(Korean Gay) Love in the army: Am I gay? | IKUK Radio

[@beowulfmonstar1016]

This story sounds like wattpad stories "I'm not gay, I only like you"

[@Kkent2295]

Sotus monster who doesn’t love wattpad

[@elissarose1794]

Lol every thai BL ever 😭

[@irfasm787]

All boys like that ♥

[@beowulfmonstar1016]

@@irfasm787 I don't think it's about being boy or girl it's how people raised to be dishonest about their life ideas n feelings.

[@Kkent2295]

Sotus monster true

[@nikaloves5sos99]

Soldier A should contact B again and talk with him. He still could ask, what B meant with this message.

[@IncredibleLyrics]

I agree B said that facebook message which makes me thinks he liked A more then just playing around.

[@fefefan17]

I feel so sad that he has no one to talk about this stuff with but I’m happy he has found your channel 🥰 I feel really sorry for B though smh He really put himself out there with that Facebook message and to be told something like that and also get blocked... that can really scar someone

[@damoeman6004]

I agree. When he said he blocked him my heart sank for the other guy. Can you imagine the look on his face when he read "you've been blocked? So heart breaking! Maybe the reason soldier A is surprisingly single, when he appears to be a great catch, is because he needs to go back and reach out to the person that perhaps...... perhaps is the one he is meant to be with. He says he can probably recognize him from his scent to this day. To me, this speaks volumes. Can't live life scared of what people will say. I learned that as well and it took some time. I began to "grow up" when I met the one that turned out to be my husband when I was 27. Removing the fear results in freedom.

[@yourmamandi]

@@damoeman6004 "Removing the fear results in freedom" that's a good quote man

[@SE.XY.VIDEOS]

The story was so upsetting

[@sonic66646]

I think it’s because there are tons of bi people who don’t find out that they’re bi. So in the army some would happen to find out / just have some feelings

[@phenomenonphenomenon5832]

It is hurt when straights say "if you were girl, bla..bla..bla.." I am gay, I even don't want to change my stuff. I just want to love and be loved as gay. Omg, I am with you mr.youtuber. (I don't know how I call you)

[@beowulfmonstar1016]

It's actually humiliating both gays and girls for example " it's disgusting to see him actin like a girl" then this basically means u feel disgusted when girls act like girl so as seeing a boy doin same it doubles the amount of hate u feel... what a stupid way of thinking. But we never able to explain it to hetero boys. They find our reasoning stupid in this case.. 🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧😥 I'm a girl who likes boys but was confused about liking girls for a while not still sure tho BUT I HATE MOST MEN IN THE WORLD AFTER HEARING RAPE MOLEST KILLING KIDNAPPING ETC..

[@phenomenonphenomenon5832]

@@beowulfmonstar1016 Thank you for your kindness comment to support each other. Gbu

[@Ten-hd5ux]

phenomenon phenomenon I know this feeling

[@Nick-nb2oz]

it's a common thing in korea apparently, also a subtle way to tell someone you like them in a possibly homophobic environment. I feel the same as u but u gotta have empathy

[@ian3652]

와 목소리가 너무 좋.....

[@serpentinarozagante4384]

Porqué estoy escuchando, leyendo a este hombre a estas horas de la madrugada ¬¬ y cómo llegué aquí, los dramas BL tailandeses me siguen llevando a sitios insospechados, igual, muy buen contenido ¡Me quedo! gracias a la persona que traduce

[@ilyily6911]

Muchisimas gracias, persona que traduce esto 🥺

[@milagrosb.221]

@@ilyily6911 gracias por traducirlo, estoy tan destrozada por la historia espero que se puedan encontrar de nuevo y si no pues que sean felices con quienes más quieran u.u

[@blackmambakiler]

Jajajaja si fuera mexicano le diría ¿wey te lo comiste?

[@jowah360]

...there will always be a "...what if...:" on your mind..if there is any possible way to contact him, you should and arrange a meet on his next leave...then things will get settled and, hopefully, put your mind at rest about the past.....good luck !!!

[@aohimeblueprincess0202]

"If you were a girl "... this is so sad, Why a girl?! It could be a boy too! 🥺😭 this story makes me cry, I would be in the same situation if I were you, you should contact him 😭

[@조나단그로프]

썬캡쓰신거 레이디가가 같아용

[@crismen538]

Jj

[@takethatfan1]

I watched this again and realized there were eng subs. Thank you for adding them. Now I can fully understand what you were reading.

[@youngjay1108]

I am still working on it. and it will fully updated within a day!

[@cucumberrick2330]

The voice of this guy and how he reads it in a slow manner made me enjoyed this so much.

[@gregp9350]

He has a calming effect. Cute lips too. Ha ha !

[@paola4188]

A y B no se quedaron juntos al final TOT soooo saddddd .... porque el sentimiento era reciproco..... TOT gracias por los subs TOT

[@youngjay1108]

sadddddd :(

[@aohimeblueprincess0202]

🤧

[@valelm2]

siii 😭😭😭😭 no me gustan los desamores

[@EsponjosoPollito]

😭

[@chiomachukwuka9475]

Soldier A went too far by blocking Soldier B But sometimes we struggle to express how we feel especially in the aspect of love Soldier A made a big mistake

[@NANINAI]

This seems so sad. Like the one who got away type of thing 😢 I hope A meets B again.

[@명튜브-r5w]

형아,,, 잠 안와서 들으러 왔어

[@Nirbana]

형아ㅋㅋ

[@chris-tj4uq]

사연에 주인공은 진짜 감성적인듯하다.

[@MinniesToeNail]

I understand you. I had the same experience, since now I’m still not sure about my sexuality. But I would consider myself as bisexual. I were also really close to a boy, whom I met due my tennis programs. He went on the same school as me. We were good friends for a long time, but our relationship changed. I tried to ignore him although my heart heart too much💔, but that’s what he did as well. Now I’m kind of regretting my behavior towards him, because we treat ourselves as strangers. I rarely see him, and if I do , I ignore him. I guess it’s too late to confess my feelings now, because I think he wouldn’t care at all. So we share the same story💚

[@mugensgeta1125]

Aww that really sucks, I wish that you guys can recover and be on good terms once more. I don’t know anything about relationships or love but if you still think of them, they might also care about your feelings in the same way you care 🥺

[@gregp9350]

Why not confess? What could it hurt? You will forever regret not doing so. And nothing good will happen, only pent up frustration & pain in future. At least you should try. Life (a happy one) is shorter than you think.

[@zac7877]

I just need to tell A. Seize this moment. Apppreciate what you have. Fighting together.

[@pop-lu6jr]

자신의 성 정체성의 혼란...내가, 지금까지의 내가 아닌것 같을때 느끼는 혼란? 어렵다... 상황이 나를 그렇게 변화시킨건지. 아님, 상황이 나를 알게한건지...

[@pop-lu6jr]

@Newone 네~감사합니다 ^^

[@user-lk8zr1qe1v]

와 웃을 때 입 진짜 이쁘시다

[@현서이-x2u]

듣기만해도 설레는 이일들 왜 나한테는 안일어나는가 ㅠㅠ

[@An_vin]

이형 존잘에 인기 개많을거같다...두상만봐두 썬캡 뚫고 나오는 잘생김....목소리도 존좋...다가지셨네 나빼고

[@claudiaespinoza7572]

Oh me puse triste :( ,fue una buena historia 👏 espero tenga confianza en sí mismo y salga del armario totalmente !!

[@blackmambakiler]

Es bisexual, no salen del closet como gais

[@claudiaespinoza7572]

@@blackmambakiler Hay bisexuales que les cuesta decir que lo son ...

[@밍나-r8y]

아..ㅜㅜ 역시... 사람은 자기 마음에 솔직한게 최고여..

[@jammi0529]

라이브 자주 해주세요 너무 좋습니다요

[@siaq2497]

일욜에 꿀목소리를 들을수 있다니 행복하다 ㅎ

[@kyu8481]

As a foreigner who lived in Korea, and during some time in a house with only Korean guys, I can tell tell that boys/men relationships are harder to handle there than in other countries like Europe or West in general. So many behaviors that are considered only possible between gays are so common in Korea between men that it can be really confusing. So, of course, for a Korean man who his attracted by another man without be sure about his sexual identity it must be really hard to figure out what to do. I think the sexual identity doesn't matter and I agree with 영재, a lot of people considered as straight sometimes fall in love, or just have feelings or sexual attraction, toward someone of the same sex. And it's natural. No man loves all women. No woman loves all men. And a man who loves mostly women can love a man. Or a man who loves mostly men can love a woman. Etc, etc. That's the beauty of love and hopefully, someday, every culture will be open to that while keeping the roots that makes all culture different, rich and so interesting to discover. As for A, of course, as a Korean man in his twenties, it must have been hard to understand such emotions and feelings, especially in an environnement as army. If you read that, A, you are who you are. Probably a straight guy, or maybe bisexual, who fell in love, or at least has developed strong feelings for a man. Nothing more. Nothing to be ashamed of. It's only a shame that it ended like that between you two. If you had the chance to contact B again, you should. In French there is a quote from an old poet (back in 15th Century !) about strong friendship and love : “If I am pressed to say why I loved him, I feel it can only be explained by replying: 'Because it was he ; because it was me.” ("Si on me presse de dire pourquoi je l’aimais, je sens que cela ne se peut exprimer qu’en répondant : parce que c’était lui, parce que c’était moi.") That's all. :) Good luck for the future !

[@hmmnothanks5038]

kYu totalement d’accord

[@MrSmac9242]

kYu, my beliefs are the same as yours. Thank you for leaving your beautiful comments about life, love, and sex.

[@Felickx]

Hi~ I really appreciate the english subtitles and your hard work for us international viewers. Though the subtitles stopped around the 5:30 minute mark of the video, are they still in progress? :]

[@monstam8439]

Helix yes, it’s still in progress! They now stop around 10:00🥰

[@taeblends]

All complete now ;)

[@JD-qx3lb]

That’s such a realistic story. I believe we’ve all had close friendships with the same sexuality. As you stated , you have feelings for someone and depending on our matrix of being raised in a homophobic society it’s difficult . I’ve experienced closeness numerous times and yet I was too shy to express myself.. I finally excepted my sexuality when I was 26.

[@빠키-h6y]

A라는 분의 그당시 선택이 맞지않나 싶습니다..그 이후야 정체성을 찾기위해 한 본인의 선택과 행동이였지만. B라는 분은 명확한것도 없었고 군대라는 특수성이 발생했을수도 있으니까요. B라는분이 원했다면 전역뒤라도 찾아왔겠죠.

[@daeyounglim1310]

저 하관에 못생길수가 있나.... 하... 설레는 하관이다 증말 ㅜ

[@nya-nya]

목소리부터 잘생김..

[@윤명호-l3b]

썰라디오듣고 반함~~~!!! 그래서 구독눌렀어요!!!!!

[@richardwhitehouse8762]

The problem with coming to terms with being gay is that you can spend so long worrying about what will happen that you end up not doing anything. I am from the UK and it is different but I still remember how painful the process was. I know that your education system means that students don't like to get things wrong because loss of face is so important. And socially things are more conservative. If you put these things together then what you can get is paralysis. I have a friend from Thailand who is mid-30s. Never had a bf. Everytime it is the same story. He gets so far with liking someone but can't get over his fear of "what happens if he doesn't like me?", "what happens if it goes wrong?" etc etc. My answer to any of these is: what is the worst thing that can happen? You might have a bad experience. So what? You learn from the experience and try something different next time. It is NOT trying which is the real problem because you never get any answers, just more questions. There is so much pressure on gay men to be perfect (physically, financially etc etc) and do you know what? None of it matters other than finding someone who loves you for who you are and who is prepared to accept your love. I hope guy A gets back in touch with guy B and at least talks about it.

[@gladesmaranoa8698]

Your channel needs more recognition 😘

[@withlili]

The story was so upsetting 🥲🥲

[@karla_Genial]

Espero que mandes una historia con un final feliz ..... Este relato me dejo frustrada con el joven A y B .

[@nereofibonacci]

"en verdad nadie me ama" xD eso me dio mucha risa

[@Vayavayavaya375]

Real

[@chickenhate_r]

This is by far my favorite session

[@geonjae8749]

목소리... 오빠 나 죽어ㅠ

[@장현석-t3i]

없어보인다

[@bensmith1201]

This story is just heartbreaking. You did hurt him when you blocked him. Ah now am sad

[@harlynlopez8119]

El contenido es muy bueno espero algún día cuando vaya a Corea poder conocerte me pregunto hablas español? ??

[@MegaHUH1]

향기가 아직도 생각난대 ㅠ ㅠ

[@s1mhyang]

영재님 이마 깐 모습도 보여주시면 안될까요 ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ 사랑해요❤

[@hjo1356]

영재형의 야..밤의 라디오>_

[@xJeanica]

this was a nice but really sad story. i wish people could love freely.

[@martain2497]

잘생기셨어요 ㅠㅠ

[@피칸-g4h]

군 안에서이기도 하겠지만.... 성지향성은 다양하니 게이 바이 일반으로 한정하지 말고 더 다양한 성지향성을 알아보고 좀더 자신을 깊게 들여다보는게 중요한 거 아닐까 싶습니다.

[@mostafaayman6130]

목소리가 아주 좋은데 꿀목소리네요 ^^

[@midnightlover8968]

Im a fan from the Philippines

[@bimi6565]

Young jayyyyyYyyyYYYY I’m high key mad with u but at the same time I understand the situation,,but still poor B

[@virgo5627]

Hey..your story telling is good, u could be a writer you know..and your voice is beautiful too..sorry about what you've been through..trust me i know how you felt all these years.

[@cherysamaeli726]

Hola Buena historia amigo. Suerte. Éxitos y buena salud. Guapo 🥰👍🤗

[@arcelapuz5867]

I would feel the same regret too If I were you 😔💔 Such a sad story because you are in the stage of confussion about your feelings and gender BUT It's not too late please don't give up 😊

[@jerrywong4980]

U sound so sad when telling this story my heart goes out to you and I can feel your pain of losing him but be brave the time will come when u meet someone who will love u and make you happy always

[@takethatfan1]

It makes me happy when I see you uploaded a new video. This was such a good live stream. I really enjoyed being there. Your voice is so soothing. It makes me think of late night talk radio I used to listen to. I look forward to your next live.

[@raymondleongdiva]

You are amazing. God loves you so do I. Pls take care. It's a lovely story dongsang...🤗❤🇰🇷🇸🇬

[@yuan4040]

youngjay reading a story: me: i’m inlove 🥰🥰🥰

[@xiuminelbollito7691]

Creó que aún estas enamorado de él... deberías contactarlo 😥

[@yaakouv]

More contents like this please. ☺️

[@ZymeCamasin-pn6ky]

The tears started building up in my eyes at 7min...😭

[@하자르강]

I want B & A to find each other

[@장현석-t3i]

우정과 사랑은 분명히 다름. 일반들은 우정에 흥분하지 않고 꼴리지 않아요. 다만, 정 때문에 힘들어 하는 군인 남자는 있어요 하지만 세월이 약이라 지워 져요. 일반 군인들 과의 정 듦을 오해 하지 마세요 절대로~~

[@jazzncaffeine]

One of the reasons why i want to learn korean so that i can listen to the stories from this channel as a podcast while im studying or sth

[@ecirupe]

AHHHH la historia me recordó a una persona, pero esa persona no tenía en claro cuál era su orientación sexual, así que me lastimó mucho AHHHHHHH, bueno que bonito se ve IKUK AHHHH..

[@_vilvilvil]

Hope they find their way back to each other again. Rooting for you, A and B!

[@rosemary7639]

Your story videos give me asmr vibes.. so relax!

[@di7769]

TY for adding eng subs ♡

[@HaikhanBis]

Thank you for sharing this with us with English Subtitles ♥ And thank you for being honest with you and us. I really wish you the best ! You have all the time you need to figure out what you like, just be like you want ♥ Real friends will stay with you, the real you ♥

[@mayelibc4538]

나는 당신이 이야기하는 방법을 정말 좋아했습니다. 💜✨

[@rocalemore669]

I like these kinds of stories on your channel ❣️

[@kayy-b2t]

Pan sexual 같아요 젠더에 상관없이 그냥 사람자체에 끌리는..그런거요 전 솔직히 이해가거든요. 게다가 군대처럼 특정하거나 새로운 공간에서 또다른 나를 발견하기도 하고요. 그냥 제 의견입니다 ㅎ

[@fatmaasanji]

This is so sad. The kind of sad that don't make me cry but the kind of sad that's heavy on the heart.

[@MarioBasanezJuarez]

The voice 🥰

[@クロミ-u3v]

it's sexy xddd

[@조한기-h3b]

그런게 어딧냐구 코웃음치지말구 눈감는날 알게되겠지요

[@밍타로]

Spoon 보는 줄 목소리 진짜 꿀 바름??

[@kevynmedinavilla9417]

Esta historia sucede a menudo cuando se convive con sólo hombres, Pero respecto a la historia creo que B si tenía sentimientos por A quizás si sólo hubiera querido su compañía mientras estaban en el Ejército no se hubiera tomado el tiempo de dejarle un mensaje cuando A se fue Quizás la confusión que tubo A en ese momento no lo dejo ver mas allá y ahora está arrepentido PDT: gracias por los subtítulos

[@rexwiltwtr1349]

opino lo mismo

[@alexandino6748]

Si por qué en la facultad de medicina así nos tratamos todos bien gays ja ja pero uno sabe cuándo es más de broma que de verdad. Y para mí B paso la línea de era broma y A pues lo entiendo no sabía lo que sentía y no quería lastimar.

[@영운박-d6w]

입술이 예쁜 훈남^^^

[@mikylamater3935]

Wow what a great story 😍

[@yuryortiz3391]

Me sentí tan triste al saber que tomo esa decisión no era mejor preguntar y no quedarse con la duda de "que habría pasado?" cielos ya me puse soft

[@buiminh7750]

wish to have a full sub from the beginning to the end.. there's only engsub from the half begin, the rest ain't engsub at all ..

[@youngjay1108]

Updated!

[@buiminh7750]

@@youngjay1108 thanks bro

[@nyoll8535]

🙋.... New fan here😁💖

[@boonyarit75]

I really like your smile. :D

[@수수다리-q8m]

라디오 좋아요ㅋ 목소리는덤인가요?ㅋ

[@bradleyf3224]

English subs please 😉

[@sonic66646]

It’s sad that this is what happened with that soldier. He must be really hurt. In my opinion you should unblock him and apologize

[@GustavoFerreira-jt2js]

Um comentário em português passando✌✌

[@divyayonzon9418]

I hope you will find the one !!!

[@samiroon09]

Life is too short, If I were A, I would tell B honestly how I feel. Be true to yourself, and do not afraid or be ashamed to show sincerity.

[@mazhermehdi7803]

After he came back B came to him and said sir (in sweet voice ) At the exact moment A knew he f....ed up 😂😂😂😂

[@lttwinergy]

Omg my heart feels for 'A'. He went into self protect mode and acted out of fear, rather than speaking to him about how he felt. I can totally understand that. But even after talking to him again after ignoring him, he did the same again. Fear of what his answer may be, fear of confirmation and realisation of what 'A' was, and it was way too much so he blocked him. That bit is so sad as 'A' clearly was starting to deeply care for 'B', if not already fallen in love with, as 'A' remembered his scent. That bit made shout 'oh nooo' at my phone 🤳🏾👀😲.

[@almabrown199]

I'm in love with your voice❤ Your boyfriend is soo lucky!!!

[@alroberts193]

I totally empathized with your predicament. I too was a closeted gay until I moved out of the house & came out a few years later. It was such a relief to not pretend I'm straight when I'm not.

[@안상진-c2r]

입술이 느무 이쁘다

[@Kyoshimoto]

Its never too late to ask for forgiveness and treat him better 💜

[@ianjaylaquio1433]

I hope they will meet again

[@nu8431]

1.25배속으로 보니까 딱 좋음

[@paulstewart1557]

I agree with one of your other viewers - your voice is so soothing that I could listen to it for hours. Unfortunately I don't speak Korean, so I had to bother to read the captions and I thought the story was very sad. And I don't know why anyone has to identify as gay, bisexual or heterosexual . A and B were attracted to each other - and it is a shame that they did not have the opportunity to explore their relationship outside the army. Let us hope that fate brings them back into orbit and then they can see how things go - I suspect that they were just too young to be confident with themselves as well as with someone of the same sex. But at least if he meets another guy A won't be closed minded.

[@hanjisungkpop2.081]

나는 내 친구를 좋아하는 비슷한 일을 여자이지만 난 당신이 게이만 당신이 자신과 함께 행복을 느끼고 싶어하는 것을 말할 다른 사람에게 끌리지 않는다❤️나는 당신의 번호 1 팬 하하하해요

[@Kkent2295]

I love story time