My Story | Battling Mental Illness

[@kallmekris]

Sorry this was all over the place. I was a little flustered, but I hope this helped even just one person out there. You are NOT ALONE! You have everything to live for, even if it doesnt seem like it at the time. I love and appreciate all of you. And lets make this comment section a welcoming and safe place

[@___LAKSHMI___]

We love u too ❤❤❤ And we will be here for you no matter what happens ❤

[@justinwampler9443]

It is otayyyyyy❤❤❤

[@happyfeet6582]

Hope you can get threw it we are here for you❤️

[@anyamathur645]

We love you ❤️

[@oddperson5726]

Your awesome

[@CelinaSpookyBoo]

Strongest person i know

[@urte9434]

Yes I agree Celina

[@aimeeharris2141]

Ya🥺🥰🥰🥰

[@makenasimonds5641]

I agree

[@lorenamatamoros8012]

Yes

[@lyns501]

I agree and u just got a sub for that sentence

[@OllaniElizabeth]

As a victim of SA, I completely understand what you experienced. You’re so strong Kris, keep it up. You’re braver than you know.

[@user-lp5gd4fj2j]

Hey, Kris! You probably won't see this comment because this video was posted two years ago. I feel as I am speaking for your 60 million+ combined followers when saying that we all appreciate the fact that you have been able to share this with us as I understand it takes a LOT of courage and bravery, we are sorry for what you've gone through, it's okay to cry, and that we all love you and will forever support you. As always, keep up the excellent work!

[@thecockneyterritory4869]

It's always the comedians. The people most sad are always the ones trying to make everyone laugh. Mental health sucks man. Thanks for being you

[@brittneymcneil5852]

I have found that it's usually the one's who are comedians/funny because they like to make others laugh and smile. There is just this comfort in knowing you have made someone happy. Also cause they know what it's like to be sad pretty much all the time so if they can make someone else laugh especially someone who copes with mental health problems then they feel that slightly bit better.

[@urmom338]

We love you so much

[@bigantdud3499]

A big example of this is the great actor/comedian Robin Williams rip 🙏

[@Hi-ft3ye]

We all understand

[@spidersubzero4706]

your not wrong

[@ElianaGhen]

Wow you are so amazing so much love to you

[@z0ey_idk525]

Hi Eliana! Love ur vids❤

[@makenna12321]

YESSSS ELIANA!

[@itzbriannaroadto1k327]

My two favorite people on KZbin:O

[@axolotl8941]

@Eliana Ghen yes she is! I love ur channel btw!

[@axolotl8941]

@@itzbriannaroadto1k327 ikr!

[@danceoutnow]

Recovering class clown here. Thank you for your vulnerability kris. You are believed, and you are worthy of being believed. You are accepted, and you are worthy of acceptance. You are seen, and you are worthy of being seen.

[@landenstallbaumer-vl9id]

I’m a class clown and I make people laugh by just getting the dopamine and nobody knew what I was going through and what happens at home and then they ask Landen what’s wrong and then I say nothing just been feeling down and then they say well you only live once so might as well be happy and that’s what they think but I don’t think that and they think I make them laugh by just being funny but it’s just to make me a little happier

[@rribbitz]

Kris, I know I'm late to this. But whatever happens in your life, you are not alone. People are here for you for whatever you need and you know that by 2023. You are upon one of the strongest people going through this and you are beautiful the way you are. I hope you are/soon to be recovered by now but nobody, even you should face things as awful as your experiences. You are spectacular.

[@lunanight8145]

Same I saw this a while back but I just didn't understand what she was going through, but now I get it so well it's scary. Whenever I just can't eat I just think of her and try my best.

[@kawtharisautistic12]

2024 this is sad

[@kawtharisautistic12]

​@@lunanight8145ik

[@user-zn4pw5nk2v]

@@lunanight8145 a friendly reminder that everyone is going through rough times occasionally. Some more, some less, some just smoke copium, remember to smile, say hello, you're welcome, and goodbye, a smile can poke trough the clouds overhead, because everyone can catch a horrible mood, especially with some pharmacy drugs that cause it occasionally. Doesn't matter the background, even famous(successful) people, what was it "impostor syndrome", talking to people usually helps both parties.

[@musicofthesoul7383]

Not all heroes wear capes. Some of them wear tiny hands❤

[@hoomanburrito633]

ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ

[@elisabethkheir6863]

❤️👋

[@angelaandrews4987]

Yes love you Kris

[@lizzynicole6049]

💖☺️

[@katelyn446]

Haha yesss

[@lilyoonkitty2735]

"People who suicide are not coward, they are just tired by staying strong for too long"

[@bzzcallin8931]

100% LOUDER FOR THE HOMIES AT THE BACCC !

[@Animatty]

@@naimurrahman2312 I don't agree on calling them losers. I don't blame them for doing what they did because sometimes life sucks and it really does seem like there is no light at the end of the tunnel. Committing suicide may just be the easiest way out of a battle they are just too tired of fighting anymore. Yes, you can tell someone with suicidal thoughts to just 'hang in there', but without motivation, I don't see too many good things coming from that situation. Don't treat my words as doctrine though, I have never personally experienced these feelings/had these mental illnesses myself, but I do think that getting out of a pit of depression takes more than telling them to just get through it.

[@naimurrahman2312]

@@Animatty well I had suicidal thoughts when I was around 10. I know my past self was nothing but a loser. Committing suicide takes courage and if u have that then u should be able to do alot with ur life. U really just need one person around u as a motivation to live until u realize there is so much to luve for in this world. We got sports arts tracking etc etc so so many crazy stuff to do. I personally am a introvert but can't deny I want to go out of my comfort zone if it's what it takes .And yeah I respect however the way u think about it. Life is good we can have the worst of times but after laying low for a long while if we don't open our eyes give ourselves a chance there ain't no hope

[@Animatty]

@@naimurrahman2312 Very well put. I definitely agree that there are a TON of things that are worth living for. Did you ever see them that way in the moment? Did it really feel like there were things worth staying here for? I also wonder why is it okay to call anyone a loser especially if they are going through something like that? I am of course asking these questions to clarify and further my understanding, seeing that I have not gone through this myself, not to tear apart your points.

[@anonymoususername834]

@@naimurrahman2312 i did find that person People arent losers but i get what your saying here maybe just re phrase the loser word

[@Lolimjusttired]

This literally made me want to hug Kris and give her the whole world 😭I love her so much

[@phoebegarrett3055]

Can I have a hug to?

[@davidmealey2000]

Ive struggled wwith depression and had suicidal thoughts. The best quote I ever heard about why not to take your own life is that suicide doesn't end the pain, it just passes it to someone you loved.

[@Jabez2005]

My favorite saying I’ve ever heard from anyone is, “I know today sucked, but there’s this party happening called “tomorrow “. I better see you there.” So, I better see you all tomorrow. 😁🖤

[@preach9]

"I know today is rough but there's this party called "tomorrow". I better see you there you freaking nerd :)"

[@kaylahall1219]

Thank you. 😁👍

[@rogerdeaky427]

@@preach9 I know you don't have to tell me I'm part of 14 fandoms

[@kianna1594]

That is the best saying I've ever heard! You made my day ❤️🥺

[@PixelizedGhost]

@@preach9 “No in asked” 😇😊

[@emmaroemmele1517]

I love how she did a little smile when she talked about her boyfriend

[@G0ggy15]

I'm in grade ten and I lost my mum in December amd it has been hard to deal with. I have had thoughts of ending it but I can't leave my family and friends like that, I'm so sorry for everything you have been through, and in tough times I alway quote Winston Churchill "When you're going through hell, keep going."

[@Sienna6164]

I’m so sorry for your loss. I hope your doing well

[@xen-breezy]

I so sorry that happened to you just know that everything will be ok and that you are amazing you can get through this and I hope you are and continue to be well

[@VanDGrrl]

Hope you’re ok. Keep going!

[@Sierra_Hunter_]

I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope your doing well

[@gwenx4400]

I know this video is from 2 years ago, but I just wanna tell you that I’m so glad you made this video, and I’m so proud of you for doing so. You’ve helped and supported many people by sharing this, me being one of them. Love you❤️

[@mollyfoote3973]

let’s appreciate how kris feels comfortable sharing this with all of us.

[@Alwayssleeping234]

Exactly thank u

[@s_west1234]

I am so thankful that she is willing to share this bc I am so scared to show my depression bc no one I know has gone through this and it’s hard acting like there is nothing wrong

[@chanthitthitnyein7181]

❤❤❤❤🤧

[@approved_ncr_ranger2166]

Yes

[@Saraaaaaa38]

Yes she is very strong❤

[@overtimexbox5514]

For all them Riley fans who struggle read this in rileys voice "I knoe yu may be stwuggin but pwease belive in uorslf you got dis OTAY"

[@noelleista]

dis mAde me teawr up tank yu :'))) * to be read in rileys voice *

[@bruhitseric]

Otay

[@neptunereviewsstuff7563]

Otay 😊

[@Justaguyiguess]

Otay!

[@bow865]

Otay :]

[@RomanianRebecca]

I struggled with self harm and suicidal thoughts from age 8 when I was first molested and bullied in school. I’m so sorry to Kris and everyone else who has ever been sexually abused.

[@lexispeaks5585]

Damn, you're TOUGH. Not only have you lasted this long through all of this, but you're becoming so strong in the process of healing. That's powerful.

[@andreavankoningsbruggen884]

“I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy. Because they know what it’s like to feel absolutely worthless. And they don’t want anyone else to feel like that” - Robin Williams

[@teedoi6254]

True

[@lovexxava]

𝒘𝒉𝒚 𝒅𝒊𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒉𝒊𝒕 𝒔𝒐 𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒅-

[@jessicasimmons3957]

❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@lilygrace5888]

Thank you I think it's true because if you watch jaiden animations video she explained how she "didn't have a reason" to be here but she wanted to help people so she kept going

[@andreavankoningsbruggen884]

@@lilygrace5888 Kris has also mentioned a few times how Robin Williams is one of her biggest inspirations. He has a very similar mindset. You never could tell the demons he battled because he always smiled and hid his pain behind his characters. I think he has had a large influence on many people and for positive reasons despite him living through tragedy. ❤️

[@Short_lemonade_stand]

Kris: starts crying* Me: starts to cry* Also me: starts to cry alot because she's my favorite and I hate seeing people sad*

[@parrismelancon3079]

Literally

[@Sharifa._.bmwg80m3]

Same🥺🥺💔

[@Short_lemonade_stand]

@@Sharifa._.bmwg80m3 😭🥺☹

[@buttertoast2847]

So true

[@xavierkroening138]

True

[@brendaarana6646]

You brought so much happiness and laugh to your followers! Thank you for making the world less scary with your art

[@tylerferrand8786]

I got rid of all my social media. It's traumatic now. I'm so glad to see you, you're one of my favorite creators. I'm so sorry for your past. I've had it pretty rough too. I'm at my worst.

[@SugarsugarFruity-hz6lz]

How are you currently?

[@light.5562]

She was sexually assaulted, was depressed, and more. And she’s still this bright shining happy smiling 24/7 person. God bless her. She’s so strong.

[@10yearsago96]

@Jack Snyder it’s an exaggeration.

[@professorJorge11]

She "appears" happy on Tik Tok, but that's a comedy routine. It's an artform, clearly it helped Kris

[@melissaluci9055]

yes

[@al3s_qqz26]

@@MidasTouch2007KMIGAccount hey, im really sorry if this sound mean and im sorry you went through all that but please don’t make this a competition of “who has the most trauma” cause it can seem really disrespectful, again im really sorry if this comes off rudely

[@Noorah_Mohammed.]

@@al3s_qqz26 it isn’t rude it is his/her way of telling someone their problems Even he /she probably had a lot of courage to type that In a way it’s helping others too - it feels like we are not the only one who been through all this and we all at least one person in life to share something

[@reneleanor9231]

As a fellow victim of SA, I stand by your side and I hope you know truly that you aren't alone. Well done for making this video and for telling your loved ones, gods know I haven't told anyone yet :)

[@Kadampa89]

I’m a shrink but also survivor of depression. Kris you have really helped me and some of my patients from your talks. I know for a fact you have done so much more than saved just one person. I have super respect for you and wish you and your family a happy new year.

[@theashleymethod1843]

2 minutes in she had tears in her eyes and I realized I'm one of those insane fans who would do anything to see my role model smile. Who tf even disliked this video? Katrina needs names and addresses. 😒

[@elle11123]

Facts

[@violetjones3863]

True. So true.

[@jenna6128]

“Sometimes the Ones Who Seem the Happiest Are Hurting the Most” THIS QUOTE IS SO PERFECT FOR HER.

[@auraroseedits]

I am super happy : ) :

[@krissiemurray6018]

Robin Williams... prime example. No 1 seen the pain until he was gone. Tortured souls have 2 release the pain sum how. I listen 2 alot of comedians. Alot of them had ruff childhoods and pain in their lives. Once u can laugh at ur pain the world starts 2 look a little brighter.. I've been doin TMS (transcranial magnetic simulation) best decision I've ever made.. I appreciate her sharing this.

[@ka4rolina]

i think its perfect for a lot of people and it shouldnt be perfect but it sadly is.

[@donnawright5795]

So true

[@gorilla_girl101taylor9]

That is true. Things arn't always what it seems. In this case, She acts happy but really hurting inside.

[@AngelaDancy-nl6dm]

i feel how you feel, trust your NOT alone by any chance you will never be alone and i hope you are never SA again

[@SquishmallowSwiftie101]

this video i come to when i feel like just dying on the spot, and crying. when i just cant be happy, no matter what happens. thank you Kris for giving me a safe space

[@SquishmallowSwiftie101]

and even if you dont see this comment, among your 11.2M subs currently, i want you to know i appreciate you so much, and you have really helped me with coping and just, even though you don't know me, you have been the #1 supporter ive had, and even though you dont know it, your videos have been there, when i needed the most. love you Kris

[@eavioli]

People who disliked clicked the wrong button because their eyes were too teary

[@francescahaidt5442]

100%

[@xx_surge_xx3806]

Facts

[@Shad0wBunn0]

The people who clicked dislike are the ones who would say "Not this bish again." But the fact that Kris is coming out and sharing a lot of things like this with random people calls out for respect. Anyone who can talk to someone about their hard times deserve a little more respect.

[@ThePersonMan]

Or they just didn't listen to the warning at the beginning

[@rvbyedits9150]

Yes Y would anyone dislike it

[@umberundead2619]

The funniest people always battle the biggest demons. Our hearts go out to you.

[@Jesusdagardener]

Yes

[@vanessaallard4760]

😢its sad but true 😢

[@eenvogelbekdier9150]

You know the whole meme of the class clown at home is not as happy as he appears isn’t that inaccurate. I know a lot of people like that. And I might kind of fit in with that character but I don’t like saying that im sad. Makes a part of me say: no ur not ur stupid and a crybaby now go do your homework you fat piece of shit.

[@mrnibblesmom]

That’s exactly what I was thinking.

[@kmkeenan09]

U r SO true! Kris girl! We are here for u we love u and r SO happy we helped u!

[@allisonw-fk8fi]

i am so so late but i just felt i needed to say this. when you said “you deserve to be here” i just lost it, my body just reacted. i hadn’t had tears leave my eyes until you said that and now i’m bawling. thank you kris. you do so much for us too, complimenting us every video, being so kind, and really just being so accepting and loving to us all. you are such an amazing person. also, never apologize for crying, it’s a natural way to let out emotions, or for having a more serious video, they are just as important if not more thank you again and we love you too :)

[@HiBahhahah]

You do deserve to be here I bet you are an amazing beautiful person and I hope the best for you!!!❤

[@Tonyas186]

You are such a strong well spoken woman. Thank you for sharing your story. I found your “shorts” on instagram and totally relate and am entertained by them. Take care of yourself.

[@Rexxypoo]

"It's okay not to be okay" -KallmeKris That is beautiful

[@miishaaa_mo]

“The only thing more exhausting than being depressed is pretending that you’re not.” You are strong, dont let anyone break you.

[@iidxnny]

So underrated thank you so much 🙏

[@michaelhouseholder7643]

thank you for that

[@user-dh3kq7bs9f]

Girl we are here for you and love and support you in everything

[@dianaburm]

Thank you for sharing! I am so sorry you had to go through all of this. You are truly fantastic for finding the strength and will to overcome this. I wish you to live and enjoy a life full of joy.

[@f1heat674]

We are with u kris in this stay strong and yep "otayyyy" Woahhhh

[@OakyOak984]

That is fax kris

[@not3mily568]

Mhm 100%

[@kallmekris]

otay! Same goes to all of you!

[@not3mily568]

@@kallmekris 🥰❤

[@Elenaaaqq]

@@kallmekris

[@SingofSolace]

The most dystopian thing in the world is seeing an advertisement in the middle of someone recounting a sexual assault.

[@marcusquackford2091]

Just got one during kris describing how her friend passed. Smh

[@himag5055]

Seven.. youtube should really reduce and try to not have any ads in videos which are about certain topics..

[@marcusquackford2091]

@@himag5055 Definately

[@churchgir1]

I literally got a simply piano ad while kris was crying.

[@UnPhazes]

Remember you tube is putting ads on your videos even if you turn it off

[@AMN_7]

I thank God you’re still here because you’re loved so much. I feel like I was watching myself because I’ve gone through those horrific, dark moments with my ED, depression and rape. I’ll tell you this…you’re so strong especially for sharing those dark moments with all of us. Thank you for being so vulnerable and honest! Truly, you deserve nothing but good things and happiness!! My pup has saved me many times too. Keep fighting! You’re loved!

[@sign.language.l5765]

Thank you for being so vulnerable and sharing your story. Your story will speak to so many hearts, Kris.

[@antichxrisma]

Strongest fuckin’ person I know. Props to you, we’re in this together.

[@bladeofjade2629]

Absolutely! It's amazing she's still here today after what she went through. #weloveyoukris

[@tammynunya5152]

"I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make other people happy. Because they know what it's like to feel absolutely worthless and they don't want anybody else to feel like that" - Robin Williams. A brilliant man gone before his time! Glad you're still with us Kris and I appreciate your vulnerability. It makes me search within myself ways for proactive ways to make my life better 🙏💜

[@haider_m_m]

100%

[@blues6499]

OMG OMG ARE U AN OUTCAST?? BC I SEE NF

[@haider_m_m]

@@blues6499 what does that mean

[@blues6499]

@@haider_m_m the person who made the original comment has a profile picture of a rapper named NF, aka the best rapper ever lol

[@astridr.5715]

I've seen this quote 2 times today and I feel like it's a sign to stay:)

[@nancysherrod2428]

thank you for being so real and vulnerable!!!! what a wonderful testimony! love you!!!

[@user-nr7yx1ip9l]

let’s all give a round of applause for her being so strong to tell us all about this (i’m so late with this comment i know 😭) but it’s always needed 👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏

[@nkoszy]

The moment Kris looked into the camera and said “cuz we’re a family” I started to cry because I’ve never been so touched...

[@j_g9109]

You are not alone in that. 😥 It touched my heart that she was able to share her story with us, but the honesty in her eyes when she said “cuz we’re a family” made the tears I’d been holding back burst free. I felt her words in my heart.

[@Animatty]

I believe my adoption papers are ready, Kris

[@cyohe8643]

Same

[@stephengove]

I broke down in tears after she said that 😢

[@falleneagle_3703]

“Today is going to be a good day. And here’s why, because today, today at least you’re you. And that’s enough.” - Evan Hansen

[@Mar6008]

That musical was just amezing and buetifull

[@falleneagle_3703]

@@Mar6008 did you know there’s a movie version coming out in September

[@PamMorasse]

This is why i admire you ! you're so brave ❤

[@matiasmartorell8550]

the fact that she had enough courage to do this AND post this says a lot. i love her sm and she makes me think i’m normal

[@RIGUY.]

She is the most brave person I’ve ever seen, her ability to be confident and still be the amazing person she is without revealing all the pain behind her happy smile is just amazing I have a friend who is like this and now I know how to help them because of this video thank you 😊😘😁

[@khadijahraifu2940]

I agree and she is a insperation

[@ellaanimates]

Riley Brickman that’s not the point of the comment but good for you 🙂💕✨

[@Natalie-jd3hd]

I'm in the 7th grade and I'm WAY too mature for my age. I cover it up with pretending to be care free, funny, talkative, and loud. I sometimes wish I can take back my innocence where I didn't have to care about the world as much. You think that it's only the quiet people that suffer but everyone has their own problems. You would never expect the person that is the human equivalent of happiness to suffer from depression....but we do. Kris brings happiness to this world like no other. I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for making the darkness ebb away....even just a little. With all my love....fight through it.

[@RIGUY.]

@Riley Brickman whoa that’s awesome same name twins 🤣

[@kaylonroy3055]

Riley: Everything will be otay Sergei: Da. It will be ok Misha: Sergei speak facts

[@rich1579]

Ong

[@johnchotkowski655]

Don't make me call Bex!

[@mumsie_P]

Lol

[@cubingnesse8785]

Man, that would be so cute

[@urmom.220]

I can here them saying this

[@LylasCrochetStudio]

Thank you so much for sharing what you went through! That means a lot. I have a friend who is struggling with some of the things that ou mentioned on this video, and I think that you sharing hw you felt through your times of pain, really helped me understand, at least a little bit of what my friend is going through. Thank you so much!❤❤

[@dodgedavidson197]

Im sorry u went through those hard situations but ur doing great now and helping out loads of people from all over Stay strong

[@sidney8068]

“You feel like there is no escape, but there is”- Kallmekris... favorite thing she has every said

[@SamanthaRileyTodd]

I agree

[@Natalie-jd3hd]

I'm in the 7th grade and I'm WAY too mature for my age. I cover it up with pretending to be care free, funny, talkative, and loud. I sometimes wish I can take back my innocence where I didn't have to care about the world as much. You think that it's only the quiet people that suffer but everyone has their own problems. You would never expect the person that is the human equivalent of happiness to suffer from depression....but we do. Kris brings happiness to this world like no other. I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for making the darkness ebb away....even just a little. With all my love....fight through it.

[@Louiesuetta07]

That quote helped me through my depression

[@Marina-tn1tz]

We love you, Kris. Don't ever forget that.

[@i.love.kingvon]

right she makes me the happiest ♥️

[@michaelmyers9245]

If you dislike you are insane she is the best youtuber ever

[@haroldanderson982]

She is the best KZbin

[@leeannsabol1971]

I'm so sorry for your late friend and I hope you still stand strong and your subscribers are always here for you.

[@eanisp1]

I just watched this and I am soo sorry and yet so happy to see that you're so strong to be here and give us enjoyment. May we all be as strong as you. We all love you Kris.

[@colececil886]

She already helps so many of us smile, she now helps us feel like we ain’t alone and acknowledges how hard it is. People like her give me hope for this world.

[@kallmekris]

Happy I can help in any way

[@sara_4ever]

@@kallmekris hi kris Today i have just realized that yt,snap,tiktok,insta,Twitter all of it is not real you put a smile on iur faces but your real life is really sad. You got r@ped but whoever done it to you knows what they did you will get through this god loves h

[@huntertheslayer8858]

@@kallmekris we all love you and don't forget it. 😊😊

[@silas-the-person3895]

So true

[@leannaryder6695]

@@kallmekris Kris, really. You are such an amazing person and helped us in so many ways.

[@SKRiders1205]

When she apologized for “crying so much” I said in my head. “WHAT THE HECK DO YOU MEAN! AFTER ALL YOU’VE BEEN THROUGH? YOU HAVE A REASON TO CRY PLEASE DO NOT APOLOGIZE!” I was about to say “I’m so sorry for what you have been through” then I thought, sorry doesn’t seem right for this situation. But I want you to know, that I think you are amazing and I’m so glad you felt comfortable enough to opening up to us, and that your laughter and smiles are the best part of my day💖💖💖

[@rayray64]

Bruh she prolly crying cause its emotional for her

[@muddles2003]

Well said

[@rvbyedits9150]

I agree

[@manny3447]

@@rayray64 yeah that’s what he said, and there was no need to apologize for it, that’s what he meant.

[@AnimalLoverKate-bf9lw]

Thank you so much for this. I've been battling mental health since about fourth grade but never spoke out about it until a little while after I saw this. You are so strong to stay through all of this. We love you Kris❤❤❤❤❤

[@uhhohstinkyy_]

Thank you for sharing your story and for raising awareness, we know this isn't easy to talk about at all

[@ealzak110official6]

Seeing her like this broke my heart.I’ve never seen this side. She’s helped me stay myself and i wish I could’ve helped

[@ellamassa542]

She did not deserve this

[@IDK-po8yk]

Me to

[@thatoneyaoi6727]

Me to

[@lotzroeffel]

🥰

[@KittyCat-ny1lt]

Same i wish I could of helped to

[@lakshitakpaiicse7780]

this just explains that we should never judge someone , i saw some comments that said "i wish i had her life" , "she's so funny i wish i was her" so no one ever knew what she was going through and what kind of horrendous time she had , we all love you kris and you can talk to us whenever you want :)

[@DarrenHolman]

Wow, you are so strong. That is one of the bravest things I have ever seen. Your videos brighten my day each day and I am so happy you found your purpose and your tribe.

[@user-zi5hh7nk3k]

ty for helping me through my sadness and your like my family your the best aunt kris :)

[@MewoAsh]

The fact that she mentioned how Kevin, her dog, saved her so many times is SO relatable for me. I had a dog throughout a lot of my school time (I had her from 2006 (2nd ish grade) till 2019) and she saved my life more times than I can count. When I lost her I lost SO much motivation to do anything. My life just sat at a stand still as I auto piloted through it. In 2020 I got a new dog. She's imperfect, she still play bites despite being almost 2 years old, but she's my baby, and I love her more than anything.

[@CreepyFlash2010]

Well... I do t really know what to say. I just wanted to say something but idk what.

[@maryam-vy2nd]

If you would've drove down a cliff we wouldn't be here laughing at ur tiktoks everyday, Thanks Kris

[@winged-gamer]

You are such an amazing KZbinr and you helped me get through things after my dads passing. You are such an amazing KZbinr and a person

[@kaylab7999]

I have depression and anxiety thank you so much for this and it is a long journey but your getting thier❤

[@yiggyziggy5923]

My mom use to say *Every broken soul can be recovored they just need love and time* before she died of cancer

[@edennn1618]

I’m so sorry for your loss ❤️

[@bluecritical7618]

Im sorry for your loss

[@drnature0]

I'm so sorry for your loss

[@gympsterchains]

Sorry for your lose. I know the feeling. My brother (never met him) passed away a few months ago. It hurts. She must have helped many people in this world.

[@worldclasschoco]

Sorry for your loss Your mother was very wise

[@King-cw4bn]

The minute Kris started crying I felt her pain and the things she went through and I started crying 😢

[@kaiyam9438]

She made me cry

[@amberlynnnspruce7431]

Yoo samee

[@katiefuemmeler9755]

Me too 🥺

[@King-cw4bn]

@@kaiyam9438 Same 😢

[@bossy_cat2222]

Kris, You deserve the world, WE ARE HERE FOR YOU!

[@guldandawarlock]

We're all proud of you too, and glad you're with us! Thank you for sharing your story. You've been through a LOT and came out strong! It takes immense amounts of effort to push through. Those who haven't experienced what you have may not understand; don't let any of them make you doubt yourself. I'm glad your family was supportive, and that your care for them kept you here. I can relate. At times I had similar thoughts while driving. I hope your acting aspiration is looking more feasible these days, you should absolutely pursue it if it's your passion. You definitely have the talent and skill to make it wherever you set your mind to go!

[@connorwexler8156]

I can't believe how much stuff you've gone through. I mean, getting raped is the fu**ing worst. I haven't gotten raped but just hearing someone say they have and then they break down after it just says a lot. Don't worry kallmekris, we're all here for you. No matter what.

[@abdullahmuhsinbinahmadlutf4442]

I agree with you buddy...

[@vannyinda1586]

I definitely agree

[@ManuelPerez-hz6um]

Yeah Kris is strong and she makes everyone happy and it makes her happy 😃 Kris we here for you otay ❤️

[@obanai7537]

Im with her no matter what love you kris

[@RukiBizarre]

Thank you for putting this out here, Kris. Sending my love!

[@zareen4084]

hii :)

[@trisha404_]

Hello verified person. By the way due to this lockdown and shit even I’ve been feeling so depressed and just wanting to end it all but like after watching this video and crying a lot, I kinda felt I actually related to someone and I’m not the only one who felt this way. Kris, Just know you’ll be love no matter what and you make me smile everyday

[@vrentoe6076]

Yoooo

[@born2lifestylee518]

HeLlO

[@nobody-xo9zu]

Oh ma god yiki ibribidi yeeteeb chiniiiiiiilllllllllll

[@Ryan-oc9hf]

Thank you for sharing your story to help others who are struggling. You are a 10/10 human. Love you lots. All the best to you and your family!

[@kiwicute3802]

You are so strong we are so proud of you. Stay strong 💪❤️✨

[@TeamAqua2600]

Misha and serga would fight a bear for Riley just like the entire comment section fight for you

[@saharatjardes9726]

Very true. I just want to give her a hug

[@charlieb457]

Very very very very true

[@Keylimepiedoodles]

I want to give her a huge hug and tell her that we will always be supporting her! Love you kris!!! 💕

[@addifarris3938]

That is very inspirational and very true were here for you kris

[@albinsjogren5165]

"people cry, not because they're weak. It is because they have been strong for too long" - Johnny Depp "nothing is more beautiful than a smile that has struggled through tears" - Demi Lovato

[@abby_xox93]

Wow 🥺

[@truerandomchannel]

_some_ celebrities are cool

[@JustaBellpepper]

Bro you literally made me cry for a hot 5 minutes. And I mean SOBBING. Big heaving sobs of relief. Just by typing those quotes. I really needed to hear those words. Thank you. So much.

[@Jessie-km4je]

Wow, that hit me hard, as someone struggling through depression and suicidal thoughts that was impowering.

[@HunterSmith641]

That hit me like a 12 pound sledgehammer bolted to a beam of light.

[@Aashbard01]

I know how hard it is to talk about this, I commend you for your courage. Thank you for being so brave an so vulnerable. I have much empathy fr you, my friend

[@spw947]

Thank you for sharing.🙏🏼 I’m currently feeling down and have suffered from depression for a lifetime. It was nice to see your open honesty about the darker days. I’ve tried to explain this to family and friends… I’m not sure they ever quite comprehend one’s dark space. Much like you, I have good days and hid the pain. It’s also the thought of my dog that has kept me from anything that may jeopardize his future. Thank you for your bravery.🙏🏼

[@bread2878]

Everyone protect this lil' bean at any cost!

[@abdullahmuhsinbinahmadlutf4442]

Till death we will!

[@Jfgsummon]

I WILL

[@kallmekris]

You guys are so sweet ❤️

[@oliviacarlile5389]

ALWAYS!

[@gamingzone318]

@@kallmekris we love you

[@nityashriprasad2890]

I can really feel and see how hard she is trying not to show her tears. If it were me talking about it or something that happened to me I would burst out YOU ARE THE STRONGEST WOMAN. I burst out when watching the video. I can really feel what must have been going through you. See that you have faced all this and come through a lot and I must say you are a reason millions smile. And according to me giving is joy and making people smile is joy. Gurll you can grow up and move on out of everything. Whether someone is supporting you or not. You have mine. You have a girl’s support.

[@editallsorts7912]

Second that!

[@ryanwelch5621]

I know it has been a couple of years now but I've just seen this for the first time and it is still valid. As someone who has struggled with depression for most of my 40 years, to see someone who always appears to be so vibrant and joyful display this level of true honesty and vulnerability is one of the greatest encouragements I've ever experienced. As a man in our messed up world it can be very difficult to allow myself to openly show signs of struggle. But for someone who's very livelihood is built upon a certain persona, even one that is a real part of you, to drop that and show the world the reality of the person behind that persona, the hurt, and the human battles is so beautiful and so brave. You are a wonderful person for speaking the truth of your struggles and giving encouragement and hope to the rest of us. Thank you so much for being so honest and so real in a world that is trying so hard to teach us all to be fake

[@Living.for.my.God.1019]

Omfg. We love you Kris. I am so sorry you had to deal with that. I wish you never did, but even though you did, I am so glad you made it through. You are literally so strong.

[@veronicamikaelson2512]

U have been through a lot and still came out strong. There's a saying 'She went through Hell and came out an angel', and it could not suit any person more than u. Thank u for opening up, I know from expierence that it is not easy. An amazing person❤🐾

[@istolejiminsjams75]

Lets remember this: Your skin is not paper, don't cut it Your face is not a mask, don't cover it Your body is not a book, don't judge it Your life is not a movie, don't end it Your mind is not the door, don't lock it Your neck is not a coat, don't hang it You need to smile. Be You ... We Need You On This Earth Don't Leave Your beautiful, like you. Edit Funfact: I tried cutting myself yesterday without remembering abour this ;-;

[@urmom.220]

ok lemme say this.... this is beautiful 🖤❤️🖤❤️

[@istolejiminsjams75]

@@urmom.220 aww ty!

[@the_animal_ark]

God bless 🥰😇🙏 you

[@istolejiminsjams75]

@@the_animal_ark aww same to you!!!

[@istolejiminsjams75]

@Julie Walsh aww ty :)

[@NathanMoore-fx5om]

You have helped me through soooo much hard things and this video opened my eyes to see that EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING MATTERS I love you so much thank you for everything ❤❤❤

[@jada-annbrown]

We love u Kris!! I'm so proud of u for pushing through and how strong you are as I can also relate to what youre saying as right now I am experiencing that. I love how u can comfortably talk to us and we support u and are here and I'm so so sorry for what u had to go through. You helped me through alot and I'm so so so so sorry for your loss and what u went through may his beautiful soul rest in peace. We love u so much!!❤💘💗

[@ella-rosehockey4148]

The people who disliked this probably accidentally pressed the wrong button because there eyes were blurry from tears... You are so strong kris 💙

[@kjfirecracker8435]

She has literally been through everything and is still smiling, absolute royalty lady's and gentlemen,and Kris I hope you stay healthy and happy,we,your family,love you

[@ramansharif2765]

I truly just want to give you a hug Rn. Sending you much much love. You're stronger and stronger day by day ❤ i believe in you 🙏🏻

[@deztaylor5151]

I loved this share! Thank you Kris. This meant more to me than I am able to share, and I can definitely relate. You are a beautiful, strong person and I'm proud of you! ❤

[@digitaloreo0966]

How are people gonna dislike when she only talked for a minute

[@Maximus456355]

How can people dislike at all?!

[@digitaloreo0966]

@@Maximus456355 fr

[@shaimarrufo9441]

@@Maximus456355 because they have no feelings

[@jonathanmontalvo3563]

Three explanations 1. Haters 2. Haters 3. People meaning to click like but messed up

[@OtravelgirlO]

Her ex-abusers and bullies who are jelly of all her success. We wuv u Kwis!

[@flaminghotember8817]

This girl is sitting in front of a camera and spilling out all her feelings to the WORLD. I just can’t. It’s 3:00 am and I’m crying my ass off I just want to give her a hug and tell her it’s OK. This is so important and your so strong and I just can’t.

[@FrankieAnne]

Same xoxxo

[@hroyston]

Of course a gacha kid would say that

[@stormypanda1947]

listen here giving her a hug telling her its ok it wont help someone dealing with that like me ok wont do shit its just nothing that can happen its something we would all go through

[@Danni_-kh7bu]

@@hroyston listen here, everyone has their opinion on gacha you can’t just go up to them and be like that, just don’t say anything about it, you think they are a bad person because they play gacha, well no think again

[@Laura-ik6gg]

@@hroyston literally gacha has nothing to do w this 🤦🏻‍♀️

[@lindawood5035]

Thank you for sharing your experience. It was therapeutic for me because I had some of the same things happen to me. You are a beautiful human ❤

[@1_albina_1]

Спасибо что поделились вашей историей! Для многих из нас, кто понимает ваше самочувствие, это возможность поддержать вас и сказать что вы не одна. Вы молодец и хорошо справляетесь! Для тех, кто не знает что это такое - порадоваться за них и сказать что такое может случиться с любым и не нужно осуждения если они не понимают это состояние. Вы поднимаете важные темы, а мое сердце заболело, когда вы упоминали некоторые ваши травмы. Искренне надеюсь, что этапы стабильной ремиссии будут как можно дольше у вас Крис!

[@TheBeastBandit]

My whole life, my mom said to me, “Why are you depressed? You haven’t gone through what I’ve gone through. Don’t I give you everything you need? You should be happy!” So I pretended. For YEARS. But in high school, it got SO bad. I tried so hard to get rid of myself because I couldn’t be the happy girl my mom wanted. I failed, but that desire has never gone away. I understand a lot of what you’ve gone through; those same feelings and those same urges. I just never got help until very recently. Thanks for sharing, Kris. I love you and your channel.

[@fluffypuppy3995]

I'm only 12 but I do have depression and my mom says " words can't hurt you, I lived through My mom" so I try to keep my mouth shut. I act very happy around people but when I'm alone all I can do is cry and tell myself horrible things. Now I can barely talk to anyone without having a mini panic attack. I've thought about self harm but luckily I've been able to keep myself from that. Kris keep rocking on

[@ceciliasilva7860]

OMG yes. The older generation just doesn't understand and even people now. These are actual things that happen. Whether they knew it or not, it has existed. If they only thought about it and made connections. Witch trials, demons, exorcisms, lobotomies, etc.

[@ceciliasilva7860]

@@fluffypuppy3995 I know its hard. And i know its hard to find the proper help when those around you are not understanding or supportive. Therapy is a big thing. Many churches usually have group therapy. Finding a friemd that is non judgemental. Learning how to deal with emotions. And coping skills when you need the..

[@andpeggy5448]

@@fluffypuppy3995 I'm so happy you haven't hurt yourself and please don't it's not worth it

[@ulasonal]

my story is the exact same