JESUS helped me through my Suffering 🥹 | Sayulee's Testimony

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[@lexi45735]

Maam your so special and I love you. Im a 11 year old who loves jesus

[@SayuleeMusic]

Wow 11 ??? That’s so awesome! I pray God will give you a really strong faith that will help you to pursue Him no matter what happens in life ❤❤❤ keep it up soldier 🔥

[@megalopolis2015]

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[@sherryedwards2810]

I too relate to your story in this time of my life, feeling like maybe it's just me, everyone else is getting their needs met but I'm doing something wrong that makes me be at the back of the line... Thank you for sharing

[@susanapidroni9166]

Thank you so much Lord for Sayulee!! Thank you for her testimony.!! BLESS HER LORD MAY YOUR FAVOR COME UPON HER,, MAY YOU HEAL HER MARRIAGE, HER FINANCES, AND EVERYTHING SHENEEDS TO BE HEALED IN HER LIFE!!! OPEN THE WINDOWS OF HEAVEN AND POUR YOUR LOVE AND ABUNDANCE OF EVERYTHING SHE MAY NEED... IN THE NAME OF JESUS i PRAY ...AMEN AND AMEN

[@sophielesher8002]

watching this from ACUTE Denver recovery center for severe eating disorders :( thank you for your story

[@merg-vh5sx]

I hope you're doing well. God bless. ❤

[@sophielesher8002]

@ God bless you thank you🤍

[@kathleenblakeney9703]

Ohhh you are amazing. Thank you for encouraging us moms on God's great mercy and keeping our kids covered in prayer. God bless sister.

[@sabinerose2810]

Wow, do I relate to your testimony. I was 15 and my brother was 13 we emigrated from The Netherlands to the US. It was such a hard time for the whole family and I felt so lost. I too was so mad at my parents for coming here. God changed me alot at 18 and I forgave them.

[@SayuleeMusic]

Oh wow we really can relate to each other! That is a very hard age for kids to relocate isn’t it? Totally understand. But now we have two cultures in us which is also a huge blessing ❤ Thanks for watching!

[@Tetelestai-Mashelem]

Wow. Thank you Jesus. Raw, emotional and so humble. You had a grown man in tears. Thank you 🙏

[@SayuleeMusic]

A grown man in tears is always a beautiful thing 😜😉 Thanks for the comment! And may God fill you afresh to overflowing 🔥

[@TofuTeo]

Oh my, I clicked on this video by mistake, without even realising I had clicked on it (it was a computer lag sort of thing -- I think it might've been the Holy Spirit), and I realised your name... I heard your covers on KZbin when I was a child/teen!!! (P.S. If you see this comment, it was your cover of Wishing by Kanae Nishino, which you uploaded 11 years ago) P.P.S I so relate to what you said around 7:40 about knowing you would cry if you started singing (from feeling loved, right?), and especially what you said about not wanting your parents to see your faith because you didn't want to give them that satisfaction. Those thought processes are all too familiar for me.

[@SayuleeMusic]

wow wow wow how crazy is that??? Yes I saw your comment on my channel too. Amazing! God works in crazy ways. 11 years later and here we are together! How beautiful is that? I pray God will open many door for you this year!

[@sharastewart2732]

Thank you for sharing your testimony, wisdom, and your journey with Christ. I relate to so many aspects of your testimony and God has been opening my eyes to so many things recently and I can feel the spiritual battle! I am realizing in my mid 40s that walking with God is literally a moment by moment walking with Him and paying attention to His will at all times and for all things. I also need to “munch” on His word and not the things that fill my stomach but still leave me empty. Thank you my fellow sister in Christ!

[@SayuleeMusic]

oh wow I feel like if we were having a conversation face to face, we would be totally on the same wavelength! Totally get you! I pray God will show you just how satisfying munching on his word can be when you begin to trust Him to fill you with him self through it. And as you do I pray that all the other "fillers" in life will begin to fade in to the background with less and less appeal

[@klaudijacvijovic4619]

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[@tanyac7383]

I really needed to hear this testimony today especially when she spoke to the camera. It was for me. Thank you Jesus

[@SayuleeMusic]

YES YES YES!! It was for YOU ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ Keep going! Hold on! God is so proud of your patience, perseverance and endurance! You’re storing up treasures in heaven 🎉

[@tracyfleming2678]

Sayulee, I felt the anointing during your prayer, it was beautiful and....He always makes me cry too!!!

[@SayuleeMusic]

Awwww glad to know that I’m not the only one that ends up crying all the time 😂😂😂 Thanks for taking the time to comment! Bless you ❤❤❤

[@TofuTeo]

I received that prayer like a child receiving a blessing from her mother. (I never received that before). Thank you so much...

[@winonakitto6151]

SUPERB testimony and ending. Your parents sound like lovely people and you are a lovely mom. Thank you for a superb testimony and ending Sayulee.

[@laurens8623]

Thanks Sayulee. Such an encouragement. I moved from Australia to Norway and after 5 years realised I didn't cry anymore. That was 15 years ago and got very ill too. Am walking through healing and deliverance now. Bill Sabritsky I hear good things about. He was Mark Hemans mentor from Jesus Encounter Ministries. Bless you ❤

[@SayuleeMusic]

Oh wow lots we can relate to each other on. God I pray for complete healing, deliverance, breakthrough and freedom for Lauren!!!

[@TofuTeo]

Your sharing on the outworking of your healing (the process and how God trained you through it) really blessed me. And I relate so much to your personality and thought processes, I almost can't believe it! Such a comfort to know I'm not the only one. 😆 I'm also going to try praying and maybe I'll experience deliverance through it! Thank you for sharing your testimony and showing me what's possible! (And thank you for making me excited about cultivating a really close and rich prayer lfie with Jesus -- your stories give me faith that he does reply and answer and communciate with us!) I'm a young person and this testimony has impacted the way I walk with God for the rest of my life!

[@TofuTeo]

WOW... Sayulee, what you tearfully said at the end is so powerful and true.

[@wendymansingh7684]

Thanks be to God for you sister. Your tears are beautiful. Praying for you and your family.

[@SayuleeMusic]

Awwww that’s so sweet. Thank you so so much. Means a lot. God bless you ❤❤

[@TofuTeo]

I prayed for you, Sayulee! (And am still praying)

[@suemak29]

Thank you for sharing xx

[@1muddonna]

I can relate to the agony of destroying the dreamcatcher your brother gave you. My Dad, whom I was estranged from for 20 years gave me a unique gift after we reconciled and just a few months before his death. It was something only he and I would understand, something that reminded us both of better times. Unfortunately, the Holy Spirit really pressed me to get rid of this item, that it was inappropriate. I know my Dad went to some trouble to make it, but I finally burned it. Shortly after, I had a dream my Dad was sitting in a church pew and I sat and talked with him while he smiled at me. So, everything is fine and I'm glad I listened to the Holy Spirit although it was very difficult at the time. Thank you for your testimony🙏🙂

[@SayuleeMusic]

Oh WOW!!! I’ve never talked to anyone that can relate to that pain as most people seem to find it so easy to get rid of things. And they usually are for me. But like you say, when there’s a real act of love behind that gift it’s harder eh? I didn’t even know that dream catchers were bad then!!! lol it was years later that i found they were demonic lol. Thank God we have the Holy Spirit to guide us eh??? God bless you ❤❤❤❤

[@deborahmason5056]

Thankyou for your testimony, Glory to God for your strength and recovery. Thankyou for your prayer this morning, it was needed . Thankyou Jesus my Lord and Saviour.

[@SayuleeMusic]

Yay! Praise God!!! Thank you for taking the time to comment ❤

[@sumire.s.]

Thank you for sharing your testimony. It's authentic and real, and I believe it will speak to and encourage many. You are a blessing to so many.

[@SayuleeMusic]

Awww that's super encouraging! Thank you so much for taking the time to comment!

[@recj949]

Sayulee, thanks very much for your testimony. It touched me deeply, remembered and revived me old hopes and promises from God. I felt God's touch in your prayer. I pray God shows himself in a wonderful and powerful way to change the situations you are living now in your life, that it becomes the greatest among all your testimonies. That all the prophesies which God had send to you become true right now for His glory and honor. I also pray that this video would be watch by thousands of people and they experienced a deep touch of God and it changes mightily their lives, that many comes to Jesus. A big hug my dear sister from another sister in Christ.

[@SayuleeMusic]

Thank you for taking the time to comment and pray! Your prayers are already being answered in some ways! Sooooo much has happened since that testimony was shot.God is good. Thank you thank you thank you.

[@TheGlowingqueen]

Your testimony about emotional eating really spoke to me. I am going to turn to God with my emotions, to fill me up with his presence and eat His word. Thank you again. It really touched me as well when you cried while you were praying. It made it really real and not just words. God is using you. Hallelujah!

[@Blessed379]

Powerful testimony .praise our Living God

[@SayuleeMusic]

Amen!! Thank you for commenting! God is good 🎉

[@deloresmoncada3153]

Amen! Thank you for sharing your testimony about the food and emotional hunger that needs to be filled by God alone!!! I really needed to hear that! Thank you! And may God continue to bless you and use you!

[@billdonson887]

Thanks for your testimony. I’ve been through similar things , had similar doubts, your testimony has encouraged me to get more active again and bold. I needed this. Thank you, God bless you and your family and your ministry. -Bill

[@SayuleeMusic]

Yeah!!! So glad you felt encouraged! I pray God will given you an even stronger faith and help you to take bold actions you never would've thought possible in the past!!! Amen!

[@luciemarinov129]

Thank u for your brave , honest and powerful testimony! I so admire her strong faith in God even in her big disappointments and trials in her life. That encourages me to keep a strong faith ( trying )in my own life of challenges . Thank you for sharing this with us!

[@SayuleeMusic]

So glad it encouraged you. Jesus is in the boat with you. You’re not alone even if it feels like he’s not even lifting a finger at times 😂😂 I pray God will give you extra grace for patience, endurance and perseverance to keep fighting the good fight!!

[@stevenkocaj1573]

Thanks

[@g.brooklynfoxy6586]

She preached!

[@SayuleeMusic]

haha thank you! I always have too much to share and I feel like this video was only a tiny snippet of all that I want to share with the world! hahaha. Maybe I need to start posting videos or something. God Bless xx

[@barbaramiller6719]

Beautiful child of God! Sweet lady!

[@SayuleeMusic]

Awww thank you ❤ bless you 😉

[@TofuTeo]

50:34 Those tears... I felt like it might've been God's own compassion coming through you. That touched me because it showed me God's compassion and understanding and kindness to those who are struggling even in their faith.

[@christabellelysander4392]

Thank you, dear Sayulee, for sharing your testimony. Really needed it. Thank you for your advice at the end and the prayer for us. May God continue to show you what you need to do. May God fulfill every need of your, wisdom, money and good health.

[@SayuleeMusic]

Thank you so so much for taking the time to comment. God bless you sister in christ xx

[@martinam7956]

Thank you so much for this testimony❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@Smilealot62]

I was praying for you Sayulee while you were praying 🙏🏾 for us. I got a word identifying the spirit that’s holding up your provision; I trust GOD the Host of Heaven have OVERTHROWN it! Hallelujah beauty! Hugs 🥰 💛

[@SayuleeMusic]

wow thank you for praying!!! Which spirit?? Don't want anything holding me back from my relationship with Him! I was in some deep worship on Saturday morning and then a demonic spirit started manifesting, I believe the Lord gave me knowledge that it was the spirit of poverty/lack and there ended up being a self deliverance that morning! something definitely left that morning and that night I got a donation from this video coming in!! hahah how cool is that? Thank you for your faith and prayer

[@jds3656]

@@SayuleeMusicwell done you. You are an inspiration 😊x

[@anitaspencer6650]

God Bless you 🙏 ❤️ you are in my prayers dear lady that the Lord will answer ALL your prayers '!!!

[@nixsta]

Really enjoying these Kiwi testimonies, thanks heaps, Deliverance Down Under!

[@SayuleeMusic]

And our accents too hopefully 😂

[@lea-marikriel4461]

Such an anointing while you prayed thanks!

[@megalopolis2015]

Thank you for your testimony and prayers. I definitely need God's peace, strength, and comfort.

[@Anne-Marie8]

What a wonderful testimony! 😢❤

[@marciahutchins8581]

Thanks! I love this ministry and all of the testimonies have been just what I needed to hear at that exact time!!!🙌👆🙏✝️🥰

[@joan-annhenry9836]

May God richly bless you my dear dear sister ✝️💟🫶🏻

[@SayuleeMusic]

Awww thank you so much! And right back at you ❤✝️😊

[@skybirdrainsong1032]

I needed this today, thank you so much for your honesty. This is the second testimony God put in my path today about food and I needed this. God bless you

[@Christisthestandard]

What a testimony...so relatable ❤❤❤

[@tracyfleming2678]

I am loving our Kiwi testimonies. Sayulee, thank you for your testimony and thank you for the tip about the overeating! Exactly what I'm struggling with. God Bless you xxx

[@SayuleeMusic]

Oh I know right?! It’s so easy to over eat. Seriously I struggled for years and years. And still have to stay alert so that it won’t begin to consume me again. I highly recommend doing the 40 day sugar fast with Wendy Speake. Her book is AMAZING and helps you to focus on filling up with God instead of with food. Awesome online community and everything. Look her up! Next one will be in January next year again but her book is enough to help you get started on you own if you wanted to. Even her videos about it on KZbin will inspire you ❤

[@marisamedina6204]

Thank ypu sister! You encouraged me so much especially when ypur tears came for relating to the painful moments we must endure to really need and experience our precious Father's love and comfort! Thank you Jesus! Lord bless her & her household x10 in Jesus name! Amen

[@lissu7462]

You truly are so beautiful and such a blessing to listen to ❤🙏

[@SayuleeMusic]

Awww thank you so much for taking the time to encourage me ❤ means a lot 🥹 God bless you abundantly!!!!!!!!😊

[@pureblueable]

Truly marked Child of God! Powerful prayer warrior 🙏 🔥 You, Lord, keep my lamp burning; My God turns my darkness into light.” - Psalm 18:28

[@SayuleeMusic]

Oh my goodness!!! THAT is a verse I’ve been praying out loud a lot lately!! Just recently. Asking God to keep my lamp burning. Wow!!!!! Love these moments of Devine connection! Thank you thank you thank you 😊

[@pureblueable]

@SayuleeMusic ❤️ Keep burning for Jesus. You have a gift, and it's all Glory to God! He will use you powerfully in Jesus Name!

[@nadiaveee1469]

I’m so thankful for this Chanel 🙏thank you Jesus ❤

[@tamaramathurin221]

Thank you .

[@wordtojapan]

Sayulee! Wow I follow your music ❤

[@SayuleeMusic]

Whaaaaat??? That’s amazing! So random and cool that we are connecting HERE!!!! Are you in Japan?

[@wordtojapan]

@@SayuleeMusic Yes! I’ve followed your channel for quite a while. Yes, I’m in Japan. I’m a fellow ha-fu😊 Not a Kiwi, but a Brit though.

[@cristovaopissi7777]

Amen ❤❤❤

[@CatherineMarchildon-gu9vs]

I love your truth . Candidness. Boldness joy playful. .fo hear im not alone. Even how God heaked u at home. Teaching ee prayer importance if orayer and yeust un God. That its a process in heakung g miracles rekarionshio with fatber. U reakky got im not akine in many kevels and livef yoyr sharing. Ut is what it is no shane atkk humble bold tbanktou so much cor tour testimont

[@amandaguffey3128]

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[@stanleyif7988]

Read Holy Bible early morning or late night daily. Get rid of your tensions worries anxiety loneliness anger evil atmosphere. Experience peace love joy with blessings amen.

[@linda7279]

Beautiful testimony. .... The sugar is what causes the crazy itching 🤷‍♀️

[@SayuleeMusic]

Yeah I know right? Sugar could have that effect too for sure. I agree. But mine was apparently an autoimmune disease?! It could’ve even been a demon lol (seriously). Tried all sorts of diets but nothing worked like prayer, fasting and the word of God 😊 After that I could still eat sugar and be ok. But as of this year I’m barely eating sweet foods and it’s so great 🎉 praise god ❤

[@LisaGrady-r2b]

@@SayuleeMusic- I looked up urticaria and it’s nicknamed ‘The Devil’s itch’! When you spoke about it I actually had a flash of a demon and of course something like this is tormenting. I have had severe eczema with the same itch and being on fire feeling and needing relief so badly. So wise of you to think to speak his word through it and receive relief! Thank you for your testimony 💗

[@marclarochelle98]

How can we help her financially? I’d like to help!

[@Tatshy1]

I can see a thanks Tab (the button with a dollar sign on it) above the comments section. Try that. Usually people can contribute to a channel via that

[@deliverancedownunder]

Hey you can donate to Sayulee here: ko-fi.com/selahmeditation

[@SayuleeMusic]

Whaaaat? That is so incredibly generous of you! Seriously?? You absolutely don’t have to. But of course if you feel led too then you’re more than welcome to of course 😂😂 my heart is so full and encouraged just by the fact you thought of it. So thank you ❤

[@samjubilee6593]

I just listened to (most of) Sayulee's testimony (fell asleep during middle; went back to replay). I noticed the "La Rochelle" in your name. There is a rich history in the city of La Rochelle as the major French Huguenot stronghold. Cardinal Richelieu managed to destroy it (during period of 30 Years War). Ironically, he also arranged to support Gustavus Adolphus of Sweden during the same time period; his aims were quite devious yet he was largely successful in his goals. Hopefully this is enough of a "teaser" for you to investigate this deep part of history, of which most are unaware. Yay for the Huguenots ! They were heros !

[@blessedtobealive]

What do you mean when you say "I remember God saying"? How did he say it? Are you talking about an audible voice or just a 'knowing'? I really would like to understand what people mean when they say God tells them something because it feels like He hates me sometimes because He's NEVER spoken to me in any way that I can recognise. Edit: you explained that you're not sure sometimes whether it's God speaking to you at 37:20. Then how can you claim it was him?

[@sumire.s.]

If you are interested, Mark Virkler's teaching on how to hear God's voice is often helpful for people starting out on learning to recognize how He speaks. It's very rarely an audible voice, but an inner knowing. Like anything we do, it takes honing and is not infallible (for example, even Olympic athletes make mistakes, especially in unfamiliar environments / equipment, etc.). Nevertheless, you can build up spiritual "muscle" that you can count on (and also build a community to help discern when you aren't sure). Hope this helps.

[@SayuleeMusic]

Hey!! Thank you for taking the time to comment. Definitely not an audible voice. I've never heard an audible voice at all. When you here a lot of christians talking about how they heard from God, it's often an inner voice, a gentle quite voice from within. Sometimes it even sounds like/feels like it's your own thoughts or your own voice. But over time you get to discern which voice is from the Lord, which is from the enemy and which is just your own. As for me sometimes it feels like a light inner whisper and sometimes a more obvious burden from within, sometimes like an image I see in my mind, or a particular word etc.This is probably how it is for a lot of people. The more you get to know Him through time with Him in the word and in prayer and worship, the more you get to know his voice. The more you act on his voice and step out the more you end up with a track record to know that you heard right! Which give you more faith for the next time. You know what I mean?! I hope that makes sense. I pray that God will point you to the right resources to learn more about this area, that He would stir up your hunger to hear from His voice and you will begin a journey of starting to recognize his voice in your daily living! God bless xxx

[@samjubilee6593]

I also have a problem with hearing God's voice. Just listened to Sayulee's testimony and felt encouraged by it (tho it does not have many big dramatic moments that some other testimonies have). I hear others talk of God giving them specific direction/instruction. I'm 73 years old and will be entering eternity not that far down the road; really need to overcome double mindedness in my life.

[@TofuTeo]

@@SayuleeMusicThis has been my experience too, regarding hearing and discerning God’s voice! No one ever taught me that or articulated it to me, so it’s very cool that your comment seems to affirm my experiences relating with God.

[@danielamichalache4731]

Hello Sayuleemuzic , I was a christian but I fall in a teribile sin , and now I am completly alone ,I lost my church ,comunity, I had to live the City, so now I am in other City, other job ,I dont know the people ,the City, my relationships with my family are very cold ,they are not christians , and I am in pain ,regret ,quilt ,lonliness , suicid thoughts , I can not sleep in the night , I am emthy , I can not have joy ,peace, even I get right with God and I speak with him ,and I read his Word, but this lonilness it kiling me day by day ,I know this are because of my sin ,but I need his mercy , please ,I need player for me ,if you can help me ,I am from România, my familiy left me when I was Child, I dont belong to enyone ,to enyplace, I feel ,like I am alone ij this world ,and feels sometimes that even God abandon me , I only have a little hope that He can give a New life , I lost everything

[@fishyfin5168]

I'm praying for you. From Australia. 🙏❤️

[@FadingRosesBluesTristeza]

25:07

[@laurens8623]

Did that man you dated become a believer and your husband?

[@SayuleeMusic]

Nooooooo unfortunately even though he had a massive call on his life and God just used to fill him up with his Spirit often, he couldn’t shake off some of his habits at the time and he never went on to keep pursuing God. We’re still friends and talk now and then. But no, not walking with the lord anymore 😭 In the end God told me to break up with him so I had to.

[@leerichard4732]

Why did your parents move your family to New Zealand? If your dad didn’t have a job?

[@SayuleeMusic]

They were pastors in Japan then needed a change after decades of the church not growing at all etc. asked for some signs from the lord which all came true. So they came to NZ which is where my mum is from and all her family are here. He was told he could get a job straight away but then couldn’t! The government at the time was over promising to people outside of NZ that there was a lot of work etc. and many came to NZ but ended up jobless. He got a job after some God miracles and a couple of years though 🎉

[@leerichard4732]

@@SayuleeMusic thanks so much for clearing that up! lol. I really enjoyed hearing your testimony! I can’t imagine the torment you went through with the itchy illness. I struggled with something similar on my arms several years. It’s so amazing that God healed you of that! I was born again in 2015, and saved from decades of drug and alcohol addiction and a new age spiritual belief system. The Lord poured out His grace on me for several years after I hit rock bottom and cried out to Him. Unfortunately I relapsed and fell away; grieving the Holy Spirit during the lockdown. Today I am sober and working to return to my first love and give up my worldly ways and rebuild my relationship with Him. It’s not always easy, but He is surely the most important thing in this life and beyond.

[@roymcclendon1978]

Good morning Sayulee. My name is Roy. Sayulee, I would like to share a few things with you. I hope this helps. God is the Creator. His Word the Bible was written over a period of many years. Genesis to Revelation. Speaks of creation, creation of man. The sin of man which brought in death. Later on the destruction of the earth by a flood. The repopulation of the earth by Noah.and his sons. Shem, Ham.Japheth. Gods later choosing Abraham and the promise to him of thru him all the nations of earth be blessed. Thru him Issac, Jacob. The 12 tribes of Israel. . Anyway. Later there was Moses and God giving him the Law. To shorten this. I would encourage you to know and find a King James Bible. 1769 version. And seek what it says about God. Salvation. God is loving,merciful.But he also is holy And cannot tolerate sin. He has in times past destroyed nations for it. So much to say. There is a thing called dispensations. But today salvation is by grace thru faith in the shed blood of Jesus Christ alone. Not of works, lest any man should boast. I'll pray that God will help your understanding ang guide you to the truth