Late Night Sushi - A Chill For When You're Alone

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Another long night, sleepless again... Walking down the streets. It feels more like wandering, like the city is guiding me. The fresh breeze pats me on the shoulder, asking about the new perfume that I've bought, Issey Miyake. Asking why I didn't use it? I was going to use it but I waited for the weather to get hotter. He says the wait is unnecessary. Maybe he's right, I've should've sprayed it to go back to Japan, Sushi, Mochi, Shima Enaga... Sometimes waiting to much isn't good but... Why do I wait? Not just about, about more important things. Is it because I'm scared? Scared to be laughed at? Or maybe failure. Ahhh... To much over thinking. About stupid things, things that don't exist. Sometimes the best thing to do is to not think and let the air go through the mind. To clear it up, to take you to places. I see someone walking down the street, who is it? Is it my past self? The younger version? The one with a lot of energy and excitement. The energy is here but focused on other things. The younger self is still there Things that won't let go the mind... Or maybe it's me that can't let go...
Stopping at a Sushi place, looking at my reflection. I see people inside, should I go? I want to but something is pulling me, it wants me to be alone. Is it my reflection? Maybe... We look the same but are the thoughts the same as well? I always wanted to be around people or have people around me. To chill with them, enjoy my time. So what has happened? Maybe it's part of getting older. Getting older and preferring to be more alone. Still outside, walking again. Maybe another place. Walking down the streets, hearing a light jazz music. My body wants to dance but the mind wants to think, what a paradox. One wants to fly, one wants to stay on the ground. Sometimes the best thing is to just let go and fly because by flying you can come back to the ground. If you just do one of the two you're doing none because you're thinking about the other one and ruining the other.
Still in the streets, dancing with the breeze, towards the music...
Shima Enaga: The shima enaga is a small fluffy white bird which is often described as a "bouncy cotton ball." This bird is native to Hokkaido where it lives among the tree branches eating seeds. Shima enagas typically move around in flocks of 20 to 30, and they are sometimes seen performing acrobatic tricks.
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