This track has kept me off the needles and away from the alcohol. 408 days sober. WE DO RECOVER!!
@sabrinawoods1495 Жыл бұрын
Keep going my friends. You got this. ❤
@malissaminor980011 ай бұрын
Congratulations on your sobriety! Keep it up!
@Godismystrength318 ай бұрын
How are you
@starz17795 ай бұрын
That is awesome had 11,relapsed 2 years or go. I’m ashamed the stuff ain’t the same it messes up your skin. I’m so ashamed I just keep going n I wanna stop so bad but don’t. Only another addict would understand. 1 of my best friends died,my cousin has 3 kids their dad OD d my cousin relapsed afterwards ,and the same thing happened 6 months after their dad. She OD d n here I am doing the same BS. But been clean a long time I just gotta get my life back these issues on my arm will heal and so will I. 🫶🏻
@georgetteburgess1395Ай бұрын
Really 😂
@JellyRoll7 жыл бұрын
I've avoided speaking on this for so long , I feel free this morning ! Thank y'all for sharing the FUCCCKKK OUT OF IT!
@justinbick53097 жыл бұрын
Jelly Roll this song is a masterpiece
@dustinbuchanan3947 жыл бұрын
some real ass shit jelly keep this fire going
@Blazing-db2pu7 жыл бұрын
Jelly Roll I have more respect for you than ever Lord knows I have fight my addiction
@chelseyneblett59657 жыл бұрын
Jelly Roll I'm proud of you and so is lea bug
@Darrenwallace017 жыл бұрын
Jelly Roll love the song and video.. gonna share the hell out of it for ya.. Clarksville Tn. here...we got mad love for ya.
@vaden7062 жыл бұрын
Jesus Christ, this song brought tears to my eyes. As a father raising my two daughters while their junkie mother runs the streets. I feel that shit bro
@BloodDragon592 Жыл бұрын
Idk your situation, but I hope you'll be able to change her someday. Or atleast get her the help she needs. No one deserves that fate, just ad much as no one deserves to have to live in that shadow...
@Richard-we7wi Жыл бұрын
Me to.... We out. Doing this father shit much respect
@vaden706 Жыл бұрын
@@Richard-we7wi 🫡
@valerieellis1929 Жыл бұрын
Prayers babe
@kailaescobar6560 Жыл бұрын
A lil advise....,start by supporting her !ot bashing her "junkie" is extremely unsupportive their mother is a struggling addict and until you walk in her shoes you have no clue. Its the best thing you can do for your kids is to support her and encourage her to recover! Think of those babies they need her
@jaytryon36983 жыл бұрын
To everyone who is sober just today I’m proud of you.
@independentunityreacts Жыл бұрын
Thank you.
@sabrinawoods1495 Жыл бұрын
Thank you. 😊
@malissaminor980011 ай бұрын
Thank you bro! 2 months clean as of yesterday 🎉
@torygirl9549 Жыл бұрын
The words of a song have never hit so on the nose. Almost literally word for word. We battled it for so long with my daughters dad. We begged and pleaded for him to get clean. Last thing I said to him was you have to be 90 days clean before you can see her again. A week after he got out of jail they found him OD behind a Walmart. July 13 will be the 1 yr anniversary of his death. Our daughter is 11 now. People always make the comment ice listened to your music for ever and this is why. I can not wait to see you in concert in OCT. I wish my daughters dad could be with me, but he'll be there in spirit. Thank you!
@Fredjohnson2920 Жыл бұрын
Hello, how are you doing?
@DanielBoone3374 жыл бұрын
Damn I felt every single word of this song!!! Was an addict and alcoholic for to long destroyed so many relationships with family and friends before I pulled my head out my ass. Going on 6 years clean and sober and if some would've told me 6 years ago I'd be where I am now I wouldve laughed in their face. Dont give up it's possible you can do it if I could!!!
@sabrinawoods1495 Жыл бұрын
I am 3 months from 10 years. Congratulations my friend. Sending love your way.
@fredgfysmith61717 ай бұрын
I got 18 months. Life is the best high
@ashleywheeler65174 жыл бұрын
Recovering heroin addict. I’m so thankful to be clean and doing better. Do it for your family but most importantly do it for YOU!
@ryantheredneck26673 жыл бұрын
You got this girl stay strong:))
@jasonstanford30303 жыл бұрын
Good shit girl
@TaylordBuDMaN5 жыл бұрын
R.I.P. to all the lost souls... To those who have lost loved ones, just cherish the good times you've had and keep pushing on, they wouldn't want you to dwell for too long, stay positive and may God bless you all!!!
@tinabagheri51584 жыл бұрын
I lost my 23 year old son in 2017 to his addiction. Trying hard to remember my boy before his addiction took over. Some days it is very difficult.
@thomassims2072 жыл бұрын
All to real
@bigjay42032 жыл бұрын
Amem
@malissaminor980011 ай бұрын
I lost my mom to meth and blues. But it needed to happen so I could get clean 🎉
@crystalhobaugh534 жыл бұрын
Used any kind of drug you’d put in front of me for 10 years, my DOC was heroin. Lost custody of my son. Got myself clean, got my baby back and have have made a beautiful life for me and my children! March made 2 years clean from all mind altering substances 💗 WE DO RECOVER!!!
@ronaldbrann42704 жыл бұрын
Congratulations. Keep up the good work. Wishing you many more Blessings.
@nessatovey36534 жыл бұрын
Hope right there👌thank you
@mc0nel4 жыл бұрын
May god bless you and your family
@jonathanburden10454 жыл бұрын
Yes ma'am we do. I had a year clean relapsed ended up bck in prison . I'm out now and I'm strugglin to stay clean. I'm 33 days clean. But I see messages like ur and it gives me hope. Dear God give me strenght for one more day. Pray for those still in the madness. God has a purpose for us all. God bless
@kelliewonch60553 жыл бұрын
We do!
@dawnjaskot58674 жыл бұрын
I just gained my freedom back yesterday. I'm an addict and it put me somewhere I had never imagined I'd end up. 16 months and the first thing I did was get a phone, get on KZbin n listen to you Jelly... U r now n will be forevermore my biggest strength to stay sober... Please keep it 100 all the time! Thank u so much.
@gothicphoenix32462 жыл бұрын
fuck yea, i love reading shit like this. makes me feel proud to be a part of a fandom thats so fucking grounded. just seeing all the love and support and the recovery stories just warms the soul.
@catherineflorez16424 жыл бұрын
Rip to both of my brothers. Almost took me too. Thank you for your music ❤️
@lisaviands86815 жыл бұрын
This song hits the heart deep if you really are struggling with an addiction. Everyone in the world has there own problems wheather you see them smiling or doing their dirt you dont know the pain they have inside. One of your best songs Jelly!
@jennifercottingham49674 жыл бұрын
This song really touches me. This struggle is so real. You are an amazing artist you sing what some cant say. Thank you for your songs! May God Bless you Jelly Roll!
@Maddog702 ай бұрын
Killer tune done by someone who can truly relate if you haven't been through this "addiction"u wouldn't be able to grasp the power behind this song jelly speaks my language hopefully the ones out there who judge us can listen to this and have a little compassion for us lost souls if your listening to this song suffering from active addiction then you are a miracle you are here listening to jelly a true American hero one that all of us addicts needed thanks jelly
@MalindaBaughn4 ай бұрын
Kelly Roll make me understand what my son has gone through! A lost soul can be help ! Just take that first step !
@angiemilam25504 жыл бұрын
Wow 😳 u r amazing .. u are very inspiring !! I know the real struggle and all my people dying Almost every day from overdoses'n I been prison years ago and I had no one to send me letters or money so I had to deal with that on my own !! I finally after all these years turned my life to God and i want to thank you for the inspiration ❤️🙌🏼🙏🏼
@dhornbuckle922 жыл бұрын
im in the middle of alcohol recovery about to go into rehab and i have to admit your songs are helping me stay resolved to this. I watched my family fall apart because of alcohol and drugs and then i did the same thing to mine. Thank you for being a motivation to people who want to change man. You are a good soul.
@TheKotapanda7 жыл бұрын
clean since 11/12/16. I never want to look back!
@constancesummers52136 жыл бұрын
Tuc8
@jaysmack80545 жыл бұрын
Never look back young' man ...you did it ...way to have your life back in your hands
@aaronloader75515 жыл бұрын
Good for you rock star happy for you
@meganreedy60854 жыл бұрын
Hope your still kicking addictions ass
@miquelquiles7272 ай бұрын
On August 18 I lost my brother to his addiction the pain is on a whole another level I don't know if I could live without him... 💔
@joshuacostanza63210 ай бұрын
My most difficult struggle is when I’m completely consumed by my drug and I have absolutely no hope. Those are some of the most scary & loneliest nights! Luckily I have a spark inside me today, stay blessed
@bridgetdeboer24675 жыл бұрын
Ur words have helped me 30 days sober today. Been doing drugs for 20 years. I cant go back cuz i made a promise 2 myself & my little boy. Thank-u
@bigryan26894 жыл бұрын
It's been 9 months since you posted this. I hope you have been staying strong.
@meganreedy60854 жыл бұрын
Hope your still doing good my friend
@nickwyatt40594 жыл бұрын
How u doing today? I'm 2 years clean heroin addict
@BloodDragon592 Жыл бұрын
How's life been Bridget? You still holding up?
@SunFlower-bg3xf4 жыл бұрын
I have just recently found Jelly Roll and his voice reaches deep into my soul listening to him pour his heart out! I think most of us have been touched or slapped upside the head by a loved one with addiction. Keep singing Jelly Roll your words are healing to this girl!
@sharonyoung2177 жыл бұрын
my son sits in his room an plays your song , since he found your music , he has not been so mad, he say that your songs take the word out of his heart an finally put them together, thank you for talking with his soul
@angelshipp58147 жыл бұрын
Sharon Young that's absolutely amazing!!! I love this man so much he is amazing!!!! I'm so glad he has blessed y'all!!!
@nicdegrow63707 жыл бұрын
Sharon Young that is very moving. You sound like a great parental figure. Keep doing you!
@martingodfrey16067 жыл бұрын
Nic Degrow aCc
@jrock420cfh7 жыл бұрын
that is so deep
@pierremalatare91037 жыл бұрын
Your kid might have passion for music, You ever ask him to write a poem about his pain or what he hiding I bet it will be beautiful, I don't know your son But I do the same
@alexthegreat527 Жыл бұрын
This song always makes me cry, last time I listened to it I was at my peak of addiction to H, and here I am years later, over 2 years sober listening to this again , I thank whoever was keeping me in there prayers that kept me here to get sober& I pray for all those struggling w any type of addiction that they make it through and go home to there families
@sqhschief4 жыл бұрын
Thanks for helping me with 1.5 years plus!
@donnasullivan2069 Жыл бұрын
Addict to most everything speed and alcohol for 47 years. Didn’t care if lived or died. Got clean for past 5.5 years. Finally got love for myself
@Fredjohnson2920 Жыл бұрын
Hello, how are you doing?
@Sammy-xg6dx6 ай бұрын
Just a beautiful song! Only a few of us get touched by it! Only few of us understand! Today im 42 weeks sober! 💜
@Ginger72343 ай бұрын
I know how it feels, we lost our youngest Oct. will be 6 yrs.. 😢
@Sammy-xg6dx3 ай бұрын
@@Ginger7234 I am so sorry. So sorry 😢 💔
@Ginger72343 ай бұрын
@@Sammy-xg6dx Thank you!
@marykaminskie46453 ай бұрын
TEARS FALL fr. Clean time brings back the days I was new to sobriety. That shit's hard but so fkn worth it. I pray today ya give it more time. Heroin was my DOC. And that bitch 😔 😟 🙁 😥 CONGRATULATIONS KEEP GOING. ITS SO WORTH IT. Remember the sickness and shit you went thru detoxing?🤔 I know you don't wanna go thru that again. Picking back up could be your last. WE DO RECOVER 💪 🙏 sent to you. 😘
@Sammy-xg6dx3 ай бұрын
@@marykaminskie4645 thank you so much and yes we do 💕
@13bbyghurl3 жыл бұрын
This hits so deep when I was in my addiction i would play this song and cry now I'm here with 606 days sober living my best life..
@athenahoffman81074 жыл бұрын
Helping me out with my depression
@lizacantu61254 жыл бұрын
Ive been through alot. 16 yrs worth. I knw you've heard it before but we all have struggles some more than others some more traumatizing than others. Your music has been my soul soother. Other than my baby girl it's what made me get up face another day and get my hustle on. I've learned I'm better and deserve better than the abuse I made myself deal with. Now still with help from ur tunes I will surpass and exceed the average statistic. I will do it not just for my girls but for myself as well. THANK YOU ur music has been my guidance my soul wrenching wake up my Reality. To those caught up in ur own struggles trapped in ur own prison sit back close your eyes and play ur favorite jelly roll and struggle tune. Keep the faith alive. Much love. I am forever greatful.
@cadetrenew7 жыл бұрын
Jelly, you are real as fuck. As someone who is going through the battle of addiction right now, believe me when I say you are making a difference in peoples life. Thank you for not glorifying drug use like mainstream artist. Because the people that really live this life know that there is NOTHING glorious about it. You got a voice and a purpose, bub.
@ryanstewart9313 жыл бұрын
The truth it gets dark and lonely.
@ryanstewart9313 жыл бұрын
RIP to all our friends that has lost the battle. I know most going through this have multiple.
@prettygirlbones99283 жыл бұрын
You're right there's nothing glorious at all about it... It's cold, its dark and it's lonely... In short it's a living hell!!! Pray for me please, I'm prayin for you!🕊🙌🏼🕊
@aliciagarnica602 жыл бұрын
Exactly hun🙌
@kalinrodrigues50312 жыл бұрын
Amen. U also a real one.
@richardcasados6 жыл бұрын
Just came across this song recently and as of today I'm 6 months clean from Oxy's. Everyday is a struggle, but with music like this it makes the dark days a lil brighter. Thank You Jelly Roll!
@tashaa37223 жыл бұрын
I'm in tears!! I got out alive I hope you all struggling can too! My heart breaks for you all.
@kathudkins40694 жыл бұрын
Thank you jelly roll for this song
@aprilsterling66064 жыл бұрын
11 months tomorrow thanks bron
@aleighalunn91836 жыл бұрын
damn i been listening to your music since i was a little girl. my dad would always listen to your music. without your music i dont think my dad would have pulled through with his drug addiction. you and haystack both inspire me to put a message out there saying that people go through a struggle everyday constantly but its up to us weather we want to put a spark in there heart. thanks for being there... #antiochTN
@carlisle16504 жыл бұрын
OMG I thought I was the only parent in the world who felt like this. Thank you for sharing your truth. Every lyric in this song is exactly what I'be been going through for 13 years. My daughter is 15 now.
@lookingbehind63354 жыл бұрын
A person is not “cured” until they are clean the same amount of years as they were addicted. I want to show love to everyone who is suffering from addiction . If it’s you or a loved one, don’t ever give up or in, it will get better. I am 5 years sober and couldn’t ask for anything better. It is hard I will not lie, and there will be times you will question why. Just keep pushing forward. One day it will be just a bad memory.
@Joshua-ev9uw3 жыл бұрын
What? Cured after you've been sober the same amount of time you used? I used heroin for 3 months and then was sober 7 months. Was I "cured" after those 7 months when I spent the next 7 years using? I'm 17 months sober and was "cured" after about 2 months. Had 2 very minor (one accidental) slips in those 2 months, but addiction doesn't rule me like it used to. I like being sober now. It used to be unbearable. I freaking abused DXM for years and years! DXM! Because I was broke, doesn't show up on drug screen, and you can steal it. It fried my memory big time. The high is horrible, but it numbed me from reality. One of the skip ups was using dxm before fishing with my dad and realized that I really had to be in some mental anguish to prefer that high to being sober. Other slip up was going to the bar and drinking 3 beers over 4 hours and then someone had like 3/4 of some type of mixed drink in a Styrofoam cup and it was mixed with powerade, so stupid me was like, "this will be hydrating and help me," but I ended up being ever so slightly tipsy so I count that as a slip up. In my worst run with alcohol, I spent about 2 months drinking 45-50 drinks a day. You obviously can't drink beer because you can't drink it quick enough to get drunk and it's like 35 or so pounds of liquid you're consuming and you can't really do that. I would wake up every 4 hours shaking so bad I'd have to chug liquor to get back to sleep. I actually held a job for 4 weeks during that. It was a new job I had started and as you can imagine, I was so incredibly drunk 24/7 for like o weeks, i was acting like an idiot. On week 4 of training they brought me to the side and said, 'we're gonna take you to the hospital for a breathalyzer." I drunkenly slurred, "don't waste your time. I'm freaking hammered." Another time I got a good job and had decided to drink even heavier than usual which was like 25-30/ day so I woke up with a hangover and drank before work. At 8am when I got to work I apparently fell over in front of a manager's office. They found out I was drunk (pretty hard to fake not being wasted) and a woman took me to detox. At 1235pm, I blew a .475. That's like 5 hours after my last drink. I guess that from the heavy drinking the night before (around a half gallon of burnettes) and the drinking that morning, I had quite the alcohol build up. Every addict will tell you they're a heavyweight but I truly am and that's not like a weird way to brag or anything because it sucks. When I wassmoking weed 2 years ago, I wasgetting really good carts that would get other people baked after 1 or 2 hits, but it would take me 18-20 over 30 minutes to really get high. Having a high tolerance isn't a cool thing. It just means you have to spend more money. ANYWAYS, if you're still with me: Being on the proper medication is what got me sober, but God keeps me sober. I never thought I'd get out of SLA or even ever live a normal life 2 years ago. If you'd have told me that I'd have a good paying job, I'd be renting a room on my own, OWN a car ('98 Volvo S70- big pimping), have a new laptop, Xbox series x, bose headphones, a $180 temperpedic pillow, $50 pillow cases, etc... I wouldn't, well really couldn't believe that was possible. Add on to that that I'm 17 months sober and I would've literally died laughing (rupture some organ or something). None of those material things matter. I do really appreciate a roof over my head instead of a tent, my queen sized comfy mattress when I'd been sleeping on crappy and cheap twin mattresses with the plastic on the bottom and crappy pillow, and I really enjoy air conditioning, somewhere to plug my phone in, a kitchen with a microwave and fridge and ICE! God worked such a miracle in my life that if you knew my whole story, it would turn a stone cold atheist into a full blown Christian. God bless you all and if you're using, you can get through this! Get some help! Keep fighting and pushing for that better life. It's totally worth it. You may just need the right medication. If you read all this, you're a pro!
@Ginger72343 ай бұрын
@Joshua-ev9uw .. Ya, I don't know what he's talking about either, same amount of time, before you're clean. (I've Never heard that I my life & with all my slip ups, if never be considered clean)!! I love to read success stories about ppl turning their life around, so I completely read yours! I Love it! Congrats on your sobriety & all the things that God made possible for you! You're the one keeping yourself clean, God give us opportunities to reach out & grab them, but he also gave us free, so it's your choice & if we've got clouded minds, we miss them!! Good luck on continuing your journey with open eyes & clear mind. We lost our daughter to Heroin Oct. Will be 6 yrs.. We were also users (me just about anything you put in front of me, hubby liked the rush from speed). Now, I'm the only one still on this planet, they're all gone gone, His family & mine. I even lost him in Feb of this yr, then my momma cpl months later. last cpl ppl that loved me & me them, unconditionally! I'm continuing my journey as sad as it is, bc I know it's got to get better with God's love & all my angels that watch over me.. Tryin to weather the storms in life & learn to dance in the rain, instead of living in misery.. God Bless ✌️
@gothicphoenix32467 ай бұрын
im going on 3 years clean from shooting up crystal and one year from drinking. and this man right here is god level in my book for getting me to go clean. because i was messed up off of crystal when i first heard his song Save Me. it got me to just think about shit and inner reflect upon myself.
@moebigslee2 жыл бұрын
You are so good at describing addiction. I'm a FF/paramedic and I can't begin to explain the number of lives I've seen destroyed addictions. When I went through training over 20 years ago narcan was something "that was used in the 80's" and for years that seemed the case. Sadly we give it out like candy now. Hell, we leave it for you if we think you might need it. I might not personally know all the people I've run on but it wears on you so see so many OD's and deaths. I guess I'm trying to say addiction hits more people than just addict and family. There are those of us that quietly try to fix/treat problem when called upon, but it does affect us far more than most people will ever know.
@markleon73965 жыл бұрын
14 days clean..love your music jelly...u and struggle both help me through my darkest hours
@kristinowens8994 жыл бұрын
Hope you're still doing well!!!
@gothicphoenix32462 жыл бұрын
fuck i hope that turned into three years clean
@BloodDragon592 Жыл бұрын
Hope you pulled through my man!!
@kimharris59352 жыл бұрын
I used to be a property manager, had alor of people that lived in my building, most were just released from prison, some were addicts. When I would hear on the deaths I would cry. Then there was the ones that got clean permanently my soul would rejoice. What hurts the most is the ones that were fathers or mothers. I would try to talk to them but some would not listen. So this song is real to me.
@kathymiller56044 жыл бұрын
Love this song my kids have been addicted for years then I went through this for 20 years but I became one myself 4 years I've been clean 4months but never got that bad but a addict is addict I'm been raising my granddaughter for 15years she almost 17years she's seen so much I hate it but I'm still fighting every day she's my life jellyrolll and struggle have help me so much love you both for y'alls music jelly your song save me brings happy tears if you know what I mean. Keep the music coming your killing it. Number 1 to me.
@fusonbigcountryburrows51824 жыл бұрын
I just want to say thank you been a addict for 20 years I got 90 days clean now and you have helped me each day God bless you
@robcollins79514 жыл бұрын
To all this that struggle with sobriety, never give up plz you can do it. I promise you its gets easier!!! 9 years clean and I love to help thoes that struggle with there addictions just please don't give up!!!
@prettygirlbones99283 жыл бұрын
🎶When You Lose Control, The Truth Unfolds And Now We Know.... Addiction Kills🎶 Truer words have never been spoken!! Somebody please pray for me, anyone!!🕊🙌🏼🕊
@bradleyhickman2562 жыл бұрын
I will pray for you. I was on coke for 7 years, been clean for 14 years. You GOT to change your places and friends. It gets better
@mindywoods42496 жыл бұрын
Wow...why am I just now hearing this? We've lost so many loved ones to addiction that it's becoming normal. I wish my husband would've heard this before his addiction took him away from us. :( thanks Jelly Roll, much respect for this song
@Snoopy874204 жыл бұрын
I thought I was going to lose my sister n brother to addiction of drugs but I am thankful they are sober now. Proud little sister!
@zachulcerbiobotinc26064 жыл бұрын
I've discovered that the only person who can help them selfs is them and them only. Real talk. Jelly roll you got at least 1 fan praying for you. Me.But my beliefs are conflicted 😐 when it comes to hope and GOD
@HenryLopez-j6y3 ай бұрын
I feel this jam been there with the evil man in the dark for 30 yrs thank God n myself to get out of it now am a better man for me n a better dad for my kids n my family love u all n God is there just got to believe ❤ 🙏❤
@rickysaunders4966 жыл бұрын
Been doing drugs for 6 years and it's miserable. This song speaks volumes to me and my journey to sobriety.
@amandarobinson68422 жыл бұрын
I love this song I have three years clean off meth I used to listen to this song when I was still deep in my addiction everything jelly roll puts out is very relatable he is lyrical genius
@jasonozio71237 жыл бұрын
The ones that smile through addiction usually die, and that sucks, cause that was most of my best friends, still watching them die, and wish i could express it through music like Jelly, but i can'[t, i died twice, woke up outta the bullshit, but times i struggle, wish all addicts find the light. Much love to everyone.
@robinscarberry54034 жыл бұрын
I feel your pain i od 10 days ago for time ever before i slip in late april i 190 days sober but this time woke up realize that dope aint worth my life and been clean since sunday still smoking my weed n dabs but 10 sober on dope
@thagodwecreate51794 жыл бұрын
I never smile...but esp not sober. Rather be dead than sober
@jaimegilman26144 жыл бұрын
🙏 Amen
@jasonozio71234 жыл бұрын
@@robinscarberry5403 hope you are still sober. If not look at this message and think how you felt at that time. If you're sober congrats
@robinscarberry54034 жыл бұрын
I'm still sober
@charleystrom15014 жыл бұрын
American native I've been clean&sober two years now.cool jam jelly roll.AMEN TO YOU JELLY ROLL.
@Mc_hanic4 жыл бұрын
Song brings me to fucking tears. So real. Anyone who's experienced similar situations knows how real this song really is
@Lightupdarknes3 ай бұрын
Blessed your eyes reading this, father God I rebuke the spirit of suicide and addiction in the name of Jesus i declare that it must leave now in the name of Jesus. I declare that the enemy has no power over your thoughts and your mind and emotions I speak Jesus I bind the spirit of suicide in Jesus name i bind the spirit of addiction in Jesus name right now i speak love and i speak life in Jesus name . Father god i ask you to release delivenecs and healing to the mind and to there emotions i speak freedom in Jesus name God we thank you amen 🙏
@BeautifullyBroken10223 ай бұрын
Amen 🙏
@STAR_BBY9095 Жыл бұрын
This man kills it with every lyric chills through my whole body da realist music out I love #jellyroll he really keep it all day way 💯
@JellyRollOfficial-wf6gt8 ай бұрын
Thanks for the love and support where are you watching from?...
@reaperthajuggalo6663 жыл бұрын
This song always gives me chills, especially that second verse. I lost one my beat friends to a slip up relapse a couple years ago and that verse hits too close to home.....keep making music that speaks like this man, u really save lives man
@wacquemacaque24032 жыл бұрын
I studied psychology briefly in college and my dad was also an addict (RIP). What kills most addicts isn’t continued use. Statistically more people die by slip ups using the same dose they used to and because they have a lower tolerance due to abstinence it kills them. Tell any addicts you know that if they slip up to use less than they were. I told my dad “don’t relapse, but if you do, don’t go back to the same amount you were using. Tell me though, I won’t be mad.”
@keithlippai35582 жыл бұрын
Second verse is amazing, hits home, but I love how his accent comes alive in this verse!
@amandavargas48863 жыл бұрын
I was on coke alcohol and pills and sometimes more to deal with life and shit I been threw. Addiction had almost killed me several times and your songs helped me get threw and i have been clean from everything now besides weed and booze to help me get by with life And situations I'm in you still help me everyday And know how I feel and how addicton kills. Love u jelly roll
@hollietyree2714 жыл бұрын
Hits home ... Love all your music.. Addiction kills .. True . I've lost everything cause of my addiction and decisions.... The struggle is real
@VroomVroomDana7 жыл бұрын
Amazing song. Amazing artist.
@umeasyyy56434 жыл бұрын
Verified but no one notices?
@kevintrepanier30435 жыл бұрын
This guy is the most under rated rapper/singer. He is my absolute favorite keep speaking the truth my brother 💯
@jreepcolors49314 жыл бұрын
Hell yeah brother!! Jellyroll, Struggle Jennings, Yelawolf, and ritzz, would be a great concert!!
@brandonjohnson54024 жыл бұрын
Jellyroll is better than Migos,lil uzi, lil yachty,etc. U get my point. New rappers are horrible! Tee Grizzley, kevin gates, are the best newer rappers and lil wayne always killed the game. Can't sleep on Da Baby either. His flo is fire
@jodisholes40912 жыл бұрын
This song runs deep within my sole! Your live for your daughter is so obvious to all that watch you! Your amazing Jelly and loved more than you know.
@nicolebuchanan70074 жыл бұрын
So true really hits hard single mom three kids no help from the fathers lost my dad who helped with the kids one year ago I can’t believe I was sober for 8 months and one time around it fell off get up and try and try again but no one knows how hard it is for a person to do when they are all alone with kids and no friends no family
@ashleynicole80744 жыл бұрын
I love your music you tell it how it really is I'm happy to say I been clean off pills for 3years now and my husband been clean for 5 months from alcohol
@carlblosser88027 жыл бұрын
great song!. Definitely helping me. 38 days sober as of today 😊
@kurtman360ly7 жыл бұрын
What about today?
@carlblosser88027 жыл бұрын
Kurtiss Smtih 49 days sober 😎
@josephciampi55757 жыл бұрын
Carl Blosser good job bro. keep it up
@carlblosser88027 жыл бұрын
angelina martinez thank you, much appreciated
@Frank_JackJack7 жыл бұрын
keep up the good work! i'm still fighting my demons
@suechalli5185 жыл бұрын
Through my son I started listening to you and the music and lyrics speak for themselves. It's truth , honesty and , completely real. Hits hard in some spots and soothes in others but only because it's so real , hard-hitting and totally heartfelt. This is what music should be , not a bunch of bs fluff with no heart no story and no meaning
@kathudkins40694 жыл бұрын
I can relate to this song.. I'm a struggle addicted wen I feel like using I play this song an by the time it ends I don't feel like using anymore because everything he says in this song is true about ppl that are still using and I don't want to go back to the addiction days
@Mobringyourideastolife7 ай бұрын
The. Rock. Of. My. 💜
@meganhilbert8064 жыл бұрын
I lost too many people to addiction, including myself. It’s a long lonely road and once you’re on it there aren’t too many chances to make a u-turn. Best never to start down that road...
@benbrickman76767 жыл бұрын
i sit in my room an listing to this , I've seen addiction kill thank you jelly roll , its like you rip the words out of my heart an finally let it make sence
@cookingradar59746 жыл бұрын
6 days clean, seriously the longest I've been, I'm feeling great. Talked to my brother for the first time in 8 years today.
@XxjunebugxXYT6 жыл бұрын
Keep it up man u got this just keep ur mind off that shit dont look back proud of u man....
@jaimegilman26144 жыл бұрын
Keep reaching out..to anybody that will encourage you!
@manuelmendoza26934 жыл бұрын
I hope you’re still doing good and on the right path, god bless you man
@bradthorne224 жыл бұрын
I cant explain how proud I am..hope you stuck to it
@str8upcrazy7314 жыл бұрын
You still clean ?
@drewstricklin59543 жыл бұрын
1 year and 9 months clean on the 4th of December and I feel every word of this song 🎵
@shnooz94753 жыл бұрын
4 days of Fentanyl withdrawal and the insomnia is unbearable. Staying strong though. Ready for change.
@joshuabrown68624 жыл бұрын
I feel this so strongly good shit jelly much love bro
@snakesalot844 жыл бұрын
Bro this literally has described my life with my BM she has fallen so hard in and out of rehab daughter wishing she would die from an OD like her mom(the mothers mom) it kills me hearing those words come out a child's mouth she recently just got locked up for the next 8 years due to her repeated offences praying she don't end up worse ❤ every word touched my soul in this song ty
@jaxw13256 жыл бұрын
This song gets me everytime, my uncle who was basically my dad overdosed from heroin and I still think of him everyday. Rip Randy ❤️
@terrencesebeniecherjr63223 жыл бұрын
5 years clean i first heard of you was 3 months ago keep doing you.
@sarahmeza20002 жыл бұрын
Awesome I'm struggling with it at all right now
@angelaolson54364 жыл бұрын
Jelly, it don't ever fail.. every song u make I can't help but cry because of the truth and heart strings u pull at. Your an amazing and real artist and I love you for your amazingness and the best lyrics I've ever heard in my damn life... 3 years sober on November 14th
@TT-ox5yr4 жыл бұрын
I feel for his little girl. I was once her and now my mom is dying from cancer. Never got to have a relationship with her because she chose drugs over me and my siblings. Addiction kills not just them... kills us because we have to live with the "what ifs".
@derekboycer2 жыл бұрын
12 years clean to this day. Got sober the night my son was born only because I got rolled with a pocket full of vicodin. I come back to this song almost daily because it is still a struggle!
@CassandraV-kl4hq Жыл бұрын
Happy 13 years!!! It’s been a year since your comment!
@rsmitchell12957 жыл бұрын
Damn jelly roll heart touching song and truth in the rarest form
@heinrichschuppisser2166 Жыл бұрын
This whole album has helped me heal. When I listen I feel like I don't have to live it any longer. Thanks 🙏.
@josephbrandon10726 ай бұрын
my favorite song by far im sober 15 years(im 15 years old)
@OvERdOS-ou6hl6 ай бұрын
Keep it that way u will lose everything STRAIGHT FACTS 🙌
@djwild48846 жыл бұрын
This song really comes close to my heart I had a son and a daughter and son in law that are recovering addicts...it took my daughter and her husband losing their children for a year to realize they needed to stop and my son he has a beautifu family wife and 2 daughters (and son in heaven) they both have struggled so much to fight this addiction but I can say they are a few years clean now....I know so many others that are addicts and wish there was something I could do to help them more.
@989Jynx7 жыл бұрын
I've lost my parents to the drug trade only because I chose to escape it. It's tragic but it's just, sometimes you gotta go the lonely road to see a better life.
@cinderdockery946 жыл бұрын
Nyki D a lot people including me have a addictive personality I used to get hooked on drugs before I even started taking them
@wyattbates96416 жыл бұрын
Nyki D the lonely road takes I to good company
@uly229camaroguy.86 жыл бұрын
Dang
@brexpeep6 жыл бұрын
My father died of drugs when I was 9 like a half a year ago (I'm 11 now) my mother passed away she was 3 years clean
@dabossdino16 жыл бұрын
God Bless, I Hope You Are Still Clean :-)
@autumnprice40567 жыл бұрын
19 dislikes? really how can you not love the truth. this song comes deep from @jelly. absolutely love this song, hit home for alot of us. keep pushing man, spread the word. your words move mountains more than you know! #SALUTE
@shaunfisherman5667 жыл бұрын
Autumn Price haters gonna hate!
@ralphspell6856 жыл бұрын
Autumn Price the hater's on this so never lived the lifestyle but for me it's home
@jamiewagoner99143 жыл бұрын
Very well said. I Totally agree with this comment. Straight 100% Big Facts.
@jamiewagoner99143 жыл бұрын
Very well said. I Totally agree with this comment. Straight 100% Big Facts.
@kimharris5935 Жыл бұрын
Alot of people, parents have their blinders on, they won't see the truth until it happens to them. Addiction is not easy to break. As a mother I learned not to say my child, cause parents it happens, take the blinders off.
@dunwoodie2711 ай бұрын
Every single person who’s recovering from addiction should listen to this song. This is so powerful. This speaks so clearly and so loud to me.
@TWBlack Жыл бұрын
I've a family full of addicts. I've been "out there" also, alcohol and drugs. Thanking our Father God in Heaven because I was never physically addicted so when I stopped it all I didn't get the physical pain. Now I'm REALLY old and I hurt constantly....karma always has a way of coming around.
@jeepyjking67004 жыл бұрын
I’m finally going to check myself in for rehab for alcohol.Just looking for the right place
@darkmeadows9.9.973 жыл бұрын
Keep fighting
@edwhite71473 жыл бұрын
I hope you had gone for help, remember one day at a time, trudging the road to happy destiny. The journey is worth it, not easy....
@joelhanlon7203 жыл бұрын
Good stuff man I'm doing Same but with smoking bud an drinking alcohol
@TOMMY-xc6ou3 жыл бұрын
God bless you. I wish you the best brother. From my experience, it definitely gets better. I'm going on a year myself. And never felt better. Working a great job. What you get back from doing the right thing, is priceless. My addiction is my bank account now. (Used to be cocaine) I thank God everyday for giving me the strength to move forward and upward, thats progress. Keep sobriety first man, and everything just gets better. You'll at least be available to face life on life's terms. And conquer anything that comes your way. Peace be with you bro.
@heatherleephotography64083 жыл бұрын
Update please?
@fullsendinc.5695 жыл бұрын
Everytime im hurting in my darkest moments i play jelly his music puts words to my the way my soul feels an makes me feel better knowing someone understands
@Shawn-qo2lb5 жыл бұрын
R.I.P. Richard Anthony Rush. We miss u so much. Earths not the same without u. Love u always #fuckheroin
@ms.mojo_risin5 жыл бұрын
MrIHadToDoIt614 x - PeaCe&ReSPeCt, Shelley
@ashleychase23564 жыл бұрын
Speaks 2 ur soul !
@ScottEdwards-3.14Ай бұрын
Blood Angels Guardians Of Judah. I Listened To Yours Jelly So Does GOD Elohim Have Your Life 🧬 And Soulmates Eternity Forever ♾️ Evermore.
@maaes85304 жыл бұрын
Idk how I haven't heard this.... Maybe it's cause I was introduced to your music in 2018.... My babies were there for my addiction....... I pray for all my famly and friends who are still struggling. Love abd support nothing but good vibes baby
@amandawoodward90903 жыл бұрын
This song hits so hard. 🔥 I'm the addict. Im in recovery. This man's music moves me. "Something so fun could go so wrong, we know addiction kills"
@charlesnading76922 жыл бұрын
Addiction will do NOTHING but ruin everything you could ever imagine it's very important to help anyone and everyone u can! You never know the day you are living until it all falls away
@charlesnading76922 жыл бұрын
Addiction will do NOTHING but ruin everything you could ever imagine it's very important to help anyone and everyone u can! You never know the day you are living until it all falls away
@jaybird33386 жыл бұрын
Feeling this is a wake up call. You gonna pick up or let it ring?🔥
@lestatoder2303 жыл бұрын
I heard some of your music before but I never really listened the way I listened last night and set in my car listening all night because I have no where to go thank you for your music
@theshortskid94664 жыл бұрын
I love you. I love your music. This grandma has finally discovered ear buds. You're at the top of my music list. Turning it up. The sound that is!! ❤️😘
@BloodDragon592 Жыл бұрын
Was there to watch my best friend addicted to oxy, saw what relapsing twice did to his dad. And almost fell in a hole myself to the bottle. Addiction kills, but me and my own are lucky to still be standing. Not all are so lucky. Love this song. I pray for everyone that is hurting or hurt to the point they couldnt turn back. Hope this song helps every soul that it can