lyrics cuz why not :3 Awake, I open my eyes to see, A hospital, so white and clean. I was walking up to a roof, I think, But now, I can't recall a single thing. Held a hand for me, you were there. I know, but couldn't reach the me, That would fall down all the time. But stand and reach my hand to see, "Have you tried crossing over yet?" Ah, wanna die, wanna die, But don't really wanna die. You were there, you would care, Making me aware. Every scar, all the blood, More and more they're never done. Not enough, not enough. Ah, wanna die, wanna die But don't really wanna die. If I died, you would cry, and I don't know why. Every scar, all the blood More and more they're never done. Not enough, not enough. When I forget you, I'm all alone, Without a place to go, but then, Played a mirror like a show. The past I used to know a dream. 'Till I see every part of me, Eyes of red following, And, I wanna live, wanna live. Deep inside I've always been Reaching out for a hand, So don't let this be the end. Mushrooms growing on my head, Still remember even then, Where you are when I'm dead. Ah, wanna die, wanna die But don't really wanna die. You were there, you would care, You know it really isn't fair. Every time I forgot, You remain inside my thoughts. Not enough, not enough. Ah, wanna die, wanna die, But I still couldn't die with you by my side Behind the days I spent alone, afraid Now you're here to stay. And the scars never fade, Memories that replay, Rewind yet again to the pain we felt on that day.