Joyner Lucas & Jelly Roll - Best for Me | REACTION

[@kaksyexperiences9256]

Yoo that song is deep. And u went on your therapy ghost and preached throughout 😂😂😂 and u made sense man. There is a Lucas jam where he is reading a bedtime story for a kid about wolves and the piglets, check it out

[@deedleviathan2539]

The pig song.. I think I have to check it out

[@TrentHains-g7s]

Idk about all addiction my can guarantee but opioids very much change your brain chemistry. The dopamine your body makes naturally is no longer sufficient to make you feel good or happy from eating food, or even having sex doesn’t satisfy you with having the substance. At a certain point you from feeling high from the drug to needing it to just feel normal. If that’s not some kind of medical condition that’s your affected by more than just making a choice. Earlier in my life I was one of the people who said if you don’t want to do it then just don’t do it and I’ve unfortunately painfully found out the hardest way possible that’s not the case. Even once you’ve made it threw withdrawal which is nothing like the damn flu I’ll take the flu for a month over one day of opioid withdrawal you feel like you want to crawl out your skin during withdrawal but even once that subsides you still at high risk of relapse firstly bc it’s like no one believes your going to stay clean if they don’t think your lying and even are clean so you feel like why am I even trying if I’m still a failure in everyone eyes that I love, secondly you might not be feeling like death anymore but your no where close to feeling any happiness bc of your chemical imbalance of dopamine and the ability for thier receptors to even bind to the dopamine. Thirdly your having panic attacks for absolutely nothing everything overwhelms and disables your ability 😊😊you severelyThe absolute worst part for me is since there is a high chance you will relapse is your kids lose the Respect they had for you and and no longer think your their superman and now feel full of shame and embarrassment of you!!! From what I’ve been thru and seen others go thru. kids seem to be able to handle the shock of first finding out I mean it hurts them but they still believe in you and think you be better soon but if or should I say when the first relapse happens it breaks them bc you looked them in the eye and promised them you would get better and now what respect they had left is just about gone and replaced with thinking your a weak failure and start questioning why don’t love them more than some pills. I’m can only assume a second or third it gets even worse hopefully I don’t find out for myself. And that’s without the financial burden that is normally on the family luckily I’m self employed so I’ve always been able to keep income coming in even while at rehab for a few weeks I mean I’m pretty it had to of negatively affected income some but always made well into 6 figures