Arriving to the Philippines

[@peachkittyyy]

you absolutely did NOT have to vlog for us but i am so appreciative that you did. thank you for allowing us to be apart of this and letting us receive closure as well. Mama is our internet mama. my heart aches but I’m so proud of how strong you are Judy.

[@livelaughloveashley85]

I agree. 🥹🫶🏽

[@Ojewels65]

I agree we feel special like being part of the family of mama. Thank you 🙏🏼 Judy

[@jaed346]

💯

[@ashleychavez4601]

I couldn’t have said it any better. ♥️♥️♥️

[@dianneac9138]

Its ok. for more than 10yrs of vlogging im pretty sure this is her way of letting her feeling out.. Just like me or some of us sharing something on social media.

[@nichloa23]

I lost it as soon as I saw papa, but seeing him happy with Bella made me smile.

[@lakami123]

Me too girl

[@PitacosDaBruBrunaGarcia]

Me too 😔

[@notanhle]

I’m glad I’m not the only one 😭

[@Itsprettyash]

Same ❤❤❤

[@SquishyChristal]

I did too.

[@sarcoidosis33]

during difficult times, babies are truly a blessing. you can see how your whole family lights up and is able to focus on taking care of the baby

[@tootytammi324]

Mama's village came through to care for baby Bella ♥

[@Foreverami_]

Definitely , I lost my little brother 2 months after giving birth. Wouldn’t have made it through with out my baby❤

[@lifewithopc]

I agree, when my grandpa had cancer my 1 year old baby cousin made him smile through his hardest days

[@nutellalatte7522]

I liked this comment a year ago when Mama passed away and a year later my Grandma passed away. I cannot tell you how blessed and fortunate we felt having my two baby nieces during her funeral, they served such joy to us all ❤️

[@Hecallsmejess]

Who else started crying as soon as they saw Papa? May you all be surrounded by love and light!

[@googoodolls88]

Me 😢

[@shinaah_jie]

👋😭

[@ntokozoamanda3703]

It broke my heart 😢❤

[@pattysdaughter5639]

I was already teary eyed, when I saw Papa all the tears came.

[@sanaafarrell6596]

me :(

[@simply_geri]

tbh i didn't expect that you guys would show us this, because we want to pay respects in your private times. but still as a person who feel that you're also like family to me, i still appreciate you showing this. my prayers still goes to you guys❤

[@syakiej231]

Exactly. As a long time subsriber, I feel very honoured that she is willing to share this moment with us.

[@xBrennyxx]

Well said. I feel exactly the same ❤ a subscriber since january 2014, it almost feels like close family. I really appreciate it Judy 😢

[@DEEanien]

Dear Judy, I have no doubt Mama is resting peacefully. Passed on in her home country surrounded by people she loves. It's a beautiful thing knowing that she has a beautiful legacy of beautiful girls and women to carry on her memory, traditions and love for life. Continuing to keep you and your wonderful family in my prayers as you navigate a change we can never prepare ourselves for. Was heart warming to see Papa smiling & loving mama right by her side. Continue to rest peacefully Mama 🩶🕊🙏🏼

[@LexieLaurynHeiny]

What you wrote made me tear up

[@lotus2434]

Beautifully said. 💜🙏

[@Hi.senyaa]

That was beautiful ❤

[@marthececilieolsen1854]

❤️❤️❤️

[@MyDreamIsAStory]

I bet seeing Bella really lifted Papa up. I know he will carry on Mama’s love for the girls.

[@marinaamiller]

What sticks out of this video is a sense of joy and peace

[@mixedprincess91]

*peace.

[@francescaocasio9861]

Idk if it’s my pregnancy hormones but seeing that first clip of papa made me cry 😢. May mama’s beautiful soul rest in eternal peace ❤

[@BeverlyAma]

Same here 😥

[@2funerals311]

Same same 😭😭😭

[@elody30]

We are all crying-just thinking of him all alone now is sad😢

[@PastleLif3]

Congratulations on your pregnancy but I think most of us felt the same. We usually see papa and mama together and seeing him alone just doesn’t feel right. Safe pregnancy!

[@ilafardhani8176]

I'm tear up when Judy say close open to Bella and Benji do that hand sign in the airplane. Rest In Peace Mama. You will always be remembered and loved, even though we (the viewers) don't know you personally. As a viewer for about 9 years, every single day never miss out watching any Judy's vlog, I (all of the long time viewers) feels so close to this family. Sending so much love and prayers for all of you. And again Thank you so much Judy for taking us with you in this Journey. Thank you for vloging and upload this hard but surely memorable video. We always here for and with you ❤️ (edit, coz I'm write the comment as I watch the vlog, I just want to pour my heart in the comment section every scene in the vlog). I'm bowling when Papa saya Mama to Bella while touch her. I can feel how much he love her.

[@katrinna7311]

The close open definitely got to me. Instant tears

[@Bowserthetorttort]

It made me cry 😪☹️

[@MsOrangeflower]

Same..

[@Vivian_89-d1v]

Can we all just take a moment to appreciate how incredible of a support system this family has in us. How incredible of a husband benji is. I know how hectic everything is right now, but just know Judy no matter what, you have a whole army here for you ❤️

[@mixedprincess91]

*us? How *Benji *know, Judy, no *you. ❤️

[@CathyMiller0711]

It looks like Bella brought a lot of joy to all the people there. It's so nice that the funeral home provides such comprehensive services. Love that so many people came to show their love and respect for Mama.

[@dollymama7796]

I saw papa holing Bella and I started crying. I was telling my husband the story with tears running down my cheeks. I don't know why this just breaks my heart whenever I think about what a Beautiful , Close Family they are. REST IN PEACE, MOMMA !

[@montano2953]

Same ! I’ve felt like I’ve been mourning as well and my fiancé is like I know this family has been a really big part of your life I’ve been watching since Juliana was born !! Mama we love you!

[@PlantyHer]

Me too!!! I cried the other day to my boyfriend!

[@elleairrrr2985]

Seeing Papa smile gave my heart a hug ! So happy to see him in great spirits ! I've been praying so hard for your whole family ! You guys are forever in my heart ♥️

[@sameerahkhan5042]

Me too, I feel like I lost my own this past week

[@elleairrrr2985]

@@sameerahkhan5042 I feel the same . Sending you love & comfort 🥺❤️❤️❤️

[@athenavwj176]

Judy, this shows me you do love your KZbin family. Showing such an emotional thing in public must be very hard for you but you still wanted to include us in seeing mama one last time. Thank you 😢🥺

[@Sofashionweak]

Bess you Papa! His infectious smile during such a traumatic time is what the world needs. I admire his strength ❤ praying for you all! Rest In Peace Mama🙏

[@DyanaMariie]

I’m sure Mama looked absolutely beautiful. God bless you all during this time of transition ❤️

[@Karinayams]

I love this family so much. You truly make the best time out of everything. Even through the hardest moments. 🥲 our hearts are with you Judy 💛 we miss you mama.

[@donnagibson5380]

Poppa, you’ve been through so much the last few days but still smiling with Bella! ❤️

[@tadaitspada6761]

Thank you so so much for sharing mama's funeral with us. Thank you for staying so strong and letting us be part of mama's goodbye. We love you Judy.

[@kvpx05]

When Papa came on camera, I suddenly started crying and feeling so much emotion for their family. Death is never easy-but it’s also so heartwarming to see how Mama’s life is being celebrated by those who loved and cherished her.💙💙

[@BakedRiceCracker]

The one thing I want you to know Judy, is that you’re just as much of an amazing, loving mother as Mama was. I’m so sorry for the loss of such a wonderful, caring woman that you all have had to say goodbye to…not to mention HILARIOUS. I can’t tell you how many times your videos with her made me laugh uncontrollably when I needed it the most. Thank you for sharing her with all of us over the years. I hope you and your loved ones are able to find peace and comfort knowing that she’s no longer hurting. Sending my condolences and prayers to you all, especially all of her grandbabies that she adored so much. ❤🙏🏼💐

[@zhjulie]

I keep tearing up .. and seeing the scenery of mama's home... the sunrise... papa.. everything. Oh man...

[@PastleLif3]

Me too! It’s amazing how death brought her home breaks my heart

[@kookaikooks8517]

I've fallen in love with your family over and over again Judy.. You are so strong and full of joy even in the darkest of times. You're like Mama ❤️

[@MarlyLynn]

What a blessing baby Bella is.. the smiles she brings to many in such a sad time is wonderful. 😊

[@ItsJustMiya704]

Mama was such a blessing to all of us. I was so heartbroken when I learned of her passing. Her love for her family radiated through the screen. She was the true personification of love. God bless Papa, Judy, Benji and the girls! You’re in my thought and prayers.

[@melissaalvear7512]

The way your dad was holding baby bells and how happy he was. Warms my heart.

[@skirtrunning]

At which second was this may I ask

[@user.0912_]

@@skirtrunning 3:04

[@heatherblevins4045]

Judy, thank you so much for sharing this with all of us. What a beautiful celebration of Mama’s life. She was a special lady. Much love to you all. ❤️❤️

[@joybenko2826]

Papa was SO happy to pick y’all up from the airport ❤ I couldn’t stop crying watching the scenic view driving to visit Mama. RIH Mama!

[@Den-fr8xy]

9:24 The sky was so beautiful - a reminder of how beautiful mama’s life was 💕 She had lovely children and grandchildren. We pray she feels how much everyone misses her! Sending love to the family ❤️

[@nianasantos3011]

im so sorry for your loss ate judy and to the family🤍 been watching you guys since jb was a toddler and I’ve always seen mama in the vlogs and even watched her cooking videos, my heart sunk when i saw your post on instagram. im glad she was able to see the rest of the family in the philippines. she’s with your little angel in heaven and watching over you and the family🤍

[@erikkasepiphany]

Made me sad to see your Dad at the airport, I bet he was so happy to see you! My thoughts and prayers are with your family.

[@HeyPatrii]

The fact that Mama's name came from the word Happiness in spanish. And that's what she has bring to the world Happiness and love. We will miss her 💕

[@wwnnn16]

Judy, here I am again; You’re so strong!♥️

[@ginny3282]

Awh thank you so much for bringing us to the Philippines to see wonderful Mama and Dad ….. it all seemed so joyful that your mom is in heaven and no more discomfort ….. and Bella’s presence added to the joy ….. praying for you and your whole family especially for your Dad ❤️

[@daphrey3100]

Judy it warms my heart that you’re all surrounded by a loving family and that you’re all doing the best you can to hold it together. It may not have fully sunken in yet, but regardless know we’re all here supporting and lifting you in prayer. RIP to one amazing woman who was a mama to us all. ❤❤❤❤

[@d8bn]

Isabella getting all the love from Aunties, Uncles, lots of family and friends. So sweet to watch. Good to see Papa. 💜

[@lisaherrera6019]

My heart broke when I saw Papa, Ughh life is so unfair sometimes , I pray for peace for Papa and the whole family . RIP MAMA . you touched everyones heart

[@strawberriesncandii]

Mama was so well loved by a lot of people. She will definitely be missed. 😢

[@ellmacc]

you and papa’s strength is unmatched , i’ve been praying and will continue to going forward .. God bless you all sending lots of love your way 🙏🏾♥️

[@AlmaSustaita]

Oh Judy you’re so strong and Benji. Thank you for being such a loving and caring husband ! Love how everyone is having a good time together. I hate going to funerals because everyone is so quite and sad. I understand it’s a sad time, but I wouldn’t want a funeral where everybody cries. I want people to remember me with joy and happiness just like mama if being honored❤

[@jaime9353]

Wow Mamas home town is beautiful ❤Seeing Papa made me sad but his eyes lit up with Leah.

[@rhondajohnson8978]

What a beautiful way to pay tribute to an incredible person! The food, fellowship, and flowers are special. Even though I am just a KZbin viewer, I miss Mama already. After so many years of watching your family, I am grieving the loss of Mama. Watching your mom with the girls and of course, her cooking on her KZbin Channel was a treasure. I am lifting your family up in prayer. Mama was simply the best.

[@TheLifeofKiara]

Omg Papa…💚 I hope he is okay. He is so strong . And one of your Titas look so much like Mama. Praying for you and your family. It’s so beautiful over there and it’s so amazing to see everyone come together for Mama.

[@paardebloemxx]

Judy, you are so strong even though you’re going through so much pain. And Benji is clearly an amazing, supportive husband, especially during these times. Wishing you and yours all the best.

[@jeannemanns6769]

The arrangement for your MAMA is beautiful. She is surrounded by so much love. Thank you for sharing with us.

[@OhPrincessSaRaHxo]

Seeing Papa when you got to the airport made me so sad but happy you're with him. Thank you so much for including us and letting us grieve with you. Mama was so loved and I think she got a kick out of all of us "knowing" and loving her. I hope it brings your heart peace knowing how much she touched so many, be it family and friends or her adopted family online❤️

[@burkies8273]

Oh Judy...how absolutely beautiful! When mama was lying in state...ugh...the flowers, the cross...so peaceful and beautiful 💜 The sunsets...so pretty.. like mama blessing us with her beauty...Sending you and your family prayers for healing and peace.

[@calimomma4741]

I geared up right when she said “close open” I heard her mommas voice! Crazy emotionally tied you can become to a KZbin family 💗

[@sakurablossom2949]

her casket set up was beautiful! very happy Judy and the family's doing okay.

[@luizabarros5247]

Bella is such a joy to everyone - even in hard times. ❤️

[@d8bn]

It's so beautiful, peaceful and calming, how Mama is among all the flowers. 🌺🙏

[@PastleLif3]

Can we talk about this family dynamic. I love different cultures and seeing how close they all are.

[@mixedprincess91]

*dynamic? I

[@shanw101]

I know you don’t vlog❤ for me, but I truly appreciate being a part of this and you uploading during your time of grief. I have been watching your family for about eight years now and when you lost Mama, I cried like she was my own. I do know what it’s like to lose a parent. I will continue to pray for you and your family and also pray for your strength to get through this.

[@seashelify362]

Oh Judy, what a difficult time for you. Your mama was one of the most courageous woman on KZbin. She lived her life everyday through her travels, through her cooking & by loving & enjoying her family to the fullest. She had the most beautiful soul & thank you for sharing her with all of us. Her love will never be far away from wherever you are. ❤️❤️

[@Drumlinetv206]

I am so grateful that you decided to include us on this journey. I’ve been watching you since before Julianna was even born and am so emotionally invested. Thank you

[@Thatgirlstafford]

Judy, I’ve been watching since Julianna was born and your family has always brought me so much joy and happiness. Your girls are precious! I pray that one day I will have a family as beautiful as yours! Even through this hard time that you are going through, seeing Isabella’s eating her first filipino mango and her napping brings joy to others and her just being so innocent and not knowing what’s going on around her yet being so cute and making others smile is such a beautiful thing to see!! I’m so sorry for your loss. It’s so sad. I loved mama and how much she loved her family especially her granddaughters. Thank you for sharing! I pray for healing over your family. 💜 God bless.

[@maritoni010592]

Papa showing bella Mama oh my heart 💔... sending Papa virtual hug!

[@leahortiz82]

Seeing papa really got to me and made me cry. Thank God you were able to be there with him and baby Bella definitely brings joy to everyone 💖 ily Judy and I will continue to pray for you and your family during this hard time ❤️ we will never forget you mama

[@inkstainedlips]

What a beautiful farewell for Mama. The purple decorations made me think of my grandma's funeral, because that was her favorite color and that's how it was decorated for her. 💜

[@dora6156]

Seeing that so much people have come together for Mama was great to see that Mama is Loved by so many people and Papa is always there for Mama. Mama is so Loved that now that she is gone but Never will be Forgotten.. Mama may you rest in peace 🙏🏾

[@pheaamore5452]

Hugs Judy and the whole family. Praying for comfortt and peace for the fam! Mama is now in peace and happy watching over you. 😘

[@pheacroissant]

I like your name. 🤓

[@pheaamore5452]

@@pheacroissant thank you

[@chelpop3]

Rip mama!! So sorry for your loss, Judy. Been watching all your vlogs since I was pregnant with my second daughter 2 years ago. In that amount of time, I fell in love with you and your family… including mama. I even made her tuna recipe sometime last year. Hoping you all find peace during this time. Thank you for sharing your life with us. Hang in there.

[@patricadyson778]

Benjamin is such a good Dad and Husband. ❤❤❤❤🙏🙏🙏🙏

[@bannanna.]

You're one of the bravest women I know. This is hard, but you did this for us. Thank you for allowing us to see and be part of this. Thank you for treating us as your family ♥️ Rest in paradise Mama 💐

[@mixedprincess91]

We didn’t see her mom in the casket.

[@Littlekitten_]

What a beautiful funeral arrangement 💜💐🌺 Mama would’ve definitely approved ! Seeing Papa made me so emotional, I’m so happy they have a loving beautiful family .

[@nontaliemorrow]

This is honestly one of the most beautiful vlogs you’ve ever made Judy. I so appreciate you sharing with us even in the midst of your grief. It’s a long road and it will be challenging but it brings me hope to know how much your loved ones come together to support each other during this season. Praying for you all every day. ❤❤❤

[@misscriss80]

Thank you Judy for bringing us along at this deeply sad & personal time. We all loved Mama so much and thank you for allowing us to say goodbye. 🖤😢🌺

[@kathyvcelestial123]

How beautiful to see how everyone is celebrating Mamas life.

[@CookieAJA]

Seeing your dad on camera for the first time in this vlog immediately brought tears to my eyes. Sending your family so much love during this sad time Judy. ❤

[@ClipsFromDiana]

Seeing Papa with Bella just warmed my heart ❤ Very thankful that you shared this with all of us.

[@19angiej92]

When papa was pointing out mama in the casket to Bella it completely destroyed me 😢 thank you for letting us be part of mama’s goodbye! We loved her so much judy! I pray for light and peace to your family ❤

[@missliz85]

🥺

[@Nady_S]

I truly admire everyone strength in this hard time. I also think Bella is helping a lot to cope with the pain. She's so cute☺️

[@Greeneyes831]

your relatives sound just like mama! the laughter and just noises she would make. I swore it sounded like she was right there too enjoying everyone’s company 🥹 you are so strong Judy. thank you. thank you for sharing mamas viewing with us. this was really special ✨ I’m glad you brought Bella with you guys. it seemed like she was the little ray of sunshine everyone needed ☀️

[@Nicole4707]

Made me tear up when Benji was saying “closed, open” to Bella bc that reminds me of Mama. And then when you showed Papa I just started crying. Many prayers to you and your whole family ❤

[@Inayah-jy8qb]

I can not believe you continued vlogging and sharing your journey, thank you Judy! Its good to see papa again.

[@annbuqueron390]

Thank you so much for including us in this trying time of yours and your family. You let us feel like your own family and not just your subscribers. I know it isn’t easy but we are always here for you,benji,the girls and papa. Praying for mama’s soul. I know she is now in a better place with no pain. ❤🙏 we love mama dearly

[@melissamason9545]

Everything looks so beautiful. Judy looks at peace. Thankful to God providing comfort to the family.

[@k.c3239]

I've been thinking about papa and how he's been but seeing him reunited with you all made me so happy

[@MsRaindropps]

I love services that are filled with love and laughter for those who parted our earth. Mama was obviously loved very much and in a place she loved very much. Seeing your dad made me want to give him a hug ngl. ❤

[@missliadoria]

1:58 The last time I remember hearing Mama’s voice in your vlogs, she was on FaceTime singing “Close, open, close open” to Bella. This is sweet.

[@MsOrangeflower]

That's what I was thinking too...

[@tripplanwithkruti6010]

Your family is in our prayers 🙏🙏 Love you all..Be strong 💫

[@whitneymartin888]

I have been watching for 8 years my heart goes out to you all 😢 sending love from New Zealand praying for you all x

[@divineverana]

We appreciate the updates with Mama. We love you Travis Fam! 🌼

[@JerryAndJulieMusic]

Judy, Mama had such a beautiful casket and flowers. Seeing you all together is making her smile. She loved her family abroad and in Washington. You look so beautiful at 7:47 holding Bella. The love and loss all come across on the smile on your face. You are light just like Mama was to this world. I know she lives on through you and your sister. May God give you all peace during and after Mama is laid to rest. We will all be here for you to share your thoughts and feelings with. Love, Julie and Jerry

[@daniellebrown2208]

Seeing Papa with Bella was so precious. The service for Mama looked so beautiful 💜

[@genevievesabourin4490]

Mamma is a peace free of pain...those sunset and sunrises are proof that she is looking over you all .

[@ecc4l]

Such a Beautiful send off for Mama. She has so many family and friends that love her. I know she felt it. I will miss her dearly. I pray for your strength and healing Judy, to you and all of your family. Thank you for sharing.

[@sarahz8]

The hardest part was when you're around all your family there and I kept listening for Mama's voice, waiting for her to start talking. Judy, thank you for sharing her with us over all these years. I'm going to miss her.

[@fun012345]

beautiful and yet very nice this is the 1st time seeing a phills funeral a nice tribute to momma yes indeed god bless u and the familey and ur dad. amen

[@jessrose6071]

💛💛💛 sorry for your loss Judy. Mama had a beautiful laying to rest ceremony. So many beautiful flowers and beautiful skies.

[@kirstendavis4199]

Oh Judy! My heart goes out to you and the rest of the family! we're here we support you and we love you

[@islandpeace8158]

Thank you for letting us become part of this. Mama really is a part of this extension of our lives as much as you are and we are so grateful that you've made us become part of your life. We are here for you Judy and fam. Our heartfelt sympathies to you and your family. May Mama's soul rest in peace.

[@kareliisandoval7768]

See papa brought a flood of emotions and tears. Thank you for sharing with us you defintely didn't have Vlog. We love you, Judy! Please let papa know that his internet family have him in our prayers and we love him ❤️

[@jennifertrejo9273]

Judy you’re so strong. Seeing you smile made me tear up. This was beautiful. May Mama rest in paradise 💓

[@mixedprincess91]

*Judy, you’re *paradise. 💓

[@kassiefgirl]

I bawled when Papa’s face came into the screen with a smile on his face holding Bella. Your dad has always been such a ray of sunshine whenever he appears on the vlog. Continuing to pray for your family, Judy ❤️

[@Itszahia]

You are your family are so strong and so loved during these hard times. I lost my mom when I was 18. She passed when she was 50. She was a Moroccan mother to 4 girls and 2 boys. Losing someone you love is the worst and your mama was so sweet and such a light to everyone. She’s watching over her family. They are always with us 🤍

[@rosabetances6098]

i’m so proud of how strong you are judy, so proud. Mama is looking down extremely proud.

[@jenythruberte535]

Awe Papa holding Baby Bella ❤

[@jesslorraine3742]

That sunset was so beautiful. No doubt Mama is resting in paradise.