Life is About Being Made in the Darkness

[@graciegg24]

"You don't want to be dead, you want to be free" That is a game changer!!!!!

[@Rachel-ub8il]

And freedom is perception! It is changeable!

[@montsergirl]

Gloriana right? And I always am thinking the only freedom is death but this really give hope!

[@laraherring9175]

i was allright & then this one sentence made me crack up in tears so badly that i had to pause the video & write it down in my notebook

[@13Maria.Cortez13]

Precisely, exactly the point. 100%

[@maikehelder3785]

Work hard in silence; let success make the noise^^

[@nurology]

It took me 27 years to fully understand this quote!!!

[@iliveinacrowdedhouse368]

I feel inspired

[@megijap7375]

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[@bestsoccertricks]

Very good one indeed!

[@emilynoel83]

Nur you are a master communicator. I want to hug you! So brilliant to recognize that others opinions are the product of their ever-changing lives and attitudes. Love you!

[@nurology]

Emily!! Thank you so much!! Love YOU!!! 💙

[@hhaanniiee]

This video needs to reach so many people. I will share this with everyone whom I feel needs it, and I hope everyone watching shares this with others too.

[@jessicagiannetti9383]

Emily brought me here, and your story keeps me. Thank you for sharing this and I have shared with all of my sisters as well. Love to you.

[@laurenseymour9985]

This is a future Ted Talk. Thank you emilynoel83 for bringing me to this channel. There are some people in my life who I have sent this too and really need it. This is medicine.

[@uwthusky]

Emily bright me here as well. This was so needed for me right now, thank you

[@vernon121]

You should get your little brother on one of these videos 😊

[@montsergirl]

U Wot??! Awe yeah I wish he would, he sounds so amazing!!

[@EdieSexwitch]

People who want to know why she’s not making videos: I read her instagram and she’s helping people offline now, she explains it all on her IG. She gave us a whole lot of valuable priceless advice on here so I’m just grateful for these videos. Helping me through a very hard time, and when I get through it, I’m gonna pay it forward like her. She’s an inspiration.

[@sasha-leeshantello5774]

Edie what’s her Instagram?

[@stephanie6501]

Thank you

[@samanthashamim1738]

@@sasha-leeshantello5774 @nurberxo

[@LizzyC-nf1sv]

I am glad to hear she is doing well

[@superholly]

I cannot imagine someone as amazing as you feeling like you don’t want to be on this planet anymore. I am SO GLAD you’re out of that dark place, and blessing the world with everything you learned. Much love ❤️

[@TRay-bu5yu]

I like how you said to not care about what other people think, because they don't have the same values as you. It was like a light bulb went off when you said this.

[@notestolisa]

This may sound strange, but last night I asked for a sign from the universe cause I have been feeling lost, stuck, directionless, disenchanted, melancholy, and so many other things. To say this video spoke to me is an understatement. It was exactly what I needed to hear. Thank you seems too small a phrase to get across the gratitude I feel for you sharing your story. It has given me the breath I need to champion on through whatever this thing is. I thank you from the bottom of my heart. Your words are life preservers in a tumultuous sea. ♥️

[@cellyspeaks1062]

The guilt that comes with suicidal thoughts is sooo overwhelming! No one wants to die. I remembered thinking who was going to feed my cat. Anyway, I got through it with online help. Thanks for sharing !!

[@maikehelder3785]

You're one of my biggest rolemodels

[@nurology]

You are so sweet!! 💙

[@maikehelder3785]

Omg you made my day!! just wanna say thank youu for helping me out of an awful toxic relationship and for helping me get through so much shit and learning to love and respect myself❤️❤️

[@nancyfmejia]

I NEEDED this video in my life. I’ve been through an ugly divorce and a horrible breakup that left me feeling like garbage, and if it wasn’t for my kids I wouldn’t be here now. Thank you for being so raw and vulnerable and open. We need more Nur’s in this world.

[@vvegamaria]

I’m sorry you are currently living through this, I want to make a recommendation, i don’t know if you have an iPhone , but on the podcast app there is a channel by Oprah Winfrey called super soul conversations and there are amazing talks on their that will bring positive energy into your life . Keep your head up!

[@nancyfmejia]

vVegavida - thank you for the tip! I love watching and reading anything that helps with motivation and self love which is why I have always LOVED Nur, because she has helped me more than she knows. Thank you for your suggestion, I will definitely be checking them out 😊

[@vvegamaria]

nancy ferreira Yeah I loved her video, this is the first video I watch from her. I would also recommend the four agreements , trust me that book has helped me through the lowest moments in my life. You got this girl!

[@granger2808]

Sister i just went thru the same thing. I wish you peace and love! I know its hell but hang in there.

[@marciaheadley9933]

nancy ferreira.Thanks

[@roughryder5]

"You don't wanna die, you just wanna be free". Holy shit, I'm wrapped up in a blanket like a burrito and that just gave me chills.

[@sunnc]

This video just helped me confirm that I’m doing the right thing. Thank you

[@lizetttucker3501]

This video broke me to tears. Your videos are so revealing and so powerful. Thank you Nur for being honest, for making these videos, and for sharing your experiences and helping us. I saw myself in everything you mentioned...I've been coasting and asking others if I'm doing the right thing because I don't trust in my opinion but this video is so self-reflecting. I want to step out of this darkness and be happy and feel free. I'm looking forward to your confidence course btw! Thank you from the bottom of my heart. I love what you do and I love who you are. 💙💙💙

[@nurology]

SO excited for you and your path ahead!! Thank you for the kind words!!! Sending you so much love!!! 💙

[@uanip1341]

Your brother is a genius with the sweetest soul!

[@pbary4904]

Thank you. This means more than you could ever know.

[@fifi2421]

I always binge watch your videos all over again, just before you upload new content #telepathy

[@kandidlykaypea4634]

Your brother is amazing. 💙💙💙

[@ritabonita1604]

Can’t believe how long it’s been since you posted :(

[@selkoa8384]

She is active on Instagram

[@callmemunashe]

Thank you for this video. This whole idea of being made in the dark is an amazing concept. I'm always astounded by the uniqueness of your advice. You actually offer practical solutions to problems instead of just saying 'be positive, things get better' like everyone else. I'm so thankful for the advice you've given me in all your videos, it's honestly changed the way I view life which is an invaluable gift. Stay blessed, thank you again.

[@ayanalashaun9630]

I come back to this video when I need a GOOOOOD pick me up. It’s so comforting and humbling and forever relatable. Thank you. Will always be grateful for your wisdom and your courage to share your experiences. 💕

[@nurology]

Thank you so much 💙

[@mariami2670]

@@nurology Are you alive? Why don't you take new videos?🥺 I just found you

[@jessl12342]

Sometimes we just need these type of videos🙌🏽

[@InternetLiJo]

I’m ready for that life update video. 🙂

[@selkoa8384]

She is active on Instagram

[@KarishmaCookie]

This video seriously resonates with me. I'm 28 - similar age to when you were feeling suicidal thoughts and depression which is exactly what I'm going through right now. The conversation you had with your brother is also crazily similar to the conversations I have with my little brother. This video has given me hope when I feel like there is no hope left. Thank you so so so so much.

[@staceywhiseheart4155]

Karishma, (beautiful name,btw!) I just read your comment and it touched my heart and I hurt WITH you! You were so brave to share this! Just checking to see how you’re doing now?

[@lovelife02]

Your brother is your soul mate

[@lovelife02]

Beautiful video

[@narxxxx9753]

I missssssssed you so much it's quiet heart wrenching to not see you making videos anymore ..if you ever read my comment ..I hope you reconsider and come again ..you been such great helper and you had promised to keep helping us along the way part of it still doing videos and creating an new content ..I'm sad honestly ..for most of us you not just a regular KZbinr ..you are a true inspiration and hero ..I hope your ok I genuinely love you !

[@josephinetzscharschuch9666]

You’re such an incredible woman.. The way you think about life is amazing. The world should’ve more people like you.. You can really improve people’s life and give them valuable advice.. Thank God I found your channel... You made me see life from a different perspective.. Thank you so so much ❤️😭🙏🏼

[@jennifercusiter3980]

This was such a blessing to wake up to, you are a incredible woman

[@marciaheadley9933]

I am feeling real low but I won't commit suicide

[@rani1835]

Marcia Headley “I wish I could show you, when you are lonely or in darkness, the astonishing light of your own being.” - Hafiz ❤️✨

[@marciaheadley9933]

Izzy K. Thank you, Izzy,

[@rani1835]

Marcia Headley Thank you for replying. Sending love and light your way 🙂❤️

[@marciaheadley9933]

Izzy K . Thank you, Izzy

[@dejagabrielle6254]

I read this and it made me tear up because I have felt this way too . You are not alone And sometimes that is how we have to get through tough times. One time my therapist told me it's ok to feel like you don't want to live but never ever act on it. And that has forever stuck with me. You are so strong 💪🏽. Take it day by day and one step at a time. 💕💕💕💕

[@Sheetalc]

This video touched and inspired me so much that I had to subscribe to your channel. Your such a beautiful soul and thank u for sharing your story

[@SarahsVeganKitchen]

Holy wow...I'm not familiar with you but somehow this video was recommended to me and I am SO grateful for that. Your brother sounds like an amazing human! I'm glad you're in a better place. Everything you've said here is so so true. :)

[@christinesong3390]

I just discovered your channel. Please make more videos! Everything discussed in your content is just what I needed to hear

[@selkoa8384]

She is active on Instagram

[@zoie3983]

@@selkoa8384 what is her @ ?? ❤️

[@MsJudiXO]

I used to watch you way back in the day and wish that we were friends. We both live in Tampa but I thought you were way too cool to ever want to hang out with someone like me. I never thought that we could have faced some of the same demons. I’m glad you are in a better place in your life and that you are sharing your story so others know they’re not alone

[@AndrewSavedbyJesus]

Incredibly gorgeous but most importantly, beautiful on the inside too. Some people think really attractive people are always happy and have no problems, obviously this couldn't be farther from the truth as no one is immune from the problems of this life! But there's always hope and things to be grateful for. And YES, our darkness leads to EMPATHY! This has always been huge for me too! You seem very down to earth, I have battled anxiety and depression on and off since I was a teen so this hits home. Last year was the worst year of my life as I was in a mentally abusive relationship with a narcissist. She made all of my problems worse but I've been away from her for months now and I am finally in a better place. Thanks so much for sharing your story and God bless you all!

[@MileyLoverIv19]

I remember when you shared this story on Snapchat! In fact, I wrote it down in my journal, it was so meaningful to me at that time. Here's what I wrote: "Fuck the finish line. Focus on moving forward and being better every day. You will regress, but you can handle anything life throws in your way. The old Nur died, this new Nur rose from the ashes and I wouldn't have it any other way. Live a life chosen by you. The advice in my 'Advice for my Younger Self' video was because of the darkness I endured. The light is not outside you." Thank you. A million thank yous.

[@sabrinamarie9350]

YES!! You bet I already liked the video before watching it... haha thank you Nur!!! Been waiting for another vid. I absolutely loved your previous one. Keep it going ♥️

[@nurology]

LOL!!!! Hope you feel like the thumbs up was the right decision when you're done watching 🙂 Enjoy!!

[@robinbradley2229]

I've binged watched your channel today. It's been two years since this video & I pray that everything is going well for you 💙

[@maddiegreenwell6792]

GOD BLESS YOU. Seriously!! You just explained exactly how I have felt and a bit of realization about life. Life is a playground!! We should whatever the hell we want and build toward our dream lives. Again, thank you. You are never alone in the way that you’ve felt.

[@dylannmarie]

This triggered something in me and thank goodness. :) thank you so much.

[@makeuphappy1]

I have been through so much the last three years! My ex husband left me and now a 40 year old single mom of a beautiful 14 yr old daughter . Last year I had to move in with my parents and trying to juggle working , taking care of my daughter and balancing it all is incredibly difficult. I have grown so much with my personal relationship with God , I did a little bit of counseling, I went to divorce support groups and started journaling and working on being the best me I can be ! I give myself grace and I’m still learning & growing in being fully confident that my identity rests in Jesus alone! God is the same yesterday , today and tomorrow ! I can’t control what others do , say or how they respond to whatever in life but I can control my actions & my life ! I’m learning more about myself , deepening my faith in Christ , working out, running , finding new hobbies and living new experiences with my daughter ! We all our on a journey and I want to leave a legacy of showering Gods love on people,lifting & encouraging other people! It’s been a hard horrific road but I’m letting it morph me into a better me and to glorify God! Blessings to you all and know you each are so valuable and worth so so much !!!! ❤️💕🙏☺️👊

[@amanburm]

I'm blown away! Everything you said is literally the thoughts that I have been having and just needed to hear this. Thank you for being you and just so real! So beyond happy for you ❤️

[@trisha60]

i thought u had stopped making videos, i searched how to overcome jealousy and came across a video that u made girl!!! i so glad ur still making videos, stupid youtube unsubbed me!!!!!! grrrrr!!! so glad ur here!!

[@chiaraconsoli100]

Agreed. I think by "making yourself free," it's all about feeling like we have some control over our lives, our "locus of control" as psychologists call it. Too often we get caught up in our thoughts that stem from our past or other challenging unfortunate circumstances that we don't see that we do have some control of our lives. Thank you

[@makaylastamp3030]

I truly believe it was planned for me to stumble upon you a year and a half ago. Your words create so many mind-shifts and game changers for me that, I don’t want to know where I’d be without you. Thank you. 🙏🏻❤️

[@fatman9196]

I'm 27 right now...good video!!!!!!

[@minasbaguette889]

So many things I want to say but I'm not quite ready yet

[@nurology]

Here to listen whenever you're ready 💙

[@shellz182]

Coming from a Clinical Psychologist, I have to say your video is so astoundingly powerful,that I think I will just tell my clients to watch this as part of their healing process. Just WOW.

[@chidocorn123]

Thank you for sharing and being real, “you don’t want to die you want to be free” 💡 thanks for the help

[@mangocaramelz]

Just wanted to share what I typed to a friend a month ago while we were both doing some deep talking : 1 or 2 years ago, I was lost. I remember feeling so lost especially if you listen to external opinions. Everyone will have their own opinions and it’s based on their own personal journey or where they are at in that journey. My parents had strong opinions. My best friends had their strong opinions. Everyone will have their own opinions and it’s not necessarily right or wrong but it’s not right for you & you can feel it deep down. Even parents can let you down no matter how well intentioned they are.

[@BriannaNjeri9]

May God keep blessing you!

[@nithya1372]

It's been a year and a half since you saved my life 💙

[@Sal-oy4mf]

I'm a guy wishing I could come across more girls like you. I love everything you have to say, to share, and to offer. Your such a wise individual.

[@brookgurule536]

Wow.. No words, you are so amazing and I am grateful that you took the time to share this because it gives me hope and new ways to look at life. Also a huge smack in the face that I have been living for other people and looking for approval. Anyway, I'm looking forward to your confidence course. Thanks again Nur. 💙

[@nurology]

It's truly my pleasure, thank YOU!!!

[@smallvillemarina]

Ahh I’m sooooo happy to see a new video from you! You’re such an inspiration to me you have no idea💕 I never would have expected you to have been in a place like that because you do seem so put together and confident and intelligent, but we never can tell what goes on underneath. You’re such a beautiful and strong women, which I’m sure you know, but just want to remind you of that✨♥️

[@nurology]

Thank you so much, Marina!! 💙

[@Diana-bd7zh]

Awe I love it..."stick around for awhile". Your brother is brilliant ty for sharing the wisdom, lady 💟

[@Angied094]

"should darkness show up in another form, another vessel, i am going to bet on myself." TRUST YOURSELF! Cancel out every one opinion and do what you feel will set you free! I love how you speak so casually and all that you speak is gold. Thank you.

[@selkoa8384]

She active on Instagram

[@anahnnemus5187]

Thank you💛 When the part about freedom was spoken it was like a salve to my ears and heart. I want to live free. I've been stuck for a decade and a few days ago it caught up to me. I was so mad at myself for my choices. It was dark, I have already faced suicide twice and knew it wasn't an option this time. I'm adamant about living. Many of those choices though they were mine were made with other people in mind. After years of stuck I feel I have 30 days of just listening to myself in me. Thank you, again💛

[@staceywhiseheart4155]

Anahn Nemus Anahn, I know what it’s like to feel stuck for an extended period of time. How are you doing now? You don’t have to share, but I at least had to check in and ask...

[@katherinemarte7170]

wow im 27 right now. this video is for me

[@saulibarra8891]

DONT STOP MAKING VIDEOS I feel like I’m in church and I’m not religious haha but I’ve only watched one video and I want to say THANK YOU I want to live life with your filter and I know you are not god or a robot and you can mistakes it’s possible BUT you know SO MUCH!!!! you remind me of a friend/sister named Emily who I care so much you both have the SAME MENTALITY.

[@saulibarra8891]

She is teaching me along the ways because I was always protected as a child..I learned that ppl don’t have the same intentions/mentality as me. Which I know for some people they say DUHHH but I used to have the mentality that people had the same filter as me and that they thought like me BUT THAT IS COMOLETELY INCORRECT. This happened until I saw that a friend didn’t have good intentions and I had to see it first hand to REALIZED. Cried so much but it was such a learning experience. IM GLAD YOU STOOD UP FROM THAT DARK PLACE. So big and strong of you omg much love!!!!!! 💕💕💕💕💕

[@christinarodriquez7318]

Thank you for being so vulnerable & to the point about everything you talked about. (I hate when I watch KZbin videos about something I was hoping to learn about & then they just ramble & I lose interest. lol) You are an intelligent, beautiful woman & thank you for your inspiration 😊

[@LizzyC-nf1sv]

Thank you for showing us you are human and that something like that can happen to anyone. None of us have it all figured out. Thank you for showing us you too are vulnerable. Thank you for showing us how you coped with it. Your message is so powerful.

[@lunaluxxe]

u deserve so many more subscribers, you’re incredible. thank you so much for everything

[@chrisjoli4135]

Your brother is a life coach. A natural one

[@beam8250]

I'm currently in a dark place, feeling stuck. Thank you for sharing your story...it hits home for me. In this moment I feel desperate to find my freedom. I live and do wayyyyyy too much for others. Where along the way did I forget who I am??? Glad you got my back. It's good to know I'm not alone. You look so beautiful and radiant in this video! Please keep them coming! It's inspiring to see you in the light! X💜

[@bob-kt2cv]

POST MORE PLEASE I LOVE UR POSITIVITY 🖤🖤🖤☠️

[@rebeccaa5279]

A beautiful and important video. I will hold on to the advice and wisdom that you and your little brother have given. I'm sure that this will help a lot of people. Thank you so much for sharing Nur.

[@yeonicake5936]

Your words your stories makes my gloomy sky clear up. I struggled with depression and anxiety and kind of still am but now I'm not going to give up. I am going to figure out ways to stand back up. Thank you so much. YOU SAVED MY LIFE.

[@kayakalugin8644]

You make me feel more confident and powerful. I never understood why people give unsolicited opinions, life isn't so serious and I need to work my way out of a dark hole I dug myself in. When you are surrounded by toxic people, friends, spouse or family it's difficult to see the sunshine. But some of your advice shed a glimpse of hope, so thank you.

[@Nuri88717]

I wish she still post online... Where ever you are I send you all the joy and happiness in the world 🖤

[@lovehemi465]

You can follow her on instagram if you don't already, she has a few "stories" and sometimes goes live

[@Nuri88717]

@@lovehemi465 thank you, I'll definitely search for her

[@fifi2421]

I love your spirit Nur ♥

[@SharlynRipkaSharzStarz]

I love your channel and I am a middle aged woman I am just now on a journey to self help Its taken me all my years to realize I am able to turn my life around on my own. I know there are people of all ages who have or still do have suicidal thoughts/ intentions Thank you for your courage on speaking your story You have given even me hope/ inspiration to want to keep on my journey I am hoping to become very confident in myself so i can help others Your awesome!

[@staceywhiseheart4155]

Nana Rori ASMR , your comment inspired me! I am also older...how is your journey going?

[@EdgyIntellect]

Holy goodness oh my gosh!!!! Just thinking about my life and how many unneeded opinions I let in that create chaos. When I let others give advice on my situations I am not trusting in myself enough to decide what's best for me!!!! This is incredibly astounding and freeing!!! 💜💜💜💜

[@Draguta_ta]

I needed this. I love you! Thank you for all you do.

[@passionspotatoes9182]

When are u going to do a life update??? I love your content please do more videos!! x

[@tosin4337]

Here in 2020 during the quarantine, feeling stuck and lacking self- confidence. Thank you for this video. I’ve learnt so many tips and I can’t wait to go forward and apply them to my life ❤️

[@anastasiafranklin7545]

LITERALLY if you wrote a book. I'd buy a copy to. put in every room in my house. Thank you for this!!

[@selkoa8384]

She is active on Instagram

[@lauragullett5711]

"I'll always bet on me."❤❤❤

[@sashalabelle4811]

I’ve been looking for a female youtuber to learn from. Thank you for sharing ❤️

[@xXBlazeXx]

Simply amazing. I'm also 27, and I am also in the darkness... I needed to hear this so badly. Thank You.

[@staceywhiseheart4155]

Mariel, I just read this and could relate! I am wondering how you are doing now? Still in a dark place?(in my experience, sometimes the struggles we face aren’t immediately resolved) So, I wanted to at least see how you are doing and see if you need (NOT advice!) support...

[@squishy_soob]

This is exactly what I need. I'm 18 and this is just so powerful. I'm also what you said near the end of the video lost and confused. And I actually didn't go to college just like my peers did, everyone expects me to be an "Adult" and to know my shit and get my shit together. I'm sittibg here thinking what the fuck does that mean. And this just made so much sense with everything and now I know, I can change my life just like what you did. Thank you so very much.

[@cancerianways]

Amazing video & I cant stop staring at your flawless makeup 😫😍❤

[@nadja079]

thank you Nur. as always, thank you *prayer hands emoji*

[@nurology]

Love you!!!!!

[@beelarehman5992]

Your little brother is amazing

[@samanthataylor5394]

OMG... Nearly homeless.. Struggling for food and just started a job with my disabled mother to look after. I needed this video. Blessings to you.. I've been there, I'm there. One more day to see. Xooo

[@staceywhiseheart4155]

It seems like you are going through hell and back! May I ask how you are doing now?

[@melissaj1310]

That was some next level Tony Robbins shizz your little brother pulled out. Wow.

[@kandidlykaypea4634]

Also I love that even at your vulnerable moment (crying) you manage to say f uck. 😂 I love you!

[@nurology]

LOL!!!! It's always a good time to just throw it out there!! Love YOU!

[@Unapologeticallysteff]

I believe everything happens for a reason and me stumbling upon your channel a few months ago was meant to be. I truly needed this 😪😪😪. Lord knows the negative voices I’ve been trying to ignore in my head. Thank you for giving me words of hope because this what I really needed to hear tonight. I feel sooooooooooo unhappy and unfulfilled. I myself am 26 trying to figure my way out in this dark place but thank you for giving me hope 💕💕💕. I cannot wait to see more from you !!!

[@leontiafernandes67]

Wow I love the strength in your voice it's really motivating

[@aliceittlelock]

Yes! I love your videos 😍😘

[@nurology]

Thank you!!

[@fairwaymortgage5881]

Where did you go I miss you!!!!

[@selkoa8384]

She is active on Instagram

[@fairwaymortgage5881]

@@selkoa8384 Yes i found her.

[@karola5]

Wentworth Miller, known as has been battling depression for his entire life, said once something that made me free "be your own tribe"... I sticked to that in my dark times, this saying is like a cure for me, my safe place ... and the thing your bro told you about being free was so good. I mean... straight to the core. I love it. Thank you Nur, take care Honey

[@MargaretElizabethEspinoza]

i love this video so much. thank you for making this. i deal with anxiety and depression all the time. i’ve has thoughts of suicide but then the fact that my kids would be without a mom stopped me. my best friend killed herself last year and she had 2 baby boys and it broke my heart that they wouldn’t have their mom anymore

[@serahbrandenn434]

You are very inspiring...I really like the word FREE.

[@ItsWillieGirl.1960]

Wow!! What an amazing video!! Nur, thanks for sharing your heart & your testimony!! You're awesome & ever so brave!! #Overcomer #Victorious #PressingOn

[@vixenvalenzuela]

Wow I admire your ability to share your story, I am coming out of a very dark phase as well. I’m 29 ironically. I’ve been wanting to start my KZbin channel for over a year now but have been putting it off probably for the lack of ambition or drive to turn my life around due to the depression, however the last 2-3 months I’ve seen how little positive daily habits are creating a domino affect and turning my life around! I’m working out 6 days a week, my body is almost where I want it, I’m eating so much cleaner, I have much more energy etc. I appreciate you for sharing this. just subscribed :)

[@freevikki07]

You just don’t know how much I needed this right now. Just know you saved someone

[@guknhguhcrujbcd3962]

omg a new video yessssssss 😍😍😍

[@SheeneArca]

I absolutely love your videos!! You're inspiring.

[@HanaHana-rd3nr]

I begin to hold on to a little hope this year and me honestly right now consists of little hope and huge hopeless. But old me sarcastically-but-frankly-speaking consisted of 100 % hopeless. A new born little fragile hope made me reason I endure all of hardships with pride not shame. Although I have a fierce bettle between little hope verses huge hopeless, I continue to bet on hope and I will do until it wins. Thank you for sharing your story. You don't know me but you are giving me what I exactly need but couldn't or didn't know how to access to. God bless you and your loving bro and all of listeners in here. In the darkest darkness we have a choice to make the most shining us. Your lecture guides me to the choice and now it is my turn to guide my choice to my true being.

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I love this video. For a long time I had depression and felt lost. One thing I love that you mentioned is to talk to someone about it because I did. Someone told me that I was free too. I didn't understand at the time but I realized later what he meant. It took alot of work and I'm still working on myself. But I am in a better place, a more healing, empowering place now. It took time to get to that place but im am grateful i came out the other end. Thank you for sharing that. Your awesome.