bleaching my hair & having a meltdown

[@ruthfitzgerald712]

there is no world in which bleaching your hair and having a meltdown do not coincide. one simply cannot exist without the other

[@GodsFaveSim]

It’s either bleaching your dark hair blonde or dying your blonde hair Dark.

[@KeelinMoncrieff]

Huge agree

[@GodsFaveSim]

@@KeelinMoncrieff hope your feeling better keelin 💜 sending you love and big hugs from Cavan

[@amybritton1505]

When you bleach your roots the heat from your head makes it process quicker- Brad Mondo 🖤

[@kreatorwithak4499]

This is going to be a weird comment, but I genually love that you are sad.... Let me explain: I don't love that you as a person are feeling down. But I love that you show it. That you show that even people with + 60K followers, with a couple of good friends, who can write screenplays and have a decent future can still struggle. Famous people always seem like having it all together and for us normal folk it then looks as if we are doing something wrong... Why can't we be happy like you. That being sad, I hope you get happy again :-)

[@aoibhinohara844]

Same!!! I love how she shows the bad and good it’s so real☺️☺️

[@imieholland1055]

the moment u started on ur roots was the moment i knew it was gonna go downhill

[@KeelinMoncrieff]

Sigh 😔

[@regantwomey5155]

Choccy milk makes the pain go away

[@myarees8988]

this vid already the best part of my day lmao

[@antonianorwood5468]

One thing that’s been helping me is changing the colour or the lights or what lights are on depending on the time of day/what I’m doing. I also try not to sit or lie on my bed during the day to try and separate the spaces. Bed for sleeping and relaxing at night. Anything else I either sit at my desk or the floor. That’s keeping me saaaaane

[@KeelinMoncrieff]

This is so helpful thank u!!

[@Bella-lw4hq]

I appreciate how you say "I feel ugly" instead of "I am ugly". I'm trying to work on making small switches such as that to promote some positivity when talking to myself about myself. sending love, thanks for keeping it real as always 💕

[@studio9shots]

Ah girl ! It’s been new moon and it’s now Mercury retrograde. It always affects emotions! I’ve been feeling it for over a week now ! Yesterday was the wooooooorst . You look lovely ! Your skin looks so good 😊 must be all the porridge 🥴 💗

[@marthaleslie6219]

I’m so stoned and every time you speak I go to another dimension - 10/10 would re watch

[@rebecca4568]

currently a sixth year struggling with the unknown of the LC... so grateful for your videos Keelin 💜

[@graceb4427]

u look like saorise so much in this video! both such gorgeous gals

[@mollscadman]

Dude i’m doing yoga and eating porridge and feeling just the same. You’re honesty is awesome and makes me feel so much better about not doing so great! I think you’re awesome

[@esmieadele8865]

I’ve been in isolation since March 2020 and before that was in hospital for 2 years. Isolation is the hardest thing for mental health, loneliness is so so real. I am constantly with my fear that being alone all the time will make me “crazy”. But ultimately, it teaches you to confront your anxieties and appreciate social stuff when you can return💖ps. Instagram sucks and All I’m doing is sleeping and playing Nintendo/watching KZbin. I quit uni for now because I can’t. Tempted to bleach hair so this vid is heavily relatable ahahh

[@vanessakemmer1158]

Hope you're doing okay ❤

[@ttrashley]

ooooof i FEEEL you on the sad burnout. it’s like i’ve just run out of enough adrenaline to keep my brain content at this point in lockdown. it’s like i’m stuck in a time loop and i’m going crazy.

[@nicoleprice311]

I’m super into the enneagram and I’m a type 7! I find that whenever I get really into n actor, a character, or a KZbinr (like yourself lol), where I want really understand there ish and what they are going through, I always end up finding that they are a type 7 at some point. Hearing you say that made me scream with excitement! Welcome to the crew of people that avoid their pain at all costs. Xoxo

[@kaleah]

im also a 7 and i agree!

[@eveh1458]

"I fucking eat porridge and I'm STILL sad", this is one of the most relatable things I've ever heard

[@zaraeliza5049]

keelin my gal a few days ago i just felt a really strong desire to watch some of your videos and ive literally been watching them all on repeat all week and i genuinely feel like ive had a big sis to chat to all week thank u sm for existing x

[@ImNotInvisibleYouAre]

if you want ginger hair and dont wanna damage your hair and further i really recommend using henna! its so good for your hair and the color comes out super rich hope you feel better xx

[@chloeobrien3257]

No!!! Henna turns bleached hair green! Don't do that

[@gorgellecoc9033]

Yes! Only do it on natural hair, not on bleached hair, but then it‘s very recommendable, I have been doing this for years and I‘m very sattisfied

[@ImNotInvisibleYouAre]

@@chloeobrien3257 ah i didn't know!

[@Mojo2011100]

the first 45 seconds of this video were too relatable

[@michaelaallen4419]

Im also in London, I moved here in December and I've actually been doing really well up until this point, but I hooked up with this guy I barely know and then had a meltdown and now Im going home to South Africa till March

[@KeelinMoncrieff]

The absolute chaos of this comment

[@mvp2883]

I love your hair at its natural length and honestly the accidental purple looked kinda sick

[@KeelinMoncrieff]

Thank u!! 💘💘💘

[@ciarasineadgrahamkirwan9353]

Seeing Keelin Bleaching her hair the same way I did mine makes me feel a little less depressed, also fun fact my mother is a hairdresser and still managed to look like Leelo from the fifth element. 😅❤️

[@emiliaeyre7676]

the fact you can admit you feel shit is actually a good thing (imo) but you seem to be embracing it and making us all smile in the mean time which is something to be proud of

[@beckiparker7274]

hope you feel better soon keelin 🥺 if it's worth anything, your vids always make me feel 10x happier when they pop up on my KZbin homepage! keep doing what ya do. also, you can form a support bubble if you know anyone in London who also lives alone? love yaaaa

[@KeelinMoncrieff]

That makes me feel better :( thank u so much I’m glad I can help 💘

[@caitir0se]

racking my brains for a joke will return once i have one

[@stellacunliffe8398]

Watching films makes me happy. If you haven’t watched these before I think you’d like these films (just suggestions) Moonrise kingdom, peanut butter falcon, uncle buck, Juno, Ponyo, whale rider(sad but good).

[@KeelinMoncrieff]

Moonrise kingdom is one of my favourites!! I’ve seen all but whale rider so I’ll put it on my list thank u xx

[@lunaceleste5067]

Oh keelin you make me giggle. Hope you feel better soon! Loving that you are making videos more so these days though, you help make my shitty days a little more bearable. Big love. 💜✨

[@sashabasin1106]

Can we just sit there for a minute about Keelin's amazing skin??????? We luv u in all shapes and forms Keelin don't ever change

[@KeelinMoncrieff]

🥺🥺🥺🥺 thank uuuuu

[@paige6430]

thank you for waving the smudge stick at me i feel better now but hope you feel better soon and love that you share your emotions. love you 🧡

[@lucy.charlottee5487]

I totally get how you're feeling atm!! I went through it last year I was living alone for a few months and it was awful I literally had meltdowns for no reason every single day, but it eventually got easier and you reallyyyyy get used to being on your own but you also go crazy when you see people again ahaha

[@KeelinMoncrieff]

I’m actually nervous for when I get to be in a room full of people I’ll probably be too overwhelmed and go home

[@ParisButler01]

Hey girl! SimplyNessa literally just made a video about how she get rid of all of her crystals / stopped doing spells etc bc she too felt bad people were coming back into her life. It might resonate with you. Sending u so much love and light x

[@lizzieb3816]

todays been a poopy day so I needed this

[@rubywait5809]

that croc in the background

[@swallowsandamazons9027]

the croc: 👁👄👁

[@hihelloitsmo]

hello darkness my old friend

[@swallowsandamazons9027]

@@hihelloitsmo I’ve come to visit you again

[@Fruitbruise]

Love this cos same. I downloaded a sudoku app??! and have been doing a 1000 piece puzzle of a world map??? To make me feel something and in attempt to keep my brain alive in what feels like a never ending k hole xxx

[@betholivia4222]

im an enneagram 7 too which is probably why i enjoy watching u lol and thank u for being real. im struggling in lockdown and have deleted my instagram too. i think we all need to remember that no one's having a good time of it :\ but this'll all pass at some point

[@shaunabrennan6959]

You know the way you have been feeling down just a thought could be wrong but like I remembered your mam got you moldavite for your birthday and it’s like had such strong energies and it’s know for basically bringing up stuff for people and forcing them to heal if that makes sense like turn everything upside down to make to right might have nothing to do with how your feeling but just make sure your keeping it near other crystals or in a crystal box that grounds it LOVE YOU SO MUCH 💞

[@KeelinMoncrieff]

this could be it I haven't been wearing the protective bracelet!!! thank u xx

[@shaunabrennan6959]

@@KeelinMoncrieff anytime ☺️

[@clodaghbyrne1066]

Girl, plz do a movie recommendations vid, went to look at your story highlights there and she’s gone!!?! Hope you’re doing ok

[@KeelinMoncrieff]

Omg great idea I will yes

[@melikeynal]

it's the single green croc in the back for me

[@KeelinMoncrieff]

Symbolic of the chaos in my life

[@isabellat9777]

love u Kee

[@KeelinMoncrieff]

💘

[@erin-eh2sl]

Came upstairs to get in bed and escape from humans downstairs this is such a blessing, looooovely stuff

[@lottiee8076]

We have absolutely nothing in common but i cant unsubscribe because your beautiful accent 😍

[@ninastapley9354]

sendin u love!!!!!!

[@shaunabrennan6959]

Oml you always post at the best times like I feel like shit then I seen you posted makes my day

[@gorgellecoc9033]

Having very weird dreams too atm, it‘s crazy sometimes I wake up and I‘m codused for the whole day cause of my dreams

[@judetimon2808]

this popped up on my for you page right as i was looking for something to watch whilst impulsively bleaching my hair...

[@AprilLawlor]

u keep saying u look bad, but u look so beautiful, also ur hair looks so good tbh (YOU SHOULD CUT IT SHORTER & a fringe)

[@KeelinMoncrieff]

THANK U

[@jodiekeefe7200]

Omfg I get mouth ulcers too if I'm stressed or not sleeping properly, fucking bane of my life

[@nicoleprice311]

snow day and just got called out of work and this is on my feed, thank you

[@mariaraya7074]

sending u love keelin

[@mynameislottie226]

hey girlie! i really can’t do this right now💜

[@marthabonsall6805]

i bosch my roots the other day and theyre yellow and my ends are like a white blonde it's a mess

[@jordancassidy4078]

youre beautiful inside and out miss thing, head high ur tiaras falling x

[@kboylan5373]

Love how similar you and Saoirse look now! 🍒 Also skin is glowing 😊

[@KeelinMoncrieff]

Thank u 💘

[@ClaudiaKate]

perfect addition to my day of doing nothing in bed we love Keelin

[@roisinmurphy7752]

It's okay to be sad sometimes chick even if it's more than we'd like. I'm proud of you for helping yourself in healthy ways. Independent lady x x x

[@ML-vl5ib]

ur skin looks amazing drop the routine

[@remileather]

Pls pls pls do a vid on shadow work

[@BeautamyTV]

Yawww Wella T18 Toner after bleaching is the best will sort out any yellow tones ♥️♥️

[@KeelinMoncrieff]

Thank uuuu xx

[@riankagill]

UR SO BEAUTIFUL

[@unaflorent3927]

Dye your hair red next if you get bored of the blonde

[@GodsFaveSim]

Red is the next step when you have a break up lol.

[@gilliangracee]

there aren't really ranches in south carolina or north carolina!! that's more in the west hehe

[@KeelinMoncrieff]

Give me post codes so I can look some up and start putting it on my dream board

[@gilliangracee]

@@KeelinMoncrieff idk post codes but North/South Texas, Montana, and a shit ton in Wyoming!! arizona & new Mexico works too if u want that desert cowboy vibe

[@hannahxo9024]

not a funny tiktok comment but i actually love you so much. You're the only "influencer" that has ever influenced me. Realistically I'd do whatever you say

[@KeelinMoncrieff]

Omg successfully starting a cult ✅

[@idarau3101]

wait this is so weird cos Ive also been going downstairs at 3 am and having peanut butter and jam sandwiches and finished a whole jar of peanut butter and a loaf of bread omg twinssss! idk there must be somethin in the air or mercury's doin the the renagade or sumn

[@KeelinMoncrieff]

Mercury retrograde pertains peanut butter addiction

[@Bostonroad1992]

You're a queen always babe

[@xoxAnnieHerexox]

I needed this

[@aline140]

omg where is the other nose piercing and your lips look like the insta filter sis ur glowing 🥺🥺💖💖

[@suz9735]

Currently sitting with bleach on my head making a tiktok idk what else to do anymore🙃

[@HD-he4gj]

you should go red!

[@kb-fd5do]

i'm from south carolina and its sooo cute that you think we are ranchers haha - thats western US!

[@KeelinMoncrieff]

I’ve never been anywhere around there I just wanna go 🥺

[@MS-sw6kx]

mercury retrograde starting on the 30th: keelin less than 2 days later:

[@alexwalsh541]

Would you recommend any spirituality or magic books?

[@emzzxD]

I know exactly how you feel!

[@jess3153]

pop a choccy milk choccy milk make the pain go away

[@piasalem7120]

where did u get those earrings!!! :)

[@lisalaurel1352]

During the first lockdown I genuinely had the time of my life. This time I'm in grief and just trying to somehow survive. No funny tiktoks here, just more empathy towards you for feeling lonely, sorry 😅

[@Stopping10col]

relate to everything ur saying wow !!

[@gooseequinox804]

mercury is in retrograde!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[@ciara7221]

It was shit before that too anyway😌

[@KeelinMoncrieff]

Both true

[@MrEmbo49]

Mercury retrograde hitting hard

[@bealtaine237]

Ah man, big love 💘 shit days are shit xx

[@lisbethsalander6769]

God I love you

[@pablomartinez8394]

Fucking LOVE u💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

[@katelynofarrell6870]

Throw on what’s up by the 4 non blondes and just belt

[@swallowsandamazons9027]

I do this all the time

[@coolemmet]

Love your content keelineers xx

[@catherinemorgan2347]

Nah girl she’s just being real

[@oliviahegarty1959]

how do u make a plumper cry

[@KeelinMoncrieff]

Explain

[@heatherr1219]

this video just came up in my recommended,,, dunno what that says about my mental state rn

[@rodimousa9503]

Keelin the normal hair bleched or color from drug store or any of it it does not working , you must maish it so it can be 1 color but its expensive hahaha

[@basicallyellie2532]

Grimes hair has been real quiet since this vid

[@KeelinMoncrieff]

Omg I don’t wanna be stuck under elon musks foreskin

[@amles5630]

hey do you have instagram?

[@KeelinMoncrieff]

I got it back today

[@forbiddennewt639]

dye ur hair blue or pink it will cancel out the ginger and u will look like a sexy goddess fairy

[@KeelinMoncrieff]

Might fuck around and do that

[@drewwyllie]

could you not get up and show us your hair at the end Keelin.... I wanna speak to the manager and I want a FULL REFUND. I paid to see the dye results

[@KeelinMoncrieff]

ITS STILL THE SAME I haven’t decided what to do with it yet...... to be continued

[@drewwyllie]

@@KeelinMoncrieff WELL im on the edge of my seat babe x

[@gracewaine8977]

love u love u xxx

[@swallowsandamazons9027]

I’m an enneagram 4 because iM nOt LiKe OtHeR gIrLz

[@chloefletcher8917]

I think we were all preempting this video hahahah . Love you sexy!

[@KeelinMoncrieff]

Hahahahha I’m getting predictable

[@aishlingmcnamara424]

PSA Mercury is in retrograde again- it’s in the stars bby

[@TheShoeAddictxox]

omg I just did the test and I'm a 7 too

[@izzyreynolds2248]

rejection sensitivity dysphoria - a fellow person with ADHD

[@KeelinMoncrieff]

I really need therapy

[@issydimauro9424]

pop a choccy milk keelin

[@clairekeane9446]

bring back your instagram so i can tell you a funny story❤️❤️❤️ i would comment it here but i’m too insecure and it’s a little too weird for public view.

[@KeelinMoncrieff]

It’ll be back tomorrow x