Jackson + April | you are a memory

I think the vid speaks for itself. I can't stop crying... I'm destroyed even if I knew that this was it... I loved the episode but I'm so depressed that I can't even feel my own soul. Sarah and Jesse were incredible, it felt so real and honest to everything they've been thru. I just wanted to upload something after the episode and this is it. I'll make an alphabet video for my 1 yr celebration on YT.
hope you like it.

[@mydreamtv]

Great video, you made me cry again. I agree with all you said and I feel your pain!I'm still so heartbroken. The episode was so amazing...but the last minutes kinda ruined me... I don't know when I'm going to recover...I need time.

[@snakey973]

That is soooo sad and painful :(( amazing job!! I know I'm not familiar with this ship except through your vids, but I felt every second of the heartbreak and frustration of this 💔

[@OTHandTITANIC]

+snakey973 :((( it's always an honor to get a comment from you hon!! thank you!! lol, I've plagued you with my long rants about Japril so thank you Heather!!

[@Daisy94e]

you can't do this.. YOU CAN'T DO THIS...I just watched the ep and I'm still crying.. I can't stop crying *DAMN*! the ep was so heartbreaking but somehow I still have hope for this couple, especially cause now she's pregnant again! we need them back, so badly!!! THANK YOU for this amazing video! ❤️

[@OTHandTITANIC]

+Daisy94e OMG HUNNIE *^-^* thank you, thank you, thank you!!!!!!! a comment from you is like HEAVEN XD me neither, we all got the Japril-crying-disease... YES!! WOW thank you a trillion times for your comment, it made my day!!!

[@Daisy94e]

+OTHandTITANIC you're very welcome hun.. you know I love your editing! it's more than a simple Japril-crying-disease, it's a CATASTROPHIC ENDLESS PAIN but we will eventually have Japril back! you're very very welcome!

[@OTHandTITANIC]

+Daisy94e :D it's really nice to hear that!! yeah, that's a better name! I'm wounded for life, and damn I still laughed when she threw cookies at him :/ yeah, I hope you're right! THANKS AGAIN!!

[@SWINDISA]

second time trying to write this comment: While I was watching this video, I went through a roller coaster of emotions-excitement at seeing this video in my sub box(along with the happy dancing), frustration at all the Japril angst, awe and admiration at your talented vidding skills, and sadness that the video ended so quickly. Perfect timing and I loved your description :)

[@OTHandTITANIC]

+LastWrds21 aww!!! this vid was basically my depression speaking, I'm doing a much longer (5 min) vid that's suppose to be their entire journey (12 yrs). I'm really happy you liked it even tho it was sad! your comments = love (*^-^*)

[@xxnete4939]

WOW!! THIS IS SO INCREDIBLE

[@OTHandTITANIC]

+xxnete THANK YOU NETE, THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! You out of everyone knows what a mess I am (thank you for all the lovely chats about GA this past day)

[@skowrondominika]

They're need to me together...

[@joniawilliams9306]

This is so sad I hope they get back together😡😑😞😪😭😭

[@aprilkepnerss447]

you've done it again!! this is so beautiful and im so heartbroken i cant stop crying either :(( keep up the amazing work though!!

[@OTHandTITANIC]

+Stef G Thank you so much!!

[@valentinaaa46]

Oh my gosh this video is so intense and heartbreaking and awesome and great!!!!! kudos to u! i am so freaking out for last night ep and can't wait to see other Sasse scene thank u for this great job you did!!!

[@OTHandTITANIC]

+rachele la grasta WOW THANK YOU!!! you should see my smile rt now

[@valentinaaa46]

OTHandTITANIC you are so nice and kind

[@OTHandTITANIC]

+rachele la grasta you can PM me (its easier to chat on there btw) ;) thank you for being the same towards me, really sweet! ofc I'll take a peak to the song tomorrow, I sick. I'll let you know ASAP.

[@bleach2775]

Wow, I'm the first one to watch this video... And to cry over it... My God I was so broken after last episode... And you managed to break me even more! You're getting better and better with every video, more and more intense every time! Great, painful job on this one! (Please, finish off the "Flares" video, I really really really need it now...)

[@OTHandTITANIC]

+bleach2775 Ahhh ('^-^') I'm so sorry I did that... I just had this gnawing pain in my chest so I made this one so that I could get rid of it- but didn't work... lol. Gosh, thank you so much. It means the world to me (your words)!!!! and I'm so glad you think so!! this one was really simple (nothing edited "barely"). :D Again thank you!! I'll try to finish of ALL of my Japril vids during my school break (so basically you guys will get so much japril that you'll hate me for not vidding anything else) hehe. I'll tell you one thing...the Flares video will be specially made for you since you made me wanna finish it (*^-^*)

[@Melli0090]

ooooooh myyyyyyyy god freaking awesome vid

[@OTHandTITANIC]

+M.0090 thaaaanks!!!

[@Melli0090]

haha i have the same problem :D i sit there watch the episode and in the first moment you wanna scream because there are sooo many cute scene like the dancing, the wedding scene, the car scene and in the next moment you see another scene where you want to cry like a baby :D i need holidays to recover from this episode haha :D and yes the ending was omg...so heartbreaking and april is pregnant again. i hope this time not bad happen to the baby

[@OTHandTITANIC]

+M.0090 absolutely agree!! I thought Jackson was about to marry whatever her name was... it's like you say, it was a mixed episode with both drama/sadness/love and everything. I really liked how we got to see 12x07, their argument was heartbreaking but yet crazy. when she threw fortune cookies everywhere, lol. HAAH I have holiday for a WEEK ^-^ I think this pregnancy is going to save Japril. I really hope she tells him right away.

[@Melli0090]

yes i was scared at the beginning when i saw jackson with that girl :D yes haha the scene with the fortune cookies was so amazing even they fight they can be cute and funny :D haha and you need one week to recover from this :D yes i hope she say it jackson and maybe they getting closer because of the baby ( i mean ultrasound and all that) and they still have both soooo much feeling for each other even jackson wanted the divorce. I saw in his eyes that he still really loves april.

[@OTHandTITANIC]

+M.0090 sooooo true! their chemistry is beyond magical, it's one of the best I've seen. :D I need more therapy. Yes, totally, I would love so building up everything they ruined (both of them). I am 99,9% sure the baby will be just fine, no more OI and shit. Indeed, it was so clear. but I also think the divorce might've been good for them, to see how much the love each other even after everything fell apart. Jackson started this statement and I'm sure he meant what he said (12x08). He loves her, yes, but they need time apart but the love is there, and will always be.

[@dilaydak.2206]

perfect.😍😟😢

[@alianemp6580]

Nossa como eu choro Adoro eles..

[@crescentcharm5038]

Åh den var så bra och den fick mig att bli ledsen och få gåshud!! 😱för varje video du gör så blir du bara bättre och bättre :D （≧∇≦）^_−☆

[@OTHandTITANIC]

+Crescent Charm va gla ja blir att du gilla'ren!!!! 😎 ja grät när ja redigerade den O.o meh... tycker du verkligen de??? :D tack Ellen (*^**-^-*-)

[@valeriabaldon8256]

Perche'in questa serie non possono coppie belle come april e jexon,vivere e essere felici,perche' spezzate questo bel sentimento,o li fate morire cosi' divindendoli lo stesso!?fate tornare april!date ancora quelle emozioni a guardare questa serie che non ha piu'lo stesso effetto da quando la avete fatta sposare😱con mattiu(orribile finale)non e'piaciuto a nessuno

[@misskanana9989]

So heartbroken😭😭😭😭

[@monellita8685]

Beautiful 😍

[@OTHandTITANIC]

+Monellita86 thanks!

[@MyLo0606]

What an amazing video ! So perfect Could you please tell me what is the name of the song ? This is perfectly appropriate.

[@OTHandTITANIC]

+Maud Lelorrain Wow, thank you!! the song is called: You are a memory by: message to bears

[@MyLo0606]

Thanks a lot :)

[@marzafra6357]

Long time since my last comment! (shame on me >.

[@OTHandTITANIC]

+Mar Zafra yes!!! I missed them!! *^-^* they will be just fine in the end! THIS IS GREY'S. Aww, that's a good idea, I will absolutely try doing one (any song suggestion). HAHAHAH me too, I even included that quote in one of my many JAPRIL-VIDS. btw, you need happy, then you probably will be after tonight (that's all I say) XD

[@marzafra6357]

Ooow That'd be super awesome

[@nadineguillot8958]

😥😫🤧

[@javieraayala2875]

Which program do you use?

[@OTHandTITANIC]

final cut pro x

[@javieraayala2875]

Thankssss

[@suejane6514]

Does anyone know what this song is called?

[@OTHandTITANIC]

+Heather Kerrrian You Are a Memory.

[@suejane6514]

+OTHandTITANIC Thank you

[@stephaniealmeida1403]

music?

[@OTHandTITANIC]

You are a memory

[@samziful]

Liv, Liv, Liv. You broke me. Can we do our collab, please?! lol

[@OTHandTITANIC]

+samziful I'm so sorry, but Sasse/Japril broke me first *sobbing for the qeiovnwnbrvnef time* YES I really wanna do it now, but what scenes of this episode is you respectively me suppose to use?? can I have the wedding (at the hotel/motel)? lolz

[@samziful]

lol, whatever you want :

[@OTHandTITANIC]

aww thanks!

[@samziful]

i cant find my file i saved wth the parts im doing, can you remind me?

[@samziful]

also is it bad that I wanna do the orignal song now? lol

[@ninitangi5834]

The k

[@ninitangi5834]

The k2 Ep 01 Eng sub korean Tvn