Leaving the Mormon (LDS) Church part 1

[@siennakay3922]

so proud of Syd and how’s she’s handling all these big life changes recently ♡

[@christinereimer9577]

This was so eye-opening! As a Christian, I've always been curious about how Mormonism works, so this was a very informative video. Also, praise God that you have accepted faith in Jesus rather than in a church! God bless you as you pursue your relationship with Christ and shed light on God's love in public.

[@kayleesmith7217]

I am so proud of you for choosing Jesus even when you were hurt by a church experience. I’m so glad you’re still chasing after Him!!

[@emmadedekind9779]

Love this!

[@gonzalezm244]

I’d be happy to see her chase truth regardless of it being in Jesus or not. This is one step in the right direction 😄

[@Kage-jk4pj]

@@gonzalezm244 honestly that's nearly impossible for people raised as Mormons. Its drilled into you from a very young age that god exists. So even if you leave the church you will still believe in God in some form. The social conditioning is just too strong on children. Even the very few that become atheists, still fear hell. Statistically basically everyone who leaves still believes in God in some form Make no mistake, this is by design, Mormons know that most effective way to convert people to their faith is to get them when they are young. Thats why Mormons often pressure adherants to get married and have children as fast as possible.

[@gonzalezm244]

@@Kage-jk4pj You’re right. One can only hope 🥲

[@huguesbarilcom]

One day she will understand an leave all religion behind.

[@lynncovarrubias]

This was so eloquently presented. Sydney, new level of respect for you. You are SO wise. I can relate on some level. You fought for yourself and your truth! You’re glowing and growing in such a beautiful way!

[@dorinhaaaaa]

You said everything that i was trying to put into words!!

[@summerparent1273]

Could not agree more have been following her since the beginning and feel like she is becoming the absolute best version of herself praise God!

[@kellibelli9524]

i’ve never done much research into mormonism, but after watching this… it sounds horrifying. as a christian myself, i can’t believe that this church has tricked so many people into misplacing their salvation. salvation is not a church, a checklist, or another person. it is faith in Jesus Christ.

[@its__asedaaa]

right!

[@monami9930]

Don’t rely on peoples opinion or what you just hear. Experience and Search it for yourself

[@PilotCristina]

Amen

[@savannahtracy6578]

but you are going off of what someone who is leaving the church says. do your research on the church’s website before just using her opinion.

[@RebeccaXOX3]

I have had wonderful experiences with the LDS and she, unfortunately, had very poor ones. I understand her leaving and I wish her all the best going forward but one persons experience does not reflect the whole church. I would either go and experience it myself or at least read through the LDS Material on the website and form an opinion then.

[@MrAppleAustin]

This is so helpful as a Christian but even more than that, it’s just moving to hear how Jesus has shown up in your life!! I literally got chills multiple times through this. love hearing your story and hope you’ll continue to pursue Christ with all your heart

[@CrakerYTgang]

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[@ChelseaandNick]

So excited to see where you go from here! Love you sis. ♥️ - Chels

[@sydfrances]

thanks Chelsea, love you!

[@jeffreylorio]

I love being Mormon..♥️♥️

[@prayerwarrior7778]

@@jeffreylorio what do you love about being Mormon?

[@malloryleee]

i’m a christian and i’ve been subscribed for about five years, i always loved watching your vlogs and catching up with you. hearing your story and opinions in this video, and i cannot be happier for you! God has so much more in store for your life, the best truly is yet to come ❤️

[@bellaholman627]

Jesus is the only man that comes between us and God, not priests, prophets, or bishop.

[@baileylowes4646]

I wish I could like this comment a thousand times!!!

[@China-Clay]

As in, NO one between me and thee

[@sammyytube5999]

THIS!! Yes, this is what is getting me through the waking up and exit from another controlling, truth claiming religion, JWs. No group of men should determine your fate or take the place of Jesus.

[@prayerwarrior7778]

Amen. John 14:6 says Jesus is THE ONLY WAY TO THE FATHER. Temple marriage and endowments are not mentioned there

[@heatherfisher6536]

Amen

[@stephaniestough691]

“They keep a record of your sins. So much for your sins being washed away.. anyways” that was 👌🏼 so true God loves us all and no one except God and your faith in Him can determine whether you spend eternity with Him or not. Glad you’ve found clarity :)

[@sarahpeterson306]

This is so true! I have been told in my life recently that forgive and forget is only something God can do! We can forgive but we aren’t going to forget because it’s our human nature. If God can forget it, why would someone keep a record of it and bring them up when they don’t exist in God’s eyes?

[@ariayala5639]

I didnt know that, that is genuinely horrifying. Ive admitted too many things and Im really upset about it now🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️

[@ThePickle143]

“Love holds no record of wrongs” I’m gonna side with LOVE here... (Jesus) haha.

[@kathyclark8274]

Many ppl don't realise one's "membership records" contain much more info, personal notes, whatever commentary any bishop may feel so inclined to add.

[@kathyclark8274]

@@ariayala5639 Let this knowledge guide you in your future convos w/ any and all church authorities.

[@lizzynestel9670]

Sydney, praise the Lord for Him revealing this to you!! He totally has brought you to where you are and you are such a light for Him! This was also super helpful to understand the Mormon church as a Christian. I didn't know half of this! Praying for you, sister in Christ!

[@annawatsonYT]

Coming from a Catholic Christian, the church which I raised in and am still very active in, I respect you so much! You are so educated and I’m truly impressed by your desire to help others and bring others to God, who loves us unconditionally, no matter what, with no strings attached. Can’t wait to watch part 2! God bless :)❤️

[@audreydiebel5072]

The song “make room” says “shake up the ground of all my tradition, break down the walls of all my religion, your way is better.” I think that says it all. Thank you so much for sharing

[@youngstervideos9581]

SO GOOD 👏🏻👏🏻

[@Moo2320]

girl, you've been through so much lately with your divorce and leaving the church... this took so much courage and it doesn't go unnoticed.

[@madelynrice34]

prayed for you for years! Jesus is powerful!!

[@kristinekemmer2363]

I’ve been watching your videos since the beginning of high school and still do now as a sophomore in college. I really appreciate your kind spirit and honesty

[@emersongracecourtney]

I am a Christian and I remember watching you years ago and praying that you’d one day have a personal relationship with Christ. This video brings tears to my eyes 🥺 The Lord truly is amazing!

[@1bseymour]

Wow, love this

[@natefaust7790]

Emerson I’m still alive by the grace Of God. I’ve survived a stroke, a blood bacteria and lymphoma cancer. I know I should be 6 feet under. I thank God for every day I wake up. Praise God I’m still alive.

[@GraceTaylorr19]

coming from someone who grew up in a Christian household, I have always been very skeptical on LDS and this was very enlightening. Glad to hear your view. Great job making this in a respectful manner still:))

[@hannahcrosley7927]

This makes me so happy. The fact that you asked questions, researched, and tried to better understand your church shows maturity. I was born into a Christian family and I have remained a Christian throughout my whole life so I can’t imagine how difficult it would be to turn away from something that you believed to be true your whole life and that was being pushed on you by your family. When you come to the realization that all you need is God, you can begin working on a relationship with Him. Only He can allow you to truly be fulfilled. Salvation comes only through Him. When we repent and allow the Lord into our hearts there is no greater feeling of freedom and purpose.

[@LoganBeck]

Leaving the Mormon church was both a very liberating and painful experience. Congratulations on developing strong critical thinking skills and courage to leave the toxic community. Welcome to the dark side, we have coffee, tea, and... well whatever you want! It’s your life now, live it :)

[@reagan6743]

I’m proud of you :)

[@marlowemayhem3230]

@@nancid5265 😄😂😅You are in a cult!

[@PattiLynnQ]

@@nancid5265 I have found SO much peace since leaving!! It's insane how much healthier and happier I am now. So many things that were confusing while I was a member of the church suddenly make sense. Scaring members out of leaving and telling them that they can't find happiness elsewhere is a common cult brain washing tactic (heaven's gate, mormons, Jehovah's witnesses, etc.). They all teach that you can't find "true" happiness if you leave the church but that's untrue and spiritually abusive.

[@midapita]

This is so hopeful… thank you

[@rewer]

Wait … you can’t drink tea or coffee in mormon?

[@deedeerogers9810]

As a christian and listening to this its kind of scary and sounds cultish. I thought my church had rules but wow this spoke

[@mariaa.7359]

um.... have u ever watched jesus camp? lmao

[@deedeerogers9810]

@@mariaa.7359 I have and I work as a church camp counselor but it doesnt mean all are like that

[@angelmorton1619]

Its not. You've only heard from bad perceptives

[@deedeerogers9810]

@@angelmorton1619 Im speaking on her perspective not everyone else

[@lanierose9740]

@@angelmorton1619 Her perspective is not bad. It’s true.

[@savannahmattice1316]

i’ve watched you for years now and i’m so happy to see you growing up into your own person. somethings are harder than others but we are put down our own paths for a reason.

[@bellaholman627]

Would love to hear about how this decision has impacted your current relationship with your family and how you are navigating that

[@mylesmarkson1686]

@@trevanon7450 I bet Johnny-boy is already all over this as we speak!

[@taraoloske4847]

Watching this is just a straight up testimony of Gods faithfulness in your life. I am so shaken!! I prayed for you so much a couple years ago when I first started watching that God would peel back the lies and give you freedom and he has. I am so grateful and proud of you!!

[@meganpell2375]

omg also thank you so much for making this video and educating me (as a Christian) about the LDS church. I always wanted to learn more about Mormons and their religion because honestly, I had no idea what was going on in their church. everything you mentioned sounds so toxic and horrible and praise the Lord that you left! i am so happy for you sydney!!!

[@annalewis467]

Girl, I sooo agree with you there!!

[@briannaj451]

If you wanna know the real truth about Mormons read the book of Mormons not a hate video. Syd is really one sided

[@account10558]

@@briannaj451 how is she one sided? she was telling exactly how it was. it's literally a cult

[@cydneeohara2741]

@@briannaj451 how is it one-sided when she was literally apart of the church?

[@jacksonpuzey5274]

Same about learning more but I’ll probably look into other things as well. I love syd but I’ve found listening to just one source isn’t always the best idea.

[@jenileewiedner2514]

I completely agree with you. This is why I left the church back in 2014 I did try to go back a year ago but remembered why I left. I am behind you 100%

[@stellablest9819]

I am a Christian and I completely understand your thoughts and feelings. Take your time, God knows and loves you! Also I just watched your video where you said you would be moving to Houston and there are some amazing churches (not Mormon more focuses on redemption and forgiveness ) that might interest you. Thank you for sharing! ❤️

[@megancooper9352]

Such a respectful way to address your experience and the church while also staying true to yourself. Leaving any religious space when your family is in that arena is so hard, but this is another level. You should be so proud of yourself!

[@madisonsutton6000]

I’ve watched you for years now and I am so so so proud of who you are becoming!! You are making great strides for the Kingdom of God by speaking out and sharing your testimony! God definitely has big plans for you! I am so proud of you Sydney! I can’t wait to see how God uses you throughout your life!

[@christinawatkinsyoutube]

"the church keeps a record of your past sins" ARE YOU KIDDING that made me so sad because it's literally the total opposite of why Jesus died for us!!!

[@mariah1788]

agreed! jesus died on the cross for our sins to be forgiven. By the church keeping record that is the opposite of forgiving.

[@austincelaya308]

Ha if that’s true they have a whole Bible when it comes to mine lol

[@finnandrew9643]

No they don’t tho

[@gracemiller4627]

They don't.... trust me

[@Decision_Justice]

They DO keep a record. What do you think "membership records" consist of? And if you ask too many questions they actually FLAG your record as a "trouble maker." That FLAG stays on your record forever, unless someone in authority cares enough to remove it.

[@ellamarshmella]

You’re making me tear up😢. I’ve always been in a really great Christian home, and I just can’t imagine how terrible this whole process must have been for you. The greatest thing God ever did for us was send His son for a FREE, ONE-TIME gift of salvation, and it makes me sad that so many people have forced themselves into bending over backwards for that free gift. I’m so glad that you’re finally finding a true relationship with God☺️

[@jaymeestahl]

same girl!!! great way to explain it :)

[@cupofjoe2713]

So happy to see you grow and be the best you can be for yourself!!!!

[@ameliabomgaars]

I think the fact that you went with what you thought was right even though most of your circle thought differently shows real maturity ❤️

[@molly.elizabeth5639]

It also shows her stepping out in faith! My pastor was talking about how when you begin to have a relationship with God, it WILL come with push back. He said “Standing strong for God will bring struggle. Not can, WILL. Opposition is a part of faith. When God raises us up for Him, people will show up to tear us down.” Love your comment ! ❤️

[@AVERYfunperson]

The growth I’ve witnessed in you is astounding. I’m happy you’re choosing YOURSELF! Thank you for sharing this video.

[@graceomalley663]

Couldn’t of said it better 👏🏼

[@laurenmackie5089]

As a Christian, we believe asking questions is so important! Jesus wanted people to ask questions and he still does! Christianity is a personal relationship with God, a free gift of salvation. Im so glad that you have come to know this, and I hope all the best for you in your journey 💕

[@toniamoronczyk1132]

I’m a Christian! I am super excited that you’re giving Christianity a chance. It’s not easy following Christ but it’s definitely the best decision I have ever made

[@manja1714]

As an atheist this is hella interesting

[@ca7842]

Yup

[@chocochino.nillaice]

Agreed

[@heathermoriah4791]

I’m a Christian, but same

[@CSondie]

It’s almost cult like

[@annaelizabeth4527]

@@CSondie it is lol the way they think that they’re gods

[@newuser5773]

it’s hard to accept something as untruthful when you want SO badly for it to be true. you’re amazing Syd, you’re like a big sister! i look up to you in so many ways and can’t wait to see where God leads you :)

[@ashleycouch9084]

I remember the same day that I got called into a young women presidency I got released. I went to my bishop and confessed for something SO SMALL. He released me in front of the entire church one week after he called me into the position. I was also called to give a talk the next week and they didn’t take my name out of the program and told me I couldn’t speak after I prepared my talk and everything. It’s horrible. Thank you so much for your honesty, this is something I’ve been needing to hear.

[@sydfrances]

wow, that is actually crazy im sorry.

[@roxanneabukoush8088]

I was raised in the Mormon church since birth became inactive after going to Ricks College. I have been inactive for 35 years and I you need to realise you are actually blessed that you now can have a stark reality check to the harshness of Mormonism and now take advantage of your freedom and start to now live your life fully with out judgment just be you and try your best to love yourself unconditionally the way God loves you unconditionally. Be happy and know that you are more than enough being exactly the way you are naturally. 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

[@kellykrupa3592]

I’ve watched you for years Syd and seeing you grow into your own person with your own morals and values is so amazing!!! Thank you for sharing your story ❤️

[@lauren20000]

when she says “it’s about your relationship with God not about what clothes u wear” I get that so strongly I’m taking a little break from all my church activity’s cause of how judged I feel a lot for like wearing leggings or not knowing all these facts about everything like God is the only one who can judge our actions not all these people who think their way is Gods way and if you disagree with some of their opionions you disagree with God

[@prayerwarrior7778]

What you described about was very much a cult like attribute. I did not say the LDS church is a cult, but has cult like attributes for anyone that wants to take my comment the wrong way. I would encourage you to read the Bible especially in the book of John chapter 8 about the women caught in adultery. John 8:32 you will know the Truth and the Truth will make you free. John 14:6 says the Truth is Jesus and He is the only way to the Father. No stupid temple endowments or marriage required. Keep searching for Truth and keep asking questions

[@yeller_its_chloe1865]

I’ve been watching you for so long and have always been facisnated with the Mormon church (being an outsider) because I could see it for what it is. So glad that you have made your own decisions based off of your own personal experience and not let others define your path!

[@janicabrooke2975]

i’m mormon... and i’m so glad that my parents raised me with more family oriented rather than religion being #1 we have our own family rules, and have always been much more lenient... i do believe in heavenly father, and have always been confused by people only saying they believe in the church. idk i don’t want to leave, bc i’ve always felt so welcomed. :) i am very glad you shared you’re story though! it’s interesting to hear others POV’s!

[@jenayarhodes9809]

everyone in the church grows up a little different, and ive grown up in the church but my family has had a rough go, and through that i’ve really been able to grow and become a strong person and learn to love Christ because he’s helped me through it. just know that you are loved, and nobody is perfect, but as a member of the church of jesus christ of latter-day saints, im happy to know you feel welcomed, because i don’t even know you and i have so much love for you!

[@blahblahblah555]

@@jenayarhodes9809 You both should read “Passport to heaven” it’s a great book.

[@prayerwarrior7778]

I appreciate the kindness you have exhibited. I do not doubt many LDS people have a strong sense of family and a strong expense of community, to which I commend y’all.

[@CHarlotte-ro4yi]

I have no attachments nor direct experiences with LDS members, but from seeing a number of these "I left the Mormon church" videos I know that often members react incredibly hostile to them (which is kind of understandable to me as well), so I am positively surprised seeing your comment, this really speaks for your family's values that you mentioned and you as a person!

[@marcelalara6250]

You’ve got it all right! We don’t have to earn Gods love, it’s already given to us and even if we fail Him over and over again he’s always there with open arms. I’m so happy that you’ve found Him you look very free and happy :)

[@uniquelysydney8937]

wow this blessed my soul. Jesus > everything else. (as a christian in utah, i felt this entire thing on a spiritual level. i am SO excited for you & this new journey.)

[@truepanda9205]

Shout out to you for making this video. I’m a returned missionary, went to BYU, and married in the temple. Been learning about true Christianity for about a month now. My family was not healthy in the church, in fact our divorce was finalized just this week after a very long separation. I see a lot of families struggling in the Mormon church. You are blessing lives. God bless.

[@Kian_Wolfgang]

God is so faithful & amazing! So excited for you! I can see God’s hand on your life so clearly & He is going to do some crazy amazing things with your testimony.

[@Mitchellerin3]

Being a Pentecostal Christian my entire life, this is very interesting. I see so many LDS influencers, and I watched you while you were getting married. I always wondered what mormons really believed but it’s so hard to find a real answer. This video was so helpful, and I’m sorry you had to go through all of this to get where you are now.

[@elizabethburns6962]

Amazing video!! Having grown up a Christian my whole life I heard a lot of negative things about the Mormon church but never fully understood it. This is helpful for people from all different types of backgrounds ❤️

[@kirstenkennedy8109]

proud of u for taking hard steps towards a rly bright future we all love you

[@morganb.2616]

As someone who has been watching you for years... it is so so cool to watch your speak your truth and come out about a topic so sensitive. You are inspiring and strong and I have so much respect for you. Youre awesome for making this video, I hope it helps people ❤️

[@leighanne.elizabeth]

I’m Christian myself... I never really knew a whole lot about the Mormon church except the basics but it honestly sounds crazy lol. I’m not hating on anyone who is Mormon but people definitely need to do their research beforehand! You said this so well I’m so proud of you girl❤️ you’ve literally been glowing recently and I’m so so happy for you!!

[@molly.elizabeth5639]

I’ve been non denominational my whole life, so all of this is so insanely fascinating to me. The whole time I’m just like “Huh????” LOL. I’m so sorry that you went through this. From thinking you had to earn Gods love to having to have hard conversations with your family when you had questions/left. I’m so happy you’re free now and that you are understanding the truth about Gods love. ❤️

[@madisonduplechine3291]

Okay, right?! I am non-denominational and was actually so flabbergasted through this. I am so thankful to have let go of religion and have a relationship.

[@molly.elizabeth5639]

@@madisonduplechine3291 The fact that they added onto the Bible and that they believe in worshiping a human man bc he’s a “descendent of God” is actually insane to me. In Revelations it talks about not adding to the Bible, the Holy Word of God and if someone does God will add the plagues onto him. “For I testify unto every man that heareth the words of the prophecy of this book, If any man shall add unto these things, God shall add unto him the plagues that are written in this book: and if any man shall take away from the words of the book of this prophecy, God shall take away his part out of the book of life, and out of the holy city, and from the things which are written in this book.” Revelation‬ ‭22:18-19‬ ‭KJV‬‬ The Bible also talks about being deceived by false prophets and how dangerous that is. “For there shall arise false Christs, and false prophets, and shall shew great signs and wonders; insomuch that, if it were possible, they shall deceive the very elect.” - Matthew 24:24 KJV Just breaks my heart how these wicked people take advantage of Gods children and convince them they’ll never be worthy of Gods love, so they’ll never receive it. The thing is: We aren’t worthy. We never will be, but He loves us anyway. We wake up to new mercies and grace everyday. Even though we don’t deserve it, never will. And can never earn it.

[@madisonduplechine3291]

@@molly.elizabeth5639 i know!! And the religion preaches that Gos can be multiple men throughout time. And that God was once a man who evolved. Wild to me

[@molly.elizabeth5639]

@@madisonduplechine3291 literally insane. LOL. People be wildin. 🤯

[@prayerwarrior7778]

I do recommend also going to the Gospel Topics essays and reading from the official church website. In order to witness to them we gotta know their language. They use a lot of the same terms but mean different things be them. For example saved in biblical Christianity means get to the Father (John 14:6). But in LDS terms it means ressurected. Do to an LDS person everyone, including atheists are ‘saved’. This helps clarify some confusion when discuss grace and salvation as they will infuriatingly say they believe in salvation by grace and the ‘atonement’ but mean something completely different. To get to the Father in the LDS church you have to get a temple recommended, be sealed in the temple, tithe, follow the prophet, keep the commandments ect. So their salvation is works based. But because the terms are used differently THEY don’t understand what we mean. Also if they bring up James 14:26, hit them with James 2;10 which says for whoever keeps the whole law but breaks it at one point is guilty of all. Also LDS people (like many other cults) have a persecution complex and accuse everyone of not knowing what they really believe. So even if you do your research be humble and ask anyway because they are more receptive to that.

[@reeskennedy5113]

Syd, I can't express how happy I am for you that you have discovered what it truly means to have a relationship with God! I'm a Christian and when I first started watching your videos and found out you were Mormon I prayed that you would be led to the truth. I'm so happy you have found the true joy that comes from God and I love that you're sharing it!!!!

[@kylie6764]

I surprisingly learned so much from this conversation,thank you for expanding my knowledge and sharing your experiences✨

[@Abby-uy2km]

Thank you for being so open on sharing your experiences and discoveries in regards to the mormon church. It is such a deceptive religion that withholds so much information from its members. It’s people like you who will help lead others away from the Mormon church and into a relationship with the one, true God. I’m confident that God will continue to use you and your experiences to witness to members of the Mormon church. Praying for all things good to come your way!!

[@lyssamoon3494]

i’m SO PROUD OF YOU!!! everything about this screams growth and strength !!! i’m so glad you are happy

[@jessmdem]

i’m not crying your crying 😢 ... girl im SO happy for you!! they’re having a party right now up in heaven :) i need you to know that back when i first watched your sweet 16 vlog, and some of ur other videos, and i found out you were mormon, God pressed it upon my heart to pray for you and your salvation. And somewhere deep down i had so much faith that God was going to do it, that God was going to meet you where you were at, that I stayed up to date with your videos. I’m not much of a youtube watcher now, but I come one ur channel once in a while to see how you’re doing. and when i came across your videos the past few months i was just in shock. All Glory goes to God. I don’t mean to tell you this to give myself the Glory but all Him! I just thought i’d share that testimony humbly to exalt God because God is so good! He’s so worthy! I’m praying for you girl!! He’s gonna do such amazing things through you :) i can’t wait to hear more about it!

[@emersongracecourtney]

i was praying for her as well!! this video made me cry so hard 😢😢😢 God is so GOOD

[@annasoph8967]

It’s the records they keep of your sins for me

[@sydfrances]

most member have no idea about this too

[@thaliadelacrux]

That’s crazy I’m catholic and we confess to the father when we feel we want to confess for our sins but they don’t keep records of it all they do is give us advice and never bring up old past sins w you

[@ariayala5639]

@@sydfrances yea I had no clue Ive been questioning a lot for a while now. Honestly its too much. That kinda freaked me out

[@AS-dh2jp]

@@thaliadelacrux heyy fellow catholic here! You're right and that is the right way to confess your sins❤️ Again Jesus said, “Peace be with you! As the Father has sent me, I am sending you.” And with that he breathed on them and said, “Receive the Holy Spirit. If you forgive anyone’s sins, their sins are forgiven; if you do not forgive them, they are not forgiven.” John 20:21-23

[@annagarnet1232]

@@AS-dh2jp I’m Catholic too. And you can confess behind the screen so anonymously.

[@gabbycrislip4020]

Sydney, you are the wisest young woman I’ve heard. Wise beyond your years... seriously. I wish you luck my girl :)

[@kourtneyrandles2625]

Sydney!! Little cousin I AM SO PROUD OF YOU!!! I just found out about this and almost cried watching it! I am one of the black sheeps in our family and I wouldn't have it any other way!

[@veronicab2131]

As someone who is not religious at all, it just blows my mind how the church/members are brain washed, for a lack of better words. It’s so scary to see certain people get power which allows them to control other people’s actions/lives all for “god.” I used to watch your videos back when you were in high school! Good for you to find yourself and your own version of faith/religion.

[@prayerwarrior7778]

I get you. But I also get that we are in some ways a product of our environment. Our world view shapes everything. I think it’s believable to many LDS people (I’m Charistmatic, not LDS) because they grew up in it and or if they did not grow up LDS, they have good memories associated with it. It’s hard to separate the two ideas (the church is not true with the good memories associated with it). Many LDS haven’t been exposed to much outside their comfort zone and don’t usually question what they have been taught intensely, in my experience with talking to many of them.

[@veronicab2131]

@@prayerwarrior7778 that is a great point, i haven’t thought of it that way. i had just viewed it as everyone was available to “the outside” and was open to what else was going on outside their comfort zone. Thank you!!

[@samrsamsel]

This is such a well thought-out video. You spoke SO well and clearly. I had no idea how intense Mormonism is, wow. I wish you the very best in the future!!

[@abbey740]

as an ex mormon i’m so happy for you, it’s hard a lot of the time but it’s worth it being able to feel free! good luck with the rest of your life:)

[@graceomalley663]

I found you 3 and half years ago now, the first time I had even heard the word mormon I’ve learnt so much from you, never Agreed with it but loved you and YOUR personality. And now your just shining your real self and you’ve grown beautifully in to it. Real respect for you from over the pond girl xxx

[@kendraslaughter8554]

God is moving through you syd! He has guided you through this process and is giving you the chance to help guide others! Faith without action is dead, and baby you are living by that right now. Keep going strong and smiling. 🖤

[@CHarlotte-ro4yi]

I think the point you are raising about how it really is about your personal relationship with God directly is so important. My family is Lutheran-Catholic but very liberal in the sense that the church as an institution really does not play a role in our lifes. Over the years I learned (for me) that my faith consists of my personal relationships with the people around me, how I treat them and most of all how I treat myself, because God lies within us, at least that is how I see it. Also, we are no Gods but they lie within our actions etc. if that makes any sense. I hope you have a great support network on your journey! Lots of love

[@gabbriellahunter2269]

“God hit me in the face with a brick” 😂😂 He do be wrecking lives though in a good way duh!

[@virgeleyp.4040]

I like to describe it as gracefully broken and built in a greater way ❤️❤️🥰

[@helenbekind8486]

His perfect love reveals our brokenness. He doesn’t put us back together, He transforms us into a new creation. He is the potter and we are clay. The work of His hands. ❤️

[@aubriedemarco1641]

I prayed for you and your journey with the Mormon church when I first came upon your channel when we both were 16! Genuinely stoked for you in this new journey and cannot wait to see what Christ has in store for you!💖 so proud of you for the boldness you show

[@abbeyhatch2228]

I grew up Christian with morman extended family and always wondered why they stay. This was so wonderfully put thank you for sharing your story

[@sydfrances]

This is an extremely difficult video for me to make, but I know it will help so many of you. I made a exmo discord as a safe place for you to ask questions, share stories, or make some friends if you want to join discord.gg/qHjMXq4g also you don't have to be exmo to join, if you want to learn more or are having a faith crisis feel free to join or dm me on insta! I also added some resources in the description

[@amirabrown6028]

i used to be in your ward (i was really young so you probably don’t remember me) but i’ve wanted to leave for so long and my courage to stop going is growing a ton and this video helped a ton. i remember your family being who people talked about a ton so i can’t imagine what people are saying about you. i’m proud you were able to gain the courage and confidence to leave.

[@China-Clay]

There is much out there on KZbin to help with your decision, have you watched Mormon Stories yet? It is a big support to many of us in your spot !

[@stacywilliams3944]

Exmo Lex here on KZbin is great as well. All the best to you 💕

[@amirabrown6028]

@@stacywilliams3944 yeah thank you lol i’ve already made my decision to leave on my mom knows i just have to tell my dad but my mom was easier to tell cus she left too

[@meghantheiler6735]

I grew up as a Jehovah’s Witness, and the similarities between them and Mormans are scary. I relate to your story so so so much. Almost to a T. I’ve been out since I was 18 and completely shunned by entire family and community. 5 years later and I’ve learned SO much and am very grateful for my experience; however, I struggle every single day with the trauma. I’m here for you and I’m so proud of you! If you aren’t questioning, that’s when there’s the issue!

[@gracelyons6736]

when she said “you cannot earn more of God’s love. it’s all already there.” PREACH

[@ayannabradshaw37]

I have grown up in the LDS church ... and recently I have been having a lot of confusion and things that I just don’t understand about the church. and I just watched this video and I am so enlightened. I can’t wait to watch part 2!

[@sydfrances]

feel free to dm on insta if you have questions (: @sydfrances

[@ayannabradshaw37]

@@sydfrances thank you so much!

[@tiffprendergast]

@@sydfrances I don’t think you should get married until you’re ready

[@Chew5219]

Leaving the Mormon church was the hardest thing I have ever done in my life. I discovered it wasn't true in my mid 20s. I tried staying in the church as a closet doubter, but didn't feel like I was being honest with myself and others. It was tough because so many friends and family are LDS. I'm in my 40s now and much happier.

[@ellendendinger2905]

This was really interesting and wild to hear about. Thank you Syd for sharing!

[@rachelcampbell9629]

As someone who has followed you since the beginning, I am so happy for you! You seem so much happier now and I can tell your ready for the next chapter. God bless!! Sending you so much love ❤️

[@autumn7247]

It’s really scary and concerning how much power the church has...

[@Meekavintage]

i have watched you since the beginning of your career and you have always been STRONG MINDED & INDEPENDENT ! i am non denominational christian & i am happy you are HAPPY and that you still have a relationship of God ,i cannot even imagine what you have been through ,so PROUD of you for SHARING .

[@meganpell2375]

I support you and your decision 100%. I agree with everything you said and Jesus loves everyone always!!!

[@josiahblanton8291]

Very proud of you for standing up and speaking out about your experiences. hope others that might be struggling in these areas are encouraged by your journey!

[@kelsijade2869]

I feel this Syd, I left the church at 18 and I've been judged by my family and my fiances family for leaving. They think I corrupted him for leaving the church as well, even though he was long inactive before me. I'm sickened by the judemental nature of the church. I rather be spiritual than religious. Religion is control and spirituality is true and you can actually live it in day to day life without committing your life to a church that tells you what you NEED to feel.

[@tiffprendergast]

Yup

[@hannahlangston3353]

As a LONG time viewer and Christian You leaving the Mormon church makes me SO happy!! I’m so glad to see the new you syd!! It’s amazing to see God working through you!! Love you!!

[@rajw0lf]

I’m so unbelievably happy for you, God loves you so much and I so happy for where you are now. I just want to warn you that there is going to be ups and downs in living your life for God. I know you at a high point in your faith but I just don’t want you to get discouraged when there is a low point. Keep pushing through girl, again I am so proud of you!!!!!

[@froggie9871]

“I have not gone quietly” 😭🙌❤️ You make so many intellectually sound points. Such an articulate, heartfelt and thoughtful message. Thank you.

[@Lavenderbaby]

Yay! Thank you for being bold for Christ and sharing what you know to be true!

[@sarapalacios5430]

as someone from a religious family who is no longer religious I 100% believe in figuring out what works for you and not having to follow every single teaching or belief

[@dorinhaaaaa]

I’m not religious but this was amazing to watch and get to know more about this church, you talked about it in a very mature, educated and respecting way!

[@briannaj451]

I promise you she is anything but educated and respectful on the Lds church

[@taylorbernath7840]

Wow this is really well spoken!! You should go on Mormon stories!

[@annasoph8967]

IVE BEEN WAITING FIR THIS ONE TURN IT UPPPP

[@mattmercer7607]

You've really got a good head on your shoulders, perceptive, and smart, that's a compliment. Thanks for sharing this. Takes are lot of strength, courage and bravery.

[@taraleanne]

I’m really happy for you that you’ve been able to find the truth of Jesus Christ! As a Christian myself, I’ve always been confused and concerned about Mormonism. There are SO many things in the Book of Mormon that do not line up with the Bible and who God is. I’ll be praying for you and for your relationships with your family and friends who are still Mormon. This is your chance to be a light for Christ and I’m glad you’ve taken the opportunity to share your conversion and the truth of Jesus Christ! God bless Sydney!!

[@geneviever6163]

Sydney, you’re so well spoken. I couldn’t have said it better myself.

[@Frenchiezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz]

What’s the most sad is people are so sad and so lost and hurting and they don’t realize that Jesus took all that shame pain and guilt on the cross for them! If people could just know and understand and believe that they don’t have to be punished for their “sins” I think there wouldn’t be a single person stuck in that church. Jesus went to the cross for a purpose!!! So we could be free!! It’s as simple as that. That’s the only prophecy, testimony, preaching and teaching there needs to be! Thank you for being open about this, and most importantly about leaving a religion, and clarifying that you’re not leaving God. I think that’s the most powerful part Sydney. That this messed up religion didn’t taint your heart and steal you from knowing who Jesus really is!!! Love you!!!

[@mz9103]

Thank you for sharing your story and testimony. I have been following you for a few years and as a Christian, I have been praying that you would find God outside of the Mormon church. When you first began sharing that you were having doubts, I was hopeful that you would share more of your story. I’m so so so glad that you have found joy and faith and have been able to get out of one of the factors in your life that caused your depressive feelings. I was so relieved to hear you say that you no longer want to “unlive” yourself. You are doing a great thing by using your platform to help others to find faith outside of deeds and intermediaries. I’ll keep praying for you, but I’ll definitely throw in some prayers of thanksgiving too! God is using you Sydney! Thank you again for sharing your story ❤️

[@charlotteannmarie6929]

Religion is a flaw, it’s relationship and faith in His plan that will carry your heart on the hardest days.

[@krisfisher8274]

Thank you for your story. I’m 56, strugggled my whole life to be “worthy” only to learn that I’ll never be worthy of being worthy. I’m free now, and so much happier. I feel like God knows my heart and my reasons for leaving.

[@trentyazzie5794]

The Mormon church has so much power it’s insane, especially in Utah. Mormonism has always seemed pretty sketch to me. I myself follow the spiritual teachings of my people, the Diné people. I’m glad you’ve found your faith in what you feel comfortable with.

[@briannaj451]

I promise we’re not that sketch we’re a pretty standard religion

[@newuser5773]

@@briannaj451 I think if you spent some time in a Christian or non-denominational church, you’d change your mind

[@saragaraghty4171]

@@briannaj451 “pretty standard” lmao

[@saragaraghty4171]

@@briannaj451 did you even listen to this video or any other videos on how terrible Mormonism is

[@spencerhenderson5354]

@@saragaraghty4171 bet you spend your day looking for us. Why don’t you look up your research. If you haven’t walked in our shoes, you shouldn’t talk for us

[@stephaniemayberry4974]

I learned so much from this video. The courage and bravery you have is insane. You can clearly see a difference in you. There’s so much I want to say but really can’t find the words. Excellent video.

[@briannaj451]

It makes me so sad how Sydney has used her channel to spread so hate ☹️ I promise us Lds people aren’t even that bad and she made it seemed like we’re a bunch of pedos who don’t care about anyone.... please don’t listen to her and hate all mormons cause of this. You don’t have to believe in it idc but please don’t act like we’re all that bad. It makes me sad on how much hate she’s spreading.

[@cydneeohara2741]

@@briannaj451 she didn’t spread any hate. she was sharing from her experiences and she has evidence on all of the things she is saying.