jonghyun talking for one hour

[@snolar]

I've written Jjong so many letters over the years, I still write him letters. I've never shown them to anyone.. I wish he could have known how much he means to me. Jonghyun you'll forever be in my heart, I love and miss you so much.

[@qbrsk]

Same. Take care there

[@forgetfulstranger]

Your icon is killing me tho

[@ඔබදන්නවාද-ඤ7ඬ]

He's dead now 😭😭

[@snolar]

@@ඔබදන්නවාද-ඤ7ඬ bro wtf why would u say that

[@ඔබදන්නවාද-ඤ7ඬ]

Because he is dead acually now 😔

[@ML4HYJ]

I still come back to this every once and a while for comfort, thank you for never deleting this :)

[@jonghyunmylove7840]

His warm voice is a symbol of comfort 💕💕

[@mabuixa]

One of the things I do constantly out of wonder and curiosity is to guess where people are and what they might me doing: where is my grandma right now? Is she taking a nap or cooking? And what about my brother? Is he jumping, is he dancing? And I ask myself the same things about my favorite idols because the fact that I don't know makes me feel real and raw. However, it took me so much time to realize that I cannot imagine where Jonghyun is, I cannot try to guess anymore. My mind doesn't get it, it doesn't get the fact that even if I check the Korean time I can't say "it's 3 am, he's probably sleeping or practicing, or maybe he's writing a song because he can't sleep." This reality is so fucking difficult to understand and I wish that he found peace and love wherever he is now. I hope the universe treats him well.

[@00Hendrik00]

Don't know if you want to read about my Jonghyun Story but I feel like I need to write this down... I found SHINee on KZbin in 2009. It was a low quality 2009-Video. Uploaded by fans (i guess) with vietnamese subs. It was my first contact with K-pop in general. I listened to it and thought " wow they're good! Good looking and good dancing. Nice voices, nice song (Replay) " At that time I had depressions since my stepfather was ...a monster. I wasn't allowed to see my friends very often and was forced to learn 3-4 hours everyday sitting at a table with my stepfather watching me... for hours...while he was watching TV on high volume. He just watched me learning and doing homework for hours and I wasn't allowed to take a break but instead had to do it while there was his loud TV and his STARE. He always had new ideas how to punish me for everything i did - even though I didn't do anything. There were a lot of things much much worse than this but I feel like that's not something for a KZbin comment... One night i decided to end my Life... I cut my wrists but my mom noticed it somehow and called the police. Quite hard times for me. I was 15/16 years old at that time. So after a few weeks I really got into SHINee. It became the reason to get up in the morning. I started to go to a new school and made a new friend. I showed her SHINee and we TOTALLY got into K-Pop! Jonghyun became my Bias and Taemin became the bias of my friend. SO.... As we watched SHINee Hello Baby in suuuper low quality on youtube, SHINee suddenly started to feel like really close friends or even like a part of my family I never met in real life. I watched everything I was able to find about Jonghyun and somehow ... he really got me out of my depressions. Now knowing that he helped me with something that was actually a part of himself...makes me feel weird. Thankful and weird. And sad. He helped me but I couldn't help him. My dream was to actually meet him someday. Maybe just for a minute. Not even in private - maybe at a fan meeting event. For a few seconds. Maybe even when he isn't that famous anymore. Maybe when we're both old grandpas :D I just wanted to meet him and say thank you that he saved me from suicide. It makes me feel very sad that that just won't happen anymore. I just hope that he knew how many people he helped... He was the reason why i started dancing. The Reason why I became interested in korean culture. The Reason why I'm alive today maybe. ((((( Sorry if it's hard to follow what I was saying here. English is not my first language))))) ***** Can we... like everyone who has a Jonghyun Story... write them down here? I want to know how Jonghyun helped or inspired us. *****

[@deevee506]

Hendrik Petersen ahhh what a wonderful story honestly. :') i'm glad you found shinee in their earliest years and i'm glad they've been helping you ever since. i've only found out about shinee recently - 2015, but my life has changed ever since. it makes me hate myself a little more that i wasn't there at the very start of their journey. but i'm glad shinee helped you, jonghyun helped you, and i'm glad they're doing it to people around the world. it makes my heart warm that they've been a source of comfort and strength for everyone that's having a hard time. i also know it's difficult ever since he was gone, and i know it's never gonna be the same again. but i hope you cling to every bit of memory he's left behind, and i hope you're taking good care of yourself. it's not gonna be easy and i know it will hurt for who knows how long, it may hurt forever. but i want you to know you're not alone and that whatever you're feeling now is valid. thank you for sharing your story and thank you for staying strong all throughout. i admire you so much and i know jonghyun admires you too. he's watching from wherever he is right now, and i know he's here with us everyday. ♡

[@jazzbado8181]

❤️

[@saharafzal4511]

this is beautiful jonghyun oppa has helped me so much and has created so many stories for me i love him soooo sooo much he is our kind loving angel

[@00Hendrik00]

Sahar Afzal ❤💖

[@maryoldman6675]

Hendrik Petersen bee strong and have a good life

[@babylonch8429]

I don't know why, but I've tried many of these, and only Jonghyun puts me to sleep.

[@itzline6845]

Yes same... I woke up a few minutes ago.. Without his voice I can't even sleep. It's so crazy. He wants us to be happy

[@versace_chloie6590]

I feel like I should tell you all my story.. I was 5 when I started listening to Kpop, I'm 11 now. Jonghyun helped me through my tough times like when my parents would fight and when I was having the worst days possible. Me and my friend bought tickets to see SHINee in 2017 (before jonghyun died). He was so happy on stage, nobody noticed it was all fake. The voices in his head won. He would laugh with the members on stage and smiled at the fans. He started doing one of his songs (Lonely), he sang with all his heart and the whole room was in tears. Me and my friend was crying, knowing we was in the main front, he looked me in the eyes for 7 seconds and smiled. Knowing he probably wouldn't of heard me, I yelled "You did a great job jonghyun oppa! I love you!" He smiled at me and made a heart to me. My friend smiled and he wiped his tears and a different song turned on (replay.) After the concert me and my friend waited until the fansign. While my friend was talking with taemin, I was talking with jonghyun. He smiled at me and I blushed and he ruffled my hair and smiled. I remember his words exact, "Don't be shy, calm down." I smiled and I thought in my head...*is this really happening?* , I started crying and he held my hand and wiped my tears away. He looked at me and smiled. "Don't cry pretty girl a pretty girl like you ne-." He got cut off, it was time to switch. I replay his words in my head all the time. I wonder all the time, *what was he trying to say before he got cut off* A couple months later I heard the news and I went through depression. I replay his voice in my head over and over again. I always think, if we all could of saved him, would he still be here now? I wright notes to him in my journal, I ask him if the members knew or if he ever thought of not committing suicide. I guess these answers will remain unanswered. I think to myself, *who has the suicide note?* So that's some of my story

[@mv_7947]

Wow...sending love to you.. I'm at a loss for words❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@versace_chloie6590]

I’m sending some love back to you💕💕💕 jonghyun is with us, he’s with us no matter what situations were in.

[@totorohawkeye3109]

You're so lucky for this interaction. Wishing you the best.

[@amna0512]

- It was 2017 when I found out about bts through a classmate. I had heard "stigma" and thought it was beautiful, however I thought every one of their songs was like that. After I looked them up and listened to them for about a week, I saw "ring ding dong" on my reccomendations and watched it throughout. I thought to myself _"it really isn't my taste"_ but something about the group really pulled me in. I continued to watch other MVs by shinee and slowly realized it wasn't the genre that I was so in love with; but it was their voices. After I came to that conclusion, I decided I really do love their music, just because of the way they're singing it and how passionate they are about their work. SHINee became my ultimate group along with bts and my bias right away was jonghyun. I loved the way he looked up to Michael Jackson in terms of his voice because every time he preformed on stage I always heard that hint of MJ. It really intrigued me. Also because his solo career was my music taste completely and his voice was so beautifully soothing. I love all the members equally but had made jjong by ultimate bias. On December 17th, I heard the news and told myself it was a prank. I ignored it and avoided it because I didn't want to know the truth. I didn't want to find out whether or not it was true. It wasn't until December 19th I saw his funeral be held. To this day I still can't watch it fully. Everytime I see the members faces I start bawling and remember how much they've changed and aren't the same anymore. They're bond is stronger but the atmosphere is like their strangers and they never mention jonghyun's name. I feel disgusted with myself a lot of the time. I wish I had supported him sooner. I wish I left positive comments sooner. I wish I had been with him sooner before he passed. Rationally, I know it isn't my fault but it still feels like it. You did well jonghyun. You were my idol, but you were also my role model, inspiration, and safe place. You always will be. I know you're in a safe place now. I know you aren't suffering. I love you, you've done well, bling bling. 🌹

[@ventabIack]

I discovered shinee and jonghyun back in 2015, around the same time i had started stanning exo. They had just released view, and jonghyun had recently debuted in his solo career. Their style really drew me in, and I remember liking a lot of their music, despite never fully stanning since i was an exo ult and found it hard to be multifandom. (still do, tbh) I was kind of a half stan. I loved everything they released, and everything jjong released too. In 2016, they came to los angeles for shinee world 5, but I had just come back from the exoluxion concert in la and figured that I would go "next time" since my mom was still paying for me (this was before i got a job) and I didn't want to ask for another concert ticket so soon. If I had known that they were not going to return, maybe asking my mom wouldn't have been such a bad idea. So, i missed my one opportunity to see jonghyun, and i'll just have to live with that. The news in 2017 caught me off guard. I was shocked, but I didn't really cry about it until about a month later when poet/artist dropped and reality finally hit me. He was more important to me than I realized, and I really wished I hadn't taken his presence in my life for granted. He really was such a wonderful, respectable person who loved and cared for everyone no matter what. Our loss of him really makes the world feel emptier :( I hope this wasn't too long lol;; I just read your comment and related to your experience in some ways. I hope you're doing well.

[@amna0512]

she is how could yours be long after you’ve read all of mine? thank you for sharing. I appreciate it and I hope you’re doing well too.

[@leanott]

I hope you're doing well now. You don't have to feel ashamed, you're just human. But, after a year from your comment, I would like to say that SHINee actually mentioned Jonghyun a lot! Yes, it's different now, but they still are our 5 shining boys 💙✨

[@bgsazhau6463]

His voice is so beautiful

[@ArcticFirepixy]

i just realized hes the reason why asmr is so soo appealing

[@Amy-js8xw]

i put my headphones on, i close my eyes and listen to Jonghyun's beautiful and peaceful voice and i feel him right by my side. this makes me feel closer to him like if we're in another dimension just the two of us...thank you so much for the video

[@moonchild9361]

This... Make me so calm, it feels likr he's still here. But without his problems. I still didn't get over it and i'm probably not gonna get our it. I also have severe depression and i know how he felt. I attended suicide 2 but failed. In future i'm planning to have tattoo of black dog, like he had. It's gonna be memory but also something i'm going trough. I'll make sure that one day my kids gonna know story about jonghyun. How strong he was. How he helped so much people. How great person he was. I'll make sure that my kids gonna find that calm in their minds i couldn't had.

[@00Hendrik00]

Omg.... I was sitting in front of my computer... missing Jonghyun's calming voice. And missing him in general. I just put a poster with his autograph on it on my wall i bought a few weeks ago since i realized that my dream (getting one in person) won't happen. Then i searched for EXACTLY THIS VIDEO! I typed "Jonghyun talking". I'm quite... surprised that you uploaded it TODAY.......... and that I found it. Thank you so much for this video. This is 100% what I need right now. Don't even know how to say thank you ._.

[@deevee506]

Hendrik Petersen ahhhh thank you love!!!! i hope you're enjoying this and i hope you're finding comfort in his voice ♡♡♡♡♡

[@kiararose8896]

i dont know why but this is making me cry.. Just hearing his speaking voice knowing he’ll never say another word again.. And these clips were taken from the live streams.. Just knowning we’ll never be able to hear his thoughts or talk to him again..

[@meriamtayar8982]

Listening to this on Christmas... this makes me feel like he’s with us..

[@janelle5450]

Thank you for this, there’s no words that can explain my gratitude. I used this video to calm myself down, and im so grateful you put his voice and comfort together for people like me.

[@mrcyplays9714]

I like hearing him speak and breathe it's as if he's really here with us... The first song of SHINee's I liked was Replay and when I found SHINee I was so happy it was like my depression wasn't there for a little bit Jonghyun's voice made me feel happy and made me feel free when I listened to his music. He meant everything to me and I wished he knew how much all us Shawols loved him. How I found out he passed away was a bad experience my sister woke me up an said "Jonghyun diedd" I jut said " what?" I didn't want to believe her but I went out into the kitchen and she was crying that's when I knew she wasn't lying because she's not the type of person to cry a lot, that's the worst day I have ever woken up and it probably will be forever after that my world collapsed and everyday I'm sad an crying everytime I look at the moon I wish he was here but I know I can't do anything to bring him back... I wish he was here with us I wish I could of helped him in someway I love him so much, I miss him so much. Thank you Jonghyun for helping me in so many ways. You saved my life so many times I wish I could of done the same. I'm sorry I couldn't save you like you saved me. Please rest well my dear. You did well.

[@mayasworld4970]

MrcyPlays I was 5 when they debuted and they changed my life. They helped me when I was getting hurt in my home and made me feel loved. They helped my depression and anxiety through the years and for some reason I stopped listening to kpop altogether then the beginning of his yeah I started getting back into it and heard the sad news. They helped me when I didn’t think I would make it another day in this world and I didn’t even know what happened until 2 months later. I still can’t believe it and in all honesty I can’t let it sink in that he’s really gone and it hurts. And it’s crazy cause when I loo at the moon I always end up hearing him sing before our spring or so goodbye and my aunt told me that when I hear it it’s him singing for me. So whenever you look at the moon and start hearing him he’s watching you and wanting you to know you’re loved. This video and his songs are the last thing I hear before I finally let sleep take me over. Thank you Jonghyun. You did well. Love you

[@Maddie.chapman]

Even now, hearing his voice hits me like a tonne of bricks. I miss him unimaginable amounts 💔

[@jolynecujoh912]

Hugging my phone in tears

[@mirandamogollon6271]

i have no idea what hes saying but this still makes me smile so much. listening to him talk, breathe, even chuckle in some places feels like a breath of fresh air but it my heart also aches.

[@NothingbutSoulMatesJongKey]

I needed this. I miss him so so much

[@shimee0208]

Listening to his Voice still makes me feel calm. Whenever I have stress or have emotional breakdown his voice was the only voice I needed to immediately feel like calming down. This warm voice was and will always be comfort for me 💙💎

[@ashrose6946]

Y'know, I think about him every day. I talk to him a lot, even though he isn't here with me physically. It's really comforting because I know he's out there somewhere listening. I just ask questions, talk about recent events, and (often) thank him for what he's done. Last night I had a dream of him, he was hugging and comforting me. I cried when I woke up, both out of sadness and happiness. I have a strong feeling of his presence, even though I miss him here on Earth I think he's still with us in many ways. It's extremely comforting to me to imagine that.

[@KD-lf5vn]

He had a truly beautiful, lilting speaking voice

[@basmah4875]

It’s 1:27am now and i can’t sleep It’s gonna be a long night🥀

[@kimareum9199]

I feel like I should share my story... not too long I hope I've been a SHINee fan sense last year, and I knew something was up w his songs but I never read the lyrics... I've spotted something on Lonely, but I thought it was a phase or something... I have depression too, and I thought that why would anyone understand me? No one does.... But it changed when I heard Jonghyun's songs... My mother hates Kpop and SHINee, so it's hard to listen to Kpop at all... I wish all people would understand each other... my mom doesn't want me to have Asian friends, or a Asian boyfriend at all... she said only American, like, pure american, but I'm Irish, so it's difficult to ever say anything... Jonghyun, I love you

[@mika-zn2jg]

i'm so happy that this exists!!! i was just thinking about how happy his voice makes me and how it keeps my memories of how amazing and beautiful he was alive.. thank you for making this. we should never forget jonghyun 💗💗💗

[@gio5628]

please please please make more of this! his voice is honestly the best one throughout the kpop industry... this is why blue night is such a blessing 🥺🥺🥺💞✨

[@Julia-jh2gu]

Okay so I've already left a comment but it was like 3 months ago? And I want to say thank you one more time because I've listened to this while falling asleep since then. Really like, I don't even know if it actually helps but hearing Jonghyun's voice every night just... makes it better. I still miss him but sometimes I feel like he's speaking to me in this video. Amazing. So yeah, thank you again for making this vid ❤🌹

[@Julia-jh2gu]

Jokii Jokii same, it's hard but we need to remember he is in our hearts

[@jjongolose]

i low-key fell asleep to this- I'm barely even a shawol

[@tacolikeslemons]

I really needed that

[@abovth3clouds]

i miss him so much

[@jaylenewong3795]

I suddenly missed him more than usual today, and I found your video. Thank you so much, for making this.

[@sylvie7673]

you did a great job jonghyun. i miss you. we miss you. i know that you car hear our thoughts and know how we feel. i know that you are always with me. i hope that you are good in heaven and you are singing for other angels. i love you. you will never be forgotten.

[@dakota8952]

Oh my boy.

[@Teddy-vx9qc]

If everything is too much his voice calms me down. I feel comfortable and relaxt. Thank you for this tape.

[@ImFranciele]

Sleep while hearing this is the best, I love his voice ❤

[@arocha274]

I have a play list of his lives, bluenight and him singing that I listen to when I cant sleep. Its honestly been the most therapeutic thing. I've been doing it for a few years but more since his passing. Its something that allows me to still have that connection with him.- To feel like he's still with me. It makes the pain of missing him less painful. I miss him so much somedays, but I'm happy he still has the power to comfort not only me but others around the world with the music and beautiful voice he left behind. I love you Jonghyun. 💕

[@W17Chocolate]

I'm going through a depressive episode but listening to him talking really put me at ease and I know he would want me to be happy so I will try to be strong for you jonghyun, I will love myself and I will live because I know that's what you want, I love you jonghyun and I miss you everyday ❤

[@W17Chocolate]

I have calmed down, thank you for posting this ❤

[@ji8n]

Just saying his name just makes me bawl in tears. It hurts so bad.

[@KnJp0P]

I've watched a video of him a few days ago and just couldn't stop crying. I thought that, after one month it'd stop hurting. But it didn't. Not even after one year. Or two. Even to this day it is painful to know that he is gone. I miss him like crazy.. Thank you for uploading this video. It's comforting me a lot lately and even helps me falling asleep.

[@dumblitty5308]

i know i'm late and i just found this now but thank you so much, i miss hearing his voice

[@_o_________o_]

I just wanted to listen to his his voice really badly for some reason today so then I found this video and his voice relaxed me. It’s weird because no one’s voice has ever sounded so relaxing, nice, and warm. He fills my heart with warmth.

[@nandinisingh8284]

Listening to him it's hurt so much. We never gonna heard his voice again not a single word. It's so painful. I don't know what to do about this pain. His voice is everything to us. Every night i listen to him. Listening him makes me miss him more .Love him more more than anything.Your birthday is coming oppa. You know oppa it's a blessing that i born in same era. From the 1st day and until now my love for you increases day by day. The more i love you the more i miss you. My love this spring and April month is so precious to us because you were born. No matter how far you are but you always seem close to me because you are in my heart. I love you so much 💜 my moon. Thank you so much for this ❤ i always want a audio which is full of his calm voice. So that i can listen to him for a long time and when i sleep his soulful voice enters in my ear. Thank u so much for uploading this ❤

[@bae4154]

i recognize him at his final moment.. i wasn't into kpop before and just started to stan wannaone when i heard about him.. at first i was just curious but then my best friend who were knew shinee since debut day started to tell me things about him. and i searched for his songs and fall in love immediately by his voice and deep-meaning lyrics. i knew him when he gone, but I can't stop missing him since. i can't imagine how it felt like for someone who knew him for a long time. because for me, as a person who didnt knew him when he was alive.. it already hurts so bad. every now and then i am crying for him. listening to this video is something i regret is that i never had chance to listen him talking when he was here. i missed him tonight. jonghyun oppa.. i love you so much .

[@bbglamz6998]

Omg his voice is so adorable I MISS YOU MY JONGHYUN ❤️❤️❤️ YOU DID WELL !!!! no one couldn’t tell You different I PROMISE WE WILL MEET save me a spot 😘😘😘❤️❤️❤️

[@ehird8038]

I miss him so much , I'm really thankful for the video it helps a little bit with my anxiatey and panic attacks to calm me down and sooth me ... Thank you so much I love you , no words can be enough to express my endless gratitude to you jjong 💙

[@zoey_2538]

I was looking for a video to relax and take a nap to because I miss him and I love listening to him so much and I was worried there wasn't going to be anything like this but there is so thank you so so so so so much

[@deevee506]

Cheshire Cat ❤❤❤❤❤ hope you're finding comfort in his voice, love

[@Merna-d1k]

I HAVE FOUND IT ok usually I try to play like calming music of soft music but I can’t sleep with them on this was the only one that can put me to sleep and I slept so good last night Jonghyuns voice is just so soothing I don’t even know how I came across this last night but im so glad I did I love Jjong so much thank you for this!

[@m0niplier]

his voice makes me so happy

[@beatricepaolazzi9050]

I find this only now. I don't have a lot of things to say, just... Thank you for making this. I am in the middle of a breakdown and this is so relaxing to listen. Thank you.

[@REWIND.Kworld]

I love his voice so much. Soothes me when I'm anxious. I love you

[@diphylleiagrayi5096]

I'm on my bed with my eyes close while listening to his voice. My tears can't stop fron falling. it's been a while since I cried like this. I should get used to it. I miss you Jjong..

[@diofei2084]

Today I'm missing him. Just to hear him talk is a little helpful but it hurts alot.

[@FeyhrejTheHuntress]

Con este video puedo dormir todo el dia es que su voz es tan dulce y suave que me dan ganas de dormir,me trae tanta paz ♥

[@_cliff0rdsky]

Thank you so much for doing this, my heart is calm now ❤️

[@IamMarleyMadison]

I miss him my heart aches tonight. I haven’t felt the same since he left us.

[@alyv.2354]

I still miss him so much.....

[@soulsearcher133]

Thank you very much i really need this now.. i miss him😭😭

[@nyunyu2702]

Oh my god. Thank you so much for this. I needed this.

[@angelinagonzales2478]

Thank you so much I know this video is old but I just needed to hear his voice, one last time. Thank you thank you thank you.

[@ladyears]

I miss him so much.. I love him.. thank you for this video..

[@junya948]

i listen to his music everyday. i watch a lot of videos of him everyday. i listen to his voice anytime i can. because im afraid i'll forget. im scared of forgetting his voice, his face like i did with my aunt who has passed away. i don't want to lose him again. i miss you so much jonghyun. i really hope you're in a better place now even though i don't believe in god. its been almost 2 years but i still can't move on. I'll always love you

[@zlotarybka6385]

God I miss him

[@nessa7096]

thank you for making this.

[@christinajordan4730]

This has helped ease the ache in my heart just a bit...

[@madeleine8662]

thank you very much for doing this.

[@lynndseypappe9730]

I really needed this today, thank you so much 💖

[@KEYstisia97]

This is what i need. Thankyou very much.

[@samanthak.2706]

thank you for making this. ❤

[@sunggghyun9269]

Después de tanto sigo aquí escuchandolo, te extraño como nunca.

[@moonizzyy]

I really needed this today, i needed to hear his voice and i was SO hoping there would be a video like this. Thank you so so much 💞

[@marialuzaramayoromanetti906]

Su voz me da tanta tranquilidad...

[@brxnd1s]

Jonghyun Oppa😭😭 Thank you so much for this i miss him so much and I just I really need this so thank you😭😭

[@diphylleiagrayi5096]

i miss you my eternal spring

[@angelescontreras7865]

This is very soft

[@shelsie495]

Thank you so much ♥️

[@milymiller4783]

The best ASMR

[@hyangjoolee7229]

새로운 이야기!! 감사합니다! 오늘밤에 꿈만같은 일이~~

[@daeungelohyun7652]

Make me cry 😢💔 I miss you my angel 😭💔

[@radio9012]

i was hoping someone would make this, thank you so much. i really love his voice.

[@mothcub]

Oh this is so nice. Thank you for making it. It's so relaxing :o)

[@stayscozycorner]

This helped me sleep last night

[@lexiegronning328]

I honestly needed this today thank you ❤

[@shawolmvpflamertaemintblin8030]

I'm crying

[@anisha407]

I really miss him

[@issonaovaidarcerto]

Thank you for this 💙

[@부자언니-c3d]

Miss you ♥♥♥

[@itzline6845]

Here I go again...and again.. And again. I don't know how often I've listened to this video. I'm not sad.. Okay.. I'm Sad but not in a bad way. Your voice is so lovely Oppa and I listen to this video everytime when I feel lonely. Today wasn't a good day. I felt pain in my head and in every part of my body...but the most in my head. I couldn't sleep all night and so I lie down in my bed and hoped to sleep in 5 or 10 minutes -but I didn't. Then I remember this video. It's been maybe 3 months since I listen to it. Oppa, you know all these things. You know, that you were my first (ultimative) bias and you know that you're the importanst man to me. Today I thought I'll die. Everything seemed to hart and loud for me. I thought today was a good day for suicide. But you hold me. You said: "Don't to that. You see how much you miss me. That much they miss you. Don't do the same mistake like I did... I'm here for you.." I'm so thankful jjong. I miss you oppa! I miss your wonderful voice which made my day better and made me feel okay! I miss your eyes which had this glitter inside which I loved! I miss your hair, which was perfect and so soft! In front of my friends I speak like it's okay and I'm fine with it, but I'm not. You know all these things but I wanted to write it down. It's been one year and 4 months. And I literally came back.. I'll ever come back to you oppa. I love and miss you ❤️

[@Julia-jh2gu]

Wow Thank you for saving my life

[@atinyluvly6960]

I was looking for a video like this

[@salmon7280]

I need to listen is cute voice again

[@isabella-cd6jy]

i just want to hear your voice again

[@randommel5699]

I miss him :( it's been 2 year💔 This helped Cried but it helped 😅

[@itsfumiko]

not even a minute in and I started crying

[@ohcurlee5263]

Thank you so much for this

[@ediny7103]

thank you... just so much

[@amandaantun5132]

Thank u so much for sharing,I really needed that ♥️🌹

[@andreabusai4600]

I miss you... 🥺💔

[@SueJeonMin]

Tal vez sea el hecho de que es muy entrada la noche o porque me hace tantísima falta. Pero sentí un dolor tan fuerte en el pecho que no pude evitar llorar. Lo extraño tantísimo, aún no concibo la idea de que se haya ido. Lo peor es que no pudimos hacer nada, no nos dimos cuenta que él estaba tan roto. Sé que su luz me iluminará pero aún así es tan doloroso que las lágrimas salen por sí solas.