Let It Go & Something Better Will Come | 432 Hz Energy Cleanse To Remove Your Blockages | Calm Music

[@SelfHealingCollective]

Dear Soul💜🕊 Allow yourself to get excited by the uncertainties in your life, as you are now in the fertile void of infinite possibilities, where anything can happen. Allow your hope to stay alive. Have faith in better days before you can see it. Your positive anticipation, rather then your desperation for answer, will draw miracles into your life. There is always the possibility that everything will turn out better than you can imagine right now. Stay anchored in the full receivership of your own worthiness. Surprises are certain when you don’t expect them. Be patient and trust the process. Everything is coming into alignment for you. 🕊💚 Read the description for more information to support you further 🌈Do you want to use our music in your project or business? Buy the royalty-free license to our music in our online musicshop: chillvibration.com 💚Remember to like and subscribe to our youtube channel if you find value in our content. We are here to support YOU on your journey towards deeper love, growth, and healing. As we unite as a community to take care of our own healing and wellbeing, our collective energy of love and awareness will raise the vibration of this planet. We aim to reach a million subscribers within a couple of years. May our community of spiritual love warriors grow abundantly every day. 🕊💚 Infinite love, light, and support to YOU Christine & Hanne, Self Healing Collective.

[@crisrsa2205]

Can you activate the translation into Portuguese please?thank you

[@bluuflamiingo]

that was so well said .. thank u kind spirit .. all the best 🧡💙💛

[@KimberlyFaithandBillyJackPabst]

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[@miagloom8080]

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[@mamanova2657]

@@SelfHealingCollective amen of truth I feel ❤️‍🔥

[@SoulGlowHealing]

I let go of my romantic partner in late June. It was painful and I've cried a lot. But 2 months later I already feel so much better in my life. I feel so much relief and such a weight off my shoulders. He was not in alignment for me and I could really feel our timelines drifting apart. I am so grateful that I let go and chose to move forward with my life. And what I'm discovering is immense self love, gratitude, power, purpose, friendship, self trust, and self enquiry. Loving every minute of it❤

[@YulianaAndradeRamirez]

Mines too June 17 we said goodbye 2021-2024

[@Spiritdove64]

Yes but did you love him ? If you really love someone and they are not happy the best thing you can do it let them go. Thats real love. Unless situation is differnt of course.

[@sunilarogers1430]

Its been 2 years for me and I am still crying and sad over the divorce. I can't seem to shake the depression and sadness. How did you do it.

[@mimosa27]

​@sunilarogers1430 🫂 🫂🫂 How are you doing? A few months here, letting go of a man I deeply fell in love with at the job I loved that i had to leave. Nothing bad happened, it just became too stressful for me. And I still can't seem to move on. How did you move on so quickly, OP, is what I'd also like to know?

[@Leto1129]

Sadness after broke up is natural. Sad story making every day because of it - its ego work. There is no random relationship, everythink has its place and time. Just let go, sweet woman. Everything is right now. And will be right. 🩵

[@alessandrameows]

You ever get hurt so badly that you dont know what to say so you just go to sleep ? I was feeling so destroyed then this video popped up. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.

[@melaniekarim1496]

Absolutely, I’ve been there, I’m still there, but I feel like I’m nearing the point of healing. Don’t listen to naysayers; use these videos, crystals, yes crystals and meditation. Decades long Christian who has discovered an alternative approach to healing. It works for me, regardless of what anyone else thinks, and for now, that’s all that matters to me. Take care and hang on.

[@lyng7247]

@@melaniekarim1496 Crystals are God's marvellous creation. Do what works for you, with a clear conscious

[@mrsbrooks1122]

I’m letting go of past trauma, old energy , self doubt, hurt , anger and pain. I’m welcoming positive change, energy and healing

[@SelfHealingCollective]

Beautiful❤ Your willingness and readiness will start shifting your life for the better❤

[@evalisseblooms]

i pray for deep body/emotional/nervous system healing for everybody here. i pray you all have prosperous health and that on your darkest nights, your darkest hours, a rainbow finds you to remind you that after a storm is when the flowers grow. i hold space for all of you in my heart, good luck and remember to pray

[@nicola1879]

Beautiful ❤

[@andreawallenberger2668]

Thank you, kind and generous soul... 💜

[@margaretpokorny103]

Beautiful words. Thank you❤

[@Spiritdove64]

you sitting talking to yourself in prayer does nothing but any kind word can brighten a persons day. They have to do it themselves.

[@smallpastels]

You too ❤ 🤗

[@IndieMusique-dg7df]

Im tired of being my family’s black sheep, of being bullied, rejected, set up and shamed, I’m tired and I want liberation of spirit, mind and body, I’m ready to transcend and remember who I am and my worth before I came to this earth. Great spirit come and save me now and. Create a clear path for me that I can understand. Make Allies appear in my life and give me a safe home in where I can be, now and forever. May this be truth from now on, I plead to you great spirit, give me that home I have been looking for, my whole life! Amen! Aho! May it be! Jay!

[@AnjeePanjy]

May it be indeeed! Bravo for declaring it ✨👏🏼

[@kittypaws1936]

You have to speak think and believe this the you will never overcome anything. Embrace it, embrace the pain. Forgive and let go. Love and light is sent you're way, Asè, and so it is. You are blessed.

[@danielboyd2792]

The greatest familial responsibility one can take is the role of the black sheep, allow yourself to embrace the fight and allow yourself to gain resilience from it

[@Sweetbabycherri]

I am letting go of any feelings of unworthiness. I am worthy of love. I express love. I am love. I was born to love. I let go of any past hurts! I only embrace and embody all that is love, prosperity, and abundance into my life!!❤

[@SelfHealingCollective]

Beautiful! 💜🤗 You sure are! Keep up the good work!

[@Chocolategirlwasted]

🙏🏿🫶🏿

[@Changethevision1111]

Wow

[@kinchonice6183]

you are loved

[@TerrenceSalter-38]

I receive something better in the name of Jesus and The Most High and The Universe

[@saint444nick]

Amen Ra

[@stacysoares3350]

This music brought tears to my eyes. I know with every fiber of my being that better is coming 🙏🏽

[@SelfHealingCollective]

Beautiful! ❤

[@kimberlyrosemcmorrow5340]

I pray for deep healing, strength, health, peace prosperity and joy for all souls here. May we all rise together ❤

[@SpiritualMaaki999]

Peace & Blissings

[@Sha43461]

I now let go of my expectations and I ask God to intervene and bring us together in person now. Peace & blessings to all beings of the universe.

[@paulinahendriks7104]

I know from within something better will come my way, tomorrow morning i"ll go through a new door because i quit smoking, today i feel enthusiastic, positivity optism and Joy, i was a lost sheep and the good Shepard found me, comfort me with Love and peace thanks for this channel 🍀🌹❤️😊🫶🙏

[@angelaculp9404]

🎉 congratulations! ❤❤❤

[@Wisdomgivesyouwings]

I clicked this because I want to officially let go of weed and remain clean, I’m so proud of you

[@margaretpokorny103]

How are you doing?❤

[@sondrakallman916]

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[@AmbassadorAusar]

I hope today you are still smoke free!❤

[@shereenbeachen4961]

I trust the holy universe ❤

[@charlottebryant]

I know with everything in me that God hears my prayers thank you favor over my life and thank you for ALL OF MY BLESSINGS I AM crying tears of joy I AM SO GRATEFUL FOR EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE AMEN 🙏🏽 🙌🏾 ❤️

[@SelfHealingCollective]

Beautiful ❤

[@friedaelizabethchorlton8654]

God bless us all and bring peace and serenity in our hearts 💞

[@SelfHealingCollective]

Beautiful prayer. Thank you❤

[@SamBradley-bk2vp]

I have just sobbed to this. Thank you so much, it came at just the right time 🙏

[@LaraY44488]

I let go of any negativity and old energy, embracing abundance, love and joy💞🙏🏻

[@MrMartellSincere]

I'm praying for better things, high quality of life, good people, blessed opportunities and trustworthy people that won't turn their backs on me is my biggest wish as my birthday is November 1st

[@Mars2152]

It just takes a few good people doing great things. Today or tomorrow, just be the best version of yourself you can be, and I promise you'll feel better the next day. Sometimes, just a little action multiplies through geometry into a huge new beginning. Healing humans one step at a time. Peace

[@arlecelarae]

🙌☮️💟🎆

[@Mars2152]

@arlecelarae Peace and Love to you too, 🧡 friend 🧡

[@AngelaBednarek]

Thank you so much for these beautiful sounds

[@SelfHealingCollective]

You are much welcome❤ We're glad you enjoyed it!

[@fireflies15]

I was contemplaiting with myself if real healthy loving relationships exist, because after ending my last relationship with someone whom I loved with everything in my heart but had to end it because it wasn't healthy for me and it was draining, I can't even imagine that a healthy calm and comforting relationship could ever exist. I was just thinking that right before I opened youtube and clicked on the video that showed up first thing. I love you guys always, thank you so much

[@SelfHealingCollective]

You have the power to discover how a healthy, real, loving relationships looks like and feels like to you❤ There are many people in the world that has mastered their version of a healthy, safe, loving, nurturing, and real relationship, so you can too. Sometimes we first have to figure out how we don't want a relationship to be, to find out how we do want it too be. You are on the path, you got this friend!

[@mblurry2205]

My car transmission may have gone today on a car I owe many thousands to... But it died a block away from my apartment, and I know everything is going to be alright ❤1

[@arlecelarae]

My Subaru transmission went out in May. Luckily I’ve been able to borrow a car all this time. I was just thinking about my old car this evening so it’s synchronistic to read your comment. Here is to you and I receiving unexpected blessings because we are good people! Love, light & luck to you! ☮️💟🎆🍀

[@Wynter_Roses]

Transmission currently going out 😅 but somehow I know it’s all going to work out ❤ I pray you all are showered with blessings and mercy.

[@ashleyrogers6021]

God has already worked it out and the Universe is in motion! Have a groovy day Beautiful Soul! You are never alone. The Most High is our Provider and Supplier!!! It is so! So it is! Ase! I love YOU ☮❤🙏🏾☀️🙌🏾

[@scottj.siedschlagjr]

Trust yourself to make it through.

[@bethdauncey4636]

I know better opportunities are coming my way after hard work and tribulations.

[@drunk_amy2124]

I pray for complete nervous system and bodily healing. I pray that I let go of all the negativity and memories of it and only remember the lessons and good parts. I pray that this is the last time I am facing this and never have to again. I pray that i reap the fruits of my hard inner work and that this is all worth it. I pray for deep inner peace and strong ability to tap into my inner-being and a no-mind state whenever I want to. I pray for forgiveness for anything that I've done wrong intentionally or unintentionally. I pray for the higher power to be there with me and my loved ones, guiding and protecting us. I am grateful for all the blessings in my life and for the ones coming. I accept the situation I am in and choose to be patient, loving and confident in myself.

[@Neermalamuu]

Good for you

[@patricekeenan]

Beautiful and just what I needed today. Thank you very much x

[@milominor9705]

Peace, Miracles and Blessings ✨️ Thank you so very much my dearest friend for the Beautiful Healing Music into my heart and soul 432Hz 🙏🌌🛐💕🌺💫🌈🌟❣️✨️😇💖

[@SelfHealingCollective]

❤❤

[@Jude_Lazarus]

I let go of the perfectionism that hinders my ability to simply trust the process and to trust myself I let go of my desire to overcompensate and give more than what I receive to my own detriment I let go of the constant worry regarding my future I trust and value myself Good opportunities are on the horizon

[@WhispersofShambhala]

🎶🌟 'Let It Go & Something Better Will Come' provides a transformative listening experience with its 432 Hz frequency, specifically designed to cleanse energy and remove blockages. The soothing melodies encourage a deep sense of release and readiness for new beginnings. This calming music is perfect for meditation, relaxation, or any moment of reflection, helping to clear the mind and open the heart to possibilities. Thank you for creating such a powerful and therapeutic tool that aids in personal growth and emotional healing.

[@sunitaswamy8766]

Love your music and affirmations. My soul medicine. New Zealand

[@SelfHealingCollective]

Greeting to New Zealand. Thank you for your loving words. Warms our heart to know❤

[@Michelle77Va]

💜💜💜To anyone reading this,you are enough,you're beautiful( or handsome),loved and stay strong. Have a wonderful day/night.❤🎉❤❤❤🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🇺🇲🇺🇸🇺🇸👋😊😊😊😊😊😊😊👋👋👋😊

[@chadnovak4]

May we rise up stronger than ever after we face various life challenges. Remembering that we're all in this together. Here to walk one another back home to the divine within oneself.

[@FlipperBrat37]

Been very dispppointed by love and career stuff throughout this whole year. Listening to this gives me hope that better days are coming soon! 🙏🙏

[@paulinekiely8990]

Thanks sincerely for this beautiful serenity ❤️ please God heal this broken, selfish society, I pray for peace

[@Pureloveandlight111]

These comments are truly beautiful ... Wow. Such a beautiful uplifting supportive community. 💚💚💚

[@amypoole2899]

Forever grateful to this channel for the affirmations that saved me during some of my hardest moments.

[@amypoole2899]

Also, I'm a freelance editor, so I'm happy to proofread anything you need for free (as a huge thank you to you)

[@d821010]

I'm now letting go of the part of me that overworks as it no longer serves my best interest.

[@SelfHealingCollective]

❤

[@MeditationInnerPeace-m2f]

Wishing everyone a good, healthy day!

[@SelfHealingCollective]

Thank you💜 Same to you!

[@georgiasumner5375]

Great music and affirmations - and lovely comments! Thankyou! 🙏✨❤️

[@SelfHealingCollective]

Thank your loving words🌸❤ Glad you liked it!

[@AnikaGOldiE]

Thank you 🙏🏽

[@SelfHealingCollective]

❤

[@brianl4129]

This is the perfect giuded meditation. I do not like spoken giuded meditations. I love this reading. The screen is a centering pray to my mind, which wonders, and my heart, which is afraid to believe. Thank you

[@SelfHealingCollective]

Thank you kindly for your loving words. It warms my heart to read. May your day be filled with peace and love.

[@bettyhaines2570]

Thank you SO much for this 😊❤🙏💝 And So it is 😊❤🙏💝 Amen 💝

[@SelfHealingCollective]

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[@bettyhaines2570]

Thank you SO much for this 😊❤🙏💝 I am grateful 😊❤🙏💝 Amen 💝

[@SelfHealingCollective]

Always a joy to read your comment❤ May you live blessed!

[@ravaiiiii]

Lord, please help me let go of those I kept resenting, help me love my enemies and those who offend me. I pray I may learn and act virtuously with them with all my heart, body and spirit. And so it is.

[@amyb5149]

amen

[@inspirationalempressoflove220]

Does anyone else see the Angel standing inside the crystal with the rainbow going through it and around it? It's so beautiful! Look closely and you'll see it too. 🌈😇🙏🏾💜🙏🏾

[@melsmith6637]

I saw it as a person sitting cross-legged in a meditative pose, with the crystal highlights surrounding & energy flowing to the third eye. But as we are reminded, we are all angels in various forms & the highlights almost look like wings! It's such a calming image & great music! ✨️💓🎶

[@Solitarydancer2346]

Yes!

[@timkorb3881]

Thank you werry good nice music 😴😇😊☺️🥰❤️🙏

[@SelfHealingCollective]

Glad you liked it❤

[@ngahuiaharvey4170]

Beautiful love the words as well

[@SelfHealingCollective]

Thank you. Glad you liked it❤

[@leylarustamova]

this is pure magic. I wish I could record a voice message to send to you, and tell you of the awakenings I have experienced, the "downloads" of wisdom - which I would never be able to find, it's insane. I am so grateful.

[@SelfHealingCollective]

Beautiful💜🤗It warms my heart to read. Your gratitude is received. Thank you.

[@charlynhawley2038]

Thank you 🦚 🦋 🌻 peace and joy

[@SelfHealingCollective]

❤

[@gemmakin111]

i release anything that no longer serves me and welcome peace pure love in its highest form and blessings thank you universe for the next steps 🙏

[@lordgoogoo6969]

I experienced heartbreak recently and I have been sleeping to this for a week and already I feel pretty over it, in a peaceful and trusting and moving-on sort of way. Thank you 💚🌱

[@SelfHealingCollective]

Dear Community💜🕊 💜Do you need deeper support and healing? We offer profound and deeply healing online breathwork sessions through our website. 💜Read more here: selfhealingcollective.com/breathwork/ 💜Sign up to one of our sessions here: selfhealingcollective.com/breathwork/ Much love, The Self-Healing Collective Team.

[@annesmith4270]

The creator, Adonai takes our burdens if we let go, blessings to all looking for grace in a difficult time. Give it to Him and only this can release the deepest wounds ❤

[@RositaWillems-qo9ez]

This soumd feel so healing

[@SelfHealingCollective]

❤

[@Solitarydancer2346]

I know my higher power has a new job for me that's fulfilling and one that I'll love. I've been missing enjoying work again. After the last 2 years of struggling through bad jobs and mean bosses, I'm getting ready for a new start. This coming week will be a huge test for me. I've got a lot of work to do before I can receive my gift of a fulfilling job. Going through the whole house and getting rid of things that I no longer need will be tough. But I know I can do it!

[@SelfHealingCollective]

You got this! 💜💜💜

[@goddess2146]

I am truly grateful for everything. Everything is always working out for my favour. Inshallah 🙏❤️

[@thetiredlibrarian]

Listening at work because it has been a tough day! Just one of so many and none of it is over yet. This was the first thing my eyes landed on when I opened KZbin. How serendipitous!

[@audreyjarvis1314]

It is written, it is so. I have let it all go, for the greater good of all. Thank you, something much better in every way will now come for me. Blessed be x Gayatri Lil Audrey x

[@KirraT]

Lemurian energy 🦋💜💛

[@Solitarydancer2346]

Can you explain what you mean by Lemurian energy?

[@mysticladytarot7777]

I release ALL that is not making me JOYFUL, as i am meant to be.

[@davidburdett]

The highest of Love and Light to all of you!❤❤❤ anyone who is going through a rough time, better days are coming. God bless 🎉🎉🎉❤❤❤

[@joanner2523]

This music allowed me to forgive myself for what I wouldn't have done, had I been in a better place. I did the best I could at the time 😢

[@SelfHealingCollective]

How beautiful realization you had. You absoluty did your best, and forgiving yourself is the most important act of love you can offer yourself. Good job, friend!

[@arletamartin7427]

Blessings from the Universe to All.

[@WellBeingAcademy]

My Loving Jesus, may your healing work of love spill over all those hearts that need your healing touch!! ❤🙏😊

[@graceflowunity]

Infinite blessings upon all that is. This is a beautiflow sharing of sounds, soothing, soft and serene...may it serve all Hearts and return all that is no longer serving the highest good of all up through the Heart of Source and back down to where They belong, cleansed with unconditional love. For all it takes You to bring these videos into form, thanQ, Gracias, Molto Grazie, 謝謝。 May all transitions on all timelines and versions of Earth be smooth, flow in grace and always be laced with jamba & karuna...loving-kindness & aQtive compassion. Aho. This is so. Omatakuyasin, All Our Relations. ♾🕉♾💞♾🌱♾🙏

[@SelfHealingCollective]

Thank you for your beautiful prayer💜 Aho!

[@Bindiyapuggal]

Thank you universe ❤️🙏

[@healing_house_tarot]

Absolutely beautiful music

[@rachelharris7075]

So be it so it is 🙏🏼

[@alextrace3123]

🤔PeaceLoveMiracles 🕊️❤🦋🤗

[@laurienau3336]

I know now to my soul’s core it’s time to part ways with my soulmate in this lifetime. His need for external love and my quest in finding love within myself is sending us to new beginnings.

[@stelladahermit]

I love, and appreciate your quality music💚I’ve had beautiful amazing meditations for every song I’ve tried. Deeply grateful I found you, thank you most sincerely🙏😘

[@debbiemikulsky25]

Amen Thank you Universe 💜🌈😇

[@kyndelorendorff4431]

Ready to let it go and move on to bigger amd better. I love you God.

[@joannasparkles]

💛💛💛 Beautiful! Thank you!!! Sending and receiving love!!! 🤗🙌🙌🙌

[@sharonsetaro1220]

This makes me weepy, I feel like it is bringing past traumas to the surface to be healed and released. Feeling lonely and sad

[@inquisitivearchivist]

Please don't feel lonely. There are others here with you too.

[@lyng7247]

Your affirmations are the most meaningful I ever seen. You feel them in the heart. Thank you so much

[@cfort27]

Thank you for this video and it's blessings I am recovering 🙏❤❤

[@greekgoddesses2225]

I've been called for the past 10 months to do something on youtube, instagram. My spirit team, spirit, my guides keep telling me that I'm ready to step into the spotlight. Share my story, my healing journey. My wisdom and knowledge I've aquired over that time. But Still haven't done it. Definite fear of putting myself on a paltform and fully believing in myself but know it's a must for my journey. I'm a SSAHM not alot of time after a long 12hr day. But I'm not making the time either. It's like I'm waiting for something big to happen. 🤷‍♀️ Thank you Kelly. I love your readings. Spirit is always guiding me to your TF counterpart readings that always resonate. Love your work. ❤❤

[@SelfHealingCollective]

Your dream is beautiful, and I hope you follow it. I know how you feel, as I was once there too. A word of advice is that you are the person, event, that something you are waiting for. Success does not happen overnight, and if it does, it rarely stays. So show up for yourself and your dream everyday. Non-negotinably. Some days that means 15 minutes, other days it is hours. The path to your desires is made up of small steps over an extended period of time. I wrote an article some time ago to help people like yourself to get started. Maybe this can be of help: chillvibration.com/how-to-start-a-successful-youtube-channel/ Best wishes, Christine SHC.

[@CherylWalton-t8b]

How beautiful of you to make such a wonderful project. I thank you also especially the written affirmations!

[@tessatandler393]

Thank you for beautiful soothing music and very special message. I have suscribed

[@sandrapetty2609]

This is really nice, thank you😊

[@SelfHealingCollective]

Glad you liked it! ❤

[@juliao1255]

I am so pleased to have this come to me this morning. It was beautifully inobtrusive for my meditation , and the affirmations uplifted and affirmed me. With heartfelt gratitude, thank you. 💚💚💚

[@c.k.1958]

Love and blessings to all ❤

[@brigetteglienke3932]

Thank you! ❤❤❤

[@debrakirkland6824]

Thank you for this BEAUTIFUL Calming music and Affirmation .❤

[@barbarahoglund7841]

T hank you i enjoy your soothing music and very grateful for healing

[@robertshlecter9345]

Hi Christine and Hanne my friends I have just found this. Can i still find the stuff from one year ago and two years ago Thanks love so much gratitude for your positive contribution to humanity Jagjeet Kaur

[@SelfHealingCollective]

Hi! Yes, you may. Is there a spesific video that you are looking for?

[@robertshlecter9345]

Hi Christine and Hanne I liked earth godess lady The one where she is all green and i liked the one with the lady in the river and the one with all the stars moving overhead love Jagjeet Kaur

[@jeremyknifley]

⚡️❤️I have had many life changes throughout the years and this one is most EPIC and challenges at every turn! I feel ALIVE!❤🌟

[@IamwhoIam333]

This is one of my favorite videos/song of their's. It draws you into the beauty of a blooming flower. From bud to flower. There's the most beautiful sound as the bud burst fully through the bud. Like the sound of child birth before everyone in the room reacts to the birth verbally. There's a certain WOW factor to it. and in the sound of silence a child was born only to become a song of praise. You captured that sound.

[@susancollins337]

❤ Beautiful. Thank you 🙏❤️🙏❤️🙏❤️

[@LizzieDennis-x9w]

It is done through God’s infinite grace ❤

[@diesel4338]

Beautiful sound 🫶🏻💯

[@ShaneAnderson-cb2og]

thank you for your positivism it means a lot. It was just what i needed too here today thank you agian.

[@luigispataro4728]

❤❤❤

[@SelfHealingCollective]

🌸❤

[@MichaelSpiller-ux5qu]

Thank you ❤u🎉

[@AuricMystic]

When I am a thoughtless dreamer, I am a catalyst for miracles.

[@MarcSchaaf-c8r]

❤Wow ❤

[@nixciaduran9149]

I’m letting go of my old self to make another one to protect my heart my soul and my spirit. For my spirit has always been mine to keep me safe

[@JoanneLeitch-tb5ur]

i love this amazing video🤩🤩🤩

[@SelfHealingCollective]

I'm glad you like it💜🤗

[@vuim99]

For so long I have had to fight for everything. I have constantly had to stand up and defend the weakest. I've been told that I'm not fit for my job. Even at the moment, there are a few things going on that I hope and pray will end properly. Now I have realized that my mind is tired. I realize that the outcome of these things no longer matters when I feel that I have lost the most important thing and that is joy. I can say that there are no winners in war, that's how it is here. I don't have the tools to continue. I am depressed, angry, unwilling and powerless. I just sit and listen to this music and hope that there will be a light and some miracle that will change everything and I will be myself again.