My Story | Battling Mental Illness

[@kallmekris]

Sorry this was all over the place. I was a little flustered, but I hope this helped even just one person out there. You are NOT ALONE! You have everything to live for, even if it doesnt seem like it at the time. I love and appreciate all of you. And lets make this comment section a welcoming and safe place

[@___LAKSHMI___]

We love u too ❤❤❤ And we will be here for you no matter what happens ❤

[@justinwampler9443]

It is otayyyyyy❤❤❤

[@happyfeet6582]

Hope you can get threw it we are here for you❤️

[@anyamathur645]

We love you ❤️

[@oddperson5726]

Your awesome

[@CelinaSpookyBoo]

Strongest person i know

[@urte9434]

Yes I agree Celina

[@aimeeharris2141]

Ya🥺🥰🥰🥰

[@makenasimonds5641]

I agree

[@lorenamatamoros8012]

Yes

[@lyns501]

I agree and u just got a sub for that sentence

[@thecockneyterritory4869]

It's always the comedians. The people most sad are always the ones trying to make everyone laugh. Mental health sucks man. Thanks for being you

[@FurmummatoPP]

I have found that it's usually the one's who are comedians/funny because they like to make others laugh and smile. There is just this comfort in knowing you have made someone happy. Also cause they know what it's like to be sad pretty much all the time so if they can make someone else laugh especially someone who copes with mental health problems then they feel that slightly bit better.

[@urmom338]

We love you so much

[@bigantdud3499]

A big example of this is the great actor/comedian Robin Williams rip 🙏

[@Hi-ft3ye]

We all understand

[@spidersubzero4706]

your not wrong

[@davidmealey2000]

Ive struggled wwith depression and had suicidal thoughts. The best quote I ever heard about why not to take your own life is that suicide doesn't end the pain, it just passes it to someone you loved.

[@Fruitpvnch1]

Please don’t end your life, you have so much reasons to live, your family, any pets, friends, the joy when you have your favorite food, theme parks, your favorite animal, the pain other people go through, knowing you won’t be there anymore, don’t end it, people will miss you,

[@kwl189]

Right there with you. I’ve had a few attempts recently and I have no idea what is keeping me going. Some days what happens to the others in my family, passing the pain onto them doesn’t matter enough for me to stay. Some days it does. The thoughts themselves happened frequently to me but burnout pushed me over the edge.

[@AveryHuber-v7g]

@JulianFreeman-j2qsame😢

[@I_chug_mouthwash_alot]

It’s a virus, it spreads, the cure is life. So keep going through, or it’ll become contagious.

[@ElianaGhen]

Wow you are so amazing so much love to you

[@z0ey_idk525]

Hi Eliana! Love ur vids❤

[@makenna12321]

YESSSS ELIANA!

[@itzbriannaroadto1k327]

My two favorite people on KZbin:O

[@axolotl8941]

@Eliana Ghen yes she is! I love ur channel btw!

[@axolotl8941]

@@itzbriannaroadto1k327 ikr!

[@Jabez2005]

My favorite saying I’ve ever heard from anyone is, “I know today sucked, but there’s this party happening called “tomorrow “. I better see you there.” So, I better see you all tomorrow. 😁🖤

[@preach9]

"I know today is rough but there's this party called "tomorrow". I better see you there you freaking nerd :)"

[@kaylahall1219]

Thank you. 😁👍

[@Preppyyyyyy-m9s]

@@preach9 I know you don't have to tell me I'm part of 14 fandoms

[@kianna1594]

That is the best saying I've ever heard! You made my day ❤️🥺

[@PixelizedGhost]

@@preach9 “No in asked” 😇😊

[@lexispeaks5585]

Damn, you're TOUGH. Not only have you lasted this long through all of this, but you're becoming so strong in the process of healing. That's powerful.

[@TiagoRDias]

“I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy because they know what it’s like to feel absolutely worthless and they don’t want anyone else to feel like that.” ― Robin Williams

[@alextheoutlaw6541]

Thanks for the message Taigo

[@mochabearxx]

As a person who struggles with anxiety, & just on a daily basis I feel moody, this is true. But remember it is ok to be sad. You are not alone. 🌸🌷

[@xsargantxshaftx7997]

@@mochabearxx exactly. It is okay to not be okay.

[@alexahand9960]

WHY DID YOU HAVE TO HURT ME LIKE THAT ITS TRUE IT HURTS

[@mochabearxx]

@@xsargantxshaftx7997 yeah, & a tip I have is just maybe hangout alone, get some food and a blanket(s) and just chill. If you do that it helps a lot. Especially for me.

[@emmaroemmele1517]

I love how she did a little smile when she talked about her boyfriend

[@jenna6128]

“Sometimes the Ones Who Seem the Happiest Are Hurting the Most” THIS QUOTE IS SO PERFECT FOR HER.

[@auraroseedits]

I am super happy : ) :

[@krissiemurray6018]

Robin Williams... prime example. No 1 seen the pain until he was gone. Tortured souls have 2 release the pain sum how. I listen 2 alot of comedians. Alot of them had ruff childhoods and pain in their lives. Once u can laugh at ur pain the world starts 2 look a little brighter.. I've been doin TMS (transcranial magnetic simulation) best decision I've ever made.. I appreciate her sharing this.

[@ka4rolina]

i think its perfect for a lot of people and it shouldnt be perfect but it sadly is.

[@donnawright5795]

So true

[@gorilla_girl101taylor9]

That is true. Things arn't always what it seems. In this case, She acts happy but really hurting inside.

[@OllaniElizabeth]

As a victim of SA, I completely understand what you experienced. You’re so strong Kris, keep it up. You’re braver than you know.

[@Norathegobber101]

I am so proud of you.

[@Norathegobber101]

I don’t know you, but I am It’s just a gift shining right out of you. I know you’re pass this stuff but keep up your strong work

[@GraceTaninecz]

OMG r u ok??!????

[@Cool_Napa3]

What is SA? sorry if its a bad thing but idk

[@GraceTaninecz]

@@Cool_Napa3 it is sexual assault

[@mollyfoote3973]

let’s appreciate how kris feels comfortable sharing this with all of us.

[@Alwayssleeping234]

Exactly thank u

[@s_west1234]

I am so thankful that she is willing to share this bc I am so scared to show my depression bc no one I know has gone through this and it’s hard acting like there is nothing wrong

[@chanthitthitnyein7181]

❤❤❤❤🤧

[@approved_ncr_ranger2166]

Yes

[@Saraaaaaa38]

Yes she is very strong❤

[@miishaaa_mo]

“The only thing more exhausting than being depressed is pretending that you’re not.” You are strong, dont let anyone break you.

[@iidxnny]

So underrated thank you so much 🙏

[@michaelhouseholder7643]

thank you for that

[@nkoszy]

The moment Kris looked into the camera and said “cuz we’re a family” I started to cry because I’ve never been so touched...

[@j_g9109]

You are not alone in that. 😥 It touched my heart that she was able to share her story with us, but the honesty in her eyes when she said “cuz we’re a family” made the tears I’d been holding back burst free. I felt her words in my heart.

[@Animatty]

I believe my adoption papers are ready, Kris

[@cyohe8643]

Same

[@stephengove]

I broke down in tears after she said that 😢

[@AdrianEstrada-f2p]

Hey, Kris! You probably won't see this comment because this video was posted two years ago. I feel as I am speaking for your 60 million+ combined followers when saying that we all appreciate the fact that you have been able to share this with us as I understand it takes a LOT of courage and bravery, we are sorry for what you've gone through, it's okay to cry, and that we all love you and will forever support you. As always, keep up the excellent work!

[@Muffinthedog_]

No one, no gender, no race, no one at all deserves the treatment she got, and it's nice to see that she is okay for now. Whoever did that to her, politely freak off, I hope they are in jail and I hope she was the only victim from that person.

[@Jayjay-from-561]

@kallmekris hopefully you see this lovely persons comment

[@light.5562]

She was sexually assaulted, was depressed, and more. And she’s still this bright shining happy smiling 24/7 person. God bless her. She’s so strong.

[@10yearsago96]

@Jack Snyder it’s an exaggeration.

[@professorJorge11]

She "appears" happy on Tik Tok, but that's a comedy routine. It's an artform, clearly it helped Kris

[@melissaluci9055]

yes

[@al3s_qqz26]

@@MidasTouch2007KMIGAccount hey, im really sorry if this sound mean and im sorry you went through all that but please don’t make this a competition of “who has the most trauma” cause it can seem really disrespectful, again im really sorry if this comes off rudely

[@Noni_arts_photos07]

@@al3s_qqz26 it isn’t rude it is his/her way of telling someone their problems Even he /she probably had a lot of courage to type that In a way it’s helping others too - it feels like we are not the only one who been through all this and we all at least one person in life to share something

[@MewoAsh]

The fact that she mentioned how Kevin, her dog, saved her so many times is SO relatable for me. I had a dog throughout a lot of my school time (I had her from 2006 (2nd ish grade) till 2019) and she saved my life more times than I can count. When I lost her I lost SO much motivation to do anything. My life just sat at a stand still as I auto piloted through it. In 2020 I got a new dog. She's imperfect, she still play bites despite being almost 2 years old, but she's my baby, and I love her more than anything.

[@overtimexbox5514]

For all them Riley fans who struggle read this in rileys voice "I knoe yu may be stwuggin but pwease belive in uorslf you got dis OTAY"

[@noelleista]

dis mAde me teawr up tank yu :'))) * to be read in rileys voice *

[@bruhitseric]

Otay

[@neptunereviewsstuff7563]

Otay 😊

[@Justaguyiguess]

Otay!

[@bow865]

Otay :]

[@Hades-100]

This saved my life. I was very suicidal and got close to doing it but seeing one of my favorite KZbinrs go through the same thing I did helped me so much

[@Rexxypoo]

"It's okay not to be okay" -KallmeKris That is beautiful

[@umberundead2619]

The funniest people always battle the biggest demons. Our hearts go out to you.

[@Willbousson]

Yes

[@vanessaallard4760]

😢its sad but true 😢

[@eenvogelbekdier9150]

You know the whole meme of the class clown at home is not as happy as he appears isn’t that inaccurate. I know a lot of people like that. And I might kind of fit in with that character but I don’t like saying that im sad. Makes a part of me say: no ur not ur stupid and a crybaby now go do your homework you fat piece of shit.

[@mrnibblesmom]

That’s exactly what I was thinking.

[@kmkeenan09]

U r SO true! Kris girl! We are here for u we love u and r SO happy we helped u!

[@sidney8068]

“You feel like there is no escape, but there is”- Kallmekris... favorite thing she has every said

[@SamanthaRileyTodd]

I agree

[@Natalie-jd3hd]

I'm in the 7th grade and I'm WAY too mature for my age. I cover it up with pretending to be care free, funny, talkative, and loud. I sometimes wish I can take back my innocence where I didn't have to care about the world as much. You think that it's only the quiet people that suffer but everyone has their own problems. You would never expect the person that is the human equivalent of happiness to suffer from depression....but we do. Kris brings happiness to this world like no other. I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for making the darkness ebb away....even just a little. With all my love....fight through it.

[@Louiesuetta07]

That quote helped me through my depression

[@ThatFemboyfurry-hw1gf]

Runing away from your problems is not going to fix your problems, running toward and faceing that level ten boss that took you literally twelve years and finally killing the boss is breathtaking.

[@ella-rosehockey4148]

The people who disliked this probably accidentally pressed the wrong button because there eyes were blurry from tears... You are so strong kris 💙

[@tammynunya5152]

"I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make other people happy. Because they know what it's like to feel absolutely worthless and they don't want anybody else to feel like that" - Robin Williams. A brilliant man gone before his time! Glad you're still with us Kris and I appreciate your vulnerability. It makes me search within myself ways for proactive ways to make my life better 🙏💜

[@haider_m_m]

100%

[@blues6499]

OMG OMG ARE U AN OUTCAST?? BC I SEE NF

[@haider_m_m]

@@blues6499 what does that mean

[@blues6499]

@@haider_m_m the person who made the original comment has a profile picture of a rapper named NF, aka the best rapper ever lol

[@astridr.5715]

I've seen this quote 2 times today and I feel like it's a sign to stay:)

[@lakshitakpaiicse7780]

this just explains that we should never judge someone , i saw some comments that said "i wish i had her life" , "she's so funny i wish i was her" so no one ever knew what she was going through and what kind of horrendous time she had , we all love you kris and you can talk to us whenever you want :)

[@AngelaDancy-nl6dm]

i feel how you feel, trust your NOT alone by any chance you will never be alone and i hope you are never SA again

[@ealzak110official6]

Seeing her like this broke my heart.I’ve never seen this side. She’s helped me stay myself and i wish I could’ve helped

[@ellamassa542]

She did not deserve this

[@IDK-po8yk]

Me to

[@thatoneyaoi6727]

Me to

[@lotzroeffel]

🥰

[@KittyCat-ny1lt]

Same i wish I could of helped to

[@colececil886]

She already helps so many of us smile, she now helps us feel like we ain’t alone and acknowledges how hard it is. People like her give me hope for this world.

[@kallmekris]

Happy I can help in any way

[@Pooks55]

@@kallmekris hi kris Today i have just realized that yt,snap,tiktok,insta,Twitter all of it is not real you put a smile on iur faces but your real life is really sad. You got r@ped but whoever done it to you knows what they did you will get through this god loves h

[@huntertheslayer8858]

@@kallmekris we all love you and don't forget it. 😊😊

[@silas-the-person3895]

So true

[@leannaryder6695]

@@kallmekris Kris, really. You are such an amazing person and helped us in so many ways.

[@flaminghotember8817]

This girl is sitting in front of a camera and spilling out all her feelings to the WORLD. I just can’t. It’s 3:00 am and I’m crying my ass off I just want to give her a hug and tell her it’s OK. This is so important and your so strong and I just can’t.

[@FrankieAnne]

Same xoxxo

[@hroyston]

Of course a gacha kid would say that

[@stormypanda1947]

listen here giving her a hug telling her its ok it wont help someone dealing with that like me ok wont do shit its just nothing that can happen its something we would all go through

[@Danni_-kh7bu]

@@hroyston listen here, everyone has their opinion on gacha you can’t just go up to them and be like that, just don’t say anything about it, you think they are a bad person because they play gacha, well no think again

[@Lauralaroohoo]

@@hroyston literally gacha has nothing to do w this 🤦🏻‍♀️

[@SquishmallowSwiftie101]

this video i come to when i feel like just dying on the spot, and crying. when i just cant be happy, no matter what happens. thank you Kris for giving me a safe space

[@SquishmallowSwiftie101]

and even if you dont see this comment, among your 11.2M subs currently, i want you to know i appreciate you so much, and you have really helped me with coping and just, even though you don't know me, you have been the #1 supporter ive had, and even though you dont know it, your videos have been there, when i needed the most. love you Kris

[@kayw9057]

The fact that this woman has helped thousands of people with thereselves and then decided to speak about herself in doing so? I couldn't be prouder of someone I never met

[@haider_m_m]

I 100% agree

[@ihatemondays2595]

millions*

[@wxbfilms]

@@ihatemondays2595 correct

[@kayw9057]

@@ihatemondays2595 She has helped people who don't even have tiktok. The effect that this woman has had over us all is phenomenal

[@ihatemondays2595]

@@kayw9057 ikr

[@emthegamer6998]

Who agrees, the world just needs one big crying session, where you can cry your heart out instead of letting it all bubble up inside you until you cant take it anymore.

[@SouthernIowaLady]

Agreed, we need judgement free emotion dumps (didn't mean it to come off sounding funny).

[@jayceeparent]

Please I need it

[@blakehunley5245]

I want to like but its at 169 likes and my brain is telling me it would be a crime to like it

[@zelda1629]

yeah

[@MoobyWiz]

I cry everyday. Ever since my son was born, I have been so emotional. And that was 5 years ago. I’m a grown man and there is nothing wrong with crying. I’m going to make sure my son knows that too

[@Short_lemonade_stand]

Kris: starts crying* Me: starts to cry* Also me: starts to cry alot because she's my favorite and I hate seeing people sad*

[@parrismelancon3079]

Literally

[@Sharifa._.bmwg80m3]

Same🥺🥺💔

[@Short_lemonade_stand]

@@Sharifa._.bmwg80m3 😭🥺☹

[@buttertoast2847]

So true

[@xavierkroening138]

True

[@mikeywallen-y6p]

let’s all give a round of applause for her being so strong to tell us all about this (i’m so late with this comment i know 😭) but it’s always needed 👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏

[@savannah9929]

Can we just all appreciate that even though this was hard for her to talk about she had to watch it to edit and then she posted it knowing that the internet is not a great place.

[@pinstripesuitandheels]

Yeah... That's pretty amazing. Like unicorn rainbow glitter kitten toebeans amazing.

[@arims8346]

luckily not everyone in internet is mean, here we are, her fanbase❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@King-cw4bn]

The minute Kris started crying I felt her pain and the things she went through and I started crying 😢

[@kaiyam9438]

She made me cry

[@amberlynnnspruce7431]

Yoo samee

[@katiefuemmeler9755]

Me too 🥺

[@King-cw4bn]

@@kaiyam9438 Same 😢

[@freedom8163]

“You helped save me” no no no, YOU saved us. Even through your struggles, you help make others laugh and smile. You didn’t give up. You kept going. You are strong and we all support you.

[@Bigdmanz]

I agree entirely with you

[@iliandocx8392]

we all saved each other.

[@V1aming33]

I remember finding her a year ago and loved her content she’s helped me so much, she’s the best TikToker I’ve ever seen

[@tro1774]

Whenever I wanted to leave everything in my life behind, I would watch her videos. Kris is a person who's my light in the dark, my hope from giving up, and many many more. I would do anything to make Kris feel better, safer, loved, and happier. The same way she was my shelter and my family~❃🤍🤍🤍🤍

[@reneleanor9231]

As a fellow victim of SA, I stand by your side and I hope you know truly that you aren't alone. Well done for making this video and for telling your loved ones, gods know I haven't told anyone yet :)

[@Bellaj_41]

My favorite saying I’ve ever heard from anyone is, “I know today sucked, but there’s this party happening called “tomorrow “. I better see you there.” So, I better see you all tomorrow. Kris you helped me through a lot of shit you are one of the strongest people i know and I love you

[@bluejade3802]

Thank you you just made my day

[@its.da.kid.cd888]

I'm gonna use that also that was beautiful

[@scorpiotransformed4772]

Yesterday is history! What did you learn from it? Me: "keep my heart beating for 24hrs" its been 10yrs and I'm typing this today

[@elainemorgan3356]

This is the greatest quote can I steal it

[@kyleemarie419]

luv this, I will be there!!

[@antichxrisma]

Strongest fuckin’ person I know. Props to you, we’re in this together.

[@bladeofjade2629]

Absolutely! It's amazing she's still here today after what she went through. #weloveyoukris

[@Marina-tn1tz]

We love you, Kris. Don't ever forget that.

[@i.love.kingvon]

right she makes me the happiest ♥️

[@michaelmyers9245]

If you dislike you are insane she is the best youtuber ever

[@haroldanderson982]

She is the best KZbin

[@G0ggy15]

I'm in grade ten and I lost my mum in December amd it has been hard to deal with. I have had thoughts of ending it but I can't leave my family and friends like that, I'm so sorry for everything you have been through, and in tough times I alway quote Winston Churchill "When you're going through hell, keep going."

[@Sienna6164]

I’m so sorry for your loss. I hope your doing well

[@CGxeno]

I so sorry that happened to you just know that everything will be ok and that you are amazing you can get through this and I hope you are and continue to be well

[@KristinaFerrarino]

Hope you’re ok. Keep going!

[@Sierra_Hunter_]

I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope your doing well

[@JMAG710]

As a male who was r**ed by an upper classman at 14 and SA by a nurse at 15, and being diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder and IED (explosive rage), I understand your pain. I remember the emasculated feeling and daily rage where I was told to keep my mouth shut because no one would believe me. Drinking was my main coping mechanism. That carried over into my adult years. Got me in trouble with family, friends and the law more times than I can count. I had su*cide plans for everyday of the week. About five years ago, my wife was SA. By telling my story to her, she was able to cope well. Two months later, I was jumped and beaten by a customer when I was driving for Lyft. I get you Kris. I know a variant of that same pain. Thank you for staying alive. From a greatful fan.

[@sarablyazid2023]

Oh shit man you're so strong sorry that happened to you respect for moving on and living

[@straykids1232-b7v]

May God give you a better future

[@caroraven6609]

💔💔💔❤️❤️❤️

[@Hi-ft3ye]

My auntie was sexualy abused so I understand sorry bro

[@bronah2667]

I’m so sorry for past, I truly hope god gives you the best future.

[@kjfirecracker8435]

She has literally been through everything and is still smiling, absolute royalty lady's and gentlemen,and Kris I hope you stay healthy and happy,we,your family,love you

[@theashleymethod1843]

2 minutes in she had tears in her eyes and I realized I'm one of those insane fans who would do anything to see my role model smile. Who tf even disliked this video? Katrina needs names and addresses. 😒

[@elle11123]

Facts

[@violetjones3863]

True. So true.

[@calmly_oceans964]

Probably the vegan teacher

[@robertclifford509]

The way her voice was trembling throughout the video made me cry. I have suffered with some problems too, but in the end my family was always there for me, I'm so glad your still with us today kris, and for everybody out there struggling know that there are people that truly do love and care for you!!! Love you kris!🥺☺

[@TheBeastBandit]

My whole life, my mom said to me, “Why are you depressed? You haven’t gone through what I’ve gone through. Don’t I give you everything you need? You should be happy!” So I pretended. For YEARS. But in high school, it got SO bad. I tried so hard to get rid of myself because I couldn’t be the happy girl my mom wanted. I failed, but that desire has never gone away. I understand a lot of what you’ve gone through; those same feelings and those same urges. I just never got help until very recently. Thanks for sharing, Kris. I love you and your channel.

[@fluffypuppy3995]

I'm only 12 but I do have depression and my mom says " words can't hurt you, I lived through My mom" so I try to keep my mouth shut. I act very happy around people but when I'm alone all I can do is cry and tell myself horrible things. Now I can barely talk to anyone without having a mini panic attack. I've thought about self harm but luckily I've been able to keep myself from that. Kris keep rocking on

[@ceciliasilva7860]

OMG yes. The older generation just doesn't understand and even people now. These are actual things that happen. Whether they knew it or not, it has existed. If they only thought about it and made connections. Witch trials, demons, exorcisms, lobotomies, etc.

[@ceciliasilva7860]

@@fluffypuppy3995 I know its hard. And i know its hard to find the proper help when those around you are not understanding or supportive. Therapy is a big thing. Many churches usually have group therapy. Finding a friemd that is non judgemental. Learning how to deal with emotions. And coping skills when you need the..

[@andpeggy5448]

@@fluffypuppy3995 I'm so happy you haven't hurt yourself and please don't it's not worth it

[@ulasonal]

my story is the exact same

[@memorysstories1561]

Don't EVER apologize for crying! You and every other person out there is aloud to cry as much as they need to. So don't EVER apologize for it!

[@nidhafathima.a9159]

I agree with u,god gave us tears for nothing

[@SKRiders1205]

When she apologized for “crying so much” I said in my head. “WHAT THE HECK DO YOU MEAN! AFTER ALL YOU’VE BEEN THROUGH? YOU HAVE A REASON TO CRY PLEASE DO NOT APOLOGIZE!” I was about to say “I’m so sorry for what you have been through” then I thought, sorry doesn’t seem right for this situation. But I want you to know, that I think you are amazing and I’m so glad you felt comfortable enough to opening up to us, and that your laughter and smiles are the best part of my day💖💖💖

[@rayray64]

Bruh she prolly crying cause its emotional for her

[@muddles2003]

Well said

[@rvbyedits9150]

I agree

[@manny3447]

@@rayray64 yeah that’s what he said, and there was no need to apologize for it, that’s what he meant.

[@josiahlazar]

I am so sorry all of this happened to you. My sister was r@ped in march and it was somebody our family knew. I hurt for others more than I did in the past because it happened to my sister. Thank you for sharing and being such a strong and brave. It is very hard to say this stuff to 3 million people. 😥

[@RukiBizarre]

Thank you for putting this out here, Kris. Sending my love!

[@zareen4084]

hii :)

[@trisha404_]

Hello verified person. By the way due to this lockdown and shit even I’ve been feeling so depressed and just wanting to end it all but like after watching this video and crying a lot, I kinda felt I actually related to someone and I’m not the only one who felt this way. Kris, Just know you’ll be love no matter what and you make me smile everyday

[@vrentoe6076]

Yoooo

[@born2lifestylee518]

HeLlO

[@nobody-xo9zu]

Oh ma god yiki ibribidi yeeteeb chiniiiiiiilllllllllll

[@heartsfromlyn]

“You helped save me” Actually you saved me. I have anxiety and every time I have an anxiety attack I always take out my phone and start watching your videos. And every single time you put a smile on my face. So thx for saving me. ( btw I’m 12 )

[@_xxschnikkixx]

I suffer with anxiety too, I’m much older than you, but remember to reach out to anyone you can if it ever becomes too much. You’re so much stronger than you think. I’m sending all the good vibes your way.

[@megumaiii]

im your same age and i think i have depression. i haven't been diagnosed and im so worried about myself but my mom won't understand me when i say it to her. for your age, things must be tough with anxiety. please try to get support, many people love you ❤️ sending you blessings

[@kathycare8009]

Me too I’m 11

[@Friday_The_Thirteenth]

I agree she helps me a lot because I suffer from OCD and anxiety so her videos really help me and it’s so hard to recover from past experiences and current experiences.

[@itseddy5442]

I suffer with severe anxiety to from some childhood things that had happened to me in the past kris's videos always seem to put a smile on my face

[@SingofSolace]

The most dystopian thing in the world is seeing an advertisement in the middle of someone recounting a sexual assault.

[@marcusquackford2091]

Just got one during kris describing how her friend passed. Smh

[@himag5055]

Seven.. youtube should really reduce and try to not have any ads in videos which are about certain topics..

[@marcusquackford2091]

@@himag5055 Definately

[@churchgir1]

I literally got a simply piano ad while kris was crying.

[@UnPhazes]

Remember you tube is putting ads on your videos even if you turn it off

[@peterschwab4082]

I wish I could find the words…I’m watching this 3 years after you posted this. I wish you never had to go through any of this. I want you to give you a hug then go find the guy who did that unspeakable act to you. I also suffer from depression and anxiety. Mostly anxiety. I wish you all the best Kris and I am so proud of you for accomplishing so much! You are so beautiful inside and out! I think this video will make a difference for a lot of people. Thank you Kris for being so strong and sharing your struggles. Bless you!

[@pinstripesuitandheels]

Two thoughts saved me from suicidal ideation: "Will my cat survive until they find me?", and: "If I do this, my mother will literally die of grief." My mental health struggle started at age 15 and today, nearing forty, I am on disability because of it. I have ADHD, OCD, and depersonalization-derealization disorder. I am doing schema therapy to integrate my personality and will start trauma therapy in a while. Watching you describing your trauma broke my heart. Something I have to remind myself daily is that the road to recovery or management isn't a straight one, and each person reacts differently to trauma and to therapy. When I see you on KZbin I am envious and ashamed of myself (why can't I overcome like she can?) but maybe somebody else would feel the same about me. To anybody suffering: don't compare your road to someone else's. Your struggle is valid. I feel your message is incredibly strong and incredibly needed. Thank you so much for sharing.

[@greyclouds7151]

Your amazing 💛. Your strong 💜. You can do this 🧡.

[@pinstripesuitandheels]

@@greyclouds7151 aaaww, thanks!

[@bluecapybara123]

❤️please I hope things get better

[@pinstripesuitandheels]

@@bluecapybara123 thank you so much! I've been in therapy most of the twenty odd years since my first hospital stay, am on meds, do yoga, meditation etc. But this year I feel I'm really getting to the core of the issues. It can be disheartening to fight for so long to be a functioning member of society, but I'm a bit of a rebel. 😉 It's still a long road but I hope to be more functional in the next year or two.

[@claudiamarie45]

I’m sorry, I hope you get better. I’ve had my share of thoughts, and it’s hard, so I know a fraction of what you’re going through, and it’s hard enough just to get through that. So, you are so strong, and so awesome, and you will get through it.

[@Di12750]

Sweet girl, I just want you to know I am a 73 year old woman with diagnosed PTSD. I love watching your videos, you always make me smile and I am sending you a huge hug right now and I hope you know how much people care for you. ❤

[@48willysjeepcar96]

You are very special. We need you. Stay with us.

[@JS-dv9ji]

I just wanna thank you for leaving this heartfelt comment, it gave me hope ❤

[@sadboy-dt3cm]

Hey Kris, if you ever feel like you need a break, take one. We can wait. We will always be here with you. Always. Don’t give up!

[@Carter_HumpHerSon]

Yes 🙏🙏🙏

[@Zortera23kdjfls]

Yes I agree. Depression and everything else can be stressful and very hard to deal with. Know from experience… You should think of us as a net to catch you when you need us, not a requirement or Job. We are here for you…

[@AbhinavChoudharyOfficial]

What happened? Someone died?

[@ceciljones8964]

Exactally

[@KoltonB15]

Yes

[@planetnth3811]

this was a 26 minute long video, and more than half of it was spent with you breaking down. It really breaks my heart that you were sexually assaulted and that you had to live through all of that. Me having depression and anxiety as well and hearing basically what I was dealing with coming from your mouth was really comforting in the sense that i was not alone. And yet, you still make me cry laughing everyday with your videos. Cheers to the strongest person in the world, which is you, Kris.

[@musicofthesoul7383]

Not all heroes wear capes. Some of them wear tiny hands❤

[@hoomanburrito633]

ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ

[@elisabethkheir6863]

❤️👋

[@angelaandrews4987]

Yes love you Kris

[@lizzynicole6049]

💖☺️

[@katelyn446]

Haha yesss

[@abbyberg2995]

The people that disliked this was because they couldn't see the like button bc they were crying

[@Jequarius67]

yeah and there tears were dropping down

[@Bestrizz]

Ik sad 🥺

[@dhritiahirwal9414]

Good one, girl

[@HAZARDOUS_HY3N4]

Awww lets put it that way

[@jeremyadler-g1o]

Or maybe because she put EIGHT ADS in the video. Look, I get it’s an important video to her and good for her for opening up about this on KZbin but if you think I’m gonna sit through 8 ads for this, nah fam try again. Stop monetizing your mental health problems take it seriously or don’t talk about it at all it’s not a joke.

[@albinsjogren5165]

"people cry, not because they're weak. It is because they have been strong for too long" - Johnny Depp "nothing is more beautiful than a smile that has struggled through tears" - Demi Lovato

[@abby_xox93]

Wow 🥺

[@truerandomchannel]

_some_ celebrities are cool

[@JustaBellpepper]

Bro you literally made me cry for a hot 5 minutes. And I mean SOBBING. Big heaving sobs of relief. Just by typing those quotes. I really needed to hear those words. Thank you. So much.

[@Jessie-km4je]

Wow, that hit me hard, as someone struggling through depression and suicidal thoughts that was impowering.

[@HunterSmith641]

That hit me like a 12 pound sledgehammer bolted to a beam of light.

[@OllieJosephRendon]

Sometimes, when I’m sad I rewatch this video and relies I’m not the only one and seeing where you are now it’s just like a huge confidence boost and it makes me think if she can do it I can too.

[@CatyaZamalodchikova1976]

This is what we need. More normalising talking about mental health, removing the stigma. You’re a great example and if one person is inspired to externalise their struggles, it’s a win. Thank you. Sincerely, thank you. 🖤

[@bigcelery1497]

Some people can’t get through this but she can she’s strong

[@mimicallaghan7540]

We are here for you kris

[@nityashriprasad2890]

I can really feel and see how hard she is trying not to show her tears. If it were me talking about it or something that happened to me I would burst out YOU ARE THE STRONGEST WOMAN. I burst out when watching the video. I can really feel what must have been going through you. See that you have faced all this and come through a lot and I must say you are a reason millions smile. And according to me giving is joy and making people smile is joy. Gurll you can grow up and move on out of everything. Whether someone is supporting you or not. You have mine. You have a girl’s support.

[@editallsorts7912]

Second that!

[@tylerferrand8786]

I got rid of all my social media. It's traumatic now. I'm so glad to see you, you're one of my favorite creators. I'm so sorry for your past. I've had it pretty rough too. I'm at my worst.

[@SugarsugarFruity-hz6lz]

How are you currently?

[@Mollie17x]

I’m a year late, but Kris…This was so brave of you to open up to us, as a 16 year old who was also a victim of sexual assault, panic attacks, depression ect, you’re doing absolutely amazingly, and I’m so glad you felt like you could open up to us, and that takes so much courage to do so. I’m so glad that you have had medication to help, it’s started to help me after 3 year’s. You’re the strongest person I know, angel

[@sarahconnor13]

I'm also 16 and have dealt with the same struggles. I wish you the best and I hope things turn out well for you. x

[@mktvmktv1539]

@Angelina I'm so sorry that this happened to you but I'm glad that you are able to tell people about it and that you are doing better! Ilysm and I hope that you continue to learn to live with your mental health struggles and I wish you both the best!!!

[@sarahconnor13]

@@mktvmktv1539 thanks x

[@DEMONSLAYERFAN1000]

I’m kind of a little you g not too young though and this has happened to me already

[@DEMONSLAYERFAN1000]

Not any panic attacks though

[@angelbubba]

Honestly, it breaks my heart to see Kris like this. I feel so bad for her and everyone else who goes through this! Kris is literally the funniest person I have seen on social media! She is so incredibly strong!

[@Pipiwewe]

Don't u dare apologize for crying Kris, we're all here for you, cry all you need to none of us are going to judge you, you're amazing, and so brave for sharing this

[@allisonw-fk8fi]

i am so so late but i just felt i needed to say this. when you said “you deserve to be here” i just lost it, my body just reacted. i hadn’t had tears leave my eyes until you said that and now i’m bawling. thank you kris. you do so much for us too, complimenting us every video, being so kind, and really just being so accepting and loving to us all. you are such an amazing person. also, never apologize for crying, it’s a natural way to let out emotions, or for having a more serious video, they are just as important if not more thank you again and we love you too :)

[@HiBahhahah]

You do deserve to be here I bet you are an amazing beautiful person and I hope the best for you!!!❤

[@stellahellaannoying7161]

I sent this to my best friend because she’s been acting kinda down lately and she just told me that she’s been starving herself. This really really helped Kris you’re saving lives! I seriously can’t thank you enough, if you hadn’t made this video I don’t think my friend would’ve come out to me.

[@itz_anni5067]

same i didnt send this to her but she told me she is starving herself and isnt eating much food sonce 2 MONTHS! and she thinks she is fat even tho she is just so skinny even the teacher said that shes skinny once!

[@xinawood]

Omg! I pray for your friend, (and u

[@addyn11]

I may sound like a liar or something like that when I'm saying this but I would like to say it anyways... So, I'm 10, and my best friend and I, her name is Valeah... We had s fight one day. Her parents are divorced. So, one day me and her were having a fight. It was at school. 4th grade. Keep that in mind, we both are only 10. So we were on a google document, because were weren't supposed to be talking. And we kept arguing. She ended up saying something like, "Well. Just kill me. It's not like anybody would care anyways." And at that moment I knew, she was being serious. I completely froze. I started shaking even. The people sitting around me, started looking at me like I was going crazy or something. I cried. My eyes started getting red and watery. Then... My teacher saw me. She said, "What's happening!? I don't care if somebody was talking or something just tell me what's wrong." Everbody froze. The others still didn't know what was happening, so they looked up. Then they saw me startingto ball. I was doing this because a cousin of mine commited suicide, and k!lled himself. My other cousin was thinking about it. She's only 18. Just turned this March. So then Valeah ran towards our teacher and said something I beleive went like, " I said something quite personal to her, on a google document. I would perfer not to say what I said though." Our teacher just said, "Okay then." And got back to work. I was still frozen in shock balling. Then she came towards me. Said, "Don't be shocked, I know you are." So then I sat up and said... Everybody looked at us immediently. I then said, "How in the world do you think I'm not going to be shocked when you litterally just asked me to k!ll you!?" Everbody went speechless. ~~~~ Later that night I told my parents, because I was deeply conserend. This morning I came across something that said: "National Suicide Prevention Hotline: [phone] If you or a loved one is deppressed or thinking about commiting suicid, please call this number: 800-273-8255." I suddenely worte it down in my journal. I have to mention, this was just yesterday, our last day of 4th grade. It sucks. Thank you for letting me feel comfortable enough to share this story. ❤🥰 I'm here if you EVER need somebody to talk to! That goes for anybody.❤🥰 Love you all!

[@buggytoys4972]

I can’t imagine a world without Kris. She brings a smile to my face every time I watch her! We love you Kris! ❤️❤️

[@mags06]

Agreed, she is so funny ❤️

[@wyattbuck9471]

100%

[@iaap007]

I agree

[@grantworth6228]

100000000000000000000000000000%

[@skz_hjisung8588]

My sister was like, “what’s tiktok or even the world with out callmekris?”

[@lowercase_ash]

My friend is struggling with depression and anxiety, she's getting better though. I'm so proud of her and I'm proud of you

[@slothythesloth9342]

I hope you and your friend get better and you get out of your slump

[@ItzNotMeJ3ssie]

I hope your friend gets better soon! I'm also struggling with depression and anxiety though I'm slowly getting out of it! 🥺🥺

[@germanicus2245]

I hope they get out of it! They can get out of it!

[@Kmidnit]

I hope your friend will be better🥰

[@_beccy_0492]

I'm proud of your friend to. And I'm proud of you that you are there for him/her.

[@TheatrePookie]

I am so, so sorry that that happened to you. No one should have to go through all of that. Thank you for being you.

[@dobrilakaradzic5907]

Man, we don't even realize how strong someone needs to be to fight and survive things like this. I truly admire this woman ❤

[@tbp33911]

Seeing someone who makes you laugh and smile, day in and day out, breakdown like this is incomparably disheartening. Thank you for opening up. I am sorry you had to go through all that. We love you. You're amazing.

[@allyissafuller8229]

I feel the same way sorry I had to go through all of that

[@MrPizza1]

It’s a good thing that everyone here will love Kris no matter what.

[@SusieLostHerDog]

*Gives a virtual hug* You’re so strong, beautiful, kind, flawed, and hardworking! ✨

[@RIGUY.]

She is the most brave person I’ve ever seen, her ability to be confident and still be the amazing person she is without revealing all the pain behind her happy smile is just amazing I have a friend who is like this and now I know how to help them because of this video thank you 😊😘😁

[@khadijahraifu2940]

I agree and she is a insperation

[@EllaAnimates]

Riley Brickman that’s not the point of the comment but good for you 🙂💕✨

[@Natalie-jd3hd]

I'm in the 7th grade and I'm WAY too mature for my age. I cover it up with pretending to be care free, funny, talkative, and loud. I sometimes wish I can take back my innocence where I didn't have to care about the world as much. You think that it's only the quiet people that suffer but everyone has their own problems. You would never expect the person that is the human equivalent of happiness to suffer from depression....but we do. Kris brings happiness to this world like no other. I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for making the darkness ebb away....even just a little. With all my love....fight through it.

[@RIGUY.]

@Riley Brickman whoa that’s awesome same name twins 🤣

[@sergeantjellyfish887]

Just the confidence of this woman getting the courage to talk about her feelings. So strong. Keep going kris we’re here for you! 🥰

[@Deansweatherwatch4167]

It's always good to talk about are challenges

[@Theman-rods]

It was awesome for her to have courage to talk about Infront of all these people

[@charlizezmuda]

Kris, you honestly don’t understand the tiniest bit how much this has helped me. Honestly this was something I needed and I’m so grateful that you opened up and posted this because that’s something I don’t think I can do. The fact that you have come so far and survived everything you have gone through gives me a sense of hope that one day I can be like that so thank you 💕

[@gwenx4400]

I know this video is from 2 years ago, but I just wanna tell you that I’m so glad you made this video, and I’m so proud of you for doing so. You’ve helped and supported many people by sharing this, me being one of them. Love you❤️

[@emmarodova1859]

Hi im 16 yo and i've been „not doing okay" for the last few years and this video encouraged me to share this with my friends and im planing to talk about it with my mom and dad. Thank you so much and stay strong to inspire all of us

[@yaczesuaff]

Please do! I don't even know you, but I have my fingers crossed with all my strength that you are able to find the strength that is hidden inside you, and use it to deal with the issues that hold you down! You got this!

[@aymericdeascalon4590]

Hope the conversation with your mom and dad went well, it's such a hard conversation to have, but so important. If you need extra support, guidance officers and teachers can help, and so can your doctor. All the best.

[@squarepondstories3895]

Hey sweetheart, so glad to see that you mentioned you were going to share your feelings with family and friends. 16 is a tough age, I remember it well. And I want you to be able to remember it to...trust me, years from now, you may be in such a different and happy, content place. Don't give up hope, ever! You aren't alone. I'm so glad people like Kris share these stories, because it's easy for any of us watching to think that she has it so together and can do anything. But once we learn that she shares our struggles, it makes what she does that much more impressive. You can do the same. Hang in there and you share YOUR beautiful light with the rest of us in this world someday!! 🥰

[@EARTHMUSIC3]

GOD BLESS YOU AND NEVER FORGET, not only is God with you, there sre people here that care about you, even though we may not know you. I am always here if you need to talk but you are taking the best step by reaching out to your friends and parents. Hang in there, and you will be fine as Kris is. Good luck and God bless. You are LOVED!

[@hshfyugaewfjkKS]

I think it's very strong and courageous of you to share this information with your parents and friends. I don't say this to discourage you but rather to encourage you that if you do not receive the kind of support that you had hoped for this doesn't mean you aren't deserving of help! When we share this kind of information with people they aren't sure what to do. They may dismiss your feelings or tell you to just be happy or don't worry about it. If you don't get the response you hope for go online and Google mental health support and your city. There are a lot of free public service resources that you can tap into. I do hope the conversation went well and you got the support you were looking for. ❤

[@f1heat674]

We are with u kris in this stay strong and yep "otayyyy" Woahhhh

[@OakyOak984]

That is fax kris

[@not3mily568]

Mhm 100%

[@kallmekris]

otay! Same goes to all of you!

[@not3mily568]

@@kallmekris 🥰❤

[@elenaaq]

@@kallmekris

[@boring2576]

When she started talking about the car thing I almost started crying I'm sorry Kris you needed to go through all of that

[@EvieFletcher-ob4qp]

hi kris, i'm so sorry you had to go through that. you are my fav content creator and so many others too. i'm so proud you have made this video and sorry im like 2 years late to comment on this. i love you so much and keep being awesome!

[@SYDS_ACC]

This shows that Kris has a lot of genuine feelings towards her fans and talking about mental health is never easy.

[@randomidiot6839]

Yeah

[@veronicamikaelson2512]

U have been through a lot and still came out strong. There's a saying 'She went through Hell and came out an angel', and it could not suit any person more than u. Thank u for opening up, I know from expierence that it is not easy. An amazing person❤🐾

[@rebeccaobrien2642]

"I didn't think anyone would believe me." Felt this. Years later, seeing them just move through life without a care, sometimes I question myself. Binge watching your clips has helped raise my spirits so many times during a very rough season in life. 💕

[@moty5169]

When she pauses talking i totally get it . The effort she puts to talk and don't cry ... Don't scream or shout ... Really hard Thanks for sharing❤

[@Candy-ss8lk]

I can't imagine a world without you Kris. You have helped me through a lot of bad moments and you continue to do so. ❤️

[@urmum9722]

I’m only like five minutes in and I’m almost crying. Please don’t hate yourself you are amazing kris, we love you!!

[@Charlotte.J]

That is and always will be a fact

[@yasserkhalaf3582]

3 minutes you mean

[@blobbythepotato7062]

Almost? 😂 Boi I'm balling my eyes out. I done cried me a flood 😭😭😭😭😭

[@bookobsessedfae9329]

I know I'm young but i am turning twelve in June, and over the pandemic i have struggled through depression and sometimes the only thing i could hold onto was my friends and family, i have been so close to suicide and I've had a best friend that had anorexia a the same time, and it was such a relief just to talk to each other luckily she was my neighbor and almost every day we would meet up and talk about our problems. it was scary seeing her losing weight and barely eating so much that if she stood up too fast the room would go black but she got over it and we still see each other every day even though were over it we had been friends for 3 years prior but now we are even closer and would trust each other with our lives im crying hard

[@lifewithkrissy9579]

@@bookobsessedfae9329 oh my

[@D3mon03]

The fact that you were strong enough to talk about this just shows how strong and beautiful your soul is Kris

[@guineapiggirl333]

I think this is the only media that’s ever brought me to tears. Stay strong, Kris. We love you and we’re here for you ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@guineapiggirl333]

@@redpanda2858 what?! I’m so confused

[@hunt4muleys791]

I feel the same I didn’t cry I just wanted kris to know that no matter what she’s always in my heart ♥️

[@Redberry25]

@@guineapiggirl333 i think they're saying that's the only thing that made them cry, lol

[@guineapiggirl333]

@@redpanda2858 ok I get it now

[@MacBobby1408]

I’ve never seen a more clean & wholesome comment thread on this platform. To me that just speaks volumes for how much a good person she is.

[@briangillespey7732]

You don't have to apologize for anything you are unique and loved

[@aminabafou8161]

I'm so fucking proud of you, as someone who's been through depression, anxiety and multiple attempts at sexual assault, I can't say I'm fully recovered, in fact I haven't recovered at all but people like you give me hope that one day It'll be better, that I'll enjoy my life, myself and body again so thank you for sharing this, and I'm so fucking proud of you, love u really ❤️❤️

[@danieladsouza9431]

Stay strong queen you’re so brave

[@ethanwood217]

Keep yer head up lass better days are coming for ye and bad days coming to those who did wrong by you. Stay strong lass

[@not_the_only_cannoli_]

✨😽😻✨

[@americaneden3090]

It DOES get better 🤍🕊

[@kulas1209]

I got to about 50% through this vid and realised that i love you.

[@kulas1209]

And i started to appreciated How much I care about you

[@danceoutnow]

Recovering class clown here. Thank you for your vulnerability kris. You are believed, and you are worthy of being believed. You are accepted, and you are worthy of acceptance. You are seen, and you are worthy of being seen.

[@landenstallbaumer-vl9id]

I’m a class clown and I make people laugh by just getting the dopamine and nobody knew what I was going through and what happens at home and then they ask Landen what’s wrong and then I say nothing just been feeling down and then they say well you only live once so might as well be happy and that’s what they think but I don’t think that and they think I make them laugh by just being funny but it’s just to make me a little happier

[@ihaveheardHim]

@danceoutnow you are also so worthy, accepted and seen. I hope you feel it. 😊

[@melanyakuz5881]

Let’s just give her a clap for coming out talking about her life and trying to help us

[@Louiesuetta07]

👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻

[@littleman5527]

👏

[@leahharrison3963]

👏👏👏👏

[@jjbryant9382]

👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻

[@barbaravieira8173]

👏👏👏👏👏👏👏