Lennon Stella - Older Than I Am (Official Audio)

[@meowiekittiey]

i am 14 years old i have heart disease and a blood disease, beat cancer and it came back. i never talk to anyone about my illness or anything related. or how i am feeling about it. i cant go up a set of steps without being extremely short of breath cant run. cant do sports or after school activities. its very hard to make any friends with all the illnesses that i have. i am always in some sort of physical pain. people make fun of me for my illness daily. i could tell you how many times i have cried in my room alone with no one to talk to about it. because of this i am such a strong and mature person and i am so proud of myself for what i have overcome. This song means the world to me. if your reading this just know your not alone and i love you 💕

[@makennahope98]

“i do all my own healing manage all my feelings, i don’t ask for help no cuz i don’t need it” 🥺 damn.

[@MelissaNgai]

This is so beautiful and sad. Lennon is just an amazing songwriter. This hits deep

[@MelissaNgai]

@Penny Lane! Ooh I see that she didn't write it now. Oh well. She sings the song beautifully regardless. The songwriters did an amazing job, there's no denying that.

[@manel9993]

@Penny Lane! no she doesn't pretend

[@AustinHollingerOfficial]

@@MelissaNgai but she didn't write this song

[@cashelamouroddcast6616]

Im crying in the middle of the night... Cuz im feeling exactly what she's singing on it... The pain of growing up is so hard😭🖤 Im tired of this hurting... Thanks lennon im feeling less lonely

[@bigbadxogames]

OLDER THAN I AM & GAMES will always have a special place on my PLAYLIST 💚💚💚

[@TheTitophie]

can we talk about the end of this song ?? the way she kinda belt in her raspy voice...her pain can be felt so much through her voice. this entire album is filled with honesty and vulnerability. this is so beautiful 💛

[@johnday1873]

This young lady is just amazing. For context, I'm 67.

[@PaidanAdage]

I love her music, this song is so relatable. She's definitely gonna blow up soon

[@Shar70]

Paidan Adagé she has to

[@_jazzdance_jazmyn1012]

My eyes can’t produce anymore tears. Lennon Stella’s voice is the key to my heart. Omg this song is the album to my life. It’s scary how relatable this song and the whole album is. If some guy ever came up to me and told me he was a Lennon Stella fan I would marry him in a heartbeat. If they like Lennon Stella then they are a real one because Lennon Stella transparent, and raw. Her voice is like a freakin angel 👼🏽

[@outofthewooods]

dear god the way she just rips it at the end, ANGELIC

[@kscott6378]

Just a piano and Lennon's voice so pretty. One of my favorites of hers.

[@three.two.one.7770]

im crying. this is honestly one of the most beautiful songs i have ever heard. thank you lennon

[@francesalexa]

cryinggggg. captured exactly what i’m feeling about the growing pains. you’re so gifted lennon. your music saves, and i wanna thank you. 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️

[@ClaireQ]

this song is STUNNING

[@GeorgiaAlexandra]

this is my favourite song and that prechorus🥺👼🏼

[@cclavigne424]

holy sht. i'm crying so hard lennon i just want to give you the biggest hug. you are able to articulate something that so many of us feel, we love you.

[@1mladybug]

glad aespa's Winter suggested this song in bubble months ago... if she didn't, I wouldn't be able to found this gem. this song pains me beautifully

[@aryathere_yet]

this is the one

[@pikelawson]

Finally a song I relate to..

[@viniciuslima3955]

I love when is just her and the piano. Her voice is so good to tell a story, she doesn’t need much to call our attention.

[@tasha_notbedingfield]

My thoughts are finally in words

[@cashelamouroddcast6616]

[Verse 1] My heart's seen things I wish it didn't Somewhere, I lost some of my innocence And I miss it I miss it Stay up all night thinking it's twisted My life's been survival of the fittest But I did it I did it [Pre-Chorus] I do all my own healing Manners, all in my feelings I don't ask for help, no 'Cause I don't need it, 'cause I don't need it [Chorus] Sometimes, I wish I could do something stupid Be kinda reckless while I can Say I don't give a damn But I'm older than I am I could get hurt and get some scars to prove it Just say to hell with all my plans 'Cause I don't give a damn But I'm older than I am [Verse 2] Why am I always the one making decisions? How do I handle the pressure? I do my best to fake it (Mmm) But honestly, I hate it (Mmm) [Pre-Chorus] Oh, I do all my own fighting I'm who I'ma confide in Maybe I need help, no I won't deny it, I won't deny it [Chorus] Sometimes, I wish I could do something stupid Be kinda reckless while I can Say I don't give a damn But I'm older than I am I could get hurt and get some scars to prove it Just say to hell with all my plans 'Cause I don't give a damn But I'm older than I am [Outro] Older than I, older than I, older than I I'm older and I don't give a damn I'm older than I am

[@brennafriend3585]

this one hits deep

[@tylerjones9432]

i swear to god, every single line of this song just makes my heart melt. every. single. one.

[@LaTataSimo]

Oh Lennon. Please don't grow up too fast, take some time if you can. You are growing into an amazing woman. This song is unique. So are you. Take care of your heart. Sending love

[@jkka1477]

Sadly she’s 20 years old already

[@aryathere_yet]

sobbing thank you lennon

[@stasia5463]

here before it’s viral💞 love this song

[@KittyGoNightly]

GAWD LENNON. I AM CRYING. THIS IS SO BEYOND BEAUTIFUL & RELATABLE. BRAVO BABE!! THANK YOU. 💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋

[@afsanaalmas9405]

Beautiful

[@tatiana4332]

Literally crying she touched my cold black heart 🖤 🥺👉🏼👈🏼 Lmao no but Forreal I actually felt tears. I’ve been waiting so long for this and I was so worth it! Congrats Lennon I love every single song this album is a masterpiece.

[@avery3299]

I’ve been waiting years for this and you did not disappoint, this is amazing

[@NelIglesiasPerez]

this song hits home

[@Lara-nr3wg]

I love your music so much🥺 Three. Two. One. is just amazing!! sobbing

[@LaurenJankowski]

applause to the people who wrote this song, wow. incredible

[@m.olivares4343]

She gives me goosebumps. Her voice ya beyond amazing ❤️

[@sofieehh]

Oh god this ep is really nice

[@ellatocador8263]

the most beautiful song on this album. i literally feel like my ears are being blessed

[@primroselily8165]

I'm crying. This is so beautiful. What an amazing album, Lennon Stella. Thank you so much 💙

[@AnaCarolina-pi8dp]

Que música tão linda, shoremos 😫😫

[@jordanrucker3746]

Lennon’s Music hits hard‼️

[@marsisheaven5521]

Lennon is amazing 💔

[@d.iegocar]

And this one hits so much different than the rest. I love how this transports me to my worst memories. It hits right in the heart. Thank you Lennon, for helping me realize I have been and I am strong enough to fight against everything fronts me. Songs like this close chapters for me. Thank u sm 💖

[@EdithLopez-vo3oy]

Esto es lo mejor ♥️♥️ encontré una artista ☺️ muy buena

[@styledbysands]

awe this is like the melancholiac version of myself 🥺♥️

[@rachelformosa2459]

You have the voice of an angel

[@lunanicodeme8812]

YOUR VOICE!! real talent

[@lucys9052]

Beautiful song, such a relatable story 💕

[@vanessaavery205]

your music touches my soul

[@LavenderBreeze47]

a beautiful song that I didn't know I needed ❤

[@Taraz1313]

you are so gifted. this is so beautiful

[@KMKA340]

RELATABLE. Love it!

[@lintangnawangsasi6736]

Love this so much💞

[@Shar70]

thank you this is amazing... the lyrics ur vocals... man...

[@makennahope98]

♥️beautiful song thank you♥️

[@FiltrKidsOfficial]

🙌🙌🙌

[@frankjensen2595]

amazing!!

[@robertfattaruso1280]

Why does the Piano go mono at 1:04? And then opens back up at 1:36? Great song btw.

[@AustinHollingerOfficial]

Maybe to spotlight the vocal... because there is a lot more space once the piano goes mono

[@alyssah4019]

LENNON! Who said you could be so freaking perfect? Your music is everything! ❤️ hopefully I’ll still be able to see you in concert when corona is over! Are you rescheduling saint Louis for July?

[@c1908]

This is what the "mom of the group" feels😭 it's hard out here

[@IFANWY]

❤️

[@EduardoSilva-se3xn]

E você faz tudo de novo 🇧🇷

[@sofiawindancer]

I'm: crying

[@naurway-k]

Came from John Mayer's ig story ❤️

[@PRISB3]

🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡

[@thebearbeef]

Wow :(

[@DeBlauweOlifant]

we have to talk about 2:45

[@ingkarso9761]

Can somebody tell me what the song is all about? I'm from indonesia and my english is terrible :( thankyou, i do love this song so much

[@AustinHollingerOfficial]

It's mainly about growing up with a lot of responsibility

[@iantearys2001]

Who wants that i make a cover gives a thumbs up🤧🖤 (crying rn)

[@lorenzoesposito1873]

John Mayer brought me here