jazz music - original song

i wrote this in October 2023 for someone at the time. Im sorry I dont know how to change the audio- lyrics below :)
I want to have one of my own, be the most familiar thing she knows.
She can be all she can be and I'll give her all the good I've perceived.
Your love feels like one I've known. Not in this life but one before.
I've found hope once and I know I can find it again, I can do it all, it's ours everywhere.
It was a sad day yesterday. I wasn't able to speak all day.
I pretended to be someone else. An observer having fun, and going mad.
She's gone mad.
And I danced to jazz with you.
Tell me we've got the time to do the things we want to prove.
I danced to jazz with you.
Before we go to sleep, tell me something good.
Like, they aren't real - you know you're here with me.
They aren't real - you know you're here with me.
They aren't real - you know you're here with me.
They aren't real, you're right here with me x