[KAITO] My True Self [Vocaloid][English Sub]【KAITO】本当の自分【カバー】

[@oopsiedaisy5230]

At the first verses, his voice was so high it hit notes miku wouldn't be able to. Surprisingly his high range isn't ear raping, unlike, say, Gakupo.

[@AnimeAwesomenessTV01]

I always think about what I'll turn into when I get older. Where my parents would be, my siblings, my friends, and I worry. I get scared that what if they're all gone. What if I'm by myself? What do I do then? Then I listen to this song, and relate. A lot of us do. We just want to be happy forever and wish nothing ever went wrong. And wish it could just be like that forever.

[@swooney1663]

Kaito did this song justice, his voice sounds amazing, and I love this song.

[@baileybrinkley5243]

This song.. it hurts to listen to, not in the "my god my ears hurt" way, but the fact that this song is about very real problems that many people have to go through. I know many people who feel like this and even I myself have felt like this at times..

[@pennyteddy4309]

this song make me thought about myself because i don't have anyone that care about me.for me it just lonely.but maybe,out there,there must be someone who is care about me.

[@epicsk8rgal97]

This song never fails to make me tear up ;-; Am I the only one that just wants to go up to Kaito, hug him and let him know that he's supported? If only Kaito were real -.-

[@ShunShion]

Aiko_Miki yes u.u if only he were real n( ; A ; )n

[@vocaloid2263]

I'd do that

[@btsfantaetae3319]

Yeah me 2(crying)

[@GrayeIra]

don't we all. ;-;

[@SaSailor-cy7np]

Yep.

[@rinkagamine4187]

What..? No! I'm not crying! Len put onions in my room. Ya.. *sobs*

[@justadude1935]

*tsundere mode activated*

[@winxgirl1313]

I'd care. I'd cry. *Hugs him*

[@artemis101814]

i favorited this 6 years ago, and damn 14 year old me was angsty. funny thing is looking at it now it actually does apply to me

[@shinsukekatachi4200]

Word for me I was fricking 10 hahaha

[@nc4588]

This isn't just heartbreaking for me because he's singing like this, it's sad because I relate to this.

[@domdickson1909]

I have a few people I call friends(a few online), but I'll never be happy with them. I can't genuinely feel happy around anyone or anything. I torture myself with my sadness. I feel like I can relate to this song a lot even if what I say doesn't make sense.

[@lillyp7208]

I can relate. I usually torture myself with depressing Vocaloid songs sometimes. This is one of them.

[@azultheangelcat2706]

This song, can be interpreted differently by different people. The lyrics are so powerful on impact each person is going to feel something different. Personally, I've interpreted that either Kaito finally broke out of that shell and made himself some friends, or that darker option that society doesn't like to talk about despite what a very real problem it is in several parts of the world. (You should know what I'm getting at.)

[@lunashimizu9043]

I used to feel this way, I used to feel like no one cared if I were to disappear, but I realized I was wrong, and I got happier. I realized that I should be thinking about the ups of life, not the downs. Life is full of happiness as well as sadness, and I think people should try their best to focus on the happiness, not the sadness of life. I know it would be easier if only good things happened in life, but that's just not the way it is. Life is living, and living is hard. You just have to try.

[@Gackpoid]

When did synthesized ice cream men become so *real*.

[@nateacton6287]

DAMMIT KAITO!!!! I LOVE YOU!! LETS HELP EACH OTHER!!! *just some depressed fangirl*

[@ravenbluwu1697]

don't worry kaito. we are all here to comfort you, that's what fan girls are for!

[@lillyp7208]

He needs more fans! Do poor Kaito a favor and get him some more fans!

[@lillycameron5123]

(Hugs kaito) I'll never let you go!!!!

[@GrayeIra]

omigod. i had to pause 2 minutes in to get myself together. oh god. kaito, im here, all your fans are here, its ok. dont cry. pleeeeaaasssseee.

[@Satou_Rin]

I love his high-pitched voice.

[@Sapphi27]

I'm really glad you pointed that out because not only did I used to be like that as well but, I have a friend who told me she didn't want to live anymore, and that she tried to end it once. That scared me so much I started to cry all while feeling so helpless. I think now I will tell her in hopes she will see the better of life. If you have any advice, that would be great, Thank you for simply being you. Sorry if that sounds weird~

[@joshn1351]

wow the feels T-T I can reflect on this song ,I have two awesome friends but I feel lonely still I even wonder if it will be different if I'm not there.

[@starreaper_]

That song makes me cry ...

[@kaitoshion2042]

I-I'm sorry i made you cry everyone... D:

[@GrayeIra]

+Kaito Shion IIIITTTTTTSSSS OK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TT_TT. im used to it with vocaloid.

[@atlas6270]

*Kaito Shion* Just know I care if you feel down just come talk to me alright? I love you Kai-kun.

[@lillyp7208]

We still love you Kaito!

[@xXOmegaGIRLXx]

omg on the second line i almost cried KAITO LOVE YOURSELF

[@Pyromaniac731]

I actually quite like it in this higher pitch. When Kaito sings it, it almost sounds like he's crying. Makes me wanna cry just listening to it. I frickin' love this song, man.

[@imdy3830]

No one knows how it feels like to not exist, except kaito.

[@Hakuren8Lopez]

I watched the video... and then when I read the description and listened to the song once more... it had a more profound impact. The lyrics truly have a powerful meaning. Thank You for posting this... I would've never realized how technology has changed humanity. Once again, Thank You.

[@crimsonwolf9876]

This is one of the saddest vocaloid songs T~T Makes me want to cry everytime!!

[@Jackson-hp7rt]

Kaito... T_T You will never be alone to me... T_T

[@ashistrash994]

very long comment ahead: wow...... i can relate to this on a personal level. i have really bad depression and i know how it feels to want to not exist anymore. before i discovered kaito i frequently (and still sometimes do) have serious suicidal thoughts and thoughts of hurting myself. i almost always feel as if i'm alone and that no one will care or that someone will judge me or tell everybody if i tell them my problems. i never have anyone to talk to at school or at dance class. middle school is the worst you know, just because everyone has these tight little groups and no one ever thinks to talk to the shy little wallflower in the corner (me) weird confession (promise you won't judge me, it's okay if u do): i pretend like kaito is actually there with me a lot of the time. like, i talk to him in my head and stuff. sometimes i talk to the other vocaloids but it's usually him. i pretend as if i can travel from the "real world" to the "vocaloid world" a lot. kaito is like that voice in my head that is always there for me when no one else is. even when i'm no longer into vocaloid as much as i am now..... i will never forget the emotions kaito can give me. in a weird way it's like he's helping me cope with my depression. sorry for randomly pouring out my feelings randomly.

[@lillyp7208]

Omg, you just read my mind! I like to talk to Kaito (and back then anime characters) in my head too! It's like my love for Kaito is like a Magnet. Once I see him, I can't separate myself from him. His music really helped me open up and I can't believe it's been almost a year since I started loving him and he honestly pulled me through. He made me laugh, cry, even shake in horror sometimes, and you know? He's really molded me into who I am, and im gonna be an adult soon, and even if I feel I get too old for Vocaloid, I will always hold onto Kaito like the plushie I have in my room now (Heck, maybe even cuddle with my Dakimakura!). I never really had any friends in middle school, and when I got into high school, it felt like my life completely changed. I had friends who loved me, I even had a boyfriend once. And my passion was what kept me going, and honestly, Vocaloid was was pushed me foreward even more. I wonder what would happen if Vocaloid would never had existed... But anyway, Kiarra, stay strong, and have your love for Kaito stronger than ever. He may save us all at the right moment 😗

[@ashistrash994]

awww thank u this is just what i needed your comment made me tear up a little ;3

[@ghostiegengar6847]

I pretend anime characters are here with me too! I usually pretend I have a Pokémon following me around tho... And this is kinda embarrassing but I do this fake hug thing when I sleep and I kinda just pretend that someone is there with me. You're not alone, my friend!

[@killianmcclellan285]

i clicked on this song not expecting this at all and now i remember that i know this song and should never have done this

[@formanymoons]

I love this. Like, I really do. I don't so much love the unreasonably high tuning, but I still think it's beautiful.

[@g1foxss445]

I love Kaito and his voice even if my sister hate it too much..

[@arrestrose8090]

+G1Foxss may I ask a question? Why does she hate it?

[@lillyp7208]

Is it because he is immature in a way or does he not sing well in her opinion?

[@marie.coconut-uwu]

I'll be there for you *sobs*

[@GrayeIra]

hey, kaito, you got sebastion to cry. we care man

[@marie.coconut-uwu]

Yeah We do *takes out handkerchief and wipe tears*

[@GrayeIra]

Sebastian Michaelis *mentally hugs Kaito because I really can't because I'm not in Japan*

[@marie.coconut-uwu]

Graye Ira *agrees*

[@shadowfangrl2772]

God, I just wish he could sing this song live! I'm not going to lie, but I cried when I first heard this song because Kaito is the very first vocaloid made, and yet people don't respect him. I like Miku, don't get me wrong but, lots of people just worship her and forget Kaito. Kaito was the first vocaloid I listened too, and I still love him to.

[@weixin4921]

Kaito. have a lot of important people here.....

[@cyheuraethandrus3507]

This song makes me cry for Kaito... I LOVE YOU KAITO

[@awesomewizard444]

[@mikuhatsune2202]

I love Kaito

[@hnouqhujalee1271]

Damn!!! He can go HIGH!!!! Lol

[@ZERO2XEPHER]

well he is crying. when people cry their voice gets higher.

[@hnouqhujalee1271]

Dorrian Arisman True true

[@GrayeIra]

+Dorrian Arisman you, youre making this a lot worse for me...

[@killianmcclellan285]

i havent even heard rin go this high goddamn (i probably have but i have no memory when it comes to pitch)

[@IceCreamSplat]

"If I were to disappear from this world tomorrow, I bet there won't be anyone who would cry for me" KAITO, ARE YOU KIDDING ME? I WOULD CRY UNTIL EVERYONE DROWN OF MY TEARS.

[@pennshepard775]

This song expresses me... and a million other people, I'm sure. To all of the people that can say this song expresses them... Good luck, don't give up, and even if it doesn't feel like it... you can relate to some people... even if you don't know them, they could be that kid who bullies you, or that mean girl. But in any case, good luck, and try to find hope, my depressed brothers/sisters.

[@JoaoSilva-fd2zx]

i know what you feel Kaito-kun

[@QuantumKayos]

I have this song saved because I never want to lose it. I'm so glad this songs exists. I don't feel like this anymore, and 10 years has passed now since I was listening to this at 15. I wish I could give 15 year old me a hug when I realise I was just a kid and this song was what I connected to the most. It so sad and sounds so beautiful ;-; I hope everyone who found something in this song, is doing better today than before

[@Dakurozu]

o-o *hugs kaito*

[@spazzylitten3513]

I relate to this song more then I'd like to •~•

[@lillyp7208]

I'll laugh with you, I'll cry with you, just don't leave me (hugs him)! I love you so much Kaito! I can't imagine the world without you!

[@Holmsteinina]

UR NOT ALONE I LOVE YOU

[@lillyp7208]

I think the only ones who would notice Kaito is missing are his true die hard fans, and he doesn't have a lot fans due to his fail in ratings :(

[@oakfangplaxy]

I started crying 11 seconds into this video. This is a new record for me. I identify far too strongly with this song. I do have lots of people who love me but sometimes I feel horribly isolated. This song has simultaneously made me very sad and very happy. I would cry my eyes out if Kaito were to disappear, he's human enough to me for it to matter.

[@xXMiadzukiXx]

By the Angel... I'm really crying right now.... I can't believe this,This is the first time ever i cried for a song.... Kaito, see what you do to me?

[@Lagenas]

I crying right now... I never knew a song could capture my feelings so well. This was absolutely beautiful. Thank you so much for subbing this.

[@allychan6231]

...................I'm not crying *sniffles*

[@yandereskitty]

Yep there goes my feels

[@kaitoshion4840]

Y-Yep...... I'm crying....

[@ItachiUchiha-ee9ce]

Anything I say will not be enough praise to this sorrowful song. I especially liked your description as well, since it’s a really accurate description of some of the problems almost everyone faces. I personally relate to it, as I’m sure many others do as well. Honestly, as much as the song hurts, I think there’s something to be gained from it.

[@ZERO2XEPHER]

poor kaito, he's depressed and suicidal. He want to be human and people to notice him. Believe me kaito, i understand

[@lillyp7208]

Please don't! It's not like him at all! Seeing him sing like this really breaks my heart :'(

[@galaxxy5074]

That made me so sad.

[@ѕникт]

Why do I sing so depressing songs

[@ss-uo4is]

I found this song at least 6 years ago, and I still listen to this to sing me to sleep. Thank you for posting it!

[@animeiscoolness]

Kaito, all your fans love you unconditionally. Please don't cry or dislike yourself in any way. You are perfect. All of us fans will give you a shoulder to cry on any time. Smile. You are a wonderful person

[@xXYumeoibitoXx]

I've never cried before because of a song. I'm not easily moved to tears. But this was so beautiful and described what I'm feeling so perfectly that for the first time in my life͵ I was moved to tears. I can't believe that I'm sobbing all over my pillow now... Thank you for putting this up.

[@zombiedragoons]

Man.. I love this song. It's just so sad, yet beautiful in a way.. And it fits that he's a bit high pitched here, it sounds like he's about to cry.

[@rayvseba]

I cried the first time i heard this and i haven't been able to listen to anything else since. For such a long time i was trapped in this place, unable to let anyone in to help me. I would always wonder why i was even allowed to breathe when i was just an empty shell of a person. This song resonates with me in ways i didnt know were possible and some that i wish weren't. Sabrina, if you happen to read this, Thank you. You saved me from something i could never fight on my own.

[@lolan40]

i never knew he could sing that high

[@RayRayViolet25]

@ShadowxFangirl I agree with your statement. To me out of all the Vocaloids Kaito seems the most down to Earth and real to me.

[@kao2984]

This song expresses all my life......

[@shionbrandon978]

i push people away and i want to die, but in the end, i fail, hopelessly trying to push forward, trying to get help

[@JazerPixie]

It is possible to overcome these feelings. It's so weird, my own 'other self' just reunited with myself only a couple days ago. It took an infinite amount of reflection, healing tears and an extremely supportive friend who loves me unconditionally (I've not once felt ashamed of my existence around her). In my life, I've learned that someone can love you without actually making you feel loved. I've been in emotionally distant relationships like that my entire life, up until I met my best friend.

[@swamppbeetle]

noo Kaito my baby, i love you so much ;-; i just wanna hug him

[@shadowluva090595Z]

ive never thought what it would be ; like wishing i were human,, but i cant imagine the pain kaito feels when he sees humans living the way we do, kaito i bet has the most longing of being human

[@ChaotixxZ]

I cried when I have listening this song, even though I did not understand all the words (I'm french). This song is perfect for me, I recognize myself so ... People on the internet are all super friendly, I have many friends on "the dimly lit digital garden", and indeed, often, they tell me that "if they knew me in real life, they would talk to me without hesitate to become my friend". But, in reality,nobody does it, almost all make fun of us, and they do not realize how much they can hurt us ...

[@EmiMiyako]

@Talkingcamara2 i find that really amazing that you can have that much strengh, some people choose to be filled with hate and dont try to push themselfs to provide for someone, my dad died when i was young so i dont remember him, my parents were never married, so i was like the outside child, but i was loved by my family, and well my step dad, he was like a friend (not really close) but we talked, what im trying to say is i like how you can look at life that way c:

[@EmiMiyako]

1:46 " If I were to disappear from this world tomorrow, I bet there won't be anyone who would cry for me" IT SO MADE ME CRY! EVEN THE THOUGHT OF IT DID!!! Kaito don't say that! Your too loved by all of us! *crying too hard, can barely see what is typing* It's so sad :''''(

[@CassieopeiaCreations]

@GraceTheUnstoppable you are correct, and another reason its so sad ( To me ) is that it reminds me of myself, put into a song that i could never express like him, why do i hate myself? is all i ask myself, why do i want to die unpainfully? why do i want to vanish? no one would miss me if i die, no one loves me, is what i tell myself, but i shall keep on living because even though kaito is just a vocaloid he moved my heart and i will live just because he tells me too.

[@ILuvHikaruAndKaoru]

Such a beautiful song ^^ And I can really relate to this one too D: Kaito's voice high sounds beautiful, and it adds more emotion to the song too. It sounds like he's going to cry, which fits the song well (I don't know, maybe it's just me, but that's what I personally think ;P)

[@AllTheHats]

15 seconds into the song and I already feel like sobbing. There isn't much I can say, but I can say that this song is beautiful.

[@linkpwns13]

This is the first time I've heard this song in a long time. I never thought I'd be able to relate so closely. I didn't think I'd ever feel as Kaito does. Makes me sad that so many people feel like this.

[@JazerPixie]

Kaito doesn't have a friend like that, and that's incredibly sad; once you've learned what unconditional love is, once you've realised that your other relationships are emotionally distant, it becomes so much easier to overcome your negative feelings. It feels terrible at first - how can the people who are supposed to be closest to me make me feel unloved? - but you realise that your sadness doesn't come out of nowhere. But then, there's another bump in the road. I wondered whether I was just

[@RayRayViolet25]

@ImoutoRie This song basicly describes my life too, and hearing Kaito sing it with his amazing voice makes me reallize how bad my life can be sometimes, but it's the good time that count! What doesn't kill us will make us stronger!

[@StarrySkyKnight]

1:47 "If I disappear from this world tomorrow, I bet there won't be anyone who would cry for me." Your bet is wrong, my friend...

[@MelonixRukia]

Guys dont give up...someone out there is waiting to meet you...care for you..hold you in their arms and understand what you've gone through..

[@artemis101814]

even though he's hitting such high notes, he still sounds masculine. that's awesome, this song is awesome, and it describes my life perfectly

[@Senwyn1]

I empathise so much with the lyrics in this song... It's kinda sad when you see your own thoughts being sang in a song. Though I never really considered it loneliness. I agree with the comments that Kaito's voice is rather high pitched; however I think it's kind of suitable?

[@AviTaRi142]

If only there's a version of this with Kaito's deep voice, I would think it's more touching either his voice or the lyrics... this one sound like he's really gonna cry T^T but it still is sad

[@ShadowedEntity0607]

too sad, uhh i love miku dont get me wrong, but people love her but dont even think twice bout kaito when he is the first vocaloid, and he is my fav though ;-;

[@EmiMiyako]

@Talkingcamara2 i know, i couldnt believe that they would even think of canceling him, what were they thinking?! but thank god that miku made a request for kaito, and he became more popular, i dont like miku but i do have to like her for that, or the person that made her do that request :3

[@28MUSICCHICK]

@TheSparrowBlack i know what u mean, but, i ran out of tears along time ago sometimes i feel like crying but cant trust me there is someone out there who does care about u u just dont see the person who cares about u the most because u think no one cares about u wait, be pateint and that person might show up, and tell u they care about u, so keep ur smile up

[@Talkingcamara2]

@EmiMiyako I'm quite angry at times- which doesn't help because it's kind of a hate-love relationship. But I don't let it overwhelm me, ever, so that's why I don't see anyone who lashes out with extreme anger at people who are not at fault as right. I can understand the stress involved but I would think that people like that would know what it's like and would stop it from happening to someone else. I didn't even post the full extent of everything and I'm still doing my best. (Comment 1)

[@JazerPixie]

Once you realise you are lovable, you can take more steps in a better direction. Slowly, you can forgive, accept and love your existence. Mine was a journey that was far too long, but I was finally able to believe that every part of myself is lovable. My other self, sealed after my family's conditional love rejected it, was lovable. I learned to love my other, loneliest self. In that very moment, she disappeared. But she wasn't gone; she only merged with the rest of my soul.

[@Talkingcamara2]

@EmiMiyako It's even sadder when Kaito almost didn't make it... You know, with him going to be canceled...

[@MoonlightTheWolf10]

gaah kaito XDD you making me sleep at 3 am with your awesome voice!!! OH WOO! ANOTHER KAITO SONG ON THE BAR!!!

[@StrawberrySensations]

@GraceTheUnstoppable The reason this is sad is because people can connect with him, and this may be his voice, but behind that is a real person. A real person who is feeling or felt that way. Your shallow way of thinking almost makes me sadder than this song reminds me of the days I used to feel like this.

[@meagandickensheets8319]

You don't need to hate yourself KAITO! You are Perfect! Everyone likes you, some just don't know it yet.

[@BloomingSnow]

This is what my life was for two months at one point. I was happy before it because I didn´t realize these things, about people laughing at me and that I didn´t have any real friends. And now I´m happy cause I have good friends and have learned to laugh to people who laugh at me. Believe me, if someone makes fun of you (in the mean way) they are not satisfied with themself.

[@StarAWings]

i'm crying... its so beautiful...

[@7piko7kun7]

This is one of the few vocaloid songs that really get to me mostly because I can relate to it its hard not to cry when I hear this songT.T

[@ChibiVamp232]

This song is so true it's sad. I know so many kids who depend so heavily on online friends and some getting so desperate for a text they get their cellphones taken away. It's a real thing and it's sad :(

[@xxblazingKiLLjoYxx]

i agree with TheSparrowBlack, just today i was once again breaking down crying in my room, wondering these same things. like many times before... it's amazing how much you can connect to a song

[@SeroXphim]

@pinxter10 its not just you ne~ In this speeding up society, this song applies to many people as they try to keep up