I tried to take my own life (tw)

[@sonjar706]

break up with that woman! R U N ! dont waste your youth on her, she is draining you! Fight for yourself!

[@fredamarshall3627]

I’m watching this from a private mental health hospital, I’m a regular user of this facility. You are not alone. You are loved & worthy.

[@stilljustlily]

Every time you said you felt ashamed, I just wanted to hug you. You have nothing to feel shame over. Being unwell is NOT a moral failing. You are here and you are fighting, and I've been in that pit so I know what it took to crawl this far out. No shame.

[@lafidala.1726]

Agreed. And the fact is that everyone knows you didn't do that to hurt them or because you were selfish but because you just wanted to not be in pain.

[@evafrank1021]

As a suicide survivor, everybody feeling like they want to end it, feeling alone, feeling depressed etc, you are strong and loved and everything will get better, don’t give up

[@DanteNDGamers]

You never know what goes on behind the scenes. Hearing Julia’s story, it just makes me want to hug her so much. Almost doing what she did could’ve changed her friends & families lives, not in a good way. Im glad she’s ok & will get better. Sending love to you Julia.❤

[@hauntinglybeautiful]

Exactly been there where she has been at, and your mind thinks things like this afterward. Always light at the tunnel. But so glad she is okay now..sending hugs as well. ❤️

[@rebeccaxo1218]

I can only speak for myself but I think all of us are so glad you didn't succeed with your attempt because you make the world so much more colourful and pretty! Mental Health *SUCKS* ! I managed to get mine under control once I had my daughter (who's 9 now) but before that was rough. Look after yourself lovely! ✨️💖

[@sophie-963]

I think you mean 'mental illness sucks'. Mental health is good.

[@lilabrat]

My sweet Julia you deserve better, you deserve a better, a nice apartment, more space, more sunlight, more friends and family around!!! I feel like you always feeling so alone with your thoughts. I’ve watched you for so long and I can just tell when you are depressed. I wish I could be your best friend. I am a very lonely person (26 year old girl living in Toronto) but I thrive when I am lonely. Bunny I invite you to come over to my place for a trip. I have 5 beautiful pet rats, I have a bee hive!!! I’ll do anything to make you happier right now. I just love you so much magical Julia. I have watched your videos through years of dialysis, you’ve been there in my life through the hardest of times!!! I’ll offer to do anything to make you feel a little bit better❤️ Don’t give up my sweet pink angel, we all love you and we all want you to feel happiness💕

[@rebsxx7871]

What a lovely comment ❤️

[@amazonionavalon8252]

@@rebsxx7871 I thought the same 💕

[@ChiaradM-h2b]

I wish I had someone like u in my life 😞

[@emiliafart]

Sending you so much love Julia. It’s really powerful that your shared this, the energy of being vulnerable is healing and I’m proud of you for being this brave- you’re helping other people and yourself. I’ve been in similar moments in my life- know you are not alone, that you are here with a deep purpose, and you are healing 🎈

[@JuliaZelg]

Thank you so much, you’re lovely! 😊💕

[@Lady13Paranoid]

so sorry to hear you had to confront yourself with such a struggle but just know, world is a better place because you are in it!

[@jessicasexton9714]

Julia PLEASE release the burden of guilt and shame and do not let ANYONE in your life make you feel guilt or shame. The people who say things like “that’s so selfish” or loved ones saying things like “why would you do that to me”…respectfully (or maybe not) let them know you understand that your actions caused hurtful feelings for them because that was not your intention. DO NOT APOLOGIZE. Their feelings are not your responsibility, especially not now. Right now, you only need to worry about you…that’s so important. There is such a skewed image of taking your own life. The decision is far from selfish. It is the absolute loss of Hope and, in that moment, the only way to end the heart wrenching and all consuming pain. You feel like your drowning. Fighting for air. I’m so so sorry you are going through that. But do not allow anyone to make you feel shame, especially if they’ve never been in the position to have to make the decision that death was the only way to stop the pain.

[@JB-ln2nx]

That hug was really nice, thank you. Get well Julia, you deserve it 💖

[@Nny2000]

Someone said to me; do not do something you will regret in the next 24 hours. It helps. I am so happy that you are still with us, please never stop to shine 💖

[@NelltheShiba]

You and your mom are absolute angels 🩷 Thank you for being open about this. I'm glad you're still here. When you talked about your mom, I started to tear up cause I never wanna put my mom through that. (I'm not blaming you because I know sometimes you just want the sadness to go away)

[@mypinklife3415]

I am so sorry you're going through this. Please be gentle with yourself and don't allow guilt to creep in. You deserve to get whatever medical help you need and you deserve compassion.

[@Angelxbaby88]

I am so sorry to hear what you went through. Thank you for having the courage to share this with us. You just saved many lives through this video!

[@breannaross4492]

You are very special Julia the world needs more people like you in it

[@kendrafrance2469]

your trauma is so valid and you have nothing to be ashamed of! all we can do now is be grateful you're still here and carry on xxx thank you for posting this, it did make me feel less alone 💕

[@rettleasure6550]

Oh Julia, sorry for the obvious pain. Depression and pain has no preferences rich, poor young or old. Mental pain and trauma physically lives in your body forever. You don't ever just " get over " something but you can definitely survive it. You can take control and live a healthy amazing life using the support and resources available. Julia, you have this amazing platform to share yourself, your survival and success with so many people. That alone I'm so glad you didn't succeed. You have much to give and teach others. This will also help your healing. Thanks for sharing so much of yourself. Rett.

[@amandawarner2882]

🙏🏻 This comment is everything. Thank you ❤️

[@kaykaysims9461]

Depression/Anxiety when you’re just trying to survive, is like unintentionally shaking up a bottle of soda and then when you open it, all of those emotions coming spilling out in the most intense way, you aren’t prepared for it it just comes. Grieving comes in all forms and when you have a moment to actually grieve what you’ve gone through it can hit you like a ton of Steele!

[@calleigh4287]

I cried with you this whole video & I really needed to hear these things. Thank you for your honesty and I’m so proud of you. I’m actually going through some shit right now and it does help to hear someone say that things are going to be fine eventually. You have so many people in real life & on the internet that love & support you. I’ve been your subscriber for many years & through many phases of your life. I can clearly see the growth and the woman you have become. You are such a beautiful soul, Julia & my heart goes out to you. I understand the feeling of embarrassment following something like this because everyone has questions and sometimes u just don’t want to think about. I know we don’t know eachother in person, but I truly care about you &I’m sending you all of my love. 💖💖💖

[@DieRosenprinzessin]

So glad you're doing better. You're very strong for opening up about this. No need to feel ashamed. Sending a big hug back 🤗💖

[@Beth23140]

Omg I hope you’re feeling better now just so you know even if you feel like the world hates you or anything I love you and your videos. You inspire me so much and I want you to keep going ❤❤❤❤❤

[@Faithbatchyx]

Mental health is so important! I’m so so glad you’re still here Julia, love you!🤍

[@amyelizabethscraftcorner]

As someone who did her first attempt at age 10. I’m sorry. I haven’t heard your story yet but I am so sorry you went through this too.

[@ubsy4322]

I just commented a few minutes ago but your story is truly making me cry. You are such a beautiful soul. Thank you for being here I can’t say that enough. It’s so scary to feel like that. I hope so deeply that you can find peace in your life and that you have people to lean on whenever the peace isn’t there.

[@itsfinallytimestorytimeshe6907]

As a 3 time suicide survivor, with my most recent being just a few months ago, Julia I want to say that you're not alone, we're all here for you with prayers and positive words. And never feel ashamed. We love you, I love you and you are so worthy.

[@emmajane9403]

My partner took his own life in 2020 and its the worst pain I have ever felt. When you take your own life you are just passing your pain on to someone else. Please don't do it again, the world is a much better place with you in it 🧡💚💜❤️

[@amazonionavalon8252]

@@emmajane9403 So sorry to hear you had to go through that awful experience. Sending heartfelt condolences and much love to you. A new subscriber xXx

[@SeafishNeko]

Don't feel ashamed. You fell victim to your illness and yes the aftermath was bad but it wasn't your fault. I hope you'll find a way to fight this and get better 💖

[@tinashort9098]

When I was 25 I had a beautiful boy friend named Jay. He was so pretty, so sweet. So confused. Jay was gay. He couldn’t make himself tell his father. He told me none night while he was extremely drunk. He never managed to tell his family that he was gay and he also came from a very religious background. He committed suicidal one month after his 25th birthday. My heart still aches for him. Sending you so much love sweet girl ❤

[@annasykes6172]

I’ve known you for a long time, since I was in high school, mi first year of uni. I was there when you met Eileen, when you got married and graduated, traveling around the world and having mental health issues, but the thing is, you are a wonderful person and you might not know but you’ve been part of the lives of many people and we will always want the best for you. It’s okay if you’re not okay, you will always have us :)

[@ladyredl3210]

We love you sweetie. You’re not alone.I’ve been struggling with similar things this month, my relationship ended and my dog died within the same few weeks.

[@joannesahadeo9295]

I'm so sorry for your loss, and your difficult times.

[@ladyredl3210]

@@joannesahadeo9295 thank you 💕

[@joannesahadeo9295]

@@ladyredl3210 you're very welcome lovely.

[@annamichelle_]

I am so happy you are still with us. You bring joy to so many lives and are a bright light in this world. You are so loved and appreciated by all of us. I will make sure to always say a prayer for you. Be encouraged you are loved Julia ♥️♥️♥️

[@melissapalavecino3219]

Thank you for sharing. It means a lot that you are being so vulnerable. As a person who has had suicidal ideations due to my depression, I know and feel your pain. So glad you are still with us. Sending you love and light ❤

[@kirstylouuise]

oh my god julia im so sorry to hear this😢 im so happy you’re still here, we love you so much and please dont be ashamed, mental health is so important to talk about, thank you for being so brave to share this❤

[@zoooejenkins]

Healing from trauma is a lifelong mission. Trauma doesn’t care how young, beautiful, creative, intelligent, successful, or loved you are. You and I have a lot in common, and I know exactly how you feel. I just hope you can be kind to yourself throughout your journey. Love you Julia.

[@iceeyes4478]

There is no need to be ashamed or embarrassed. So many people have gone through this. You didn't ask to get mentally ill, none of us do. You can and you will get through this. Keep going Julia, you are so worth the effort. Have hope. Hold On Pain Ends. HOPE.

[@crystaldaffron5857]

I'm so sorry you were going through this. I've been there. I always tell everyone what I told myself in those desperate times..."this will pass! whatever is going on in the moment, these terrible feelings you feel, they will pass" it really is best to take it second by second, minute by minute, day by day. while those feelings are there, you do whatever you can to help alleviate those feelings, but most importantly...TALK TO SOMEONE! anyone. it helps so kuch to discuss problems, feelings and to get feedback from other people. especially those who care for you. I'm so happy you're here and got through this, Julia. you're a wonderful person and we all care about you.

[@reginaphalange1990]

I feel like you are that kind of person who someday will realize that getting off the internet is the best for you and you will just disappear from any online presence.

[@UNDERTHESH33TS]

THIS

[@caitlinb828]

@@iheartjohan 100%. Eileen ruined her. I used to watch Julia all the time, now I can’t stand her.

[@laurenherbert7652]

@@caitlinb828 you really wrote this comment on this video. Unbelievably cruel

[@DaughtersofLilith52]

If you all actually watched the video she’s actually saying she’s happy and settled in her life BC she fell in love and settled down etc and now all the shitty struggling experiences from her life before Eileen she’s having to address. 🤦🏽‍♀️

[@theklav2914]

I hope so but I highly doubt that will ever happen

[@MermaidKitty]

You have told the story about moving to the Uk. It was traumatic for sure. It can be overwhelming when you don't have to fight anymore. It is like a detox. Prayers with you. It's okay not to be strong all the time. It takes more strength to allow your weakness.

[@Ummo2850]

Hi Julia, thank you for sharing something so personal. Please know, never feel embarrassed or anything ashamed of this. Many will never even share this info. You are so important to so many people, always remember to try find a “reach out” pattern when you feel you’re getting to “that place”. The trauma you suffered and all those around you is indescribable. After working such cases over my career, the people left behind can be scarred for ever. Those that are in your space are precious, as are you. Beverley needs her mommy as all others do. Sunlight, garden, walks, etc can work wonders. Can see your mom is so proud of you nd you are her world, you are also her future to a well deserved old age , sharing the special times. You’re so hard working with great ethics, you know you guys will have a little property one day, maybe in US, weather more conducive than “grey” UK skies 😂, your mom would look forward to having a small self contained cottage with you and Eileen. You are truly blessed , you are awesome and have a magnetic personality, you also can do your online work from basically anywhere- that is the biggest gift of all. Your talents and also the lives you’ve touched, illustrates your absolute uniqueness, that is what our world needs. Stay strong girl and never hesitate to reach out to the support systems that do exist for you. Hugs 🤗

[@melissa2982]

Julia I'm so glad you are here. Life isn't easy and you are not alone in your struggles. You're a beautiful person inside and out and I hope you can see it and that you are loved by those who know you and those who only know you through social media. I would highly suggest energy work to help you heal. You would be surprised how much it helps especially when you find the right person to work with. Sending you lots of love and hugs!

[@albitapepita]

I’m so glad you are here to share this ❤️ You have a beautiful soul.

[@alessandrajackson3768]

Please please go back to Brazil for a bit. Even if your family isn’t the best place to be, go see and hang out with childhood friends. Reconnecting with your roots and inner child is very important!

[@bettiebxox]

A little over a year ago, I tried taking my life for the last time. I was sent to the hospital & then put in a mental hospital to be put on medication. Did therapy… and then a few weeks ago, as of today, my girlfriend and I broke up. My car broke down on the highway. I had a mental breakdown praying a semi truck would hit me… Well, I got my wish… A semi truck hit me & totaled my car. I thankfully survived… That entire experience made me want to live… I have no car now but, I am alive & that’s all that matters… When it’s not your time, it’s not your time! God has a plan for each and every one of us.

[@Blondie1985]

Thank you for being so brave and sharing your story. Sending so much love your way!

[@Chris-qr1io]

I’ve delt with depression too and sometimes I’ve felt like ending it all. I’m glad you feel better. There is no shame is getting to that point life just makes you very depressed sometimes

[@MariaSwaid88]

I've watched your videos for so many years now and you helped me through my depressing night shifts at the hospital working, your videos always gave me so much joy so thank you for that. I want to say my opinion without a filter and I'm sure so many people won't agree with me, I feel a big part of your depression is marrying someone older, I know you might love the person so much but they are in a different life arena and living a different life experience than you at this age (speaking about either genders) so subconsciously you will feel hindered in your life experiencing it as a young adult because your partner cannot do the same activities as you and have a completely different life style. your life would be so much different if your partner is closer to your age believe me, the other thing is living in London because it's an expensive city and it's depressing with small apartments and doesn't fit with your outgoing personality. Consider living somewhere else where it's warm and sunny where you can go on adventures daily, this will majorly impact your mental health. love you.

[@klarawalter7382]

I am literally shocked and so sorry to hear that. You dont deserve this and you should not be ashamed it was not your fault. You are doing so much like working and keeping your life together like thats a lot. I am happy you are still here with us and please keep on fighting.

[@amiriakeil6224]

Thank u for sharing Julia. Im glad u are still here with us. Keep ur head up girl u matter to so many people including ur followers. Its hard to believe that u have been feeling the way u have. Ur vidoes are always so positive and happy. Sending love from New Zealand

[@ivyedan7183]

I'm so sorry you went through that...I'm so glad you are still here..

[@kristenryan2953]

I’m really glad you are still here Julia❤ It was so brave of you to share something so personal. I cried when you talked about your Moms reaction. I can’t imagine the feeling. I know you are going to help someone just sharing your experience.

[@Mrs.Thicumz]

Julia💗 my heart breaks I cannot imagine my favorite KZbinr being gone! I'd feel so empty... I am so glad you are here because like many people on here I look up to you, you are beautiful, talented and just an amazing person overall! ☺️💗🎀 I love you Julia! You are like the older sister I never had! I felt your warm virtual 🤗 hug.. I haven't been doing well either.. and it's a long story for my mental health... But I try to get up everyday for the love of my life..he care about me so I push for him.. we are both as a couple going through lots of situations as we speak. But all I know is I try to look at a bright side. I'm trying to get into drawing anime again because I want to get my mind of the negativity.. and I've push myself away from people who've made me feel like shit and worse about myself. We are all of our WORST critics Julia💗 I have faith that everyone who's going through something as we speak can get help and things will get better.. if I didn't have my husband I honestly don't know if I would have ever made it... To be quiet honest with you 💗 I love you 🤗 stay strong pretty girl 💝

[@tamariamccauley6689]

I literally just got out the hospital a couple of days ago for this exact same reason, I tried to OD again but know that you are not alone you’re the best Julia ❤

[@littlewitchleo]

im glad you're better and are alive the world needs someone like you in it! speeding you're rainbows and smiles everywhere you go!

[@LuckyOwl360]

This is such a tough topic and I really appreciate you being brave and sharing. I did well, but you talked about how this impacted your mom I broke down. Those thoughts about how our actions may impact the ones we love are just heartbreaking. I wish you the best in recovery and thank you for this. It helps with the loneliness when others share their stories ❤

[@julietross]

You are so loved! ❤️ I am so glad you're just alive and here

[@emjay934]

So so sorry! An enormous hug for you! I have lost my best friend to suicide and I am so enormously happy to see that you are still here. Again a big hug. xoxoxo

[@tatjanakillercookie4099]

Thank you so much for being so honest!❤Much love for you and I hope you get better soon!!❤

[@Rebecca_Bailey]

I’ve been following you for some time and I’m so sorry to hear about your experience with mental health. It seems like mental health is so overlooked and it’s just as important as physical health. Please take care of yourself!

[@littleblackinkdrop31]

Julia, I never replied to a video of you before, but I just wanted to give you a huge hug. I felt a lot, watching your video, but I cannot put it into words.

[@amandawarner2882]

Julia, all of us care deeply for you and sent you so much love and hugs. Please don’t ever feel ashamed. Trauma has a crazy way of creeping back into our lives. Feel your feelings and your feelings are valid. I just hope you know you have many people who care so much for you and ❤ you and want you here. x

[@llAHll]

I’m so glad and happy that you’re still with us, dear Julia! You're such a talented, kind and beautiful human being - your family, Ellen, your friends, us your viewers and your animals WE ALL LOVE AND CHERISH YOU! ❤🧡💛💚💙 Pls always remember that!

[@konnieratcliff9135]

You are incredibly brave to share your story...never feel shame. You are a beautiful soul.

[@tinahatfield8077]

Omg. Thank you, Almighty God, for keeping Julia alive & sparing her any long term damage. Lord, This young woman is such a loving caring human being. She’s such a positive influence on a multitude of people. Lord, please fill Julia with security & a steadfast determination to stay alive because she’s so very important to this world. Thank You, God, for putting your arms around Julia when she was at her lowest. Amen. Julia, you are worthy & you are adored. So grateful you are still alive. Love you.

[@weisslr22]

Oh Julia. I am sending so much love and light to you. You are such a beautiful person inside and out and I’m so proud that you’re still here standing ❤

[@LauraVogel731]

I’m so proud of you for surviving. I love you and I’m here for you, and you know that. And I wish it mattered more than it does in those dark moments. Talking to you in those first days after this happened were terrifying. I lost one best friend to this and I just can’t do it again. I’m so grateful that you are ok and so hopeful that you won’t ever feel this way ever again. Or that if you do, that you can get out if it enough to call me. I love you. And I’m saying this publicly so that you me community knows that you aren’t alone, even if it feels that way in those dark moments. See you soon, sis💗

[@daniellealongi6084]

So sorry to hear you felt like this. I lost my best friend to suicide 8 years ago and understand this reality all too well. Please know that us subscribers are always here for you. I know it’s hard because you see us but I can guarantee if you reached out to any of us we would support you in any way we could.

[@Neesi392]

💔 ive been feeling like this lately too Julia, you are not alone and its been a really hard year. I always tell myself , suicide is permanent but my situation is not.. And i am able to ride the storm Life is so hard xxx Im glad that you are ok and thank you for sharing ive been on your channel for a few years now i really enjoy your content and music 💜💜

[@ubsy4322]

I’m sending you so much love. I’m so glad that you are here. Thank you for bringing joy into my life

[@janiebrossmann1178]

You’re in my thoughts and prayers 🙏❤️I started to cry because I’ve had multiple loved ones who have taken their lives 😭stay strong sweetie 💗

[@xxletm3loveyouxx734]

Thanks for sharing! Glad you’re still here with us. You’re helping others by sharing your story. We’ve all been in that dark place & don’t think about the consequences of being in pain or leaving your loved ones with grief. Let’s be here for one another. So no one will feel like they have no way out. 🙏

[@kimejj]

Thank you for being so open about your mental health… I’ve been typing things and deleting them for like an half hour. But it all doesn’t matter. I’ve been there and it will get better you can do it. Maybe give yourself a break from everything to just ground yourself. You are amazing and loved. Don’t be ashamed it happened. I’m just somebody watching your channel but I just wanna say thank you❤

[@melb4116]

When I was 15 I tried to take my life I am now 40 and happily married 17 years life gets better I guarentee

[@briarrose4747]

🤗🤗🤗💙I needed that hug at the end too thanks💖I also deal with mental health issues,like depression,anxiety etc so i feel you,im glad your still here,though im also trying to stay commited to my recovery journey im glad your fighting for that too.

[@jessicahainsworth7994]

Wow, thank you so much, thank you for sharing your story with us, thank you for being you and thank you for changing your mind and deciding to stay- you mean so much to so many people, I'm a 27 year old bisexual just living in Australia, I've never met you but through the years I have really felt as if you were a friend and i do care for you and want you to be nothing but happy. Please don't be embarrassed, be proud of your past because it could make you a much stronger person x

[@jessstokes4528]

As a fellow survivor of trying to end my life you should be proud of yourself for sharing the with us. You have nothing to be ashamed of Julia, you haven't disappointed anyone 💜

[@mandyhoughton6177]

I also suffer with depression and anxiety. You're such a beautiful person, I wish I could give you a massive hug ❤

[@queenbuzybee4074]

Thank you for sharing and being honest. I‘ve always noticed a sadness in you that is very familiar to me. Life is hard Julia. I grew up in a very abusive family, ran away at 18 thinking I could outrun my past. Wrong. At 30 I got hit with anxiety and panic attacks to the point where I couldn’t function anymore. It took me a long time to seek professional help. After searching and trying out several therapists, I was lucky to find one that was a perfect fit. I went to therapy for 8 years. Life is much better now, it still has ups and downs, I still get panic attacks and anxiety on occasion, but I can identify why. I‘ve learned to accept it as a part of myself. You too will heal Julia. It’s a long and painful process and probably one of the hardest things I ever did. Sometimes I thought I couldn’t do it anymore, therapy, reliving everything by talking about it. My therapist said, you survived it in reality, you‘ll survive the memory. And she was right. I wish you all the strength to go forward!

[@Sam-ml5wt]

You’re so brave & strong that you have pushed through all this time & I hope now you can get the help & support you need. Please know it’s ok to take a break, you don’t have to be strong all the time. Sending you so much love ❤️❤️❤️

[@mariaspanou99]

So brave of you to share this with us, get well soon lovely we’ll be right here❤️‍🩹

[@erinhawkins5984]

Sending an avalanche of ❤. Just know that the courage it took to make this video is already doing so much good in the world. Erin

[@AutumnSunn]

Just sending you SO much understanding, love and calm 💜

[@sarahelliott7926]

My first attempt was at age 6. At that point in my life I didnt have but one true friend! Everyone in school bullied me. My father was abusive towards my mother. I also realized I was attracted to girls at the age of 4 which I did not understand so I did not talk about it with anyone! I felt so alone in the world! I am also very thankful myself that my first attempt failed. I had other attempts throughout my life but not for a really long time. I am now 41 years old and I am doing really good. At age 20 I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder and depression. I am now happy most days and living life to the fullest

[@krisbf]

Beautiful Julia. You are such a light and I know we haven’t met but I feel like we’re friends. Please know you are needed in this world and so so loved.

[@carrienicholasxo415]

Oh julia. I understand this pain. Not in the same situations, but I've been suicidal for years and last night my neighbor really kept sexual harassing me and it got to the point where he said "if you don't let me in, I'm calling animal control" he knows i love my animals... and even though they really couldn't do anything about my cats and dog, it still upset me. I was so close to just ending it last night. Thank you for making feel like I'm not alone. I don't want you to go through this, but we will heal together

[@BeautybyRonja101]

That hug made me cry 😢 I love you Julia ❤

[@julieann5381]

I cried at the hug. I needed that 😭 We love you ❤️❤️❤️

[@sierranya2261]

Julia thank you so much for being this brave and sharing this with ur supporters.I hope you get better and find peace within urself.Sending you much much love and good energy ❤

[@becky5212]

Oh Julia I’m so sorry to hear you’re struggling so much, we all adore you and are sending you thousands of virtual hugs and thoughts ❤️❤️❤️

[@rebsxx7871]

Julia you bring so much joy to everyone. Your videos truly make my day. Much love x

[@ziganamonroe1812]

Thank you so much for your bravery and honesty to tell this story. I can relate and it is nice to know I am not alone. This dark cloud won't last forever. Keep staying strong and being your wonderful self xo

[@---CASEY--K---]

I can relate to those feelings of guilt and being ashamed. I stressed and upset so many loved ones when I was in the same situation. I look back now and realise how blessed I am to be here experiencing the beautiful life I have today. I have an amazing therapist and I hope yours is amazing too. It helps so much to talk to someone that specialises in mental health. You are not alone and I promise things will become brighter. You don't deserve to feel this way and you didn't deserve what happened to you. You are so worthy of all the happiness in the world. Sending big hugs and positive thoughts 💗

[@שירהשיר-ח1צ]

I love your personality even the dark side you transform to light. I think you are light and joy to the world.

[@Freeeer]

Thank you so much for speaking up, lots of love & healing for you and everybody who needs it🥺🙏❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@Samantharae1111]

I love you so much Julia and I am so sorry you were hurting. This is the scariest feeling, and my heart hurts that you went through that. We love you 💜💜💜

[@opalfae]

Thank you so much for sharing this. I've been through this and lately someone very close to me has been going through it. It's so heartbreaking when someone you love is dealing with these feelings, but a part of me is grateful in a weird way that I can understand.

[@jennifercamacho4822]

Love you Julia 😢❤ Hope things get better for you.

[@giselarocha3785]

Please don't feel ashamed sweetie! It takes a lot of courage to talk about this and share it on the internet. I'm so sorry you went through this. I hope things get better as soon as possible. I'm going through a bad time regarding my mental health, and this made me feel I'm not alone. I hope people around you take good care of you and give you all the love you deserve. You're such a shiny soul Julia, you deserve the world and I know you'll overcome this!! Huge hug on you.

[@freya9756]

I cried when I watched the video because I could feel the pain in every word you said. I am so touched and I feel so bad because I can‘t do anything about it. I wish I could show you how much compassion I have right now. I send you love and even more courage to get through everything. I love you for being so honest and authentic in every situation. It is so strong of you to post this. I wish you all the luck and love and healing you need right now to let your inner fire shine threw all the dark in the world ❤️

[@stephaniebaird6937]

love you julia. thank you for being brave and sharing this with us. that was a nice hug, we are all sending one back to you as well

[@El-lx2si]

I needed that virtual hug so bad. I love you Julia ❤️