Last Twilight ภาพนายไม่เคยลืม EP. 8 | REACTION

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[@virginbrain_]

You're the BEST reactor. You do research. You try to understand the cultural difference. You're a learner. You provide wider knowledge to your audience. ❤❤

[@freddieshouse]

Oh this is such a lovely comment it made me a little emotional thank you so much 😭🫶🏻

[@andaerial6512]

Mhok in that Jack (from Titanic) outfit with him saying that he promise he will never let go just makes me wanna cry. The Titanic references in this episode is 🤌

[@linamekawatches214]

I LOVE that Mark is an INCREDIBLE badminton player but doesn't get to play in this show with many badminton players, lol! It's just like Gemini being a show choir kid and NOT singing in the show about singing and dancing (msp)!

[@406231403]

I had the same reaction when Jimmy all dressed up and walked out 😂 and the part where he protected Day's head in the car was Jimmy's improvisation❤

[@nads4242]

I cried happy tears all the way through the episode until Day started to look for Mhok to deliver that middle finger into his face 🤣🤣. They are so silly and in love. Episode 9: Bam bam in the ham P’Mhok and Nong Day edition ✌🏻✨.

[@calvinarrow]

I think Night still has contact to their dad and told him Day will be there. For the last time, he at least wanted his brother to see the face of their dad. The mere reason the mom didn't want Day to go there is because her ex husband is in that town.

[@freddieshouse]

I will be gagged if this is the case

[@linamekawatches214]

Also, the whole of your speech at the end about feeling seen as a queer person made me so happy and made ME feel seen as much as the episode. That scene in moonlight chicken has been my phone background for almost a year because of how it made me feel. 😍

[@freddieshouse]

Oh 🥺 this makes me so so so happy thank you

[@damn7001]

The first thing i do after watching this ep is to wait to see your reaction ❤ This ep is pure happiness to me, especially the dance - it feels like them being in their own world

[@gabby127_]

You’re definitely the best reactor for the series, I love how you treat this story with so much respect and give really good commentary on it ❤

[@theazera5489]

This ep is going down in Bl history, im obsessed, love your reaction as always Freddie

[@Chubbylito11]

Give the production the best editing and cinematography award! those landscape shots, the color grading!!! urgh. it really suits the vibe and makes JimmySea extra handsome! they all look so ethereal!

[@priscillam8903]

This is crazy. I was searching for your reaction to EP8, and then BAM. You made my day. I'm going to watch it now😊

[@freddieshouse]

I hope you enjoy!!

[@priscillam8903]

I did. Thank you😁😁

[@Kitty-xc8cv]

OMG, I feel happy that you have completely get the meaning of the previous episode. Not only the wonderful movie , but also your reactions are equally amazing. Thanks for giving viewers memorable emotions. Love you

[@freddieshouse]

🫶🏻

[@user-dg4pp8fh1w]

I accidentally saw your account. You have such sincere emotions. I'm delighted with this series. First I watch the episode alone, and then with you again. It’s nice to look not only at the series, but also at your sincere beautiful smile and laugh with you)

[@gihunspinky9571]

Hey Freddie just wanted to say that I really love your channel so much. I look forward to your reactions every time I watch Last Twilight. There are times where I'll be watching certain scenes and I'll go "Freddie is going to lose their mind omg!!" haha 😭 The way you research and the way you talk about these two is so thoughtful. The way you react is incredibly entertaining. Thank you for giving me something to look forward to after these episodes, it really means a lot. 💗

[@freddieshouse]

It means a lot to me that you're here and watching thank you so much 🫶🏻

[@cinny_cyn]

Your reaction to seeing jimmy dressed up was my same reaction. I was GAGGED

[@tashaneva4575]

you're not the first person i saw hoping that the remaining four episodes are free of drama, and then there was also sea saying yesterday that the remaining episodes are cute and funny and I'm just sitting there paralyzed by dread as i remember the two scenes from the trailer that we haven't seen in the show yet and those scenes are them crying (mhok alone outside day's house and day in someone's arms - i think his mother's). /shaking people by the shoulders/ do not let your guard down!!!! don't believe sea, he's a liar!!!!!!!

[@pagesinked]

Ths series just has me gripped from the beginning like an addiction 😅😅 I am watching so many series rn but Last Twilight has me literally itching for the next ep every week 😭😭 I rewatch the eps at least 3or 4 times too and your reactions. 💜

[@JayGarche]

Youre like my fav reactor right now. I love how genuine u are when it comes to the depth and the cultural difference of every episode of this series. I completely understand the love and hype u feel about this show. Also, I wish us good luck in learning Thai❤🎉

[@freddieshouse]

Thank you so much this means the world to me! 🫶🏻

[@JayGarche]

@@freddieshouse thank you too for your content! It feels like im watching with a friend, love how our energy kind of matches. I’m excited for your future reactions especially if you’re also gonna be reacting to geminifourth mylove mix up this year! Theyre my fav couple rn. Take care alwayss freddieeee🌻❤️

[@user-lv7md9wh9l]

You're just amazing, I loved it. Watching this series with you gave me a feel like i am watching this with my bestie. I laugh a lot today too. Thanks. Ps: I just become a new family member here. Looking forward to more of your reactions on other series as well.

[@freddieshouse]

Thank you so much for being here! Welcome 🫶🏻

[@user-lv7md9wh9l]

@@freddieshouse 🥰

[@Fuzzybear7680]

I LOVE LOVE LOVE your reactions! Easily some of the most emotive reactions I've seen! Thank you so much for your discussion of the Thai language and culture. That was very helpful. Also, best of luck with learning the Thai language. I've started recognizing some words phonetically, but the alphabet (as pretty as it is) is way more than this 66 year old brain can comprehend! I love that Jasmine continues to play a role in this. From what I've read, it symbolizes love, beauty, sensuality and purity. So apt for this series! Hopefully P'Aof reads the comments, too, because I have loved EVERYTHING he's been involved in that I've seen! He is truly and iconic screenwriter/director/producer! And his grasp of the portrayal of the gay life experience is so real - most likely because he himself is gay and in a relationship. As for Dr. Jimmy and Sea ... i don't know if you've seen much of their BTS and off cam videos, but that's pretty much how they ALWAYS look at each other. Their friendship is truly amazing, and it shows here bigtime! My initial theory regarding Mom's "helicopterishness" was her feeling guilty that as a single mom she has to work so much and hasn't been there like she would want for Day, especially during his crisis. I figured she was just being overprotective, and agree that she needs to let him go, especially after what the doctor told them.. But later in the show it saw another reason emerge. You'll notice that Day never answers Mhok's question (that we see) about his hometown on their ride to Songkhla. My guess is that's where they moved to Bangkok from, especially when Dad showed up at the wedding. I think Mom feared that would possibly happen, since it was alluded that their breakup was not amicable in episode 2. I totally agree with your theory about the schism between Day and Night, and I think that Night had something to do with the car accident that triggered Day's blindness. Mark is using his usual amazing acting abilities to showcase the obvious guilt Night has about what happened, and his many attempts to atone for it, like giving them money and covering for them when they took off on their own (Mark is brilliant - and gorgeous - in every part he has!). Another testament to the beauty of Mhok's character, is his growing ability to act as a mediator between the brothers. I have a feeling that Mhok (and maybe Porjai) is/are going to me instrumental in the brothers' reconciliation. BTW, did you notice that Day's bag tag has a shuttlecock on it? I think Mhok's has a wrench, but I couldn't tell for sure. And let's not forget about Sea ... his portrayal of being blind is spot-on! Even when they're playing in the ocean, he aptly maintains the appearance of being blind. From the perspective of someone who has cared for a blind person (my late father-in-law), Sea is doing an amazing job! I totally agree about Day's growth from the scared, resentful, spoiled brat he was at the beginning, to being able to accept his fate - and Mhok's love. We can't forget that Mhok played a HUGE role in that growth as well. Mhok has grown too, leaving behind his roughneck past and finding his inner self as a natural caregiver - mostly because of Day. These two are so meant for each other!. To the point that they have you channeling your inner Kylie (Padom) and your inner Journey (I Wanna Know What Love is)! LOL! The dance scene at the wedding was so beautiful - especially done to Satang's new song with such an appropriate title and lyrics. As for the ads, I really don't mind them since they usually have some way of advancing the story as well. Unlike our obtrusive and obnoxious adverts here in the US! My theory on Dad, is that he will be supportive of their relationship, while Mom will have more trouble with it. I guess we'll just have to wait for next week to see what happens there. This show is now tied for my favorite BL Rom-Dram for 2023, along with "I Feel You Linger In the Air". And both of those are right up there with "1000 Stars" as my all time favorite BL Rom-Dram! (Of course, my all time fav BL Rom-Com is MSP! Go Gem/Fourth!) I actually re-watched your reaction, since the first time I saw it on my TV and couldn't write a comment. So here I am again! I will also be joining your Patreon, as well! Thanks so much for all you do, and see you again soon!

[@freddieshouse]

I just love this comment so much thank you for leaving such a thoughtful, considered message. I'm about to reply to you on Patreon too (I have to schedule in time to respond so I can give comments the considered response I think they deserve) I'm so glad you've joined the community!!!!! Also LOVE the theory about the Mum potentially anticipating Day meeting with the Dad in Songkhla I hadn't even considered this, much to think about and so excited for this week. Thanks for being here!

[@puppsy_]

Actually p' sea said that we don't have to prepare any tissues for the ep8 to 12 just popcorn 🍿🍿 cuz there is no big drama ... AND I HERE FOR IT ... ijusthopethathe'snotgaslighus

[@hhardaway1228]

I absolutely love your reactions. One of my favorites. You are so emotionally drawn to the characters and you have the biggest heart for the characters and you’re so empathetic. I absolutely love watching.

[@freddieshouse]

Hannah!! Thank you so much 🫶🏻

[@hhardaway1228]

@@freddieshouse 🫶🏻

[@stephenlindsay9321]

Your perceptive commentary adds to my enjoyment/appreciation of this touching series. Thanks!

[@dalgichaeng5716]

Yeah you can really tell when a queer show was made by an actual queer person, which is part of why I love Aof's work so much because you can tell they were made by someone who actually understands what it is to be queer (especially a queer man in Thailand)

[@pagesinked]

Aof and Jojo both! Like Only Friends was based on a queer friend group they knew IRL.

[@sprinkles4375]

I say this every week, Freddie, but i absolutely love rewatching with you! This series is so beautiful! I am thinking that Day will get his transplant by end of this story. Even if he doesn’t, to have found love is so wonderful!

[@user-pj4mg4vd7z]

You are the best reactor...😊😊😊

[@AnnaC130]

Thanks for those lil Thai language lessons there, I did not know this either. I recently (in the middle of this year, I believe) learned that sometimes Thai people say "no" as "Me(l)ow" (that's what it sounds to me) or "Mimmi", is actually also grammatically...I, for the longest time thought it might have been an accent-incident...like that Melow is Bangkok and Mimmi is North or something but friends who started their Thai language journey also enlightened me, it is indeed grammatically. I hope you have more self-discipline and are better organized than me, so you actually can get through those Thai language learning books and not try to be totally motivated and then lose it, like I did with my Korean version of it. 🤭 🤦‍♀️

[@tiagocarioca]

In the first episode, when Mhok meets Day for the first time, he asks the woman - who works at that "Blind Institute or somehting" - what happened to him. The woman replies something like that: "he was a national athlete, but he became blind after a car accident". PS: if you come to Thailand, tell me. I live here.

[@NYC2401]

EP8 is everything

[@pulapumpkin]

Maybe Day’s mother is in contact with the dad since his accident or something. I guess she intended to let them meet and maybe that’s also why she wanted Night to take him.

[@vitorhugolab]

Well, well, well… freddie wants play doctor with doc jimmy at 49:20 🤣 🤣 🤣 naughty, naughty

[@AnnaC130]

1.) The accident story is actually more hearsay. 1.1) You're not the only one thinking in this and a similar way, I too think, Night and Day blame Night for Day losing his eye-sight, be it sth small like the sibling -squabbling leads to the accident or incident or more we might get to know shorter before the end. 2.) I was honestly so upset that Dad appeared because, I too want to have at least half an episode to tell us what the "Beef" between the brothers is and now adding another interfering storyline off their lives with Dad, makes me think we get an "All that trouble was a 5-minute solvable misunderstanding" in the End and that honestly would be a disappointment. 3.) I think Night suffers so much in silence he might end up trying what Mhok's sister did and he will be eventually saved by Mhok Plea and or Dad from actually doing it. Otherwise, as of now, I don't really see much sense (re-)introducing "Dad" to the story then. 4.) I think P'Aof is one of these men who loves to do the Ep11 tradition so I'm not surprised if we have to wait for the brother-story, till then, which is mildly infuriating and being sat on hot coals because we only have 12Eps after all. 5) I think what Mhok did at the Beach was fair enough people need to think just because society labels them in certain ways they're not asked to behave humanly. I'm actually quite happy this show seems to agree that you're not free from being a brat just because you're 🌈 community and or disabled or anything else like that.

[@parangimnida]

Your reaction is wonderful, I love your energy of enjoying or suffering into the players😊. On the other hand, you may like “Pit Babe the series” that would also wonderful as well.😊

[@freddieshouse]

Thank you so much! I'm watching Pit Babe at the moment and tweeting about it quite a lot, I'm about two episodes behind though, I need to catch up!

[@oscarsm86]

Your reactions are the best, thanks a lot

[@geminuni]

I love your reactions and I identify a lot with your reactions, seriously!! I love mhokday so much ❤

[@ppppffff]

There’s this little cute gimmick this series use like at the beginning of the show the text for the previous episode in Thai is “the previous picture” , going to the next part of the show is “the next picture” and “sneak peak of the next episode” which go along with the Thai name of the series “Your picture will never be forgotten”. I need to mention this , I just love the subtitles the translation are 🔥🔥🔥 the translation can keep most of the meanings due to the language and culture and the words they use are just so beautiful 💗💗💗 there are scenes that the dialogue that are puns in Thai and they kept the puns and even make it pun in English!!!! It’s just insane they are so good. Oh and this episode is epic!!! Love your reactions Freddie ❤️ and Happy New Years everyone!!!🫶🎉

[@freddieshouse]

This is SUCH a cool little easter egg thank you for sharing

[@pp-ey2ru]

i'm thai and this is frist time i see your reaction.I immediately love you 555. by the way welcome to thailand hope u have a grate time in thailand

[@annastorm9866]

I just live for your reaction!😊

[@kath8983]

Oh finally, your reaction is here. I've been waiting. I recently discovered your channel and decided to rewatch the series with you because we have the same interest and interpretations with these series, just like how you've been showing in TikTok (recently the untamed). I'm really looking forward to being in this community. Fighting.

[@freddieshouse]

Welcome!

[@kath8983]

@@freddieshouse Thank you. I'm waiting for your ep9 reaction so i can cry again🤟🏻

[@Phuwin-Lover]

Not the montage got me wheezing

[@keita4]

You should also react to The sign ,last Twilight and the sign is my favourite ongoing series

[@foxpolitics8934]

Okay. Theory time! I think that Day and Night were close brothers. Day's type of hate stems from an extreme feeling of betrayal. So I think when the Mom and Dad separated, Night went with his Dad and Day was forced to be left with his mom. Day saw that as betrayal from Night. Then when Night suddenly comes back, aside from his anger, there was a rivalry formed since Day felt that in their family (referring to Day and his Mom), Day was the only one their duo, so with him being blind, he must've felt that Night was replacing his position since from episode 1 Day was continuously implying that Night was stealing something from him. I think that's why the separation was mentioned. They are setting the storyline for the Day and Night's story. And I also think that aside from this rivalry, Night had something to do with the accident. In episode 1 they said that it was due to a car accident. In the "the making of last twilight" there was a scene where Mark had a drunk blush make up and he said that he was drunk and he was also wearing a uniform so that might be something to consider. Additionally, I think the reason why the Mom doesn't want Day to go to Songklah was because she knows Day might encounter his Dad. And same with Day, she's scared that his Dad might replace her place. I also think that the last twilight book has something to do with the parents. Its just an inkling but Dad looked like an author hahaha! The story writer in me is running wild hahaha. I love your reactions btw! Its always a different experience when I watch with you. Thank you very much for this. 🥰🥰

[@freddieshouse]

Ok you kinda ate with that theory.............. 👀

[@foxpolitics8934]

@@freddieshouse OH WOW. I HAVE OFFICIALLY PEAKED. FREDDIE NOTICED MY COMMENT. 😭😭😭😭😭

[@_tinaa_sz3145]

I really like your reactions, they are fun ❤❤❤😊

[@sawyu-cq4ho]

i wait your reaction

[@XlotusflowerX-ec9yl]

Day clearly has made a lot of progress, he has become more accepting of his disability and is adapting to his life now. This can be seen just by looking at how he talked to Mhok about his current vision after his vision had deteriorated even more. Vision loss of course still is hard which is normal but I think having Mhok by his side and the indivitual progress Day himself has made, is the key factor as to why he has been able to handle things better than he used to. The reason I love MhokDay relationship is because it really showcases how interabled couples do exits and can have a happy relationship like everyone else. Its important to approach a relationship with a person who has a visual disability with understanding, empathy, and patience ect. Thats why Mhok was the perfect partner for Day not just as a caregiver but as a boyfriend/life partner. Since the beginning Mhok has shown patience and empathy towards Day instead of pity ect. We have been able to witness how Mhok wants to learn and understand Day as person and as much as he can about Day’s disability. He has also been honest and been open to admit that he cannot understand what its like to have a visually disability which in my opinion should be appreciated. In Mhok’s and Day’s relationship communication has been a huge thing aka key thing for them to develop a healthy relationship and strong bond. Also Mhok respecting Day and his boundaries, finding ways to support and accommodate the needs of Day who has a visual disability, it actually has strengthen the bond between them as well. The fact that we have gotten to see just how they over time and slowly become a couple is something I have enjoyed the most. They are so comfortable with each other now, they know and understand each other as people and they know how and when to show care & support for each other ect. Mhok just continuing to show how he cares for Day and his wellbeing by simply being there for him while also checking up on how Day is feeling 👏🏼 I like that we again got to see Day use his phone and how sometimes he may still need help in using it despite there being accessibility features cause the reality is that there are still many things that could be improved on when it comes to making things accessible for people of the visually impaired and blind community. Aon’s and Pla’s wedding invitation video was heartwarming, the happiness and warmth could just be felt through the screen💕 Aon’s and Day’s friendship is something that I just really love cause they seem to really value each other and are always rooting for each others happiness🥹 Day clearly wanted to go to Aon’s and Pla’s wedding as Aon’s is an important friend to him, just like Aon for the same reason really wanted Day to be a witness to his proposal to Pla and now for him to be a part of his wedding. Day knows thats his vision has deteriorated and isnt the same as it was, he doesnt want to let that stop him from living and doing things he wants to do but he also is aware of how his mother will see the situation in a totally different light. I also liked that we got see how Day had doubts about being able to go and how much harder it would be now for him because of the recent vision loss. The look on his face of slight sadness 🥺 I liked how Mhok asked Day if going to Aon’s and Pla’s wedding was something he wanted to do and Day answered yes. Mhok letting Day know he is willing to go with him to Songkhla and to Aon’s and Pla’s wedding, the way Day’s face just lit up with happiness WAS EVERYTHING😭 The way Mhok pulled Day closer to his side while calling him his boyfriend 🤭 and then seeing how Day got shy was so adorable. I couldnt help but laugh when Day tried to tell Mhok to shut up even though no one else was there🤣 Day repeatly saying ”Hands off” to Mhok all the while just standing there😆 When Mhok said ”Trust me. My boyfriend will be fine”, it could be seen on Day’s face how he had gotten reassurence by just hearing Mhok say that.

[@XlotusflowerX-ec9yl]

I can honestly say that the Day’s doctors appointment scene is actually one of my favourites of this episode and it really hit home for me. I know how it feels to when your condition keeps deteriorating and you can’t do anything to stop it, how it can effect your not only in the physical sense but also mentally as well. I know the feeling of anxiety surrounding going to the my doctors, getting my eyesight check and going through the regular examinations… Only to be told that I have lost more vision, that my vision has deteriorated even more while being told that there really isnt anything they can do. I think its important to always remember though that the truth of the matter is no two journeys are the same even if you both may have the exact visual disability. There are so many ways people stories can go and its always a very personal story. The one thing that is the same though is the fact that living with deteriorating vision loss, there is no end game until you have nothing left that being the ultimate end game. Vision loss is never easy, not even if your vision has been deteriorating ever since you can remember/you were a child. For some people going through deteriorating vision loss, it will progressively get worse over time..meaning your vision consistant keeps deteriorating without ever stabilizing until your vision is gone, some people experience a huge loss of vision and then experience their vision stabilizing & they’ll never loss more of their vision again, some peoples deteration vision loss presents its self like a rollercoaste/waves meaning they loss some vision and then their vision stabilizes for some time until the circle repeats itself again ect. Its all over the map, no one can predict it and no one knows whats going to happen or when for that matter. When going through deteriorating vision loss, its always important to let yourself feel what/however you might be feeling and then work though it in order to reach the other side and to accept it, so that your able to feel comfortable again. Someone people who don’t live with vision loss or some who even might.. You might not understand & you might question why it might be emotional ect for Day to lose more vision if he had already experienced it before and when he barely had any vision left… The answer already can be found in what I just said… The ultimate end game being blindness. When you have vision loss, you get use to the vision you do have & adapt to it and you learn new ways to do things while using the vision that you have left. When you have accepted and adapted to being visually impaired/blind, your current vision.. in my opinion you find comfort in what you can see. In Day’s case what brought him comfort was the fact that he had been able to see for example colours, lights and at a one palm distance objects & people faces/people silvouettes ect. So when that reality shifts/changes, Its a reminder of how you cannot know/predict whats going to happen next and you’ll have to readapt again. When you realize that yes you have again lost more of you vision, it can be emotional just like it has been previously and you have to take time to process everything to continue on. When Day’s doctor confirmed that Day’s vision indeed had deteriorated even more… You could just the look of disappointment and sadness come on to Day’s face which is understandable. With deteriorating vision loss, its important to remember that just because this journey is something one person might be living and going through, still the people around them/loved ones can and most often will be effected by it as well. Thats why I loved that we got to see how the news of Day’s vision loss had an impact on not only Day himself but his loved ones & how just the presence of each indivitual person there gave a clear picture of the people that care for Day & are part of his support system. It was also interesting to see how the dynamic of the Day and his loved ones has changed as well. All of them were trying their best to comfort each other. I especially like how Night tried to comfort Mhok as he is truly the only one in the room that knows about Day and Mhok’s relationship🥹 The contrast/parallel between the first doctors appointment scene and this current one was brilliant as the progress Day has made so far was shown in this scene very clearly. Day was actively listening and was engaging with his doctor. When given the news regarding his current condition and recent vision loss… We could see how it still got Day feeling emotional but instead of shutting or trying to avoid the subject, Day let himself process the news. The way Day handled everything his doctor told him made me really see how most likely Day had already somewhat prepared himself to hear these kind of news to be told to him🥺 The most important thing and of great value was that we finally were able to witness Day advicating for himself instead of his family. Day self advocating was shown by him engaging/talking to his doctor instead of his family, him listening to what the doctor was telling him intentively and as a result him getting more info on his deteriorating vision loss & disability and by him asking important questions that he himself wanted to know about ect. Day’s doctor seemed like a nice, calm and realistic doctor. He said things like they are in the most easily understandable and straightforward way possible. He was attentive and ready to answer any questions ect which was great. However there was one thing that I kinda of don’t know how to feel about, that being how the doctor suggested that Day should do everything he has ever wanted in the next three months. While I get why he said that to Day as the the reality is that Day will become blind and will not be able to see & there will also be somethings that as a blind person Day will not be able to do because of for example safety reasons. At the same time the doctor telling Day that he should do everything he has wanted to do before he loses his vision, it can reinforce not only Day’s but Day’s loved ones fear that a disability will permanently end Day’s life and his chance of doing things and living a normal life. When Day asked his doctor about what he should do now, I don’t know why but I personally was expecting some medical advise ect👀 To start things off, I want to say that I do believe that both Day’s mother and his brother Night care for him. But even now I do still see them sometimes being overprotective, limiting Day from doing things or even trying to do things himself, not trusting him to make decisions for himself, helping/trying to help Day without his consent or without asking if he needs it or offering him help and by doing so not respecting him ect. Of course there a times when he needs help but not all the time and with everything. The way Day’s mother and brother Night treat Day isnt really helping to give support to the progress Day has made in his journey to acceptance and adapting. At times their way of treating Day comes off as insensitive and like they are patronizing/infantilizing a person like Day who is visually impaired/blind, a person with a disability. Overall I think the whole family lack good communication and I wish they would work on that cause even that can make a difference in their relationships with each other.

[@XlotusflowerX-ec9yl]

There really isnt a right or wrong way to cope with family members vision loss and everyone reacts to it differently ect. Vision loss doesnt only have an effect on the indivitual who is going through deteriorating vision loss but also their loved ones/family. There is a grieving and adapting period for family members as well, there may be things they don’t know and mistakes may be made along the way ect. Just like Day, his family members/loved ones can go through all kinds of emotions like anger, sorrow, guilt, confusion, anxiety, or fear ect. In progress of grieving going through different stages like shock-denial, withdrawal, reassessment, coping ect is normal as well. However that still doesnt excuse the way Day’s mother and Night treat him cause it could be changed. Day has come such a long way when it comes to accepting his disability and adapting to his life now while also going through his grieving process and thats why I think his mothers and brother Night’s way of treating him is becoming even more frustrating for Day, it most likely makes Day feel like his less capable and more disabled then he actually is ect and it can actually hinder Day’s progress & result in set backs. Day’s mother seems like she hasnt allowed herself to come to terms with Day’s disability and deteriorating vision loss fully. It feels like she is still holding on to ”old” Day. She may also be feeling overwhelmed and fearful about things. I feel for the mother in the sense of how it seems like she herself doesnt seem to have anyone to give her support or someone to talk to about her worries ect and that is ultimately why I think she could benefit from seeking out support for parents of family members with vision loss. Day’s mother is busy with work a lot of time which result in her not spending that much time with Day, I think this also is a factor in why still hasnt learned how to treat Day & she doesnt know Day’s capabilities and what his needs are ect. While I do understand her working so much as she is a single parent and given their certain level of lifestyle & because someone has to pay the medical bills ect. It does also come off as her possibly trying to work as much as possible in order to avoid dealing with her own emotions regarding Day’s vision loss. The talk between Day and his mother was frustrating to watch because I felt like Day’s mother was letting her own feelings of anxiety ect surrounding Day’s vision loss dictate the conversation more then anything else. Day clearly wanted his mothers support and encouragement but instead his mother kept her focus on the negative & the what if’s. Day even asking his mother to come with him just showed how important going to Aon’s wedding was to Day. I feel like Day mother has been trying her best in the situation but I do wish she would think before she says certain things like that one time when she told Day straight up that he will get the cornea transplant one day Day and WHEN HE GETS IT everything will be okay which in my opinion ultimately is one of the reasons why Day held on to the cornea transplant as his last hope and only option. And also now as Day told his mother about how he wants to attend Aon’s and Pla’s wedding as Aon is the first friend his made since becoming blind and her replying to that by telling Day that he isnt blind yet & that he should never say that again. Even though I don’t think she does this intentionally but it still needs to be pointed out how the way she is saying things can actually be really damaging and non-productive. I think the way she says certain things, it does unintentionally inforced the idea and belief that when Day will see again only then everything will be okay aka fixing/curing disability being the right & only way and simply just amplifying how seeing is aka normal and not seeing is aka abnormal. By Day’s mother telling Day to not to refer to himself as blind person is also very disrespectful in a way as it can come off as and possible can be seen denying Day’s disability and invalidating of Day’s experiences/journey as a person with a visual disability. You could clearly see how Day was disappointed and tired of how his mothers work seemed to come before him even in his time of need. When Day said ”I’m Sorry that my sight can’t wait for your schedule to become available”.. You could sense how Day must have felt like he was a burden or less important to his mother when compared to her work🥺 When Day’s mother said ”I promise after I’m done with this work, I’ll take you wherever you want to go” and ”Please, just wait for me”…👀 I was thinking in my head that she cannot be serious and I did feel like that was kind of a selfish request to make to her son. Although I see the mothers pov, I still couldnt help but think that…her son only has 3 months before he goes completely blind and she still was prioritizing work, like rescheduling or even cancelling a few meetings won't kill her or end her career as she is a well known chef and not a rookie chef. My heartached when all Day said was ”Its okay. By the time your work is done, I’ll be completely blind” 🥺 Day’s mother and Night do not know or understand how and when to provide assistance/help for Day and what type of assistance to provide. I think they lack at least some in sight into Day’s abilities and they fear for Day’s safety ect, all of it contributes to overprotectiveness and being overlyhelpful. One of the challenge that a Day’s family faces truly is to learn how to balance how much support, what type of support and the appropriate time at which to provide support to promote safety while allowing Day to maintain his independence. Both Day’s mother and Night should try to ask if Day needs help, offer help and most importantly key thing would be to get Day’s consent before anything & respecting Day’s decisions. When Day told Mhok about his mother not wanting him to go to Aon’s wedding and why, I liked how Mhok straight away just said that he would take him there and then it wouldnt be dangerous, it felt like he didnt want Day to lose hope. Day seemed so grateful that Mhok is willing to go with him and also like he still couldnt believe it to true 🙂 Mhok giving Day peck kiss and Day telling him ”Your the most dangerous thing” was something else I tell you 🥰, they really like disrespecting the single community but what can we do…🤣 I knew that Night would offer to take Day to Aon’s and Pla’s wedding the minute his face was shown when Day left after talking with his mother. But at the same time I knew Day would decline and would feel uncomfortable about it while Mhok would be in the middle trying to midigate their conversation🫣 NOT MHOK TELLING DAY TO SAY THANK YOU TO NIGHT… I knew that wasnt going to happen😅 Night telling their mother that he would take Day to Aon’s and Pla’s wedding was nice but at the same time it would have been better to have asked if that was something Day would want. Also Day’s and Night’s mother agreeing for Day to go if Night is the one that takes him, it kinda in my opinion shows how she still doesnt trust Mhok. Mhok and Day together, both were so excitedly getting the car ready was heartwarming. YOURE TELLING ME DAY WILL GIFT HIS LAST TWILIGHT BOOK TO AON AND PLA AS WEDDING GIFT….🥹 The bickering between Mhok and Day just never ends and I’m here for it. Mhok’s love language must be teasing cause he really had to highlight how Day refered to Aon as his beloved big bro as if that would somehow change his position… I was like sir I thought you were the boyfriend and not the brother🤣 I DIDNT EXXPECT THE COUPLE KEYCHAINS… 😍 I guess Mhok is proof that love can change people. The colour of keychains being blue and purple was a nice touch cause of those being the colours regarding the actors JimmySea. Day can do anything in my opinion and Mhok will melt. Day saying ”Never thought a baddie would have such a cute little side" was so cute. The detail I loved the most though was how when they were talking to each other, they were using more softer tone then usual when talking to other people🥹🫶 They looked so happy and Day especially must have liked it a lot cause Day has mentioned before how he thinks that Mhok becomes even more handsome when Mhok uses a softer tone when talking with him 😉 Both Day and Mhok were in a good mood until Night arrived and its like the mood shifted all of a sudden and the tension started to build up between the brothers. The way Night went about the whole Day seating situation wasnt great at all. It would have been better to just ask if Day could sit in the passenger seat or just let Day go sit where ever he wanted but instead Night went about the whole situation in a way where it felt like Day had no choice in the matter. Night wasnt talking to Day but more like at Day and he wasnt asking but instead was telling Day what to do and even after Day refused, he then went about it in a way blackmailing Day into submission.

[@XlotusflowerX-ec9yl]

I do understand both Day’s and Night’s pov’s. Day’s way of treating Night isnt okay but neither is the way Night treats Day. Day has made progress in his journey and with accepting his disability & adapting but he still does struggle with his deteriorating vision loss ect. While that may be all true, Day still shouldnt be blowing up/snapping at his brother Night the way that he has been. Both of their feeling are valid but still I do think that Day should at least try and be civil with when interacting with Night and at same time Night should work on how to better approach Day. Things like Day's brother Night having gone to watch Day’s maraton without even letting Day know he was there, him having taken photos of Day just in case Day ever wants to see them, all of it shows how Night really loves Day & wishes to be a part of his life and how he misses Day💕 Night seems to me to have been glad to be a witness to Day gaining back his confidence and independence & ultimately starting to live his life again. I can see his effort in that sense but the way he is going about things and treating Day, is something that should change. Day and Nights relationship is very relatable. As brothers you are bound to fight and what makes this complex is that with Days disability, there are moments when Night is insensitive just like their Mother as well. At times it may seems like Night does not care, but what we say and how we say things are different because interpretation varies. I think what Day hates most is the way Night treats him. Day does have a visual disability, but he is still a human being after all. Day is an adult and doesnt want to be treated like a child. While Night is doing things with good intentions and because he cares.. Whether unintentionally or not.. He does tend to point out that Day’s disability at every possible occasion, like for example Night bringing up the whole disabled bathroom and saying “I just said it so you could see the picture” 💀…I know that wasn’t on purpose but still, please 🙃 Also Night tends to help without consent, without asking or offering help to Day, this was something even Day himself pointed out by saying ”Did I ask you to?” when Night claimed to have been trying to just help himNight treats him as a disabled person. I did feel a little bad for Mhok as he felt uncomfortable on this trip cause the brothers are used to this tension between themselves and they know exactly what caused it while Mhok is in the middle of it and hasn't got a clue🫤 Mhok doesnt know how to act, what to say or what not to say, or how to navigate the whole situation and thats why I felt that it was a little unfair towards to him. On a personal level, I was glad to see Day talk about him dreaming ”fully sighted” cause that is something many people don’t even come to think about or even relate to vision loss ect. The first fact that some may not know is that people who have a visual disability, people who are visually impaired or blind can indeed have visual dreams, its is possible for us to dream sighted if that makes sense. The later in life a person loses their sight/goes blind the more visual content they experience in their dreams. People who went blind after ages five to seven tend to experience visual dreams. Everyones experience regarding dreams is different meaning the varying degrees of visual elements in dreams depends usually on how far along in their development a person was when they lost their vision. After losing their vision some may continue to dream in visual images based on their memories of sight, while others may experience dreams primarily through other senses such as sound, touch, and smell. Elements of imagination may also be included into their dreams of course. The visual dream experiences blind people have aren’t only of people and places they saw prior to going blind. While dreaming, they may see things that have entered their life since they’ve become blind. The reason for that is because when we dream, our minds construct a world rather than replicating one we are familiar with. Day bringing up the fact he still has dreams sometimes where he can see meaning he dreams ”sighted” and how the reality regarding his vision hits him even harder after waking up, is such common thing to go through when going through vision loss. I personally could relate to Day’s experience regarding dreams very much as a visually impaired person with deteriorating vision loss. Overtime you’ll learn to cope with your vision loss but it is still hard and its not something you get use to which is why when you do have visual dreams and wake up, it can make you will terrible at times for many reason. I would say depending on how well you have come to terms with you vision loss, has a big impact on how you’ll be effected by sighted dreams. Don’t get me wrong, even if you may have been going through vision loss for years and have come to terms with it the best that you can, still having dreams where you can see it can make you emotional because it reminds you of what you have lost and what onces was your reality ect. In my case, I experience visual dreams sometimes but what I’ve have noticed over the years is that even those dreams have changed a bit as I have continued to lose more vision. My visual dreams were more detailed and clear before and now over time as my vision has deteriorated I’ve noticed how my visual dreams have less detail & my other senses being more prominent/significant and intense part of my dreams, I guess you could say I focus more on my other senses during dreams. Day’s constant anxiety is relatable and the detail in which it has been shown through out the show and his journey is brilliant. After the fight with Night, Day’s anxiety was very clearly visible in the scene where he and Mhok were at the bathroom. We could hear how Day was breathing more heavy then normal and the look on Day’s face, it felt to me like a moment of us seeing yet again Day’s vulnerable side. He can handle things better now but that doesnt mean that it isnt hard on him especially mentally at times. The recent vision loss had an impact on Day, which could be seen through the episode. When Day started to try to look at himself in the mirror, it really just reminded me of previous episode where he pointed out how other people don’t understand how it feels to not be able to see how he looks like ect. As Day said he wanted to go home, Mhok really felt for Day and it was so visible on his face. Mhok being the person he is, he started to think of how he could support Day and still get him to Aon’s and Pla’s wedding as he didnt want Day to give up on something that is important to him. I do have to say this. Regardless of arguments between Night & Day, I appreciate how less forceful Night became towards Day when he realized Day was feeling uncomfortable and how by his actions he had hurt Day. Night letting Day go with Mhok alone, giving them all money he had on him/pocket money 👏🏼and just telling to answer the phone if he call as it then would be urgent… All of this just demonstrates how he trusts Mhok and doesnt want Day to feel uncomfortable because he cares for him🥹 By letting Day go also show that he respects Day’s decision.

[@XlotusflowerX-ec9yl]

I love how honest Day was by saying how he had felt terrified while waiting for Mhok to arrive and then Mhok reassuring him stating ”You have me. There is nothing to be afraid of” 🥹 Also not Mhok letting Day think they had just left Night without any notice or explanation 😅 My guess is that he wanted Day feel free if that makes any sense. Even though Night looked a bit sad as he saw Day and Mhok leave, to me he also felt relieved in the sense of that now at Day least would feel at ease and comfortable. I do want to point out though that the fact that people keep things from Day regarding things Night does for him like now letting Day go with Mhok without him and previously going to support Day and take photos for him, All of it really doesnt benefit or help rebuild Night and Day’s relationship. If someone just mentioned those things to Day even after those things had passed maybe it could help Day at least start to see Night in a different light. The way Mhok talks to Day really has changed over time, his tone is more soft. Day having been able fall a sleep really just shows you how much trust he has in Mhok and the comfort be brings to him.🫶🏼 Seeing Mhok wake Day up in van was so wholesome for some reason. The journey to Songkhla not only signifies their first time traveling together, but it's also when they finally get to know more about each other and make their own beautiful memories, just the two of them. I liked how both of them were open to talk about their memories of their absent fathers ect. I don’t know at one point I started to suspect that Day might be from Songkhla but Day not answering Mhok when he asked where he was from kinda felt it could be true and it would explain a lot of things. When Day and Mhok were getting off the vehicle, I noticed again how attentive Mhok was towards Day by Mhok putting his hand on Day's head to prevent him from bumping it anywhere and then them moving slowly & Mhok even reminding him to take his hand as they got off😭 THE SMILE ON MHOKS FACE as he watched Day arrive at the beach and as he was just taking everything in, was film of love💕 Day's bright smile as well was the cutest thing ever.💕 Seeing Day just be in the moment and enjoy being at the beach even if he isnt able to see it.. I felt so happy for him even though he is a character. The detail I loved so much as visually impaired person was how Day’s pov was given by Day himself by sharing how he experiences the beach and everything that comes with that, describing how through his other senses he is still able to experience the beach and the ocean like everyone else but just a bit differently. The way Mhok doesn't take his eyes off Day and just keeps looking at him beautifully. Them just going in to oceon together holding hands got me in my feels🌊 Seeing Mhok and Day playing in the ocean just the two of them, both happy and feeling free… FELT REFRESHING🙂 When Day said " getting in the ocean without seeing the ocean is weird somehow” and Mhok placed his hand over Day’s hand & taking the opportunity to ask Day if the current situation is hard for him, got emotional. Mhok really is consistant and its showcased through out the series in many way like him asking about how Day is feeling time after time with care and not out of pity. It's not that he's lamenting Day losing his vision but more how Day feels right now and maybe how he can help him. To Day I think Mhok just being there for him is enough. Day’s being open and honest while saying it wasn't as difficult as the beginning, It got me TEARY eyed cause on a personal level I have felt how Day’s feeling😭 Day has now come to terms with his vision loss and ultimately him becoming blind at least to a certain point It seems to me that he now isnt holding on to the possibility of him seeing again / cornea transplant like it was his last hope and only option but instead is starting to see that his life isnt over if he loses his vision. All that being said, him getting emotional about only being able to see in his dreams, just shows how that letting go isnt easy.

[@XlotusflowerX-ec9yl]

Day; ”i just realized this, for something we don't need eyes to look yet we're still able to see it." "right. for something you need to feel it by heart. just like my feelings right now", might be one of my favourite quotes from this series so far. Overall the whole dialogue by Day felt like he was stating how he now become more comfortable in his own way🥰 The kiss scene was beautiful and somehow peaceful if that makes sense, maybe because of it happening at the beach. Day exploring Mhok's face just to confirm that Mhok indeed was smiling as he had suspected 😉 Mhok guiding kind of Day's hand to his lips to know where they are and to let Day know that he wanted to kiss was sweet☺️ I love that Day was the one who initiated the kiss this time and it was a lot softer which is a nice contrast to their first kiss at the rooftop when their feelings for each other were still in a grey area but now it’s mutual💕 Day initiating the kiss first, he expresses that he is in a safe place with Mhok. He had no hesitation unlike when they had their first kiss on the rooftop 🥹 Mhok telling Day they had arrived at a party and THE FIRST THING Day wants to do is TO DRINK… I cannot 🤣 I knew Mhok was taking that on as a challenge. The entire first sequence where they were partying was so beautiful it looked like so much fun. The way Mhok and Day are so open with one another, more so than with anyone else. How at ease Day is when surrounded by strangers because Mhok is there with him, makes my heart full😭 I think one word to describe Mhok and his love for Day is knight. He always there behind Day,silently guarding him, allowing Day to do what he wants to do. He encourages Day to socialize, feel nature, and explore the world on his own. His love is silent,but strong and deep. Waking up at a random beach, Mhok was so panicked at first, apologizing to Day.. I was like sir I think your fine. Meanwhile Day was comfortable enough to pull a prank on him🤣 Him acting like the book was missing and Mhok he almost going crazy trying to find it was hilarious. Day’s ridiculous, cheesy smile and laugh while holding up the lost/found book and the look on Mhok face was EVERYTHING🤣 I knew that moment Mhok realized that it was a prank, he was going to get his revenge. The second Mhok kicked the sand, i knew his plan was in motion. I never expected Mhok to go as far as to changing his voice or Day to give Mhok the middle finger and Mhok taking his hand, changing it into ‘i love you’ in sign language 😂 Day being all mad and sulky..literally a second later "Come help me!😠" Such a married couple behaviour! I can't with these two being pranksters, they're truly made for each other. It may have been a small moment where Day and Mhok were casually talking while sitting on the bench, but I really liked how they made decisions together about things. Also the strangers they ended up asking for directions being so friendly and them actually knowing of Aon and of his wedding was a nice touch. It was sweet of Mhok to asked if he really wanted to get a ride from the stranger but what I liked more was Day being confident about his decision. Also Day's hand on Mhok's thigh was a nice touch, the importance of touch yet again was showcased. The scene of them walking out with their fresh new clothes, I could not help but think that JimmySea really could do a period drama. I love it when MhokDay are complimenting each other’s looks as they always sound so sincere with their words 🥺 Mhok said in a previous episode ”Your a handsome man Day” and Day to Mhok ”Speaking politely makes you sound a lot more handsome too” In this episode Mhok said to Day ”you’re a handsome man” and ”and I think you must look gorgeous today.”💕 These two really are a menace to the single community. Plus the promises they made for each other about never letting go of each others hand…I must say sounded more like wedding vows but at the same time gave me terrible feeling in my stomach of the possible drama to come their way. P’Aof, you better not🫣 Aon’s and Pla’s wedding is one of my favourite scene of this episode, not only because of MhokDays dance scene that we finally got but because of Aon’s and Pla’s speech🥹 As a visually impaired person, I really want say that I truly appreciate moment so much. I feel it has an important message that some people need to hear👏🏼👀 Aon and Pla talking about their relationship and how he also takes care of her, regardless of how others may see their relationship, or see her as being the caretaker, and Aon is very much independent just like anyone else☺️ From my own personal experience and other disabled peoples stories that I’ve have been fortuned enough to hear about, many times/more often than not and the most common assumptions when facing a interabled couple is that the partner must be more like a caregiver, they must be mixing up pity and actual romantic feelings or that our partner somehow is doing a good deed by dating a person with a disability ect. All of which is extremely wrong, hurtful and dehumanizing. It also devalues us who have disabilities to somehow being lower class or less capable than non-disabled people. I liked how Mhok and Day held hands during Aon’s and Pla’s speech and then seeing them just talking with other people. Day in the past couldnt have been so at ease with other people around and new unfamiliar places, he may have even thought that that wouldnt happen any time soon, I’m so glad of the progress Day has made. The moment when the nice ilady came to ask Mhok or Day if they would be going dancing was so sweet. Day hesitated and claimed he can’t dance and then his nro 1 supporter boyfriend Mhok and his best friend & his wife Pla being the encouraging circle he needed was lovely to see. I think not only Mhok but everyone that truly know Day & are his support system, all they wish for Day is for him to flourish, to be confident in himself while also being there for Day when he stumbles on his path. I’m sure Day will get there, as we have seen since the beginning that he strives for independence. When Mohk held Day's hand and asked him to dance with him in the most beautiful way😊 The dance scene was so beautiful and mesmerizing. Mhok’s eyes never left Day's face, its as if he was just admiring the most beautiful thing in the world. Them dancing together in harmony and unity, It gave the feeling of them being the only ones there💕 Just when I thought nothing would suprise me any more in this episode. Lets just say I was wrong. DAD..DAY’S AND NIGHT’S DAD…NO, THAT CANT BE…😵‍💫👀 When the word dad came out of Day’s mouth, I have to say I was like what do you mean dad…🫣 If i’m being honest and i hope i’m not the only one but, SOMEHOW PART OF ME CANNOT BELIEF THAT THAT MAN IS DAY’S AND NIGHT’S DAD🤣😂 If anything this scene really kinda confirmed it for me that, part of of the reason Day’s mother didnt want Day to go to Aon’s wedding was because it was being held in Day’s hometown but also more importantly, Day could possible run into his own father which I don’t think his mother would be happy about. Thanks Oishi Honey Lemon (0% sugar) for giving us that kiss and piano scene. Sponsor got promotion in a good way I guess. Day playing my fave last twilight ost on the piano. it sounds so beautiful 🥹 WE NEED THE OST NOW! They keep on teasing the ost every chance they get, only keep us waiting…🤣

[@vynnDaniel]

Hi Freddie!!!! Great reaction as always. I have a strong feeling that the hotel owner is his half brother. Explaining why the dad was suddenly around the event

[@freddieshouse]

👀 interesting interesting

[@vynnDaniel]

​@@freddieshouse I maybe wrong too of course. Just thinking of a logical reason why Day's dad would suddenly be there. Anyways, thank you for taking notice of my comment and replying to it as well. More power to you. Just an hour till ep. 9. Will surely wait for your reaction. You're the best. More power Freddie! ❤

[@damn7001]

Ah but i still don't understand why Day has to be in front seat (besides what he told that he's blind)

[@calvinarrow]

I am thinking Night has trauma about Day sitting at the back seat and may be related to the accident that happened involving both of them and he's trying not to do the same mistake again.

[@freddieshouse]

I thought this too!

[@Chubbylito11]

Yes!!!! im seated!

[@Axolotl_ee]

Yassssss let’s goooooo

[@Thai_BL_Lover88]

😢😢😢😢😢😢😢 very very special

[@meajess9580]

I've actually been curious about something for some time now. Idk if this is with all series, but do thai series film multiple episodes before releasing its first or do they film an episode every week?

[@priscillam8903]

They film everything and then release it.

[@Cnx1970]

😅😅😅

[@neoporticulis]

I'll say it just this once because it's driving me crazy, but isn't Mohk dressed in Jack style as in Jack and Rose from Titanic?

[@user-hs6hb4fb2c]

sub😭😭