Jonathan Knight walks off stage during New Kids on the Block (NKOTB) iheart radio concert in NYC

NOTE:. I uploaded this so people could find it quickly, because if it's newsworthy people want to see. I wanted it to be on a channel that loves and supports Jon unconditionally.
*Please be aware: Asshole comments will be removed!!*
Jonathan Knight has dealt with anxiety & panic issues for many years. It seems he was experiencing an intense anxiety/panic attack on stage on 4-4-13. Walking away was the best thing he could have done at the point he did. What's so cool is how understanding most have been about it. His brothers in NKOTB love him, the fans ADORE him, and from what I've read in the media, most people get it & aren't being too hard on him for being human.
*We all deal with stuff. And unless we have dealt with the same exact set of circumstances no one can possibly understand or judge what it's like to be there.*
SO proud of you Jon. We love you!! / 1
Jon's thank you's on the new NKOTB album "Ten":
"To anyone that has ever, Given their word of encouragement, Loved me unconditionally, Offered their shoulder to cry on,Taught me a life lesson, Kept me grounded, Watched my back, Accepted my shortcomings, Made me smile, Made me feel secure, Wiped my tears, Stood by my side...or all of the above, I Thank you!"

[@monroesdaughter2704]

I recently found out about Jonathan Knights' personal issues and all I have to say is if someone has a disability and still has the courage to get on stage and perform, then I'm 200% behind them. That is what I see Jonathan doing and it makes me proud for him. Anytime he has to step away from the performance, let's all grin and bear and just pray for our brother. Keep on keeping it real and representing because your fans still support you 300%. So walk it off everytime you need to.

[@a.sweetpeac.2281]

Monroe's daughter, I agree 100+%! I know what it's like to have anxiety & panic attacks. Once I had one on stage during a Christmas choir concert at church & I was in the front row. But there were only a few hundred people watching, not thousands. Sometimes you just have to walk away, get away, because you can't breathe, your "fight-or-flight" feeling comes on strong. It doesn't always make sense or you can't define the trigger. I admire Jon from the bottom of my heart for going back onto a stage with thousands of people watching. He does excellent & I really enjoyed hearing his smooth voice singing!

[@beccasmithers2672]

John didn't do anything wrong.he just needed a break to step away to take his meds and calm himself a sec.anyone that has anxiety will understand. I used to have it and still get it some.

[@ebonyfaith8064]

@@beccasmithers2672 Take his meds? I didn't see him take anything? 🤔

[@LinZhasInfiniteSwag]

@@ebonyfaith8064 I'm sure that happened backstage.

[@minih9811]

Couldn't have said it better myself 🙏

[@LilSouthernPatriot1776]

It’s now been NINE YEARS since this performance. And I have personally witnessed - along with MILLIONS of NKOTB FANS - Jon CONCUR his anxiety and panic attacks and has been able to preform like we all knew he could always do… and after watching him go from THIS to the way he performs NOW - !W!O!W!… I KNOW I SPEAHK FOR ALL NKOTB FANS WHEN I SAY “WE ARE SO PROUD OF YOU JON! THANK U! We know what HARD MENTAL WORK you did to get to this point and WE ARE FOREVER GRATEFUL!!! I really hope that SOMEHOW Jon sees this so he really knows how much we all appreciate and will FOREVER continue to SUPPORT his personal VICTORY ❤❤❤❤ and of course- THANK U JOEY, JORDAN, DANNY & DONNIE for NEVER QUITTING ON HIM AND FOR SUPPORTING HIM THRU THICK AND THIN!!! THIS IS THE TRUE DEFINITION OF BROTHERHOOD!!! ❤NKOTB❤ SENDING LOVE-LIGHT-&STRENGTH!! ❤❤❤

[@madeleinedonaldson4422]

Jonathan is very emotional On set when he is filming HGTV.s Farmhouse Fixer he walks away to hide tears of emotion when the homeowners praise him💝🤗💝

[@auroralights1257]

jordan is a good little brother helping his big brother they have a special bond between them.......

[@reginafallangie2867]

Mad respect for Jon and the guts it takes for him to go on stage. ❤️

[@stephnews4]

Jordan is such a supportive brother to Jon. It’s hard to deal with anxiety sometimes. I’ve met Jon and he seems like a very sweet and strong man, I pray for them always 💖

[@ntcrawford722]

You met him where 😅

[@stephnews4]

@@ntcrawford722 Charlotte

[@nhlover]

Aww poor Jon. And the guys for their support and bless Jordan for stepping in right away to sing Jon's part when seeing his brother was having trouble. What a great brother Jordan is . I loved how beautifully Jordan sang the song. Team Jordan

[@RoaringTidesOnline]

Defending his big brother. Sweet.

[@sunny-ii5gn]

To bad Donny ruined everything with the guilt trips and shaming

[@sorntrash]

@@sunny-ii5gn definitely didn’t make it easier for him. Tho he was just trying to give him a little confidence.

[@tsayavongs]

i am beyond proud of my Jonathan! as Donnie tweets at the end of the package tour, he went from this, to performing every night in front of thousands on tour! he is amazing, and no one points the finger at him! jon is jon, n he completes nkotb!

[@tallulahrubymonroe4280]

fyi he's not your jonathan js >.>

[@jamielene2006]

Wow, this is the first time I've actually seen Jon having a panic attack. I just wanna say that I've been a fan since I was 10. I've loved every note of every song. My heart goes out to you Jon. In my prayers always.

[@Chocobear555]

The first time I witnessed him having a panic attack was during his interview with Oprah Winfrey. It was so painful to watch him go through that. :(

[@JassBo83]

I found out about 15-17yrs ago. As I got older and struggle with my own issues I come to understand. Crazy that he's out in the spotlight like that. I love this dude, always have. I respect him.so much more since I know about his anxiety.

[@katiewilliams5643]

I've been inspired by Jon knight since I was 10 years old my prayers are with him always

[@amandaengelman5168]

I just want to hug him. :( As a panic/anxiety sufferer myself, I know that won't really help. In my case, the more people try to make me feel better, the worse the panic gets.

[@HippyWitchGal]

Someone who does not suffer from severe anxiety would never understand just how debilitating it can be.

[@tallulahrubymonroe4280]

Then he should not have gone on tour.

[@kelly82485]

@@tallulahrubymonroe4280 why not? There's times he's fine and there's times he's not. He should still be able to go and his fans or the fans in general want all 5 together not just the 4 that's why he still does it even tho it's so hard for him. So fuck off. I have severe anxiety but I self medicate and IM SO FUCKING PROUD OF HIM just for the simple fact he doesn't drink or do drugs to try to cope and nake it easier on him because I couldn't do it!

[@g.d.roberts196]

@@tallulahrubymonroe4280 The fact is people with anxiety disorders wish they could pick and choose when to have an attack or not but it's not like they can. The illness hits people hard at any time and is downright terrifying when it does. You often feel as though you are going to die. It's horrible but with medication people are able to function. 90% of the time he can and if 10% of the time something happens that's remarkable. The fact he can perform the majority of the time is a real accomplishment. I know from your comment that you're lucky never to have expierienced something like that in your life. You also probably aren't educated on mental health which is unfortunate. If Knight wants to go on tour than he should. He owes the audience nothing. Anxiety disorders are just like cancer or any other illness that takes its toll on people. It's not a character flaw by any stretch. Just because you can't see phsyical suffering in front you doesn't mean that he isn't internally. Have some compassion please. Touring is a gruelling process with tons of pressure on these people and problems that we're not aware of. He's a human being first and a member of NKOTB second. Health is first. He's not the first person to walk off a stage for that reason or the last.

[@thorn35]

I suffer and i know Exactly how jon feels and my heart goes out to him.

[@geriie]

i have selective mutism and social anxiety but when i was a kid i used to have severe panic attacks (for example when i have to sing, participate or recite a poem in front of people) i cried, started to sweat and shake, i had hot flashes and cold sweat. I felt like i was dying...it was horrible. So i really understand him, sometimes it's ok but the next days....it's worst

[@MsTinkerbelle87]

poor jordan looks so worried :(

[@MouseMagic1]

Jon is very brave just being up there in the first place in light of those issues. Great to see NKOTB back, difficult circumstances and still they carry on - love you guys.

[@jayshank-noel9782]

People keep saying It's Donnie's fault Jon felt anxious. Donnie made a joke to make Jon feel better. Not the other way around! Anyways it was really brave of Jon to do that. Go Jonny Boy!!!!

[@ninjaprincess26]

Jailyn Shank-Noel well it's not an appropriate joke for someone who suffers from anxiety

[@detroitwarrior888]

Free Spirit Donnie is the closest one to Jon, other than his brother...it’s all good

[@minih9811]

Hats of to him for comin on stage. Its hard so hard. Hats of to you. Well done

[@73odus]

Not sure on what planet reminding Jon that people paid thousands of dollars for the tickets would make him feel better…but whatever…

[@poptarget]

It's not an appropriate joke. It just makes him feel like there's even more pressure on him. You can see he wants to pull away but Donnie holds him. I'm sure they are pals but that remark definitely makes his fear worse.

[@ivyangel524]

I've suffered from Panic and anxiety for over 20 years now and I can say that it takes all your strength and energy mentally and physically to get thru the panic and fear. I think Jon is an inspiration to many of us whose suffer from this mental illness becuase he dosent allow it to control him, he still gets up and faces it head on. Truly inspiring❤

[@JennaLeigh]

Bless his heart. To know he deals with this so incredibly well...to entertain us. Just, wow. God bless you, Jonathan. You are loved! Also, for my fellow nkotb gals, there's a video of Jon singing his solo line in "Step by Step" floating around here. Look it up. The way the guys respond is so sweet.

[@LittleBlackKatt]

katt burkhart sorry just my fav one of the bunch :)

[@CaptinHoot51]

That video is fabulous!

[@lisamarie6548]

I get painful, debilitating anxiety attacks. NKOTB music helps me re-focus and distract me, so I am not so much "in my head." I give Jon a lot of credit for being on stage while having anxiety. Because that is HARD. I have trouble sometimes just talking to people. I admire him pushing through his feelings and performing. And if he needs a break, hey we can all certainly relate to that, right?! I fully support Jon and I am truly grateful he pushes through because I enjoy watching him in concert. So if he ever sees this, thank you Jonathan! Keep on, keeping on. It's all going to be okay. ;)

[@piperleoperfect]

its really sad to see him struggle visibly like that with his disorder. but I have nothing but respect for him because since NKOTB reunited in 2008 this is the first time i've seen him suffer from his attacks because lately he's even been able to sing his solo parts on their songs during live performances and concerts. I just think this day was just a bad day for his anxiety and I love that the other members were trying to support him because all of them could see an attack coming especially at one point Jordan looks over at him and puts his hand on his shoulder and told him its going to be ok. LOVE NKOTB 4-EVA

[@ahhwe-any7434]

2:49, Donnie's so nervous, his sweat reaches over to his back side

[@kristinradams7109]

@@ahhwe-any7434 I just noticed that too.

[@pursuingancientpaths8131]

God bless him... as someone who struggles with anxiety my heart breaks for him.

[@chelseynathania1213]

glad to have such an understanding brother like Jordan...not say a word...just sing 😘

[@1SuckMeBeautiful1]

poor guy, could see him struggling and moving around the whole time. Props to him for having the courage to go on stage

[@saadhasnain6754]

Right on!

[@kellyjohnson2387]

This brought tears to my eyes. I have had anxiety and panic attacks since i was a little kid. I think he is very strong and courageous for doing the best he can in good times and bad. Bless you Jon and i promise it gets better :)

[@arnoldamaral7406]

My daughter liked Jonathan Knight because she said she felt sorry for him. She was only 12 years old. But boy could she really read people. I guess being super intelligent and understanding The Human Condition helps an awful lot. My daughter had that ability just like me and her mother. She had an IQ of 140 but she was more than being intelligent she was very empathetic. She died nine years ago at the age of 31 2009 March 22nd 1:42 a.m. at the Mayo hospital in Phoenix. Danielle was multi-talented Play The Cello at 4 years old play the guitar at 12 self-taught. She had a beautiful voice she wrote music. She spoke three languages. She was always trying to help those that were suffering at various levels whether they were poor did not think they were attractive over being bullied in school Etc she was very generous. She had a special friend named Diana she gave her some clothes. Because there were poor. Dianna was in my daughter's wedding. And we paid for her dress and to have her hair done excetera. That was my Danielle she was very beautiful long auburn hair skin like porcelain. She was married to a wonderful man he still Grieves her. So do my wife and I. When she was 12 we took her to a New Kids on the Block concert. On the time she was sixteen she said to me one day. You know Dad I really like the New Kids on the Block because I could really dance ever talented. But I wonder what happened to Jonathan. This is before the internet. she would not have been surprised about his diagnosis panic disorder. I understand that he is engaged I may be married now to his partner he's gay. Thank you for listening sincerely we will see Danielle again. In the Bible Revelation 21 verses 1 through 4 in the Book of Psalms 37 verses 10 through 30. Tells us that she will be Resurrected we will live on the Earth forever. Thank you for listening sincerely Arnold Bourbon Amaral

[@kelly82485]

I'm so sorry for your loss! Thank you for not being hateful against Jon because he's gay even though you are religious (at least I would assume you are from the Psalms) I know you will see her again 1 day in Heaven! ❤

[@CabotBensonJr]

Since she was a little girl my sister has suffered from anxiety & panic. It's gotten better as she's gotten older but there are occasions that anything can set it off and all we can do is hold her hand and remind her to breath.

[@zeebo8965]

i was a teen coming up with nkotb in their prime and now im a man i have even more admiration for these boys and yes even you John, i think youre amazing to get up on that stage and try to tackle your fears... keep your head up bruh!

[@traceyferreira4223]

Jon your not alone honey I have it and depression and the the song thankful helped me get over my uncles death easter sunday. Last october he took me out for my birthday. The song reminds me of him everyday

[@EbsCherryPie]

Jonathon is amazing. I lived in complete loneliness when I suffered with my attacks. Jon, he is out there again..so what he couldn't sing at that moment..he got nervous. I still love him..Been a fan from the beginning..glad to see them ALL out there.

[@minih9811]

Awww 💔 bless him. You could see it .. you can feel it even by just seeing it on KZbin. takes courage to walk off...salute him for that. The other band members shouldn't be saying "ppl are expecting to hear him thats why ppl are here" give him space.

[@rashmita916]

You can tell that exactly right after Donnie made that comment,his anxiety and nervousness got triggered. He passed his hand on his hair,started shaking his head and finally walked out. I'm NOT saying that Donnie did it on purpose but it definitely affected him.

[@musicfan76racefan3lovebird7]

Love both and I understand Jon k. Cause I have anxiety and panic attacks.its real.lets all continue to support job and all others who have this.god bless you Jon k.

[@bri14935]

Wow I never even knew Jon sang that part until I saw this! He has a beautiful voice and I would love to hear it more. I suffer with anxiety also but I give him credit for being on the stage most of the times I always wondered how he keeps it together even if he doesn’t sing.

[@sharilynn3024]

My heart goes out to Jonathan. I have panic attacks. I don't know how he does what he does. He is amazing!

[@DanielTheWalrus]

You can only understand if you have it. Jon, you're a warrior buddy!

[@poemsbyjennifer76]

Poor Jon this brakes my heart. I know how it is to live with anxiety EVERYDAY! it's not easy. people dont understand. you can tel from the very first of this video he was haveing trouble. it just became to much for him. we love you Jon. XOXOXOXOX

[@tigttfn]

Pobrecito!!! My poor Jon! I've loved you always Jon!! Thank you so much for finding the courage to join them on the tours. You complete NKOTB and it wouldn't be the same without you.

[@timward3116]

I like Jon. Panic attacks are a hard thing, and he always did so well covering them up. Cool guy and a great entertainer.

[@nozee77]

It's so heartbreaking to see him struggle like this, I don't even know how he manages to enter the stage in the first place! And Donnie surely doesn't make it better by saying people paid a lot to see him sing. That's exactly the kind of pressure to make anxiety even worse... 😔 Jon, you are a hero! I am suffering from anxiety disorder myself and could never be brave enough to do this. And Jordan is the sweetest brother imaginable, by trying to soothe and support him without making it too obvious. 💕

[@nozee77]

+Florentine 318 Yes he is, so sweet.

[@srayj]

I agree with you and I absolutely love Jon and I am so impressed that he even gets out on that stage, but I would like to provide an alternate interpretation of what Donnie is doing. Based on other videos Donnie is typically very supportive of Jon and seems very caring towards him, so I don't think he's intentionally trying to make Jon feel bad by reminding him that people paid a lot of money. I like to look at it as Donnie reminding him that based on the money these people shelled out to see them they are true fans and they are going to be supportive and loving, so Jon is in a safe place among "friends" but it just backfired.

[@andreabeeler5448]

srayj I agree. Donny and Jon have a very close relationship. Donny has said multiple times that Jon means a lot to him and that he loves him so much and cares about him so much. It's really sweet to see. They all love each other, but Donny and Jon just seem to have a special relationship that Jon doesn't have with everyone else.

[@MienemLeben]

I bet after this concert Donnie apologized... I do not think he did anything intentionally.

[@MichaelHolmgaard]

I think Donnie meant it differently -More in a supportive manner I think ;)

[@Kristine_202]

I suffer from panic disorder and Jon has been my hero for years. His appearance on Oprah changed my life and that was years before I was even diagnosed. He is so brave. I practically grew up on the stage and one day that all changed. The fact that he can still be a public figure is beyond inspiring.

[@gaellejk7253]

JON est incroyable !! Et voilà une belle histoire d'amitié, voir ces 5 hommes qui ont connus tant de choses ensemble être si soudés aujourd'hui. Le succès qu'ils ont eu aussi jeunes aurait pu les transformer, mais ils ont su rester des hommes de valeurs, n'oubliant ni leurs racines , ni leurs amis. C'est beau de les revoir sur scène. Merci à tous les 5 et GO JON !

[@luvmesomedmbg]

ANXIETY ATTACKS SUCK! They come from nowhere...u can be the happiest you have ever been and damn if those sneaky bastards wont sneak up from behind and bite ya in the arse! My heart goes out to him!😀

[@TheNukeCole]

Poor guy. I don't get panic attacks exactly but I do have stage fright to the point that I can't handle crowds at all, even walking in front of a few people makes me get it. I get sweaty then my legs and arms start to shake, I get pale and if I don't get away in time I will pass out. He is amazing to even get in front of all those people I could never do it...I love you Jon. As for the other guys I think they are great friends to try and help him here. I don't think they were trying to put the focus on him more just trying to console him (especially Jordan. Jons lucky to have a brother who helps him in a time like that).

[@nkotbandbsbfan]

I heart you!!! ~ the girl whose picture you took with Jon on the 2010 cruise ;) (I still have the pic of the note you left me!!!)

[@MilenaJoy]

Omg! Thank you so much for this sweet msg! I still think about you sometimes, and how that all went down. What a blast! We should be friends on fb or something! Will you find me & send a request please? :) Milena Joy Morris

[@denisemacedo2977]

Aww. It's okay Jon. All your true fans still love ya! Take care of yourself.

[@mirandaswearinger8787]

you can see the concern on all the guys' faces,....they truly love each other...I have never seen this with other groups...other groups have broken up. Never could some groups say' We have lasted together for 25 YEARS!!!!" I have loved this group since I was 12...and they have only gotten better with age. As for Jon and dealing with anxiety...imagine his frustration of coping with this for 25 yrs and still rocking it out!!! One love to all and keep on loving them!!!

[@8LordTalian8]

Us the fans are also a pressure on Jon, and if he ever sees this he needs to know we understand, and we love him and his strength for fighting through what is some hard issues, his anxiety but also arthritic knees, most likely from a car accident he had when he was younger, and a old world sense of mind, to feel always judged by those who see him, like an expectation we have for him, but we all know he is human the same as the rest of us, that the fans are happy even just to see him and know he is doing what he can at that time, no one will hold it against him .... and he would have a very hard time disappointing us knowing what we all know. The guys are great and it is so good to see they didn't let it go, nor did their fans!

[@ahhwe-any7434]

His nervousness just makes him seem more human. Its ok, I don't think he's weird 🤗

[@Trish0871]

Poor Jon. I saw him when he came out on Oprah. He had overcome so much.

[@ccalexander1924]

Wow. Very touching that Jordan took it up for Jon. I feel awful that it’s so hard for Jon even with medication. I hate anxiety ( not on that level ) but at least he tries to get on that stage every night

[@melissafleming5721]

I know how this feels I to have suffered from panic attacks for several years. At times my heart feels like it's going to jump out of my chest. My heart pounds really fast at times when I get really nervous about doing something new. I had them when I started college last year and I couldn't see straight. My prayers are with any one who suffers from panic attacks. Try breathing through them if u can.Jonathan my heart is with you

[@louskye89]

broke my heart seeing jon like this. poor guy. anxiety is an arse. it takes a lot for him to get on stage and for that i will be forever grateful to him. he battles thru this everyday just so us, the fans, wont be disappointed... jon has a very special place in my heart along with donnie...

[@nicolecc79]

@JonathanKnight I totally understand you! I do too believe I have abit of anxiety! It’s ok. We still support you in any way!!!

[@0thd]

all of their songs is unique like this one they sang here THAT'S FANTASTIC!

[@blissfullycat02]

Its hard to watch that because I have seen panic attacks and even had one (I don't suffer from anxiety, it was a situational attack) and I could not imagine someone in the public eye having to deal with it, having to choose between comfort and what you love to do (sing). At least his band mates and the fans do understand and are supportive

[@JassBo83]

We love you Jon. I feel with him, the nervousness from deep inside, feeling light headed... It's deliberating. Great concert in DC last Sat.

[@patriciacosta4646]

Jon will always have the unconditional support from his fans. We all love him and know how much effort he puts to be on stage for us. He may walk off whenever he needs, we do understand and keep him in our hearts.

[@CaptinHoot51]

Poor Jon! He needs hugs!

[@catta_h]

many think a panic attack is just to be nervous. well no. It is something hard to believe. A psychiatric condition. Your body experiences many psysical symptoms and you feel dizzy, nearly to faint, nausea, get cold and shake, your heart is fast as hell, you think u are dying or getting crazy feeling adrenaline going up and not stopping. You pray that it stops but it doesnt. It can last from min to 1 hour i can tell. The attacks can come any moment. Medication is needed.

[@kurdeeminecraftmeerkat7]

Bless his sweet heart. Love you Jon!

[@dalizzcmcc9524]

Jon yo estoy incondicionalmente contigo entiendo por lo que pasas, y te juro que yo ni siquiera hubiera podido pisar un escenario pero tu, lo hiciste, eres mas valiente de lo que tu crees eres una gran persona que no te importe nada tu eres genial y unico es bueno tener personas que te ayuden y esten ahi para ti. Eres asombroso y te admiro por esto y mas. :)

[@mariaesparza5822]

Sí =)

[@lynnh3408]

I love Jonathan and I am pretty sure that we all do.Hope he feels better. ♡

[@sbtopjosh]

To be fair to Jon he was still holding it in before Donnie put the pressure cooker on Jon by saying how people paid a lot of money to see him and the joke about turning over their kids college fund money to just hear him sing. To Donnie it was a joke, to Jon it was the worst thing that could happen to him and putting him on the spot and in that manner was too much.

[@mishafox6496]

Sands I have anxiety as well. always have. so I know how Jon feels

[@gruv210]

I don't understand why Donnie would say that, knowing Jon so well and seeing how he was obviously struggling?

[@Duricas]

Well, you know, if I'm paying an obscene amount of money to see a group perform, I would expect them to own their craft enough to be able, to, I don't know, perform.

[@mishafox6496]

Duricas do you have anxiety?

[@Duricas]

Phoenix Shadow I do, but it's not an excuse or crutch.

[@netside84]

Poor guy! It must be hard for him! All my love to this,who still after 20 years is one of the best looking man I have seen!! And the voice...

[@cyndyrob350]

This breaks my heart. Jon is a brave young man to get on the stage while dealing with such anxiety. I can’t even imagine. 😢

[@pantherablaxxx9930]

When I saw him on Oprah... I had know he had experienced anxiety disorder... he was struggling! It made me wonder how he endured it for years especially during tours! If I were in his shoes I’d be dead!

[@elizabethflorez9075]

I suffer from social phobia and general anxiety. It is so hard. It is exhausting just to go shopping or do family dinner or hang out with friends. I am so proud of you Jon. I love all you guys. I have been a Blockhead for 30 years and will always be one.

[@nicole1977ish]

Jon did a wonderful job at the concert by himself

[@brunildavargas5534]

Poor thing. He suffers panic attacks. But I always believe that he can overcome. I believe in you Jonathan Knight. ALWAYS!!! PEACE & LOVE!!!!!

[@breannamichelle23]

I can totally relate to what Jonathan goes through with his anxiety disorder because I have it too and I really and truly admire and luv him and I also really luv how Jordan was truly worried and concerned about his brother and it definitely shows just how close they are to each other

[@suneyeintuition4315]

I'm wondering if Jon should just retire from performing. He doesn't do lead vocals anyway, and he seems to struggle. He's visible in his own way, with his HGTV renovation show. That seems to be his calling these days.

[@BooneErica]

You are aware this video was posted 8 years ago right? You don’t know shit about Jon’s anxiety nor how he is doing now.

[@bluegrassgirl4415]

You're not alone Jon!!! you are loved!!! 😊

[@notapopsong9899]

Jon keeps my whole world alive

[@jenniferlynn4044]

Jon is still awesome and he is dealing with a lot and he has dealt with it real good and he has to take care of himself and if he has to walk off stage to take care of himself so be it. We still love you Jon.

[@crtn8vwinyan]

omg i love jon knight...he is and always will be my fave... :) no matter wat..:)

[@shabba5410]

Jordan can still sing !

[@madpriest7822]

Right! Even now he still can and Jon still gets out of ever actual singing still, even back up. Check him out on Howard Stern's show when they did a live performance, even when he doesn't have to sing "solo" he looks down without even helping his band mates out on back up vocals..

[@aliciaanne]

Poor Jon, he really suffers from the anxiety disorder he has. I can definitely relate to him. It's very, very hard to deal with. Jon is such a sweetheart. We all understand and we Love you!

[@elizabethfanshier]

Jon, I understand. Still have mad love for you!!!! All of NKOTB, mad love!!!!

[@SugeeMcLeLe]

Just got emotional watching this. Poor Jon. I love these guys. (HUGS)

[@lachulaidismerlos5357]

Jonathan I'm still love you papi!

[@Bubbyzmom]

I am so glad I am not alone. I had found out he was suffering just a year ago. To be an entertainer and be feeling like the world is closing in on him. It's not easy. I too know how it feels like to panic and feel like the world is judging and feel like I can't even escape my own body.I am so glad there's so much more awareness about this debilitating disease. I applaud you Jon for having the courage to still make our hearts swoon when your heart is about to burst. I love you.

[@madamefluffy4788]

Oh, that poor man. My heat breaks just watching that. :(

[@lisaposada1687]

Awww Jonathan I'm with you

[@sarahconklin320]

Poor Jon! You can tell he is having a hard time while Donnie was talking, the way he was looking at the floor and rocking. He was having a major panic attack and trying so damn hard to get it back under control.

[@riadesintaningsih]

Love u all guys! God bless u all!

[@jessicamccloy8063]

Awww I Love Jon!! Survive you is a brilliant song!!!

[@emmarayne2327]

If I would have known this at 14 when they were the light of my life, I think things could have been different for me. Just to know that I wasn't alone. That, by itself, can sometimes change your entire outlook and self-esteem. Back then, nobody knew what was wrong with me.....there wasn't a name for it. I think Jon is the bravest man I know (not personally) to get up there and even try. I'd be sweating buckets and wanting to pass out. Good for you Jon!! We are proud of you.

[@johnnysasser1865]

I'm dealing with that same crap it sucks I used to love going to football parks now I have episodes its serious alot people who don't have it won't never understand what that person's going through stress cause my anxiety

[@sunny-ii5gn]

Putting Jon on the spot like that was literally the last thing you want to do to a person having an anxiety attack. And guilting him with the cost of tickets was the nail in the coffin. Clearly they've never had a panic attack before. Much love to Jon for going out there at all 🥰

[@mxwa01]

It's very emotional and I have some anxiety and it kicks in when i'm at work sometimes and I work in retail with the general public. I get sweaty, light headed and just have to move around and I usually have to walk away to catch a deep breath and after that I'm back to normal again so I know what he is going through. Stay strong Jon we love ya!

[@shelliewhite9116]

I have panic attacks like him I go through it everyday so I know what he's going through.

[@anniesizemore3344]

I don't know why he walked off stage. But I do remember he was supposed to be very shy. I remember reading that he was so shy he had trouble singing in front of others and performing. He himself has talked about his issues with being in front of an audience. The other guys seem to be supportive of Jonathan knight. It's amazing to see him do as much he does with performing knowing how uncomfortable with it he is.

[@483cherryblossom]

When I heard about them going on tour, my first thought was Jonathan's anxiety. I hope he's OK. He's been my favourite since I was a kid.

[@TheAneczka1978]

I love this song I love John since I remember. Thank you for than John Girl for ever

[@rymuaythai1]

Amazing! I have anxiety tht lead to panic attacks an naturally lead to slight depression. He is strong to at least attempt to stand on stage. I no ur pain but it is us who make it worse by not understanding anxiety fully.

[@SilverArrowNZ]

God bless you Jon always loved you.

[@MilenaJoy]

Each one of those guys were doing the best they could up there. Period. Let it go.

[@MilenaJoy]

Thank you for sharing this Sarah. :)

[@sdgrattan]

Poor guy. I have anxiety attacks, but nothing like what he goes through. It took me 2 hours to leave a hotel room while on vacation last week. My husband was at a conference, so I was tooling around by myself. Once I left the room I continued to feel hot, sick, and nauseous for the first couple hours. It's hard. You don't want to be that way, but it just hits you and you can't function. I can't imagine going through this in the public eye. Jon has amazing strength. :)

[@rubydrm]

I will always love Jon!!!

[@Cocobon-co2rr]

LOVE JONATHAN!!!!!!

[@tamara229]

I completely understand. I have anxiety too, and getting up in front of people is almost impossible for me, whereas a few years ago i would get up in front of people for speeches and even did debating at school. Its a horrible thing, and frustrates me seeing news sites acting as if he just didn't want to be there. It sucks people can't seem to understand that we can't help it, it comes when it wants to & we can't just tell it to go away. Anxiety sucks, but we're strong for fighting through it :)