Jonghyun(종현) - Lonely (ft.Taeyeon(태연)) Color Coded Lyrics [Han|Rom|Eng]

[@shannongwiyomi9089]

Idols are humans too, they get depressed too. Always remember, you are precious and loved. Never hate on a person for no reason. If you know someone who's going through a tough time, talk to them and let them know you are there for them. Suicide is not a joke, depression is not joke, if you see cuts and bruises on a person, talk to them instead of having them face this agony all by themselves. No matter what fandom you're from, SHINee is a group every person admires and looks up to, we love you Jonghyun, you're in a better place now. And remember, if your dark side decides to take a toll on you, call 1-800-273-8255 for help. You're a brave person, you can make it through.

[@fandmikey7824]

I will cry;; you're right! Thx for yours words.. 😭❤️

[@ashilaaaalma315]

Call 500-454 if u are in INDONESIA

[@taenggo982]

Shannon Gwiyomi me

[@fiqafjs25]

Is this the last song from him??? 😭😭😭 he must be really under strong depression... 😥😥😥😩😩😩😭😭

[@opnamestock5392]

I knew how you feel jonghyun.. when everyone have a high expect too much for you but in reality you were so depressed feel lonely and no one know that. I live same as yours , i live alone here without anyone helping with my depression.. they think im strong when i cried they just visit me tell to continue what matters it is, so i realized no one beside me even just my family and i just live here alone with my depression. It's so hurt how deep my problem is i must smiling in front of them

[@elenacindric340]

People saying "I wish I noticed it before" or "If only we knew", stop saying that.. Jonghyun never hid his depression and was pretty open about it.. He wrote a book talking about it ffs.. But us knowing or not knowing doesn't mean anything.. He knew he was loved by his fans and he loved them back.. He was loved by many people and close to many, but even they couldn't help him because depression isn't something you can cure with love.. He needed professional help and seeked it, but Korean system and mentality stopped him from getting the help he needed.. Fans knowing or not knowing, couldn't help him, they told him every day how special he is and loved.. But fans don't have the opportunity to talk to idols, especially international fans, so there never was a way for us to help him in any way.. We can be sad, we can wish him back, but we couldn't do anything to prevent this from happening..

[@isabellale4909]

Elena Cindrić of course there are things we could do to prevent this from happening. What do you mean “We couldn’t do anything to prevent this from happening?” For instance, stop criticize and talk shit about idols, celebrities online. That’s legit was the reason why he suicides. He said it himself in his final notes it is because he can’t stand people keep misunderstanding and blaming him for things he didn’t do. The reason he suicide and have depression was because he IS famous. That’s what hurt him the most. Because he is an idol, he’s famous, they don’t treat him like a human being and people think it’s ok to treat him however they want. He is loved by millions of people?! That’s all fake love, fans love are conditional. Like people can turn around and hate you so fast right when you do something that is not “appropriate”. Legit Taeyeon has so much shit from Koreans because she dated Baekhyun?! People that called her fans. What kind of love is that?! Even though they love their fans but they know they can not be themselves in front of their fans. They have to be this “perfect version”. He keeps saying no one understands him and he feels like no one wants to understand the real him. That IS the reason why he has depression. Where do you think it came from in the first place??? Because depression starts from being hurt and scars, so yes trust me, love can heal depression. The real love and kindness. Not the fake shit. So don’t talk like we have nothing to do with his depression and it’s his own problem, because yes we do. Idols have to have a really strong mental. Their life are ridiculously tough. Imagine having people point finger at you at all times. Of course in the end suicide is their choice, it’s not the right choice. But to all of the anti and hate comments out there, you guys are a pretty big reason that contribute to that decision. Think about that before you guys leave a hate comment in the future because you might contribute to another person decision to suicide. You never know

[@noone8474]

@@isabellale4909 I agree with you 100%

[@snolar]

+Isabella Le I agree, but that wasn't a hate comment, a lot of fans who truly and deeply loved Jonghyun are feeling so guilty and terrible about his death, guilt is a stage of grieving, she was just trying to point out to fans that they shouldn't feel guilty because there's nothing they could have done, because really, what could we have done? First of all there's language and distance barriers for many international fans, second of all it's not like we could contact him through social media, he would of gotten so many comments and messages a day so it would be so hard to get him to notice a message or a comment from us, and even if he did notice our msg or comment he wouldn't be able to talk personally with us because he is an idol, we are strangers and people would probably share around screenshots of the conversations to other fans. So don't say we could of done something because we couldn't, shawols (and I mean the REAL fans who actually cared about jonghyun, do not act like people who criticized Jjong were fans, because they are NOT) anyways shawols literally tried to make sure Jjong was always looking after himself whenever they could. And also +Elena Cindrić was talking about the nice fans, the fans who in Jjong's live video's always made sure he was drinking water, asking how he was sleeping, the fans who would buy his albums as quickly as possible etc. I got into SHINee back in 2010 and if I'm honest, shawols are the chillest fans, maybe that's because a majority of them are older and quite mature and don't have the immaturity to give hate. But the people who were giving Jonghyun hate were trolls. Jonghyun's psychiatrist blamed Jonghyun's personality and not handling fame for his depression. Jonghyun went to get help from a PROFESSIONAL and they told him it was HIS fault. Jonghyun was so open about his depression. Jonghyun was really fragile, he didn't take hate well, like there's videos of him crying and talking about the people who gave him hate and he's so broken in that video, he couldn't handle it. Please don't blame the fans. The people who treated Jonghyun wrong were not fans, anyone who calls themselves a fan yet delivers hate is not a fan. Jonghyun even said so himself that he's weak ( I don't mean that in a bad way I just mean he was fragile and didn't take negativity well, that was one of his great qualities and one of his flaws, he was so sensitive and had the most beautiful and kind soul, he was so soft and caring, he was amazing, but he just couldn't handle negativity) he said: "It surprises me how I am feeling this much pain. Those people, who have suffered worse than I, seem to go on living perfectly fine. Those weaker than I am live on as well. I guess not. among the living, there is no one who is suffering worse and no one who is weaker." Please don't try and criticize us again, we did all we could, we did all we were limited to. We loved Jonghyun and he loved us. We can't fix it now.

[@sundaymonday3650]

But i dont know.. he's suffer this much.

[@dinoshinin9589]

the reasons are mainly Korean anti-fans and so many conditions for idols. Plz guyz think before you speak, if you don't like something don't criticize!! who ever is suffering from depression please seek help. after sucide conditions should be known after jonghyun's death😥 we all are precious 💖 life is precious 💖

[@f.mildak.8571]

Somehow... This song sounds so painful today. I love you jonghyun. Rest in peace.

[@kellyhoang4680]

rip 🙏🙇

[@badpharmacy7077]

Milda One I'm feeling the feels too r.i.p jonghyun

[@lulusilverio]

I'll always have a special place in my heart for this song ❤️

[@gnaisseflowperu1117]

No meu também. Eu canto essa música todo dia, todo dia me dá uma saudade e toda vez eu digo em voz alta e penso que ele deve estar cansado de saudade. Ele sempre foi um anjo.

[@azmahazmah7185]

Mee too

[@chamelihimaya6477]

Same 😢

[@ionlysaytrue261]

same i have always loved this song since its release. up til now. ❤

[@yeseniaazua-martin5803]

Same

[@SC-dn7bq]

Can we just talk about Taeyeon for a second. I understand that jonghyun had passed away in an unfortunate way, but Taeyeon has also been going through alot, and is still suffering. Also I just wanted to point out how amazing the vocals of these two are, it just makes the whole song more... meaningful.

[@2F098]

If Taeyeon leaves and joins Jonghyun I'm going to enter into a depression of my own...

[@jayjayjay02]

anonomyss Pls don’t even talk about that! I’m pretty sure if Taeyeon makes the decision to leave and join Jonghyun , he’ll be so disappointed in her cuz I’m pretty sure he wants taeyeon to enjoy her life to the fullest.

[@ghismhd2189]

Well actually this song was written with Taeyeon in his mind

[@sophiahensen5414]

Why did this comment make me cry

[@pragatisingh2884]

@@2F098 why worry about something that ain't gonna happen. Think on the other side, be positive. Makes it better

[@intantriska9481]

Jonghyun, i'm tired too. I don't have anyone to tell me something like "you did well today" or "you worked hard today" at the end of the day. It hurts so much when people expect much from me but they don't care enough to understand that i can't do this alone. I try my best to live, but it feels like eveything i do will never enough. I'm so tired Jonghyun, i want to feel at peace. I want to not feel anything. The pain and loneliness are too much.

[@weirdnoise11]

Please hold on. Talk to me if you want.

[@vivenya1606]

Intan Triska I relate to you .. We can do it , let's keep going for Jonghyun sake ❤️❤️❤️

[@atalina1830]

Intan Triska You did well today. You worked hard. You’re strong and brave and you’ve made it through this much already. Plz hang in there and stay strong :)

[@olivianocarolis8806]

its hurt me a lot. u can talk with us if u want. always remember wth ur parent 💕💕💕

[@misscaunseling5404]

I can relate to you.. I also don't have anyone tell me that u did well.. They keep on pressuring me without even thinking about my feeling.. I'm tired too.. Two of my best friends (3 of us are bestfriend) since i was kid died.. And now I'm lonely too.. But lets keep on fighting until the end..

[@ryuseok7264]

"I'm just used to holding it in" I really hope people will start taking mental health seriously. It's really hard dealing with your inner demons so please don't keep your emotions boxed in. Let it out whenever you need to. Jonghyun didn't deserve this and I really hope he's in a better place now #RIPJonghyun

[@abi8148]

^^ yes

[@darenjaysalazar1986]

We did reach out...cause we know something is wrong but what did we get? MORE PAIN, FEEL MORE USELESS. That's why we keep it. ALWAYS ALONE... but I'm still holding on. people with depression still holding on and I salute them. and the one who's given up I still salute them for holding on.

[@izyansyazwani201]

Sometimes we reach out on the wrong person and most of them try to push us away.when we try to talk to someone they shut us up by saying everyone in this world have problem.They dont want to listen to it and then blame it on us which is why some of those who have depression just hold it inside and dont want to talk about their problems

[@katieener8171]

guys if you need someone to talk to, i'll listen! my email is [e-mail]. i've been on that dark hole so i know how it feels to be there but something sparked me to get out of this dark hole and fight for my life so if you want someone to talk to, i'll be here

[@katiebrynn6842]

Ryu seok. It is hard to show how you feel when you think someone dont understand or know how you feel inside i understand why he did it because i to want to die because it is hard to be alone even with family and friends around you still feel so alone

[@Miraxkbbb]

Today we lost a precious diamond, a very talented man, an Angel.. It hurts a lot to know that he was suffering alone, he gave us hints yet we were blind.. Idols are humans too. Rest In Peace Jonghyun, & Stay Strong Shinee /Shawols

[@bashayer8887]

its really sad i didnt even know him that much but im still crying from like 2 hrs

[@devivigyana4208]

Let's pay attention to our idols start from now.. Big hug for u and shawol all arround the world

[@ericnamiloveyoursmile305]

T A E N G O O i've made a tribute to jong hyun please check it on my channel thanks

[@heyhshshe3789]

Now heaven has gained another angel, our Sulli.

[@hmuphilly9129]

Rip ....

[@sharifoaxmad265]

Yeah our sulli rest peace

[@hmuphilly9129]

@@sharifoaxmad265 aye.. yet when a common person like me wants to end my life but cant no one would know.

[@fbi3607]

@@hmuphilly9129 Hey, im having similar feelings to, if you ever want to talk just reply and i can give you my discord. im always willing to help someone in need.

[@hmuphilly9129]

@@fbi3607 sounds good and i usually do my best to help other people too but im in such loe moods now this year is worse

[@reisuke730]

the 2 of the best singers in K-Pop history are in depression. One already passed away while the other one is still fighting it. I want the fans to grow up because idols are still humans. they worked hard. please appreciate it

[@velvet8859]

another idol passed away... sulli :(

[@dmj5728]

People only think abt them. They don't try to understand others feelings or emotions

[@soshi6808]

Now I see why junghyun wanted tae to sing with him ... the lyrics really matches her personality. . she just hold in her feelings and keep the struggle to herself really really loved this song ❤

[@kathyagaona7384]

Sarah 소시 😓

[@TaniaMitsu]

Actually Jonghyun wrote the song thinking in Taeyeon

[@AmalieCO]

I feel he wrote this because how depressed he was but none of us took it serious before it was too late

[@noturordinarygirl]

+amalieaco I felt like u , I swear

[@pekiii6026]

Sarah 소시 me too😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@darenjaysalazar1986]

You can't say that people doing suicide is selfish cause if you have depression you'll understand. It's hard, no matter how hard you GIVE SIGNS, you say you have it, you TALK about it, but the illness is still there, you know you need help but you don't know where to go, and for the person who has depression they know they need to talk to professionals but they themselves are in turmoil, they ignore it, they hide it with SMILES cause they are SCARED OF PEOPLE JUDGING and saying that they are weak cause they themselves feel that they are a BURDEN to everyone already, they try to fight it with their will but in the end it's not bearable that they end up doing suicide. #JONGHYUN #SHINee #StayStrongShawols

[@aichaaitelhaj1663]

true af

[@YY-yq5bn]

I know that feeling ;(

[@yamadolten3293]

+Y Y Please stay strong. As I once read “Place your hand over your heart, can you feel it? That is called purpose. You’re alive for a reason so don’t ever give up.” Remember suicide is not a decision that anyone should take because “Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.” If you're distressed please reach out.

[@yamadolten3293]

pratichhya tm It is never easy to understand another's feeling. But trust me when I say there are people who can. It is a good thing to tell someone about it. Talk to anyone you feel comfortable with and if they can't understand so be it. But remember there will be someone who can understand you. If you are distressed and need to talk it out desperately, you can always pm me. As someone who had to walk down a rough road, I'll do my best to help you.

[@darenjaysalazar1986]

Yeah that's why it hurts the most cause people whom your closed with, people you trust are the ones that don't understand. it sucks.

[@noshiamin7707]

This lyric becomes REALLY meaningful after I heard the news

[@sweetjoker0813]

all of his songs are

[@arielledream9080]

and now taeyeon lost her dad on her birthday. it makes me worry about her even more :

[@ashhoeee6998]

ik

[@Julia-ky9yb]

I hate myself for crying. I'm just a fan, aren't I? You never knew who I was, and you never even knew I existed in this world. But why does it hurt so much? Why are we in pain? Is it because of your face? Is it because of your music? But I now know why I'm crying. It's because of the mark you left us. Without you, our lives are not ours. Since the day we met you, you were already part of our lives. And that's why when I see your face, hear your voice, or when I think of you, I couldn't help but cry. Again. And I still can't get over you. Were Lonely here too, without you.

[@leeknows_air_fryer]

damn.... this has me in tears... we all miss him sweetie we are here

[@seppvku]

"Im used to just holding it in" this sentence alone hurts me sm if only we knew

[@eternalsunshine9010]

stop saying "if only we knew.." jonghyun has always been open about his depression. people other than shawols just didn't care until he died.

[@jul2447]

Born Hater what do you mean don't care? Then why there are so many shawols mourning? They said they didn't know, they might be oblivious to Jonghyun's suffering. He didn't said it straight, he just hinted that he have depression. Some fans know but they didn't spread it ? Is it their fault then smh

[@bangtanwings4854]

N_H You are right

[@cloudies3956]

"I feel like I'm alone"

[@notpurebloodarmy695]

The fact that he wrote this song thinking about Taeyeon make me worry so much about her!! Anything she does gets so much hate...When will people learn Idols have feelings too!!!

[@jessicam181]

Its like every time she brrathes people can find ways to criticise it. I adore her, i wish people woukd just leave her alone.

[@mohanamukherjee8592]

wait why tayeon is hated. i didnt get she is pretty much a grt singer though i dont know her personally but why she is criticised.. and also as i m a foreigner we dont get ths news so can you tell.

[@jessicam181]

@@mohanamukherjee8592 there were rumors, she was caught dating another idol, she was blamed for Jessica leaving the group, and there are lot of double standards and things boy idols could do without hate but when she slipped up it was like she was a criminal. Also since she was suffering through depression she wasnt as lively as the other girls so people hated her and said since she's an idol she should act like it, not caring about her health and feelings. Also when she preformed a song in the boys memory she was blamed for using his death for money and veiws even though she was just grieving and when other people did the sane thing they left them alone. But she's been getting better, people are leaving her alone now and she looks healthier.

[@mohanamukherjee8592]

@@jessicam181 thanks i really dont get this roasting i really hope that they will not get hurt anymore , i mean the idols .

[@jessicam181]

@@mohanamukherjee8592 they aren't just idols, they are people with feeling and flaws like everyome else. People need to learn how to be decent human beings.

[@an-es7we]

People think that when your depressed your just sad or over reacting NO DEPRESSION IS DIFFERENT IN SO MANY LEVELS you feel like your not worth it you feel guilty you feel like there’s no hope, sad is only like a tiny bit of it

[@Chim3983]

Vanessa kooktfup Worst : people think depression is only a matter of days and you’ll be fine . That’s what SADNESS is . Depression doesn’t go away like that .

[@summerhanne7687]

Exactly. Then whenever thing happens, especially in relationships, when you're depressed and your partner gets tired of your same problems then say "you're just sad! Why can't you just forget it?" And such then be mad when you suddenly break out or look for someone else to talk to who actually understands.

[@zemosewa1657]

I am constantly blaming myself everyday for a lot of things and thinking about ending my life, I have felt like this for years now, I'm just too scared to tell anyone how I actually feel because I'm afraid of being criticized or people saying I'm just looking for attention. I don't know if I'm depressed or not and I don't want to self diagnose myself. I'm scared of how my family will react or what people will say at school. I'm afraid that they'll be like, oh it's just apart of life that this happened and blah blah blah. the last months have been so hard for me because I lost my best friend and I blame myself for her passing(it wasn't suicide), but I feel guilty for that.

[@sideh000e5]

or feeling nothing at all then feeling bad you never feel anything anymore even when you should

[@lovelly_life]

I feel that way too...idk why

[@이성용-h2d]

다른사람들에겐...잘될거야..걱정하지마..라는 희망적인 말을 해주셨는데 정작 자신에겐 그런 사람이 한사람도 없었다는게 맘이 아파요 이 노랠 들으면 정말 많이 힘들었겠다 는 생각이.. 느낌이 듭니다..그곳 에선 편히 쉬셨으면 합니다

[@hwan_7629]

노래 자체도 적적한데 .. 종현님 사연도 그렇고 .. 팬 분들이 남기고 간 댓글들 때문에도 더 마음 한 켠 적적해지는 노래네요.. 종현님 좋은 곳 가셔서 평안히 계시길 바래요 ㅜ :)..

[@kimayaa1158]

hey , i can feel the pain in his voice. rest in peace oppa

[@Lea2PRiNGLES]

Jonghyun said he wrote this song thinking about taeyeon, people need to stop hating on her, everything she does she will get automatically bashed.. Taeyeon just lost her twin, her loved brother, the only one who can understand her.. Please show a lot of love to Taeyeon !

[@마규규]

태연가사가 종현입장에서 쓴거라는걸 알고 눈물이,,,멈추지 않는다. 얼마나 힘들었을까,,,? 가사가 마음을 콕콕 찌른다 부디 저 세상에서는 행복했으면 좋겠다,,,

[@뿌엥-u5g]

마규규 정말 공감해요..

[@하루-g3s]

정말 죄송하지만 종현이 이에대해 언급한적있었나요?궁금해서요

[@마규규]

이수진 정유미 라디오에서 곡소개 할때 언급했습니다

[@하루-g3s]

그렇군요..감사합니다

[@이이-u6z3t]

한숨도 그렇고 이노래도그렇고 다른노래도...전부 가사로 자기자신을얘기하고있는데 왜...도대체 몰랐던거지..진짜 종현오빠 여기서행복하지못했다면 위에선 꼭 행복하세요...진짜로..

[@아카멘치로-x7o]

혼자인것만 같은게 싫어서 다른 사람을 만나봐도 혼자인것만 같은건 변함이 없고, 다른 사람이 나에게 기대어오면 버겁고, 결국 혼자가 되고 여전히 너무나 외롭고 지치고

[@89happy]

복사해 갑니다 ...

[@bashem424]

The lyrics are so painful but yet so soothing to hear

[@AmalieCO]

Hurts too much now

[@bashem424]

agh it really does, I'm legit crying!!!!!

[@Luchia676]

its just painful now :((

[@Moonchild-mf9uw]

He left us with so many many clues but we did not notice those lyrics because of the 'soothing' sound

[@tetsz3833]

Why did i never think this was actually his story, not just 'another song'. If only someone knew. Just one around him. Maybe all will be different.i cant even imagine how taeyeon feels abot this. She was really close to Jonghyun and to think his last song was sung with her..

[@jkrissme]

They knew that he had depression. He was visiting a doctor. Just he didn't help him enough. But he was so overwhelmed to even mention that he wasn't helping him. 😫

[@Chrissydada]

If you're curious, please go and look for people with depression around you, it might help you understand. There are more depressed people out there than you would normally think.

[@igot7-lu]

^ you can't look for people with depression...it won't help you understand unless those people decide to open up and talk to you about it. alot of people hide it with smiles

[@Chrissydada]

I'm a psychiatrist on depression. You will if you expose your intention of caring. Just do it then you'd find out there are a lot more people who are depressed and willing to open up if you really want to know them. Though there are still some people harder to confide, it shouldn't stop us to care for those who are willing to. Social support could be important and possible.

[@wolflike24124]

As the song progresses, I actually imagined Jonghyun smiling in the distant, all dressed in white, waving goodbye. Smiling that he's ok now. To know that he left a huge impact to all of us. And then he slowly turns around, walking towards the light. He fades away as the light brightens more. It shines beyond our that eyes can't take it, and then brightest light weakens. Knowing that he's at a better place. RIP Jonghyun. Saranghe .

[@sugarybling1075]

Jomar Beran ah when I read this my throat closed up I couldn't breathe

[@ronishi2971]

i started crying reading this

[@anth9165]

this made me crying so hard

[@sophieuwu4159]

Oh my god...I literally came here to appreciate Jonghyun, even though I am new to K-Pop and never knew him. But I know that he was an amazing person who deserver the world. Reading this comment makes me tear up so hard... I really hope he is in a better world now and that he found his happiness again. RIP Jonghyun ❤

[@허수진-g8k]

힘든걸 말하고 싶어도 얘길 못하는이유..다른사람도 힘들텐데 나만 티내는거 같고 부담주는거 같아서.. 아무리 말해도 그 사람들은 이해를 못하니까... 너무 힘들다..진짜...가족한테도 말 못하는데 누구한테 말을 할 수 있겠어....오빠...나는 어떻게 해야하지...?

[@318edward8]

언젠가 좋아질 날이 올꺼에요. 당신이 있기에 이 세상이 더 아름답다고 느껴요. 힘내셨으면 좋겠네요 :-)

[@기쁨-p3f]

그냥 너무 빛나고,소중하고,귀한 당신의 찬란하고,멋지고,창창한 앞날을 응원합니다.

[@counseling_sideroad]

2년전 글이네요... 지금은 편안하시길 바랍니다. 자연에만 4계절이 있는건 아니니까요 자연의 일부인 우리도 정서와 환경의 4계절을 격는답니다... 기간의 편차는있을지라도 반드시 변화는 오게되죠... 오늘도 편안하시길...

[@c4stelliana]

first Jonghyun, second Suili and now Goo Hara. Pls stop sending hate comments to them, they’re all best friends, maybe their next target is Taeyeon. pls don’t attack this precious baby, she already lost 2 of her closest friends. i hope you three angels are living peacefully now.

[@jennieblackpink3614]

IU AND HEECHUL TOO

[@ruby-yd3xp]

Both voices are so soft and just perfect

[@pragatisingh2884]

Two years back you guys didn't had an idea he was actually lonely...

[@샤월종현]

많은 사람들에게 위로를 해준 종현아 영원히 잊지 않을게. 우울하고 공허하고 지치고 얼마나 힘들었을까? 인터뷰에선 어릴 때부터 힘들다 그랬는데, 그걸 몇 년동안 얘기하지 않고 버틴 당신도 대단해요. 너가 떠난 뒤 세상을 살아가는 의미가 사라진거 같아 나도 우울해지고 살기 싫어졌어요. 하지만 죽는게 두려운데 당신은 얼마나 무서웠을까 담배도 못 피면서 사고 구토도 하고 연기가 자욱한 방에서 얼마나 울었을까 얼마나 괴로웠을까, 나도 요즘 당신이 없어 7일동안 우울해 버티기 힘들고 재미도 없는데 당신은 몇 년동안 그걸 버텼네요. 우리들을 위해서, 이젠 당신을 위한 삶을 사세요 꼭 너무 착한 너는 세상을 너무 빨리 알아버리고 어릴때부터 아픔을 느끼고 힘들다는걸 티내지도 않은 넌 정말 최고의 아티스트였어. 행복한 사람으로 태어나 행복하게 자랐으면 좋겠어. 영원히 잊지 않을게. 사랑해 사랑해 사랑해 사랑해 정말로 왜 너의 아픔을 이제야 알았을까, 나름대로 너는 아픔을 알렸지만 왜 몰랐을까, 슬픈 눈을 보고도 왜 몰랐을까, 왜 사람들은 세상을 떠나고 나서야 마음을 알아줬을까, 너의 본 모습을 알고싶어. 말재주도 좋고 잘생기고 착하고 여리고 든든하고 노래잘하고 꿀성대이고 위로도 해주고 춤도 잘추고 남자답고 비율도 좋고 몸도 좋고 눈빛도 아름다운 넌 정말 이 세상에 또 없을 완벽한 가수였어. 그래서 더 믿기지 않고 이해하기 힘들었나봐. 너의 많은 노래들 유서와 매우 흡사해 더 슬프다. 하늘에서도 많은 사람들을 아름답게 지켜봐줘. 나중에 내가 너의 곁으로 가면 서로 안아주고 위로해주고 수고했다고 얘기해주자. 하늘에 푸른달을 보여준 당신은 정말 정말 착한 사람이란걸 또 한 번 알려주는구나. 요즘 깨어있는 시간에 항상 너의 영상을 보고있어. 많이 울고 많이 웃고 사랑스럽다. 하늘에서 반드시 행복하길 바래. 다음생엔 절대로 아프지말고 행복하고 힘든건 참지말고 꼭 믿음직스러운 사람에게 말해. 빨리 아름다운 사람으로 태어나면 좋겠다. 그리고 당신은 혼자가 아니예요 우린 널 응원해요 넌 잘못이 없다는걸 꼭 알아주세요. 신이 당신같이 완벽한 사람이 필요했나봐요. 그래도 너무 일찍 갔다. 당신이 생각해도 너무 짧지? 편히 쉬지도 못했는데 편히 다니지 못했는데 28년 동안 잘 버텨줘서 다행이예요. 더 있다면 좋았을텐데. 소설과 신곡이 나오기 전에 가버리셨네요. 생일과 10주년에도 함께 있지 못하네요. 내년 생일에 기범이 쪽쪽 빨아먹기로 한거 못 지키네요. 너무 그립다 아직도 믿기지 않네 이젠 당신을 편히 놓아줄게요. 다음엔 만수무강하시고 이번처럼 아름답길 바래요. 힘들땐 티내도 되요. 이제 종현이 노래듣고 자야겠다. 사랑해요 사랑해요 잘자요 우리의 영원한 아름다운 김종현

[@루루수지100]

샤월종현 님그마음알아요 저도종현님 처럼우울증걸려서요......

[@머여-b2n]

샤월종현님도 수고하셨어요^^

[@은정인셀덤]

힘내세요

[@tineericke6727]

Came here after hearing the news about Jonghyun's death. We didn't even noticed the loneliness that our Idol's facing. Behind those dazzling lights and cheery faces is the sadness that they're fighting. Condolence for all the shawols here, we sones are here for you.

[@coolerthanyou2534]

First Taeyeon lost Jonghyun. Now she lost Sulli. Both of them are her best friends What else haters? Are you happy now seeing the one you hate took their own life because of your hate comments? Have you ever thought about their feelings?? And if those haters are bashing Taeyeon after this imma not scared to throw hands towards them. Idols are human and every human deserve to be happy, be loved. They dont deserve any hate comments any hatred. You guys (haters) has no right to harassed them online. You guys are only coward because you guys hiding behind a screen and keep commenting something bad to an idol. Who do you think you are?

[@Jana44666]

Uhhh literally you broke my heart ,true true true every word you said

[@sukikaur4677]

Well said. Its hard enough to go through with what they were going through, no one is going understand. To have extra critics put on them, is so upsetting. How would you feel if you were in there spot??

[@angonkatwang]

There are just so many pathetic people who just wouldn't stop. I've been arguing with a guy who's so much against kpop. He wouldn't understand a thing I say.

[@kayjacques6050]

Taeyeon noona, fightingg :((((

[@compteferme6801]

Now GooHara 😔

[@beerryverryy]

Shawol knew about his depression....its wasn't even a secret....if you ever heard him or stan him you should know about his tattoo or the fact that he treated this topic as something serious ....he wasnt giving us "hints"it is very rude to read this....as a blinger and obviously a shawol i am ...really amazed how some people just came after his death...please stop saying he was a depressive person...no depression is not everything...he was in fact someone creative, sensitive, reliable, a friend to many people out there, a brother, a son , he has a beautiful pup called roo which is his end of every day, his singing skills are amazing, the family he created with SHINee is beautiful, he is not just a depressive person ....and he is not just lonely...he is more than that he is base, Story op1 and 2 , Poet/artist,and many SHINee songs also blue night....please remember him by the things he said or the things he did not just the fact that he is not here on earth anymore....and stop thinking that every single song talks about him giving us hints about his depression or trying to figure out every song from him....enjoy his legacy and stop trying to search those "hints" ....his depression was a topic on blue night also the fact that he had insomnia...there are many things from him not just that.....did you know that he based the song of view on one person from blue night that send his message saying the listener had synesthesia? and the fact that end of a day talks about his dog roo welcoming after he finished his work as a dj at 2am? no? oh well please listen to his songs or blue night...or read his book...yeah he has a book and its truly beautiful...please give jonghyun a chance and stop talking as if the fact that he talked about that topic on air on the radio he had was useless.....it is disrespectful to shawols that truly stan SHINee....jonghyun is not just breathe or lonely....no he is a poet,artist and a member from SHINee...

[@sugarybling1075]

Moniic Camello his DOCTOR was supposed to be helping him! but the DOCTOR blamed the freaking DEPRESSION on jong-bling bling's personality! uGh

[@beerryverryy]

SUGARY SUGA im talking about people blaming SHINee or his family or even shawols, it has no logic at all , his psychiatrist had something to do with that but that needs further investigation , so i cant talk with an official or valid paper , even so many psychologists and so work like that,that wasnt the kind of help he needed ....they work on different ways ,so im just talking about people blaming shawols or his family or even SM and SHINee...

[@sugarybling1075]

Moniic Camello wts why do they blame the shawols? the shawols were the ones who noticed, but didnt have the power to say anything!

[@beerryverryy]

SUGARY SUGA exactly like nor his family shawols or SHINee are at fault....when someone takes that decision is up to depression not even the person who commited that is to blame...and they are doing and saying that because many people just entered to rhis fandom or are judging from afar saying we didnt know about his depression or condition which is false....he said it many times on blue night and he had a tattoo of a black dog refering to depression....as a fan all you can do is support them...his mom took good care of him as his sister and SHINee and his friends....no one of them is to blame....

[@alexiaha60]

thank you for writing this, it needed to be said bc its extremely frustrating to read comments of non-shawols saying nobody noticed whereas he was very vocal abt his mental health issues. thank you again, everyone needs to read your comment.

[@wintersnow4742]

who came here after the news? RIP Kim Jonghyun.

[@noshiamin7707]

So sad~ really. I'm not Shinee's fan but I really like them and the fact that I just watched few his videos several days so makes me feel really SAD

[@pheaknaleap5904]

He was so bright .... tears keep on falling listen to his voice .. i’m not even a kpop fans

[@sufeyanieshah2251]

i came back..cuz i miss him😭😭

[@eyracutie8641]

BP 888 me 😢

[@marzniew6246]

is this his last song?

[@김수현-q5j6d]

종현아 노래 더 듣고싶어 보고싶어

[@dkh-pt5ml]

*“but I’m used to holding it in”* that broke my heart. why couldn’t we see this before? why was he so good at hiding this? why didn’t we keep showering him with all the love he deserved?

[@EyeSnipeYou]

oreos are life He wasn't hiding it, he made it public he had such thoughts and was going through such an ordeal. And there WERE people who were there for him and knew he needed someone, but it just wasn't enough.

[@dkh-pt5ml]

EyeSnipeYou - of course he made it public, I knew that obviously with the multiple songs he wrote about it and the multiple confessions he’s made on video, or a show. But he always seemed to have a smile on face, and never tried to show his worst moments with the public. Making your depression known is different to to showing how depressed you are. My best friend has depression but she was one of the brightest people in our group of friends so when she told us when she found out (by an actual doctor) we were all surprised. She was really good at hiding it. The same with jonghyun, if I weren’t a kpop fan, and I just watched a bunch of video of jonghyun having fun like always does, I wouldn’t even think of him having depression with good he is at hiding it.

[@sherbetlemons777]

Today is our angel's death anniversary, hope you all still remember him , he will always stay alive in my heart . SHINee is always 5 , 4 boys and 1 angel

[@sherbetlemons777]

@Yoongi's lil Sis and will be forever

[@maryrosejagmoc8735]

Please send more love and support to taeyeon. She badly needed our love. She lost jonghyun, sulli and hara. And recently, in her birthday, she lost her father. Please send her more love.

[@최당빈-c7e]

왜 몰랐지? 이 노래 듣고 알았었어야 했는데 더 힘을 줬어야 하는 건데 노래로 타투로 우울증에 시달리고 있다는 걸 암시하고 있었는데 좀 더 일찍 알아서 힘을 줬으면 이런 일 없었는데 아쉽기만 하다. 가요계의 큰 별이 졌다..

[@musicinsight6284]

It feels like two buddies struggling with depression trying to help each other out & get across each other. I feel so sorry for jonghyun & I cannot help but also worry about taeyeon

[@lovelyrita3143]

i'mma pilot same😢

[@Unicorn2014Clever]

Only if somebody had realized he was going through a tough time, he... would still be here... 😢😢 rip you angel

[@닷-b9l]

우울증...정말 사랑하는 사람인데 제 사랑을 믿기 조차 안해요. 이 노래 듣고 널 조금이나마 이해할 수 있게 되었어. 너무너무 사랑해. 힘들게 해서 미안해. 네가 다시 마음을 열때까지 나 힘든거 꾹참고 옆에서 기다릴게. 사랑하니까 사랑만 줄게 네 말대로.

[@aseelkhamis1600]

I feel so sad about taeyeon.. She is less dorky and like her self.. Everything she does gets hate from the public.. She had a dating scandal and was accused of what happened to Jessica. Fans are so evil and terrible.. They think that idols are their toys or something.. RIP Jonghyun and thank for this touching masterpiece

[@layloo5244]

Legend yes but Taeyeon is and was a huge target of hate for many years by netizens. They hated her and made many harmful rumours about her. Her attitude, her facial expressions on shows and in performances. Claimed she forced Jessica out and bullied her during her time in snsd but nothing was ever cleared. There are still lots of hate articles about Taeyeon and it got really bad in 2014 onwards.

[@layloo5244]

Legend please do research on Koreas internet hate culture. She gets malicious comments and rumors by the thousands. Controversies made up out of nothing. She is still a popular female solo artist and idol, and her songs do really well. But OP is talking about hate comments

[@ro-3769]

After listening to this song I can feel the emotion behind it, the pain, the misery. It’s heartbreaking. Kim Jonghyun you did well Angel, you will never be forgotten your legacy lives on. The Kpop industry must now take into consideration the mental health of their idols, it’s something looked upon in Korea, and lots of people lose their lives because no one cares enough to create awareness. And yet the few that tried ended up losing themselves and giving in because no one was there to help Rest Well Angel, I know your looking after everyone you loved now.

[@kimbapkidding5413]

if only I could turn back time and if only i could talk to him, i would tell him that his life is precious, that his very existence is precious...i would hug him if i could..and tell him how much he's loved and cherished by many and how special he was and if he was hurting I would tell him that his shawols, his friends, his family are there for him to take his sadness away...but maybe heaven needed another angel.…Rest now Jonghyun, your pain is now gone 😭 We love you 😭💕 *You did well, very well* 🌹🌹🌹

[@zoeburton2230]

i wish the same too.

[@latdafabricetcha8332]

If i can turn back, i would go to the kcon 2016 and would say to him "We love you so don't go and stay with fans who love you ..."

[@SyedHarizAizuddinAlkheredBSyed]

I can't help it I miss him so...much...

[@Chim3983]

Start telling that to the people around you. They may look fine but perhaps they’re not.

[@merero123]

앞으로도 계속 노래 듣고싶었는데..

[@RAI_Lumiere]

영아 앞으로 더 그리울거고 생각날거고 슬퍼 울고 그래도 때가되면 언젠간 온전히 마음에서 놓아줘야겠져..?

[@초코초코-n8i]

샤이니 월드는 물론 다른분도 그리울거에요

[@loooooooommmn]

샤월인데 맨날 듣고 후회하고있는 제 모습이 한심해요 ..

[@율하-c7c]

영아 설마 종현오빠 죽어서 그론가요? ㅠㅡㅠ인정ㅠㅡㅠ

[@loooooooommmn]

죽었다 이런 말 하지마시고 말좀 순화해주세요 볼때마다 마음 아파서 힘들어요.

[@2F098]

I've never been afraid for anyone's life before, but now I'm genuinely concerned for Taeyeon, so much so that my heart breaks. She's always struggled with loneliness and depression and even joined the MILK club... and now one of her dearest friends has lost the battle. I only recently discovered a love for SNSD, but even then, I've been able to experience almost 11 years' worth of love for these girls in just a few short months. Taeyeon is the irreplaceable leader of the most iconic girl group of our time. If one day I find out that she's no longer with us, it'll hit me like a bus and I'll grieve every time I hear her voice. I'll no longer be able to listen to her songs, no longer be able to watch SNSD's variety shows... it'll just be too painful. Taeyeon, please, please, please don't be next... we love you so much.

[@yamcy23]

She is strong, I know she is. Let's just be more stronger for her, I know she will not lose this fight. Jonghyun made her stronger

[@nayjashah7368]

Same here😭😭

[@aizzulueta14]

No way. If she does then I'll follow her 😭

[@n4ji71]

it’s that feeling of being in pain for so long that one day you can’t feel at all. like you’re existing but not living ; dead on the inside but still putting on a show everyday for the sake of everyone around you. i dont want to pretend anymore, i just wanna disappear

[@뿌리릿]

가사로 힘들다고.. 말했는데 못알아봐서 미안해요.. 힘들다고 가사로말했는데.. 도와주지못해 미안해요 .. 진짜 행복해야되요 .. 힘들었던거만큼 이제는 쉬시고 행복해야되요 !!.. 원하는노래 부르고싶은노래 ..맘껏하면서 .. 언제나응원할게요 !!.. 진짜로 사랑해요 ㅠㅠ

[@oh_peach]

다시 태어난다면 그때는 세상 누구나 원하는 평범한 생활을 살고 자연사로 행복하게 잘 살다가길 바랄께.

[@ilada230795]

The lyrics is so deep😣 Feel like crying ~ So well written 👍🏼 And Taeyeon's voice makes the song more emotional😢 I started to like shinee like long time ago but didn't really was a fan but I geuss I am now because of Jonghyun oppa He's so talented as singer and songwriter! 🙂 Thank you for sharing this beautiful translation ^.^ Jonghyun oppa Hwaiting !!✌🏼

[@rebeccaeunike]

Icey Zaza :(((((((((((

[@eu2145]

😢

[@yoongissmirk6735]

actually crying while listening to this now.:( rest in peace jonghyun

[@takinoordinarykitty6961]

Its hurts too much listening to this song rn. #ripJonghyun😭

[@thubon23]

Icey Zaza R.I.P. Jonghyun

[@KittyCattyHouse]

Jongyun,Sulli,Hara are gone. This is so hard to take in even after months. We have to protect our idols because we don't know what will happen in the future. These idols we love are also humans and have feeling's,we have to be kind to them protect them💜

[@stannct6134]

It's hard even after years.

[@umaryousaf37]

It’s sad that most people have reduced this song down to some sad monologue of Jjong’s life. Can we also acknowledge how beautifully he conveyed the notion of two lovers growing distant from one another as their love fades over time? Don’t make his whole life about that one struggle he had, he was so much more than that and it’s so damn frustrating to see his legacy become this way.

[@winterbreeze5648]

True, how he reminded us so beautifully about the importance of communication. Not only between lovers, but also friends. I just released now that i had lost a friend of my because of misunderstanding. He always had a way with lyrics.

[@수진-j8w]

종현오빠... 아직도 믿기지가 않아요 제가 진짜 팬이엿는데...이렇게 가시면 저는 어떻게요 지금도 이 노래를 들으면서 몇십번이나 울엇는데... 미안해요 진짜 내가ㅠ 알아주지 못해서 많이 힘들어서 그런 선택을 하셧다고 생각할게요...오빠 하늘에서도 저희 잊지말아주세요 죽을때까지 전 오빠 절대 안잊어요 그니까 오빠 편히 쉬시고 가서는 편하게 계시길 바랄게요 오빠..ㅜㅜㅜ 진짜 사랑해요 ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ

[@kaezear1]

I cried a lot after listening to this song knowing that this piece contain simple yet meaningful lyrics. We love you Jonghyun you may rest in peace love thank you for giving smiles to us (supporters) for sharing your music and experiences you will always be in our hearts.

[@junwhoji]

이 노래 듣고 싶어서 왔어 사랑해 보고싶어 김종현

[@사랑해-y8i]

하염없이 외로운데, 아무도 나를 모르는 곳에가서 있고싶음. 나는 진짜 자존감 높은편이라고 생각했는데, 인간관계 생각할때마다 피곤하고 조용히 사라지고싶음. 나는 아싸인데도 이래.

[@eunhye5415]

나도

[@머여-b2n]

나도..

[@돈갚아칠덕아]

진짜 너무 공감된다..

[@challenge5749]

아..눈물나네.. 내 마음 같으네..괜찮은 척.. 혼자 삭히면서 견뎌내고 살다보면 긴 인생도 후딱 지나가는데... 좀 더 견뎌주지..좀 더 싸워보지..아까운 나이에 얼마나 절망적이고 힘들었으면...부디 행복하길

[@흐헿-g6o]

종현님이 만드신 곡들의 가사 하나하나가 모두 유서같네요..이렇게 자신이 힘든걸 대놓고 알렸음에도 의심한번 해보지 못한 제가 후회스럽습니다. 가사가 정말 종현님의 이야기였다는것을 떠난 후에야 알게 되어 죄송합니다. 종현님이 이세상을 떠나기 전에 고생이많으세요,수고하셨어요,힘내세요 라는 너무나도 쉬운 이 세 문장을 말해드리지 못한것도 정말 죄송합니다 종현님 영상 또는 기사에서 응원의 댓글들을 많이 남기고 다녔더라면 그 댓글중에 종현님이 하나라도 보셨다면 더 힘낼수 있었을텐데요..눈치채지 못해 죄송합니다.타팬이지만 종현님이 떠나가시기 전의 샤이니 활동 모두 기억하고 샤이니는 5명=온유,민호,종현,키,태민이라는 것을 기억하겠습니다. 남은 사람들은 너무나도 슬프지만 종현님은 하늘에서라도 마음편히 계셨으면 좋겠습니다. 일생을 착하고 바르게 사셨으니 하늘에서 분명히 천사가 되셨을 것 같네요..마지막으로 삼가고인의 명복을 빕니다 잊지 않겠습니다

[@toobam128]

I knew he had depression, but I didn’t take it as seriously as I should’ve. I didn’t know that it was so severe. If only he got help from a good doctor that didn’t blame it on his personality. I hope that his suffering is over now, and I hope he is happy. You did well Jonghyun 🌹 Stay strong my fellow Shawols ❤️

[@aurorabazor449]

@Girl I don't think that's something to laugh about. I also don't see where you're coming from. ??

[@ohsweetea]

@@aurorabazor449 ^^ exactly

[@headwound]

*_RIP_* Another angel lost to a deadly disease that people fail to take seriously. There's so many idols i'm worried about and just like Jonghyun in this song, they keep showing us undeniably clear hints that they're not ok. This song doesn't sound like just a melancholic song, it's sounds so personal! Yet no one who can actually do something about it does nothing. If you feel like you failed Jonghyun for not being able to help him, just know i and many others feel the same but don't blame yourself. Besides Jonghyun, I've seen GD do this lately. But no one seems to help him either. His whole album he talks about how now that he has everything he ever wanted he still feels lonely. Im not trying to make this about anyone else bc this is purely about Jonghyun but i hope people would learn to see that this is what happens when no one helps and just ignores these clear signs. Jonghyun is also talking about loneliness. Idols are human too and their big following probably just makes it harder for them to seek help when ppl just assume that they must be doing well considering the fame. For now, keep Jonghyun and his family, SHINee, and shawols in your mind and prayers, because this is about him. But I hope from now on when you see signs like this, try to make others people see it too bc one fan can't really do anything alone.

[@EyeSnipeYou]

Jiq There are people that help him and people that try, I think you just fail to realize that it doesn't feel enough to someone who is suffering as such. It never does. Clearly you can have all the support and everything in the world, but that's just never enough.

[@headwound]

Please don't tell me what i fail to realize. It is different to everyone, it can be enough for some but we don't know Jonghyun personally. I wouldn't have left this comment if i didn't know what i was talking about. I have bipolar and before i got diagnosed and medicated i attempted suicide, but obviously survived. I can only talk for myself but sometimes it can help.

[@윤창현-b9b]

힘든 시간은 어차피 다 지나가고, 돌이켜 보면 정말 별 일 아닌 일처럼 느껴지는 법이다. 혼자 세상을 살아가는 것 같지만 당신은 결코 혼자가 아니란 사실을 이미 알고 있고, 멀리서 찾는 것 보단 가까운 곳에 늘 작은 행복이 있다.

[@jhoanniej6304]

sung this for my friends and I'm hoping they would open up more. i don't mind staying up late for their rants because I'm very much willing to listen. jonghyun and taeyeon are unrivaled vocalists in kpop. thank you for this masterpiece.

[@sreyarnair]

I wish u were my frnd :(

[@jhoanniej6304]

@@sreyarnair awww let's be friends!

[@sreyarnair]

@@jhoanniej6304 yess 🤧🤧

[@SARAH-rk7zs]

Now his voice is really only going to be heard on music...I just can't stop crying...

[@jodohnyajefrinichol7298]

He always take Taeyeon to sing with him . He really like Taeyeon so much . Hope Taeyeon Unnie will be okay and stronger than other ❤ #YouAreNotAlone

[@jeankimberlyrobledo4262]

Ita Fatmawati are they in a relationship?? Just asking ...

[@jodohnyajefrinichol7298]

Jean Kimberly Robledo no, they are family . They are like brother and sister :)

[@kanadevenna2310]

Ita Fatmawati but it did seem that Jonghyun started developing feelings for her towards the end but he probably knew he was going to end his own life at the same time...

[@lalexxx]

charisse la la la world He kept singing with her and this song even was written for Taeyeon because both of them are the same. They understand each other.

[@baberuth6]

charisse la la la world UM YOUR REALL STUPID😂😂

[@rynselgalang5030]

Jonghyun and taeyeon are both great singers and they have a nice blending of voices

[@heyitsme2057]

This song really hits home for me. I’ve struggled with various mental problems for so long and this song is very relatable to me. It hurts more knowing that Jonghyun lost the fight, the same fight that I’m fighting. But he makes me want to try and be stronger. To try and get better. Depression is a sickness and it’s time the world started treating it like it is. It’s shameful that everyone with depression feels like they need to be hiding their problems. The truth is, you can’t hide forever, and eventually, it eats you away completely.

[@azmyzainurrahmailmassafa1927]

Here after hearing about sulli :''''(( Taeyeon, Jonghyun, Sulli. All of them have a depression. I hope taeyeon will be strong. I know it's hard for her :"""( Rest in peace, Jjong, Sulli...

[@최서희-n2y]

종현아 .. 종현아 .. 보고싶어 ,, 너 보고싶어 ..

[@옹옹-l8i]

오사비오고비 ㅠㅠ 진짜 보구싶네여ㅠㅠ

[@loooooooommmn]

오사비오고비 우리가 너무 아파하고 힘들어한다면 거기서도 종현오빠가 더 힘들꺼에요 우리가 오랫동안 기억해주고 .. 많이 사랑해주면 더 좋을꺼같아요 ..

[@최서희-n2y]

옆집소녀 [해피니스] 그쳐 ..

[@최서희-n2y]

아나디 정말 2개의 감정으로 나뉘는거 같아요.. 언제는 정말 보고싶고 이게 다 거짓말인거 같고 계속 노래 불러줬으면 좋겠다면 또 다르게 보면 거기서 편했으면 좋겠고.. 그것 때문이 미치겠네요..

[@0sanitychief834]

You cannot recover from Anxiety by just staying calm You cannot recover from Depression by just being Positive.you cannot recover From anorexia nervosa by just Eating more. If mental illnesses were that Simple we woudnt be Struggling in the first place

[@123-v7d]

많이 힘들었던 걸 이렇게 티 내고 있다는 사실을 이제야 알아서 너무 미안하단 생각밖에 안 든다 얼마나 힘들었을지 가늠이 안 되지만 그래도 기꺼이 간 그곳에서는 제발 행복했으면 좋겠다 더이상 힘들지 말고

[@neunjangmi9494]

그러나 우리는 그의 출발을 존중하고 기억해야합니다.

[@user-ny9hu6kx1y]

종현아 보고싶어...눈물이안멈춰....

[@user-ny9hu6kx1y]

돌아와 종현아...나 안놓아줄거야...

[@곤듀님-p6w]

박승민 안놓아준다고 정작 안갈수 있었을까요 :) 조심히 갈수 있게 이젠 놓아주는게 맞는거에요 자신의 선택이였으니깐요, 밤 하늘에 가장 빛나는 하나의 별이 되어있을꺼에요

[@BTS-kr6hp]

종현아...다음 생에는 정말 행복하게 편하게 살길 바래

[@나리-j9d]

종현님의 목소리를 영상으로만 들어야된다는게 너무슬프네여~ 정말팬이였는데... 갑작스런 비보소식듣고 많이울었어요~ 저위에서도 아무고통없이 저멋찐목소리로 노래하면서 즐겁게 지내고계셧으면 좋겠습니다 다시한번 삼가고인의명복을빕니다.. 어느순간부터 이노래가 저랑 비슷하다는걸 느꼈습니다 좋은노래만들어주신 종현님께 감사드립니다!

[@rxbbxt_]

앞으로는 듣지 못할 종현님의 목소리 ... 잊지 않겠습니다 ,,

[@wisp4704]

i can't stop listening to this song, and i don;t believe i ever will. i don't think anything has described how i felt, this song makes me feel like there's someone who feels how i feel? he's never gone in my heart. knowing that he's watching over us doesn't make me feel lonely. Jonghyun wrote music people could relate to. he gave me hope and that's why i love him. i'll always say this over and over again. thank you jonghyun for your music, for your hard work and dedication. thank you so much

[@chinog1666]

It’s not real You’re still alive Right now you’re going to bed safely Wrapped around soft cover blankets Not a worry in your mind I hoped to wake up and find out you’re not gone I hoped to wake up and everyone Sighing in relief because you were saved Not crying because you were gone How do I say this without crying? You are a very important part in my life I can’t let you go like this It can’t end like this Please please don’t go like this I can’t do this without you

[@kayerecio6403]

Selena Gallardo you can do it! We all can - he might not be here with us, but I know that wherever he is right now, he is happier and so he wants us to be happy as well, and support each other more. Please, if you need someone to talk to I'm here - many of us are.

[@threedott7162]

the lyrics make more sense to me now. at first, i thought it was somewhat insensitive, but maybe that's due to the translations (which may not be accurate for cultural or linguistic reasons). now, seeing this from a perspective where im depressed and feel alone, it makes more sense I guess. In my interpretation, it seems like both a conversation between 2 people. there are 2 people w their own sufferings in their life that makes them depressed. because of their issues, they feel isolated, because they fear "what if someone cant relate to me?" or "what if my problems are a hindrance or a drag to deal with?" Jonghyun said that he hoped this song could be for those in times of pain. he made this song as a tool of comfort for people who have no outlet to express their sadness in everyday life. in that sense, its a beautiful and comforting song. it fits who jonghyun is, a down to earth person who puts those he loves before himself. he's incredibly aware of important issues, and as a figure that tackled mental illnesses, this fits him. tw // reference of dec 18 . . . in fact, this Is who he truly is. I wish people would remember him that way instead of the way the media portrays him :/ . . . . thank you jonghyun. it comforts me in times of stress, pain, and times where i feel lost in life. (especially with this pandemic and complete isolation from all my friends.) Also a quick note: sorry if my interpretation doesnt make sense. the song was playing while i was writing and it kinda distracted me lolol :P

[@mvc1412]

It hurts so much to think we lost a wonderful human like Jonghyun. But it hurts more that even tho he reached for help, he didn't find the right person. At least he's not suffering anymore. Let's always remember him as the cheerful person he was. Let's not forget him. RIP.

[@eryxsky]

I love you Jonghyun. We should've realised earlier. I'm sorry. But thank you for everything. I love you.

[@EyeSnipeYou]

exo loviee there were people who realized, because he was very public about his thoughts and how he was feeling. There were people who gave him support and wanted to help him, it just wasn't enough, at least it didn't feel like anything to him, that is

[@eryxsky]

no i meant like during the recent times, at his concert when he looked at all the shawols who were there, it was like he was memorising them

[@symphonychakma8988]

I came here after the news and god do I relate to this song so much. I hope Jonghyun is happier wherever he is. It feels surreal. Some part of me doesn't want to accept the news and the other part of me has already accepted it.

[@jeenathapa3572]

I can't believe Jonghyun is no more.........I wish I was there for him when he was having the toughest time of his life........I wish I could turn back time and stop this from happening in any possible way.......

[@kylie7279]

To Haters, Come out of the screen, show your so called beautiful face, show your vocals, lose your weight, diet like hell, don't date anyone, keep a long distance from opposite gender, try to get public and see how some hate comments feel like, try to sing, dance and play instruments at the same time, try to stay away from family, sleep as less as you can.... Easy enough right? Ohhh man I forgot you all are god of perfection. I don't know if you all are supposed to be called human after what you do to this people who are trying to pursue their dream and they are willing to stand beyond your hate, you all can't even stand the hate of your colleagues, classmates or family member but still being a whole stranger to someone you are trying to harass them. What you do online is enough to see you all behind the bar because this could easily be a cyber harassment for sure. *You aren't even doing 1% OF THING WHAT THEY DO FOR YOU* You can speak hate about them, but try to keep it to yourself afterall even I can't love everyone in my life but I seriously don't let it be a burden to other because it is my feelings and has nothing to do with them. To Sasaengs, If you are adult then you might not love invasion of your privacy. You don't love it when someone touches your personal belongings or someone creepily sees you and somes in front of you in a very inappropriate manner. But you all still do this kind of things to them (idols). You are seriously making your idol feel bad to be known by you and regrets being himself/ herself To fans, You all are really respectful, thanks to support them in every way and love them but yeah some of you are shippers too. Try to accept that not every idols feel okay what you do with them. Please keep supporting their hard work and dreams. It is really a moment to be proudest that your idol achieve his dreams with your love and help. Kim Nam Joon : Haters gon' hate players gon' play live your life man. +Me: Because hating someone is waste of time. Try achieve your dreams we will stand by you when you become the one you want. Rather than being a murder of a person, his dreams, his love, his coming future and your clean status of being good. It is less ruder than what you all do on internet so don't bash me at all.

[@문지원-p3t]

종현님 노래 들으면 특히 감성을 건드리는 노래.. 진짜 사람 마음을 잘 꺼내는 노래를 했구나 라는 생각을 하게 되요.. 가사 하나하나도 너무 공감되면서 슬프고 치유되는 말들이고.. 그렇기에 너무 힘드셨던건 아닐까 마음이 아파요. 그때는 마냥 멜로디만 좋다고 생각했는데 조금 더 알게 된후에 노래를 들을 때는 정말정말 좋은노래고 슬픈 노래라는걸 느끼게 됬어요.. 수고하셨고 좋은노래 만들어 주셔서 감사합니다.. 조금 더 있다가 조금 더 좋은 노래 만들어 주시고 조금더 행복하다가 가시지 .. 너무 이른 이별에 가신 후에 종현님의 가치를 알게 된 저로써는 아쉽고 슬프고 미안하네요. 부디 거기선 아프지마시고 외롭지 마시길 바랄게요

[@지나가는에리-w8m]

노래를 들으면 어딘가에 있을것만 같은데 더 이상 우리 곁에 없다는게 아직까지 실감이 안나고 믿어지지가 않네요...부디 좋은곳으로 가서 그곳에선 해보고싶던 일 다하면서 웃으면서 지내길...

[@jisug1489]

다른 사람한테 혹여라 짐이 될까 본인의 힘듦을 너무 혼자서만 쟁여온 게 아닐까. 이렇게 간접적으로 표현했는데..안타깝습니다

[@iii1410]

Jisoo Gwak 종현이 너무나 착해서 ㅠㅠㅜ 넘 슬퍼요

[@N779XW]

삼가 고인의 명복을 빕니다. 북두칠성을 빛내는 하나의 별이 되길..

[@mihika2907]

"i worry that i'm a baggage to you, that i'm too much" These lyrics just hit me so hard everytime. I just hope people around me don't think like that, I just want them to know they can rely on me... I wasn't even a Shawol but I respected him and everything... I know that time I was sick and when my friend told me about what happened I couldn't believe it... I couldn't believe that we had lost such an amazing human being, a true artist too... But Jonghyun, you are always there with us, a part of you we carry in our hearts, a part of you these songs carry, a part of you every person who had ever known you carry.. You are always there.... RIP Jonghyun. We hope you're doing great wherever you are.

[@alwaysbwithu]

The thing about depression is it’s different for everybody. And by different I mean that for some people it can be severe and for others, it can be less. Regardless it still hurts no matter how intense, and nobody can invalidate anybody elses’ pain. I can relate to so many of Jonghyun’s feelings and emotions that he conveys through his music and when he spoke about what he was going through, and sometimes I impossibly wish I could have been his close friend and tried to support him, but he will always be with us in more ways than one. He lives in our hearts and through his music and his memory will always, always be alive.

[@민경-m6h]

힘든거 몰라줘서 미안해 널 잃고 이렇게 후회해봤자 소용없는데. 다 아는데 지금 나 너무 숨 막히고 가슴이 답답하고 너무 공허해 미안해 알아봐주지 못해서 미안해 혼자둬서 부디 그곳에선 행복해야해

[@syarifahkhadijah7806]

Thankyou Johnghyun for making a lot of people realize how to treat idol better next time.I believe many will be more careful now with their words.Please support your idol no matter what they want to do.Dating or disband,let them choose their way. Love you Jonghyun.

[@안젤리나-w7p]

이렇게 우리에게 힘들다고 얘기하고 있었는데 알아주지 못해서 미안해 하늘에서는 짐 같은건 다 내려놓고 자유로워 지길바랄게 그리고 다음에는 더 행복하게 오래오래 살았으면 좋겠어 사랑해 종현아

[@giovannao.p.7591]

their voices match so well, both so sweet and filled with emotion

[@Arifaisal1876]

We lost best artist best idol best songwriter best soloist best vocalist best brother best dad best friend best boyfriend RIP

[@2굠]

예전에는 다른 사람한테 털어놓고 위로하면 되겠지 했는데 지금은 나아질지 희망도 없고 나를 진실되게 좋아해주는 사람이 없어서 말도 못하고 말해도 진실이 아니니 필요가 없고 말 해도 진실된 사람이 없다는걸 아니까 희망도 없고 그냥 여기에 없고 싶다

[@neunjangmi9494]

이것은 나와 너, 그리고 종현의 느낌이다. 결국 우리는 슬픔의 수수께끼를 빚어냅니다. 아무런 접착제도 끼지 않을 수 있습니다. 결국, 조수가 우리를 들어 올릴 때 우리가 할 일은 모두 부서지고 익사하기 때문입니다.

[@user-qq3pn1gf4c]

저랑 같은 마음이시네요.. 진실된 마음, 진실된 대화..딱 그거하나 바라는데 사람들은 왜 다들 그렇게 욕심들이 많은지..하.. 그래놓고 저만 탓하네요..

[@졸귀탱-u1i]

세상 사람들 모두 그런 느낌들은 한번씩은 꼭 겪는거 같네요......모두 힘내시구! 기운내시길 바랄게여 ㅠ ㅜ ㅠ 그래도 죽는것 보단 사는게 더 의미 있으니까요

[@킹-z5i]

내맘이랑 같네요 세상 혼자인 ㅠ

[@LYC-hp9nu]

개똥밭에 굴러도 이승이 났다고 합니다 17년밖에 살지 않았지만 저도 제 진심을 들어줄 사람이 없어 힘들었던 적이 있습니다 어쩌면 지금도요 그래서 감히 괜찮냐고 물어볼 수가 없네요 괜찮지 않으니까 그래도 우리 잘 버텨봐요 지금은 비록 지치고 희망이 없어보이지만 묵묵히 살아가보면 언젠가 환하게 웃을 수 있는 날이 오지 않을까요? 언젠가 진실된 아름다운 세상을 볼 수 있지 않을까요? 힘드시겠지만 힘내봐요 우리

[@pradyaafittrikasih7898]

The lyrics 😭😭😭😭 Jonghyun

[@Ian-jx7mm]

"We're together but we're not walking together." I feel like he's trying to tell us that even though he isn't walking with us on the earth, that he is still here, with us. RIP Jonghyun, you will be missed angel. 💕💞 I hope you rest well, you deserve it. 💞 #RIPJonghyun

[@ninaweng1033]

DnP Mcr Fob P!atd Are The Best I think he is trying to say that he and taeyeon are both in depression but are going to walk different paths, he chose suicide while taeyeon hasn't chosen yet.

[@thedarkqueen9329]

If you read the lyrics it sounds like a convo between taeyeon and 🕊Jonghyun🕊. Jonghyun wrote this song to tell Taeyeon to be more open about her feelings. Now you are sadder.🕊😭

[@meigui_]

I hate that people keep writing rude things about these two AMAZING idols. Some people are blaming Jonghyun and saying suicide isn't the way, etc. Also a whole lot of people are bashing Taeyeon for basically everything she does. It's not their fault. Depression is serious. I may not have experienced it. But I've read about it and I can't even imagine how HORRIBLE it must be.....it must be dreadful. It isn't just feeling sad and lonely. And people aren't overreacting. It's SERIOUS. It's feeling horrible, useless, not worth, it basically dead inside and out. No one should go through that. Ever. It's a horrible thing. No matter who you are. I hate that people keep writing rude things about these two AMAZING idols. Some people are blaming Jonghyun and saying suicide isn't the way, etc. Also a whole lot of people are bashing Taeyeon for basically everything she does. It's not their fault. Depression is serious. I may not have experienced it. But I've read about it and I can't even imagine how HORRIBLE it must be.....it must be dreadful. It isn't just feeling sad and lonely. And people aren't overreacting. It' SERIOUS. It's feeling horrible, useless, not worth it, basically dead inside and out. No one should go through that. Ever. It's a horrible thing. No matter who you are. Where you live. What you look like. And what culture, race, gender, age you are. Your worth it. Idols have feelings just like every single human on this planet. So treat them right. I've also seen those angry/wild fan videos. How RUDE. Treat them right. But this isn't about that. This is about the unfortunate loss of the most wonderful, talented, handsome and kind person there ever was. Jonghyun. I may not be a huge SHINee fan. But I care for each and every kpop idol. No matter what group. Cause they are all human. It must've been difficult for Jonghyun to live up to those crazy high standards. He couldn't bare it. But he fought. For us. For his band members. His agency. His friends. His family......makes me cry 😢😢😢😢. So guys instead of hating on them. Love them. Care for them and support them. Please. They're human. They have feelings and a heart too. I just wanna send a whole BUNCH of love to the SHINee's fans and the group it's self. Also take into account that Korea's suicide rate is one of the worst. Their acceptance of people with mental health issues are horrible. That's another factor to take into account. Just listening to this song makes me feel so sad. Anyways, much love to you all. Each and everyone of you is worth it. Your the best. Your funny. Your amazing. You are worth it! Much love guys. -Kawaiiqueen24 💜🐼😊💎✨