Phora - If It Kills Me [Audio]

this song got leaked on soundcloud. i got ahold of it and shared it on youtube…🔥
stream/download: soundcloud.app...
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/ phoraone
/ phoraone
/ phora
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produced by: NATIVE.
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video edit: / blckvizion
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lyrics:
Lately i've been working through the night
doc say i 'gotta rest more, anxiety hit a new height don't know why i'm so stressed for, don't know why i'm so alone again i've been drinking on my own again, don't why i'm so distant from the world i can feel it all closing in -like fuck tell me why i feel nothings changed, tell me why it all feels the same, all the demons still in my head can't push 'em out nothing numbs the pain. Anthro say “we 'gotta trust the plan” -feel like no one really understands what i'm going through, still a kid, still wearing shoes i gotta grow into.
These days i don't smile no more, these days i pretend to,
these days i've been so numb -look at all the shit that i've been through, these days people leaving so fast i don't know who to turn to, these days full of lessons but i guess it's just some shit i gotta learn through, yeah.
I'm just hoping i don't break, i'm just hoping if there's a god that he sees past the mistakes, music shit is so stressful so many nights i almost gave it up, so many nights i spent so depressed thinking i would never be great enough, then i had a nervous breakdown 2017 i ain't know who to turn to.
May of 2018 i'm back in the hospital tryna work through all this pent up anxiety. i want to live but it hurts too when the people that you thought would never leave are the first ones to desert you but i'm numb now, these days i don't give a fuck built a wall to keep my feelings in all they did was lock my demons up, you so worried 'bout me changing, promised you i'll be the real me, promised you i'll always be the same
even if it fucking kills me, even if it fucking kills me.
#Phora #IfItKillsMe

[@beatsbynative]

Produced this one. I’m glad to see it finally getting daylight!

[@blckvision]

That’s dope!🥵

[@trevorneece8447]

It really good 💯 I can't help but to relate 💯

[@KYRA_FX]

Great production

[@elshug1127]

Masterpiece! Love it all the way from Ethiopia♥️

[@purotechbr]

How you got it

[@jordangamez4585]

Phora just always finds a way to connect with us honestly!! Every lyric hits home not going to lie 😔🙏🏽

[@leslieescamilla9441]

wow this song is so good , he should definitely release it

[@jaychris401]

m.kzbin.info/www/bejne/b3-mn5mAnpp6qtU

[@chelsiemilstead4724]

This man has no idea what an impact he has had on my life. Really kept me alive at times.

[@israelnamiko8613]

2 am reading the lyrics in the description with no sound because I don't want anyone to hear what im listening too and to know what im going thru rn😭😭it hurts because i've been there for everyone but no one seems to be there for me.I feel so lonely like I go thru the phone and I'm like damn so many contacts but none of them wanna keep contact.I just wish I could find someone to confide in .At least i find comfort in Phora's songs .God bless him. And if there is anyone going through a hard phase JUST KEEP ON GOING HOPING IT'S WORTH IT❤

[@YaddyJones]

I understand how you feel. Feel free to reach out to me if you want to & are comfortable with that! I hope you’re doing okay

[@andyjoe2427]

Never alone in this world even if u feel it their allways that one person to check in on ya I can relate to what your saying I feel alone most days even tho I have family around inside I feel nothing

[@brittneyweisner1457]

They nosy it's none theybizzzness

[@k.t.jeanie]

💯🙏❤

[@darem3]

I feel you

[@Nicholas-ki6tu]

Shit hit me like a train 2024

[@cha_riffik]

The people that you never thought would leave are the first ones to desert you. I felt that

[@jasonocampo9652]

Damn, this shit smacks my soul. Your music has saved me literally.

[@noodlezhp]

That's the most stupidest shit I ever heard

[@binx3586]

@@noodlezhp People go through shit man. I know music has helped me through some rough days.

[@richie408]

@@binx3586 facts bro 🖤🖤🖤 fuck him he hasn’t been what people been thur later on it’s going catch up to him

[@jarekperry4848]

@@noodlezhp he may have gotten saved by phora but ain’t nobody gonna be able to save you have i beat the disrespectfulness out of your tool ass pal.

[@noodlezhp]

@@jarekperry4848 he saved himself, music can't physically save anyone, he just came to his senses when he realized that he isn't alone in the world going through the same struggles, so he chose not to end it

[@stephenbutterworth1747]

Swear he never misses, inspired truly

[@jaleenaromero7353]

I listen to this song when my chest is heavy. Helps me to calm down n breathe.

[@mastermeeks4900]

Well this just ended up in my recommended...and im nt disappointed

[@alyshastrader495]

This and breaking me to pieces i felt in my soul ❣️

[@alexhuitron7269]

Phora your the best talker with this music and the way u out it together is amazing that's deeper then hell u blessed people with your music

[@NataliaBLugo]

Phora is the best rapper ever

[@CH0KEONBL3ACH]

I'll always love his music, he has the best vibes ♡

[@clayolyntaylor8981]

definitely felt this

[@zachw9915]

Dammit dude every fuking phora song I listen to becomes my favorite song they all resonate with me so much this is bullshit bro ..

[@malachigivens5819]

Wow this song cut deep. I put this song on replay after hearing, Phora killin it like always 👏🔥

[@californiajasminerosekieni2211]

Always finding myself relating to Phora 💗

[@tristanmendez2980]

Hey you should listen to a song called my anxiety by Cal Scruby, it's deep asf, search it 🖤 ok

[@autobotsro1521]

It amazes me how much I can relate to his words of troublesome . Not the rapping and the famous parts just everything else

[@samarividz2123]

I cant stop listening to this song 😭 so much to relate

[@ravenandrachelrock]

Thanks for being real to your fans and always being genuine about your feelings because I relate even if it f****** kills me

[@DollaSign780]

One of my favourites .

[@jennyechavarria983]

It just gets better and better

[@flawlyss_flo]

Agreee

[@jaychris401]

m.kzbin.info/www/bejne/b3-mn5mAnpp6qtU

[@Deanttherapper]

On point like a needle 😳

[@pjcurry88]

I felt this.

[@Mines22]

I spent 12 years taking pills and Iam not taking them as much maybe here and there if that but i seem to be so damn lost still and music helps me at times thanks a bunch.

[@tshepoletshabo215]

You doing well man if you managed to cut down on them. Eventually you'll come through.

[@Mines22]

@@tshepoletshabo215 hey thanks i hear u and yes Iam actually doing that now. But hey thanks for the communication.

[@Luckyme299]

Tyler - I was in active addiction since I was 16 and I’m 32 now. Got a lotta years under my belt numbing n avoiding but I BELIEVE IN YOU AND YOU ARE WORTH SO MUCH MORE than what the pills n the life do you you. PROPS FOR SLOWING DOWN - YOU CAN QUIT AND learn to live free of substances. I was rock bottom hopeless and I came back from it , so I know you can too. I HATED being/feeling bitchmade to a substance n Big Pharma,…want a better legacy for my life for my son to look up to, ya know? Find yourself feeling some type of way - Look up Marty Norman and 1Voice on FB and here - they laid the foundation for me n hope it helps you too. Stay strong n remember feelings are temporary- actions are forever. Plz keep your head up unless you’re praying and reach out….Good luck man. Be strong.

[@Louisl-l2g]

This shit is insane it should have been on the album💪🏾

[@marianjoy7634]

😭all that l needed to hear.l am heald

[@monicaferraro9536]

😭 I can feel the lyrics on god 💯

[@jesgarcia2590]

Wow this is a great song. I’m glad it’s out here now. Thanks for sharing. 🙏🏾

[@samanthacervantes7410]

Definitely my favorite Phora song.

[@nakaylakaitlyn9752]

Damn that gave me chills.

[@tiearanichole1282]

this is good 😩🥺

[@princess-cd5zg]

A relationship with Jesus Christ is the answer to everything.

[@Lostnconfused4betrayal]

Phorraaaa release your songs pleasseeeeeeee😩😩😩😩

[@jaychris401]

m.kzbin.info/www/bejne/b3-mn5mAnpp6qtU

[@pgtomlinson4184]

This ones for the books ✊🏽💕

[@thecatharticsystem]

This smooth! You just gained a new fan.

[@Fiveestarr.dr1zzyy]

I wanted this song to be in the album 🥺

[@litaamariee3885]

My Favorite 🖤 It’s Been Helpin’ Me Through 👌🏼

[@connorpeck4851]

THIS IS SO GOOD i need this released!!!!

[@philimon9178]

Its on repeat 🔃 his voice soothes me 😪

[@adrianchannel6422]

This song go so hard🦋

[@kumarieganesh9e377]

This song is so good.

[@jessikaruv3280]

I love you! I relate to most of your music! I wish I could see you!

[@Alaynahh]

These days i don't smile no more, these days i pretend to, these days i've been so numb -look at all the shit that i've been through, these days people leaving so fast i don't know who to turn to, these days full of lessons but i guess it's just some shit i gotta learn through

[@familyguy6668]

This is 🔥🔥You always express everything I'm feeling, the way you talk about the inner self instead of fame money & woman. Your going places, god is proud of you.stay blessed 🙌🏽🌹

[@anikor9237]

I wish it would be on Apple Music

[@coolguykent5642]

Need this released !!!

[@Godson1141]

Glad it's not auto tune

[@saraellison7552]

Again again great hit after great hit 👍 love your music

[@martimenote]

Love u man.. Perfect song which describes wht is going my life too 😔👌

[@k.t.jeanie]

Feelin it ♡

[@ktlb5598]

I resonate with this. 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@marksalcedo2147]

I can't stop listening to that music that music make me upset and sad and crying 😔🥺😭

[@j-blue3963]

Really feel!!!

[@lcskingtheofficial]

I love all his songs buhh when i first heard this one it didnt sound good buhh now it sounds just right💔

[@icrackaboy23]

Same here man...

[@dannielleattree1420]

This is 🔥

[@SandraGonzalez-hi8ko]

Love it great song and voice

[@seanjoiner901]

🤘🔥🔊🖤 this hits home this too hard bro stumbled on up from ollie glad I seen this one I feel this keep it going 🙏💪

[@ohb7517]

Dope shit, I’m feelin it 💯

[@K38official]

Hopefully the deluxe brings more

[@laravernon731]

Good music forever

[@Lejih]

112 dislikes are from Australians, their like button is upside down

[@elizabethlentz8125]

Just found your music a few months back love the song "sunny California" and I love this too estatic to see your versatility ♥️ hope to see more from you soon!

[@xkujl]

I can dedicate this that’s why I’m so scared to get close to anybody 💔💔

[@yourstruly999]

This should have dropped on With Love 2

[@yourstruly.calbert]

Give us more plzzzz 🖤😭🔥

[@meme-dn2hv]

Love you work. Alway good to listen too❤

[@junkypoker1083]

Bro this song is something ,its my first time hearing you ,but I'm caught up on your line that something we bucking f

[@michaelalvarez5758]

So fire 🦋🦋🦋💯🔥🔥

[@mortyo445]

Burn's the soul.🔥🔥💯.

[@jenniferm5864]

Damn! All of it hit me. ✌

[@ThatGuyMota]

Phora 🔥🎶

[@danniburton3425]

Wow... it would mean the world to meet you.

[@undetectableface]

Even if it killed me

[@Icebox715]

This song 🔥🔥🔥

[@codywray9321]

bro chew some chips while listening at a metronome pace and this shit is even more of a banger

[@drewluvmusic]

Wow.... well said! 😭🥺

[@user-ro3xv9bx4z]

Promise you I'll stay the same even if it kills me that hit home

[@havocdthabloccboy2105]

GOTTA BE THAT FLOWER OF LIGHT IN A FIELD OF DARKNESS

[@operationluck5723]

Life is beautiful, some feelings are not.

[@youngmessiah9231]

Sucks relating to It when your broke N drunkless

[@yuephengyang3842]

Damn this shi made me cry a Mfer broken ash at the moment 😪

[@CHAIRS-ANDTABLES]

Stay strong 🙏🏻💛

[@bethlehymnhuntley4303]

This shit hit me so fucking hard💔 shit is exactly what I’m feeling like😞

[@malin3827]

Where has this been

[@just_vidz]

this song should be out now tell him to do drop it please

[@julisalovesluis]

Felt 🥺

[@Christambassador146]

🔥🥺♥️Phora ahi ahi

[@txrc8]

Feelz

[@whitemoneytv4921]

Nice

[@ChevyRidinHigh66]

I promise you I'll always be the same"...

[@shoklate2012]

I came here suddenly and im so comfortable now ♥️❤️

[@ridden1000]

Built a wall to keep my feelings in, all it did was lock my demons up. 🔥

[@Luckyme299]

Shit…I feel you…all I did for YEARS AND YEARS…but finally found out that they don’t run me I run them. Finally starting to tear down that wall and it hurts yeah @ times, but by surrounding yourself by those who GENUINELY CARE WITHOUT EXPECTATION has helped me to realize we all hurt at times- life is painful, but DAMN - is it beautiful too. Good luck n God bless.

[@kingwolfy1111]

Plz tell him to drop it

[@FJProduces]

I just heard this song for the first time, drunk, in my car, and it started raining. Idk what to do anymore. I moved out and made my own but it feels like it's for nothing...

[@blckvision]

Anything you achieve in life is never for nothing. keep telling yourself you are doing good. keep yourself pushing. don’t worry about the result. just keep learning.🤞🏼⚡️

[@gismendezbravo3217]

2017 i had a nervous breakdown too but I gave myself to God and 2021 I'm still walking with God. Phora He is going to be a man of God.he is going to be a Christian rapper he just don't know it yet 🤫

[@juanmedina2603]

Slaps

[@zumyburgh7471]

Why doesn’t he want to release it

[@hvxazael9580]

I always remember the song starting as soon as the video starts? Weird