank you. These interviews are helpful in so many ways.

[@Salsabilanow1111]

❤❤ needed this now

[@ronnronn55]

Another incredibly inspiring video with an exceptional person. Thanks for all of these. Your work is changing my life perspective. Ronn

[@susannortham11.11]

Love these interviews. Thank you both!

[@leecranton]

Thank you for these videos! They help me more than you know. I also really appreciate the English translations… the narrations are always so well done with lovely voices. Again thanks

[@sac1303]

Carina has a sparkling personality that draws your attention to her. She is a brave and inspiring woman. Thank you for sharing your NDE, Carina, and thank you Thanatos TV.

[@eldeo]

Every word went straight to my soul. There are so many lessons of how to live and why. The narrator was ausgezeichnet. On a technical note, it would be less disruptive if the camera could not zoom in and out and preferable to centre your entire heads in the shot instead of losing the tops. This story has the potential to help millions. Thank you for giving humanity hope and courage by telling it.

[@positivelastaction3957]

This is beautiful

[@6deste]

An inspiring and amazing soul, beautiful interview. Thank you both x

[@Fran-2023]

Thank you for sharing this incredible story! Wonderful person.

[@leonaheraty3760]

Thank you for sharing, Carina. ❤️🙏😊

[@primordia8133]

Amazing life events, so challenging but ultimately a great gift. Thanks for sharing.

[@fcaliasfcalias193]

Danke shun. This helps me a lot to process my NDE. Your story touched me. Thank you.

[@user-kx1zo1kg2j]

This was such a beautiful testimony. Thank you for sharing it is very inspirational !

[@mateomurilloespinel3714]

Otra experiencia Maravillosa ! Gracias. Los sigo siempre !con amor desde Bogotá.

[@mm77991]

Well, I am glad I watched to the end! What a sudden twist! Fascinating, thank you.

[@gillianm9367]

Such a cheerful soul! Thank you for sharing your experience Carina💕

[@johanneberube6682]

Thanks a lot for sharing 🌹

[@Blackdog_forrest]

Werner- love your videos. You’re the fuckin man. Love being a member. Your channel and page is one of a kind, revolutionary, and ahead of its time. Much love

[@ThanatosTVEN]

Thank you very much for your support!

[@rodmitchell831]

Thanks so much....Awesome

[@luxinfinity73]

Thank you! In my situation I found myself severely disabled after a 2 month water fast. It wasn't supposed to be that long but I passed out and found myself in a different reality. It wasn't a near death experience, I had a body, I felt completely joyful aware of everything yet without any thought process nor language. I was sitted in a natural pool of water formed by rocks in the mountains. There was a gentle waterfall replenishing the water and another pool adjacent to mine where an Asian woman about was sitted ecstatically. We were both splashing water, giggling and laughing like 3 year olds would. We had no language to communicate but we could feel each other. When I regained consciousness, everything was toned down again, the colours were not as bright and I had a personality again, something I didn't need in the other dimension. My calvary had just started, at that stage I was starving yet, in Siem Reap, Cambodia they don't give any food to patients. I used to be a strict vegan but whenever friends and relatives of the other patients realised I had nobody looking after me, I'm Italian, they shared some of their food with me. I could not walk properly anymore but thankfully my bed was near the bathroom so I just used the wall to avoid falling. There was a wheelchair and a walker too but they were often not available. A doctor gave me some money to buy food but he scolded me profusely beforehand. I was rescued by a christian organisation which took great care of me for 8 months then transferred to a big compound with a Khmer family. I had to face my demons, the good and evil in my consciousness were products of my catholic upbringing, it was all in my mind. I also meditated with Buddhist nuns and monks in a retreat in Myanmar, did yoga, chanted mantras but somehow I lost faith. Having a life based on an economy rather than being based on love was impossible to swallow. According to Hindu scriptures and Buddhism, there are illusions everywhere (Maya), but I never understood the depth of Maya until, totally fed up with the current situation and wanting to kill myself to end the nightmare, I begged God to help me. Suddenly something ripped me out of my body and I was a sparkle of consciousness in a white luminescent room. I was terrified but I realised that everything is made of energy and our thoughts and feelings manipulate this energy accordingly. I was deeply angry at my life, the system , having to pay to exist, the exploitation of the most vulnerable and so on. This rage damaged my body, I am almost entirely bed ridden now. My enlightenment was to understand that if I focus on darkness I create darkness. Likewise, if I focus on the light, I become the Light. My focus now is to let go and forgive, I had been carrying so much junk with me, I lost touch of the present moment: that's all we have, right here and right now. Forgive and move on with your life because nothing is forever. Thank you!

[@luxinfinity73]

I forgot to mention that the Asian woman that was playing in the pool in the different dimension resulted to be one of the organisers of the christian organisation which rescued me when I was in the hospital. She didn't seem to recognise me but I did almost instantly.

[@mygirldarby]

You have a very interesting story. I'm sorry you have been physically affected by anger. My mind/body does a similar thing. Ever since I was very young, fear has manifested as illness in my body. I didn't even know I was afraid when it happened as a child. I thought I was sick. And I was! But I didn't know that the pains in my back, the feeling in my stomach, the burning, nausea, vomiting was actually fear. My mom loved me very much, but she didn't understand that she wasn't comforting my fears, and so I didn't know how to comfort myself. She didn't know how because her mom didn't know how to comfort her. It has been my legacy. It's kind of embarrassing but I don't always recognize my fear even as an adult woman. I will still sometimes tell my husband I am "sick" before realizing that I'm afraid of an upcoming stressful event. I'm getting better at detecting it but still, if something upsets and scares me, my stomach churns and hurts so bad, even now. Slowly I realize that the feeling in my stomach or pains in my back is fear. It isn't my intuition. It isn't a warning that something bad is going to happen. I'm not "sick." Well, I am sick, but it is sick with FEAR. It manifests in my stomach and my back predominately, but it can show up anywhere in my body. I became so afraid while in college that I ruptured a disc in my back! I have some permanent nerve damage in my foot from that to this day. With this malady, this "introjection" of painful feelings, it can be dangerous to my physical health. Unlike hypochondria in which a person fears they're sick but aren't, with this situation (some call it somatic or conversion disorder), you actually _are_ physically ill even though it is an emotional origin. It's very hard for people to understand. It's even hard for me, but I believe I'm getting better at detecting and dealing with fear. It is a matter of life and death, or at least a matter of serious consequence to my health so I'm very aware that I must learn to deal with fear in a healthy way. I hope you can purge your anger and be well. I do know one thing that could help you: anger is a secondary emotion. The primary emotion is sadness or fear. Anger blocks sadness and sometimes fear. I think maybe if you can drill down past the anger and give the feeling hidden beneath it acknowledgement and expression, it might help to heal you.

[@mississippiapple1078]

How wonderful

[@FranciscoJavier-ld8lo]

Great interview. Thanks

[@jmhofmeyr]

This was beautiful and a great motivator..

[@michelemarch8270]

Thank You So Much Corina, for sharing your amazing experiences with us💖🙏🏻💖And Thank You Thanatos TV for bringing this interview to us💖🙏🏻💖

[@ytairraz]

thank you

[@LoveFromtheOtherSide]

Thank you so much for sharing your experience. It must have been so stressful at first when you were not taken seriously by the medical field.

[@taniapierini1548]

Grazie per questa bellissima intervista 👏🙏

[@MayasDream]

She is exceptionally beautiful!

[@cocothetrouble]

🧡

[@blackbeardsghost6588]

Great and valuable channel and video series!

[@shaunaireland7781]

Ugh I can't wait to leave this place

[@tiggigrob8113]

Me too even in my dreams its soooo beautiful in the otherside of life

[@kriss1750]

I feel the same way. The world has become a very cruel and insane place.

[@kriss1750]

@@tiggigrob8113 Yes...That is what I hope.

[@su....]

i so enjoy these testimonies of 'over there'. if asked, i think i'd say that our 'task'.. i mean, what i believe all of us are meant to do/be here on earth.. is to receive god's infinite unconditional love by our spirit, and so therefore be able to not only love but actually become love, as god, godself, is love.

[@drikali]

NDE starts at 10.40

[@ReligionAndMaterialismDebunked]

Early. I saw this video was posted earlier, but didn't click it yet. I accidentally clicked it rn, but have had it in my watch later. Hehe.

[@Dion_Mustard]

I wonder why most people have no memory of their NDE (oblivion)? It's puzzling.

[@cwescrab]

Hopefully there are things to do people to be with in that realm. As good as it sounds like it feels it would get boring just being in it and nothing to do.

[@kriss1750]

After living in an insane and cruel world, in all honesty... boring sounds wonderful! 😉😊 lol

[@mygirldarby]

According to people who say they can "talk" to souls on the other side, it sounds like a beautiful place with endless things to do. They also have "jobs" over there. Of course they don't get paid but they do seem to have a purpose. I think it might look a little bit like it looks here, except much more beautiful. If you hae a loved one who has crossed over, try to imagine what job they would likely have in heaven. An answer will likely come into your mind pretty quickly. When I heard that souls have jobs I immediately "knew" what occupations my mom and my dad are doing.

[@alt-logia776]

She didn't lose her ego

[@HOXHOXHOX]

wow such a Goddess!!!

[@lepee5830]

Doesn't start before 11:00

[@peteypete8180]

Whew spare me the tedious stuff

[@artearte7368]

They talk more about her seeknes then the nde

[@royzlatanestevez9843]

How sad, she didn't remember her family. She was just floating in the the nothingness of being happy, no memory of her husband, her child, etc. What is the point.

[@omazzola]

great story... terrible camerawork

[@jonthebutcher]

DMT release nothing else

[@OUTBOUND184]

It's a shame that so many of the people who have these experiences never actually educate themselves in the way of philosophy and theology. They end up conjuring a self-styled relativistic system based on emotion

[@KaliKali-hv9bt]

Philosophy and theology cannot explain everything is Not everything…their experiences surpass earthly knowledge

[@roncoppola6054]

l don't bu it