Kikuo - You are a Worthless Child

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[@yan_n00dles19]

Top 10 Depressing Vocaloid Songs: 1. **Kikuo song** 2. **Kikuo song** 3. **Kikuo song** 4. **Kikuo song** 5. **Kikuo song** 6. **Kikuo song** 7. **Kikuo song** 8. **Kikuo song** 9. **Kikuo song** 10. **Kikuo song**

[@raccoonttrash]

Not a lie

[@moved1194]

@karlee ballard While “Gomenne, Gomenne” (I’m sorry, I’m sorry) is also a song by Kikuo Sorry if you knew this already. Or if you’re talking about a different song

[@moved1194]

@karlee ballard It’s ok（◞‿◟） sorry if I came off rude

[@moved1194]

oh ok lol

[@min_thu1702]

what about maretu??

[@Charlie._.1]

“Oh, my child is completely fine” Their child’s childhood:

[@fgziv_]

fr-

[@sanestnenefan]

FRRR

[@hecker_ibontherichestdudeever]

Bro... I was abused as a child by my mom when I write my letters are ugly

[@Charlie._.1]

@@hecker_ibontherichestdudeever so sorry for ya dude

[@hibiki_forever]

​@@hecker_ibontherichestdudeeverlet's switch parents they will love any handwriting I have

[@Sleepyinnit_the_therian]

My mom: "Why do you avoiding talking with me?" *Also my mom:*

[@Brookcario]

My mom is like this too 😭💀

[@Detective_RuiKamishiro]

Same with mine... She made me cry lots of times. I never forgive her but I was forced to or else I would be kicked out of her house...

[@Sleepyinnit_the_therian]

@@Detective_RuiKamishiro my mom once kicked me out of the house bc I wouldn't get the mail😋

[@Starlight_lovesstars]

​@@Sleepyinnit_the_therianWHAT

[@Sleepyinnit_the_therian]

@@Starlight_lovesstars True story wasn't fun😣

[@miko.oo__]

毎日母からこれを聞いて疲れているけど、自分の人生のような曲を見つけるのは良いことだと思います...

[@etherbanenull3507]

Well thats depressing..

[@Alastortheradiodemon1239]

​@etherbanenull3507 I have a endless depression I hide it every time I'm around others

[@hamelinacurtie]

Many parents saying lies most of the time. Your mom is lying too. You haven't ever been useless. Words surely hurt but only when you accept it to hurt you.

[@Ahahahshsdbdjdjdi]

I'm sorry.. I hope you're doing fine now.. Please stay strong!!

[@miko.oo__]

@@Ahahahshsdbdjdjdi thank you sweetheart for this pretty words l will be 💙

[@Evlnus]

Pov: kikuo calls you a useless child for 4 mins and 21 secs .

[@chadsustituido1770]

This song beats the 7 page muda

[@tayatheweeb5101]

Best.comment.ever.

[@h5ckett]

Chad Sustituido - 😂

[@sillypepsi222]

HAHAHAHA I LOVE THIS COMMENT

[@Pukeprincess]

This was actually in my playlist while I was drawing many times and that’s how I felt.

[@lordyok4832]

Song: you are a useless, useless, useless child Me: 🕺🕺🕺

[@valeria-jh5db]

when i put it in translate it translates to "i cant do it" why?? 😭😓

[@thefireman17492]

@@valeria-jh5db just literally Use the subtitles man.

[@untrustfulsoldchannel9238]

@@valeria-jh5db because that's a more literal translation

[@valeria-jh5db]

@@untrustfulsoldchannel9238 ohh,,thank u!

[@sensin3140]

right like its putting negative manifestations into my head but i cant stop listening 😭😭

[@StrawberryPopcatOfficial]

2:38 the most used time in the song in shorts

[@frostenburgh4633]

Made this comment popular

[@baldmori]

when you use a funky and good song without even knowing the ACTUAL lyrics (useless child)

[@FattahzulikramGalib]

Worst part is my family never called me or treated me or even thought of me as a useless child, and yet I relate to this 💀

[@ihave69childrennmybasement]

Real

[@leandav]

Parents : „why are u always on ur phone and never talk to us“ also my parents whenever I try to say something :

[@yoona6294]

at least they ask you that question

[@crystaliieleanor]

@@yoona6294 I don't know if that's something good to tell you. They usually say it in an angry manner for me idk

[@yoona6294]

@@crystaliieleanor there are different situations, in my case, my parents are not even interested in how I live, why I laugh and why I cry I hope someday this question will not mean something bad for you, but rather an attempt to understand what happened to you

[@shoujo-rei]

ify

[@wonderliaday]

yea-

[@therealtheauthenticjotarok1585]

Why does this remind me of kids when they say they're depressed and the parents start saying they have nice clothes or they have a roof over their head, or others have it worse so they have no excuse For anyone who wants like clarification: I mean the parents who do and say all this stuff, and then when you mention you're depressed they act like they never did one bad thing in their entire life to you.

[@Nova-bk7bc]

I honestly don’t understand why parents say this all the time like , bro I just want to tell you that I’m not doing well wether it’s me being stressed over homework or me being mentally exhausted due to the lack of friends.

[@justsomenonbinarywithamust8006]

Yeah

[@aikitonine1483]

my parents are the same, telling me to just get over it when I don't feel OK, and I hate how if I feel suicidal, or depressed, they just walk over it and pretend that nothing is happening with their child.

[@yoonjeenie4645]

When I finally had the guts to tell my dad that the reason completing homework was so difficult for me was because I had no motivation because I knew that the moment I messed up even a little I knew I would just get yelled at and end up crying in my room or have my phone taken away I just felt like there was no point in me even trying anymore if I would just keep messing up and I still struggle with loving myself as a person even though things are going well so far for me but sometimes my dad will try to tell me that I dont have a lack of motivation or that what I went through couldn't have been that bad because he went through worse as a kid and he would keep trying to give me "motivational" talks to make me suddenly gain motivation to do work but that lack of motivation doesnt stem from a lack of thankfulness but it comes from a sense of worthlessness in me that's gonna take a really long time to get rid of but he doesnt seem to get that and when I try explaining how I feel he doesnt get what I'm talking about so he thinks that I just dont trust him because I know that what I'm gonna tell him he wont get anyways so I just dont tell him and I feel like that's just driving a bigger wedge between our relationship.

[@thatoneanimefan2720]

The sad truth of EVERY 12 YEAR OLD IN 2021 (I know cause most of my class are mostly like this)

[@user-iq3mn5xw2t]

小学生だった頃にこの曲を聞いた時は「いじめられているできない子と母親の曲で、切ないけど暖かい曲」だと思ってたけど、今では「子どもがいないと自分を守れない毒親の曲」だと思ってる。 親が子どもに何度も何度も「できない子」と言うのは結構ヤバいのになんで小学生の私はそんなことを思ったんだと感じた時、私の親も毒親であることを思い出した。

[@XxPotatuChypsxX]

"My child is completely fine!" Meanwhile the song their child relates to:

[@melaniem322]

Im that child

[@xx-ys3ip]

Parents: Why won’t you talk to us with your problems? Also Parents:

[@shoimi]

Parent: I go commit kimi wa dekinai.

[@coffee6687]

child in their mind: kimi wa dekinai parent

[@nerrahh]

Hikoshima right?

[@sadie7870]

they lash out on us for telling them our problems because we told them 😆

[@szelleyu]

SAME PLS AND THEY SAY: these online people dont even know you why do u trust them

[@amaiodayaka8926]

Parents: Why wont you just talk to us? Also my parents when I try to talk to them about something: Edit: My situation is definitely better now. To the all people sharing stories in the comments or just saying: "Same" or "Relatable", I just wanna say: Y'all stay strong out there. Life sucks and often sucks right from the beginning. The memories and pain will probably never go away, but it's completely alright. It does get better, in my case therapy helped (both for me AND for my mom, and my father is just meh, neutral). Also I can proudly say now that I'm fricking awesome now, and that I grew, and changed, and that's I'm an awesome person, AND I hope more of you can relate. This comment and most replies are now 1 year+ old, so I really-really hope at least some are doing better and even possibly escaped that situation (don't matter if by cutting off certain people or reconciling, everybody is different). And if not, PLEASE do as soon as possible. I do understand that most of the time the only solution is moving out and a lot of people out here can't do that, so I'm not gonna be a big smartie pants by saying: "Lol, if you are unhappy just move out/talk to them/stop doing that and this/etc.". Have a good time of day, remember to eat and drink water properly (unless you are fasting while reading this of course!), go ahead and take care of yourself, you deserve it! I'm proud of you :)

[@4L3X_222]

this is true af

[@ramunessence4510]

ESPECIALLY when they tell you to ask questions but when you do they call you and the question stupid.

[@shokolade1037]

FR OMG JAGYHSBHBHSB

[@kezwing]

Omfg ikr!!

[@untrustfulsoldchannel9238]

fr though, "you can tell me anything" then why do you ignore our problems when we try to talk to you about our mental health?

[@mauricionishiyama1658]

英語字幕に色が…ついてる…だと！？

[@user-hb4ew8uk7h]

マジやんけｯ…！

[@littlebitstupid2297]

Yes but it makes it very hard to read 😞

[@Anova_loves_nature]

My mom:My childhood was fine! Her childhood:

[@doristhesadistic2592]

*"Vocaloid is for children"* Yes totally..

[@zana272888]

Why would someone say vocaloid is for chiden that crazy🙄😔😳

[@burnt-toast7411]

Vocoloid is is happy and is fun for all ages!

[@niellenel8662]

*seems legit*

[@rosa.00_]

literally nobody has ever said that

[@burnt-toast7411]

@@rosa.00_ I have heard people say that about anime. Kinda funny

[@omnisciasparesnone]

it’s scary the amount of people who relate to this was it just a universal thing to get abused by your parents?

[@pandora308]

Sadly, Yes.

[@terutaraanimations654]

I guess so.

[@catst9927]

Yep. I’m for the most part out now, but not without an attempt to KMS just like he did. I’m okay now.

[@Nova-bk7bc]

Lol ig , mentally for me , they don’t know their hurting me though which sucks

[@rue4960]

Verbal and more abuse from immigrant parents to strict it hurts

[@ayuwulandariputriandriansa9400]

Lyrics [Chorus] Kimi wa dekinai dekinai dekinai ko Kono yo de ichiban dekinai ko [Refrain] Rara　rararararara Rara　rararararararararara Rara　rara [Verse 1] Rarara benkyou mo undou mo hanashi mo dekinai Binbou de noroma de kitanai ko Jibun no namae mo ienai kuchi kara Moredasu oetsu ga suki deshita Yodare ni hanakuso fukekuso shouben Baikin nakimushi yowamushi mushi mushi Oide yo mamotte ageru yo issho issho watashi to issho [Pre-Chorus] Rara ra rarabai oyasumi Nemuru you na kokochi de dyuetto shiyou Shiyou watashi to shiyou yo Samishii ko ko [Chorus] Kimi wa dekinai dekinai dekinai ko Kono yo de ichiban dekinai ko Kimi wa dekinai dekinai dekinai ko Watashi ga inakerya shinderu ko Kimi wa dekinai dekinai dekinai ko Kanashii kanashii dekisokonai Kimi wa dekinai dekinai dekinai ko Watashi ga tasukete shinzеmashou [Refrain] Rararara　rarararararararara Rararara　rarararararararara　ra [Verse 2] Rarara Kaijuu yuurei toumeiningen Kabin ni shibin dе futoukou Kawaita kuchi kara kogoe de kageguchi Himei no bouyomi kikimashou Soredemo tsukihi wa tsuredure tatsu tatsu Otsumu mo jikan mo tarinai ko Mou teokure chieokure Kawaii ko ii ko watashi no mono yo [Pre-Chorus] Rara ra rarabai oyasumi Nemuru you na kokochi de watashi to Odoro odoro zutto odoro yo samishii ko ko ko ko [Chorus] Kimi wa dekinai dekinai dekinai ko Kono yo de ichiban dekinai ko Kimi wa samishii samishii samishii ko Watashi ga isshou mamoru kara [Bridge] Soredemo ano ko wa tsurenai ko Watashi no moto kara tobitatta Shiranai aida ni kizudarake Soredemo sonomama tabidatta ko ko ko ko [Chorus] Watashi dekinai dekinai dekinai ko Dekinai ano ko wa mou imasen Watashi dekinai dekinai dekinai ko Daremo tasuketekuremasen Watashi samishii samishii samishii ko Sabishii ano ko wa mou imasen Watashi samishii samishii samishii ko Moshimo jikan wo modosetara aa [Refrain] Rara　rararararara Rara　rararararararararara Rara　rararararara Rara　rararararararararara Rara　rara　rara　rara

[@dreaming_of_you11]

3:18 "that child is no longer here" and "nobody can save me anymore" is so sad

[@kuroko990]

therapist: gives therapy card: declines therapist:

[@thegenevaconvention5623]

When this isn’t top comment 👁💧👄💧👁🔫

[@muff6761]

NOOOO PLSVDISHDKDBDOSBDKD

[@cattree1784]

Jungkook's piss?... un chile...

[@blizzardlol7625]

PLEASEJSBSKSGBSSK

[@herobrine2709]

YOO HEIJI PFP

[@srabkluang]

UHM CAN WE TALK ABOUT HOW THE LYRICS USED HIRAGANA WHEN HE WAS A CHILD BUT IT CHANGED TO KANJI AFTER HE GREW UP ????

[@momowimblenton4188]

Holi shit

[@momowimblenton4188]

Holy*

[@marija8841]

... Boi, big brain time.

[@zarunamu]

WAIT HOW DID I JUST NOTICE THIS?!?!

[@beiyuimpact4636]

o shit that's deep, like his mother isn't there anymore but her harsh words got into him

[@user-ft1gq9we8o]

この曲ってシンプルに言ったら悪口メインの曲だと思うんだけど、曲調と歌詞のおかげで救われる気持ちになれる 聞いてて落ち着く

[@TheCousins77673]

私は毎日恥ずかしい思いをしているので、人生が嫌です。ただ desu とどこにも行かずに desu と気絶したいです。私は幼稚園から3年生までいじめられ続けたので、ただ desu にいたいです。

[@nviu9565]

あなたを恥ずかしいと思うことは何もありません。あなたより優れた人間はいないのですから、恥ずかしいと思わないでください。

[@user-qs6fl6yy9c]

君みたいな優しい子はしんどくなるよね。趣味に没頭したらすこし気を紛らわせられると思うよ。

[@melonchaa07]

small theory: so we all get the point- this song is about a mom who emotionally abuses her child by saying that he is a useless child, and he is abused up to the point when he is grown up. The writing when he is a kid looks colorful and uses hiragana. But when he grows up, it's less colorful, more neat, and uses kanji. I'm thinking the kid used to write down all the things his mom said to him in a journal or a notebook of some sort, and continued to write them down up until he grows up. The two figures, which is the kid and the mom, I think was also drawn by the kid. Furthermore, the title of the song that shows up in the beginning seems kinda messy, which could mean that he titled this journal of his "You are a useless child". Then, when he disappears, (died, ran away, or something) the mom finds the notebook he's been writing everything in, and as she reads them, she realizes she was the useless and terrible person all along. She reads what the boy wrote as a kid, so the writing is back to hiragana and it's more colorful.

[@kadoosca]

Wow.

[@tasandrawatson]

OH MY GOD THIS IS THE BEST INTERPRETATION IVE SEEN

[@paolanunez6464]

HELL YEA THAT MAKES SENSE!

[@hxneymoon2710]

love this

[@racist2708]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/oIfTf6qkrL56mas

[@user-kd8jl9jl5y]

よく親に言われて 親は何日かしたら言ったことも忘れるけど 子供からしたら何年立っても 忘れる事が出来ないくらい 辛くて悲しい言葉でした

[@user-cn4qq3ut7o]

アミノさん それ、

[@user-cf2xk5bb2s]

親は死ねとか言っておきながら当の本人は完全に忘れてる。私は何年経っても覚えてる。 みたいな？(え)

[@user-mo3ib8bv6x]

@@user-cf2xk5bb2s 僕と同じ…

[@user-ri5ix4kj4r]

子供に落ちこぼれとかできない奴とかひどいこと言った親、大抵覚えてない説 言われた方には一生傷が残るのにね

[@user-yr9wy7ut6z]

友達となら平気で言えるかな？ だって友達だって殴られて蹴られ 論破したらご飯が貰えない 良かった……仲間が居た……♪( ^ω^ و(و (´･ω･｀)寂しかったな……

[@fukahiresoda.]

叱責→後悔→自己否定 この流れが悲惨だけどクセになる

[@poprox5601]

i put this on my speaker while i cleaned up and my japanese roommate asked if i was okay...

[@yixirix.d]

oh my god i would do the same

[@chelsey5349]

Good for me I know basic Japanese and search up the meaning for every song I listen to now I know that I was right to do so😂

[@BigRedApe]

Did he tap your shoulder while he asked you

[@littleanimations4760]

Oh damn-

[@nowmymomsaccountlol5217]

Oh- but are u?

[@kirbs_s3471]

*I will protect you forever* So that’s was a fucking lie

[@capricea1537]

bahaahahah nooo

[@thatoneanimefan2720]

Sad... but true

[@rajiyuooo]

*”I only want to protect you”* that was Also a lie

[@virylopez1611]

my dad said that and im in foster care now best dad✨

[@kirbs_s3471]

@@virylopez1611 me and your dad are about to fight

[@user-rw2rb5ux5n]

きくおさんの歌ってなんも嫌な事考えずにぼーっと聴いてられる、死にたい訳では無いけどなんも考えたくないからこういう時間が1番好き

[@sAnlty-lx5lr]

この曲めっちゃ好きでした。私にはお母さんと子供に見えてました。大きくなってからひらがなから漢字になってて成長してる感じが凄く伝わる

[@woohoosteakisyummy]

When the child was still little, the text was colourful, bouncy and hiragana. When he grew up, it turned into plain black kanji.

[@MariSuzuki31]

Off topic but i agree that steak is yummy 🗣🗣🗣🔥🔥🔥

[@mafuyuneedstherapy]

@@MariSuzuki31Mari, how are you alive?

[@autumn_sunday]

Me when I eat microwaved meat, originated from a cow:

[@iWill_pregnate_urmom]

Me when I eat the steak of wisdom and get theories and nawledge:

[@woohoosteakisyummy]

@@mafuyuneedstherapy yeah I thought that ###############

[@sunnyshine715]

A child should never have to question if their parent loves them. Period. Edit: to all of you who commented, saying things like "my parents never cared" or "my parents don't love me", I'm so sorry. You all are deserving of love and happiness, and I'm so incredibly sorry your parents couldn't provide the love and support they were supposed to. Im adopting all of you right now, and you all will be happy forever. I'll make sure of it.

[@exilley2134]

it's bø time Tell that to the kids, then. And their parents.

[@sunnyshine715]

@Isabella Van Ginkel 'Tis I, the most fabulous boy. Yuga Aoyama ;)

[@cosmoxoxox9468]

Yeah. I just accept the fact that my parent really just don't like me _that_ much.

[@NeilaNyaa]

I think I don't belong anywhere

[@falcofan18]

@@NeilaNyaa go to the YMCA they have everything for a young man to enjoy You can hang out with all the boys.

[@user-ve3vx7qe9m]

この曲はとてもメロディアスです、はい、本当に大好きです

[@user-sx5vk4xu2f]

子供の時は心地がひらがなでここち だったけど大きくなったら漢字の心地になってるのが細かくてちゅき

[@the.midnightskies8908]

Parents: you can tell me anything, I won't judge. Kid: *tells everything* Parents: Stop faking, others have it worse it's the phone ungreatful brat I/god gave you a (list a no. of things that are the general necessity for living). You have nothing to be depressed over. It's just a phase You were literally smiling yesterday! Grow up

[@kezwing]

Bruh true af

[@iwillpegyou247]

Parents: express your feelings. Be yourself. Tell us when you have any problems. Child: states that they’ve been feeling down, depressed, and tired of everything. Parents: *its the phone*

[@deathbed_]

And this is why I never wanna tell my parents anything. Their not bad I just don’t wanna be told whenever I tell them something that happened that I’m lying and that I’m just making it up

[@Pukekoz]

That's why I never open up anymore, i just lie, then it gets to the point where even If I have the courage to open up my parents think I'm lying.

[@Rejiiiiii]

@@iwillpegyou247 That's basically my parents, When I tell my parents my problems, they say it's because of my device,

[@user-zi1tr6xh7u]

Ｙ やっても Ｄ 出来ない K これが現実

[@user-ix2tj7eb7v]

誰が上手いこと言えと

[@user-ri2fn3vb8y]

Ｙ　やって Ｄ　できたら Ｋ　苦労しない

[@RX-105XI]

@@user-ix2tj7eb7v 話が変わるけどそのアイコンはイソペか......？かわいいな

[@user-lz3dd4vn1b]

Y やれば D できると K 決めつけるな(((

[@user-sx1ld4il2g]

うまいこと言ってるww

[@user-dq4tz2lq2j]

この曲聴いてると落ち着く大好き

[@KarenS-oq7nj]

理想絵図みたいな感じでなんか、 繰り返して聞いちゃう

[@catffeine4178]

"study, exercise, speaking, you can't do anything" it hurts how relatable this is

[@imeldamadarang3385]

fr

[@lemonnzyx]

Same

[@svmpforsans]

are you okay?

[@zxin9332]

yup

[@vee_6913]

Same

[@marumaru1821]

Kid: -tells anything about their mental health- Parents: Haha so funny now go do the dishes you lazy princess, then your depression will go away haha

[@volkylolly]

I felt that somewhere in my bloodline, brain and health.

[@marumaru1821]

@@volkylolly yes, i understand you fully

[@the_phen0m639]

Rip lmao i am a boy but its still relatable lol

[@soobtonin_]

My parents were gangsta until I tried self harm 💀

[@the_phen0m639]

@@soobtonin_ Asian?

[@Lousie_da_worst18810]

*A moment silence of people not knowing this song has been 11 years*

[@Ambush9069]

これにはとても共感します.. :(

[@artistic_angel4858]

IT'S MY DEPRESSIVE EPISODE, AND I GET TO CHOOSE MY MUSIC.

[@dae-hyuntheidi0t202]

I feel you on a whole other level

[@jasmeien1477]

Do you need someone to talk to?

[@BangGanger69]

THIS IS MY MENTAL BREAK DOWN, AND I GET TO CHOOSE MY MUSIC

[@jasmeien1477]

@@BangGanger69 do you need someone to talk to?

[@urmom-rf1xm]

@@jasmeien1477 yes

[@Leonhelp111]

Theory: at the end, when mother (not the child) says "I'm a useless child" might suggest that she was treated like that in her childhood, and now made her own child leave because she treated him the same way. She feels useless again.

[@biggestsayorikinnie]

no clue why, but i thought this too-

[@ihaveyourgrandma3709]

yoo thats what I thought aswell-

[@yviiiiii2664]

Still she has no excuse for what she did to her son

[@femalechild9060]

@@yviiiiii2664 obviously, but it just shows how the cycle continues

[@yviiiiii2664]

@@femalechild9060 the son can break the cycle but as far as ik in the comments he committed suicide but yup I get ur point

[@user-ny2zf8ux9g]

何で私は何にもできないの

[@kirurikeri]

死なないでください。

[@kirurikeri]

どうかお。

[@matyldasetlak9378]

My brother whenever i say anything:

[@ughh_baka]

wait a damn minute my parents wrote a song about me???

[@Laydoe1]

ughh_baka big mood right there

[@neonmoths3299]

Damn, guess mine did too

[@targetemployee5076]

I guess mine did too

[@hicca1000]

I hope ur doing better now :(

[@minaashido8322]

This comment is a MOOD

[@soarks.o]

When you realize she said: "if i can only go back in time" But when you restart the song the same thing happened.

[@shokiyuu2947]

underrated lmao

[@capp2356]

Your pfp fits

[@zee-sd9kl]

OH MY GOD YOURE RIGHT-

[@am4r169]

OH MY-

[@toolatetothestory]

Damn

[@Yuki-yh2id]

いい曲

[@Airi_your_local_MHA_fan]

Ah, finally, IVE BEEN LOOKING FOR THIS SONG SINCE LAST YEAR-

[@Cheetos.Random]

Buen trabajo soldado

[@Nekomeno_7]

The best part of listening to these types of songs your parents will never understand them

[@helmsfamily1605]

Unless they take japanese classes or they are from japan ;)

[@tweeky_tweaker]

I 100% agree lol

[@jan_yx]

Just like they don't understand us

[@anarquisappho]

YES

[@koibiloransome-kuti8935]

YESSIR

[@kikitkat]

its funny how parents think that taking away things that make u happy will end ur depression and will make ur grades go up. No mom. Its not my friends fault. Its urs. U made a depressed teen who cant socialize AT ALL. My phone is the only one thing left that make me happy. Cuz my bf is here. My friends are here. My fav games are here. My fav animes. And ur trying to take away the only thing that helps me socialize and helps me thru my depression times. No mom im not just growing up. I know u were a teen and u were a perfect teen. No skin problems, every fucking guy fell for u instantly, u were popular. Times change. Its 2021. Teenagers are more hopeless and depressed. And just stop telling me to go outside and socialize. Its hard cuz u hate every person i meet over the internet or in my neighbourhod. Thank you for being an amazing mother. Weylin OH MY GOD guys thank you so much for 1 thousand likes! And im glad that most of you guys were helping me and understand me. That is just amazing and it makes my heart flutter :D Thank you so so much but remember to stay hydrated, to take care of yourself :) mom get the camera im famous

[@Another-Weeb]

You ok??

[@kikitkat]

@@subnsurf I don't even know lol Here's my discord if u wanna talk cuz I'm kinda bored kork#3274

[@gamiket628]

@@kikitkat is it ok if i can talk to you too? Im kinda lonely at the moment lol sorry if you don't want to it's ok

[@kikitkat]

@@gamiket628 no thats fine! we can talk on any social media u would like :)

[@gamiket628]

@@kikitkat hmmm for some reason i cant send a friend request. Can you send me one instead? Name is 'Its ya boi gami ket#4339'

[@Greypogi-1213]

これはすごい

[@user-yr7fp9ph2c]

嫌なこと言っても嫌なことしても、結局『私が守ってあげる』って気持ちは本物だし、エゴであれ、愛情の裏返しなんだよね。 子どもはその愛情に気付いてるからこそ長い間傷つきながらも母親の元から離れられない。 この子は離れられたみたいで良かったね。

[@michaliomdin5262]

kikuo songs is literally the defenition of taking a pic with kissy lips and peace sign while having a breakdown

[@CSriepinkdawg]

Is it weird that that this comment made me laugh?

[@averagemangafan6942]

Oof

[@user-iv1mt5ud4n]

@@CSriepinkdawg no im laughing now too

[@meowmreowmeow]

lol true

[@bakatoaster6000-yt]

Yep

[@Mo0n_LighT965]

This hits different when actually feel like you are a useless child and you only matter when you accomplish something.

[@wsgmayn]

waittt... is this meee

[@Mo0n_LighT965]

@@wsgmayn omg trauma twin!!! I shouldn’t be happy about that 🫠

[@aoyagicest]

Your so quirky and different omg'1111111¡ please tech me

[@Mo0n_LighT965]

@@aoyagicest idk if you were saying this as a joke or to make fun of me

[@hiiilolol]

@@aoyagicest 😐youre not funny. idk why youd even listen to this song if youre gonna do that...

[@Minecraft55558]

全体として、私はこの曲がとても好きです。

[@Youaremysunshine331]

この曲に共感します-:(

[@kenny-ek9ns]

My interpretation: a mother is not doing so well and wants to feel wanted and loved so she tells her son that he is useless and noone else other than her wants him. The boy leaves her or commits suicide, depending on what you prefer, and the mother is left alone. Once that happens, she realizes what she has done and understands that she is useless mother. And she commits suicide. n o i c e

[@Its_Joevermybruddas]

Mrs Bitch hahahaha nice explaination

[@jargon2568]

Literally foreshadows herself

[@izzyh107]

Based on your comment, they both probably committed suicide since they both disappeared the same way?

[@randomcommenterheredontmin4390]

Mother: *wants to be loved* Also mother: *tells her child she is useless like that is gonna work*

[@neptun-4138]

@@randomcommenterheredontmin4390 a lot of people do this

[@cherzlaiy]

lol- when i was a child (im from japan) i used to write in korean in my diary so my parents couldnt read it so iw rote everything until i had a korean friend come over and well she asked to read my diary and of course i said yes because i forgot she was korean ebcause we lived in japan- and she cried for me because of my abusive parents LOL-

[@warukunai4977]

sending love to you! 😔❤️

[@syamicablemoth]

Noooooo i feel bad for you are you alright right now?

[@frappe8855]

how did you learn korean? are you self taught? thats kind of amazing tbh

[@nadaassem582]

i hope you're okay now

[@imnotlyric5739]

I hope you're okay now!

[@Ferrari_ferret]

私はこの歌が大好きです！！

[@user-jc4hh9pn2y]

スマホも持たせてもらってなかった頃に聞いて、コメ欄なんかみてなかったし考察なんかしてなかったから方向ミスった世話焼き系幼なじみの女の子の悲しい歌だと思ってて 今コメ欄見てそういう事だったんだ……て思ったし子育ての仕方間違えちゃった母親の後悔とか孤独とかの感情を改めて噛み締めることが出来ました、ありがとうございます

[@insertcryhere2565]

Fun fact : As the child of the song grew up, the lyrics changed from Hiragana to Katakana to Kanji. Nice detail, Kikuo.

[@Ryobad]

Thanks for telling! I just realized

[@stephanierachal6320]

I actually didn't realize, even though I can read characters of both hiragana and kanji. Good eye!

[@insertcryhere2565]

@@stephanierachal6320 I can't even read both of them but I can recognise them very well, that's why I keep on captions.

[@jin-wu8qm]

@Yunn Myat Nay Lwin all hiragana is considered childish bc it's how kids write (as they haven't learned much kanji yet) so him writing in kanji kinda represents how he grew up

[@neppytunez39]

OMG KIKUO IS A GENIUS

[@user-gk7rp1lo9z]

なんか「君は出来ないから私から離れないで｣って依存させてるみたい

[@mercury5829]

子離れできない親の心情を上手く現していますね。

[@siitaka]

@@mercury5829 そういう捉え方もあったのか‥ 幼馴染の「できなさ」に依存してる子の話だと思ってました

[@user-dm1ol7mn1t]

私はあn君から離れることができない子、ってこと?(´・ω・｀) オシャレだね(´・ω・｀)

[@user-uv4hx5yk4x]

私も同じ様に思います……………！！！！！

[@user-fk9qj4fx7f]

疲れてしまって聞きに来てる人も、きくおさんの曲が好きで聞いている人もここには沢山いるんだなぁ。

[@user-ny2zf8ux9g]

最初はひらがなだったのに大きくなると漢字になっていくのいいな

[@-insertrandomnamehere-5502]

You know your life’s falling apart when you relate to a Kikou song.

[@153bningolleimakhundrakpam9]

Yeah :)

[@Sinappisoppa482]

Yea

[@saanchisinha7073]

tbh just bcse someone relate to a depressing song, doesn't exactly mean their life will fall apart unless they know it is happening and do nothing

[@Sinappisoppa482]

@@mightypurplelicious3209 that was funny

[@beesedchurger]

@@mightypurplelicious3209 i bet all my 10 cents you are 12

[@kaguyasama03]

okay so, this song was played on my friend birthday party, and her mom was the one played it, and my friend doesn't know Japanese. i just standing there like, 👁️💧👄💧👁️

[@nonameidea8851]

Kambe Daisuke do the mother know Japanese ?

[@kaguyasama03]

@@nonameidea8851 yea

[@saradapaixao3211]

@@kaguyasama03 Ouch man. It's better if your friend doesn't know

[@kirbyiscool5580]

Thats a bad parent- i hope shes doin alright tho

[@soda6154]

and then everybody clapped

[@user-gi7st1pf7u]

良かったです

[@user-vr1yo5tx5y]

ララララララララ……という スキャットの部分が全て 平仮名の｢う｣に見えて仕方なくて 通してみると『うううう』と呻き声をあげている描写にも取れました。 寂しい子、出来ない子…

[@todoxx]

the ending where the mother sings to herself gets me every time. it shows that she was told these things when she was a child, and now history repeats itself. generational trauma

[@YourLocalTrashPandaXOXO]

It's also a representation of the mother's guilt for how she mistreated her child. She was 'useless' towards them and now that child is no longer there, making her now the 'lonely child'

[@mentallyillpol6012]

​@@YourLocalTrashPandaXOXO57 seconds ago whatt

[@bvtt0n.ey3d.r4bb1t]

This is a good pov for that part, I've always seen it as the child *ffed themselves and the mother felt guilty so she was reliving what she said to the child in her own head

[@kazunaedits]

my interpretation is that the mother is now feeling guilt and saying how she herself is now lonely after her son disappeared, either offed himself or moved out without any communication.

[@eunicegarcia3364]

My mom understands japanese.. *Me playing this song at speaker so she can hear this*

[@millukiackerman897]

That's brilliant

[@refinedwrath9030]

So what happened?

[@diodiodii9928]

either 1. your mom apologized (which is very unlikely) or 2. She said "the songs right"

[@yyy5271]

@@diodiodii9928 eh my mother can barely understand vocaloid so id presume their mum probably couldnt understand vocaloid that well either but ye

[@motte3514]

bestie what happened

[@Watersslol]

I love how the subtitles are colored too!

[@Elbi_yt1]

この歌を聞いて泣きました…

[@ken_ken105]

子供が旅立った後も影だけずっと残ってる…

[@user-xl1mr3vt7m]

Ginkogintoki 今更でごめんなさい。 影はお母さんの幻覚じゃないかなと思いました。

[@Nnnnnnnnnx_x]

首吊ったからだと思います

[@user-qh5iy4zh9e]

お空に昇って行ったので空中にいる子どもの影だと思います（今更）

[@ui6649]

@@user-xl1mr3vt7m 違うよ

[@ui6649]

@@user-xl1mr3vt7m さんが言ってるのって右の影ですか？

[@user-xv4xm6kn3u]

絵を見るとお母さんは寂しいのに強がってる感じがする

[@sydney9556]

nani

[@amolaquila2562]

@@sydney9556 she said that: the mother seems lonely but she pretends to be strong

[@alienmushroom2378]

Now I realize something, the child is getting mentally abused by his mother calling him a useless child. Then growing up to be a man who is depressed (I think?) and I don’t know if he wrote this or something, then he was found covered in wounds, I think he died, ran away, or just disappeared. Then she realized the damage she done to him and realized he is forever gone, she called herself a useless child and probably mourning I’ve his disappearance. Kids deserve parents, but parents don’t deserve children. Don’t abuse your children, you had an opportunity to become a better parent and you straight up ruined it by hurting them. Children aren’t allowed to be treated like this, don’t mentally abuse your child, don’t rape, don’t do any of that please. It’s horrible and disgusting. I hope all children, teens, etc, are okay. This song kinda describes me but my teacher.

[@Findy947]

私はこの歌が好き！！

[@HillBob-hb9tn]

Me too ! !

[@dionasleftcatear9212]

Who needs therapy when you can listen to kikuo? ALSO WTF TYSM FOR THE LIKES !??!?!?

[@rohaninordin4868]

Me

[@lazybunz7417]

yesz me

[@shabadaba7466]

Yes, vocaloid cured my depression and also made me realize how bad my aunt treats us. As in us, I'm saying about my other cousins, same as her children.

[@travellingcircus7658]

no bc i’m literally listening to this song rn as a coping mechanism

[@shoelace403]

hehe but gomene gomene's lyrics made me rlly paranoid for like a week straight- ok but other then that song their music is really nice lol

[@BRUHHHHHHH]

kikuo bro you okay?

[@baitihusna8448]

he'd be not okay if he one day makes a happy song lol

[@turtlebab8781]

Baiti Husna he did make a happy wholesome song once and it was terrifying

[@damir6536]

XD

[@onettaviator5396]

@@turtlebab8781 when was this

[@onettaviator5396]

@@turtlebab8781 I am SCARED.

[@Leafdropofficial.091]

I love how the text appears on the subtitles and the colors of it

[@ek_2328]

3:50からの「ララララララ……」ってところが「うううううう」にしか見えんくて、なんか凄い苦しそうで胸がｷｭｯってなる……。

[@user-nk6ij9ne6u]

えっ、その考え好きだわ…。

[@Kanuretteiiyone]

小さい子の描く『う』に見えなくもない…

[@AMO_desu]

とあ。 本当にそう見える、、、

[@user-fq6yb7kk4f]

同じこと考えてる人いたw

[@josecruz3285]

Tf

[@user-yx1no4hq7b]

子供離れができない私が1番できない子。

[@user-su7ml8lw1r]

あなたのこと知らないからハッキリ言えないけど,そんなことないよ,きっと｡

[@user-jc7qf8xr5q]

@@user-su7ml8lw1r 歌詞の事を言ったんじゃないでしょうか? （間違ってたらすいません）

[@maron-pj2mk]

@@user-jc7qf8xr5q 割り込んで申し訳ないけど断定できないのかも…

[@user-kj8qw2qi6o]

うさぎのモフ介 すごい優しい人ですね

[@lord_ozymandias]

what

[@ELIS_DINU]

クールな音楽が大好きです。

[@_usjix]

one of the best song to listen when ur sad

[@catinatree1305]

early in 2019, my mother went to another country to spend time with her family. she was to be away for around a month. up until that point, id pretty much caught on that she was..not a good parent to me, and all the things she had done to me were far from normal, despite her constantly telling me it was. id decided that in that month she was gone, id make up my mind about whether or not i was going to finally get away from her. conveniently, my parents had divorced when i was eight, so if i did decide to leave her, i could just go live with my other parent full time, so it was simply a matter of whether or not i had the guts to do it. during that month, i listened to this song on repeat nearly every day. reflecting on my life with my mother had been so overwhelming and sickening, but when i listened to this song it was like i was being given a place for me to put my emotions, so it wasn't just bundled all up inside of me. it really helped me keep a level head that month, and kept me from resorting to anything self destructive to cope. this song gave me the strength to decide i was going to leave her. when she returned, she picked me up from school, and i was silent on the whole drive home. but as soon as we were inside, i told her i had to tell her something. i told her i wanted to live with my dad full time. she was uncharacteristically quiet, before sending me to my room. i was terrified she was going to punish me, so as soon as i got in i locked the door and hid under my bed. it felt like hours i was laying there, but i just put on my headphones, listened to this, and began to cry. my dad came to pick me up not long after that. for a long time, i felt like i had commited a heinous crime, like i was the most disgusting horrible person for leaving my mother. my brain was constantly telling me 'you were just overreacting, she was telling the truth, it was normal, youve ruined her life by leaving her', and so many people around me always told me things in the same vein. they told me she was my mother, so there was no way she could have ever done anything worth me leaving her, which just furthened the guilt. but a few weeks after id left her, i listened to this song again. i just remembered all the reflecting i had done up until i had decided to live with my dad full time, and although i still felt i had done something wrong, it was like it awakened a part of me, spoke to me and told me it wasn't my fault, even if i didnt fully believe that yet. this song helped me with so much, and i don't know if i would've gotten through all of that without it. it sounds silly saying that, that i owe my current life to one little song, but its true. so thankyou, kikuo. thankyou so much.

[@phonkearl3581]

cat in a tree I hope you’re okay now and that your dad is treating you much better than she did!

[@peachiichipchiii]

omg that’s so sad,, i really hope you’re doing better and i’m happy you have the courage to tell everyone your life story🥺💖💖💖

[@yes.1374]

It's been a year and a half since I left my toxic father (mother was like 7 years ago) and received comments like the ones some people gave you in order to make you feel guilty, please don't ever listen to those comments or feel guilty, your mother was an adult who paid for her decisions, and unfortunately made you pay in the process, you did great and I am sure this experiences turned you into a great person, keep strong and live life for yourself, don't ever get dragged by culpability as I did as the time you spend feeling guilty does not come back. Hope it all gets better for you and live a happy life.

[@mafu_ne]

I hope you feel better now, I'm sure it wasn't easy for you to go through all this... And there's no problem to depend on a song, since Vocaloid really helped me too, with a lot of songs, but specially a song called "Iya Iya Iya" from Neru. Some people think it's a really dumb song, but It helped me like, a lot. Really. I'm sure Vocaloid helped a lot of people, that's why I love it so much. And your really brave to tell your story for everyone here

[@samhg3658]

I hope you doing better now bud

[@asmshakil3305]

I LOVE THIS SONG!!!

[@yuiyui_134]

That child grew up quick

[@momo-hw4fp]

小学生の時にこの歌聞いた時は「旅立った」って歌詞を自立したんだなって解釈してたけど、大学生になってから聴いて自殺したっていう考察見て鳥肌たった

[@Boooon_laziness]

そっか自立って言う解釈もできるのか

[@fadeyka9879]

この曲はどれくらいリリースされていますか？

[@momo-hw4fp]

@@fadeyka9879 7年前です！7 years ago

[@fadeyka9879]

@@momo-hw4fp ありがとう！私の日本語が苦手な方はごめんなさい ‘’;v;

[@user-ox7eh1jg8l]

親はダメな自分しか見てくれない、クラスメイトからはハブられイジメられ……だから旅立ったってことか…なるほど鳥肌。

[@user-rb2qz9xb6b]

個人的には発達障害の子を授かった母親がずっと手をかけてたけど大人になって子供が独り立ちして母親が何もすることが無くなって寂しいのは自分だけっていうまだ助けのある歌だと思っていたい

[@sempukioishii]

この解釈1番好き

[@user-tw1cm9di7j]

これが1番平和な終わり方よね。

[@gonfreecss3417]

ああ、それについては申し訳ありません

[@bre9156]

@@gonfreecss3417 GON????

[@bre9156]

yeah i think this is a good way to describe it

[@user-yi3gp7vi9b]

なぜかこれを受験期に聞いてモチベ上がってたなー｡｡｡謎

[@JeanRule34]

This song made me cry

[@iluvreigen]

Me: oh wow, this sounds so happy and cute! The lyrics: *you are a useless child useless child :D* Me: o h

[@cutieyan4295]

Realization

[@mary2338]

literally my reaction after 5 seconds

[@thebruhmoment9548]

That's...basically every Kikuo song.

[@darthjr6684]

Same

[@sheilarikas]

@@thebruhmoment9548 her "gommene gommene" song lyrics scared the shit outta me😂🤣🤣😂

[@mossylolz]

This song perfectly captures a broken parent and suffering child. The mom manipulating them into thinking they're completely helpless and nothing without her then playing the role of the only person who could possibly love and take care of this 'useless child'. mentally degrading them constantly to make them stay for the cruel comfort she provides. "before I knew it that child was covered in wounds. Even so, just like that, the child departed" leaving her side she feels abandoned, her manipulation no longer working she cant force them by her side any longer. with no one else to project onto she can't run from her self hatred, she has no outlet, she has always been the useless child . "nobody can save me anymore"

[@sada-hoshi4331]

My mother and me right now, sadly she has another target right now

[@k.wiiizzz]

i love it no lie fr!

[@kalikruchisradio]

MEMORIESSSS WITH THIS SONG 😕❤️

[@user-uh7fi6ze1o]

勘違いかもしれませんが、途中の「いっしょ」という歌詞が「いっちょ」と幼児を甘やかすような声に聞こえ、鳥肌が立ちました。 綺麗で可愛らしい音なのに、悲しさばかりがあるきくおさんの曲がとても大好きです。

[@albedox6428]

Is this happy or sad comment :((

[@albedox6428]

@xGleaming_seemingx ohhh how can you tell

[@corruppttedd_0]

@@albedox6428 It may be a misunderstanding, but the lyrics "Issho" on the way sounded like "Issho" and pampered the infant, and I got goose bumps. I love Kikuo's songs, which have a beautiful and cute sound but only sadness.

[@corruppttedd_0]

@@albedox6428 oops sorry i didnt mean to reply to u

[@chicanemayma5412]

:]

[@Cosmo_Pathy]

I find it scary how listening to the song, the parts where the mother says stuff like "Come here I'll protect you" and "Oh sweet child, good child you belong to me" I actually feel love. A sense of belonging. It makes me question if I'm actually more naive than I realize I am, as someone who suffered emotional abuse from my own mother. I melt too easily to praise. Edit after 6 months: Looking at this comment section and it still feels all too sweet. I'm still so glad to be given this much comfort over the internet 💕 Thank you all so much 💞

[@Fungal_Leech]

I know how it feels. I’m not good at comforting people, but just know you’re not alone and people are here for you.

[@Shokoumi-Kyuun]

I've suffered the same thing as you. I fall in love too easily so my heart literally melts into the smallest acts of kindness no matter how hard I try.

[@_G0INKY_]

I've suffered from something similar٫ my mom mentaly abused me but instead of feeling happy and cherised by any praise it has the opposite effect٫ it feels like they're lying and makes me sick to my stomach and i think is because my mom used praises as a way to keep me close to her so i wouldnt leave and now i hate praises yet desprately look for them.

[@windwaker407]

I think, in a way, it's because it's genuine and you can tell. The biggest misconception about abuse is that it's an act totally devoid of love. That abuse and love are two opposite ends of a spectrum with no overlap. If you love someone, you would never abuse them. If you abuse them, you must not genuinely love them. It completely ignores that parents that genuinely and earnestly love their children can still be absolutely horrible and damage that child beyond repair. People want clear dividing lines between good and evil, but the fact of the matter is that it's not that simple. Not all abusers are master manipulators where every kind word out of their mouth is an attempt to deceive you The mother in the song loves her child. She degrades him, humiliates him, and openly talks about how useless he is, but she still loves him and wants to take care of him. In fact you can argue that it's not even that the child can't leave, but rather that she doesn't want him to. She genuinely has this twisted, warped love for him where she wants to take care of him even well into adulthood. You respond to that because you can sense the love. You can sense that she's not just saying that, she believes it too. She is a horrible, irredeemable parent, but you see that sliver of love and respond to it. When you're in a frozen tundra, it's only natural to seek out warmth where ever it may crop up

[@sabjimandi2167]

I relate to all of these holy f😭

[@jadesalomemontilla9188]

自分がどれほど役に立たないかを見せるためにこれを見ます。