Jeansowaty - We'll Meet Again

[@emma_foureyes2313]

We'll meet again... in our dreams probably...

[@Jeansowaty]

Been a while huh, old friend? :)

[@Fire_Space]

Yeah, it's been a while. I was wondering when you would release something since it had been a few months or so since I had listened to anything from you or saw you upload anything. Glad to see you're still making music though.

[@Jeansowaty]

@@Fire_Space Sort of. I had a random bout of inspiration and some free time, at last. The description on NG says it all what sentiments I share towards music now. If I go back to making that stuff properly I need to expand my horizons and actually make something more unique and not just the same lame stuff I always whip out.

[@Fire_Space]

I see. I did read what you put on there and I was a bit surprised but I've seen many people feel like that when it comes to making music. To me, I can understand that sentiment since I've felt like that a lot either towards this channel or the MMD videos I make. In terms of music though, you could just make stuff whenever you have the inspiration or motivation to. There's no need to try and make something once a week or once a month and then upload it or anything like that. For me, I just make music whenever I feel like it now since music is something I just do as a little hobby, it's not something I focus on or do every day. As for making the same lame stuff, I don't think it's lame and I've personally liked and enjoyed most of the stuff you've made. There was a comment I got three weeks ago on the video I made for your Stagnation song and that person said that you were the best musician ever. I think a lot of people like your stuff, it's just that sometimes when you make something you end up thinking it's awful when for other people it may be their favourite thing. Changing that thought is hard because I feel like that about everything I make. I only really post my 3D stuff now because someone wanted to use something I made for their art. Anyway though, I hope you feel happy with whatever it is you want to do now. It is a shame to see that you feel like that about your music but I'll still look forward to anything you make if you do decide to make anything.

[@Jeansowaty]

@@Fire_Space It's hard to sometimes feel happy of what you've done for some reason. But I guess the key is to just push forward and do what you enjoy and not force things onto yourself. Enjoy your hobbies as well fam :D

[@Fire_Space]

Yeah, I think the reason why it's hard to feel happy with what you've done is because when you make something, you set standards for yourself. You can see the errors in your work because you made it. Due to that, you end up feeling unhappy with your work because you have these standards for it and notice the errors and try to constantly improve it. You try to make it meet those standards but for other people, it may already be perfect and may not need any adjustments. As you've said though, you just need to push forward and enjoy what you do and try not to force yourself to make things. As for my hobbies, a lot of the stuff I do is posted online anyway since I just share it so people can see it and I enjoy a lot of what I do. I am currently in a creative flow when it comes to my hobbies so I've got a lot of ideas for things at the moment.