Jonghyun (SHINee) - Y si fuera Ella (Eng sub)

[@day-k9373]

For anyone who's confused, ''Hye-ya'' means he's talking to a girl named Hye and the addition of ''ya'' is a Korean way of talking to someone you're close with.

[@itzelaidehernandezcortez4259]

Eirado5 are you sure? Because the original song says 'Ella', which means "her". It sounds like he's saying that.

[@michyaz2924]

Itzel You're right!

[@day-k9373]

I am sure, he changed the lyrics to make it fit to the Korean language, you wont find a Korean girl named Ella.

[@marianarp02]

But "Ella" isn't a name unless you are pronouncing it as 'El--la' because "Ella"(pronounced "E--ya") is Spanish for 'she'/'her'. So, I'm pretty sure you wouldn't find someone named "She" in Spanish in Latin countries either.

[@day-k9373]

Mariana Rodriguez Cool, but still, "her" in spanish wouldn't fit the lyrics in this version

[@luizah1104]

Not a single person in this industry has ever beaten this performance

[@kibumk9843]

LITERALLY

[@ArirangAlone]

I agree

[@lina6994]

AND NO ONE WILL EVER BEAT IT

[@هالةكاظمخضير]

As much I love him, but I actually think Kyuhyun made the best version of this song

[@ArirangAlone]

@@هالةكاظمخضير Kyuhyun performance was extremely good ngl

[@morpyna7593]

he wasn't just kpop idol *he was an artist*

[@-banxna_mlk-751]

He was a legend

[@morpyna7593]

yes

[@ramamalkawi8469]

A true legend

[@dUlcEkARiNiItA]

The best, in my opinion 😭💙😇

[@porsiemprejonghyun6439]

Forever Jonghyun.

[@hannakathrine5019]

Just missing him right now. Please don't stop remembering him and commenting here to honor his memory. He deserves that.

[@twice-tu4rc]

None will ever forget him

[@letsrollthediceyeah]

he is also more than a memorial

[@MariaMaria-sp2yx]

How can we forget him when he performed this masterpiece ! no one till this day in kpop came close to this performance

[@mittenvonscrufflears7233]

I cried before, but after his death listening to this made me cry even more 😭😭😭 This is literally on my songs that make me start crying playlist

[@фейхоаа]

​@@mittenvonscrufflears7233 он умер сегодня...

[@Buuyaaaa]

If the doctors ever tell me I only have 4 minutes and 18 seconds left to live I’ll tell them to put this on

[@miffypoet]

real

[@studyvana]

Nah even if it's less I'll hold on just to listen to this

[@johnmaughan3838]

I’m really sry for that

[@_xhep4estus._]

that’s so real, this performance is everything

[@AngelynCL]

He's not just singing. You can feel his emotions he is telling a story.

[@sofia-yi7kq]

Fr

[@lolano3392]

Who makes a song like this without experiencing something like this

[@whereiswhitten]

YEARS LATER STILL HOLDS THE SAME WEIGHT

[@fastlearn7468]

It feels different when he said : I don’t want to live in the lyric and then he committed…

[@samantha7549]

@@lolano3392he didn’t make this song, it’s a cover

[@amanix10]

THIS is called performing. The raw emotions, the bullet wound's symbolism, his beautiful voice. I miss you.

[@DDDD-tx8xc]

😭😭😭😭☹️☹️☹️😥😥😥😥😢😢😢😢

[@yan_n00dles19]

What does the bullet wound symbolize?

[@amanix10]

@@yan_n00dles19 getting shot in the heart is a metaphor for the pain of his heartbreak because the girl left.

[@JoGray1987]

Makes me cry every time I hear it and more so now. I miss him too x

[@OrnellaVanoni12]

Try to change "Heyya" for hapiness when he sings.. the song will reveal what he was really feeling... ( I don't want to live...u.u) loneliness...sadness...think abuot it....

[@deemaaa8977]

I really have never never seen anybody can sing like this with all this emotions. He let me feel the song without translating

[@deemaaa8977]

Rest in peace jonghyun 💛😔😇

[@taeyeon.shinee.atz.vctn.da3071]

Agree💔

[@Blue-wt9qi]

@@SerenityQuartz44 bruh we r braising him .. y r u mentioning other artists here ..

[@claud8478]

@@SerenityQuartz44 at least can you respect Jonghyun?

[@jsshdyg1301]

@@SerenityQuartz44 just stop. Taeyeon is a great singer but mentioning her here is unnecessary

[@1girl2sweet]

Who's listening to this in 2023? This performance never fails to make me cry. You are so so missed Jonghyun. You were amazing. ❤R.I.P.

[@raduxd9921]

O ascult zilnic!❤❤❤

[@Lockeyloves]

Me

[@QenaitheCustodianGuard]

At least once a month for years, rest in peace.

[@ncumisambense2751]

I'm listening alright. This is a hit of course

[@winona8577]

Me 💕

[@Lele-gm4um]

He outsang the entire industry. I think that he’s the best vocalist of all time in kpop.

[@arissarox]

Hard agree.

[@joohyunsview5332]

not just kpop, but the entire music industry.

[@BinuriUththaraRanasinghe]

Facts

[@juliennees]

yep

[@zakariaghelid1158]

Is true

[@woooy-k5d]

Rather than remembering him because of his tragic death, lets remember him as one of (if not the best) vocalists in K-POP history.

[@d0mo233]

UP!

[@Raw7771]

yes he definitely is I love him so much💙

[@kibumk9843]

WRD!!! 💙💙💙

[@anonima7958]

What happened to him? And he was a solist?

[@woooy-k5d]

@@anonima7958 Jonghyun took his own life a couple years ago. He is a member of SHINee. A lot of non-shawols(not shinee fans) use him and his death for clicks and views. They pretend they are fans for sympathy when they aren’t. This has caused a lot of stigma and people don’t realize how talented our boy is.

[@Suxheuaqj]

His emotional explosion and power is TOTALLY another level. There are quite a lot of singers covering his song, but never reach his Energy and thickness of emotion through the voice.

[@cynthiaa6652]

Yes!! I've heard all versions as well and not one of them is as beautiful has his

[@lennyjenkins9931]

@@cynthiaa6652 Alejandro Sanz and David Bisbal is leagues above though? Alejandro Sanz being the originator of the song.

[@chip1082]

@@lennyjenkins9931ok

[@malaknajla]

This is not his song

[@lennyjenkins9931]

@@malaknajla It's baffling how many people believe this cover is better than the original

[@maddyyyyyyg]

Considering how he passed, watching this performance is really heartbreaking. His emotion behind his vocals is on point and his body language in the whole performance tells a story that a lot of pop artists can't fully express like he did here. Rest in Peace Jonghyun 🩷

[@A-Ra1111]

This was the time he broke up with his girlfriend due to fan pressure

[@beatrizxa]

​@@A-Ra1111sources?

[@keyland_]

He just puts so, so much emotion into his singing, he always did, he seemed to do everything with so much raw, unfettered emotion, and that what was so endearing and so amazing to me, in my opinion. He was such an incredible man.

[@jel0neczek1]

Still crying my eyes out while listening to this masterpiece He is truly a legend

[@ionyxist]

@Sena Kutlu don't be like that, remember him by all the nice things he left us please

[@anabekic7192]

HE STILL IS A LEGEND

[@tacutacu0708]

Try the original song. Y si fuera ella , from Alejandro Sanz

[@Ftrouble]

We all miss him peeps🙏🏻😭

[@loremolnar8934]

Same

[@xatato2066]

Almost 3 years passed and his loss is still like uncurable wound to me....

This is something I will never forget. I feel guilty. Like we didn't do enough, give him enough love to keep going 😔

[@bealiimaaa]

@Archie NyarK// what??? this is serious? i am in the fandom for almost 2 years and have never heard that this happened

[@daisidixon1419]

@Archie NyarK when was this proved? because I know a lot of reasons that resulted in the incident on december 18th. him dating someone was not one of them.

[@dinamartin5333]

@@daisidixon1419 Could you possibly name all the reasons? I’m kinda new..

[@daisidixon1419]

@@dinamartin5333 His suicide note is online. You can read that. But even besides the stuff he mentions in the note, there were other factors he hinted at too. For example, there is a video where Taemin talks about Jonghyun's future and what he wished for him (before he died). In the video, Jonghyun breaks down crying and says people don't know the real him and that people are cruel to him and spread rumors. He was suffering from hate even though he did nothing. But he thought his fans didn't know the real him either. He thought we only saw the positive sides of him. In my opinion, I think he got stuck in his own head. If he really thought we wouldn't like the "real him" as he worded it, then the love he received from us would have seemed unintentionally fake. If people were being disgusting and hating on him for things he didn't even do, then he must have felt like no one really knew the true him. And his therapist telling him there was nothing he could do to help probably made him hopeless. It breaks my heart to realize how much pain he was in and how fame literally destroyed him. He loved music so much. It wasn't even fame he wanted, he just wanted to make music. It makes me sick to my stomach when I think about the way things turned out. His dream literally trapped him and suffocated him until he couldn't breathe anymore and didn't want to. It's not fair. He deserved so much better than that.

[@lamiah.2938]

*When listening to this I just think of how unfair the world is*

[@riahlexington]

:((( I know.

[@jocelynalvarado1945]

He a-actually d-ied in my birthday 😔😔😔😞😞

[@riahlexington]

@@jocelynalvarado1945 I’m sorry...

[@sukainahaider6979]

So true......he will always be in our hearts

[@Enfjscrolling]

The world doesn't assist those who severely, seriously need the help. We lost such a loud and beautiful soul. I'm so upset with how the world is.

[@shineecaratland7]

happy 34th birthday Jonghyun. i’m so disappointed i didn’t find out about SHINee sooner because all they have done is brought nothing but happiness to my life. i remember watching this video on tiktok and thinking this is one of the best covers i’ve ever watched. since finding out about SHINee i have found out what a amazing talented, hilarious, gorgeous and kind person you are. every time i listen to this song i can’t help but start sobbing. the emotion and talent in this performance alone shows what an incredible artist you are. thank you for your existence that left a massive mark on everyone who knew you. your talent and legacy will not be forgotten and you will continue to receive from shawols. we love you and will forever. ❤

[@niniverse.___]

3 years and I still love him more than I love myself

[@Enfjscrolling]

:'( remember to love yourself too though okay? You're worthy of love and I don't want what happened to him to happen to you. So stay safe and take care of yourself alright? 💜 I hope Jonghyun rests in peace

[@semaaa1563]

Same

[@meooorw8801]

;~;

[@analuciabarrera2967]

Cómo lo extraño

[@Everyone_woo1707]

I got into kpop around March of last year and when I found out the artists who’s songs I liked the most who’s voice I thought is amazing isn’t here :/. He’s so precious

[@fatimasaeed5668]

It has been exactly 530 days since jonghyun has passed away. Can we take a minute to appretiate everything jonghyung has done for us.

[@nikkinotes8813]

Neo Nax 534 and I’m still crying. He deserved more and still does❤️🙏🏼I typically don’t believe in heaven but I hope he’s somewhere where he’s happy

[@Nini-vu4rg]

stoooppppp

[@arrax.tavius]

564💔

[@robertpadua4920]

Damn! What happened to him?...

[@Thereal21-j6e]

Robert Padua he committed suicide :(

[@berraaslan3986]

shinee is still a five-member-group with an angel

[@raborikuvbogie7334]

You speak the truth💝

[@sababajwa93]

❤️5hinee

[@kasturikregek]

Forever

[@maridetecorreia4406]

😢😢😢

[@khelenadevisukham]

Yes,forever and ever .

[@maricelamancino3561]

I dont speak Korean, I speak Spanish and his performance gives me the shivers just like the original sound from AS. It's the passionate way he sings it with, well done!

[@Rinadharb98]

Its been damn four years The line" i don't want to live" hits different everytime

[@milkdrinker117]

😔

[@dhjends]

I started crying

[@hannah-yo6to]

HE PUT HIS ENTIRE SOUL INTO THIS PERFORMANCE ITS SO BEAUTIFUL

[@selinataman2505]

Its so sad that i started loving this man so much, after he died

[@pr3ttychr1ssyy]

Same..

[@paniz8887]

Same :)💔

[@carochamaquita]

x2 :'(

[@alir5283]

don’t worry about that (: just remember how much he impacted the industry and continue to spread his legacy and name around with pure love, doesn’t matter when you stanned

[@onyinyechiuche6397]

We are many like this

[@weiying3237]

forever jealous of people who were watching this masterpiece live

[@letsrollthediceyeah]

oh more than jealous, they saw history

[@user-jr1yy3sl3t]

it’s been 1 years since we lost you...i miss you...

[@thehunnibees]

izel aybike :(

[@tarsandaniela549]

😭😭😭

[@harachanek3281]

i miss him sooooo much...

[@instan-yu1hp]

😭😭💔

[@autumnmciver8050]

camp fire he died? 🥺

[@katarina9168]

I feel bad for everyone listening to kpop and not knowing about this

[@regularchallenge...9059]

Same 😭

[@Katunei]

Literally this is one of a kind masterpiece

[@Karina00K]

This is a Spanish song from Alejandro Sanz.

[@aawyd]

@@Karina00K yes but i think they’re talking about how good this cover is

[@johannarose8466]

Indeed... and shinee..the best kpop band ever....

[@mlyo141]

I've never been a fan of Shinee or Jonghyun but after watching this video I realized that we really lost a legend...

[@Hajiki_]

I know this may just sound stupid lmao, but that means a lot to hear. Just knowing people will still come to appreciate everything he was and more - even after welost him. We can NEVER explain to pain and talent we have let go, but.. we'd also like to all say he is still with us; and I will always recommend even now to try and learn more about Shinee! Unless of course they aren't your taste of music, which is understandable since we all have our own tastes etc. But generally, from the entire fandom, just, thank you!

[@sababajwa93]

Bts Taemily that’s cause u r army but shinee is also great

[@kimberlymejia8278]

saba bajwa I don’t think it has anything to do with the fact that the person is army they are just appreciating that jonghyun was an amazing person❤️

[@jennymoon6810]

@@sababajwa93 I'm an army, but I appreciate jonghyun so much. he's one of my biggest inspirations to continue writing. I don't think them being an army means anything..

[@yaritzyherrera4964]

Even tho I wasn't a fully fan of Shinee I really loved their songs and it hurts a lot to know that Shinee lost Jonghyun and I'm always crying for his lost 😔

[@sienan]

i’m still here tbh

[@fr8480]

Bro- I don’t stan shinee but I have heard of this dude and felt so bad for him... but bro.. this guy had some strong vocals. I mean the talent, the raw emotion, I mean everything was there. THIS was a performance. So sad he isn’t here anymore.

[@fr8480]

cake pop yes, I wish I found out about him before it was too late 😔

[@annisaudi]

actually all members of shinee have strong vocals check them out!! they're amazing

[@fr8480]

annissa audi recommended any powerful live performances?

[@porsiemprejonghyun6439]

@@fr8480 stranger, excuse me miss, everybody, encore, i'm whit you, lucifer.

[@fr8480]

Por siempre Jonghyun Thank You❤️ (you scared me for a sec- I though you said “Stranger, Excuse me Miss, Everybody...” I was like oh shoot what did I do?💀

[@mehcleshchelkovich9259]

This video hurts. This video heals. This video is sad. This video is beautiful. This video takes your breath away. This video helps you to breath, when you can't. This video is haunting. This video is magical. This is why... You did so well, Jonghyun.

[@tranle8528]

The lyrics describe exactly the feelings of Shawols and SHINee after he left this world.

[@dongdiyar4742]

Tran Le 💔💔💔💔💔

[@luminous7440]

That's true....

[@carlamariaalvesflorentino3783]

.

[@shinee8874]

😭😭😭😭 i miss him

[@biaamaotulendemais8310]

yeah...

[@MissyBukater]

It's crazy how you can miss someone so much without having ever known or met them. This man was a legend, the Korean Michael Jackson. The word "talented" doesn't even do him justice, he was next level. An amazing poet, singer, artist and a beautiful, beautiful soul. He lives on in all our hearts.

[@youcandoit27]

2 very good people indeed Too kind for this cruel world So talented,it breaks my heart

[@mjj1434]

@MissyBukater - True, and Jonghyun and Taemin both admired Michael Jackson as a great performer. I am a huge fan of Michael Jackson as well.

[@Imix1973]

For me Jonghyun resembled Prince and Taemin resembles Michael Jackson or maybe they both were resembling both in a mix

[@potatoavacadonion1025]

When he sings it feels like he is actually expressing the feelings of the song. The best vocal in KPop history and the most expressive when it comes to putting the feelings of the songs into words. The way he controlled the crowd was incredible. Not just that but he was an amazing person irl, a person who didn't deserve to go through the pain he was going through. I am sad he is not here with us but we should just look back at what he gave us and look forward, forward at the future of SHINee and also the future of the modern 3rd gen kpop and beyond

[@prerana7685]

honestly...i have never heard any live better than this ..his raw voice and with all the feelings.

[@aurazumi]

Especially today, 18 Dec 2017, I miss your voice even more, Jonghyun ah. A whole lot of hearts broke today, including mine. I have loved you and will continue to love you. Your voice was a gift from heaven for us to hear and enjoy... sadly, today heaven has called you back. I hope you're at peace. Leave all the unhappiness... Be free Jonghyun. Thank you for everything and the memories. Always in my heart. #RIPJonghyun

[@litalukita2373]

aurazumi i'm sobbing.. I cant stop my tears...

[@aurazumi]

lita lukita I'm crying too. Hurting and feeling suffocated. But we'll go through this. We have to. Hang in there. ❤️

[@fatemasheta4091]

Every single kpop fan is sad about those news Honelsty I still can't believe that he really left I loved him and still do so much but since I have to accept that sooner or later I wish that he is resting in peace Let's all keep loving him and never forget him He will always be remembered in our heart no matter what

[@inspiritgirl6980]

its happen on my birthday its making me more sad😢😢😢

[@hamse6908]

+Nai Forever Same 18th Dec is my birthday too . I can't believe he's gone 😢

[@zieziana]

I keep coming back here.. It’s nearly 2yrs u left us.. Rest well Jjong..

[@yudeshaveen36]

I do the same . I will miss him forever

[@chel5414]

I dont think he can ever be forgotten I miss him so much

[@khelenadevisukham]

I miss him so much. ❤️

[@Lollipopumyum]

This performance is my Roman Empire it’s a performance that can never be outdone

[@yoyololo3470]

It’s 2019 and I’m still crying :(

[@paigeothen1515]

I cry every time I think of him or see videos of him, but at least I know that I will never forget him. Jonghyun is in my heart forever.

[@teresahernandez4745]

😔😔😢😢😢😢

[@elshimaamohamed3965]

me too 😭😭😭😭

[@kimroro7365]

💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

[@leeyounghee840]

Me...and... I cry

[@sevdess6941]

Now i ask you, “What should we do without you?”. This pain is just too real.

[@lenab.7491]

Jonghyun can express emotions with his voice like no other vocalist. He truly has such a passionate and genuine soul

[@txt.jasmin]

It's 2024 and I'm still listening to this masterpiece of emotions every free minute I have🤍Jjong you're loved.

[@너를꽉끌어안을게]

He played this song at the end of his last concert, when he made his exit after gazing over thousands of his fans telling him not to leave and they love him. That was a week before he returned to his planet, and the look on his face when he watched over his fans was as if saying "yeah. It's beautiful. I've had a nice life with so much of these loving ppl. This had been a nice one after all." His eyes were telling us he was prepared to leave. And he made an exit to this world with this song, whose lyrics exactly fit his fans' hearts. He was a grand artist after all, and his exit scene was the last piece of art he left for his fans. His life as a whole had truly been a grand masterpiece play, held both on stage and back of the stage. I'd never find one more overwhelming yet perfect til the very curtain call.

[@mascotita22]

너를꽉끌어안을게 are you sure this was his last performer?

[@너를꽉끌어안을게]

@@mascotita22 nope, this is one of his early performances, but this song "Hyeya" was the ending bgm for his last concert on 8th and 9th of december 2017.

[@Mariah-ddalgi]

omg I already cried cause it was an amazing performance and song and person, but then after I read this I just started bawling

[@starryjaemin1279]

THIS WAS SO BEAUTIFUL FKSKAJANBS

[@CinnamonEnjoyer25]

you're making me cry omg :''')

[@user-vb4gl]

i'm not even in the fandom and have cried multiple times my heart out. i can't imagine the pain that the people in the fandom must've felt.

[@sooyunaa5543]

It truly was one of the greatest losses in the entire music industry honestly, Jonghyun was a very bright person and he always managed to cheer up everyone, to be honest (a lot of other idols have said this) He was the glue that held idol connections between eachother together. If you were friends with Jonghyun, You were friends with everyone who he was friends with. If you like this performance I recommend listening to Lee Hi's Breathe which was a tribute to Jonghyun, Lonely by Jonghyun and Taeyeon, Gloomy clock by IU and Jonghyun. They truly are great songs made by great artists. For now we carry on thinking about happy memories, Shawol try always to keep it positive under videos of him unless its his birthday or death anniversary, we can let go. Thank you for taking interest in our angel :)

[@lou-anneplm2245]

It's hurts, still crying everytime I thinking about it.

[@ireneadler4972]

It was weird for me to cry over a complete stranger cause whenever someone close to me died i never cried i just feel devoid of emotions.... But i cried for a long time for whose name i never knew, voice i never knew , face i never saw...it took me a long time to finally be able to see his face.... To hear his voice.. To see his funny videos and interaction.. Fancams....... Cause i never liked those emotions i was feeling back then i just couldn't stand coming anywhere near anything related to him....now i feel somehow ticklish whenever i see him........i dont know how to explain...he is special...

[@aliffahzahraviani4545]

u don't have to cry.

[@thebestbeomgyustan7591]

as a mexican. i'm proud he did this cover. his voice just suits the song so well. for those who doesn't know this is originally a spanish song

[@barbaratroncoso9118]

@@we...weweee Alejandro Sanz - Y si fuera ella

[@TheViciousVendetta]

I was so puzzled when I first heard this song 'cause I was like this definitely sounds like a Latino ballad 😅

[@gaby6276]

@@TheViciousVendetta I thought my Spotify was glitching when I heard the first few notes and then saw a k-pop band on the cover. I quickly searched it up and wound up here. I am so devastated to know that this beautiful talented soul is no longer with us. It’s such a powerful, raw, heartbreaking song and you can hear all those emotions in his voice. May he rest in peace.

[@mariohumbertomorfinmarin5173]

Pero la canción es española, no es mexicana, creo que mejor dicho seria "como hispano parlante"

[@lu_baby7]

@@mariohumbertomorfinmarin5173 tienes razón de que es de cantante español, pero como se oía más en los medios mexicanos por eso diría eso

[@Destinytheequeen]

He ate so hard I cry every time I hear this the way he expresses emotions like this I hope future and present idols can learn to do it like him

[@KPOPExplosion]

rest in peace :(

[@dojjaeni7877]

KPOP Explosion this is so heartbreaking

[@muhammadizzat1310]

Very sad & I am still shocked 😭😭😭😭

[@lovelyrosiend7518]

I still can't believe

[@sharifahaimiannesa8846]

Still shocked of what has happened. Hurts me a lot.

[@robetajk8638]

KPOP Explosion

[@MicheleDoenges]

He shared his pain with us in between the lines of so many of his songs, but we were so blind. :(

[@equalsgn]

that's true, he wrote about his struggles in many of his songs but don't say we were blind because he always talked about how he felt openly and did his best to help others, he never hid anything.

[@cinehax7602]

But this song doesn't belong to him :( It is a very famous Spanish song.

[@MicheleDoenges]

@@cinehax7602 he may not have owned it, but he chose to sing it for a reason. We all choose our music for a reason.

[@cinehax7602]

@@MicheleDoenges Yess, his voice and personality are angelical ;)

[@anastasiadavari6823]

@@cinehax7602 SM actually "bought" the song for him so he practically owns the Korean version! (he wrote the korean lyrics himself)

[@lindaqu5977]

Why did I get into him only so long after his death... I really would love to hear his voice more :((((

[@nadeeshauduporuwa3831]

I ask myself the same thing again and again. I have downloaded ALL his albums and listen to them on repeat. But it's never enough.... I wish I knew him earlier. I love him too much!!

[@Angela-xf1xj]

Cuz we never meet an artist like him, so passionate of music, have angelic voice and melt our heart..U hear Jjong, we are still in love with you, day by day you could see many newbie start to be fan of you..Only you could do that..

[@goldenbee-army-of-bts]

Me too.... I cried my eyes out as if I known him for a long time. In November, 19 I got to know him and I miss him too much.

[@machi6888]

Yes the guilt is strong

[@morningsminion3242]

I discovered him just three months ago. I totally get you.

[@caoszayden]

No one, I repeat, NO ONE, will ever come close to this man. .

[@ArirangAlone]

I will come back each year 2017✅ 2018✅ 2019✅ 2020✅ 2021✅ 2022✅ 2023✅ 2024 2025 I miss you terribly jonghyun😢I found you only after your death and now I can't get enough of your voice😭

[@라라스-g3m]

feel you :')

[@ArirangAlone]

@@라라스-g3m :') atleast he is in heaven🥺❤️

[@lauralee_lpg]

feel you ma- no mate for today lmfao I've been crying over this man for years now and for HOURS today and I'm just trying to feel better sorry if I sound insensitive about *That* but I'm just trying to enlighten my mood rn because my battery is at 0% And aw man I feel so guilty for not knowing him before that happened I feel like I could have done something but now I can't do anything except cry, feel bad, blame myself, *hate myself* when I know I shouldn't and I know I wouldn't have changed a thing because he wasn't feeling great depression ate him up and no one could do a thing about it so I wouldn't have been the one to change that But I have and am still going through that Maybe that's why I feel guilty... I don't really know I love him and I will forever Even though I didn't get to know him before he left us, he will forever own an important place in my heart I will never forget him. Honestly, some people think I started to stan SHINee because of Jonghyun and what happened to him, but I have known SHINee for a long time now. Before I got to know about Jonghyun And I really liked them. I like them *all* As a 5 member kpop group but after I got to know about the devastating truth, I was broken, really. Even now, when I look at their group photos when I see *4* members standing there, it still feel like there's something missing And we all know what is missing But this feeling of emptiness will never be gone because the only thing that can cure it is now forever gone It didn't stop me from loving all the members tho. I still love them all And it didn't change even after what happened with our angel Even after 4 Years, 4 Months, and 7 Days, I still feel bad. I blame myself. I feel guilt. I am more depressed than I was before I hate myself more than I did before But I'm trying my best to stay strong I try my best to find a way to hang in there For my moonboy honestly, If it wasn't for him, I probably also would have been gone by now But I'm trying my best to stay strong I'm trying my best to not let my depression eat me all I don't know for how much longer I can hold on But I will try my best for the person I truly care about, *Kim Jonghyun.* May you rest in peace, angel. I will forever love you. 🕊🤍🤍

[@ArirangAlone]

@@lauralee_lpg I understand how you feel I feel guilty too after so many years I wish I had known him before I wish I understood his pain I wish I had helped him I feel so sad that none of us saw what was he going through all this time and I feel more guilty because I only knew him after his death but we are lucky we can cherish him in our memories forever and we can still watch his videos and listen to him I am sure he is feeling happy seeing how his members has progressed in their lives and I am sure he is watching all his members and fans from heaven🥰❤️

[@lauralee_lpg]

@@ArirangAlone damn. Did you read my whole comment?!

[@rizlee1293]

December 18 2017 im still watching this. This song... is one of his masterpiece for me. These lines... 'How could you leave? Cruelly saying goodbye with those smilling eyes. It kills me and my breath stops.' 'Oh please, don't go' I will miss you Jonghyun... You've worked hard. We love you. Always 💖

[@sakura131.]

Bianca Tenedero 😭😭❤️

[@deodate2995]

i cannot watch this too often it is genuinely overwhelming. there is no one like him there will be no other like him

[@dalingal1]

I cry every time I listen to it!!

[@manahil8746]

@@dalingal1 same its genuinely so special to me if I watch it too much I feel like it'll loose the spark

[@what-mp3ky]

Not true

[@deodate2995]

@@what-mp3kydon't like your tone. BLOCKED!

[@-Saoussene-]

One of the best performances out there till this day

[@guppy8073]

I started crying once he said "I don't want to live." This performance is too much.

[@unstable_baker9549]

Shadow_Owl242 same

[@min_taera]

same

[@sahakumar2402]

I was actually sobbing. I can't handle this.

[@dessyyy264]

Saha Kumar Me too😭

[@foreverfive9794]

Shadow_Owl242 me too…I still can’t handle it…

[@fanfly7974]

After this tragic event. Those lyrics are 100x stronger. Today we lost an angel, a talent, a man. Jonghyun will leave a void in kpop but also in our hearts...

[@King_Jonghyun]

The person who smiled the most, who loved the most... Also suffered the most. Miss you every single day, Jonghyunnie. 🌌✨🖤

[@emilyplascencia6194]

So true ❤

[@daymu778]

Fact

[@maryoldman6675]

Me too⚘

[@강미연-d1p]

종현이 목소리 진짜애절하고 호소력 감정 그누구도넘볼수없는최고의 신이주신 목소리 누가왜 종현이 낙심해서 저세상가게했나 정말생갃날수록 억울하고원통해서 미치겠다 주위친구들 지인들 동료 형 다들알고있었을텐데 왜막지못했나요 불쌍한우리종현이 그무엇과도 바꿀수없는 종현아 소리치고 발버둥좀쳐보지 왜바보같이 너무 아까워서 또몆자적었다 종현아 바보야 너무 보고싶어8

[@guslove9837]

I don't nkow him but I like his voice I really want to nkow wat happened to him and why people are so sad Btw am sad too his voice is so emotional😙

[@alexis-k2f]

unarguably the best performance ever in the k-pop industry. full of emotion and meaning. rip Jonghyun, you are forever missed.

[@dorotam]

Bez wątpienia mistrz. Za kazdym razem gdy tego slucham mam oczy pełne łez😢

[@CryptoClearCC]

you'll always be in my heart

[@CheyenneNascha23]

Kpop en español same here!

[@mayla787]

Forever💙

[@bebyvhyta5394]

❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@wheeeein]

DONT GO PLEASE

[@nobodyfromnowhere9918]

I'm hurting myself by watching this ... but I miss him so much and this song is just so emotional ...

[@TheAnna7712]

same

[@leahlee9767]

😭 I can't I'm crying to hard 😭

[@ancairinadumitru3306]

It was heartbreaking when he sang it, it is even more heartbreaking now :-(((

[@taigajoyy]

Kpop keeps me alive I keep watching it because he gives me strength... I feel sad but his voice and performance makes me feel at ease...

[@stellamars-e2z]

If you can't even handle this song, don't try "Elevator" that is Jonghyun bare soul...that is hard!

[@saragal2597]

This performance is one of the best i've seen. It makes me cry, that's how perfect it is.

[@cloudynnstyles]

thought he was acting, but this is what he was really feeling

[@zerimaraicirtap322]

No, he didn't even write this song. SM wanted Jonghyun to succeed, so they came out with this song since 2008, which was hard for him, he said, to interpret...this has nothing to do with his feelings, but a love song from Alejandro Saez

[@LucyGem98]

Zerimara Ramirez she means with the lyrics... he related to them so he wasnt acting in being sad. And yes its a remake but he contributed to the lyrics...

[@GaelinW]

The lyrics to the original Alejandro Sanz song are different. The spirit of the song is the same. I'm only going by the subtitles, but the translation is different.

[@kyaiaiakyaiaia4230]

Jonghyun's the kind of artist who could sing literally any song emotionally. He sings from the bottom of his heart. Which is why he appealed to me.

[@stellamars-e2z]

Zerimara, you're right about that. People can't distinguish Jonghyun the artist from his personal life. He did sing "from the bottom of his heart" and soul that's why I love his music. I heard Jonghyun in an interview, he wasn't 24/7 sad, he was happy at times. If we compare "Elevator" or other of his sad songs, here in this song, he doesn't look sad from his heart, but interpreting AT HIS BEST!

[@parksunhee4580]

anyone still watching in 2019?

[@izafarhana8071]

It's still hurts...

[@cristinavaldez6664]

🙋‍♀️

[@yura-kn9gk]

Im not going to erase him so im here

[@hazemoon7286]

Still hurts💔💔💔

[@sabrinamqrti5053]

I'm cry!! 😢 really hurt 😥😥

[@des90]

I stan a lot of groups but Jonghyun has a stage presence that I've never seen from anyone else. Even when he's the only one on stage his presence is so strong. Despite being a single person in a huge room he fills the entire room and doesn't leave a single spot feeling empty. The power his voice holds is absolutely amazing.

[@Angela-xf1xj]

I agree and feel it too

[@jennie.bean_125]

his voice held :(

[@astro_moonhyukjun]

4 years back I stanned SHINee not knowing they lost a member, later on after finding out more about SHINee members I found out our jjong had passed away. By that time I had already picked him as my bias so finding out my very first bias died broke me into a million pieces. This performance will forever be my ultimate favorite performance in the whole kpop industry. I miss him every day but I’ve learned to adapt and adjust to it now whenever I think of Jonghyun (which is 24/7 ofc) I smile so brightly and happily. Thank you jonghyun for everything and for the happiness you brought me all of these years. I’m sorry we lost you too soon. Also I just wanna add my name is Haya so when jonghyun says Hye-ya it really makes it seem/sound as if he’s calling me name, it’s stupid ik but always makes my heart flutter whenever I hear him sing that part. 😭💓

[@amandateoh1164]

Jonghyun's death changed me in the sense that i will never undermine the emotions of idols singing a ballad as it could literally be their form of crying for help and my old self would just regard it as gimmick or trying to gain sympathy (showing that they have a soft side and that makes the fans crazy) but i will try to not assume that on everyone again as jonghyun's suicide really impacted me deeply. As one of the few idols i have utmost respect and admiration for, i do not know how to handle this harsh truth. But either way, i hope you're in a better place than you were.

[@jadechung9517]

I agree and am trying to do the same. Jonghyun's death has taught me that the like button I skimmed over, or the comment I couldn't be bothered writing could really impact someone. It also taught me to not dismiss an idol's efforts. I regret not expressing my love and admiration for Jonghyun, a mistake I won't make again. I pray he rests in peace.

[@day-k9373]

Thanks for coming 2 years later guys! Let's all cherish his legacy together ♥ I will re-pin the explanation about the meaning of ''Hye-ya'' in this song soon.

[@vantae8661]

Hello humans of the comment section that come back in memory of our loving angel...! Please remember not to remember him in vain... not for the pain he was feeling, not the pain he caused so many, but the beauty in his smile.. please remember him smiling..😓

[@brendarutherford7155]

Is there a bio of him? His family, place of birth, is he full Korean? Just a few things about him personally.

[@rivinia2178]

Hi guys... please let’s remember to always hang in there. I don’t know you guys but I hope all of you live a happy life. Let’s remember jonghyun for his smile, laugh and him. He lives on you know. He’s in his music, members, family and shawols. Touch your hearts. The fact that you guys came back here... it’s proof he’s still living.

[@lauren-mx1xn]

thank you so much for having this video uploaded

[@hazelescobar4774]

I will always miss him. 2 years has been passed

[@chaeyoungsstrawberryfarm3327]

It’s okay to still be sad. It will always hurt. Also he sang the line “I don’t wanna live” and that’s when I started crying and it only became worse when he had the fake blood everywhere like he was...dying😭

[@alexlol9712]

Hurts more knowing he actually didn't want to

[@chaeyoungsstrawberryfarm3327]

Alex lol 🥺😣

[@bunshookiexoxo4485]

i still hurt and cry over him, he’s a legend rip angel

[@OrnellaVanoni12]

Try to change "Heyya" for hapiness when he sings.. the song will reveal what he was really feeling... ( I don't want to live...u.u) loneliness...sadness...think abuot it....

[@NominsMarriageOfficiant]

Yeah. Fucking breaks me every time. I cried the first time I watched this. And it was my first time even knowing he existed back in 2019

[@kooluvbot]

he doesn't just perform, he becomes one with the song and it's emotions. he was such a raw and outstanding artist

[@anatene1288]

I keep coming back to this song, the amount of goosebumps I get, his vocals will forever ring in my ears aswell as my heart.

[@imaginarysx]

Only Jonghyun could deliver the message through his song very well, althought so many song cover but nobody beat him..

[@melaniaa6338]

Still don't know how to watch this without crying... 💔

[@lisaoryx]

Me too it's too hard... my heart hurt 😭💔

[@melaniaa6338]

@@lisaoryx😭💗💗

[@kbloom3928]

same, i can't even listen to the original spanish version anymore without crying

[@melaniaa6338]

@@kbloom3928 Actually, I really like spanish songs that's how I found his korean version. But even if I couldn't understand what is Alejandro singing I would still like this version more. Jonghyun knows how to express emotions and that's why this song hurts much more than it should...look at me, speaking in present tense, ahh whatever 🤧😢

[@auroralight8169]

Same I cry everytime 😭😭😭

[@yooxi1630]

I love how he sing with so much emotion and passion. Idc from which fandom you are, we can all agree jonghyun was and will always be the best singer/vocalist in kpop history

[@dulcekunitake8991]

B

[@hajraajmal2019]

Yes i strongly agree with it. I feel bad for those who don't know him because they all are missing out on true talent.

[@viiyana]

SO TRUE

[@triplej8666]

one of the best

[@lauwstarlost]

I’m watching this in 2023, you don’t know how it hurts. Is terrible knowing we are never going to hear this voice again.

[@DarlingC]

You did well Jonghyun You did so damn well ... You worked hard... Rest well ... Goodnight ... ⭐️ I'll always love you ❤️

[@yesicc4376]

Lo amo

[@konvalia7579]

Your words.... made me cry so much. I think everyone would like to hear these words for once in their lives.

[@quinn9882]

Darling's Art ❤️

[@10charlieman]

I heard that before he left us, in his last message he sent, he said he wanted everyone to tell him that he done a good because he didn’t hear it often. So, before I go to bed every night, I’ve been telling him that he done a good job

[@ivannamanosalva5386]

The sky gained another star ✨ rest in peace 😔❤️

[@natieag1]

Did he pass away?

[@sunshineshuaa4119]

Natalie Arevalo sadly.. yes :(

[@MoonMinah93]

His vocals were no joke. What a performer. I love this version.

[@MoonMinah93]

one of the best voices in kpop

[@efrainxr2710]

So powerful..... it’s been a year and I always rewatch this video.. you did amazing Jonghyun we love you and miss you...

[@bilgisörfü1453]

My heart is aching

[@pawhtoo3892]

Cemre Dinçe

[@mselenoalose]

me too

[@alamisc]

Cemre Dinçer please be strong. you’re not alone. ❤️

[@karinaloya7131]

Your not alone

[@sudeepachathurani1612]

Me too 💔

[@NaitomeIya]

Holy ship this is probably the most emotional singing I've ever heard. And THIS is why Kpop fans are all over the world. The singers not only look good, they're also very talented; Talents honed with blood and sweat. But alas, competition in the Korean entertainment industry is extreme. The heart can only handle so much.

[@laura-df3zq]

the entertainment industry had nothing to do with it.

[@idiotsandwich7878]

laura wtf it has everything to do with it. FYI singing is part of the entertainment industry.

[@laura-df3zq]

i was talking about the fact that op seemed to make a connection that the entertainment industry left him unable to cope which is not true at all. i would also like to point out that because your other reply to op's comment is so disgusting ('one competitor is eliminated' - i should not have to explain to you why your word choice is gross, insensitive and makes light of the situation) i will not be engaging with you in any form of debate.

[@idiotsandwich7878]

laura oh I’m so sorry I misunderstood and I should delete my other comment. I love Jjong very much and miss him to death (still my wallpaper). I cry to sleep sometimes thinking of him. I was very insensitive. I apologize.

[@laura-df3zq]

no worries! sorry i am a bit defensive about these sorts of things just because there are so many terrible comments everywhere you know... thank you for understanding even though i probably came across as quite rude, just make sure when you leave comments to consider the ways which people could read them (bc we're all online and can't grasp tone!) and keep on loving jonghyun !! i hope you have a good day :)

[@adonayxxxd4274]

He wasn’t just a kpop idol or an artist to me he was so much more. I’ll always remember and love him and his talent no matter how long has passed🤍

[@이름-o2d]

agree

[@lilah9898]

I was too late..I wish i could have listened to shinee before he was gone..

[@eternal1493]

Same :(

[@thefurryhat7889]

Same ki from mosta x got me into this. Btw when ki preformed this it was a few years away from Jonghyuns death but on the exact day. Creepy. But ki did so good covering this song.

[@xEsmeexo]

Same😭😭😭

[@kbloom3928]

as a shawol I would never wish I wasn't one because of jonghyun passing, but I can assure you that not being one spared you a lot of pain... and besides is never too late! jonghyun may not be here anymore phisically but shinee is and will always be 5, so enjoy their music and remember that time doesn't matter, he's always with us ♡

[@roselynbartolomeo3410]

OMG I SUB TO YOU I LOVE YOU IN RELL LIFE TO

[@YA-zk3ey]

there is no one like him there will never be anyone like him

[@avdolenthusiast4021]

truth

[@FollowerOfJesusChrist77]

1 day I'm gonna be like him

[@FollowerOfJesusChrist77]

Jonghyun if you see my chat. I wanna be like you and I do look like him

[@wavetosea_you]

@@FollowerOfJesusChrist77 face reveal

[@blancavioletamartinez3582]

Impresionantes. Bravo

[@purplewhalein5236]

I showed this to my mom and she absolutely loved it, she watches it all the time and even went on to listen to more of his songs. When I told her that he passed away she was extremely sad. sometimes I would find her watching it with tears in her eyes. I dont know why im sharing this but I just wanted people to know how beautiful this song is and that Jonghyungs voice is truly captivating and can really touch people's heart🤍🕊️

[@mascotita22]

ProtectHobifromSnakeu watch gloomy letter by Jonghyun...you won’t regret

[@lindadavis4488]

ProtectHobifromSnakeu I know exactly hoe she feels.

[@buoykor3041]

Thanks for sharing. JJ is beautiful. And tell your mom, we understand her...

[@PTwolf]

This song is Spanish, not Korean. Alezandro Sanz is the composer.

[@jodystepanicev4089]

ProtectHobifromSnakeu omg lm so sorry to her that just make sure you stay with you mom the holo way and stay strong 😓

[@Imix1973]

Look how beautiful he looked with his natural golden skin color !!! Combined wth that shining white shirt he was so bright sparkling ....

[@nathalies3031]

this is one of those performances that, regardless of who you stan or which artists you support, will always hit something in our hearts

[@Enfjscrolling]

Absolutely

[@DonitaFTW]

They completely changed the lyric to this song from the original song in Spanish, but the melody is the same. Very beautiful, he projects the right emotion of the song

[@ionizer09ganuhay47]

Yeah jonghyun change it by his own words describing himself that song was totally is him

[@letylek]

i keep coming back to this performance ever since he passed away..i wish i had discovered this beautiful song while he was still alive

[@alaznecook4818]

letylek me too, it breaks my heart 👏👏💔💔

[@syahiraalauddin105]

letylek same goes with me....😢😢😢😢 i only watch their variety show cause shinee is really funny...but now i keep listening Jonghyun song 😢😢😢😢

[@iqbalbarrelvi384]

letylek me too

[@vannguyenhong3012]

me too . He has amazing vocal 😢

[@s.nassab1457]

Me too 😭

[@scar8o284]

I just discovered this song today, he’s so amazing at pouring emotion and desperation in his voice, I heard he passed away I hope his family will remain blessed for bringing such an amazing voice to the world

[@wangnyeo4354]

Any ELF here like me just after Kyuhyun has sang this on king of mask singer ?! 😭😭😭 I am ELF but SM stan & Jonghyun was my Shinee bias.. Still till this moment I am so touched listening to him again 😭😭😭😭

[@cristianamonaldi4505]

Dr_ Nooona here. exactly same

[@wangnyeo4354]

Cristiana Monaldi You can’t believe it how I am listening to this on loop whole day 😭 what a performance 😭

[@taemin1390]

He sang it so beautifullly💓

[@phebeshall]

same...here after watching kyuhyun sang this song

[@iamluciddreamxx]

I'm inner circle n yes I'm here because KyuHyun

[@acoolname6523]

I still can't believe he's gone. It hits me at random times. He's really gone. It hurts my heart. And I can't even imagine how badly it's hurting others. His family. His friends. And the many fans that have been with SHINee longer than I have. I feel terrible knowing I couldn't and can't do anything to heal his pain. Or anybody else's. Its still just too much for me. I want him to be free but I want him here as well. I feel selfish for wanting him here. I hope he can be free. I wish he could've been happy. Truly happy. However, this didn't happen. It is terrible to lose such a wonderful human being. Kim Jonghyun, I'm missing you so much right now.

[@blingblingisjonghyun6552]

Moon Child I’m so glad I’m not the only person that feels this way,

[@JumpingMuffinGirl]

That is EXACTLY how I feel. I sometimes remember that he's gone and I'm kinda detached from it even though it makes me sad but then I picture his face in my mind and I'm like 'Wait...it's Jonghyun who died, Jonghyun died. JONGHYUN. THAT Jonghyun. He's gone....it makes no sense! How can HE be dead?' and it just hits me like a ton of bricks. It's heartwrenching and it makes me feel so angry and powerless. Needless to say I can't stop the tears. But at least I don't feel numb anymore like the first few weeks after his passing. So it's progress... I guess.

[@feelslikeflying23]

Please honour him by not only acknowledging his death and the reason behind it but also by the many influences he has made to the industry and the many arts he has performed that has touched every one of us.

[@hopeful9723]

feels like flying I love your comment. While I will always remember how he left, I choose to remember the good times and the amazing performances that he gifted us with. He truly was an amazing and heart touching performer.

[@feelslikeflying23]

hopeful9723 I’m so glad he gets recognised this way ❤️

[@jannef3574]

I feel the same way. He to me never ever did well....... He did perfection. I never cried in sad movies little own music. Jonghyun not only made me cry with overwhelming love for the stunning vocals and I would have bowed down to him for it! I get goosebumps on top of my goosebumps........ every time I hear him singing. I admire him because he showed he was human he was a stunning man. I have written a poem and I have been painting a big picture of him which the poem will be added. It's been a struggle with lots of wishing he was here.

[@sakura131.]

Another year have passed Jonghyun, and I’m back here again…. 2024 have been a year with allot of joy for me! I miss you allot Jonghyun, cannot believe it’s almost 2025!! Only one month until it’s 2025, can you believe that?? How are you up there? I hope your doing good and that your happier than ever my angel!❤Jonghyun im here to tell you that I miss you allot!! Every time around this time of the year my heart hurts so bad!! Love you forever!! I’m always here with you forever!! See you again next year Jonghyun❤️

[@arlasula8687]

Dww! He is watching from heaven! Trust me🕊

[@Mani-ol8og]

People are saying i am torturing myself by listening to this but i am paying my respects, I never missed his voice more. I NEED this

[@nobodyfromnowhere9918]

*3 Months without him* ...

[@giovannab23]

Kpop keeps me alive it hurts a lot...

[@nobodyfromnowhere9918]

Giovanna I know...

[@trianaanjasari4573]

Kpop keeps me alive 😢😢

[@foreverfive9794]

Kpop keeps me alive and I’m still not over it…

[@lalala622]

I'm not shawl 💔💔💔 but i love SJ from 2011 and SM family, now I'm fan to SJ & BTS & Aille & monsta X , but still love old kpop and that's beautiful memories After junghyun i feel so bad for all famous people and idols. They live hard life too , i don't enjoy when watching at drama and programs as the past . I'm sorry i don't know why i say that 😞 But we should stay strong 💪🏻 shawls stay strong please ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@bb0uning641]

"what should i do? what should i do without you? "

[@Xivuu]

How lucky the people who could see this live performance 🥺❤

[@youcandoit27]

Ikr,wish i did too

[@khushimoneea2198]

I wish I was there🥺

[@Zepottaja]

Here I am just like the last two years, lemme remind u guys of this quote ”lets not be sad that It ended, lets be happy that It happened”

[@julieteller7194]

🙏

[@princessjimin5136]

December 18th a date we will never forget..... Jonghyun oppa rest in peace my love. Please leave this world with a light heart, a clear mind and with no regrets. Go on with love, peace and happiness. Forever in my heart oppa 💖 #RIPJonghyun

[@Shesaleso]

Years later and stll nobody has beaten this performance

[@dorotam]

Nikt go nie pokona.Cudowne wykonanie serce płacze gdy tego slucham💔🩵