IVAN B + NF+ OLLIE+ AUGUST ALSINA+ WIIT LOWRY + JAYTEKZ+ SICK WORLD+ EMINEM+ J COLE = ARE THE BEST RAPPERS IN HISTORY. THEY GOT SOMETHING IN COMMON. THE SPEND TEARS, PAIN AND TIME ON ALL THEIR SONGS THEY MAKE AND EXPRESS WHAT THEIR FEEL TO PUBLIC.
@imtheodor25497 жыл бұрын
Sandy Lovely cringe.
@reneewilson49207 жыл бұрын
Love the thought but don't 4get who paved the road for themlike, 2pac lil wayne eazy e bone thugs n harmony just some so don t forget legends oh even biggie smalls
@teambreezy92247 жыл бұрын
i know, but these is like the only rappers who dont talk about sex, drugs, girls, titties, ass and all that stuff. just real experiences and their rapping are comig from their hearts.
@reneewilson49207 жыл бұрын
2pac rapped from experience, issue I have with most rappers now is damn autotune.... check out seckond chanyce. No cussing nothing bad he is a unsigned artist who is good, from country to metal to rap
@teambreezy92247 жыл бұрын
ok, have checked his music already. thank u btw!
@Mattonthelake5 жыл бұрын
There's this girl who's name I won't say but she's had a hard life never treated right she really thinks all guys are bad and I finally starting seeing her I can't help but just smile when I see her I just hope she lets down her guard for me to show her that I can be there for her and treat her right. I want her to know how amazing how she really is..so I hope maybe one day she sees this ❤️
@casscoleman49134 жыл бұрын
I'm that girl.... But sadly I was so hurt and lost by the time he came along and was so great to me and opened my eyes to see me that little bull shit that his past caused him to do to me(unjustified violence) caused me to leave not once but twice hurting him and when I had found my strength and grew in abilities to live life with him he had another bitch by his side (that was ok I have no problem sharing my men) and even tho I could still feel the massive amount of love he had for me he allowed her to push me away again especially when he put her between us and made me sleep next to her not him...... Altho I understand now that he was just trying to cater to her as much as he could so she didn't get jealous of me and leave him and that is understandable because I had left him before in his mind I was just gonna leave him again so keep her happy so she stays...... SADLY AFTER I LEFT AGAIN THAT LIEING LITTLE BITCH LEFT HIM AND LET GO TOO BUT ILL NEVER LET HIM GO YET HE ISNT LETTING ME COME HOME...... IM DIEING 😥 🤬 IT IS THE ONLY REGRET I HAVE IN MY LIFE NOT HAVING THE STRENGTH TO HAVE FAITH IN HIM AND LEAVING.......
@krystallace43193 жыл бұрын
I hope she seen it
@whoarewetojudge95102 жыл бұрын
❣️💯
@stonedgoddess420 Жыл бұрын
Same same... Lives too far tho. Im so in love with her and her daughter. They are my light in a world of darkness. It'll never happen tho...
@just_the_sky34237 жыл бұрын
Wow.. that last part "if we cared just a little bit felt a little bit things would have been a bit different " I like this song.
@deathofthemao90337 жыл бұрын
Ikr very touching xc
@barbarahand42166 жыл бұрын
lisa
@ladyfay75896 жыл бұрын
Lost my brother at 36 to an overdose!! Left 5kids behind!!my life changed in 7/11/2016 RIP big brotha!! 4ever missed!
@marcelstrijk13025 жыл бұрын
stay strong bro i lost my girlfriend by suicide and i wass really down until i met a new friend and she gived me love and now i am more happier then ever before
@madisonpaige85525 жыл бұрын
@@marcelstrijk1302 0090000000 0 0000000 Plpppp
@oliviajoses66436 жыл бұрын
You are real and wonderfully versed. Thank you for speaking the truth Ivan B.
@kimberlyhansen67546 жыл бұрын
😢😞 just on you tube listening to music so came across this song..wow this song hits home ..started to cry ..love it
@slenamoores3805 жыл бұрын
Trying to help someone through their storm while you’re going through your own is the most difficult thing in the world you don’t want to give up on yourself or them so you keep pushing you keep trying to do better fighting through depression and tears confusion loneliness it’s difficult
@amyevans3916 жыл бұрын
Wow what powerful words to this song I love it and a perfect rapper as well 👍
@xxkirito_7xx166 жыл бұрын
Forgive me for my honest it’s a blessing and a curse it’s, it’s a medicine that hurts, it’s the only thing that works 🖤
@AmySkribble4 жыл бұрын
Can I quote this??
@LDFXMusic3 жыл бұрын
@@AmySkribble its literally part of the song tf..
@angelkamp-padilla17292 жыл бұрын
This song is helping me through the most hardest thing I've been trying to overcome Right now it's giving me some kind of words i truly wish someone would give me it's not a an exuse to have feelings and struggles alone and not know how to get through it but can come to these songs and get something out of it so it's not to much to say fuck it cuz we don't always get it together nor have someone to help and talk you through it not down on you thank you for your music and sharing your story to people thank you
@elizabethmargolian486 Жыл бұрын
I loved every word and second of it!
@therealmanicjay38195 жыл бұрын
911 - Hello, emergency services, how can we help you? ??? - Help, I'm being abused! 911 - Calm down, who and where are you? ??? - My name is Replay Button, oh wait, he's coming back again!
@lisa.832 жыл бұрын
This just blew me away! 😢
@teambreezy92247 жыл бұрын
Ivan is my new favo rapper.
@arline26567 жыл бұрын
Sandy Lovely he will be a legend like Witt Lowry
@ganggirls25786 жыл бұрын
Vegan Gangster xxxtentacion and ivan B
@ganggirls25786 жыл бұрын
Vegan Gangster same
@killmenow85226 жыл бұрын
Vegan Gangster lol good work she deserves that and more
@yaro72056 жыл бұрын
Great music Ivan b
@3rnestin37 жыл бұрын
I almost died because i tried overdosing... because of a boy. And i feel this song badly. Love it!!
@madisonwilson26267 жыл бұрын
Awe baby I’m sorry please dont do it again I’m sure people want you here if he was dumb enough to break your heart be smart to let him go people want you here and he doesn’t deserve you ❤️
@quagmire57657 жыл бұрын
Savage 123 keep trying and don't give up okay... good luck ; )
@servicepoodle85366 жыл бұрын
Savage 123 me too but with sliting my wrists
@Momscanecorso6 жыл бұрын
Omg....im crying...i love you Ivan
@kelseysmith82536 жыл бұрын
Lyrics: [Keith Fontano:] Baby put the bottle down You don't need another one No, you don't need another one Girl, you don't need another one Why you taking all those pills? Don't you know that they will kill you? Don't you know that we all need you? Don't you know I need you still? [Ivan B:] I barely knew you back then But man, the things I remember it's all in my mind Tears on my face as I'm writing these lines To imagine a place, If I asked are you fine Didn't care, never talked, wasn't there, never called Then you were gone, only thing I recall Saw your girls face, no make-up No smile, no feelings, no heart She felt nothing at all Like, what could I say? How could I possibly say "It's okay"? How could I not feel this anger inside me I look at her now, and you made her this way When you drank all them pills, yeah I killed her Since then man I haven't seen the real her Screaming in her pillow could you tell me did you hear her? Even when she smiles, could you see that it still hurts They might say that it's wrong to be bitter But the more that she drank, the more she got sicker No better, she killing her liver You thought she'd be better but it's getting worst Hollow like the bottle she's holding She's trying to sleep, can't sleep to the morning Every day is another performance His pictures, memories, it's what she's been holding She's blaming herself for the reason you left You took every pills but she feels the effect Family is in pieces, your friends are a mess You left all your pain and you gave it to them What did you think that would happen Thought it'd be easy like she would move on Hang out with her friends like nothing is wrong They try to be strong but the moment you left She was already gone [Keith Fontano:] Baby put the bottle down I could hear you drowning now I could hear you crying now In your silence, I could hear you loud Why you taking all these pills? Don't you know that they can kill you? Don't you know that you can heal? Don't you know we need you still? [Ivan B:] Forgive me for my honesty Its a blessing and a curse Its a medicine that hurts Its the only thing that works Who could understand the things that you went trough? It hurts cause I never even get to Look at you in the eyes like "yeah brother I get you" And even shake you hand and say "don't let the stress get you" But you left scars that are here to stay So many stars used for you to stay So much pain that I see even to this day They think of you when it starts to rain Didn't know you was affecting me What if someone close to me Like, what if I was you and no one noticed me? Spending time alone, yeah I wonder who would wanna go broke with me To the girl still crying on her sheets I know you don't feel like it but know that you gotta eat I know you think you need to but you don't gotta drink Water's coming in but you don't gotta sink I know it's hard to breathe, you just need to want to Anything you need, babygirl I got you Tell me what it is, tell me what you feel Tell me you're alive, anything can heal Maybe I don't understand, guess I never will But if you're feeling broken now, I promise you can heal Promise you can make it out, you don't gotta be scared If you're feeling numb, I promise Ima' be there You don't gotta figure it out, I need you to feel Sometimes the ones who love us end up leaving us still You don't need another bottle, you don't need another pill You don't gotta smile but we all need you, still [Keith Fontano:] Baby put the bottle down I could hear you drowning now I could hear you crying now In your silence, I could hear you loud Why you taking all these pills? Don't you know that they can kill you? Don't you know that you can heal? Don't you know we need you still? [Ivan B:] Yeah, look at the music we listen to Bottles and bottles, gimme another one Killing ourselves and we're killing each other The phrase that I'm hearing is "having fun" Numbing my feelings so we can feel something How does that make any sense? They tell me relax, have a great time They see kids who don't know they're depressed They bottled it up, now they're shooting it out Hitting students all over their chest And they wonder what was the reason He was just fine, saw him last night and he had a good time Wasn't depressed, he was out of his mind Who would've known he was out of it Guess it was only a matter of time There's more to perceive than what you see in your eyes Look at the time that we live in our lives No emotions, I see them concealing it Instead of dealing with problems They hand you a drink like "forget it, you don't gotta deal with it" That's the world that we live in, I'm sick of it Want no part of the world that I'm living in If you cared just a little bit, felt just a little bit Things would've been a little different
@yasminlucero62326 жыл бұрын
This made me cry honestly 💔😥
@jakemcdonald77186 жыл бұрын
Ivan is a good rapper! Just stay yourself man and don't let main stream rap change you into something stupid like they do with everyone else. Just keep the faith man!!
@shawna42055 жыл бұрын
Pain is always there and to numb it is an every second thought and no matter how bad you want to heal its so hard....hopeless because it never goes away and it will shatter your whole entire life
@RAHvdK5 жыл бұрын
Those last lines, really hit me.
@nflking56936 жыл бұрын
Honestly I know exactly how u feel it’s like u wrote these just for my situation
@sanaipettus74896 жыл бұрын
NFL King I can relate to you so hard rn
@CiciMcCartney-e3w Жыл бұрын
The pills aren't to die but yes baby I admit that be fine. The pills help me feel more than the storm where this angel doesn't belong so I said fuck it let's be devils instead and take away our pain. I'll always miss being Moms angel but looking down from heaven I know even as a devil I'm perfect. Finally able to scream and cry to heaven like that feeling I hold on to when I smile is nothing compared to the home mom gave us in our hearts. So I feel fine singing to myself and heaven rather than playing pretend with hearts that never show me what it means to have a permanent home.
@valeriehuerta91294 жыл бұрын
I’m proud to say tiktok brought me and if it wasn’t for the person playing this song I would’ve never found him!!! Nf and him are the only people I listen to.
@stormiemontoya90666 жыл бұрын
Today's the one year anniversary over my fiances passing from suicide. I've been listening to this song and it may take my heart ache but not hurt as bad as the silence.
@lizM11202 ай бұрын
That part -For the reason you left You took every pill but she feels the effect Family in pieces your friends are a mess You left all your pain and gave it to them Would you think that would happen Thought it'd be easy like she would move on Hang out with her friends like nothing is wrong They try to be strong but the moment you left She was already gone... Why 09/23 why 💔
@avaemiley68085 жыл бұрын
amazing music!
@Shelt0n135 жыл бұрын
Love this song, helps so much!
@كلمرغوبموجود5 жыл бұрын
Respect 🙏🙏
@missyrichards94596 жыл бұрын
Love this song 😍
@jocar72704 жыл бұрын
Wow this song hits
@chebz11366 жыл бұрын
2018 still one of the best songs
@iDoSellStuffs5 жыл бұрын
Awesome!
@beautifullightconsultant Жыл бұрын
Truth!!❤❤❤
@jstar76617 жыл бұрын
If you're looking for something similar that hits the same heartstring, NF - How Could You Leave Us
@trinitymichel20446 жыл бұрын
JStar7 or Nf - Paralyzed ❣️
@reinanavarro41096 жыл бұрын
NF till the day we die
@mariealowe41656 жыл бұрын
Made me Cry.
@rocioescobedo69915 жыл бұрын
I've needed them I've stopped trying to go to school and the world is against me again, nobody's ever there
@christina1174 жыл бұрын
Damn...the only fam who would ever say something like that and really mean it so hard, I may actually really put it down. 😲
@sammiatkins11.115 жыл бұрын
I feel this song is very good for me.... Its the only way to take the pain away right now 😔
@JordTheVin6 жыл бұрын
All Ivan B songs on 1.25 speed sounds cool. All songs are amazing. But faster is a game changer
@katielouiseglover44565 жыл бұрын
Took my overdose this morning Stuck with the rope, I live with him inside me, I wish I could die to get him out. Can't escape the memories they won
@mariapena18976 жыл бұрын
I need u still tears on my face the day u walk away when i asked u too stay ... Baby all i know is that i love u still ... Till this day i think of u every single day ... The love i have for u is real ... I can feel u even in silence ... Sometimes i feel ur around i dont know why i feel ur by my side ... I really do love u daddy ... I need u so baby please dont give up on me .. T plz allow me to show u what i feel
@amberray16916 жыл бұрын
love this bb 🖤
@kittenstuffies2426 жыл бұрын
This hole song hit me so heard
@jofearlesstaylorrussell44204 жыл бұрын
Ivan b ft Elizabeth our time together rose pic song was brought to songs for a reason I commented on that one and all for a reason. All starts within. Goodbyes is the only answer to what was a battle for many years I let go of my girl was the only answer to the struggle within the family to become the best version of me. Coming off social media and never going back was freedom of letting go and moving on. Rest is in 🙏
@danielleadle88616 жыл бұрын
New favorite song
@mckennanoland29566 жыл бұрын
God, I just need him to be here. He says he loves me and yet he abandoned me after everything. And then he attacked me with all my flaws and just hurt me. And then came to school with a new girlfriend and pretends I don't exist. I just want it all to end. The worst part is I don't think he'd care or notice.
@mr.yoohoo93565 жыл бұрын
alcohol and pills ruined the only person i ever loved. and i wish she would just heal. miss you
@damiansisemore39415 жыл бұрын
I dedicate this song to my wife rylie💝💝💝 when we met we were both going thru the worst I saved her from drug abuse and it was the single best thing I've ever done in my life. I'm glad to have u in my life babygirl I love u and I cannot wait for the next 50 years
@Lisa-eq3by2 жыл бұрын
Bernie, you are still far away, and I believe you don't want me the way I want you. You love another, and I am happy for you. Thank you for caring about me as you do. I believe I will love you even after I take my last breath.
@ak-47rockroll804 жыл бұрын
I hate how easily I can relate to this it's kind of tiring being able to relate to music that hurts so much to listen to but u understand it and describes everything perfectly, my mom was an addict I suffered bc of what she chose to do , shes more than that and it affected me so much I wanted to die for awhile.
@AllSpecialistGaming6 жыл бұрын
This song saves me from going back into downing pills and then drinking alcohol straight after.. Thank you.
@ginniegagnon42665 жыл бұрын
AllSpecialistGaming same here. It’s heart wrenching but it’s refreshing to not be a drunk mess while hearing it.
@dravenc23825 жыл бұрын
Straight
@arline26567 жыл бұрын
“Why you taking all these pills”.......idk honestly.....😭😫😩😒😞
@yolanda.peachesadams27176 жыл бұрын
Arline Rodriguez
@ganggirls25786 жыл бұрын
Arline Rodriguez don't take them.
@coreyterell71215 жыл бұрын
The songs are getting to the money. When you only have just one version of a diss song without a pick-me-up song to even it out.
@NicoHD956 ай бұрын
I Love Ivan... so so much. But i cant stop myself from cringing with this song. Idk what happend here
@SDFirearmsCentral5 жыл бұрын
Baby put the bottle down plz Girl! :( U dont need no more dont you know that can kill you plz just stop!!!! :(:(:(:( I LOVE YOU ALOT PLZ DONT DO THAT I REALLY REALLY NEED YOU! I NEED YOU STILL! :((((((((((girl U MEAN THE WORLD TO ME CANT YOU SEE! :( we all need you!
@kirstonhendrickson5214 жыл бұрын
This part makes me cry.
@cristina-margaretatanase60503 жыл бұрын
Si is thing that works thru is all this really works
@spongejuice99827 жыл бұрын
I like it
@yolanda.peachesadams27176 жыл бұрын
Dipsyy i love it
@desteneyrogers50365 жыл бұрын
Deep meaning
@brittanycoffey44886 жыл бұрын
alot of these lyrics are wrong, but I love love love this song.
@armandofernandez17366 жыл бұрын
Brittany Coffey are you a rapper? How are the lyrics wrong?jw No harm intended
@georgesamuel26054 жыл бұрын
screaming in a pillow
@rhealouise23876 жыл бұрын
0:47 I thinks it's pillow
@rebeccamcgillivray73096 жыл бұрын
I love 💕
@delisdiaz74015 жыл бұрын
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
@aprilpiersall64766 жыл бұрын
@sedangterjatuh Жыл бұрын
00:28
@vaelofhearts24185 жыл бұрын
Lost my little brother at 14. He committed suicide and I will never be the same.
@sadlyrics83193 жыл бұрын
I can literally rap this song and most of his raps he made
@just_the_sky34237 жыл бұрын
SL can you doAbstract - I'm Good
@katielouiseglover44565 жыл бұрын
Taken them to set my self free from the games you play for greed. Even for you that's low, taken a life for money shows ya what humanities capable of. You put me in the grave turned it into fashion . The more I hear you the more tablets a take. I hate remembering our time together. Everything was smile now it's blood. I'm nothing, I came from nothing and die as everything they wish they could take back. You dragged me from the ocean floor again . When you wished it upon us your wished it on all 3 of us at the same time.we weren't born for do or die. I'm so over it.my aim is what I cannot do . I cannot surrender. .... I cannot give up... Even when it costs so much this ain't happenin for nttn . I was dragged from m the ocean floor on something that was paid for. I paid for it... If you leave me I'll leave u .
@farahmalkawi94605 жыл бұрын
2:44
@keyganmosebarmajor16015 жыл бұрын
"Screaming in a pillow" is the line
@lisahannekennedy51304 жыл бұрын
💖🖤
@theeleutheria10534 жыл бұрын
He's says screaming in a pillow, I just thought I'd say since there were question marks
@balindadodds31916 жыл бұрын
I feel like your not coming. You are gonna take her back. 😭😭
@alexburgess13215 жыл бұрын
Are you going to judge me God is a part of my heart a prayer for strength I pray for strength and understanding it's words like this make me think you don't know anything about me cuz I've always been there for my loved ones and I see too many people in this world willing to throw away arm push away good men and women I would die for insecure people the ones I hate you hate negativity all the time I would die to find a heart like mine in woman but I guess I'm not meant to have that kind of life too many people willing to kill my happiness
@hddiaz7822 жыл бұрын
"🌹🕊️💝💝🕊️🌹"
@louiedyke51757 жыл бұрын
just broke up with my girl friend and now I'm afraid that's she's going to end her life but the relationship does t feel right and I'm I. N a bad place R n and I do t whant to hurt hr and if she takes her life it will be my foultmand I wont ever be Ina good place again but I'm mentally broken and Iv broken her heart and I wish she was never with me somshe never had her heart broken and never got hurt
@dakotacelatka74596 жыл бұрын
Louie Dyke ik I had a gf that I broke up with because I felt like I wasn't enough and I've hurt her a lot because of that she tried killing herself because of me and I hate myself and am now filled with regret that is killing me, her friends texted me I ignored them because I thought they wanted to tell me about her death and didn't want to believe it so I kept going till she texted me a couple weeks ago things gotten better I still hate myself and I am still filled with regret and sometimes even think about killing myself because of it.
@yolanda.peachesadams27176 жыл бұрын
Louie Dyke yeahhh me 😣
@dakotacelatka74596 жыл бұрын
Louie Dyke talk to someone you trust and loves you it can help I told my mom and I felt relieved me personally I go to my ex gf when I'm breaking down and cutting she always gets me to smile in a weird way. And don't let it get worse because I did that because I thought I could handle it and I couldn't now I don't really feel physical pain now and I'm looking for that pain and I'm thinking about jumping in front of a car to just get it because cutting isnt doing it
@louiedyke51756 жыл бұрын
Ok thank's
@SDFirearmsCentral5 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry but y'all are dumb if i left my girl cause i thout i wasnt good enough and she tried to kill-herself over it ID REALIZE IM CLEARLY MORE THAN GOOD ENOUGH FOR HER!!!!! SO ID GET BACK WITH HER! if you werent good enough she obviously wouldnt be like that when u left!!!
@himrsun6 жыл бұрын
This is me...
@sameershahzad88176 жыл бұрын
it's screaming in a pillow @0:53.
@shaddysam22205 жыл бұрын
i need u always bby i love u so much n i miss u so much
@clair35255 жыл бұрын
2019??
@TheXpredatorx995 жыл бұрын
yep :D
@clair35255 жыл бұрын
TheXpredatorx99 :DDD
@brittanyguerrero39346 жыл бұрын
❤
@DuckBoy_196 жыл бұрын
"Screaming in a PILLOW" (The 2 ?)
@jobgillette80586 жыл бұрын
To the 90 people, time to get real, for the 90 dislikes Time to think about your actions
@sheldonmarzolo6 жыл бұрын
he reminds me of NF
@DailyScratcher6 жыл бұрын
Why didn't u say who this song features ? Singing is so good it's not ivan tho is it
@summersimmons64045 жыл бұрын
I want to let go...
@clearwings46385 жыл бұрын
Screaming In her pillow.
@destinyrainwater39096 жыл бұрын
Same
@domjordanbodybuildingpeds59614 жыл бұрын
Its screaming in a pillow
@joshualujan13606 жыл бұрын
Ivan B Lee Lee
@joshualujan13606 жыл бұрын
Joshua Lujan Lyrics Antontio co and Monte Vista co and Capulin Colorado springs CO and La Jara and Antontio co