I was slightly anxious while waiting for this song to be released: will I like it? I wasn't sure. Will I feel the song? Or will I feel it too much? But when I heard the finished song, I was relieved. I love it. I can feel the despair, but it's not overwhelming me. And I like the lyrics, the music and all of the different instruments I hear at diffent times. The MV is certainly filled with emotion. I especially love watching Ting. It's like watching my own pain being portrayed before my eyes (although the reason for the pain is totally different). I once felt completely trapped, like I had no control over my own life and the pressure in my chest was suffocating me. But being pushed into a corner, I was forced to decide: either continue living like I had been living and slowly wither away completely, or start standing up for myself and start working against that inner voice inside my mind that's been giving me poor guidance all my life. And I chose the latter. It's been a tough learning experience. I haven't mastered it yet (quite frankly, sometimes I feel like I'm back to square one...) but I'm working on it.