It's OK to grieve our animal family harder than our human family, and it's not at all uncommon. Horse folk definitely get it. My heart breaks for you, Han. Take care of yourself! ❤
@sophieblake51587 ай бұрын
Really sorry to hear Hannah. I’ve been a silent follower for 10 years now, and remember your early videos with Jeri, and even when you announced you got Dexter. Sending you lots of well wishes for this hard time.
@kippen647 ай бұрын
Hannah, my heart aches for you. It's so true, a horse is never just a horse.
@malisefaith.annabelle29126 ай бұрын
I’m so so sorry. I grew up from my early teens when I got into riding watching you and Jerry. You both inspired me so much, and I can’t imagine how you’re feeling. Take all the time you need, he was family to you❤️
@allysmith22847 ай бұрын
I have been thinking about you Han…. He was a once in a lifetime horse who we had the pleasure of watching…………. There is always such a hole they leave in our lives… he will be forever missed ❤ go easy on yourself Han… you are only human
@jayunir3997 ай бұрын
Oh Hannah, I am crying with you! You were the best person to take care for Jericho, I could ever imagine! I can still remember you riding him the first time, you were so understanding und soft to this special horse with the big heart, barely people could understand how precious he was. But we could! I saved Jeri from beeing slaughtered and without you, he wouldnt have had such a good life after all this shit he didnt deserve. You made such massive progress with him and I am so blessed I could follow and watch you two over all these years - my heart was always with you and Jeri and will always be, even between oceans and thousands of kilometers! Thank you so so so much for all the love you gave him! You really did the best you could and it was so heart warming to see you two together, always. I hope you dont blame yourself for your big loss. Thats what I wish for you, really! I love you for all you did for this little big man, Hannah. Take care and take the time you need, to get back to reality. Jericho lives in our hearts. Hugs, J.
@katelyndrake-brockman67907 ай бұрын
My heart broke when I saw the title😭my thoughts are with you Hannah. I’ve been out of the horse industry for many years now but I still watch and love your videos. I loved the bond you and Jeri had. What an amazing horse🫶🏻
@traceybarnettmusic7 ай бұрын
Wish we could help ….. we never get over the loss but we learn to move forward with pieces missing. Lots of love and support being sent your way for what it can offer during such a truly devastating time 🤍
@sumik87 ай бұрын
Nothing harder. They are such a huge part of our lives and they leave such a hole when they leave us. Sending virtual hugs from the other side of the world.
@AlisonDermody-c5g6 ай бұрын
Floods of tears again watching this. I only knew Jeri for such a short time but he was the best x
@gigracer7 ай бұрын
I’m so very sorry to hear about your loss. He was a beautiful horse and your love for him was evident. I hope all the wonderful memories you made together bring you comfort as you grieve his loss
@nellafrosst64537 ай бұрын
So sorry you have had to go through this. I have owned horses for 45+ years and some of them just tear you apart when they go. It is one thing to lose one who is retired, living out their last years peacefully, who you are prepared to lose, quite another to lose one unexpectedly.
@april56667 ай бұрын
We often spend more time with our animal companions it really isn’t surprising how deeply we grieve over their loss. I’m so sorry you lost such a great horse. You gave him a wonderful life.
@EliroseEquestrian7 ай бұрын
I’m so sorry Han… so so incredibly sorry for your loss. I have faith that the lovely Jericho and Enzo and galloping over the rainbow bridge, in never ending fields of green together. Forever in our hearts and never ever forgotten. Sending big hugs xx
@Zoe_Lipman5 ай бұрын
I am so incredibly sorry. It hurts so much when a beloved horse passes. My heart horse passed from colic nearly two years ago and it still hurts so much. Just try to remind yourself of the good times (as much as that may hurt) and what an honor it was to have a horse like that and relationship like that. I hope you're doing okay. I'm sure you mean as much to him as he means to you and he knows you did everything you could for him. 🖤
@coraliesentch45157 ай бұрын
I’ve been following your journey from the very beginning with Jeri and seeing the special bond you had with him (& Dex) I know you will be feeling his loss greatly, he really was a beautiful boy 💔….big big hugs and sympathy for this loss 😢💔
@Bed0bonez7 ай бұрын
I’m so sorry Hannah, I’ve been following you and your horses since around the start of my journey into horses about 8 years ago. You’ve always been such an inspiration to me and they were you treat your horse has always been impeccable, you gave Jeri such an incredible life.
@alinareybey32637 ай бұрын
Oh I’m soo so sorry Hannah. 😭💔💔he had such a great life with you! Sending you so much love! Please take all the time you need to grieve.
@braewoodequestrian35117 ай бұрын
I'm so so sorry Hannah, I loved watching yours and Jeri's journey since I first found your YT in 2013 💕💕 I lost my heart horse 3 years ago and it still hurts when I think of him. I really feel for you ❤❤
@kaitymc90157 ай бұрын
I’m so sorry Hannah ❤ I totally get you. I’ve had to say goodbye to a few of my babies the last 2 years and it feels way worse than any human I’ve lost 😭💖
@lisabibby32227 ай бұрын
I’m so so sorry 😢 he was such a beautiful boy and he was so lucky to have you❤ you loved him and I’m sure he knew that as each year passed! My thoughts are with you and cherish those memories of him! I lost my boy of 14 years in 2022. I had a mental breakdown and left the country for a bit before coming home and cracking on again. Sending lots of love your way! We’re all here and thinking of you 😭💔❤️🩹❤️
@lauraharvey55347 ай бұрын
I’m so sorry!! I’m sitting here crying with you… sending all my love 🫶🏻
@Vinny_Vinzent7 ай бұрын
I'm really sorry to hear this, I've watched you since the beginning. I also this last Thursday the 12th of June lost my first horse Winston to cancer. So I am so sorry and send my condolences to you and your family. Jericho was a sweetheart, It's really hard losing a horse that you've had since you were a child or for a long time.💔
@sarahfisher88447 ай бұрын
Jerry had an amazing life with you and knew he was well loved
@Katy.Lou.K7 ай бұрын
So sad for you Hannah😭😔 This is the first I’ve heard because I don’t have social media other than KZbin. When you’re a horse girl, our horses are our world. When we lose them and lose them unexpectedly… Don’t you wish the world would stop to let us grieve? But sadly, the world doesn’t stop while we grieve this tremendous hole in our heart. It’s as though we are breaking from the inside out. Time helps us cope. Hug your horses Hannah. I lost my mare this year after 18 years with her. Love and hugs from California🏔️🌲☀️🩵 Jerry. I will miss watching you jump, may you rest easy. He loves you Hannah.
@anna-mariewoodcock90867 ай бұрын
Hannah my heart breaks for you,. I've been watching your videos since your early days of eventing Jeri and have seen the amazing bond you have had with him. I lost my horse Jade to colic two days before Christmas in 2018 and I understand the grief you are feeling. The bond you have with a horse when you completely trust them with your life and they trust you with their own is one of the most incredible feelings on this earth and when that bond is broken by death, especially a sudden death like this, the pain of it is unbearable. I had lost both of my parents in the years before Jade died, and the pain I felt when I lost her was like nothing I have ever experienced in my life. There was a saying that helped me a little " The price for great love, is great pain" Give yourself plenty of grace and plenty of time, sending hugs, Anna
@shonisaninetshitenzhe62117 ай бұрын
I'm honestly sorry about your loss 😢😔❤💔👐
@PatriciaStowasser7 ай бұрын
Heartbreaking 💔our animals are family and we love them ♥️I am so sorry for your loss🥲
@NarnieeBish7 ай бұрын
Oh, Hannah! So sorry for your loss :(
@TheBridie937 ай бұрын
I'm so sorry for your loss Hannah. I've followed you and your horses since you first started your channel. Jeri will be fondly remembered by so many people. My dog passed away earlier this year, he was diagnosed with a very rare and aggressive form of cancer which escalated very quickly (diagnosis to end of life was 3.5 weeks). It was the most devastating loss in my entire life, and even though I've lost other pets (including horses) this one hurts the most. I'm still struggling 6 months on, i miss him deeply and I grieve for him daily. It fucking sucks losing a special animal. They are there during the hardest parts of our lives and are a constant in an unpredictable world. I honestly think I'll always be sad about losing him. But time moves on and I can remember the happier moments we shared. Sometimes losing a pet can be more difficult than losing a person. All my love during this difficult time. RIp Jeri, he was absolutely amazing and so loved x
@kgrant31847 ай бұрын
Hannah, I am so sorry for your loss. We grieve deeply, because we LOVE deeply. My dog was and remains, the love of my entire life, so I understand the loss of a being SO important to us... If you have a spiritual side and an open mind, the vids of Brent Atwater, pet/ animal medium & psychic, who often assists with such "transitions", might be of help. I found her 3 weeks after I lost my guy, and wish I'd found her BEFORE he passed. My guy, Jasper, gave me MANY of the "after death signs", that Brent speaks on, so she know her stuff. Sincere best wishes, the grief does lessen over time. (And your other animals are likely grieving, too.) Virtual hugs!
@morganshellswell97537 ай бұрын
I’m losing my beloved mare tomorrow after years of fighting heaves and hind leg injuries. She’s the love of my life and I love her more than anything . I’m having panic attacks at the thought of her being gone she’s my heart and soul . I’m so thankful for the 13 years we’ve had together what I’d do for more . The loss of her is going to alter my life in a lonely broken way . I remember my life before her and it’s one that terrifies me to go back to . I don’t know how I’m going to live without her I’m so scared . She to is such a stoic mare so strong I wish I had half her strength. She’s mentally not ready but her body is and it’s gut wrenching to watch . Rest In Peace Jericho please show my girl the best places to eat ❤️
@kennedyarmer34717 ай бұрын
So sorry for your loss Hannah. Sending big big hugs. We all grieve in different ways, and it's ok. I lost my mare 3 years ago now to colic and I still remember the pain as if it was yesterday
@jesshardy63507 ай бұрын
To see some of my favourite people - you, Mum and Ali - heartbroken, is so devastating. He was such a good boy!....he was even patient enough to put up with Seb & I attempting to ride 😄
@Track2HackStandardbreds7 ай бұрын
Oh Hannah my heart aches for you girly, a well known lady in the standardbred scene here in New Zealand also had her heart horse Danny pass away of colic not too long ago. We all grieve for him like well grieve for Jeri. Stay strong and stay safe as you navigate this world without him, remember that grief is just love with nowhere to go ❤
@realisticequestrian82297 ай бұрын
Oh Han 😭🥺 I'm so sorry. I lost my boy on the 21st of April. He was fine then suddenly wasn't. I understand 100% how you're feeling. I can't breathe. I can't function. Nothing is as bright anymore. It's as though the stars have all disappeared from the sky. I withdraw too. Sending you an empathetic hug from Victoria 🫂 ❤❤
@nicholaswoodall98207 ай бұрын
i'm sorry for your loss my 2 cats died 3 years ago and i miss them so much
@Leeshaandwoosha7 ай бұрын
I lost my boy back in November and unfortunately i didn’t have the money to find out why he passed but I’ve not brought myself to clean his stuff out after finding him dead in his stable. It takes time especially when they are family ❤
@Wolfdogrules7 ай бұрын
Take as long as you need Hannah as it takes Time to let the hole slowly heal that never fully heals so if you need more time away take it we are happy to wait until you feel ready to come back to posting
@LE123LE1237 ай бұрын
Hannah, my heart goes out to you. I did message you on Instagram my deepest condolences. I’ll share one story-I worked at a large barn with a big riding school. We would get horses in for the school on trial. We had this adorable little appy that one of my bosses was walking and as I finished teaching, I asked her what his name was. He didn’t have one yet, and he was pretty badly colicking. The vet was en route so I offered to walk him as she needed to get some other things done before the vet came. She was grateful and I watched him trying to nip at his sides and kept talking to him and I realized he was in bad shape. I gave him a name, so he wouldn’t die without one. The vet put him down just after I’d left for home. When I found out, I told my boss the name I gave him so he wouldn’t have died without a name, and she started to cry. I named him Norman. To this day, over 25 years + later, I still cry about this horse. They aren’t just horses, they are souls we connect with and love. You lost a part of your heart Hannah and you need time to grieve. Crying, being sad, quiet-all of it. It’s just part of it. My heart goes out to you.
@calledmedarling5 ай бұрын
this genuinely made me tear up. thank you for giving Norman a name to be remembered by.
@stacieprigg95027 ай бұрын
Oh Hannah I’m so so sorry. 😢
@homesteadlife2235Ай бұрын
Colic takes so many 😢.
@marionwigzell73347 ай бұрын
Very sorry to hear your sad news Hannah (-: Marion ❤
@daviemccallum77597 ай бұрын
It is hard when you lose a favourite Animal like a horse. It is heaven harder when it is not your fault that he died.
@AlisonJegat7 ай бұрын
I Hanna so sorry how’s Dexter taken to his best friend has gone ❤they are part off the family 😢look after yourself xx
@EllaBurnett-u5hАй бұрын
😭😭😭😭😭😭
@ciaran45897 ай бұрын
Dear Hanna my sensere condolences I know every hedge on the road your traveling now.my big monkey was slaughtered by the owner on me 9 years ago .I hope you were with him when he died .it's very tought but in the future it will sooth the pain .I never got to say goodbye. Last piece of advise don't turn off the horse switch I nearly did . Keep at the horses I promise it gets better
@Andreplay2227 ай бұрын
I’m so sorry
@kirkhurry42376 ай бұрын
Rip
@The_3_Mares7 ай бұрын
Why are all the horsey influencer's horses + pets passing away this year? It's too sad😭😭 here are a few -esme's donkeys -beau equestrian's horse -gypsy equestrians dog -ponynut's horse -erin's horse -chilli and now Jericho😖
@Kufalk.equestrian7 ай бұрын
😢💔
@toebiter697 ай бұрын
I'm really sorry but audio quality wise the video is like not understandable at all even at max volume
@HannahLucyequestrian7 ай бұрын
Sorry my phone is on the way out and there’s not much I can do 😕