[johnny!au] imagine johnny saving you from depression

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You just transferred school, as you were getting bullied in your old school. That’s when you met Johnny. He became your friend, and the best friend you never had. You, a broken girl, were just trying to live in this big world. You didn’t like yourself, and broke down everytime you were alone. But Johnny wanted to help you get better. One day, you fainted in front of Johnny due to exhaustion, and he felt like his world collapsed. He couldn’t imagine a world without you, because he loved you. You woke up, feeling like a mess. You were weak, but your feelings towards Johnny were strong. He confessed his love that day to you, and you shared your first kiss with him. 5 years have passed since that day, but you still couldn’t manage to love yourself. The bullies words really hit you in the bottom of your heart, and you thought that it was impossible for you to be fixed. You left home to heal yourself from all the negativity and when Johnny came back, you saw him again, after 5 years. That’s when you felt alive again. But one day, depression hit you again. You had enough of hurting people that loved you, and you wanted to save Johnny from this relationship, before he falls with you. However, as you were walking in the street, you heard a car bumping into another. And that’s when you felt numb. Johnny was in that car. You tried to save him, but it was already too late.
Johnny was gone. He saved you 5 years ago, but you couldn’t save him.
Days after the accident, you felt even more depressed, regretting of the last words you told him. One night, he appeared in your dream, as if he was telling you his farewell. Johnny wanted you to live your life to the fullest, and not worry about tomorrow. And because of him, your life had meaning, again. Despite of him being gone, he lived in your heart, forever.

[@dreamchaser425]

this was probably one of the hardest edit i made. i wanted to illustrate the journey of a girl living with depression. How she went from hating herself, to loving herself, with the help of Johnny. I know that nct has saved so many people, but know that the only person who can truly save you is YOU. We live in such a big world, that we sometimes forget to put ourselves first. Don’t forget to eat, don’t forget to drink water, and don’t forget to give yourself some love. take care of yourself. To anyone reading this, thank you for being alive. I love you. - dream chaser aka Sarah.

[@dreamchaser425]

if you want to talk, you can dm me on twitter @dear_neocity :)

[@celestecity2707]

💗💗💗

[@celestecity2707]

Can you tell me the song you used?

[@alymarlendez8490]

Manjusri Manjusri The One That Got Away covered by Brielle Von Hugel

[@kmae]

Thank you for this :)

[@johnsbanana3889]

well now I am crying ... it’s not fair. I just want all nctzen to know that we are a big family and we all love you. if you are going through it will get better and I am here for you. nct is here for you. love yourself. cry if you need but remember you have a smile. love you guys ❤️❤️

[@elle9086]

I've been diagnosed with depression and anxiety 4 years ago. I finished school two years ago, but after that I decided to study online from that moment on because my anxiety went worse. Last year, I was diagnosed with anemia. I wasn't eating properly because I thought if I was beautiful the anxiety would disappear, but it didn't. I hurt myself so many times that I don't remember all of the damaging. Since I cut communication with everyone I met in school, I had to go back to old, safe hobbies that didn't imply going out, so I returned to kpop. Randomly, I met NCT and ever since I'm more secure about myself, they make me happy along with other kpop idols. Thanks to them I tried to start loving myself, and I'm still working on it. I'll go to a real college this Monday, and I'm really, really nervous. I'm afraid I won't be able to resist, but I'll try. Thanks for this video, my soul needed it

[@dreamchaser425]

i’m so happy to hear that. i’m so glad that you feel better, and please, don’t ever hurt your beautiful self again. take care of your health, and don’t forget to eat. I know that going to college after everything is a big step, and i’m so proud of you! i’m sending you all my support for monday. i hope that everything will go well, but i’m sure it will. best of luck! fighting! you can do it ❤️

[@elle9086]

@@dreamchaser425 Thanks for your kind words 💜. And thank you for the things you do, all of your videos are pure art 💜 💜 💜

[@farzanaizzaf6266]

Fighting!

[@_ilovekpop_thanku5125]

It is scientifically proved that if u are really bad right now u will be good maybe soon too i m here for u i know what u are going trough but pls ilysm feel free to talk to me and U ARE BEAUTIFUL AND I WANNA SCREAM AT THE WORLD THIS BC IT'S WORTH IT AND U ARE WORTH IT AT LEAST FOR THIS STRANGER THAT LITERALLY LOVES YOU SO MUCH,GOD Bless us.Amen

[@aly-pr6xe]

johnny is the one friend we all need but can’t have bcs there’s only one johnny he really has that personality that makes him so reliable who we can trust and be friends with so easily he seems so approachable and i love him for that the members are very lucky to have him by there side he’s very caring towards them and he tries to lighten up the mood by making them laugh🥺

[@waitwhat1879]

It's 2 am in the morning and I'm crying. Thank you so much for this, it's beautiful ♡

[@yangyangexo-l5214]

Same vibe

[@everydaysmood4470]

It's 3 am was good 🥺💖

[@nekoroll1997]

Johnny is my ideal guy. Like who wouldn't? He's the sweetest💜

[@leeya.8060]

imagine just loving johnny, that would be my world. no johnny isnt my bias ( well i dont have a stable bias lmao ) but he lights up my world, the darkness in my life. theres a 1% chance of me meeting him, but i believe he knows that i love him. not only me but all of us out here.

[@wenjaellay8609]

Johnny literally saved me from depression along with NCT members😭💚

[@foreveraddingfandoms6179]

Wenzzyyy Johnny was, and still is, my biggest daily inspiration. His patience, perseverance, dedication and positivity give me hope and strength. I was the one who pulled myself up but I couldn’t have done it so well and stayed well for so long without Johnnys guiding light 💚🥰 I hope you’re doing well too ❤️

[@wenjaellay8609]

@@foreveraddingfandoms6179 well I can't say I was depressed but more like almost, i guess? I did saved myself yet without their help (along with God, my friends and family) I might've gave up before ^^

[@wenjaellay8609]

@@foreveraddingfandoms6179 johnny and nct 127 are really saviors💚

[@yangyangexo-l5214]

Johnny’s positivity can heal

[@champ4in]

I can't say how much this video brought impact to me. Because honestly, I can say that nct helped me save my self from drowning. They helped me cope up with all the hardships that I've been through. To all nctzens, who are feeling down, please remember that it's okay not to be okay. You can cry your heart out and be sad as much as you want. But do not forget to look on the brighter side. Because after all the darkness, light will come to you and will give you hope to continue. I love you all!

[@cloverz3]

Oh my holy moly cannoli, I can't believe how beautiful this is, thank you for making it!! And please also take care of yourself just the way you want us to take care of ourselves! Thank you for existing and thank YOU for being alive. I love you.

[@dreamchaser425]

thank you so much!! ❤️

[@julyen3286]

Making me cry has already been a habit of yours. And you're really good at it. 😢😭 This is so heartbreaking. I can totally relate in so many levels. NCT came into my life when everything around me seems so dark and empty. I was so sad whenever I am alone and I really break down, thinking about how it sucks to be me. But with the help of NCT, I managed to see the light. I am beginning to find my smile again. They became my strength and inspiration. I am really thankful for them because they saved me from drowning myself. They are my lifejacket.💚

[@user-fi1ir2mp8b]

hi! dream chaser thank you for make this video. you don't realize if you save a thousand of soul that having a depression. this video make me smile and cry at the same time. this meaning a lot for me. sending a virtual hug for you ☺💓

[@dreamchaser425]

hi beautiful! i just wanted to help our fellow nctzens feel better, and i’m so happy to hear that. thank you, sending you a virtual hug too ❤️

[@nabilaathaya5748]

in all honesty, this video made such a huge impact. not just because it’s johnny, but because how well you managed to capture it despite it being so difficult to create. nct actually came to me when i was at my lowest point. but with them, i actually got better because of their kind words, their realness, and sometimes them just being there is helpful enough. so i wanna say thank you for this beautiful masterpiece that made me realize how much i truly love them and how happy i am to see that they have helped so many people. thank you for making me fall in love all over again with him💚

[@yangyangexo-l5214]

I watch this whenever i feel lonely and sad:((( idkkk it really feels like johnny is saving me from anxiety, overthinking and all:) thank u so much

[@ellacurtis853]

this made me literally break down. this video feels so real. i suffer from depression and johnny and nct really did find me in one of my darkest moments and pulled me out of it. he helps me every day and he doesn't even know it. i honestly dont know where i'd be or if i'd even be here without them. this hit close to home.

[@Hana-sm3jx]

It's 2.32 and im sobbing , you are amazing ! thank you ❤️😭

[@dianauribe5224]

Well... i’m crying, I think that this is so beautiful... all the people need a Johnny in their lifes, he is so special 💞

[@Zaazuu89]

I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety 2 years ago and honestly this is how I felt everyday. I would cry myself to sleep and contemplate as to whether I would live to see the next day. Its a onward battle for me but I'm trying to survive day by day. Thank you so much for this video. It made me feel a little better ❤️😞😢😢

[@dreamchaser425]

i am so glad that this video made you feel even a little better. stay strong beautiful, you can do it ❤️

[@AirianeGaleVBinas]

Nct really saved me from depression especially him😭 that's why they are such a blessing to me🥺

[@melanie-tu3br]

the last words johnny said made me cry so hard

[@peachsugar6933]

This is exactly what nctzen need!! Thank you dream chaser for making this video 💕💕

[@b2utyella]

I AM CRAYINNGGGGGG THIS IS SOOO BEAUTIFULLL 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@xavierzhr]

NAH I knew it from the first johnny gonna die but I still read the storyline and watch the vid ohmygod. the way you pictured johnny here is really johnny tho! anyway thank you for the edit I love it so much!! moreover it was posted when I was having a hard time. thankyou once again!

[@yangyangexo-l5214]

Hope one day all of us will be with someone who will make us happy and love us more than we love ourselves. We all deserve it. We all need a johnny ily all

[@for_enhatan]

*the song itself hurts so much already and the storyline just-,,, but thank you so much for this... this is just one of your masterpieces*

[@sweela1597]

I turned this video on only because I needed some help to stop beeing suicidal Now I’m crying so bad This video gives me a little hope that there will happen something positive and I will find my place in this world

[@chrissypink24]

This was probably the most inspirational imagines I've seen. This was beautiful and very much needed. Thank you for this 💞💞💞

[@mintypearlstan5401]

This is.. strangely heals? Omg thankyou

[@sebongiecarat3226]

I can't stop my tears. Although I haven't really experienced getting bullied or having depression, I felt everything.

[@yoshizzx]

ive struggled with depression for a few years but i wont get into that - last night i dreamed about being with johnny at a waterpark and we were best friends, he always borrowed me clothes when i needed or wanted any, he was really kind and watched out for me when i seemed to be in danger. i dont know if thats his real personality or not but when i see him being similar in real life, i highly believe that this is his personality. i love johnny so much and i will always do my best to protect him

[@shirleyng8205]

This is just so beautiful, I can't stop crying and like srsly I love it so much! Please make more like these :)

[@dindanatasyaard]

Well, i come here again to remember hard time i going through 2019-2020 and im still here i can pass it!!! And im sure whoever saw this also can pass it, you're strong enough :))

[@fatinzalikha7479]

Thank you so much for this.. im crying rn

[@tennienana9548]

We love you Johnny Thank you for always making us smile ♡♡♡♡ Everyone needs Johnny in their life Thank you for this video I loved it ♡♡♡♡♡

[@Angel-mh3xz]

Im stopping myself from crying but when the last part came out i just couldn't stop my tears. This is a masterpiece. This is the first time i'd thank a person for making me cry 😢

[@amunumber1style]

I SHOULDVE KNOWN FROM THE BGM OHMYGOD THIS IS IBEAUTIFUK

[@sophialopez9921]

This is beautiful 💕and the ending really hit me in the heart

[@pypermint]

Thanks for sarah 💚 it's beautiful video. The timing just right when i feel depressed. Glad to see this video. For all u guys who have survive, pls don't give up. The beautiful things will appear soon! Sending much of love 💚💚💚

[@raidenkunikuzushi]

CURE MY DEPRESSION WHICH I NEVER HAVE ONE BUT THEN YESS WE NEED THIS FOR OUR SADNESS

[@_ilovekpop_thanku5125]

It is scientifically proved that if u are really bad right now u will be good maybe soon too i m here for u i know what u are going trough but pls ilysm feel free to talk to me and U ARE BEAUTIFUL AND I WANNA SCREAM AT THE WORLD THIS BC IT'S WORTH IT AND U ARE WORTH IT AT LEAST FOR THIS STRANGER THAT LITERALLY LOVES YOU SO MUCH,when you want to die you have to strive to live as much as you you want to to die,GOD Bless us.Amen

[@studywithmo8126]

You don't know how much i am carrying rn 😭😭😭😭

[@moominzenny242]

This just makes me cry more realising that Johnny will actually be that guy who can get you through depression.

[@sheynlezano5960]

THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME CRY AGAIN

[@dudidam1126]

Thank you so much for this. dreamchaser-i mean sarah- you are an angel. You don't know how many people will be saved by this because after watching this, i feel like i really want to live longer and loving myself. Thank you.

[@dreamchaser425]

my heart feels warm reading that. thank you ❤️

[@officalsunny9194]

Thank you for this I am crying

[@anggrainipuspitaningrum3329]

Although this video makes me sobbing, thank you so much for this edit. Thank you.

[@aestheticallyunpleasing.5308]

This is just the saddest

[@_bbangjaehyun]

I never really cry at fmv's but this made my eyes shed a lot of tears everytime I watch this. As a person who experiences anxiety, its hard not to live without doubts and question yourself if you are really enough for them. Its hard to cry every night, thinking why aren't you enough. Its hard because you feel no one really wants or treasures you. This fmv slapped hard. It tells a story to everyone that there would always be *one* person who will truly understand us and who are ready to listen to us and help fix ourselves for the better. When everyone else is turning their backs to you, he / she will choose to stay.They will remind you that you are enough and you should love yourself more We should keep those person and cherish your time with them because you'll never know when they will walk out of our lives.

[@n4rae40]

I cried physically and mentally

[@peachyjj_]

This AU is very special because there is a part of my story that i sent to the NCT night night and Johnny and Jaehyun read 🥺

[@dreamchaser425]

aw really which one? :)

[@1sty3rdsty]

You know.. I was just having a breakdown in my room and Johnny is that person who I go run to even tho I don’t know him personally- and this just made me cry even more but it felt like he was there for me- I know that sounds weird but it isn’t for me- I’ve been dealing with depression and anxiety for as long as I can remember so it’s nice having a figure to look up to like that yk-

[@starlightet9762]

This was soo beautiful.. I love it.thankyou.

[@kunurulsyurahananni2658]

Thank you so so so much for doing this. Its really beautiful. The title and my favourite song on the bg really perfect and it makes me cried at 3am. Thank you again for doing this imagine. ♡

[@wenjaellay8609]

Too beautiful. Too precious. I love it. I love you.😭💚

[@cookiepie22]

Thank you for making such a beautiful edit like this, I feel depressed and I'm actually crying more now after watching this....

[@dreamchaser425]

oh no! i didn’t want to make you cry even more :( please stay strong ❤️

[@cookiepie22]

@@dreamchaser425 No, it's okay. I'll try!

[@9pium]

I am actually in tears.

[@EveDahianaMusic]

Since child I was dealing with anxiety and 10 years ago I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder too, I just... i can't explain how much these guys helped me to wake up every day, even when I didn't wanted to. I still hope that someday I can thank them for the smiles they gave me even when all i wanted to do was cry. I can't either explain how much im crying with this. My chest is in so much pain but for once it isn't that bitter, i like it, it's something between love and hope. Pleaseplease, drink enough water, eat and never forget to smile, bc you deserve it to. Thanks for your vids

[@sekhasasa]

I LOVE THIS SOO MUCH THANK YOU FOR MAKING THIS WHOLE BEAUTIFUL VIDEO THANK YOU SO MUCH IM CRYING

[@shine-uy5fq]

I know you're inactive rn but thank you for this. I don't know who you are and you don't know who I am but thank you for making this. I'm not going through anything but I feel like I needed a hug. If you decide to make edits again, please make another one specifically like this. Johnny is a comfort character to me as I know he is for people all around the world.

[@stawberrymilkshake6339]

This made me cry so hard, and the last part of the video just broke me.

[@johnlee-um9dj]

I cried well yeah. Its a wonderful video thank you for making it :)))

[@amblrx]

THIS HURTS

[@dprkeeks]

this is so beautiful; you're another level of creative... I literally cannot watch other imagines anymore because I just keep coming back and rewatching yours

[@nctworlddomination1155]

This. Is. A. Masterpiece. ❤

[@deriroempathy]

I'm crying a lot 😭😭💚💚

[@sfslucy1011]

Thank you for this! This means so much💚

[@dawthleisunghrangnawl8685]

How do you not love yourself dont you hear what the people who love you say they say I love you so why dont you love yourself

[@serendipityfilms6769]

Love this! It's definitely gonna help me sleep tonight! God I'm about to cry! Man I need sleep!

[@irbfpq2281ndkxkw]

This is absolutely beautiful.. thankss so muchh.. And i love you too Dream Chaser ❤️ Love yourself before you love others 💕

[@ainaarbain]

i’m a crying a mess but this is sooo beautiful thank you for always making such a beautiful video

[@user-gq3ho3pl2u]

thank you. thank you so much. i really needed to see this and hear these words

[@ariatyirahnoradli606]

im not crying. you are

[@ken_0208]

IM NOT CRYING, YOU'RE CRYING 😭😭😭😭

[@stan_skz58]

IM NOT CRYING U ARE

[@kayrelmagsayo8933]

But the the most ironic thing is that he really did save me. I’ve had to deal with so many deaths and painful memories for the past month or so that I never thought I would see the light at the end of the tunnel. However, Johnny and they rest of NCT have become my anchors and role models that I’ve hold on to and they truly have made a big difference in my life. So if you ever see this, THANK YOU from the borrow of my heart. You’ve made an emotions less girl be more open about my struggles and that everything will get better. I hope you guys have the same support that you have given us and that know that we will always appreciate and cherish every moment with you guys like it’s our last. THANK YOU JOHNNY AND NCT for helping little old me become a bigger a person ❣️❣️❣️❣️

[@bangbangchan7665]

In the end, the words really touched me and... 😭 I can’t stop crying!

[@keyshasalsbil]

thanks for making this video

[@kay-xo7uv]

i love this so muchh💌.

[@nurulaulia8576]

He sure saving me from depression

[@MJisthepowerhouseofmusic]

Every time I cry, as I wipe my tears, I like to tell myself “I promise I’m not crying,” and laugh it off. And I say it in a sarcastic tone. But it’s ok; broken souls stay broken. If it can’t be fixed, it can’t be fixed. I’m not gold with impurities that can be made clean and shiny through treatment and molded into a valuable metal bar. I’m a broken vase that fell two stories down, pieces that are too small to find and can’t be renewed into a whole. And even if I do get fixed, the scars will stay there. Now I’m gonna go work on a project I thought of yesterday for NCT but I’m probably never gonna hand it to them because agoraphobia, social anxiety, and trypophobia don’t go nowhere.

[@anjaf.8698]

Wow ... You explained this so great. I understand this perfectly but I’m at a point where I can’t even cry much . I feel so broke that I think nobody in this world could really fix me . I do have friends and I’m might look confident to be with others but in that case I’m just trying to fool myself . Just like telling myself that I’m okay and probably heel my broken heart in the future . It’s pretty sarcastic to hers this out of my own mouth and like you I laugh it off . I also accept the fact that I’m broken and going to have visible scars for the rest of my life but I don’t really care anymore . What I originally wanted to say : You are not alone with your feelings ...Not completely. There’s still a little light in the end of the dark tunnel wich is K-pop

[@MJisthepowerhouseofmusic]

Anni Flanhardt I don’t think anything will help me but I mean, I guess I got me and I’m the only person who understands me

[@jolananurshafiya2882]

HOW COULD YOU?!! I'M SOBBING RN THIS IS BEAUTIFUL😭😭😭

[@nicamarietajonera2306]

Basically, it's 4 AM here in the Philippines and I'm crying in the corner of the room hahahaha.

[@aestheticallyunpleasing.5308]

mood

[@jjdsdsjjsdsdjds8132]

agik hahaha mood ate

[@julieanneestrada4531]

tara iyak :))

[@bangbangchan7665]

I wasn't bullied mentally by the other but only by myself. The story really touched me and I think, I will keep Johnny's word in mind. Thank you dream chaser ❤️

[@cutenimon7654]

Another masterpiece :") this is soo heartwarming ❤❤

[@livskmj]

i seriously needed to hear this, the state im in kinda relates to this story so thanks 💕💕

[@decemberest]

P-PUT THIS IN A MUSEUM PLZ

[@for_enhatan]

*the way im crying,,,*

[@aithecloud6487]

It's Beautiful.....I am crying so hard ;-;💔

[@judith2942]

Thank you for making this video, every time i was sad or feel myself under the stress I’ll always watch this. Please do Taeyong too 💛💛

[@lindas.1272]

Well didnt plan on crying. But here we are. The everything was well put together. Thank you🙏🏼👏🏼

[@PrincessTatyanna]

Johnny is a total sweetheart. I love him ❤️

[@arixarush]

Dudeee, I'm crying so hard right now 😭

[@zigongosaurus3472]

its 4:38 a.m i haven't sleep yet and now im crying

[@_bbangjaehyun]

Thank you for making this very beautiful and comforting piece. I had got to cry my heart out and comforted me so much. NCT played a big role in improving myself and making me happy and in times when I feel everyone is making me cry. They are like.brothers who will cheer you up in times of downfalls and that's why I love them with all my heart. Continue making pieces like these ♥ I really love your edits and its very beautiful. I never regretted I founs this on my recommendations

[@nicamarietajonera2306]

Thank you for this! ❤ I couldn't sleep in the hotel room so I decided to watch some videos and this one is my favorite among your videos.

[@sunbrightratu6652]

Finally johnny au,thank you for making this video❣️,i’m so happy,but i cry watching this🥺😭

[@kimtot4479]

your AUs are really giving me a rollercoaster of feelings :">

[@JessVision22]

Much like many other people, this video has made me so emotional. I feel so lucky to have found nct and the family that is nctzens. They have helped me through so much and made me feel like I'm good enough when the world feels like its crashing down. Nct means so much more than words can explain to me, and this video really hit close to home ❤ Such a beautiful piece ❤

[@lxurxox]

awww ! I’m sobbing 😭 I loved thissss 💕