july reset vlog ~ goals & intentions in notion, cleaning my apartment, target haul

[@HeyitsDeirdre]

great video

[@emilyem3]

aww i'm a summer baby too! I do feel like I'm always my best around this time of year because my big 3 are all stacked one after the other (I'm virgo sun leo moon libra rising, libra risings lets goo!) Glad you're feeling better lately

[@CassiePaulsenVlogs]

yay summer babies!!! me too :) sending all the good vibes your way!!!!

[@pacattack6772]

ok hi the algorithm recommended this to me and usually I don't click on the videos with 100 views of people I don't know but I am so glad I did! everything you said at the beginning I related to at this point in my life especially the health issues and existential crisis of my 20s. also the jazz is so relaxing. i've often thought about starting a youtube channel but self doubt that I wouldn't get views or make a profit from it stops me... silly.. you really are allowed to just make things and post them without a goal related to capitalism (though it's hard not to envy those who make a whole living off of vlogging lol). I never had the thought about doing it just for me but it really seems genuinely fun. I know I love editing videos (I used to make them with friends for fun when I was young pre-iphones and god it brought so much joy). the more I ramble though my brain has come up with a reason not to already and that's the possibility of literally one hate comment lol. if someone points out something about me that I am self conscious about already I might delete it oops. cost benefit analysis. ok last thing the "resistance to being alive" feeling from chronic pain YEAH. I am also about to turn 26 soon too and lose insurance. im so locked in to your healing journey and channel so inspiring to see someone in a similar boat as me just setting small goals and achieving them. taking steps slowly to get better and documenting it :)

[@CassiePaulsenVlogs]

you can and should make things that make you happy just for that reason! i would love to make money from youtube someday ~ but in the meantime it's my lifeline, i love to do it. i'm so glad you resonated with me & my life journey right now- you're not alone in the things we are experiencing & i'm glad i could bring some assurance!!! so happy to have you here 🫶🏻