Jennifer Tee - fairyfairytale (lyric video)

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track 4: fairyfairytale
i’m afraid of living life secondhand
in a story not my genre
i don’t want to pretend
that i’m over my ex
but that’s what people mostly mean
when they ask me how i am
i know they don’t mean
no harm but it seems
i don’t feel anything
unless i open my eyes and see everything
my friends are hers
say it doesn’t hurt
i saw her today oh it was fine
they don’t need to know i got hit by the tide
the book of my story still smells like her
i flip through the pages they’re all written thanks to her
i stole the gun but it’s out of bullets
my pen’s out of ink
my words out of sync
the villain in my own story all thanks to me
can’t wait to see the toll that revenge has on me
i doubled cleansed my face but i’m still painted guilty
who is the fairy in my fairytale
it’s certainly not me
i’ve noticed the way that your hair fits your head has changed a little more than slightly
please know i don’t mean
no harm i know it seems
i really resent you
but really i just don’t wanna make us more blue
my friends are yours
it was fine before
i saw you today that changed my mind
you don’t need to know i got hit by the tide
the book of my story still smells like you
i flip through the pages they’re all written thanks to you
i stole the gun but it’s out of bullets
my pen’s out of ink
my words out of sync
the villain in my own story all thanks to me
can’t wait to see the toll that revenge has on me
i double cleansed my face but i’m still painted guilty
who is the fairy in my fairytale
wish i knew why
our love didn’t die that night (it’s certainly not you)
my pen’s out of ink
my words out of sync