LEARNING TO HEAL FROM THIS

[@Laurenaliceashley]

KZbin had me striked for a week! I’m back uploading ❤ HEY YALL 👋🏽👋🏽

[@SingerboyWilliams-hx9hw]

Lauren the Bible said that God won't put no more on you then you able to bear just always remember that God got your back so keep your head up no matter what

[@nessa3171]

Love you all. I have been here since the beginning, when you all first meant. You are an inspiration and I fully understand how you feel. I recently became single, and am happy and ready for the new year! My ex was just like that also, I'm 45 and don't got to deal with that. I'm 💯 focused on my 2 kids. It feels amazing to have my own life and place. Shine bright, you are doing amazing!! ❤❤❤

[@Brownsugarz2023]

I am glad you back Lauren. I am proud of you. Keep your head up, and take it day by day. I pray god give you strength.

[@Keepingitrealwithtyra]

👏🏽 👏🏽 proud of you!! It’s very unfair that the moms have to deal with stuff like this! When the relationship is over then men just think that being a father is over too… no they need to help with their kids! So I’m glad you did what you had to do!

[@daniladayton]

I say that all the time . Some people are not good ppl. I love that you are moving forward and not allowing this situation to steer you away from your goal. Jealousy is real . Keep going Lauren . God will continue to bless you hunnie . 🥰❤️

[@Markclark-od7kw]

So glad to see you HEALING. 🎉🎉 You're well on the road to recovery. Let's keep the energy up. 👍

[@Laurenaliceashley]

Road to recovery!!

[@RiverofLife95]

I'm so glad for you Lauren and you will never regret it! Time to move on and up! ❤

[@jamiel4049]

As a supporter of yours I’m very happy for you, Lauren! It’s so hard when you are forgiving and have a big heart, but you’re strong, girly! U got this 💕

[@zyairmama615]

Lauren hold your head high just know God has u and your children u are going continue to be blessed he is going to regreat doing his kids like that whe u do things like that Karma will come back on u keep doing u beautiful he is going to be the one missing out on his kids continue being happy with your children they will know who has been there for them. Im praying 🙏 over you and beautiful kids ❤

[@Lindsey-AFollowerofChrist]

Lauren, as a Christian woman just remember to put God first and lean on Him and NOT your own understanding. Pursue the good life .. the one with Jesus Christ

[@erriaelizabeth6382]

Which is No drinking , fornicating , masturbating and etc. those things bring demons in your life

[@shanathornton2800]

I say this in love . Keep people out of your business . I encourage you to seek godly counsel and focus on healing off of social media. To many people in your business is going to cause more harm than good . I know what it’s like to be hurt by a man but go and heal sis and then come back with your testimony . Praying for you and your children ❤️

[@KingTyler5417]

Merry Christmas, Lauren!

[@Royalty0493]

Your back glowing Lauren please 🙏🏽 continue to stay that way … don’t let him back in to drain your energy in dim your light…. 🙏🏽

[@tiffanyglenn9418]

I agree!

[@Lovelyoffixiel]

I hope u find ur happiness keep praying give ur life fully to god

[@brownsweetie4760]

Yup God is good 💕🙌🏽

[@Yungmaezzy772]

I’m so proud of you Lauren you got this🫶🏾

[@naee1426]

baby you said a mouthful i’m healing the same journey separating from my spouse and you gone have nights you cry but your children will keep you going it’s hard losing someone you trust and in reality they not gone they just have no meaning don’t even try to be on the same family page even though yall not together all partnerships takes work trust and reliability and everybody don’t understand that coparenting

[@ericac2420]

Proud of you Lauren!! Keep pushing foreword don’t look back. You got this 💪🏽😊

[@marneshiagilbert7860]

I’m proud of you Lauren and you a good person keep doing what you are doing because god bless you with a beautiful home for you and your kids don’t give up just keep going💕🙂

[@Jay_Gio5k]

Heyy friend, no matter what you’re goin thru I’m here to support you!!! Much love queen ❤️❤️continue being the best mom and doing your thing!!!

[@JAYEasty23]

MERRY CHRISTMAS wish you the best holidays always put Jesus Christ first

[@Markclark-od7kw]

Glad to see you back Lauren. Glad to see you smiling again. Merry Christmas 🎅 🎄 and Happy Holidays 🎅 🤶 🎅 🤶 🎅.

[@jessejames3949]

❤ Congratulations on taking those steps!!!! U got this queen!!! 💯

[@Kojak872]

Stay prayed up sista!

[@Simsinblu]

Merry Christmas lovely 💖💖💖💖💖 I hope you and your babies had an amazing Christmas with lots of love and joy I can’t wait for the mommy vlogs in the new year🙈💖💖💖💖 I have been feeling a bit down lately and I get happy when I see your vlogs 💖 they really make my day 💖 I’m currently not working and it’s a lot being home all day but , I love watching your videos and you are really uplifting 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💝 Joel thinks he’s hurting you , he’s only hurting your babies and it’s hurts you to see your babies not having their father present or helping them , your an amazing mommy💝Keep going! Your okay 💖

[@Laurenaliceashley]

🤍🤍🤍

[@TherealRachelRay]

Merry Christmas love, just keep doing what you need to do to keep your peace and joy. Jesus will see you through!!!

[@LadyGuzmanXO]

The crazy thing is this man knows better and is saying all the biblical things so he has read the bible (the devil knows what it says too btw), but the math isnt mathing. A lot of his followers lack discernment. I stopped watching him before I even realized what type of husband and father he was. And nobody expects perfection. We are all human, but man be fr. The things he says about you are ridiculous and baseless. Side baby mommas making videos about your wife is crazy lol😅😅😅 Anywho keep on healing Lauren. Day by day. God sees all.

[@Laurenaliceashley]

This !

[@Hardyfamilychronicles]

For real!! I found myself going back and forth with his supporters. it don’t matter what he is preaching, he’s gotta a lot of mess to deal with in his own life. How is he asking people on the street if they die will the go to heaven? Like will you????? Like Sit down and take care of your kids!

[@LadyGuzmanXO]

@ You have to have your own personal relationship with Jesus and not just follow anybody. Everything that glitters ain’t gold.

[@erriaelizabeth6382]

Facts I literally said this he’s a false prophet!!! He got me when he would say god told him the same thing for 4 different people on different videos and they all have different lives??? Not only that he tried to touch one girl when she said her back hurt and asked does it feel better but then on another video mentioned he’s still learning and don’t know a lot of things like yeah no . Ain’t no way you call yourself healing people but still in sin😂😂🚮…My discernment so strong I left him a long comment bc no sir!!!! The fact he went to hell it’s no way you going up to people and speaking the gospel to them you don’t fully know and then lien on the Holy Spirit about what he could be telling you !NO

[@Hardyfamilychronicles]

@ facts!! Like what do you mean???? He’s just rage baiting, and using Gid for clout. It’s so sad, it’s giving anti-Christ behavior. Scary!!

[@jasminedavis3715]

keep going lauren 🩷🙏🏽

[@BabyJ121]

Glad you back on youtube

[@SingerboyWilliams-hx9hw]

Merry Christmas Lauren to you and your family

[@itsourlife1915]

We love you Lauren!

[@Laurenaliceashley]

🤍🤍🤍

[@xemilyys]

May God protect you and your family throughout this healing process, everything will go in your favor. You really are an amazing mom and you deserve all the help that you need and more. God sees everything you’re going through. He has plans to prosper you. ❤

[@SippinTeaaa]

What’s the hold up with filing for divorce?……

[@DTBSky]

Happy holidays I hope you truly move on this time you went back too many times!

[@Cecerider3]

Keep your head up high. You got this ❤❤

[@justyve]

10:47 😂😂😂

[@michelleh394]

14 The Lord himself will fight for you. Just stay calm.” - Exodus 14:14 NLT

[@antwanjackson7565]

Merry Christmas 🎁🎄

[@JuanCarbajal-oe5pj]

❤❤❤❤❤❤ merry Christmas beautiful Lauren

[@Devon-v7q]

Lauren I've been waiting for you to do a new video

[@Laurenaliceashley]

I’m back !!

[@Godchild0712]

I know it’s hard but it’s worth it merry Christmas

[@nessa3171]

💯 girl!!

[@nadinechandra9545]

Make sure Lauren u don’t let him back in ur house please even if he want see the kids.. let him take them to his house .. he is the Devil say away from him forever..Merry Christmas 🌈👍❤️

[@BigKei-yh9hk]

Merry Christmas, Lauren to you and your family and your kids are blessed. I’ve been cheating on for a long time before I try to stay and stay and stay till I can’t stay no more got tired of the cheating disease and ahead of me. New stuff is the best stuff to be the best so I had to go too long time25 the best. I’m looking back 2025 year shine XOU stay blessed God got your back.

[@shayreneechannel2183]

Hey if you think of it can’t works for you than it doesn’t work for you.

[@Shaara4235]

❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@nettaeneetv]

As you should ❤❤❤❤

[@jayjaysquad8616]

Are y’all divorced yet?? If not how can u file for child support and you’re still together??

[@mimithompson2011]

A married woman or man can absolutely file for custody or child support while still being legally married… I know because I just went through it. I didn’t know this was a thing either but it is… someone can literally be on child support while still married if you can prove yall don’t live together

[@jayjaysquad8616]

@ oh wow. Thanks for that information. I learn something new everyday.

[@shaniaentertainment8135]

count how many times she said life 😅

[@robertcollison4127]

You gotta talk to the Lord about it. Divorce for believers shouldn’t be an option. Seek the Lord

[@Hardyfamilychronicles]

It is in the case of infidelity. He has many kids out of wedlock. It takes two to make a marriage work. She’s tried many times to make it work, but he won’t stop stepping out. He won’t even respond to his kids. So proud of her for choosing to move on.

[@emeralddepree]

@@Hardyfamilychroniclesit’s better to stay together then separate

[@Hardyfamilychronicles]

@ better for who???? She won’t get anything but heart ache and diseases sticking with that. It’s not ok. Idc. I’m all for staying together, but cheating and cheating, baby mamas, extra kids that he also doesn’t care for is crazy work. Biblically she is right to leave.

[@emeralddepree]

@@Hardyfamilychronicles stick together for family unit the enemy wants families to split up!! Break family unit!! Praying for god will!!! Forgive and let go!! Honestly go to god not the internet!! The world will lead you astray!!

[@Hardyfamilychronicles]

@ he broke up their family unit, there isn’t anything she can do. Hopefully he truly turns his life over to God, and sees what he’s done. But he seems ok pretending for now. Maybe one day he’ll wake up, before it’s too late.

[@Devon-v7q]

Okay well that's good to know cuz I thought something happened to you between Joel and the girl

[@juliomedina7553]

Now the next step is filing for that divorce.

[@fraserdawson2913]

Good luck on your case I it’s too short People do get jealous people on my work get jealous of me. I got the job How was the man talking to you at the courthouse? We are leaving. I said watching KZbin videos.

[@BlueRollercoaster-il9nv]

*MAKE A REACTION CHANNEL, START COOKING LIVE .. *like "COOKING LIVE WITH ASHLEY" 😏😉 *u need to rebrand yourself thats why u aren't getting traffic like that anymore*

[@tinatijerina-ch2ev]

I'm warning you to be prepared because he's probably going to make you look really bad as a mom spread lies about you and this is a guy that professes to be a Christian love the Lord but in fact he's messing with God and he's blasphemy

[@chanelcampbell3032]

You should keep quiet now he’s prob gonna be ducking and dodging the papers

[@Bull-h3y]

Sweetheart Do not communicate with Joel no more as he seems like a crazy person so only do it through an Attorney.

[@frommypointofvu]

Now you talking about your relationship can not be theraputic because the more you talk about him the more aggitated you become this is not good especially when the children are present and i know Camilla must have issues of her own seeing her parents go at it from when she was a baby has to be traumatizing Yes she may seem fine but you never know how that toxic relationship will effect her life going forward and now your other children the way you talk about him in front of them is really bad No matter what your going through your children should not have ro deal with it im pretty sure the way they act out at times is becsuse of what they have seen and heard go on before them. Some Children have been successul coming out of situations like this and a lot havent you can only pacify them but for so long with materialism. i've watched you and Joel from your gender reveal with camilla when you guys started out i watched you guys together consistently seemed like you were on the right path until he started his shennanigans wirh the cheating and then the Toxic cycle began hed apologize and you'd forgive him and hed do it again Rinse and repeat i watched you over the years change from this sweet gentle loving young woman to this hurt damaged individiual which made you start acting out i pray for you all you both seemed in the beginning to have tried to put God first in your relationship but when money and fame entered it changed God says you can never serve 2 masters You Guys could have made it with him but without him nothing is possible. With that being said iyou are forced at this point two raise 3 beautiful souls on your own and they feed off your energy children are smart they can read the temperture in the room if mommy is not okay they feel it and act out your answer to why Junior was seemingly like he was mad all the time a boy needs his father be patient with him your filling the Roll of 2 people now. My advice to you is dont come to the internet or do KZbin videos about your past relationship your supporters are going to encourage you always but more than anything they wanna see progress. a Healthy vibrant Lauren and its good to see the progress taking place but when you sit and speak on him that shows you taking a step back too Truly heal you need to pray seek God like you use to put im first then get professional Therapist to talk this out wirh your kids may need to talk with someone too especially Camilla shes been in it the longest if you do this. Then yiu can come to the internet talking about YOU and the progress your making and sharing the new changes in your life and then you will grow your following because people will see your elevation and be encouraged that if you can do it they can too Be a positive influence the way God intended you to be its also a Good example for your Kids.

[@BlueRollercoaster-il9nv]

*VIDEO SHOULD'VE BEEN LONGER, U PROBABLY GET MORE VIEWS ESPECIALLY AFTER LONG TIME AWAY FROM KZbin.. *just saying*😉😏

[@BigKei-yh9hk]

Merry Christmas, Lauren to you and your family and your kids are blessed. I’ve been cheating on for a long time before I try to stay and stay and stay till I can’t stay no more got tired of the cheating disease and ahead of me. New stuff is the best stuff to be the best so I had to go too long time25 the best. I’m looking back 2025 year shine XOU stay blessed God got your back.

[@ardawntennison9779]

Merry Christmas 🎉