I didn't know that you cherish me this much. I never realized that when we were deep in love. Don't say that even this sweetness couldn't make me stay4 because you know clearly why we broke up. Why am I so stupid? But in the end that's just me. I can tell too well who treat me good or bad. I want to keep turning a deaf ear to you but I also can't stand the torture. In my heart I envy those who are blind in love to the point of ignoring any consequence. chorus I'm going home and don't make me cry especially when you know well that an Aquarius tends to cry. If goodbye is the next sentence, you can shut up now. I don't want to "see you" again because that would make my heart break more. If I can't find pain-killing syrup at home, I'll drink some Long Island Iced Tea to sleep sound for at least half the night. Losing you in tens years or now is the same because we'll separate in the end anyway. I'm heartless so I'm driving myself out. verse2 I'm like a toughest fortress that's in fact been tumbling down and smashed bit by bit. I'm such a stubborn person but I might not be able to withstand all that in the end. I can never convince myself when I pretend to be happy every day. Why am I so stupid? But in the end that's just me. I can tell too well who treat me good or bad. I want to keep turning a deaf ear to you but I also can't stand the torture. In my heart I envy those who are blind in love to the point of ignoring any consequence. lyricstranslate.com